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sarahdogoc80 · 13 days ago

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Lily is fetishizing Codependency and disabilities

So I watched a video on Lily story on Iris and Keira and skimmed the story it's self. It's so fucking gross. Something I don't think I've mentioned in this blog is my brother is autistic and has some kind of cognitive hearing issues that can only be fixed with an implant. He was also mute still he was 5. So I feel I have a little bit of knowledge I can spread.

First thing I want to talk about is something that generally pissed me off. It was how as children their so called doctor handled their translation thing. Because funny thing I had to do that for my brother because he was still having problems on structuring sentence and actually being able to say words correctly. As my parents didn't get him the implant so he just doesn't hear like the rest of us. And this effected his speech significantly because of his issues. So because I was the one consiently working with my brother (my mom had sent him to a special school from age 2-6 at which point he was ready to start public school. But he also had teachers helping him) on his speech and trying to get him to talk. We had a close sibling relationship and I could understand him best both my mom and his school confirmed this. So I would have to translate for him as he usually only said one word (like Max from Max and Ruby).

An example due to him not being able to say a lot of the word he went up to my mom and said cookie. So my mom thought he wanted a cookie. But when she tired to give him an oreo he backed up and said no. Then said cookie (thought it came out more as Okie) again so my mom calls me in and my brother says cookie. So I asked if that's what he wanted he shook his head then said "ear airl" . He was trying to say cereal then pointed that the TV. Then I remember a commercial had come on for that cookie cereal I forgot what it's called but it has a wolf mascot. So I figured out that's what he was asking for. So told my mom. When I figured it out and told our mom he clapped and said yeah yeah. So he could understand us he just couldn't communicate. Due to his hearing issues he just doesn't hear words like us and no matter how much speech therapy our stupid school tries to put him into it was never going to help when he just can't hear like us. You can say "rain water" all you want but all he'll ever hear without the implant is "ain otter." He has been infantlized for this problem and our step mom thought he was stupid just because of his hearing cognitive issues causing him to talk differently. While the autism does effect some of his learning he is capable of understanding shit like automation class which fun fact is something he thought he wanted to do till he switched class to be a paramedic. Honestly if he wasn't in such a horrible home environment and our life wasn't hell at that time I do believe he could have been a paramedic. We just didn't handle our crumbling home life the best because we are both autistic and without surpost just crumbled. So as of now he is just refusing to get therapy thus he is stuck in a depression. But I do talk to him, he still wants to go back to school to be a paramedic he just lost his drive...

Back to how the school handled this translation relationship be and my brother had. The school brought me in and pulled me aside and explained to me why we needed my brother to not rely on me for his communication. As at the time as an 8 year old I told the school I was fine being his translator. But for obvious reasons they realized one they needed me to help him in his steps to become independent. And two they wanted to explain to me why this was for he best. So because Lily is stupid I will tell you what the school told me as an 8 year old girl. They started off by asking me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I don't remember my awnser but not important. They then asked well what if your brother wants to do something different. I then said we can use a phone. They then asked what about when I'm school or what if he can't get a hold of me and it's an emergency. I then went quite. They then said see he needs to be able to communicate without you. They said I know you love your brother but it's not healthy for him or me if he needs to rely on me like this. They said I was a good big sister for helping him. Then said they needed me as part of their plan to help him though. I said okay. So they told me when I'm translating insed of me just saying what he said. Tell my brother what he's trying to say and encourage him to try and say it. They told me to keep it short and sweet and make longer sentences as he got better. So that's what I did. An example if he is asking for a cookie I told my brother to say "mom can I have a cookie?" And at the beginning it was rough and mostly incomprehensible. But with encouragement and me gently corrected him he eventually caught on on how to form sentences and get better with his speech. Now Lily's character I think is supposed to be incapable of speaking. So I understand this plan wouldn't help. But like no doctor would just be like yeah this Codependency is healthy and good.

Another thing I want to talk about is how Lily seems to only use the beating kids into speaking as a way to justify her character to belittle the parents and make her seem "moral superior". And while yes belittle them but my dad wanted to take at approach and I'm the one who had to step in and stop him. I know Lily doesn't have a protective bone in her body but this is also a criticism in these siblings fake feelings relationship and what actually sibling love is. One night when my dad was watching us he came in pissed off and asked a question. My brother just started babbling his word of the day which was monster trucks. My dad got pissed off and said stop saying monster truck and awnser the question. My brother turned to me and he starting babbling and I couldn't make out what he was saying probably because he was scared. So my dad grabs my 5 year old brother face and makes him look at him. And my brother clearly said let go. He started crying and my dad started screaming I told my dad to stop. But he didn't. My brother started sighing which is something he hadn't done for weeks at that point. And because neither me or my dad knew sigh language my dad didn't know what he was doing/ trying to say. So he grabbed his hands and said use his words. My brother with his free hand started smacking my dads hand to get him to let go. I was frozen in fear as I was terrified of my dad. He does let go and takes of his belt and waves it in his face asking his dumb questions again and my brother was just crying at this point. I saw him raise that belt and without hesitation I jumped throwing myself over my brother with my body and the metal part of the belt made contact with my hand and split open my hand and blood started running down my hand. My brother and me started screaming bloody murder. I thought my hand was broken (it wasn't) but the blood was getting everything. My dad backed up and with every bit of courage I had. I got off that couch and pushed him though it didn't do much. And yelled I will tell mom and the school that he hit me with the belt and split my hand open if he didn't leave use alone. My dad just stormed in to the bedroom and slammed the door. I grab my crying brother with my good hand and ran into the bathroom. He has blood on his shirt so I changed his shirt and I tired patching up my hand. My mom came home at some point and started banging on the bathroom door. I let her in and my brother runs into her arms crying. My mom seeing the blood and my shoty patch job as I was 8 and didn't know what the fuck I was doing. She patches it up and cleans it then asked what happened. My dad heard my mom and came out the bedroom (which was right next to the bathroom) and my brother started screaming again. But as part of the deal I felt I made I lied for his ass and said I hit it on the corner of the table. I looked at my dad and he just nodded and walked away. He never tried to hit my brother because of his special needs again.

But hey I get it Lily you don't have a protective bone in your body you just abused your sister. Your little sister who looked up to you. You took advantage of that and hurt her in the most reprehensible ways and try to claim her trauma as your own. If that story is what you think a good sibling relationship should be your fucked in the head. It's clear you don't understand how to be a good sister by your writing and your creepy incent shit is loud and clear. I love my brother like a brother and not like a boyfriend. He was the only family member I felt I had that gave a shit about me as I was dying of cancer, he's the only family I had that didn't try and distance themselves from me as I was dying. Granted he was a baby but that's the best part. It was unconditional love. I know you want that so bad and you will never have that because of how horrible you are and self centered. My brother also loved me as his sister. One time he shoved our mother (he was always a Mama's boy) when she pinned me again the counter to get a tick out of my hair. I didn't realize what she was doing and started screaming to stop because I was having a PTSD flashback and didn't know what she was doing. He may have only been 6 years old but when I was screaming for help and trying to get away he shoved himself on our mother's leg to get her away. Once I calmed down everything was okay. But in that moment we're I was scared and screaming for help. My brother also defended me against our own mother. Once our life got bad my brother always knew he had me and I always had him. And dispite all this me and my brother still managed to have a healthy relationship and set boundaries and understand each other. I never once looked at my brother like your characters do. He is MY BROTHER and I am HIS SISTER. We weren't replacements for each other partner, or parent, or whatever.

I want to sort out my feelings on other problems I have with her gross writing. But I will be back with more criticisms. I'm working on talking about how gross it is Lily thinks the only reason parents might want their child to speak is ablism while that it a huge reason I want to explain why I wanted my brother to talk and why it was so devastating to think i wouldn't be able to.

#lily orchard #lily peet #lily orchard critical #tw child abuse #Siblings aren't a replacement for your partners #Lily Orchard sucks big donkey balls #Lily Orchard is creepy

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leewekwert · 7 months ago

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It was a normal day at the 118 for the most part. If anything a strangely quiet day. Everyone was sat down for dinner as Buck fantasized about Bobby’s Mac and cheese tuning everyone out.

“BUCK!” A voice shouted. He didn’t need to process the voice he immediately knew who said it. With a quick glance around the table looking for his boy he finds Christopher. He stands up and Chris runs into his arms. There is a moment where buck wants to remind him that his dad is in fact with them but they all knew that. Whatever the reason he was there for he was there for Buck and no one questioned it. Well buck did a little.

“What’s going on?” Buck asked suspiciously. If you asked Buck he would tell you your wrong but everyone else saw the way bucks hands and eyes roamed over Chris’ small figure. Panic, worry, and admiration seeping through his gaze like a dam breaking loose.

“I asked Carla to bring me here.” Chris smiled up at Buck. Almost proud he convinced the woman to bend to his will. Little does he know Chris could have called Buck and he would pick him up himself. Buck knows he needs to not be the fun guy right now though.

“Christopher you can’t leave school cause you wanna come here. You could have head over after school but I need you to understand that school is very important.” Buck didn’t think too much about what he was saying because to be honest he was saying it to remind himself. It had been a while since he had last seen him. For the last few weeks it has been ft and phone calls at night but that was it.

“Buck. You need a couch before you say anything like that to me again.” The attitude in those words was one hundred percent his dad. As he tried to remember the last time he made a joke like that he calls Carla to the table and pulls a seat beside him for his kid.

“Are you here just to humiliate me? Your dad has that covered.” He shoots a playful glare at Eddie. Eddie isn’t paying attention to the words spoken just the way Buck and Chris are interacting. Like it’s a new thing he has never experienced.

