#life sucks right now i'm sorry
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#dear robot man please save me from this hell scape and put your arms around me (and literally everything else)#ramattra#overwatch#fanart#myart#blender#i am coping#life sucks right now i'm sorry#my pinned post has the model reference#there is a lot wrong with this so i'll probably delete it HAHA
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I hope leftists who think they’re above voting for president or are voting for Jill Stein or whoever because it’s their stupid way of protesting the system feel good about themselves, especially if Trump wins partly because of your negligence 😍 I know you’re not doing shit to plan the proletarian revolution, especially before January, so you guys better not complain about something harming you that you didn’t even bother to try and change
(edit: changed the last part bc I wrote “…if life gets a lot worse for you” cause that does nottt sound right at all and I apologize for writing that)
#if you have the option to help make change and do nothing then that’s your fault#ah yes! taking absolutely no action! that'll show the corrupt two-party system!#I’m literally a leftist too I don’t like aligning with the democrat party either but like… what other choice do we have right now#why not just vote for the one who sucks less#also you do know Jill Stein and Rudolph Ware don’t give a fuck about you or any leftist issues right#like they’re literally just there to get in the way for people who are too dumb to realize they’re basically just handing a vote to Trump#sorry for my raging here we see that I am very nervous for this election lol#and i know i'm being dramatic i don't actually want life to get worse for anyone but like... if you're anti-trump but don't vote for kamala#you're basically just getting what you asked for#american politics#vote blue#us politics#i know trump supporters are the ones to be angrier with ofc but this type of people are really irritating too#breaking: 20-year-old chronically online tumblr user changes the minds of thousands last-minute by ranting (/s)
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it sucks that so much of my family has also dealt with cancer but it's really lovely that they were able to give me warnings about things
#a friend of mine just had a computer glitch and lost a bunch of work and i said it sucked and i'm sorry and asked if he could email his prof#and he's i think just really upset about it as i would be too bc that does suck so bad#but i don't have the energy to commiserate. i feel like a steaming pile of shit right now. i only got home 30 minutes ago from the hospital#and i have to go back tomorrow and then spend the rest of the day probably feeling like this while also having to go to another appointment#bc i need to get my earrings changed out so i can take them out for my body scan#and then going home with earl and setting up. and finally getting a bday gift to my friend as well and dropping that off#i feel increasingly gross and sick rn and this was just one injection#but my relatives were like 'listen. no one in your life is going to get this unless they've had cancer. and it sucks but that's how it is'#and i'm just very glad i got that heads up because i'm getting a lot of love and support from relatives now#esp the ones who also dealt with cancer#but it's just been radio silence from friends. and i get it i get they have their own lives and might not know what to say#but it does still hurt a little#i do have one friend who has been lovely and accommodating with the diet i have to be on#but my other best friend is just. i think with his school he has his own friends and his own life but. yeah. it just hurts a little#maybe i'm being irrational idk. something to discuss with my therapist today at our appointment#not everything is about me etc etc#this is the same friend who lost his work that i mentioned in the tags#cancer tw
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omg you’re learning Italian? I’m Italian! Ciao!! Sono sicura che sei bravissimə! (ə is like the gender neutral suffix lmao even if it’s not universally recognised)
Ciao! Sì, parlo italiano, ma solo un po'. Imparando italiano per tre mesi ora! Anche xlx mix migliore amicx è italianx. Lxi usa -x invece -ə. Grazie mille per usi -ə per me! Anche -o è va bene per me. Mi dispiace se non dico questo molto bene ancora.
#answers#anon#also to the other anon ask in the inbox: i'm planning to write a drabble for you#it's just taking me some time :( sorry! still getting back into writing#also again yeah i'm terribly sorry if my grammar or general speech sucks in italian right now#it's literally only been three months since i started lol#and i've been monolingual my whole life sadly </3#i hope this is at least kinda-sorta understandable#feel free to reach out over DMs or in my discord server or whatever if you want to talk more! i only know a couple italian speakers rn
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someone please tell me a remote job that an idiot can do that pays like $100 an hour.
