#like baby-mid styro

[yippie-madness]

i need sharper blades ugh

[d1s0rd3r3d-l0s3r]

I JUST WANNA SEE IF UTS ANY GOOD LIKE IMAGINE IT CAN CUT A DECENT MID STYRO IN 1 SWIPE ITD BE LIKE 2 SWIPE BEANSSSS

Mind you my blades already are one swipe baby beans with sooo much pressure if it doesn't bend

But ahhhh

Eyebrow razor looking at me from across the room🤩

Like broo I don't own it but it's un-used so I could swipe

[yippie-madness]

so sorry to disturb u but I am having a massive problem :(( I'm a 13 year old in a really strict and hateful house so the only blade I have for SH is a really boring and sorta dull switchblade. I want to hit mid-styro at MOST but I can't find anything that'll do the trick!! can u tell me where u get ur blades from?? I think online shopping will be my best choice but I don't have any money :(

I'm not giving you any tips to go deeper, you should try and avoid going deeper if at all possible. its not nice being addicted to something like that knowing that if you fuck up you could paralyse yourself, hit a major blood vessel, get an infection, otherwise disabled yourself, etc., there isnt much point in going deeper. do what you gotta do to deal with whatever but really if you can try and stay as shallow as you can with your sh. i uses to say id only do baby styros at most and i was scared of anything deeper (which you should be, hurting yourself at all should be scary) and now i hit beans ln the regular and have nerve damage and scars that will forever disable me and cause discrimination. you can say "ill only do X at the most" but that always changes because it is an addiction. going deeper will never make you feel any better or more valid and it will never make someone who dosent care about you care.

im sorry to lecture you and stuff but really its not worth it and if you please do try and keep your self harm to the level it is now or reduce it and if you do go deeper take care of your cuts as best you can. heres info of first aid, heres info on infections, and a diagram of safer sh locations. the pinned post of that blog has links to more resources and if you have any questions about harm reduction for sh you can always dm me or sen me and ask here or on that blog. and dont worry about disturbing me, if i can help i want to.