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soulmvtes · 1 year ago
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got to see the most beautiful sunset on the train home today :) it's been a tiring week but i'm feeling so grateful !
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glass-oranges · 1 year ago
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Guess who made a new vampire core reference then realized i don't have a werewolf core yet. So!!! The creature!!!
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digi-destiny · 1 year ago
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DigiDaily Day 12 / Hagurumon
One of the best starters from cyber sleuth
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i-cloudyink-i · 1 year ago
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GUYS
Guys
GUYS!!!!
MORE @dp-au ART BECAUSE I AM THE NUMBER ONE DEAD PETEY AU FANARTIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And also Theres Peter and he is human this time because why not :3
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Hey guys liking this post is really cool and really gnarly. But y’know what else is really cool and really gnarly? Reblogging this post. That would be awesome
[if y’all like this post pls reblog too, it would be greatly appreciated :3]
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dgaftilwedie · 1 year ago
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You got me hooked on ghost are you happy now
i have never been happier :3 (guide on how to tell the ghouls apart coming soon >:3)
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fiddlededeejester · 2 years ago
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got dammit i ran out of tags i just i hrgurg i love this i cant i cant i cant im crying
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youaresimplylovely · 7 months ago
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𝗡𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗶𝘀 𝗙𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘆 .ᐟ
୨ৎ 𝗌𝗒𝗇𝗈𝗉𝗌𝗂𝗌: 𝖺 𝗀𝗅𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗈𝗐𝖺𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗂𝗌 𝖿𝖺𝗆𝗂𝗅𝗒 ୨ৎ 𝗉𝖺𝗂𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌: 𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈 𝗇𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗂𝗌 𝗑 𝗆𝗈𝗆!𝗐𝗂𝖿𝖾!𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 ୨ৎ 𝗐𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌: 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿, 𝖼𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 ୨ৎ 𝖺/𝗇: 𝗂 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗍 𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗂 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗂𝗍 𝖺𝖺𝖺𝖺
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itsyn_norris daddy came home early today!! 🥺🧡
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oscarpiastri YOU SAID YOU WERE GONNA GRAB A WATER.
landonorris I HAVE A WIFE AND KIDS. oscarpiastri how dare you leave me and our football game 💔
ln4 daddy norris coming in 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️
itsyn_norris <33
carlossainz55 i gotta give it to you man, you skipped our football game for this. So proud of you, miss this little kiddos!!
landonorris #husbandoftheyear
landonorris WHO NEEDS FOOTBALL WHEN I HAVE MY BABIES AND MY BABY MAMA 😍😍
itsyn_norris shut up i love you landonorris I LOVE YOU MORE
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landonorris just kids having kids <3
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itsyn_norris credits to the girl who threw the water on 3rd pic 😋
landonorris just so you know woman, i still love you georgerussel63 credits to the guy who gave the idea 😎 alex_albon credits to the guy who took the picture 😂 landonorris i hate all of you. (except my beautiful beautiful wife who looks sexy af)
maxverstappen1 first picture is so unhinged hahahaha
itsyn_norris it's called true love maxie landonorris true
f1 awww! the norris family traveling together, see you next race 👋
oscarpiastri posted on his story!
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landonorris LF babysitter
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itsyn_norris second pic was uncalled for 😐
landonorris 😘😘
oscarpiastri me me me 😊
landonorris no. itsyn_norris BABE THE KIDS LOVE HIM. landonorris but i don't. oscarpiastri !?!?!?! landonorris YOU FED MY KID A RAW EGG. oscarpiastri WE WERE IN JAPAN AND RAW EGGS ARE SAFE TO EAT THERE. landonorris out.
mclaren the team aka minions are ready sir 😇
maxverstappen1 ahem
landonorris the kids do love you maxverstappen1 of course they do, why wouldn't they 😶
charles_leclerc uncle charlie is open and available!?!?! so is Leo!?!?!
itsyn_norris YES landonorris YOU'RE HIRED charles_leclerc losers @maxverstappen1 @oscarpiastri
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simonsrileyhusband · 3 months ago
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cuddling with simon on a cold night!!! maybe reader going under his hoodie for warmth :33 idk something cute cus i need something fluffy to read!!!!!
simon is big, he is also very warm. he always as to have a leg outside of the blanket or he will start sweating, sometimes he hates how much warmth his body produces, but in nights like this, he is reminded lf how much he loves it.