#haha. i wrote up a whole vent post about how much life sucks and i wanna stop existing#but i threw that bad boy away bc y'all don't need to see behind the curtain lol#uh seriously though. if you know anything an idiot with no education or experience could do remotely. please god let me know#i am tired of living like this but looking on those job websites only serves to make me sort of... suicidal. like i can't do that right now#also i'm sorry i have a lot of asks again and i don't have the energy to answer right now.#i honestly would like to just lie down and forget i'm a person. but alas. i can't do that.#sigh#diaerie#dep
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i don't know how to live with the knowledge that there's a lot of people, maybe even people reading this, who believe that it's okay for disabled people like me to die so they can wash their hands of the horrors
#rabbit.txt#i'm sorry the system sucks. i am. i really really really am. i hate it more than you can imagine#but my ability to survive the next four years depends on it right now and i have never been more scared in my life#that some of you are going to decide that i'm an acceptable loss
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I must imagine prev post's previous tag means 'I got into a playful discussion bc my coworker didn't like a staple food' and not 'I got into a literal argument because an adult expressed a food preference I do not share' bc like how do you argue about that. as an adult
#people have tried for many years to 'argue' about me not liking fruit#and as prev post's prev tag it's literally just 'how! I love fruit!' and like? okay? that is not an argument#like that is in absolutely zero meaningful qay a coherent argument. that's just expressing a subjective taste. which cannot by definition#be right or wrong#sorry if this sounds defensive my thirty years of being harassed for picky eating and having a restricted diet due to autism reared up 😭#I don't mean to come for anyone I'm sure everyone just means to be playful but in a real life convo it is SO aggravating#bc what are you supposed to say#gonna start telling ppl they're wrong. if you like orange you're wrong they suck. that's the objective truth now#see how YOU like it#cor.txt
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Sometimes I really wish I could give everyone countless dollars (or insert your relevant currency here) to go enjoy the things they want to enjoy and get the things they want to get, be it wants or needs. I'd do it in a heartbeat if I could.
#Satari rambles#To delete later probably#Seeing people upset about the chaos that was getting Sleep Token tickets mainly inspiring this#But also it just sucks to have to spend all of your time and money on surviving and not being able to indulge#This isn't too say people who can should feel guilty#Not at all#Everyone should be free to enjoy what they want with no shame#I just hate that it's so hard for that enjoyment of experiences and possessions to be universal#Granted I'm also struggling to find a job and pay bills#Like hell I can afford concert tickets even if they are in my state#Sorry this is really dumb I just#Giving everyone a virtual hug right now who is struggling with the hell that is a life with and without money
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#rant#rant tw#i know i talk about this a lot#but being in love sucks so bad#I'm currently in love with someone who a) is married#b) i will never see again#and c) never knew and probably will never know how i feel towards him 🙃#i don't know why i have to fall in love so hard#especially with people i can't have#he was smart and funny and handsome#and i will never see him again#and I've been grieving it for months now#i miss him so much#i feel like I'm going insane just knowing that I'll have to keep these feelings inside for the rest of my life#knowing that i might never see him again#knowing that i will never know if he felt the same way#I'm sobbing right now because i don't know what to do#part of me wants to break up the fucking marriage but i know that's awful and wrong and evil#and i will never do that#but i don't think I'll ever fall out of love with him#he made such an impact on my life in the brief amount of time i knew him#i wish i had told him how i feel#one of my biggest regrets 😞#sorry for this absolute essay btw#I'm just having a bad day
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going to kill myself over the state of my wallet rn
#call me sisyphus the way i am constantly rolling this stupid rock up this hill (having to buy things. which cost money)#this saturday. we will be halving the amount of cats in this house. and it won't be so frequent that we have to get more cat food#this is my saving grace atm.#love the beans and i Will cry when we send them to the shelter but it will be Partially relief-crying. bc my god do they fuckin eat eat eat.#also the apt downstairs is empty again and they're working on it. again. so it smells like weed. Again#so i'm stuffied and constantly turning the fan off and on to get the air flowing so dragon and i don't Both get asthmatic with it#but then turning it back off bc Cold Cold oh my God Cold#ugghhhh#too scared to take anymore ofthose weed candies So i'm fucking Raw Dogging Life right now‼️‼️‼️‼️#i should just make coffee or something. idk. i feel better now from the nightmare weed btw. just took like all of last week to happen#but now i'm getting second-hand weed smoked. and like. power to them but My Lungs. MY CATS' LUNGS.#MY ASTHMATIC CAT'S LUNGS‼️this is supposed to be a smoke-free apt. i'm sorry to sound like a buzzkill but. he wheezes Recreationally#i'm rambly that's how you know i'm doing decent again. just also life actually sucks LFDNGNDDMNF
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Boyfriend's dog is getting put to sleep on Thursday. Please send her good thoughts everyone. It's going to be a horrible day.
We already lost her brother earlier this year. This year has been fucking horrible for dogs.