“No. I want you to hear me out before you say anything,” Christopher starts slowly, “ I was talking with some friends and they mentioned that their parents let them stay a week or so at their other parents house and I wanna stay with you for a week.” Chris cautiously starts. He doesn’t feel how Buck stopped breathing. He doesn’t see the shock on chim and Henriettas face. He doesnt see the way Bobby and Carla look at Buck. He doesn’t notice the way Eddie looks at him. “You can clearly take care of me: you did it when dad was shot. I think I can handle the snoring. I miss you and I haven’t seen you in forever and it feels like you’re leaving and I can’t handle that buck. I can’t loose you too.” For all the things Chris ignores, Buck can’t ignore the tears in Chris’ eyes as the words roll off his tongue.

“Chris… they are talking about their mom and dads. You have a mom and you have a dad. If you miss me just come over. I will make a weekend of it and you can take my bed and I will take the couch okay. I just need you to remember I am not trying to be a replacement for your dad. I’m not your father Chris but trust me your dad is so lucky to be yours. Leaving you….leaving you isn’t an option for me. You’re my soul. As soon as I met you I knew there was never gonna be a choice I make where you weren’t involved.” Buck tried not to look at the young man. He just couldn’t. He needed him to know that he would never ever leave. The images of all the people who left him flash through his mind and when the idea of Chris came about he couldn’t breathe. It’s not normal to care this much for a kid that’s not your own. He doesn’t think of him as a nephew or a brother but he is still the most important person in his life.

“What’s a dad buck?” It wasn’t a genuine question. But he wanted a genuine awnser.

“A dad. That is the person who fights for you. You know he is always on your team. If you’re in a bad situation you know he will drop everything just to get to you. He loves you endlessly and supports you through everything. From homework to bailing you out of jail. You know he will never intend to harm you and will kill anyone who tries.” Chris’ arms are around him and he is shaking. Buck holds him not coming close to understanding what’s going on but knowing what he needs. If he wants to tell him he will.

“The tusnami, you thought you didn’t protect me.” Chris remembers the way Buck tried to save others. Buck remembers going to Bobby’s that night and sobbing against him while Athena reassured him how his boy was safe at home. Buck had rambled nonsense the entire night about what could have happened. He is brought back to reality by the small hands on his face. Holding steady, the way you would approach a stray dog. Unsure of if you’re going to scare it off or not. Turning his body to face Christopher’s he takes his hands and places it on his heart. Remembering the way Maddie used to do that to show that her heart was his. The same way Bucks heart is his. “You saved me over and over again. When I went overboard I thought that was it. You jumped though. You came after me to find me. You did everything you could to keep me with you. When my dad was in the hospital you didn’t leave me to go with Carla. You immediately took care of me. I hear the comments people make. That you are a kid yourself. You can’t be a dad.” Buck knows it’s irrational but hearing these words come out of a Diaz’s mouth hurts. He can’t be a dad for someone. For Christopher he can be though. If that’s how he wants buck he will give him that part. “You bake goods and help me with my homework and tell me to get ready for school and love me no matter what I say or do and losing you is as scary as losing my dad. I had three parents and now I have two.” Christopher trails off looking around. Now he notices everyone. All the tears streaming down peoples faces and the shock and awe of Christopher’s heart being pulled out of his chest and gently being placed with Bucks.

“You and your dad have parts of me I never knew existed. This is just another one. Being a dad is something I can’t even imagine. But being anything less to you is even harder. Buddy, any way you guys want me I will give you. As long as you guys want me. I don’t want you to just say this cause you miss me though. If you miss me, tell me. Don’t say things you don’t mean.” He whispers to Chris. Buck isn’t whispering because he doesn’t want other people hearing. He physically can’t talk normally. His heart is in his throat and he doesn’t want to talk he just wants to hold him. Chris wants to talk so that is what he will do.

“Buck…. Will you be my dad?” Christopher pulls a cheap little ring that you get out of dispensers out of his pocket. Just like that, if there was any hesitation at all about being this kids dad it’s gone. The smile on his face as he tries not to laugh at his own joke makes him want to scream from the Hollywood sign that Christopher Diaz is his son and he is coparenting with Edmundo Diaz.

“Yes!” He screams dramatically matching Christopher’s smile tooth for tooth.

After an hour of everyone talking Carla and Chris leave. When Buck goes to lay down on the couch the 118 meet him there. They surround him on the floor and furniture while he thinks about what just happened.

“He called you his dad.” Eddie breaks the silence. To afraid to say anything he sits silently waiting for Eddie to continue. “Move over, Evan.” The name makes the silence deadly. The last time he called him that they were talking about him being Christopher’s legal guardian.

“I’m not gonna hurt him Edmundo.” Buck says with a slight edge to his voice. This was the first time Buck has ever called him that and Eddie ignores the ping in his chest of happiness. The 118 watches them, eyeing Buck… studying Eddie….

“I made you his legal guardian. I viewed you as his other dad before anyone else. I just want to know how you feel.” Eddie places his hand on Bucks shoulder. His thumb on his jugular feeling the steady yet slightly racing pulse beating through his body from that one inch.

“Nothing changed. He just went for the title.” Buck shoots Eddie a teasing smile replaying his words from the kitchen.

#buck x eddie #evan buckley #christopher diaz #118 firefam #bi buck #911 abc #911 spoilers

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delusionsofmid-daymoon · 7 months ago

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No!yuu au- Prologue

A twisted wonderland were everthing is the same, except a certain magicless student never came to this world

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PROLOGUE

-Grim invades the mirror chamber and wonders which coffin he should open

-he honestly just does eeny meeny miney and ends up chosing one of the coffins close to the windows

-and when he can't open the lid, like usual he blasts the thing with a fire ball

-but since Yuu is not there he would end up picking another first year

-Ace is sudenly waken up by a loud rumble and heat

-he screams, grim screams and ace falls face first on the floor, then quickly kneel and rub his head, damn his forehead hurts

-"w-w-what ?!? what just happened !??! " he gets up,the coffin lid is on the floor and is burning, with blue fire, why is the fire blue ?!?

-"Hey human don't ignore me !"

-the voice came from...down....? he looks at the groud and theres a grey...weasel ? raccoon ? cat ? wait were it's ears on fire ?

-"....seeing a talking weasel... i think i hit my head stronger than i thought"

-"HEY ! i'm not a weasel, i'm the great grim! well whatever, hey human give me those clothes now" he then blows some fire on the floor and smirk "or else i'll roast you alive"

-"WHAT THE HELL ?" ace pulls his pen and uses wind to blow away some flames that were a little too close for confort

-chaos breaks

-ace and grim then start to fight, grim trying to burn everthing and ace defending, ace blowing away almost every attack but his wind magic can't do much damege on grim either, and soon the chamber becomes almost covered in a sea of flames

-grim and ace become more and more frustrated the longer the fight takes

-the doors the suddenly open and the headmaster catch them both with the love whip, kalim uses oasis maker to put out the fire, making everyone soaking wet in the process

-after they manage to stop vil from murdering kalim the headmaster start to scold the troublemaker duo

-lamenting about how the students are more premature each year, causing problems even before the first day, how could they fight like that on the ceremony room ? that fire could have destroyed his precious mirr-*cough* the poor students that are still sleeping on their gates

-"and you mr trapolla !!! how could you let this happen ? you should have more control of your familiar !"

-ace says there's no way that piromaniac weasel is his familiar, grim agrees and just to emphasize tries to set ace on fire

-riddle then steps up and collar the two, unfortunally for ace "why me?", riddle then proceeds to lecture them for 20 minutes straight

-and that just didn't last longer because crowley said they were gonna be late for the cerimony(even he felt a little bad for the two after that)

-ace and grim, now properly traumatized, stayed tied up and by the headmaster side to avoid further problems

-he released ace when his turn came and he was sorted to heartslabyul, riddle felt his soul leaving his body

-grim began to make a scene saying he should be sorted too, "mr trapolla control your familiar !"

-ace then finally had the chance to clarify that no, grim wasn't his familiar, he never saw that fire hazard before and would prefer if things had stayed that way

-grim is kicked out the school kicking and screaming, riddle sighed lightly, alright, maybe that student wasn't so troublesome after all(haha this poor motherfucker)

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-grim tries going to ramshackle to escape the rain, but without yuu there he can't do anything about the ghosts, he aims with his eyes closed !

-he runs away and have to sleep beneath a tree

-next day he goes to NRC again and ends up on the main street, he asks himself about the queen of hearts and surprise ! ace shows up

-ace is kinda rude from the start, recognizing grim as that weasel from yeasterday and insulting he here and there, but he still awnser the questions about the great seven

-by the end ace asks grim why he wanted his robes and grim why he wanted his clothes, and grim tells he is destined to become a great mage, but since the mirror didn't recognize his greatness he just had to enter himself

-ace laughs and says there's no way that could ever happen, that's the stupidest thing he has ever heard

-they fight like in canon, the queen of heart statue gets burned

-crowley shows up, "you two again ?!" he tells ace to clean 100 windows and kicks grim out again

-without yuu there ace manages to sucessifully skip the punishment

-grim keeps invading and getting kicked out, becoming a frequent headache to crowley

-throught sheer persistence grim managed to eventually tire the ghosts and they let him sleep on ramshackle

-he and ace keep coincidently meeting eachother, at the start they aways fought, ace laughing at grim and grim insulting ace the best he can, but not atacking eachother to avoid trouble

-after some encounters they manage to have some normal conversations, when ace encounter grim while skipping class

-grim then complains about how dificult it is to find food and cries about being hungry

-ace felt sorry for him and gave him half of his sandwich "it's only because your crying is really pathetic"

-and grim of course stuck to him like glue after that, they managed to get along, just a little, ace didn't aways bring grim food but it happened more times than he could justify just happening to have something extra

-and hey, teasing and talking to the fire monster turned out to be quite fun, funnier than those boring history classes anyway

-this whole thing lasted more or less two weeks

-then one day crowley found them, he was searching for grim after they notfied he entered again. and no one managed to catch him

-so when saw one of his troublemaker students skiping class and feeding the sourse of his persistent headache ?