"im freezing!"
"come on lovie, its not even that cold." he rubs your back over his hoodie. your chest is pressed against his, your face buried in the crook of his neck and your cold hands rubbing his tummy and pecs, trying to warm them up.
"but im so cold"
"wan' me to make us some tea?"
"no, don't leave me. i might freeze to death." simons soft chuckle makes his chest vibrate.
"you wont die lovie. you'll be fine."
"ive got an idea, you can carry me inside your hoodie to the kitchen.... like a baby koala." he laughs once more.
"those things stink, you know that, right?"
"i dont care, just take me with you."
simon slowly stands up, one arm under your bottom, keeping you from falling as your arms and legs wrap thigtly around him. "don't fall stinky koala."
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razbrry · 4 months ago
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Grell's reaction if she found out that her s/o painted several oil paintings of her and walked in and seeing her s/o in the middle of painting a VERY huge one. Grell being her s/o's muse is just so cute!
(also can i say that you're cooking a BUFFET and that grell lovers including me and my friends, really love your headcannons?)
note— babe… you have no idea how late i am to this. BUT ANYWHO SHE’S BACK AND #READY! thank you so much for the kind words, it was a greatly needed boost! MWA!!!!!—☆💋🍰
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having her as your muse— ft. grell sutcliff
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she’d flip out
i just imagine her doing a backflip in surprise
jkjk…
she’s definitely capable of doing so though.
besides that, jaw DROPPED.
heart DROPPED.
you must’ve done this on purpose! what do you want?! SHE DOESN’T KEEP HUMAN CURRENCY!
“you— you made these?!”
with that tiny voice from her butler persona.
did you make these? i dont know, but you just happen to be painting on one of them.
the BIG canvas.
such BEAUTY! such TALENT! what PERFECTION!
(sorry, but if these paintings weren’t lf her, she’d think otherwise.)
she pushes you OUT OF THE WAY
to get a closer look!
we could swear she’s teleporting from painting to painting
and from one end to another of the center piece you’re currently progressing on—
a whopping 33 x 45 of her pointing her death scythe.
she is SQUEALING!!
down to the point of her teeth, to the shading and spike of the combination to her hair stands…
dashing, elegant, flashy!
mind you, she’s still skipping from piece to piece
look, you even gage her baps on this one! such generosity!
“aah! paint me like this next!”
and she’s strike some tacky in-the-moment pose that looks straight off of vouge.
besides her pitiful attempts, you cant help but feel a pooling warmth at your heart.
seeing grell so worked up and genuinely euphoric about your dedication to her is all you could ever ask for and more.
you’re going to give the poor lady a heart attack. she’s so worked up.
unfortunately for you, dearie, you’re set to be doomed for eternity after this discovery.
following after this incident, you’re cursed and bound to make art of grell and grell only.
and if she catches you painting anything else…
you better have those excuses ready to whip out!
“why are you painting a bloody plant?” “this is the plant that you uhm— lightly touched with your index finger yesterday… darling.”
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burntb4bydoll · 2 years ago
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Pookie boo my love ~ that last Bill smut was spicyyy I loved it ♡ Do you think you could write something opposite to it? By this I mean, Bill and the reader, both being switches ofc, fighting for dominance. There’s just that hunger for one another and they each want to do anything they please with the other <<33
Mwahmwah have a great day bby ♥︎ ♥︎ ♥︎
Hiii cutie pieee😇 ofc I cam write this🤭🤭
Switch!Bill Kaulitz x Switch!femreader
Warnings: choking, hair pulling, a little degradation, praising, both lf you are being brats, Bill is a mocking asshole but its hot so its fine
Bill was towering over you while you sat on the bed, standing between you legs. Both of you have been trying to dom one another all day, but neither of you were submitting. The frustration of neither one of you being giving in had finally set in, making both of you extremely frustrated and a little pissed off. Bills hand reached up to roughly cup your cheek, tilting your face to look directly into his eyes,
“Just give up already. You know you wanna be a good girl for me…just stop being a brat.” You scoffed, yanking your face away from his hand.
