#like cas stops being allowed to be ANGRY as soon as dean gets angrier

[clairenatural]

i usually don’t agree with “they woobified cas in the later seasons >:(” takes because i think he softens naturally and becomes a father and still maintains his badass power when he needs it and in general it’s natural character development BUT. we should have seen 5x18 “I rebelled for this” levels of anger about jack at the end of s14/early s15

[eatsleepandsupernatural]

Saved - Chapter Five

Pairings: Alpha!Dean x Omega!Reader

Warnings: Angry Dean

Word Count: 1679

A/N: Hi Guys! I am so super sorry that this took so long to post. I have been struggling with Covid and my brain turned to mush. I wasn’t able to write for a few weeks and I feel so terribly about it. I really hope you’ll forgive me and that you enjoy this next chapter as much as I do. I promise I didn’t forget about you!💜 I’ll try my hardest to get the next chapter to you sooner this time. 

We are having a second wave in Victoria (where I live) after the cases slowed down to almost as little as 3 daily nationwide across Australia and everyone is freaking out. People are stockpiling toilet paper again!! 

Tags: @goddessofmischiefs​ @akshi8278​ @flutistbyday2020​

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5

  "You have a lot of explaining to do Omega."

  The words vibrated around in your skull and you froze unsure of how to respond. Dean looked so angry, his eyes were dark, and his hands were clenched into fists by his sides. You remained silent, unsure of what to say, much too cautious of making him angrier. You could feel his fury and worry, swirling in a fit of confusion as he struggled to relax.   "Speak." Dean broke the silence, his voice hard and unwavering.   "What do you want me to say?"   "Why you ran away would be an excellent place to start."   You struggled to maintain eye contact while you tried to form an answer, "I didn't think you wanted me."   Dean's eyes flashed, alerting you to the struggle he was having controlling his anger. "Why the hell would you think that!?"   The alpha pheromones that Dean was emitting were filling the room, his fury and rejection suffocating you. Your head dropped to the floor in shame as you cursed yourself for leaving for the hundredth time. You had misread the situation effectively hurting everybody as a result.   Your voice meek and your eyes glued to the floor, you replied with as much confidence you could muster, "I overheard your conversation with Cas, you were going to send me away."   Dean's reply was not immediate, and you could feel his eyes scrutinising you as he contemplated what to say next. "So you thought you would run away? That doesn't make sense."   "I figured I would leave before you had a chance to send me away. I have been hurt too many times."     Dean growled in response, and your eyes were drawn to his fisted hands, his skin stretched so thin over his knuckles that the white of the bones was showing.   "(Y/N), things are really complicated at the moment, and I was worried about your safety. There's a very bad angel out there that wants to hurt us. I don't know what I would do if he were to hurt you. The idea of sending you to Jody's has been tossed around because at least there you wouldn't be here. In no way, was I rejecting the bond that I share with you Omega."   Dean's voice deepened as he spoke, something you noticed happened quite a bit when he was angry. It seemed that your explanation did nothing to calm down the Alpha standing in front of you, and you fought back the instinct to run away.   "But you, Omega, running away like that, were you not rejecting the bond that we shared?"   Of course, he was still mad. He probably thought you didn't want him. You closed your eyes, taking a deep breath as you stepped forward and stretched your arms out to embrace him. You knew no words would make up for the pain you caused him, but at least a hug would show him that it wasn't your intention to hurt him. Dean melted into your hug instantly and you all your thoughts floated away, your troubles seeming obsolete while tucked in your Alpha's tight embrace. Being so close to him calmed you, and you allowed yourself to get lost in his woodsy scent.   Dean broke the hug too early by grabbing hold of your wrist in his warm, calloused hand.   "Let's go." He said gruffly, pulling you along behind him.   "What? Where are we going?" You didn't fight as Dean gently led you out of your room and down the hallway, but you remained on alert.   "There's been a change of plans, you won't be using this room anymore."   Your eyes widened in surprise as Dean opened the door to his own room and closed it behind you, shutting out the rest of the world.   "I d-don't understand, w-why now?" You surprised yourself by stuttering, and you couldn't stop the warm blush from taking over your cheeks.   