#licha how do you feel? 🥺

[notsoattractivearenti]

boyfriend behavior

my reaction:

[mountttmase]

HERE WE ARE READY TO HATE HIM AGAINNN😌

You weren’t with him this time. I WONDER WHY😑

He felt lost. His arms limp by his sides as he couldn’t figure out what to do with his hands now they weren’t wrapped around yours. His eyes glued to the floor as he knew he’d still be looking for you even though you were miles away and as he stood with Licha and his family he was trying his best to act normal and not let his inner turmoil spill over. WELL MASON, I FEEL FOR YOU, BUT....IT'S YOUR FAULT

On the one hand he was desperate for someone to bring you up so he could imagine you once more and have an excuse to talk about you but he also knew the memories would just be too painful just like they always were. OH🥺 YOU'RE SO STUPID MOUNT

‘Oh uh, she’s on a work trip. She’ll be back in a few days’ Mason lied smoothly. His lips pressed into a tight line as he fiddled with the last button on his shirt but thankfully she bought his excuse. HERE WE GO,LIES CAN STARTTT

‘Yeah, yeah I really do’ Masons whispered and it was like the words hit him in his soul. OH STUPID MAN

What started off as bickering as you were both on edge became bigger arguments as the season wore on. Mason spending longer hours with his new friend on the physio table and at first you didn’t mind because it gave you a chance to cool off but soon enough it got to the point of no return for him. I DON'T LIKE THIS FRIEND AT ALL

You always figured the fighting was a phase and something to move past but the morning of a big away game, his first start since October the year before, he’d told you he couldn’t carry on and felt it was best if the pair of you ended things there so it didn’t get any worse. HE DID NOT, THE LITTLE 💩

OH SO SHE HAD TO MOVE BACK IN LONDON, NO WAY

The game went terribly, Mason not really ready to play the amount of time he had been given and even though he wasn’t really to blame the loss hit harder than most. Not speaking a word to anyone unless he had to on the flight home and once he was back in his car he finally let his emotions get the better of him. Slamming his head onto the steering wheel before letting the first few tears fall. KARMA MASON, KARMA

Mason knew you were gone as soon as he got home. Your car was gone and your house keys left in the dish on the console table told him as much when he walked in, but he could also feel you were gone. Your presence had been sucked right out of the home you’d built together and Mason felt awful instantly. He’d known since he stepped onto the plane yesterday morning that he’d made a mistake and all he wanted after an awful 12 hours or so was for you to make him feel better like you always did. I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL, CAUS EI WAMT TO PUNCH HIM BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANT TO HUG HIM

He’d made his bed and now he just had to lie in it no matter how uncomfortable it was. YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF MASON😌

In the end he figured he’d just wait for you to come to your senses and reply as you must be missing him just as much as he was missing you but the call never came. HER TO COME TO HER SENSES!?!? ARE YOU INSAME MASON?

Muri wasn't the first person to ask after you and she wasn’t the first to have been lied to by Mason. Everyone who mentioned you he managed to fob off with a different excuse and at this point you’d been on more girls trips and work trips than he could shake a stick at. He was running out of excuses though and he’d told his mum you’d been ill for so long that she was threatening to come and look after you herself but Mason always had it covered. OH MASON, YOU'RE PUTTING YOURSELF IN A SHITTY SITUATION

Where were you? Oh, yeah she’s at the dentist, she’s gone back home to visit her family for a few days, she’s already got plans she can’t cancel he lied but before he knew it he was paying for his sins. UUU YES IT'S TIMEEE

The sudden sound of pounding fists on his door startled him and he froze in fear for a moment before he quickly pulled up the doorbell app on his phone. It was clearly a little slow to alert him to someone being outside but was met with a sight he thought he’d never see again. SHE IS HERE, ARE WE READYYY

‘Why are you telling everyone we’re still together?’ You demanded, your voice loud and hard and he felt his tummy drop as the seconds went by. A deep feeling of regret but also love for you swimming through him and he didn’t quite know what to say. I LOVE HOW SHE JUST WENT FOR IT, NO USELESS WORDS

‘‘Keep my name out of your mouth, Mason. You broke up with me, remember? You don’t get to do this’ you cut him off, ready to turn around and leave as you had nothing else to say to him but as soon as you looked away his helpless voice ran through the air. WOOOO MY WAMANNNN

‘Baby please-‘BABY WHO??

