#like MA'AM 😭😭😭 you're very sweet and i have nothing but respect for you but im going to lose my mind here!!!!!!!
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sweepingtree Β· 3 years ago
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#anyone else feels like theyre just running out of time......#like i literally feel that there isnt enough time to do ANYTHING#the other day i was just closing my eyes in the work bus and older boomer colleague commented like 'dont know why she's always sleeping'#and this other older colleague went 'you know young people dont sleep at 9 or 10 am like us. they stay up to watch shows and play games'#and i was so FULL of indignation like FIRST OF ALL. I have two separate careers#i have a day job while still maintaining my art and curatorial practice#and second of all#EVEN IF i do stay up watching shows is that really so bad that you have to brazenly badmouth me while you think im not listening?#say i reach home at 6 from my day job and need to sleep at 10 in order to wake up at 6 the next day to get a full 8 hour#i have FOUR HOURS of personal time a day??????#dinner and shower and housework further cuts about an hour or two#i try to get in half an hour of a light workout each day#and fuck if im unable to finish some more time consuming chores on the weekend ill have to do them on weekdays and i have even less time#that will leave me with idk an hour of personal free time a day? and this just goes on until forever?#what kind of life is that?#is this how adults have been living?#and meanwhile because our own home's construction had been delayed because of covid. my husband and i live with his parents#and she's kind of realising we're gonna move out soon and she's been treating us more like children than ever#like MA'AM 😭😭😭 you're very sweet and i have nothing but respect for you but im going to lose my mind here!!!!!!!#like my current project needs sewing done and she expects me to dismantle the sewing machine EACH TIME IM DONE#I've got to take out the needle and thread and put it back in the plastic and back in the box and then keep it back in the storage room and#my process is just so badly mangled because of this#sometimes my work is half done! half done! i keep everything and i need to spend more time and effort getting the machine out and all that#she's all like 'how much time will you spend just taking out the machine and putting it back?'#TOO MUCH! IT'S NOT MUCH TO YOU BUT ITS TOO MUCH FOR ME!!!! I'm losing so much motivation to work just because of this one thing#and the fact that we literally have no space to keep anything or do anything at all beyond our room#which basically only can fit our queen sized bed and a table and a closet and leave a 50cm walking path and nothing else#there's a spare room which we have been allowed to use but GODDAMMIT SHE KEEPS SHIFTING OUR THINGS BECAUSE SHE THINKS ITS CLUTTERED#and i cant find any of my shit so i just give up#AND ON TOP OF THIS I HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY AND WAKE UP EARLY? WHO'S GOT TIME FOR THAT
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silkylious Β· 4 years ago
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Yooo happy anniversary!!! It has been an honor following your blog and I'm very much looking forward to another year with you on tumblr dot comπŸ˜ŒπŸ’ž I respect you a lot as a very eloquent talented writer as well as a warm, honest and opinionated individual. Keep doing you but also don't forget to take breaks when you need them (esp now during exam period sdfghf I hope it's been going alright)!!
(Also I'm super sorry for not having replied to your music recs yet, I haven't had a moment to breathe this entire weekend due to a project I'm still sitting on😭 Hopefully I'll have some free time for it soon, I haven't heard of the band but I'm already super curious!)
Ahh V you're so sweet πŸ₯ΊπŸ’žπŸ’ž thank you so, so much omg I'm very glad to have met you on here too! You're so nice to talk to and I absolutely love chatting with you <33
Yes ma'am I will I will 😌 I've been doing fine, my exams have been hit or miss so far if I'm being honest but nothing I can do about that now, all I can do is focus on what's coming next!
And eee don't worry about the music recs lovely!! Take as much time as you need, all the songs are like over 10 minutes long anyway πŸ’€ I am very curious to hear your thoughts though πŸ‘€πŸ‘€
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