-he was anoyed to say the least

-"you know, despite not being your familiar this monster follows you quite a lot doesn't he ?" ace gulped, crowley was so fed up

-Crowley then had a brilliant idea, one that would make that monster someone else's problem and also punish that shameless student (Crowley was very resentful after finding out that Ace didn't clean those windows, bacause of that he had to actually pay people to clean them !!!)

-he smiled and said grim could stay on the school, they looked shoked at him, why of course~ he was so gentle he would let grim remain on the campus and even use the library to study, so as long as he causes no more trouble and stay with mr trappola

-that's right mr trappola ! grim is now your responsibily~! if he causes any trouble you will be held acountable for it

-grim is beaming, it's not the ideal but is still great progress, ace wants to die, he tries to beg, to convince the headmage to see the reason and don't do this

-crowley just gives him a side look and says "oh would you rather be expelled then ?" ace quickly shuts his mouth

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-ace avoids going back to heartslabyul the longer he can, how the hell would he expain it to the housewarden ?

-he then explains to grim that the housewarden is super severe and kiiiiinda psychotic about the rules for some motive, the guy is like a bomb ready to explode so it's best avoid him alright ?

-they get to the dorm past curfew, grim is hungry again, and ace is too, it is really late after all

-they steathily enter the kitchen and search for something

-and on the fridge there's three whole strawberry tarts, oh lucky them~!

-ace cuts two pieces for him and grim

-and while they're singing their praises riddle appears from behind

-ace is stuttering trying to find an excuse(what is he guilty of ? he doesn't know but he saw enough of the housewarden to know that face means no good)

-riddle then looks down and asks "what is he doing here ?", they nervously tell what happened

-riddle faz uma pausa. ele fecha os olhos. ele aperta o nariz e inspira profundamente

-then an scream echoed throught the night

-"OFF WITH YOUR HEADS !!!!"

-the rest is story

#twisted wonderland #twist #twist au #no!yuu au #ace trappola #twst grim #dire crowley #riddle rosehearts #poor riddle #i had this idea after seeing so many people defend canon couldn't happen without Yuu #so just to be contrary i decided to do an au without yuu #adeuce and grim are the protagonists here

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scourgethehedgehogshrine · 16 days ago

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I want to know does Scourge realistically have a chance in staying with anyone in the long term? I just know not even Fiona sticks with him for very long it seems.

in canon, the dating pool is actually so small for him for one reason or another.

but do i feel bad, no cause he messes it up for himself…but come on…

Sorry for the late response, I'm on holiday right now so I'm a little busy, but I personally feel as if Fiona is the longest relationship he's ever had. Sure, they were supposed to break up, but w/ how long they somehow managed to stay together, i really do feel as if Fiona was the best partner he's ever had. Well, not the best, (COUGHCOUGH SonicCOUGHHHHH), but, y’know.

In my au, Fiona is still w/ Scourge, but they are VERY toxic. Well, maybe that's an exaggeration, but they're definitely still unhealthy and NOT on the road to get any better. But, enough about Fiourge, I need to ramble once more to actually answer your question.

I personally feel as if the only way Scourge will get a shot at a long term relationship is if he improves — fix his mental health, fix EVERYTHING about himself. But it could also be that he finds somebody who really resonates w/ him, and in that they can both equally make each other worse. ORR if you wanna go down the sonadow(Sancourge) path,, then perhaps it could be a situation in which.. OughhhIM AAAA I LOVE THIS OKAY WAIT,,

I actually have my own thing in my au where Fiona is still w/ Scourge but she feels as if he doesn't love him because Scourge can't help but fall for Sanctum each time he sees him, like there will be times where he's w/ her and she'll be like “Did you even hear me??” and he's like “Yeah, whatever, Sanc’,” and then immediately switches to “I MEAN-” or something like that. But then Fiona meets Sanctum and is like “oh wait omg I get it,,” and so while she's a little jealous for awhile, they all end up getting in a polyamorous relationship.

I just realized this is more or so me discussing my takes on certain ships abt Scourge rather than awnsering your question.. Either way, I kinda did, did I not?

(Also bonus, but I also hc that Scourge and Sonic are actually exes. If you do wanna know more abt that, feel free to ask, bcuz I am SOOO ready to ramble abt that :]])

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fireessie · 3 months ago

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Went on vacation and came back to 2 new parts of my favorite series😍

Quick questions:

1. Now that we know about Oscar’s fear of Logan being far away how are things between him and lando with Carlos taking the seat making that fear a seemingly likely reality?

2. Was George’s reaction to seeing them at hospital a it’s the middle of the season how could you be so reckless response or more of a why you and not us jealousy/longing type thing?

I hope you had a good vacation!

Oh honey those aren't quick questions (especially number 2) so this might get a little long.

Okay, first question - Oscar's not stupid, he always knew there was a chance that one of them wouldn't make it to F1 and if they did it might not last but in his mind, both he and Logan are talented enough to last a couple of years. He's not per say mad at Carlos, he knows its just business but in his eyes if Carlos hadn't signed for Williams, Logan would still have a shot at keeping his seat

As the second half of the season starts he does spend a lot of time glaring at Carlos and Lando because he's jealous that they don't need to worry about next year or their relationship. He gets a little...bitchy towards Lando as the year goes on, enough so that it's recognised by some of the Mclaren crew. Worth noting that Lando doesn't tell Carlos because he doesn't want to worry his mate and because he understands where Oscar is coming from but he starts to get pissed off when Oscar acts off in the PR stuff (because it means they have to keep re-doing it) and in general around the factory and their relationship starts to suffer.

Mclaren try and talk to Oscar about it but he plays it off and so, they ask Logan (ngl Logan starts spending a lot of his time at Mclaren and the Mclaren team love him) Logan gets pissed off and confronts Oscar and Lando and then Carlos gets involved and it ends with Lando and Carlos storming out of the pack room.

At this point, Lewis (as pack alpha) and Daniel (pack omega) get involved because it's causing serious friction in the pack, some of the couples feel like they need to take sides and as it's getting near to the end of the season, everyone is one a short fuse. Things come to a head when Lando accidentally clips Oscar in practice and the two have to be separated by the marshals.

Daniel storms the Mclaren garage and drags Lando and Oscar into a room to make them sort it out while Lewis does the same with Logan and Carlos.

Lando and Oscar snarl at each other until Daniel smacks them round the head and forces them into a nest and he talks about how it feels to be out of a seat and how it hurts being rejected by the sport he loves and he admits that he and Max fought a lot more in the lead up to what they thought was his last race and then he talks about what it was like being called in to replace Nyck. Basically emphasising that Logan and Carlos would be feeling shit enough as it is and they don't need their alphas acting like children.

Meanwhile, Lewis tries taking Logan and Carlos to Mercedes but Carlos says that George and Lewis will immediately take Logan's side and refuses so Lewis drags them to Sauber (Valtteri's room specifically) for neutral ground. Now, Carlos and Logan aren't necessarily mad at each other but they're taking their alphas sides so this is quite an easy talk for them. Carlos admits he feels guilty for not calling Logan before he signed for Williams and Logan preemptively apologises for the shit show that is Williams. Carlos probably says it can't be worse than Ferrari and they bond a little about being let go from their teams. Lewis is just hovering in the corner keeping Nico updated.

Back at Mclaren, Oscar and Lando have called a tentative truce and have a heart to heart and Daniel tells Lewis to bring the boys over. It doesn't solve all their issues but it does get them back on track.

This did get long - I'll awnser the second question in a separate post

#my writing #anon ask #loscar abo series

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julien5-malfunction · 9 months ago

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4am thought;

the therapist had this deck of cards on her table. The cards have questions on them. The top one said

"What is it like to be you?"

and I read that out loud and the therapiat wanted to know.

"Misery"

Sheer fucking misery, every single fucking passing moment, and there is no salvation

Because I'm not good enough. Not sane enough. I suppose this is my punishment for doing something so wrong I got a life sentence of misery. It feels like solitary confinement in a way, I imagine. How I'm deeply alone so much of the time. Deprived the of freedom of choise in regards to many things in life. Was... is my lone style of existing the reason for my suffering or a reflection of it? Am I doing my time for a crime I have yet to commit and would said crime be called a revenge in that case, I'm paying back for the time I have done in advance?

"To be like me" is a lot like, seemingly being out in the free world, but inside you're in solitary confinement. A lifer. In solidary misery. And it's all you'll ever fucking know. What is considered 'mistreatment by the system', by the system it's self, is what I get, it's what I'm used to. I don't expect anything more and am fully comtempt. Breadcrumbs. Silence and the urge to scream till my throat bleeds but I make no sound. I don't want to bother, ask for too much. All that I seek is a reason to keep resisting the urge to self destruct myself or a clear awnser that there is none. It feels like I'm waiting for the last cinders of any hope to go out before I'm ready to make serious arrangements for my departure.

I'm pretty sure that would include payback for suffering for a reason I cannot understand. And if that happens, I won't stop when I feel like I've made it even.