‘Don’t go, I fucked up but we can fix this’ he pleaded but you didn’t come here to talk. You came to tell him to leave you alone and you weren’t prepared for this at all. DO SOMETHING THEN

‘No Mason! Why are you doing this to me? Have you not put me through enough?’ You shouted as you turned back to him fully, your emotions getting the better of you as you tried and failed to hold in a sob and your hands were now balled up into fists as you were so frustrated with the boy in front of you. ‘I’m trying to move on with my life but I’ve got people asking me about you all the time and bringing you up cause you’re still living in some weird fantasy land!’OH SWEETHEART, SHE IS SO FUCKONG HIURT, MASON I'M COMING TO PUNCH YOU

‘No we’re not. Don't say that okay, you’re mine’ he sobbed as he ran his fingers through his hair erratically. ‘What do you want from me, huh? What is it cause whatever it is I’ll do it now. You want me on my knees? You want me to beg for you back cause I don’t care I’ll do it’ he told you, lowering himself onto the ground in front of you but all it did was make you sob harder. ‘I don’t care that you hate me, I don’t care that you think we’re done. I love you and I'm not giving up on us ever when I know we can work this out’ he cried. ‘Why won’t you listen to me’CAUSE YOU RUINED IT ALL AMSON, CAUSE YOU BROKE UP WOTH HER WITHOUT GOVING HER TIME TO PROCEEDE IT AMD TO TALK ABOUT IT, CAUSE YOU DIDNT TRY TO FIND A SOLUTION

‘Because you’re a coward, Mase! You broke up with me before an away game so you could run away. You didnt fight for me then and you don't get to fight for me now’MY WOMANNNN😂

‘No’ you told him, hoping that could be the end of it so you turned in your heel and ran away. Knowing that he’d be delayed by a few seconds if he wanted to get up and chase you but by the time you’d got in your car and looked back he hadn’t moved from his spot. His chest now pressed to the floor as he’d slumped forward with his head hidden in the crook of his arm and you could see his back moving erratically up and down from what you presumed was him crying. I HATE THAT HE IS SUFFERING THAT MUCH, BUT OMG MASON YOU AMDE THIS ALL TO YOURSELF...

That didn’t mean you didn’t think of him over the next few days. Hours spent in your friend's box room as you didn’t have the heart to find your own place yet but the sound of his voice and the memory of him being so heartbroken was etched into your brain and you couldn’t seem to move on from it. PH MY LOVE

Mason was absentmindedly watching whatever was on tv when his phone alerted him to someone being outside. He didn’t hear a knock or anything moving outside so he quickly opened the app to put his mind at rest when he was met with your face. Your hand rising and falling as you thought about whether or not you should press the bell but Mason wasn’t about to give you a choice and shot up from the sofa to pull the front door open OHHH OMG MASON😑MAKE IT UP TO US PROPERLY OK?!?!?

‘No, I think it’s best we just talk and get this over with’ you told him. walking right by him to get to the sitting room and the familiarity of the place hit you immediately. THW FACT SHE IS CONVINCED SHE'LL GET OUT OF THAT HOISE LIKE A SINGLE PERSON😂

Mason sighed before joining you, his shoulders slumped as he thought maybe you’d come here to listen to him and let him put things right but from just that small awkward interaction he knew you were done. He was just praying to anyone and anything he could change your mind somehow. AT LEAST HE SEEMS LIKE HE CAN PUT HIS BRAIN IN FUNCTIONING MOOD AGAIN NOW😂

‘I don’t want an apology Mason, you’ve said that a million times now. I want an explanation’ you told him calmly. ‘What happened?’GO GIRL

‘Yeah, he’d been on at me for months about ending things with you’ he confessed and you felt your heart sink. ‘It's my fault, I saw him most days and we got pretty comfortable around each other so I said some things that looking back now I shouldn’t have. It was just guy talk you know? I didn’t mean anything by it at first, we were just moaning about our other halves but then he broke up with his girlfriend and he was going on about how much lighter felt now he was single and maybe I should do the same so we could be single together’ YOU'RE SO STUPID MASON, SO FUCKING STUPID

‘But I knew it was dumb, maybe in the back of my mind that’s why I did it when I did cause you’re right. I was a coward and I wanted to run away but I knew It’s not what I wanted as soon as I got on the bloody plane to leave. I didn’t get chance to talk to you or do anything until later that night and I tried to call you but I never heard from you’ WELL HOW COULD YOU EXPECT TO HEAR FROM HER AFTER WHAT YOU DID?

