#like a pallet cleanser after so much Kon depravity

[gilverrwrites]

I don't know why, but I'm so into Hal being so thrown back when reader doesn't say anything about his size. He expects one or more comments about how much smaller it is, maybe some facial expressions, judgement or anything really. He was really bracing himself waiting for anything negative, having been anxious about the moment where his girlfriend would see him bare and they would progress more physically intimately into their relationship.

He knows her really well, that she's kind, understanding and honest, but due to past experiences he awaits the moment where the judgement and the comments will come. Even if the other girls he's been with have either been one night stands or unserious brief relationships, that she's the only one who he's been serious with, who's one of the most important people in his life and the one who not only does he sees his life with her, but he knows how she is as a person, he is so anxious about that moment, thinking the worst. Already anticipating some sting in his heart by what her words will cause thanks to their weight because of how important she is to him.

She never saw what was underneath his boxers and was completely happy to have their relationship taken to a slower pace, having more quality time spent together and valuing his boundaries/limits the same way he respects hers. They did make out, dry hump, use some toys some over his underwear and touch each other. He did see her bare, but she hasn't seen him yet. Which again, she completely respected his limits and was utterly content in the comfort and pleasure he had.

The first moment when she touched him skin on skin, hand to his stick, her hand in his boxers, without seeing, only feeling it, he did flusteredly, almost whispering, staggering announce to her that others had it bigger, but that it didn't mean anything and that he was still very competent. Wanting to reassure himself (without noticing) by saying comments about size overdoing it by accident to her, thinking it would assure her about him. She would just ask a little confused "Why are you talking about other guys penis sizes when we're both having such a good moment?" and shut him up with a kiss continuing her hand job. His little rant quickly forgotten about.

THEN, the night when he's fully naked arrives. He's such a ball of nerves, but he wants to take their relationship to the next step. She's ready and he's ready. On one swift motion he takes all his lower part clothes off. Walking naked towards her with his little fully hard on (wanting to appear confident, but seeming more shy and anxious). He awaits and awaits and she only looks at his jr down. Finally, he asks why she's so silent and she looks up at him with a love filled turned on look (much to his surprise) saying "He's so pretty.".

Unintentionally, making him blush an even darker shade and having his hips involuntarily jerk more towards her while having his dick twitch. No one ever commented on how pretty or beautiful it was. He wasn't even thinking it could be that.

Reader would always find it beautiful and no matter how much time has passed since they're together, she will always make him flustered . Little by little making him gain confidence and not feel the need to explain anything relative to that.

Oh, this is how I pictured it since your fic and is just a discussion about my opinion, not a request!

-the Joey Anon 🦘

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