Till then I'll try to remain peaceful and decent to my capabilities. No one cares about the anger that is slowly posioning me from the inside out. Nobody's business, maybe caused by them but not their responsibility. Maybe the weakness of my mind to let it consume me at times.

That's why I crave to be alone. I mean, completely alone. Soundproof and invisible. It's the only way I feel safe to really let some of it out, is to be 101% sure nobody will not ever withness any of it. There would be no evidence, that I ever let it take over me and therefore, it could never be used aganist me. I'd be safe. at least from others. Others would be safe from me. I, not so much, as being angry usually becomes a threat to myself, more than others. If I'm angry, therefore I am. So by simply existing I also am the very root of the issue, because I'm the one experiensing it. And it's only logical, the problematic process cannot contaniue, therefore ending it's self in order for the problem to stop exsisting.

To be like me is to be a barely functioning program on the laptop. It freezes up and a window pops up asking, kill the process or wait for it to respond. You keep pressing 'wait'

'wait'

and usually, at some point it'll kill it's self regardless.

That's what being 'suicidal at night ' feels like.

Ctrl+Alt+Del to open manager and select the process freezing up the whole computer. Kill the program. Leave the desktop open and do nothing since the cpu can't handle more than idleing.

That's what the slight drinking feels like.

'To be like me' is to go explain insane bs like this at 5:20 in the morning and finding a computer more relatable in the way that your think.

...

am I an AI?

Does that mean that I had just became self aware of it, IF I was?

Also being so good at it that you can actually take the train of thought to get out of a mindscape.

#to be like me is to be a lifer in solitary confinement #Mind is a machine and I bet I run ubuntu server edition #sentient ai #fear of anger #ramblings #4am thoughts #vent #indirect reference to suicide #gender dysphoria #trans #idk man

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squeiky · 9 months ago

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Im gonna have to name this an au or soemthing cause damn am i getging obsessed with this

Ended up fully fleshing out The 10 sonadow kids and the espilver and Blazamy kids:

Starting with the BABIESSS we've got the triplets with Pickels the Fossa, Snowy the Kinkajou and PaintBrush (P.B for short) the coatimundi (P.B's entire name is literally Paint Brush, but i just added the extra title so we know what he.. IS.)

Pickles and Snowy are "twins" in the way that they look similar but very much are not related.

They were all found at the same time (kittens in a box sort of deal)

Trixie was found a couple of years after Alberto but i just havent made an actual adult form of her yet- bur she was adopted at age 3.

My girl watched the pony show and yall should KNOW whos her favorite character

WATTZ my little adorable one- really wants to be cool like Sonic and Shadow but the heart is so big and pure its hard to look stoic and cold when you've got the sweetest little golden heart in the world

And Banjo (who i originally named Bongos bur decided to change it) who is the akward teenager that likes his alone time and music. Not nuch to be said here other than there is never a time where i shall pass up the opportunity to turn this guy into a little pangolin ball with his dads.

You can tell my favorite characters have got to be Luca. She was the first and shes a wrestler (luchador anyone?) Shes the big relaiable sister who will infact pummel you, and i love that.

Might need to work on Summer and Albetro but otherwise these are what i call the "guineapig group" in the sense that they were the first, thus the eldest out of all the kiddos. I dont have kid forms for them but the stuff her is simple- took after the other parent too much, with Luca be dabsmack in the middle of influence. They all have their own quirks and likings but overrall i love the "how many idiots does it take to fix a lightbulb" and the awnser is none because Luca broke it and then bought a new one.

Oh yeah and Greybelle's a crybaby did i mention that? Hes also a late bloomer when it comes to his powers (mostly bcs i dont know what powers to give him yet)

Okayy and for the OTHER ship babies:

I find Greybelle's (should i name him Turnip or like idk some cute plant name or just keep the watermelon name?) And Flares dynamic hilarious because its literally the direct opposite of Silver's and Blaze's dynamic in which these two fucking HATE eachother. Childhood freinds? More childhood enemies.

Flare has her powers early because shes just like that. She looks calm and collected like Blaze (but she seriously has the temper equivalent to a matchstick in a pit of gasoline- which means shes also a rage quitter)

Oh and more baby time with the unnamed baby because i cant think of a name

(someone help me please other wise im gonna name it something stupid like "slippers/chinelas/zapatos", "borzoi" or like.. idk just "BABY")

More comics stuff with THE BABY and like a poster of Trixies magic show (its her all grown up 😊) as well as Sonic teaching Banjo how to play guitar for the first time (the first step towards his long journey of become a musician 😊)

Alright thats about it. I guess i could do more on metalsonic and Chaos but im pretty sure the entire robot kingdom and chao species are basically they're uhh family so i dont think they need the extra stress of an actual fucking weird robot waterbaby child (though that would be a kickass design ngl)

Also thinking about doing Rouge, Wave and knuckles because yeah they've got a thing going on and its like they're all buddies and soemtimes Rouge makes out with Wave. Thats about it. #singleforever

#i call this the uhh #oldies au #cause i suck balls at names apperently

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strawberry-milkshake-cow · 2 years ago

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Yuu and friends go to disney world!

Yuu and their twisted friends get a week off school so you decide to take them to disney world for the first time what will happen? Lets find out.

Warnings- none just fluff, may have some typos.

Nonbinary reader

Charecters- all charecters plus staff :)

This will be multiple parts- part 1: before the trip

Whats happening before the trip? How do you get evreyone on board? Where are they sitting on the bus? Find out below

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You get off school for a week but the students dont get to go home yet since the mirrors are being repaired so you decide to take them to disney world after seeing an ad for it it looks just like the one in your world but more tailored to the villans it looked like so much fun! Now to get evreyone on board you set a plan in motion.

Grim

Your feline companion was resting in a patch of sunlight on the ramshackle floors you gently shook him awake "hey grim~ i have an idea" you said happily grim looked at you confused and slightly annoyed that he was woken from his nap. "What do you want henchman?" He yawns as you explain your plan "why should i go" he crossed his arms you smiled you only had one awnser for that "theres lots of yummy food there." With that grim was in and ready to go.

First years-

Ace

You knew ace wouldnt be so easily swayed as grim with a simple mention of food. No instead you would have to work his ego in your favor. And duece was easy enough. You quickly found him and duece arguing as usual "oh boys!" You called out with a grin. They turned to look at you "hey prefect." "Hello!" They said happily greeting you. You sat down and explained your plan. "I dont feel like going all the way over there." Said ace being stubborn as always. you sighed "well i guess it makes sense. You would be to scared for the roller coasters anyways." That got him. He quickly agreeed and challened duece im the provess causeing a two for one combo.

Jack-

Jack was another tough one. You can barely read him at all. So you would need to think very carefully about how to approach this. You found him working out and walked over "hey jack!" All he did was nod in greeting you quickly explained your little trip. He thought for a moment "im not sure im pretty busy i dont have time for a childish thing like that" you thought for a moment "well... what if some creep tries to bother me and grim? I dont have any magic and grim can only use fire i could use a big strong bodygaurd for the day or i may not make it back." You said with a dramatic sigh jack grumbled about it but agreed

Epel

Epel was easy if he put up a fight the same routine with jack would work just as well on him, Even better. He completly agrees with the idea because its away to get vil off his back and it would be his first time there

Sebek

Lets face it hes not going until malleus agrees.

When maus does agree wether you ask him or not hes coming along.

Other nrc students-

Cater

Cater is going the second you tell him. Do you realize how many magicam worthy things he will gain out of this? You fin him taking selfies and walk over and start your routine just as you predicted hes head over heels in love with this idea.

Ruggie

Ruggie doesnt see a problem with this idea so he dosnt mind tagging alog after all like grim just mention all the yummy food and you will be good

Floyd

Another one who is happy with this idea it sounds like so much fun to him and hes in the right mood so i wont take much convincing but he will want to go the moment you mention it so i would save him for last

Ortho

Also apart of the happy gang! He will definitely help you convince ida as well this sounds like a perfect opportunity for idia to make new friends!

Silver

As long as he can sleep he dosnt care where he is his father will definelty drag him along anyways when he hears about this so he agrees

Vice dorm leaders-

Trey

He definetly wants to try out the sweets this place has to offer and learn from them so he will be tagging along happily

Jade

Once he hears it from his brother its all over for any chance of argument floyd is dragging him alog wether he likes it of not besides it will certainly be interesting.

Jamil

Once you tell kalim like jade its all over for argument he has no choice but to tag along.

Rook

He is so excited for this its kinda creepy. He will gush about how amazing this will be that whole time until you get there.

Lilia

He is definetly going now that you told nothing will stop him from coming and bringing the whole disamnoa family hes in summer father mode and ready to go

Housewardens-

Riddle

It will take some convinceing after all his mother would never let him go to a normal park much less and amusement park but you explain all the yummy strawberry sweets and that you need someone to keep evreyone in line then hes in

Leona

Probably really lazy about it so it will be hard to convince him to come you will need to threaten his peace saying you will wake him up from evrey nap he ever takes if he doant agree. Trust me then he will.

Azul

This man will somehow tirn this in to a buissness opportunity i have no clue how but he will. So hes in and will make profit off of this trip.

Kalim

Oh hes so ready this sounds like the best thing in the world to him he eill be dragging jamil around aswell

Vil

Probably the hardest to convince after all he is so busy but he realuzed he had a role in a dusney productions movie coming up maybe he could learn some things about his charecter while he is there plus epel and rook are so excited he will make sure everyone looks their best

Idia

Very hard to convince him to go but ortho is definetly a big help so with enough peer pressure he finnally agrees so you leave him alone.