#i've been in tears on and off for the last couple of days#she's just gone so downhill and it makes me so sad to see her like this#we lost her brother back in may and i thought for sure that we'd have at least another year with her but her kidney's are failing#life just kinda sucks right now#i'm sorry my thoughts are all over the place lately#tw: animal death
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the way im paying £9250 per year for my professors to screenshot a textbook, paste it onto slides, and read from the slides for an hour. then i buy the textbook for £4.44 on ebay and its much easier to learn from than any of my lectures
#i can literally just read it and learn. for 4 quid#biomed eng#sorry for ranting i don't go here anymore i'm just#sick of it#reallyy want to drop out i am so close to my limit#there's so little joy left from anything in the vast range of stuff i have to study right now#this textbook subject (physiology) included#when i get to build a circuit with my hands or do maths or something it's so nice. otherwise absolute shit#it has sucked the fun from an incredible field/discipline/career whatever and is now sucking the life out of me#😭😭😭 srry for the dramatics i need to listen to sle//ep t/oken RIGHt now
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the eternal question: is scheduling w friends as an adult That Hard or am I just bad at it
#4 different people have left me on read today; 1 cancelled our plans 4 hours before we were due to meet#I've been sitting home alone for 2 days going insane. looking forward to One (1) coffee date & that fell through#idk why I'm taking it so hard this time I'm usually fine!! but I find myself wishing I didn't have the day off I wish I did have work :(#like it's tiring yeah but it beats sitting here not knowing what to do w myself#& I'm working all weekend & only leaving the house to see the doctor. oh joy#I've been productive ironing writing fixing the car. that's not the problem#I had 4 social plans this month. that's it#that's like seeing each friend once a month!! I can't keep this up!!#is this the norm for adulthood? :(#& on one level I don't want to bother people or be clingy#but on another level I'm baffled that they don't get lonely too#the news has not shut up abt the Loneliness Epidemic since 2021#but if it's true why do so many people take so long to reply when I reach out? if they reply at all#I'm not going anywhere w this. idk#just one of those days#everything so fuck everybody suck :(#boomers got it right w the whole showing up unannounced at people's houses for a social call with a pound cake#now I have to go through 5 layers of bureaucratic bullshit to see a friend#assuming they don't cancel the day of ofc (((((:#I just wanna be like hello knock knock I am here. tell me abt yr life today & listen to mine & eat this cake#& the worst is when people are like 'I'm cancelling bc I'm tired xx'#OK A) u knew we had these plans for two weeks#but B) I'm tired too! I still love u ur still my friend! let us be tired together!#'I won't be social today I'm tired' my love we could watch movies in silence we could knit we could ball yr socks. idc#'I have to do the big shop today sorry' so do I!!! let us do the groceries together!!!#every time I've pushed someone to come out when they felt depressed or to let me accompany them when they were doing chores#they were like u know what I'm so glad u did this. thank u. this is way better than how I had planned this night to go#& I'm like any time!! I love u!!#& then it just happens all over again next time oh sorry I'm cancelling I'm busy I'm tired#like did u forget what a nice time we had last time? what changed? :(
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Some guillermo sketches
#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#wwdits fanart#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#nandermo#vampire guillermo#*funny tag for my art*#it kinda looks like guillermo on the right is laughing at guillermo on the left#like hahah you wasted over a decade of your life meanwhile I'm being turned by nandor right now#speaking of nandor if he looks kinda weird here it's cause he wasn't planned at all#originally it was another vampire guillermo but he has one of his hands close to his face#but I gave up on that cause I suck at hands so I added nandor as sorta a shadowy figure next to him#but last minute I erased the scribbles on his face and gave him a face#also eyebrows are for nerds sorry not sorry
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over emotional older sisters and their confused younger brothers who have to deal with them
#omg kiera no one cares#this is about mykah and then also about me because like you cant have a post about mykah with it including me#it really sucks to like watch a kid just live your life really#like hey man it really doesn't get better!!!! I'm sorry!!! at least your parents got divorced tho i told my mom I'd kill myself if she left#i was your age too so like i get it!! hate to tell you this tho but it mostly gets worse and he doesn't really get better unless he goes on#a lot a lot of drugs!#she just started crying this morning and was like I'm just being over emotional like wow I've said that too all the time at that age#mykah is sooo kieracoded and that's why she hates when i tell her anything#we butt heads because she's me<33#I've been thinking about this all day and i just cried lol so#i hope she isn't as bad as me tho because i stood in the kitchen with a knife to me when my mom got divorce INFORMATION#like dubi I'll do it you leave him I'll do it i don't care that he's sooo mean and violent I'll end everything right now at 6½#forgot i did that until just now but wow great times<33#can laugh about it now hahahaha
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finally got around to giving carol and the end of the world a try and this is definitely the meanest possible takeaway from only having watched one episode, but christ it's really serving "chubby introvert brunettes are the most oppressed people in the world" right out the gate huh
#deerchatter#i wanted to like this show so so so badly bc i crave well-written adult animation of this genre so much#and it's so rare and so special to see middle-aged female protags in general !!!#but its portrayal of the pre-apocalypse as a no-rules paradise is so out of touch with reality it's really hard for me to care about#it just seems like such a poor choice of backdrop for exploring these themes and this protagonist#i feel like her problems would be a lot more sympathetic in a setting that shows a better understanding of how real society works#singling out the one slightly boring depressed person as the odd one out while everyone else has achieved true freedom and fulfillment#just seems incredibly tone-deaf and reductive to the people around her who would realistically have a much worse time#we're living a slow apocalypse in real life RIGHT NOW and we're working more than ever and structural oppression is at an all-time high !!#i'm sorry but this shit is stupid. the premise sucks#gonna keep watching to see if we get some nuance later but it's gonna take a fucking lot to salvage this sorry
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