“You wish. Why are you trying so hard to take control? I think you just wanna get me all worked up so that Ill punish you. I know you like when I do that.” You cooed, making an attempt to wipe away the smug look on his face. But to your disappointment, he only smirked harder.
“Such a mean girl, huh? Its ok, baby. You just need me to fuck the brat outta you, then you’ll be my good girl again.” He pushed your body to lay back on the bed and he starts to undress you.
“Ok, Ill let you play your little game. Id like to see you try. But just warning you, I’m not gonna be nice with your punishment after this.” Bill rolls his eyes and get himself undressed after he was finished taking your clothes off. He climbs on top of you and runs his slender fingers up your cunt.
“So wet. You like when I put you in your place? Does that turn you on, sweetheart?” You let out a sarcastic laugh,
“You know what does turn me on? When you try to be so tough and dominant, it makes it so much more fun to break you, baby.” Your hand comes up to give his hair a harsh tug, pulling his head down so that he was only an inch away from your face, “this is your final chance to give up. If you keep going, I’m gonna make you regret it.” He laughed, moving to line himself up at your entrance.
“Aww, so cute. Just shut up and take my dick like a good slut.” Without warning, he slams his hips into you. You groan and give his hair another tug. He doesn’t give you time to adjust, he immediately starts thrusting into you at a fast pace. Once he gets into a good rhythm, his hand travels up your body and squeezes the sides of your throat. “Im gonna make sure that fucking attitude is gone by the time I’m done with you. You’re such a difficult little brat today. That ok, I’m gonna fix that real quick.”
Your legs wrap around his hips, pulling him deeper into you. He moans and squeezes your throat a little harder. “You’re so cute, sweet boy. It’s funny that you think you’re gonna be able to keep this up.” Your hands cradled his face, pulling him closer to kiss the corner of his lips. He shook his head a little and gave you a harsh thrust, causing your back to arch off the bed. He smirks and keep hitting the same spot in you that makes you see stars.
“I can feel you getting close. Your pussys squeezing me so tight. Just let go for me, baby. Just cum all over me like the obedient slut I know you can be.” He huffed, his own orgasm approaching quickly.
“Yeah? I can feel you twitching inside me, you gonna cum too? Be a good boy and cum inside me.” He whines a little and it turns into a growl as he finishes deep inside of you. The warm feeling makes you cum too, clutching onto his arms to try to steady your shaking body. Both of you were tired and sweaty, desperately trying to comfort each other after the rough session. Your hands caressed his hair gently and his smoothed over your sides to bring you back down to earth. This went on until you were too tired to continue, falling asleep while holding each other.
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cazieve9 · 12 days ago
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astroels · 2 years ago
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Modern Au Ellie
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a/n: I've been having Ellie brainrot these past months, so enjoy <33
Driving
Whenever Ellie is driving, she always has a hand on you, whether it's holding your hand on top of the middle compartment or her hand against your thigh, giving reassuring squeezes throughout the drive, it's first instinct for her.
Ellie always has extra hoodies or flannels prepared for you if you're cold or ever come in the situation where either of you need extra clothing. lt's better safe than sorry, she says, plus it's always a bonus when they smell like her.
lf you're ever driving. you're always prepared to have your ears talked off by Ellie's rants on subjects that have anything to do with life's wonders. lt's always so fascinating to see how much she learns about space science and its evolution through history.
The best part about being in a car with her is when she loses herself in song. and you're able to hear her singing freely, not a single stress across her mind. Sometimes you'd join, which would make her look at you and give the largest grin, as if you just gave her everything she's ever wanted her whole life.
Ellie is so bad at parking, when she first took you out in her car, she got so nervous and got on top of the curb. You gave her a look of reassurance you weren't judging her, but she still felt ashamed and is extra careful. She eventually just laughs it off, hoping you don't think less of her.
College
If she ever saw you at a club nearby, she'd definitely buy you a drink as a flirtatious start and say the most horrendous pick up lines that would somehow hook you in. She'd then lead dance floor, with close contact assured.
Elie would never take morning classes, only till the afternoon or evening. And even then you'd have to pull her out of bed after a heavy night of studies. She'd probably tell you to fuck off with small hints of love in her tone.