Mallus

Litterlly on cloud nine to be invited anywhere. Hes coming no taking it back now.

Staff-

Crowley

Once he overheards the idea from someone he comes up and graciously offers to chaporone this even in one of the schools old busses they rarely use anymore he also tells the other staff ti come

Crewl

Told by crowly he has to make sure his pups stay in line after all.

Trein + lucius

Hes bringing the cat. He will turn yhis into a history lesson aswell.

Vargas

Hes making sure you all exercise while your there

Sam

Hes more than happy to go he may even find new products for the store

Rsa students :) -

(You decide to call a few of your rsa friends and see if they want to come with!)

Neige

Hes very happy to join plus he gets to keep an eye on you hes a protective friend especially when your in a school full of villans you need someone to watch out for you!

Chenya

He heard riddle and trey were going so hes sure to follow! Besides it it sounds like a purr fect way to spent the after mew n

Najma viper

(Does she go to rsa i cant remember... oh well) shes happy to go shes your only female friend after all! Besides her brother will be there to for some sibling bonding

Cheka

Leona was forced on babysitting duty again so hes coming along super excited

Bonus! their roles on the trip

Crewel- the driver no one else can be tristed driving or there will be a crash.

Riddle- is enforcing the rules. Making sure evreyone stays in line

Cater is taking a million photos of the trip

Trey is making sure evreyone is making logical desisions hes the smart ine and can fix most problems

Yuu- you are the you need to make sure evreyone is getting along and no overblots

Ace and duece and making sure evreything stays lively ace keeps trying to pull pranks but duece is keeping him in line

Lilias in dad node making sure everyone is happy and having fun or else

Trein is trying to lecture history of disney world

Crowly is reading a book being useless

Sam is talking with azul about buissness

Grim is taking a nap with treins cat

Najma is helping you keep things calm

Silver is sleeping

Jade and floyd are being scary

Kalim is bothering idia withe ortho and jamil watch

Sebek is being sebek hanging around malleus

Rook is helping with epel while neige chats with vil

Chenya is just being a menace

Cheka is being a little kid and chating with jack and ruggie while leona sleeps

Pt 2 will be about your living situation fir the week bye bye

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #fanfic #disney #riddle rosehearts x reader #twst leona #x reader #azul ashengrotto x reader #kalim al asim x reader #vil schoenheit x reader #idia shroud x reader #malleus x reader

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honeystwiggypeach · 3 years ago

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Hey! I was wondering if you could do #16 for Kusuo. I like to imagine his s/o likes to annoy him just for the sake of being annoying. Just a tired boyfriend and his annoying, hyperactive partner. There isn’t much saiki content and I’m starving for it😩😩

Omg id love to write that for you!!! That’s shocking!! I feel like there would be more of Saiki getting slightly annoyed with his s/o and more Saiki in general!! Tysm for requesting!!

Don’t do that! DoN’t Do ThAt…Ouch!!! X Saiki Kusuo

⚠️like kinda content warning⚠️very minimal burn like ouch I touched the oven and ouch I touched a hot glue gun!!!

I definitely want to write for something that has Saiki with a high energy and ditzy reader while the whole time he’s like 😐

The two of you were almost exact opposites, he didn’t like to talk much, you liked to talk a lot, he didn’t mind being alone all that much you did, anyways you get the just complete opposites!!

You know that sometimes your energy is a lot for Saiki to handle, you don’t mean for it to be so much either!! When he tells you stuff you typically listen because he probably knows better!!

This time the two of you had been in the home economics kitchen and you had been partnered together. For a solid five minutes you were scrambling around trying to get all kinds of ingredients which he was thankful for the ones that you would need the other ones not so much.

You had been instructed to make crepes which required the two of you to use a flat pan on a hot oven. Really good choice right?

Wrong immediately you began to mix the batter and Saiki watched tiredly, he hadn’t gotten much sleep last night. He could hear Yuta listening to the new Ciderman episode on repeat.

He glanced over watching as you put stuff into the batter he’s pretty sure doesn’t go in there but he’s gonna let you put in whatever you want cause you’re just gonna tell him that you watched someone make them before!!

Now that’s one thing but once you get to the hot oven, the two of you have previously agreed that you would let Saiki handle the oven but he’d let you do everything else!!

But all it takes for you to forget this agreement is Saiki zoning out for five seconds and your hand is hovering over the hot burner.

“What’re you doing??” He asks

“I’m checking if it’s hot!!” You explain hovering your hand.

“Don’t touch that.” He tells you taking the batter and pan away so you’d be more likely to remove your hand.

“DoN’t ToUcH tHaT!” You mock and as you mock your hand accidentally bumps the stove and you remove your hand so quickly.

“Ouch…Saiki” he sighs as the tears well up in your eyes, he told you not to touch the stove!

“Come on” he sighs rubbing his eyes for a second.

You nod sniffling slightly before telling the teacher he’s going to take you to the nurses office.

His luck you know is just very great and the one time he needs the nurse to be there they aren’t. So he’s left to assess the situation.

You’re sat on a chair with a tiny burn between the first and second knuckle on the inside of your finger where you had touched the stove and he knows that it’s really not even that bad and probably doesn’t even hurt you that much you’re crying out of shock, mainly because he can hear you asking yourself why you’re crying because it really doesn’t hurt that bad.

After digging for a while he finds an antibiotic cream and applied it to your finger as you blink at him trying to hold back tears.

“Does it still hurt?” He asks knowing the awnser is no.

“…yea…” he sighs waiting for you to elaborate, “you’ve got to kiss it better Saiki!!” He rolls his eyes but presses a small kiss to your finger and watches as you start to swing your feet in the chair again going back to normal!

#tdlosk x gn!reader #tdlosk x reader #tdlosk #saiki x gn reader #saiki k x reader #kusou saiki #saiki x reader #saiki k #anons

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jjk-anime-horray · 3 years ago

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Mr. Steal your Girl

Suguru Getou x Reader

Summary: After Getou catches Gojo cheating on you, he finally becomes fed up with his bestfriend's bullshit. So, he does the mature thing, he goes and tell you what happened, and makes you his in the process.

Note: I had this thought in my mind forever, so I naturally write it down to preserve it. Please take this offering as my first unholy sacrifice to the Jujutsu Kaisen fandom. Please enjoy!

Warnings: This is NSFW! This is Smut! Please don't read it if you are uncomfortable with those things. Cheating (from Gojo), Sex, fluff, Reader is Female and or has Female anatomy , and Angst (Cross posted on my ao3).

When Suguru Getou, your boyfriend's best friend, and your good friend came knocking on your door after 8:00, you honestly didn't know what to expect. Was he injured? Your line of work was notorious for that. So, when you peered through your key hole to see his slender eyed face distraught, your first instinct is to open the door.

"Suguru what happened?" You say in a lower and mellow tone of your normal voice as to display concern. "Are you hurt?"

"No no, you got the wrong idea!" His black maned body lifted in his hand in a slight waving motion as a common action to calm someone down. "However, I have something to tell you. Can I come in?"

"Of course you're my friend, and I'm always here for you! Next time can you give me a little warning will ya?"

"Yeah, of course (Y/N)." He said while moving his body through your apartment's entrance, and swiftly plopping himself on your couch next to your body, already sitting there.

"Oh!" You say remembering something. "Do you want anything to drink or eat? I've got some left over pizza in the fridge if you want it! Hold on let me just go get it."

You quickly push your hands onto the cloth underneath you to lift your weight off of the couch, only to have your arm be weighted down gently by the man next to you.

"You don't need to get me anything (Y/N). Plus, I don't have an appetite right now anyway. Can you sit back down I really need to tell you this?"

He looked you dead in the eyes. Onyx eyes swirled with not their usual playfulness, but uncertainty and concern instead. Triggering you to sit back down on the fabric below you with the same feelings.

"What's wrong Suguru?"

"Well you see....." Words fell dry in his mouth. How was he supposed to tell you this without making you cry? He never wants to make you unhappy. He especially doesn't want you to cry because his friend is skank, and a piece of shit.

He looked over to you with sadness in his eyes, swirling in them with glassiness around the iris'. He thought about all of the times he looked to see you so happy with him, lips letting out gorgeous laughter, mouth curling into a beautiful smile, and your excitement burst at something with joy. But then his mind went to the blonde bouncing on Satoru's cock, moans leaving her mouth that were supposed to be coming out of yours for him. While she was pretty, she didn't nearly compare to you, and while she was sexy he couldn't even be slightly attracted at the thing bound to ruin your relationship. It angered him, enraged him, that his friend was stupid enough to hurt or give up something like you. However, his stupidity gave him a a direct chance to finally get what he wanted. I guess he could thank his dumb platinum blonde of a friend for that.

"Satoru is cheating on you."

"What?" You said, but you could hear him completely fine. It was out of disbelief.

"Look (Y/N), I'm really sorry. This probably isn't how you wanted to fine out. I just walked in on it, and I couldn't just not tell you when I was, you know.... there."

More and more consoling words spilt from his mouth in an effort to comfort you, but you cease to even register them as you started crying. Salty tears started to trickle from your eyes, and down your cheeks. You felt embarassed, jealous, and sad all at the same time. You knew of his past behavior, why did you expect anything to change?

"Wow, I'm an complete idiot."

"What (Y/N)?! Don't say shit like that! That's completely untrue. You're talented, funny, you-"

"Suguru, I knew of his past behaviors, I let my feelings ignore them, and I expected him to change. I'm a fool for that."