Dean approached you slowly like a predator would its prey, and you took careful steps backwards, unsure of what your Alpha had planned, the image of early accident flashed in your mind. You gasped in surprise when your back hit the solid wall, and you took a deep breath in an attempt to control your erratic breathing. Dean's eyes flashed brightly as he took in your vulnerable position, and he raised his arms, placing his hands against the wall either side of your head. Your heart raced in your chest, and an unfamiliar feeling in your stomach drove you to close your eyes. You realised that what you were feeling was not fear, but anticipation and that this was utterly different from the incident in the alley. After a deep breath and some positive self-talk, you opened your eyes to meet Dean's deep green ones. He was observing you, unmoving, but you could see that he was fighting control. He arms were shaking almost imperceptibly either side of you, his jaw locked. You gave him what you hoped was a confident smile and took one step forward, closing the gap between you. You wanted to show Dean that you were okay and that you accepted him. You knew that you were going to be apologising for the rest of your life.   The step was all Dean needed, and you watched with wide eyes as he leant down towards you, his eyes never leaving yours, challenging you to back out. You didn't. You stood still and waited impatiently as Dean hovered a mere inch away from your lips. He pulled his hands away from the wall to cup your face, his thumb brushed your bottom lip slowly, and an unfamiliar tension built in your core. Your own hands were in fists, and your stomach was doing somersaults, all you wanted to do was close the distance and kiss him, but you didn't have the courage. It felt like minutes were passing as his hands slowly moved up and down your arms and across your stomach, teasingly brushing the waistband of your jeans. You were unable to hold back the whine that escaped, and Dean's smirk was immediate. Before you had time to blush, Dean's lips were on yours and all thoughts dissipated. His lips were so incredibly soft against your own, and he kissed all rational thoughts and irrational fears away. Dean pushed you back into the wall and deepened the kiss, he gently nibbled your bottom lip and ran his tongue against it, asking for entrance. After a moment of deliberation, you gave it to him, and unlike you, he didn't hesitate. He explored your mouth carefully and slowly leaving a taste of whiskey in your mouth, and for the first time in your life, you actually liked it. He massaged your tongue with his own, and your head spun, his kiss was dizzying.   He pulled back and kissed the tip of your nose, his eyes wide with excitement, the smell of lust swirling around the room.   "As far as first kisses go…"   "That was amazing." You finished, breathless and high on the taste of your Alpha. You dropped your head onto his chest and focussed on slowing your breathing, overwhelmed and all of a sudden exhausted. The quiet that followed was enough to send your mind into overdrive. You were in Dean's room, leaning against his chest, after a toe-curling kiss and you had no idea what was supposed to happen next. You had no control over your heart which sped up against your will, and you pulled away from Dean in fear that he would notice and kept your eyes glued to the ground. The yawn that you were fighting back brought on another string of thoughts that was no help in calming your heart. You had never shared a bed before and standing here in Dean's room made your new relationship with him feel all too real.   "Here, have a shower and can change into these", Dean said, breaking you away from your thoughts. You looked up to meet his gaze and took the clothes he was holding out to you. Muttering a quiet thanks, you shot out of the room and took a deep breath to steady yourself.    The shower was hot, and you hadn't realised how much you had missed taking them until you were standing under the stream of water. You didn't dawdle though, a need in your stomach had you out of the shower as soon as you were clean. The clothes Dean had given you were the same ones he had leant you the first night you stayed in the bunker and you were comforted by his scent. Shame built as you thought over the past few days and you began to doubt whether you would be able to make up for your actions. Now that you were back at the bunker, you soon realised how selfish you had been and wished that you had just talked to him about it. Maybe all that the last few days proved was that you weren't good enough for Dean after all.   You shook your thoughts away and opened the door to Dean's room. He was sitting on his bed in his pyjamas, scrolling through his phone. At the sound of your entrance, he stood up and placed his phone on his bedside table.   "Time for bed."   Apprehension had you faltering at the idea of getting into bed with Dean, nervous about taking this step in your relationship. Dean's encouraging and gentle smile was enough to have you slowly climbing into bed. He got in beside you and switched off the lamp that illuminated the room, leaving you both in the warm darkness. After ten minutes of lying flat on your back stiff as a board, Dean had not tried to touch you and was breathing heavily, seeming to have fallen asleep. You allowed yourself to relax and rolled onto your side away thinking of what tomorrow would bring. As sleep finally took you, you felt a secure arm wrap around your waist and Dean's warm body encircling your own.

