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steviescrystals · 7 months ago

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senior year of high school i said something like “i hate living in the desert everything looks dead” and my friend looked at me like i just punched her in the face and said “how can you live with something like that in your heart”

still keeps me up at night

#like IM SORRYYYYY i forgot i was talking to miss mother nature herself!#idk man so many people love it here and i see people from other places talk about how beautiful it is too #and i WISH i could feel the same way but i just don’t #i can’t look at stretches of dirt and rocks and brush and trees that look like twigs and everything being the same color and find it pretty #i miss GREEN and snow and flowers that aren’t just in planters at the outdoor mall #and don’t get me started on how we literally don’t experience actual seasons here it’s just hot sunny months vs hotter sunnier months #this is so dramatic of me but i don’t know how people can exist here for long and still feel alive #maybe that’s even part of it bc most of the people i know who love it here are the ones who’ve lived here their whole lives #but i grew up in colorado and for me personally arizona can never compare to that #lj.txt

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