Her dorm room would be the nerdiest thing filled with space science and earthy decorated. The first time you see her room would be a total shock, getting her embarrassed, but it just made you like her even more. You'd definitely have to stop making out at the entry once you realized her dorm decor.
Even if she dislikes the taste of bitter coffee, she's a regular at the local cafe, because it helps with staying awake, and you just so happen to enjoy being there. On occasional days she wants to treat you, she'd make the exception and wake up early.
Atleast twice a month, she'd drag you to a bookstore on her payday to find the latest copies of her comics. This would lead to her recommending you some and going back to her dorm to read and talk about it.
In General
Whenever she's able to write and play a song to her satisfaction, she likes to sign up at local bars to perform. Just knowing people out there know about it makes her happy with her production. Always inviting you to her events, she'd quickly find you in the audience and give you a wink.
Ellie would keep a special savings for comic con. She'd buy tickets each time the annual con announced its dates and prices. lf she felt confident enough, she'd have you dress up with her as a duo from her comics. You'd do it even if you looked silly out of pure love (and not because she bribed you with a figurine you've been wanting.)
She is one competitive mf. Whenever she drags you paint balling, you have to wear extra layers incase she decides to go hard on you. No mercy is shown in her spite to win the rounds. You'll try and stay on her team so you have a better chance of winning, but god, she looked so hot being absorbed by the desire to win.
lf you guys ever went to Spencer's, she'd be the most immature person in that store. She'd have these puns about sex and lesbians and be showing you all the gummies of boobs. Without you noticing she'd probably buy a boob keychain or bobble head and place it on the dashboard or hang it from the top mirror. It'd serve as a reminder of her love for your silly outgoings.
Although Ellie doesn't pay much attention to her looks for everyone, she'll always bring you shopping to verify if the clothing she chooses fit alright. She'll go into specifics, if it looks too baggy, tight, if they fit into her other clothing to match. Just in everything she'll need your opinion, especially the colors and designs of the converse she wants. Your opinion is all she needs to go through with her clothing purchases.
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agentrouka-blog · 9 months ago
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Hiiiiiiii :3 I’m here with another stupid (😎) ask :33
What do you think of Sansa’s line “my father and I have other concerns” when she and Maester Colemon are talking about giving Sweetrobin sweet milk. Maester Colemon objects to Sansa’s demand that SR be given sweetmilk again when going down the mountain. She’s pretty adamant about SR sweetmilk even as Maester Colemon shows concerns about nosebleeds. Many have theorised this as Sansa knowingly poisoning SR and has been touted as the Sansa = villain (🙄) theory by the antis pretty steadfastly. Does Sansa know about poisoning SR? What other concerns do she and LF have? Is she actually poisoning SR or is she just irritated with him and wants him to shut up?
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Neither. She's genuinely concerned with Sweetrobin's future as Lord of the Vale, after GRRM has taken care to insert not one but two shaking fits into the previous chapters that leave him incapacitated and soiled, and which are generally treated with "medicine" just as harsh or worse, like high level narcotics, alcohol or leeching and bleeding. .
This stuff is rightfully seen as an improvement. He's awake, calm, not losing blood or ingesting addictive substances.
And while he hedges and mutters, Colemon never comes right out and states "It could kill him". He lets a distracted Alayne cut him off or trails off by himself. And he eventually relents, giving the appearance that his concerns are not that serious.
And Alayne is rightfully distracted. After a peacefully resolved siege against the rule of Littlefinger (guardian of Sweetrobin), they are coming down to spend the winter with Lord Nestor, accessible to the Vale lords (his future subjects who need to respect him) for the first time in a long time. And the descent itself is also very dangerous, as we will be shown.
“The Lord of the Eyrie cannot descend from his mountain tied up like a sack of barleycorn.” Of that Alayne was certain. They dare not let the full extent of Robert’s frailty and cowardice become too widely known, her father had warned her. [...] “It was too soon. My lady, you do not understand. As I’ve told the Lord Protector, a pinch of sweetsleep will prevent the shaking, but it does not leave the flesh, and in time …” “Time will not matter if his lordship has a shaking fit and falls off the mountain. If my father were here, I know he would tell you to keep Lord Robert calm at all costs.” “I try, my lady, yet his fits grow ever more violent, and his blood is so thin I dare not leech him any more. Sweetsleep … you are certain he was not bleeding from the nose?” [...] “Very well.” They paused at the foot of the stairs. “But this must be the last. For half a year, or longer.” “You had best take that up with the Lord Protector.” She pushed through the door and crossed the yard. Colemon only wanted the best for his charge, Alayne knew, but what was best for Robert the boy and what was best for Lord Arryn were not always the same. Petyr had said as much, and it was true. Maester Colemon cares only for the boy, though. Father and I have larger concerns.