Chapter 6

[orionsangel86]

Vicious Circles - Part 2

(Part 1 Here - Though you don’t need to read that to read this)

Also on AO3

The crunch of Dean’s boots on the dry, scratchy undergrowth of Purgatory’s endless forest had him gritting his teeth. It pierced through the otherwise silent landscape, acting like a beacon to every monster around that dinner was being served. He and Cas had been walking silently for about an hour. Neither had said a word since coming through the portal.

Dean glanced over at his stoic companion. Cas’s expression was firm. His eyes scanning their surroundings, constantly looking for signs of danger. His lips pulled into a grim line of determination. He gripped his blade tightly in his hand and made for an intimidating sight. Cas caught him looking, and they made eye contact for the first time. Dean’s heart skipped a beat in that foolish way that he so often admonished himself for. Cas broke the gaze quickly and sighed.

“You need to watch your steps, Dean. Don’t let your guard down.”

Mildly affronted, and irritated at being caught looking, Dean snapped.

“Maybe you should stop walking so loudly. You’re making enough racket to guide all the monsters right to us!”

Cas rolled his eyes and refused to answer, which only made Dean angrier. His irritation was short-lived, though, when they both heard shuffling over to their left.

In perfect sync Dean and Cas swung around and held up their weapons. Cas flipping his blade impressively whilst Dean gripped his machete.

“Well don’t you both make a pretty sight.”

The familiar voice filled Dean with relief and joy.

“Benny!” He laughed as the vampire emerged from the darkness of the forest. He saw Castiel relax slightly in his peripheral vision but not lower his blade.

“Dean.” Benny chuckled and held out his arms to wrap Dean in a tight hug. “It’s good to see you, brother.”

“It’s great to see you too man,” Dean responded brightly.

Castiel stepped forward and nodded politely at the vampire. Benny grinned and clapped Cas on the shoulder.

“So I’m gonna take a wild guess and say you ain’t on vacation? What world-ending disaster has brought you both back to Purgatory?”

Dean chuckled and slapped an arm around Benny’s shoulders. “You wouldn’t believe it if we told you. How did you find us?”

“What you think you’re discreet? The minute you both stepped through that shiny gold portal I could smell you on the other side of the forest!”

“Gee, way to make a guy feel good about himself!”

Dean’s mood had brightened considerably at Benny’s appearance. He walked ahead, catching Benny up on the situation. Cas followed them, remaining quiet and contemplative.

…

Benny knew where the leviathan blossoms grew and was able to guide Dean and Cas to the site without too much trouble from other monsters. They only encountered danger twice on the journey there. Once against a small pack of vamps that were easily taken out, and once against an eldritch nightmare with horrifying barbed tentacles that put Dean off his more exotic pornography collection for life. Luckily Castiel was able to quickly render it incapacitated and they all made a swift escape.

Castiel barely said 5 words the entire journey.

About 3 hours into the trek, Benny pulled Dean aside. Castiel was walking ahead out of earshot, and Dean knew what was coming before Benny had even opened his mouth.

“I know what you’re gonna say. Don’t say it.”

 Benny raised his eyebrows.

“I might have missed a lot spending my afterlife in this forest brother, but I know when something ain’t right. Whatever is going on between you two, you need to fix it.”

Dean sighed. “Yeah yeah. Trust me, you’re not the first person we’ve met recently to say the same thing. Even the Queen of Hell wants to meddle in our ‘relationship’.”

“Well I don’t know nothing about no Queen of Hell, but Dean, I ain’t forgotten how hung up on him you were last time. The angel is special to you. So whatever you’ve got going on, you gotta sort it out. You’ll regret it if you don’t.”

Benny clapped him on the back and picked up his pace. Guess that conversation was over then. Dean scrubbed a hand over his face. He had been trying to build up the courage to talk to Cas about the whole thing for days now, but no time ever seemed good enough, and Cas was always so damn pissed at him.

Benny had caught up to his disgruntled angel, and they were clearly talking about Dean. Cas’s posture was tense, and he was shaking his head. Dean’s heart sank at the thought that he might be telling Benny what Dean feared most, that Dean had pushed him away for good.

…

Dean hoped they would find this damn flower soon. Time was steadily ticking away, and they still had to make the journey back to the portal. Luckily, they didn’t encounter any further Purgatory residents on the journey, and even though it remained tense between him and Cas, Dean was glad for the peace.

