#like come on. you're gonna hear lyrics about being preyed on at a young age by an older man and regretting that it happened
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i hate interpreting "give me back my girlhood it was mine first" as being about just virginity mostly because it feels so much more meaningful if you allow yourself to interpret it as your younger self and the childhood innocence you had that got taken from you but also because i hate the idea of calling someone's virginity their "girlhood"
#crunchyposts#ts#wcs#am i crazy for thinking i dont want to call virginity “girlhood”#that feels Wrong#but also like as a lyric its so much better if you don't interpret it like that#like come on. you're gonna hear lyrics about being preyed on at a young age by an older man and regretting that it happened#lyrics that explicitly said “i miss who i used to be” and youre just gonna say that lines about virginity.#“i'd like to be my old self again but i'm still trying to find it” come on. have you ever felt the deep grief of a past version of yourself#that youll never get back. also im not fucking speculating on someone's virginity#this makes me so angry now that im writing all of this i have no idea why#maybe its bc im ace and i connect a lot with the song and the themes of grief and like the childhood innocence that connects so much to#the religious imagery of the song (INNOCENT. HELLO) and reducing it to just that makes me so. oh my god#anyways another post that falls into the category of “every time i think about wcs i write an essay”#literally just about 9 words lol
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🧠 and 🌂 for Javier and 🎯 and 🎹 for Emmy? :D
Javier:
🧠 - What do you like most about the OC?
Lmao as terrible as this sounds... He's fun to pick on. Not in a "I like bullying him" kind of vibe, but more like "You are a shitty person who takes advantage of others and maybe you regret it now and you're trying to fix that now, but I'm not gonna feel bad when something bad happens to you. You are the true butt-monkey of this chronicle."
Javier is the character I tell my Storyteller to not regret putting in Situations™ because he could stand to build some character and have the opportunity to Do Better™.
At the same time, I recognize Javier is a product of his trauma, and I'm curious to see if he manages to break the cycle of abuse that was inflicted on him. Man needs therapy, but that's a little hard to come by when you're undead. All he really has to turn to are the vestiges of his Catholic faith from his living days and by extension, his Humanity.
Where's a vampire psychologist when you need one?
🌂 - What genre do they belong in?
Javier is an Anti-Villain and tends to make the lives of those around him worse. Becoming prey to a vampire who turned him against his consent means he is Damned from the Start and ultimately it makes his story a Tragedy. Especially since he still naively holds onto the private hope that perhaps, if he prays enough, confesses enough, does something worthwhile... maybe God will keep save him from his hellbound fate.
But Javier isn't even sure if the Beast that that dug its claws into his cold, dead heart is a consequence of the vampiric curse that plagues him... or his own true, twisted self.
Emmy:
🎯 -What do they do best?
If you asked Emmy what he is best at he would tell you that's easy; its singing. Emmy has been obsessed with music from a young age but never properly nurtured to pursue that skill. However, he had grown into an angelic tenor nonetheless. And while often written off as 'stupid' or 'airheaded' because of his abysmal relationship with academia, Emmy has a staggeringly large catalogue of memorized lyrics, melodies, and harmonies. He can also harmonize with just about any tune he hears and is eager to start learning guitar.
Ask the right friends what he is best at, and they would mention his voice, yes, but they would also mention his sheer resolve and willingness to stand by his convictions, even in the most dire situations.
They'd also mention he's a hell of a driver, too.
🎹 - Do they have any hobbies?
Obviously, singing is a major part of Emmy's identity, so its no surprise that he is one to frequent open mics and karaoke bars. Not only does singing bring him joy, but he has an addictive personality and drowning in the attention he gets from being on stage is one of his favorite highs. He wishes one day to make a career out of his musical skill, but has no idea how to go about doing so. Doubly so now that he's stuck as an undead creature with a deadly allergy to sunlight.
In the same vein of his attention-seeking habits, Emmy loves to dance, both alone and with a partner. The bigger the audience, the better. He often tends to pair this with alcohol as a way of escapism and stress relief, and is a regular partyboy. He loves being the life of the party, despite the fact he himself is no longer alive.
A lesser-know hobby of Emmy's is his love of collecting plants and flowers of all kinds. But he does tend to gravitate towards plants native to the deserts of Arizona where he grew up. He has a healthy collection of potted plants that traveled with him in his car when he was alive, and he still adores them in unlife. Most are hardy succulents and an assortment of desert flowers, but he is always keen to grow red marigolds every summer, as they are his favorite flower. He even has a few paper red marigolds in a pot for the months where he cannot enjoy their blooms.
#ask game#albatris#vampire the masquerade#vtm ocs#Toreador#Javier Peña#All the Saints Are Sleeping#Emerald Acero#Welcome to Los Angeles#now you see why I was so excited to find out Alex's favorite flower are marigolds#immediately was like SAME HAT#I hope I finish my revenge art in time ;A;
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