(AFFC, Alayne II)
That's his future she is trying to protect. Not to mention, this is before she ever learns about Harry the Heir. Why on earth would she support poisoning him, when Littlefinger's protection of her depends on his role as Sweetrobin's guardian?
This is the same Sansa that is planning his new bodyguard crew in her TWOW sample chapter, who considers what his future wife will love about him, the same Sansa whose gentle care even Colemon acknowledges helps Sweetrobin calm himself without medicine. No, she is not knowingly poisoning the kid.
(Also, Maester Colemon may well be playing his own game, giving him antidotes or refusing to administer doses, depending on how you want to interpret the fact that Sweetrobin still suffers a shaking spell on the mountain, and the "vile" substance mixed into his milk without explanation.)
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the-physicality · 3 months ago
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phoenix mercury v m******** l***
big mad right now @ the refs
we were literally the second highest scoring team today, and we lost by the slimmest margin [and everyone thought we were gonna get bl*wn out by 20]
BG probably should have taken 14 free throws. she took 6. because apparently she gets no calls and offensive fouls when she tries to play through contact.
we shot better than them from 3 and from the field overall
we came back from like 23 points down
DT and Tash going shot for shot i love it
i know i've said it twice already but it is worth saying again: celeste takes an elbow to the face is on the ground, might have a Broken Nose and collier doesn't get called for anything??? and the refs [maybe?] force nate to take a time out??????????? make that make sense. but if BG does it while stepping through contact and shooting it's an offensive foul???????????
NATASHA CLOUD 33 POINT GAME SHOOTING 60% ON 23 SHOTS, 50% FROM THREE ON EIGHT, POINTS ASSISTS DOUBLE DOUBLE
DT SHOOTING 50%, 5/10 FROM 3, 21 points
celeste and Kah with some absolute dagger 3s
and celeste you did so good tonight. name another rookie [who didn't start] and got substantial playing time and really contributed. you can't.
and of all the ones that played substantial minutes, it's her, CC, and LF
to recap, we shot 50% from the field, and 51.9% from 3
to recap again: the refs saw a 91-92 game with 3 minutes left and said well shit. i guess we have to start putting some bogus calls against the merc out. that's the only explanation I have
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lonelychicago · 2 years ago
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wip wednesday! 🪐
tagged by @buddiearemydads 💗
this is from my buddie at dispatch fic <33
"I didn't need your help, you know." Buck says but it's not sharp nor angry like earlier, just stating a fact. "I used to be a firefighter and I had been on one or two calls similar to that one. I knew what I was doing." 
"I know." Eddie breathes out. "I know." He tilts his head and scraps at an invisible stain on his desk, avoiding those intense blue eyes that have been haunting him since he first started working here. "I think the problem here is I don't know what I'm doing. Here, I mean." 
Buck hums and makes a soft acknowledging sound at the back of his throat as he finishes walking the few steps and then he's sitting in front of Eddie— almost mirroring Eddie's position, but Buck's left leg is stretched out until his foot is almost brushing against Eddie's shoe, and he looks more relaxed than Eddie is. 
"I get it." 
"You don't have to do this. I fucked up, I— I made a mistake." 
"You did." Buck smiles, a small and forgiving thing that makes Eddie's heart flutter. The guy shrugs and then he says, "But I get why you did what you did. I know how hard it is to adjust, to go from being the first arriving to the action and having to work with your hands and having to stay in constant movement… to, well, here." 
"At least you're saving people." Eddie mutters, a little petulant. He frowns and shakes his head. "Usually I'm not quite like—" He looks for the words but comes up short. 
Buck, on the other hand, has no issue. "An asshole?" 
Eddie huffs out a laugh. "I mean, I wouldn't have said it like that, but yeah. Usually I'm not that much of an asshole, I guess." 