 “We’re nearly there brother. Just up ahead. You hear the river?” Benny pointed towards a lighter area through the trees, and Dean listened to the sound of rushing water ahead of him. He nodded and looked at Cas to flash a grin. They were so close now. Cas didn’t return his smile and looked away to continue his trek towards the river bank.

Dean’s face fell as he watched Cas go. Rowena and Benny were right. He had to fix this. With a final glance at Benny, he followed Cas towards the river.

As the trees thinned out, Dean saw the rushing water and the open rocky banks. If this place existed on Earth, it might have been beautiful. Even in Purgatory’s muted grey tones and atmosphere of constant danger, Dean felt at home here. It was pure.

Cas stood by the bank surrounded by the natural beauty and peace that this strange place brought them. Dean had an eerie sense of déjà vu about it. Cas knelt down to dip his hands into the cool water and splash his face, and Dean was overcome with emotion. Seven years had passed since he last stood in a place like this, watching Cas by a riverbank in monster heaven and wanting nothing more than to wrap his arms around him and hold on tight. Seven years and that feeling was just as strong now as it was back then. Dean could forget everything that had happened in the years since, he could push aside his anger, his fear, his troubles. He was done being mad. He just wanted Cas back, wanted him by his side again in whatever way Cas would allow. He was going to fix this if it killed him.

“Cas?” Dean called out, approaching the angel slowly. Cas stood up and turned towards him, holding a strange-looking flower.

“Here,” he said, passing it to Dean. “The leviathan blossom.”

Dean reached out slowly and took the flower. His fingers brushed against Cas’, and he drew in a breath at the tension of the moment. Cas still refused to meet his eye and withdrew his hand quickly. Dean swallowed and tried to ignore his ridiculous thumping heartbeat and the hurt he felt at Cas’ continued coldness towards him.

“Thanks,” he mumbled as he looked down at the flower. “But you should keep hold of this. I trust you to look after it more than me.” He hesitantly reached out and put a hand on Cas’s shoulder and watched as Cas paused and looked at him suspiciously.

“Alright,” Cas said. He took the flower and put it in a small satchel he had been carrying. It was full of Dean’s things anyway. Water, some snacks, a few knives. He started to head back towards the tree line where Benny was lingering, but Dean caught his arm.

“Cas… can we talk?”

Cas looked at Dean’s hand gripping him and sighed. “We don’t have time for this Dean. We are hours away from the portal and need to get back before it closes.”

“I know. I know we don’t, but we can’t keep going on like this without talking.”

Cas looked at him coldly. “I’m so sorry I’m not a witty conversationalist. I had hoped Benny’s presence might provide you that form of entertainment.” Dean’s eyes widened in surprise and hurt.

“That’s not what I meant!” He snapped. “First Rowena, now even Benny has picked up on it. We have to stow our crap and work together. Get back to the way things used to be. If I can put all that crap behind us, why can’t you?”

Dean knew immediately that he had said the wrong thing. Cas’s whole demeanour changed. It wasn’t just cold, it was pure rage bubbling beneath the surface. Dean took a step back in anticipation.

“If you honestly think that things will ever be the way they were again just by you demanding my obedience…” Cas growled. “You hurtful, ignorant, stubborn, infuriating ass... If you had ANY IDEA how much I…”

Cas stopped himself. His shoulders drooped and he shook his head. “We’re done here Dean.”

Castiel turned and headed off again at a quick pace. Dean’s heart pounded and his frustration boiled inside him. That wasn’t how this was supposed to go at all. He couldn’t get his words right. He could never get his words right. Feeling dejected and angry, and resenting Cas for not giving him a chance to explain, Dean swung his fist at the nearest tree, grazing his knuckles and causing his hand to throb.

…

The journey back towards the portal was even tenser than the journey there. Benny acted as a buffer between Dean and Cas, trying to start a light-hearted conversation where he could. Castiel wouldn’t even look at Dean, and Dean’s anger and frustration only grew as the hours ticked by.

When the portal’s glow was shining through the tree line, Dean felt relief that this trip was nearly over. He would get another chance to sort things with Cas properly once they had both had time to cool down. He was thankful that this journey had practically gone off without a hitch, and without a single leviathan sighting.

As soon as the thought had crossed his mind, a sharp blow hit the side of his face, and he fell to the ground. The leviathans had found them, and one was currently trying to bite his head off. Dean quickly overpowered the creature and decapitated it with a swing of his blade. He scrambled to his feet to see Cas and Benny both fighting off their own foes.