Why would you think he would change. Fuck, you gave your heart to the wrong person. You should have known! The trickle of droplets cascading down your face only started to grow even more. You didn't want to be crying in front of your friend. You didn't want to be crying at all! This was your fault for failing to see that people hardly change.

To Suguru it was heartbreaking to see you in a condition like this. If Gojou was anyone other than his best friend he would have beaten him to a pulp already.

"Hey, Suguru." You say, voice cracking as you tried to hold it together, and peaking your head up slightly from the position pressed into your knees.

"Yeah (Y/N)?"

"Could you give me a minute to cry this out, alone? I don't like you seeing me like this."

"Okay. I'll go into the other room, but I'm not leaving you completely alone when you're emotionally distressed."

"Thanks Guru'." You say as he left to go into the other room, away from your water works.

"Anything for you (Y/N)."

With him finally gone could finally let it all out, and truly just let yourself cry. Now, not having to worry about embarrassing yourself in front of your friend. Your eyes turned puffy the more you let out your pent up emotions. The same eyes turned redder the more you let out your anger because of the situation (through your tears). Red eyes turned your shirt wet, and completely soaked from the water streaming down your face. However, the more you let it out, the more you started to let it go. Yes it hurt, but no it wasn't something you couldn't recover from. Yes you were losing your friend, but no you weren't losing Suguru from this because he wouldn't be here right now if he was siding with Gojou. You hands drifted to your phone to text your best friend, Shoko, what happened.

Gojo cheated on me. Your fingers glided to press into the screen.

You waited fo couple of minutes, well only one, until a notification lit up your screen in response to your text.

You're kidding me

That son of a bitch, want me to murk him?

Do you need me to come over?

Multiple messages came bombarding in one go. You were glad to see that she was as pissed as you were. Making you halt your crying into snickering and laughter at your friend's eagerness.

No you don't need to come over

I know u r working, and Guru' is already here

He's the one who told be

Another light flashed onto your screen.

Okay, just tell me if you need anything

Luv you babes!

She never failed to make you smile, even if she was sneaking a smoke. In which that you hated.

Luv u too

"I heard laughter so I assumed if it was safe to come back in."

A certain man came around the corner with a glass of water and cloth his hands.

"Yeah you're right, Shoko is the best sometimes."

You felt a large weight lower half of the couch, coincidently lifting your eye level up to be more on par with a certain pair of slender ones.

"I brought you some water, crying drains a lot out of you, and I don't want you to get dehydrated."

"Thanks Guru, it means a lot."

You take the cup from his hand. Your fingers met with his fingers and the glass as you shifted the water from his to your hands. Then to lifting it to your lips you take a large gulp of it. Causing a little drop of water to dribble down your chin in the process of your refreshment.

As the water dripped down your chin you felt a thumb connect with your check, slowly making it's way down your skin to your lips and chin to imprison the that had escaped onto it's creases.

"Hey (Y/N) I have a damp cloth right here to help with the swelling of your eyes. Can you close them for a sec?"

"Sure."

With your eyes now closed you felt a cool presence over your eyes, but it did more than help the swelling in your eyes. It also calmed you down, but you knew it wasn't the cloth that was calming you down. It was the male pressing it gently into your face. And the one that gently removed it from your eyes when the right amount of time had passed.

Unveiling your eyes you look to Suguru who was currently placing the items he had gotten for you on to the table in front of the two of your.

"Guru' "

"Yeah (Y/N)?"

"Come here."

You said come here, but you didn't actually wait for him to move as you want to him first enveloping him in your grasp with a hug. Your head burying into his shoulders and chest.

"Thank you Suguru, for everything."

"No problem (Y/N), are you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah I'm okay, I just wish I could forget about him."

"I could make you forget about him."

"What?"

"I said" Hot breath fanned across your ear, while you didn't know if it was the intimate position that the two of you were in, or it was the black haired man that was unbelievable gorgeous talking that sent shivers down your spine. "I could make you forget."

"Please (Y/N), let me make you forget." That last sentence was the last one needed to shift the mood completely. What was a light hearted one now turned heavy from the impending building lust that the two of you secretly shared for the longest time.

You felt hot lips trail down your neck, slow kisses dancing across the expanse of your skin down, only to quickly trail back up to your ear, and then your jaw. Wetness was placed right next to your lips, but not onto them.

Onyx eyes pierced into yours looking for a awnser. They swirled with want, desire, and love as they looked at your right in front of you. It was so intoxicating that you could help yourself from being completely lost in them.

"Suguru, please make me forget." You let out with a needy whine, wanting to get lost in his lips more than anything.

Then predatory orbs locking in on it's prey, and he pounced onto you locking you into a seering kiss as lips collided, and you were pinned under him.

His lips glued themselves to yours, hot, needy, and loving. They constantly alternated from hot, lustful, rushed kisses to slow, romantic, loving one that were offering you all he had to offer. You missed the feeling of them on you when he pulled away.

"You want to forget (Y/N)? I'll make you forget that that ungrateful bastard ever touched you, and that all you can think about it is my fat cock inside of you. You want that don't you?" Finishing his sentence he attached his slips to the sweat spot on you neck, causing you to silt your head, and grind your clothed sex onto the knee pinning you down to the couch.

"Please."

"Great, but lets get you undressed first, I want to see all of you when I ruin you. Strip for me, I bet you can do that angel can't you?" To allow you to put on a show for him he sat back onto the couch, staring at you with a ferocious hunger that was about to be fulfilled.

Obediently you sat yourself up onto the couch, and hooked your arms onto the bottom of your shirt to reveal your barren body with glorious feature to him.

"Fuck princess, no bra? Dirty girl~" He latched himself onto your breasts. Caressing, pinching, pulling with his right hand on one breast, and his mouth, sucking, teasing, and squeezing the other playful mound of flesh. He slowed his ruthless pace to speed in up then slow it down, again, again, and again. Alternating which breast got which part of his body, and it was driving you insane. And you couldn't help Letting out little whispers, whines, and groans as he did.

"Guru, stop teasing me please."

"I'll stop teasing you when you when I stop finding you amazing, because fuck I could play with you like this forever."

"Guru, please touch my cunt, please!" You said, letting out a whine, and bucking to his erection trapped in his sweats as you did so.

"Using dirty words I see. Princesses shouldn't talk like that darling, but who am I to not give pleasure to someone who's so honest about her needs. I'll give you what you want baby, lift your hips for me."

With no reason to reject his off you do was he says, allowing him to slip off your pants, and little white panties in one go. Giving him a full view of your glistening sex dripping with arousal from teasing. Begging to be touched as it pulsated.

"Wet already darling?"

You gasped airily, as you felt him insert a much need finger into your dying cunt. Finally giving your pussy the attention it it needed with big thick milky fingers.

"Fuck baby you're so tight, I'm going to have to prepare you to make sure I don't hurt you because I would hate to see that."

Speeding up his finger he forced for of it into your pussy lips stretching you out in the process. Pumping strongly with fingers curling up towards your womb he hit all of the right spots inside your walls as he added another finger. Causing you to squirm and wiggle under his grasp pleasing his eyes with the amazing sight.

Feeling bad that you were being given all of the attention, you slowly reach to try to touch him, only to have your wrist snatched up with his other free hand.

"Bad baby, shouldn't you know know not to touch people without their permission? Naughty."

He brought the soft curve of your hand up to his mouth to give it a tender kiss. Only for seconds later to bring into down to your clit, and forcefully guiding you hand to out pressure on the little sensitive flesh button causing as he move your hand to circle it.

This building burning pressure turned to be too much to handle as you felt a familiar sensation burn in your lower stomach as your body prepared itself to cum. Fluttering around his fingers in the process.

"Do you need to cum?" Suguru said while gazing his eyes into yours, speeding up his finger even more than you could imagine. Rending you speechless as you gave him a rapid nod in response.

"You have to use your words baby."

"Please Suguru, please let me cum!"

"Do it baby."

The sensation bursted through your lower body as you finally got the release you deserved. Suguru encased your lips into a lustful action as you whined into his mouth pouring slick all over his fingers.

Greedily while looking right at you he swirled his knuckles into his mouth a lapped your juices with delight, and a grin on his face pleased with his work.

He looked at you with a grin on his face, and a naughty twinkle in his eye that made you know what he was going to say next while slightly pulling down his sweat and boxers to reveal a juicy cock. Long, thick, trimmed, clean. Who new your Ex boyfriend's best friend was packing more than he was? I made you wiggle with anticipation. "I think you're ready baby for my cock, do you want it?"

"Yes please, fuck me now, in this pussy right here, I want to feel you so badly!"

"Someone's eager." He said letting out a heart chuckle. "Good thing you are because so am I."

Before you could even say anything he slipped you onto your stomach and slammed into you awaiting cunt all in one go. Affectively making you let out of scream.

"Suguru!" You let out with a yelp if pleasure, and surprise from the new invading stretch.

"Sorry I couldn't wait, fuck your so tight, if I had known I would have done this sooner."

He sunk himself fully into your pussy, then stalled waiting for your to adjust to the stretch of his member. Since you two were bearbacking he could feel every pulse of your pussy as it tried to accommodate his length. And he fucking loved.

Not being to contain himself any longer he pulled himself half way out, then slammed himself back in to see all of your fuck about expressions again and to hear you whine. God, he was going to get used to this.

Gripping your ass he made himself a slow but deep pace into your womenhood once again. He continued this again, and again, and again. Until he found himself speeding up and he drilled harder into your sex, loving he way he name founded when it was being screamed from your lips.

