#lifeinpain

[jadephotographs]

A behind the scenes look into me... I love my life. I am doing exactly what I want to be doing. I enjoy every day as a gift of God. I am the luckiest woman in the world, cause I have the most loving & supportive husband & family. They stand next to me through all the physical pain & illnesses I endure daily. My life is full & rich. I'm blessed to have all that I have. Thank you to those who lift me & make me whole. I finish most of my days Adventures in bed covered in animals because the days activities have taken every bit out of me. Today is no different but I'm grateful for medical science & that I was able to receive my covid vaccinations. #adventuresintinylife #rvliving #rvlife #lifeinpain #gratitude #adventure #livinglife #family (at Boston / Cape Cod KOA Holiday) https://www.instagram.com/p/COtpYaTnKY2/?igshid=p1bfwrf8rz0b

[emrosedee-blog]

This is something I’ve really struggled with lately. I constantly feel that I have to figure out things myself, and then I get stuck and discouraged. And then I remember this and become very sad because I feel like I’m caught in a never-ending cycle. Pain sucks, especially when the things that are supposed to make it better don’t work or don’t work how you feel they’re supposed to. I don’t know about you, but I lose motivation when that happens, and then fall into a bit of a rut. And then you feel worse knowing that all you have to talk about is your pain. You feel like you become a burden to others, or that you repeat the same shit all the time. For me, I get stuck mentioning my back to everyone, sometimes countlessly, as if I expect them to forget that I’m limited. I know they haven’t. And then I feel bad about talking about it so much so I stop. When people ask how I’m doing, I just reply, “Not too bad,” even though I’ve been in agony for hours. Do you ever feel that way too?? ————————————————————————— #chronicpain #badback #backpain #bevulnerable #vulnerability #mylife #lifeinpain #bulgingdisc #stressedout #needtorelax #giveittoGod #needtoheal #keepgoing #persevere https://www.instagram.com/p/BxsdecIHzLy/?igshid=mzcg8bl376g