“RUN!” Dean yelled as he headed off towards the clearing where the portal waited for them. He could see several more leviathans appearing in his peripheral vision and had to pause several times to fight another off.

They made it to the clearing only to find themselves surrounded. Dean, Cas, and Benny stood back to back, each holding up their weapons and sizing up the many leviathans that now had them heavily outnumbered. The portal was barely 20 feet away, but it was blocked by the monstrous pack.

“What the hell do we do now?” Dean asked.

“There’s too many of them! You’ll never make it to the portal in time!” Benny answered unhelpfully.

“We need a distraction, something to clear a path.” Dean looked around but couldn’t see any way out of this mess. “Cas, you got any bright ideas, or you just gonna stand there looking pretty?” Dean snapped.

Castiel turned to glare at him and, Dean immediately regretted his harsh tone. In his fear and anger, he was still taking it out on the one person who deserved it least. He tried to backtrack, but Cas spoke first.

“As a matter of fact Dean, yes. I do. Perhaps now I can finally be of use to you.” His words stung, and Dean’s face dropped, his heart jumping into his throat.

“Cas – I didn’t mean…”

“Here.” Cas thrust the bag containing the leviathan blossoms into Dean’s hands. Leaving no room for argument. “Get to the portal. It’s me they want. Go home. Stop Chuck.” Cas’ voice was harsh and cold. He glared at Dean, but through the anger, Dean could see the regret in his eyes. It suddenly dawned on Dean just what he was planning.

“No! Cas wait!” But Cas had already turned away. He held out his hand and closed his eyes, summoning his grace with all his strength. Dean had to shield his eyes as the bright white light of Cas’ grace lit up the clearing, sending a powerful pulse straight at the approaching leviathans. It obliterated most of them, leaving the rest knocked to the ground.

When the light finally dimmed, Cas was gasping for breath and swaying on the spot. If what Cas had told him previously was correct, then he was now practically powerless. Dean glanced back at Benny who had just managed to shield his eyes in time. 

“Dean…” Benny warned. “Not that I’m not grateful to feathers, but that didn’t get all of them, look.”

Dean glanced around at the leviathans who hadn’t been destroyed by Cas’s grace. They were quickly coming around and getting to their feet. Beyond them more eyes appeared in the dark of the forest, more of Purgatory's monsters had come to join the fight. 

Dean’s eyes widened in horror. He ran over to Cas and grabbed his shoulders, supporting him. Cas pushed him back.

“You need to go.” He demanded. Dean shook his head. 

“WE need to go Cas.”

Cas looked around at the approaching monsters and huffed a laugh.

“It’s ironic isn’t it? That after everything, it would all end here.” 

Dean furrowed his brow and Cas explained.

“When we were here before, Dean. You fought to save me, and I didn’t want to be saved. It’s funny how things change.”

The leviathans had crept beyond the tree line now. Benny looked on nervously but Dean couldn’t focus on anything but Cas. Cas’ expression was calm and it chilled Dean to his core.

“Do you know what my biggest regret is?” Cas said sadly. He looked up at Dean, blue eyes piercing into his soul. “My biggest regret is letting you down.”

Dean felt the breath leave his lungs. Cas turned away, unable to look at Dean for more than a moment.

“You haven’t prayed to me in so long. I lost your trust, I lost your faith. Any love you once had for me is gone.”

Each word settled in Dean’s heart like a knife. It was all wrong. How could Cas think this? How could he have been so stupid to let Cas believe ANY of this?

“No…” He breathed, feeling his eyes stinging as Cas turned back to face the hoards of leviathans and other monsters that crept ever closer.

“I’m not doing this for you Dean. I’m doing it because you have a chance to stop Chuck.”

At that moment, a silence settled over them. Even the leviathans seemed to pause and listen to what Castiel had to say. Dean held his breath. He wasn’t sure his heart could take much more. Cas’s face was sad, his eyes full of sorrow.

“I’m already dead to you.” He practically whispered the words, voice breaking as he spoke. Dean clenched his jaw. His own poisonous words from that terrible day vibrating in his head.

“This I do for me. Because I am done... I can’t look at your face and see your anger and disappointment anymore... It hurts too much.”

Cas finally looked up again, and Dean saw him visibly force his face back to stoic indifference, but the truth, the weight of the words was already clear. Dean had broken Castiel’s heart too many times, and now Cas was returning the favour without even realising.

“I told you once that I loved you…That will always be true.”