You found yourself having to try to control your breathing as to it not being completely blown away by the main raining to you from behind. His onslaught on your cunt made you abosulety breathless. You felt your pussy contracting the more you thought about the man pleasuring you, how did you not see all of him before this.

But your thoughts were ripped away as you felt a large hand grab your jaw forcing you to look up into predatory onyx eyes. The eye contact as he was hitting it from behind, having his balls pound into your clit, and your G-Spot throughly abused made you pussy quiver in anticipation of your release.

"(Y/N) are close to summing." He said. while completely continuing to fuck you without the slightest pause.

"Yes, umm hmm!" You say nodding as you still looked into his eyes, knowing his loved the contact.

"Fuck....." He said smirking at your wrecked form beneath him "Great." Then he took his hand off of your next to harshly rub your clit, causing you too spill your release over water than you. realized. Making you see white fuzz through the orgasm as he fucked you though it.

Now it was your turn to listen to his moans as seconds later he finished his thick cum on your ass as he flopped in exhaustion shortly after that onto his arms to entrap you under him into the couch cashing your breath.

Panting, Suguru flipped you over to sit you on his lap, curling your legs around his waist, sitting you up to face his intense gaze once again.

"I'm going to go clean you up okay." But just as he's about to lift the two fo you up you stop him momentarily.

"Suguru, will stay with me please?

"I thought that was a given, of course I'm staying, I'm going to run bath."

Placing a kiss on your forehead he brought you to your bathroom, and cleaned the two of you up. Slowly cleaning everything that may have been dirtied, caressing everything on your body, he held you in such a way that it just felt right to be like it.

And sure enough he was holding you in his arms in your sheets the next morning with no intentions of letting you go. Or letting you hear the door ring as his sorry ass of a bestfriend came to offer you an apology.

This was my first smut! How did I do you guys?

Part Two

#jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen smut #jjk smut #suguru getou #getou suguru x reader #getou smut #getou suguru #gojo satoru x reader #gojou satoru x reader #jjk shoko ieiri #shoko ieiri #shoko ieiri x reader

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k-laconia-bug1 · 3 years ago

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Lunter

Pjo/Owl House crossover

Luz staring at her homework watching the words move around as her dyslexia acts up more then usually

Luz: WHY YOU STUPID PIECE OF P-UAGH

(Throws homework across the room)

Owl house gang minus Amity who had just enter the house

Eda: kiddo you good

Luz in tears: WHY CANT THIS BE IN GREEK!

Eda: Greek? Kid what's that

Luz sniffling: it's one of the few languages that the letters won't swim around on I have dyslexia

Willow: dyslexia what's that?

Gus: the letters swim?

Luz: yeah dyslexia it sucks the letters are in different places when I read them I can read Greek and Latin and a couple of other languages without my dyslexia acting up

King goes and hugs Luz

Hunter: I uhh can read it for you? Does it affect your writing? Maybe you can teach us Greek? Latin?

Luz smiling: really would you? And of course we can have secret convo!

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Luz and hunter doing a mission together when a random monster shows up

Rando Greek monster: I smell the sea child

Luz on auto pilot: Rude don't smell me!

Hunter: wait what's going on

The monster: Artemis Luzella Jackson.. I shall have your head

Luz starting to get angry: look stinky I don't care who you are just don't full name me! That's for mom when I get grounded!

Hunter still confused: your first name isn't Luz? And why do you want her head?

Monster and Luz stare at hunter ...

Monster: cause she's a half-blo-

Luz who just killed it with a Dagger and is whooping the gold dust off: cause they want to kill me... and yes my first is not Luz and please don't call me by my first name. Names have power hunter

Hunter: okay I won't call you your first name but uhh what did you mean by names have power?

Luz smiling like nothing happened: in do time Hunter in do time but for now let's just go with you don't ever speak my first name unless I say k?

Hunter nodding slowly

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Owl house walking towards town when the sun suddenly gets lighter

Suddenly a tan tall blond man who was singing a random tune smiles brightly when they notice Luz

Apollo: yo little cuz! How's it going!

Luz paling: hey Apollo... I'm fine.. how's my brother?

Apollo suddenly sweating: well uhh you see..

Luz eyes narrowing: Apollo oh dear cousin of mine are you hiding something from me?

Owl house gang confused head tilt

Hunter: hey your eyes are changing color Luz!?

Apollo beads of sweat rolling down his face: well lovely cousin of mine your brother has uhh been kidnapped by your darling aunt

Luz eyes turning into a stormy green: Hera did what?

Apollo: but uh I told you because there's a prophecy I needed to tell you

Luz full on kill you later staring at Apollo: What? And if your telling me this it focus on me and my brother again?

Hunter and Eda: what? a prophecy?

Eda: and geez kid ease up on that stare

Apollo nodding: and six others ts a great prohecy.. sorry little cuz

Luz taking a deep breath: you've been ordered to retrieve me from this realm?

Apollo nods along:

8 Half bloods shall awnser the call

to Strom or fire the world must fall

An oath to keep with a final breath

Foes bear arms to the doors of death

Luz pales horrified : shiz... that's .. that's big

Apollo nods: I'll be coming to get you tomorrow cuz say goodbye to yours friends

Apollo walks off

Hunter: L..Luz? What was that?

Willow: yeah Luz what was that?

Gus clinging onto King: Luz what did he mean when foes bears arms to the doors of death?

Eda: kid what just happen?

Amity: what's going to happen?

Luz looks over at them: I don't know but what scares me the most is that it said 8 half bloods... theirs never been more then 3 on a quest just from that line you know bad things are going to happen as for your question Gus I've learned it's better not to know the more you know the more dangerous it is

Luz sighs: I should tell you all I'm only half human half.. God I'm Artemis Luzella Jackson daughter of poseidon earth shaker storm bringer... lord of the horses God of the Seas ...

Also the titans not very nice people very killy I should know Kronos the titan of time is my grandfather

Owl house gang *shocked Pikachu face*

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wildcardaces · 3 years ago

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@ruby-static "continuation of the aaaAAAAA!!ngst" edition!

Where help- my mind is still on it

Anna: *cracking knuckles(??)*

Clover: *rolling up sleeve*

Lil shade: *planning a murder*

Anna @ dylan: K I L L

ah yes, shawn should have realised none of them would have listened when he said he needed to see dylan alone. And honestly it was SUCH a good thing they didn't AKFKDHFJSHD-

Quil: hey. Thats my man you just hurt....

Shawn: fucking jerk...

Quil isnt happy at dylan. Also shawn was thinking quick. He tore a part of his shirt to make a bandage for his rather bad wound.

Anna: shawn what the FUCK!? you are going to a hospital NOW

Shawn: oh thats good- i feel sick and dizzy and my ears are ringing haha!

Quil: totally not because that guy almost SLICED you in HALF!

Anna and quil are absolutely not taking no for an awnser from shawn. And he knows this so he just lets em

Anna @ Dylan off screen: BITCH you better back off!

Dylan got the message and flew away. Not good enough for anna!

Shawn: im..sorry

Shawn: again. I never meant to scare you all like that again.

Shawn definitely does apologise as he recovers cause that was some pretty bad stuff that happened.

And the finale is a wholesome!

Anna: *snaps a photo*

Anna is probably gonna send that to shawn when he wakes up and absolutely fluster the man XD

#agent a anna #agent a quil #clover #lil shade #dylan #shawn #club penguin ocs #club penguin oc #club penguin

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the-official-account · 3 years ago

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10 of favorite Tscosi dynamics except they're all pairings/facets of pairings I made up

Because writing fanfic takes time I don't have rn. (Reblogs vv appreciated)

2.06 spoilers.

Brian and Juniper: Two academics on the run from the IGR? You KNOW Brian ship-hopped to nuezo and I bet he has stories. These two are eachother's bad influence and Violet can physically feel herself aging when they're together.

Krejjh and Campbell: Campbell starts calling Krejjh his cousin. This jokes has never not worked and it delights him. Also, if you like four armed krejjh, Campbell lends them a pair of reading glasses so they can pop the lenses out and look official while they help with the paperwork load required to forged IDs.

McCabe and Campbell: this will get it's own post cause I've already written in the discord about them but you might have to remind me.

Park and Sana: it is a FACT that park makes the best coffee. Sana finds this out and finds herself coming to him again and again and just standing there while he uses the espresso maker, trying to figure out what he does different (its the grind size, I know a lil about coffee) and Park just kind tries to keep a straight face cause she isn't subtle. But Sana makes pretty shit coffee and the arrangement just starts to become a them thing. Park cuts her off on late nights and she boos him. At one point he offers to just show her but she's like "well, you know, well, you see there Park, you know, well, I kinda maybe, suppose I, I don't know, just got used to you doing it?" They like to reminisce over the morning brew (Park and Sana WILL be friends. For this i will say FUCK cannon.)

Violet and Krejjh: krejjh starts to learn what Violet's imposter syndrome related anxiety flare ups look like and starts hyping her up. Violet realizes this but doesn't really say anything, she just goes to krejjh when she's trying a new outfit for a little good ol' "GASP! Science officer Liu, you look so dashing—SO handsome that the stars would turn to look at you." And violet gets really into it like "and they'd be right to!" Arkady finds this all deeply endearing.

Thasia and Krejjh: i cry about this daily. Thasia and Krejjh finding eachother as two dwarnians in love with humans and isolated from their culture to feel accepted in eachother? Thasia's an important figure and becomes sort of a mentor to krejjh, while they really admire how Brian's going on to become the first humany...scholar thingy? And they become eachother's buddies! Important parts of their support system!