Buck smiles at him, this time a little more loose and brighter. More openly, Eddie would say. "Tell you what." He drums his fingers on Eddie's desk and smirks. "Why don't we go out for drinks? It's been a long shift and it can help us unwind. You're paying, lf course, since you were, in fact, an asshole."
"It's like that, huh?" Eddie feels his shoulders loosen up. His chest doesn't feel as tight anymore and the tears that were once burning in his eyes are long gone. 
Evan Buckley is a little bit like magic, Eddie thinks. 
"Yeah, c'mon. What you say?" Buck asks and it sounds a lot like an olive branch, like a peace offering. 
Like the offer of a fresh start, a new first impression maybe. 
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l0vergirlatheart · 1 year ago
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Can you pleaseeeeeee do a comfort/angst Adam Murray x reader where Adam walks in on y/n cleaning up all the evidence after either s/h or a sewerslide attempt 😢
!!! sure :33 im also trying out new formatting so <3 I GT A LITTEL DISTRATCED MAKING THIS SORRY
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TRIGGER WARNINGS : SU*CIDAL THOUGHTS, S*LF HARM, HEAVY BLOOD MENTION, RELAPSES, IMPLICATIONS THAT READER HAS ATTEMPTED BEFORE, READER SEES BLOOD AS 'SICKENINGLY BEAUTIFUL' MULTIPLE TIMES, FAILED SUICIDE ATTEMPT
❧ in which adam murray finds his lover holding a knife to their own flesh. ✦ a/n : ignore the header there's not very many for bps overall😔 ☼ proceed with caution ! this is your final warning. if you are uncomfortable with aforementioned topics, please just scroll.
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YOUR FIRST MEMORY OF TODAY WAS BLOOD. It wasn't like you'd awaken to the sight of it- more like, that's when your consciousness had kicked in. Slits of red coded your wrists and thighs, and you could do nothing but stare at them before looking over at your bloody knife. You didn't usually use a knife when you relapsed.
Maybe this wouldn't be just a relapse this time.
The knife raised up to your throat as you stared dead into the bathroom mirror, watching as you began to sink the cold metal deeper into the flesh of your neck, small droplet of blood both from the knife and the small, and soon to be growing, wound that began to adorn your skin. White noise overcame your hearing sense as you watched the crimson liquid drip down. How sickeningly beautiful.
Preparing to slit your neck deeper, you took the deepest of breaths you could before the clattering of metal against marble echoed throughout the bathroom. The knife was no longer in your hands, yet a larger slash embellished your palm.
You didn't get to look at it for long before your hand was grabbed by another, familiar one.
"What the hell were you thinking?!" Adam yelled as your gaze finally trailed back up to his face, taking in each inch of his horrified expression.
The tears threatening to stream down his face, the way he trembled as he held your hand, the obvious grimace on his face, and his wide blue eyes, panic evident in them. Even more was fear. Fear not of you, but far of losing you.
"You- You told me you'd..!" He groaned, his grip on your hand involuntarily tightening for a moment before he shakily exhaled, "You told me you'd at least tell me when these- these thoughts came back!"
"I'm sorry." What more could you say? It was too late to warn him now.
"Don't... apologize. It's not your fault. I.. I just.." He sighed, closing his eyes for only a moment, "Let me hug you. Please."
"Okay," Who were you to deny him? His arms snaked around you, his face leaned against your body as he gripped you in a tight embrace.
"I'm sorry for yelling at you. I didn't mean to. I'm just..."
"Scared?"
"Yes. I don't know what I'd do without you." He sighed, looking back at you as soon as he'd opened his eyes again, "I know that sounds selfish, but I mean it. I need you here." You had nothing to say to that, so he took it as a cue to continue speaking.
"I know it's probably hard for you to convince yourself to even get out of bed in the mornings, much less continue living without... hurting yourself. But..." He trailed off, leaning his head onto your shoulder, "I know it'll get better as time moves on. I-I'll make sure of it. But, how will you see how wonderful tomorrow will be if you don't ever make it there?"
"I need you," He hiccuped after a while.
"I know."
"Please stay." He begged.
There was no reply. You didn't know for sure. But you'd try at least. Even if it wasn't for yourself. It was for him, at least. He needed it. You might've needed it too.
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