Castiel paused and looked up at the endless grey sky. A small, sad smile on his face. He looked at Dean one last time, and Dean knew that he had lost him for good. The look shattered Dean’s heart and filled his veins with ice as all the years of pain and regret showed on Cas’ face.

“Goodbye Dean.”

It seemed to happen in slow motion. Dean could do nothing but watch in horror as Castiel turned away and walked up to the leviathans. Holding his angel blade high.

“That’s right you sons of bitches.” He yelled at the ravenous creatures. “You’ve had your show, now come and get me!”

Dean’s heart was pounding in his chest. He felt like he was moments away from a full-on panic attack. He gulped in a breath and moved to follow Cas, but Benny pulled him back.

“Benny! Let me go! I need to stop this! CAS! Cas, you’re wrong! CAS PLEASE STOP!” But it was too late. The leviathans had moved to surround the angel, leaving Dean and Benny’s path free to get to the portal.

“Dean! You have to go NOW!” Benny yelled at him.

Dean fought to get back to Cas, but Benny was too strong. The portal pulsed, the indicator that time was running out. The leviathans pounced on their target, overpowering Castiel even though he was clearly putting up a decent fight. Dean stared in horror as one managed to bite into Cas’ shoulder, ripping through his trench coat and drenching it with blood.

“CAS!” Dean screamed. “CAS NO! COME BACK!” He couldn’t even see the angel now through the crowd of monsters that had jumped him. He turned to Benny, who was stricken with terror. “Benny please! I have to tell him. I can’t lose him again. Not like this… not like this…”

Dean was shaking as tears were falling down his cheeks. He couldn’t even care that Benny had seen all this… that Benny knew. Benny pulled him towards the portal, forcing Dean to look away from the horrific feast.

“You have to go Dean, you have no more time. He’s already gone.”

Dean shook his head.

“I can’t Benny… I… I love him…”

It was the first time he had ever said the words out loud, and it stung more than anything else he had witnessed today.

Benny’s face was full of sympathy. “I know Dean. But love doesn’t bring people back from the dead.”

They both turned back to see the leviathans now shredding the bloody trench coat. Leviathans didn’t leave remains, even angels couldn’t fight off that many. Dean’s whole world had turned upside down. Cas was gone. He was dead.

Benny managed to hold Dean up just in time before his legs gave way. The tears were streaming fully, and Benny pulled him into a tight hug.

“I’m sorry brother. I’m so sorry. But you HAVE to go NOW.”

Dean gasped a breath into Benny’s shoulder and managed to stand upright.

“What about you?” he asked.

Benny smiled sadly.

“I like a fight. Besides, if they get me I’ll just reappear in some other part of the forest. Monster heaven remember? Hell, I’ve already been ripped to shreds enough times to know that’s the case now. Sadly I don’t think the same can be said for your angel.”

Dean swallowed down the pain and took one last look at the space where Cas had fought. Most of the leviathans had run off into the forest, content with getting revenge on the angel that  once trapped them. The few that remained had finally noticed him and Benny and were eyeing up their next meal already.

Dean wiped his eyes and clapped Benny on the shoulder.

“Go. Run.”

“Goodbye Brother.”

Dean reached out to touch the portal. With a flash, he was back in the bunker, the door to Purgatory once again sealed shut.

He dropped to his knees and sobbed.

TO BE CONTINUED…

[alcyone14]

Life with the Winchesters. Part One.

Summary: Dean and Sam get back to the bunker and realize that you’re not in the backseat sleeping. 

Characters: Sam, Dean, Reader. (Dean x Reader)

Warning: Some language

Word Count: 1067

Feedback is always welcomed, as are requests! 

Reader’s perspective:

I can’t believe it. Those idiots fucking left me. My phones in the car, I have no change for the payphone, and the gas station employee is being stubborn and won’t let me use the phone unless I buy something…asshole. I bet the guys haven’t even noticed that I’m not with them. I’m going to be here all night. You would think my boyfriend would at least check to see if I was in the back seat.. Fucking Dean, they are gonna regret this. 

Dean’s perspective:

“Sammy, Y/N! Wake up, we’re home!” I’d only been driving for the last four hours but I was ready to get into bed with Y/N and sleep for the rest of the night and all day tomorrow. This last job had really taken it’s toll on all of us. Espeically since the Vamp nest we had raided turned out to have more vamps than expected. Shit, I’m pretty sure that’s the most I’ve killed in a week. I smirked to myself as I thought about the new personal record. I pushed Sammy once more, must be exhausted too. He jumped awake and looked at me startled.

