#lgbt shawol

[princessjjongie]

WHERE ARE THE FUCKING GAY SHAWOLS????

[multiifruiitcake]

Missing him so much. 

[forever5hines]

[softiebaechu]

MINHO SHINEE RAINBOW LAYOUTS. GIVE CREDITS IF YOU'LL USE IT!

[bone-removal]

gotta spray some transphobe-be-gone on my dash jesus christ get out of here go on git

[brokedandy]

RIP to a wonderful person, Jonghyun 💞☹️

[thishellagay]

To everyone affected by Jonghyun‘s death who has or had depression/anxiety/other mental illnesses.

This is a quick reminder that you are still human. You are still allowed to feel other emotions than sadness. I have depression, and I have been having a hard time reminding myself of this.

Please don‘t bury yourself in grief. I‘m not saying that it is not ok to be sad and upset — I am myself. I‘m not saying that it is not ok to cry — I did myself. But you‘re still human and you still matter, and just because Jonghyun is dead, you shouldn‘t be neglecting your mental health. Don‘t get mad at yourself for laughing at something funny someone around you said. Don‘t get mad at yourself for not being able to stand the posts about him anymore because it makes you sad. Take a break. Grief, but don‘t neglect your mental health thinking that you don‘t matter now. Because you do. All of us do.

[gaykey]

I've been a my man Kibum is gay truther for more than a decade because I'm also gay and have eyes, but I was wondering if you know what his Korean fanbase thinks or do they think about this at all. Like, internationally it's an established fact in at least some circles, but do Korean fans or at least the fruity ones see Kibum the same way that we do? Obviously everyone is closeted, but are there idols who everyone knows is in a glass closet in general?

i mean- korean gay ppl exist and they also have eyes.

so yeah it's the same from what i've heard and seen of korean gay shawol twitter

the gay fanbase is very much like 'our modern gay icon kim kibum'. he's like, basically out amongst the korean lgbt+ community tbh. like, as out as an idol can be. glass closet like you said.

and yeah, same with other idols too.

[ephfex]

it so painful to see artists who are so concerned with the mental health of their fans not be able to save themselves from their own demons

[multiifruiitcake]

Favorite Gasoline Screenshots

[many-gay-magpies]

This is one of two things- Either the level of best-friendship that's so high that at this point neither person gives a shit what anyone thinks or assumes, cuz what matters is THEM, or they're gay.

taekai don’t even care if people think they’re fucking.

[dupskkk-blog]

i need mutuals

[taemin-eternal]

you’re so right in that it does make it worse. and it does seriously reduce him to his death!!! like he was a gifted songwriter and composer who wrote for many people outside of shinee on top of being a great performer, and moreover he was just a good dude and was vocal about supporting lgbt before it was common in kpop and was always supporting women in the industry. i can’t imagine what it’s like for the rest of shinee either to see that.

it honestly does !!! like we know what happened we know he isn’t here physically so like to be reminded every single day even on things that should be like good memories it’s tiring for shawols imagine for shinee n his family like !!!! pls just remember him for his talent n work n advocacy n how he paved the way for lots of things common in kpop now n just being a good person or just don’t say anything. again, ppl just need to be mindful of who may see what they post

[fyjjong]

trigger warning: death tw, suicide tw

i've been trying to figure out the right words to say for this post but, really, it doesn't matter because what can be said that already hasn't been? i began writing it before the confirmation from sm as something generalized, as a way to tell shawols to lean on each other during this difficult time and that much is going to get obvious as you make your way through to the end. this isn't going to be eloquent because i'm still in shock. not in denial but shock and i feel like i'll never be able to properly express what jonghyun not only meant to me but to all shawols and every fan of korean pop. 

jonghyun was a special person. he was kind and compassionate and he always did his best to make sure that those around him were happy, no matter who it was. he wasn’t perfect but he always went out of his way to fix anything he did wrong and he was constantly trying to better himself. he was always growing and learning. he fought for people who do not have as much of a voice in korea like the lgbt community and those in poverty. he dedicated his life to doing good and making shawols and those who loved him happy and proud. he gave so much to us and he never hid that he was struggling. he gave us so much in the last nine years and we can give back to him by keeping his memory intact in the way that he would have wanted us to: by supporting the other members, by supporting those closest to him, by remembering his music and by remembering the time that he spent with shinee. he fought hard and he did well and that’s what i’m going to be left with, despite the massive ache that i feel in my chest. i don’t know what else to write to justify him or how great of a person he was so i’ll leave it at that.

please keep his mother, older sister, jinki, kibum, minho and taemin in your thoughts along with all the other people that he is closest to. this is difficult for us but it's just as difficult for them. please refrain from leaving anything but caring and supportive messages on their social networking accounts, if you leave any at all. 

as i said in my earlier post: i don't really know what to say right now. i'm still in shock but i want everyone to know that we're all in this together. i ask everyone to please take some time for themselves in the midst of all of this. please take care of yourself and those around you - whether it be simply talking to them or hugging them if you're physically able to. also remember that if you need to take some time away from everything this is nothing wrong with that. you need to keep yours. i’m not going to close or delete this blog. i’m always going to be a fan of shinee. i’m just don’t feel right posting content on here when we’re all going to be in mourning. so, for the time being it’s on indefinite hiatus but it’ll always be around as a archive and as dedication to his life.

as of right now i've closed my inbox for submissions but i want to let you all know that i appreciate all the kind words that you've sent in not only for me specifically but about jonghyun. i'd also like to stress to reach out to other shawols (even if you do not consider them to be a close friend) if you do not have someone you can sit down and talk to properly. it also goes without saying: please do not take depression lightly. if you feel that you need help don't hesitate to contact the following: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

[dibidibimingdis]

One day I'll look up at the sky and realize even up there you make my days shine bright; but not today.

He suffered from depression but always made sure we found comfort and healing through his songs. He suffered from insomnia and anxiety but that never stopped him from stepping onstage to perform for us. He fought for LGBT rights. He was an advocate for mental health. He loved his family, his members, his dog, his fans, his job. Lest we forget such a wonderful soul.

You've been so brave. You've done the best you could. You've done so well. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for everything. I feel nothing but love and appreciation for your contribution towards trying to make this world a better place for other people. I'm sorry you had to go this way. My heart goes out to jjong's family, the SHINee members and my fellow Shawols. Thank you to the medical staff who tried their best to bring back our precious boy, and thank you to the police who responded to Sodam's distress call, no matter how late. 수고했어요.

Thank you for everything, Jonghyun. We will continue to love you and we will continue to love SHINee. Rest well, rest easy.

"SHINee didn't lose a member, they gained an angel".

[bisexualhobi]

"hoshi could be LGBT or just a shawol".....

both is good