Oakley and krejjh and McCabe: so I have a headcannon that all of these three have a kind of observant social mode. You know, the be quiet and smile and judge the vibes type thing. So if they meet on the Iris II Oakley is all soft-spoken and wide-eyed at krejjh, and McCabe is there kinda rolling their eyes (affectionately) and chatting to krejjh, who's kinda eyeing Oakley like "what's eir deal?" But then Oakley gains the confidence to go up to them and ask "so what was it like to grow up without gender? Also hi, I'm non binary." And mccabe is like "noooo, kid." And krejjh is like "Oh idk. It just kinda was. Maybe i should have a better awnser by now, cause Sharpshooter McCabe asked the same que—" "NOOOO, KREJJH"

Violet & McCabe: violet grew up in Minnesota, and to my limited knowledge that state is very rural. They both went on to join the IGR. They don't have all that much in common but this, at least, gives them a way to relate to eachother. They also seemed very repressed and anxious in a simular way during their respective arrivals on the iris, and I think they could be eachother's krejjh and thasia. I'm not saying they ARE, but especially with the rest of the crew gone? And how they both of their siblings to worry about? Yeah I see potential.

Brian and park: ping-pong tournaments have NEVER gotten so intense. Park gets a violent light in his eyes.

Shelly and park: they're QPPs but park is still the wifeguy. I will not be taking questions. (If you're here from the discord, NO, Shelly is NOT a horse!)

#tscosi #edil drabbles on about tscosi #the strange case of starship iris #krejjh #brian jeeter #violet liu #juniper liu #sana tripathi #jin seon park #rj mccabe #ignatius campbell

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allthingshetalia · 4 years ago

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Hey, i really like your blog, you doing incredible stuff every time i read it sends butterflies to my stomach🦋 if this is ok ask axis with s/o who rejected them because thought they not good enough to be with them and then axis finding out? See through your blog every day waiting for updates, but I've almost lost a hope for answer

💕thank you!! Did you send in other asks? It might be in my queue 💕

Italy

“How could you ever think you weren’t good enough for me.” Feliciano asked, he cupped your face in his hands, making sure you’d look at him.

“You’re just so perfect.” You mumbled. A hot tear rolled down your cheek and he quickly brushed it away. “And I’m so not.” You sniffled. Feliciano sighed softly and tugged you against his chest.

“I’m not perfect Bella! No one is.” He soothed. “But why didn’t you just tell me? You broke my heart.” He whispered the last part causing you to look up at him.

“I did?” You felt your heart crack a little. His light honey eyes welled up with a couple of tears.

“Well you confess your love for someone and they reject you even though you were positive they felt the same way about you.” He leaned forward and rested his chin against the top of your head. “It’ll take you by surprise and then you won’t know what to do.” He continued.

“I’m sorry I did that to you.” You apologized pulling away from him. He smiled down at you.

“I know a way you can make it up to me though.” His honey eyes glinted at you playfully. Tilting your head to the side you asked him ‘how.’ He leaned forward and placed a quick kiss against your lips enjoying your wild blush.

Japan

“I’m sorry. I didn’t know I would hurt you this bad.” You mumbled. The Japanese man sighed and ran a pale hand over his tired face. His beautiful chocolate eyes were red and had dark bags under them. He had confessed his feeling for you around two weeks ago and since then he hasn’t been the same. He ignored all of your texts and calls, it wasn’t until you practically broke into his house did he see you.

As soon as he open the door your cringed. The usual put together man looked anything but. His hair was greasy and a mess, he looked even paler and skinnier than usual. His nose was red and irritated. You quickly pushed your way inside his house and put some tea on the stove and put some rice in the rice cooker. He didn’t say anything but laid down on the floor cushions not even looking at you. You gave him a large amount of rice and his favorite tea.

You kept picking at him for awnsers until he finally snapped.

“WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED? DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE THE ONE PERSON WHO YOU ACTUALLY LOVE AND TRUST COMPLETELY REJECT YOU?”

After his outburst you stood there in silence not knowing what to do. Groaning he went out the back door and sprawled out under one of his cherry blossom trees.

“I seriously didn’t mean to hurt you. I didn’t even think of the consequences.” You mumbled. You laid next to him and stared up at the pink flowered sky above you. “I-I Just don’t think I’m good enough for you.” You murmured. He finally turned his head to look at you.

“Good enough for me? Is that what you think? Why would you even get an idea like that!” He questioned. You just shrugged not really knowing how to answer.

“You know I love you back.” You stated still looking at the tree branches above you. You didn’t see it but a small smile attached itself to Kiku’s face.

Germany

You winced as the large burly man grunted.

“You’re so difficult Lulu.” You mumbled. You softly patted the cold cloth against his heated forehead. His glossy eyes stared at you in a daze.

“I’m sorry if I scared you.” He mumbled. His rosy cheeks darkened slightly.

“You never scare me. I know you wouldn’t hurt me.” You whispered back. He nodded his head in agreement and stared up at the ceiling. Your favorite German got extremely drunk and showed up at your house at 12 in the afternoon yelling about how you completely shattered his heart. You knew he would want to kill himself because of embarrassment so you tried your best not to make him feel worse. “Did you mean all the things you said?” You asked. You ran your fingers through his hair and he closed his eyes in contempt. He opened his mouth and closed it like he was trying to find words to say.

“Ja.” He sighed. He opened his icy blue eyes and stared directly into your own eyes. After throwing up and drinking lots of water and eating some toast he was finally starting to sober up. “I-I was just so sure you felt the same way. Then when I told you how I felt you completely shut me down. I mean you didn’t even talk to me for 2 weeks! We went from spending almost everyday together to being like strangers.” He felt bad for unloading all of his feelings on to you but you needed to hear it and the fact that he was still a little tipsy was helping him.

“I’m not good enough for you Lulu.” Tears welled up in your eyes and the German quickly sat up.

“What in the world could ever make you think that?” He murmured cupping your face in between his hands. “You’re everything I’ve ever wanted.”

Prussia

“He’s in his room.” Ludwig sighed. He closed the front door and you took a nervous step into the house. “Thanks for coming.” You could tell the younger German was a little mad at you probably because you hurt his older brother- at least Ludwig claimed you hurt him and in his words you ‘need to fix what you broke.’

You gave him a sheepish smile. “Of course!” You giggled nervously. You quickly made your way up the steps and stopped infront of the very familiar door of your best friend/crush since forever. You knocked on the door lightly but nothing happened, so you of course knocked again.

“GO AWAY!” You jumped at the sudden volume from the other side of the door. You cringed and your heart rate picked up. ‘Just open the door.’ You thought to yourself. You turned the knob and pushed the door open. The room was pitch black except for the light seeping in from the doorway you were standing in. You closed the door behind you and flicked the light switch on.

You heard Gilbert groan from the bed and he brought the covers up over his head. You still assumed he didn’t know it was you in his room. Walking closer to the bed you sat down on the very corner.

“Hey Gilly.” You tried to sound as lighthearted as possible. The albino quickly threw the covers off of him and you suddenly felt a little nauseous. He was skinny compared to his usual bulky frame. His eyes were red more red and puffy, with dark circles. He had a good amount of scruff around his lower face and you knew that if he went 2 more weeks without shaving he would have a beard. He wasn’t wearing a shirt and you had to stop your eyes from wandering.

“What are you doing here?” He snapped. He laid back down his eyes staring at the ceiling.

“I came to check on you.” You smiled. “I haven’t heard from you.” You shifted uncomfortably and decided it would be best if you stared at his wall. It was filled with pictures of you and him together. Well there was some with Luddy, Franny and Toni and of course the dogs, but the majority of them were selfies of him and you together, or just stupid pictures of you.

“Did you expect to hear from me?” He grumbled. He followed your gaze and looked at the pictures of you guys together. “It’s not exactly like we left off on a good foot. Remember?” You bit your lip and nodded.

“I’m sorry.” You whispered. He sighed and sat up again.

“It’s okay, you can’t help your feelings. B-but I can’t be friends with you. I mean it’ll kill me seeing you be with someone else or knowing that you’ll never see me the way I see you.”

“I do feel the same way.” You blurted out.

“What?” The albino asked. He scooted closer to you and you resisted the urge of throwing your arms around his neck and cuddling into his chest where you felt safe.

“I just- I’m not good enough for you! I mean you are awesome.” You chuckled dryly your fingers nervously played with the soft blanket on his bed. He quickly grabbed your hands cutting off your actions and effectively making you look at him.

“And why do you think I like you so much? Huh? You think I would fall for someone lame? You are the out of my league!” His voice was soft and it put a wide smile on your face. “ and don’t be so stupid next time you feel insecure! Tell me so I can help you! That is what a good boyfriend does after all.” He smirked.

Romano

“If I didn’t like you so much, I would punch you in the face.” Lovino grumbled. He brushed your hair out of your face and swiped away some tears that fell from your eyes. “How could you ever think you weren’t good enough for me? I’m a piece of trash and if you think you’re bad for me than how badly do you think of yourself, my Princess?” He hummed.

“You aren’t trash! You are one of the most talented, caring, passionate people on the planet. People just don’t try and see it.” Another tear fell from your eye but it was quickly brushed away. The Italian smiled softly and kissed the top of your head.

“And that’s what makes you so special to me. You’re the only one who has tried to see that side of me. You saved me, you know that?” He asked. Before you had a chance to ask him what he meant he continued. “I’ve waited my whole life to find someone like you. I’ve begged every higher power to just give me someone- someone who will give me a chance. I didn’t care if it was a lover or a friend, just someone. And then you came into my life and I’m not going to throw away that chance just because you don’t see how magnificent you really are, Princess.”

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