#like I dont trust the “donation” places to really give much especially to homeless people | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cass-ass · 11 months ago

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I got together like 6 bags of stuff to donate/give to people and there's a parking lot where a lot of homeless people are camping and I want to just give it to them but my social anxiety is so high when doing anything where there's a large group of people and there's at least 30 people there 😔

I want to give to them directly but fuck I dont know how to approach this social interaction and I dont know these people so I cant script it. I hate my anxiety (aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)

Also where do I park my car that isn't intruding on them? I dont wanna intrude upon their house- no matter how temporary it may be.

#like I dont trust the “donation” places to really give much especially to homeless people #and goodwill just sells it back and underpays their employees #and Ive had friends who have been in that position before and I know that going directly to people is so much better #and also so much more humanizing too for them #and yeah.#i just hate how my anxiety will stop me from doing things I like and things that I want to do for people and I just want to go back to being #able to make some bags with snacks #water toiletries etc in them and being able to give them to people who I see who need them #though Ill need more money for that... hm. this is why I need to expand my business and get more people in.#so I need to be brave and just be able to give these bags to them. but maybe on another day when I didn’t just have a slightly stressful #experience and higher anxiety than normal #ill just take it on tuesday after therapy or something #ramblings #my post

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