‘I know you don’t believe me, but I’ve never stopped loving you’ he sobbed, pressing the heels of his hands into his eye so he could stop crying but it only made your eyes sting in return. ‘That day when I finished things, well I didn’t just hurt you. It's like I tore my own heart from my chest and I’ve never been able to numb that ache. Why do you think I lied and told everyone we were still together?’ CAUSE YOUR BRAIN CELLS STOPPED WORKING 3 MONTHS AGO

‘Cause you’re certifiably insane’ you whispered. Your heart leaping at the way he let out a little chuckle as he wiped his eyes and when your eyes locked you felt your resolve crumble further. EXACTLY 😌

‘Mums been asking after you loads, I kept saying you were sick or had an appointment. She even sent me those special immunity tea bags to give you like they’re in the cupboard and everything’ he laughed and you felt your heart warm at how kind his family were. You’d missed going to visit them but didn’t want to reach out and have things be weird but now you were glad you hadn’t as clearly they were none the wiserTHIS MADE ME SMILE🥹 DEBBIE LOVES HER

‘Does she know now?’ You whispered but he just shook his head awkwardly. The bridge of his nose turning a bright red out of embarrassment but your heart was hammering as you always found that to be one of his cutest tells and it was like you had to restrain yourself in your seat so you didn’t reach over to grab his face and kiss him. Y/NNN NOT YET😂😂

‘I’m the biggest idiot known to mankind and I let you go when I should have held you closer. I know I can make you so happy, we were happy once were we?’YOU ARE DEFINITELY THE BIGGEST IDIOT EVER, YEAH

‘Why? What’s holding you back?’ He questioned and at this point you didn’t even know. Only a few seconds away from just agreeing with anything he said as the hopeful look on his face was destroying you but you knew you had more to say. MAYBE CAUS EYOU BROKE HER ONCE AND SHE IS SCARED?

All you wanted to do was make him feel better and you knew there was only one way to do it. Leaning down and pulling him up slightly so you could drop a sweat kiss to his lips and you knew he was surprised as he froze for a beat. OMG SHE KOSSED HIM

‘Trust me when I say this, but I came over here with the intention of just putting things to bed and going back home’ you told him. Watching his face drop as things turned sombre. ‘But you’ve just made me realise I am home’ you told him, watching him pout slightly as he was so emotional. ‘I’ve been lost without you Masey, and yeah what you did sucked but I know you’re sorry yeah? I can see it all over your face’ OHHHHHH🥹🥹🥹 THEY ARE CUTE AFTER ALL

‘That’s okay’ you whispered. ‘You’ve said enough for me, life isn’t always about big apologies you know? I’d rather you make up for things with actions not words’THAT'S TRUE

‘Yeah, a week or two after I went home I got promoted’ you smiled, rolling your eyes lightly as the pair of you knew it was something you’d been working towards but in your mind it was still a little way down the line. GO GIRLYYY

‘Chocolate cake?’ He questioned, an eyebrow raised but he knew he was right. It was always your little tradition and how you celebrated the small wins. ‘Chocolate cake’ you confirmed with a smile and his bright eyes made you melt. I WANT CHOCOLATE CAKE TOO

‘I’m still your girl’ you told him, stroking his cheek as he looked at you softly. ‘Even though I was mad as hell I was always your girl Mase. And I always will be’OHHH

‘Of course, but I have a condition’ you told him, watching him raise his brow at you questioningly. ‘If you get upset again, please talk to me so we can work it out’‘I will baby, I promise’ he told you sincerely and you knew he meant it. ‘I don’t ever want to be without you again, yeah? I fucking hated it’ OH FINALLY I'LL SAY, NO MORE JASON OK?

‘Come on, we’ll get it together. Not letting you out of my sight now’ he told you, helping you up from the floor so you could make your way to the car, your heart finally home with your forever person. CUTE🤭🤭

OK

HE IS A STUPID BOY IN THIS OMG, WAMTED TO PUNCH AND SLAP HIM SO MUCH CAUSE HE WAS ACTINH SO CHILDISHLY

I LOVED HER AND HOW SHE DIDNT LET HIM HAVE HIS WAY IMMEDIATELY

HE STULL HAS SOME MAKING UP TO DO BUT HE IS ON THE RIGHT STREET NOW😌

AHH BESTIEEEE

LOVED ITTTT, YOU MADE ME MAD AT HIM SO CONSIDER THIS A HUGE WIN

I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING YOU WRITEEEE WHAT CAN WE DO!?!?🤭

THANK YOU FOR THIS NEW MASTERPIECE FULL OF EMOTIONS 🩷🩷

MY FAVOURITE ASK I MISS THESE

Thank you bestie sm I know feedback can take ages so I appreciate you 🩷

But he is a stupid boy yes and I’m glad I can make you mad at him it’s my greatest achievement

BUT THANK YOU SM ILY