“Well, Good morning sleeping beauty.” I gave him a quick smile, which I’m sure he didn’t appreciate. Groaning he got up and walked inside the bunker.

Y/N had been extremely quiet the entire way home, quieter than usual. Normally she’s acting like a 5 year old asking where we are and if we are almost there. I’m pretty sure she just does it to get me going and most of the time it works. She’s the biggest pain in the ass, but she’s mine and I’d do anything to protect and keep her mine. She wasn’t getting up so I stepped out of the car and opened the back door so I could pick her up and carry her to bed. That’s when I noticed she wasn’t there..

“SAMMY!” All of a sudden Sam was at the door with his gun pointing in every direction, eyes wide. As soon as he saw it was just me he dropped the gun.

“What? Where’s Y/N” He said with a confused look.

“I don’t know! I thought she was in the back seat sleeping! Where the fuck is she!?” I swear to Chuck, I’m going to kill the son of a bitch and his family when I find who took her! “Son of a bitch!!”

“Calm down, we’ll find her. Her GPS is on so let’s see if we can track it.” Sam brought out his laptop, and pulled up the locater. “Well, obviously this isn’t right, it says she’s here.”

I ran back out to Baby and checked the back seat, “Her damn cell phone is in the back seat.” I yelled back to Sam. “Fuck! I’m going to kill the son of a bitch when I find him. Sammy, if she’s hurt or even worse I’m going to lose it.”

My mind’s going crazy. Where could she be, we only stopped once and it was back in Tulsa.. Where the hell could she be? Think Dean think.. She was in the car when we stopped at that gas station. I remember because I could hear her soft breathing coming from the back seat, and when I looked back I remember thinking how beautiful and lucky I was to have her in my life. God, if I lose her I don’t know what I’m going to do.

“We have to go back to that gas station Sammy, that’s the last place I remember seeing her and it’s the only place we stopped on our way home.” Just as we were getting ready to leave, my cell phone rang with an unknown number.

“Hello.” I answered shortly.

“Dean, –” a voice shouted at me.

“Y/N, Where are you, what happened?” a wave a relief flooded through me and I instantly calmed down. Sammy noticed and raised his eyebrows.

“I’ve been sitting here for hours and you didn’t even notice I was gone. What the fuck is wrong with you guys!? You guys fucking left me at the gas station in Tulsa!” her angry but beautiful voice screamed at me through the phone. I pulled the phone away from my ear and smiled at Sammy once again. He could definitely hear her on the phone and this time he bowed his head and by the movements I could tell he was trying to hold his laughter in so Y/N didn’t hear. I on the other hand did no such thing.

“You think this is funny! I waited an hour for you guys to come back only to realize that you weren’t, I then begged like a homeless person for change because the asshole cashier wouldn’t let me use the god damn phone. You know I hate begging.” I started the Impala and pulled out onto the street.

“I wouldn’t say that you don’t like begging. You’ve begged me plenty of times.” I could tell by the silence on the other side of the phone that she was getting angrier by the second. I loved pushing her buttons just as much as she liked doing it to me.

“…I swear to god, Dean if you’re not here by the morning I’m going to ruin every piece of pie you every try to eat in the next three years. It’ll be my goal to ruin your happiness for pie every chance I get. I’ll tell Jodie to NEVER make you pie again. I’ll get Sam on my side, and forget about Cas helping you. Be here by morning.”

“You mean Chuck, he’s technically god.” I laughed, I couldn’t help myself it was too easy. She practically set herself up with that one.

“That’s it. No pie. You’ll regret it.” She said through her teeth.

“Please calm down babe, we are on our way now.” If I wasn’t there by morning she would for sure take every piece of pie away from me. She wouldn’t stop no matter what. I love that she is so determined and how tough she acts. “I love you, I’ll see you soon.”

“Yeah, Love you too.” I let out another loud laugh when I heard the click on the other side. It was gonna be a great ride home. This woman would be the death of me but I loved her so damn much.

I turned the radio up and glanced over to Sam, “Get some sleep cause you know damn well, that she will not let it go anytime soon.” He laughed and we set off.

@spnrookies-unite (This is an original and my own story. No one is allowed to use it unless I’ve given permission.)