#like . my therapist was away dor the first montg of it n id spent the last 6months bitcginf abt hin to my family n theyd
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#ik i shouldnt CARE what ppl think . but the fact that like . ive had to desl w the breakup on my own is so fucking awful actually#like . my therapist was away dor the first montg of it n id spent the last 6months bitcginf abt hin to my family n theyd#had enough so i was on my own from them. n like i ended up pushing all my friends away bc of him#n its a blessing in disguise bc i realised how awful a few od thrm were lmao#but like . idk i hate that im doing this alone AGAIN#n like i have asked yo talk abt jt tk my sister n my dad but my sister... doesnt like hearing abt him#n my dad is more logically driven. so i cant. talk to him.#and i wish i had my mother :( bc if im being honest thisnis ky first real hesrtbreak and i wish she was Normsl and my relatilnsgip#witg her was nornal !!! so i could go to her and have her comfort me like shes supposed to !!! even tho im 20yrs old !!!#but she wasnt alwahs there when i was growing up anyway.#like im not even thst fucking old and ive had to cutbsll contact with my mothet bc even if sje wanted to comr crswling back#i cant forgivd her for tgis. its absolutely destroyed my rrlationship with her. esp after EVERYTHING.
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