#levibel

[bumpingbees]

You Have My Heart

Levi

The wind is chilly. Even though I'm bundled up in better clothes than I've ever worn before, I'm freezing. It's late autumn... Almost half a year since I lost them.

I discovered months ago that I can't grieve both of them on the same day. If I do, I'll stay here until the sun goes down. So, I take it in weeks. One week I go to Farlan's grave. The next, I go to Isabel's. Then the cycle repeats. Every Thursday, I'm here, staring at a stone.

I owe them this much after I failed them. I shouldn't have gone off on my own. I should have stayed with them. They're both dead... And it's my fault.

I sit down in front of Isabel's grave. The ground is frozen. I draw my cloak tighter around me, staring at the stone. Isabel Magnolia.

"I don't have flowers today. I probably won't be able to bring any until spring." I rest my chin on my hand.

It used to be hard to talk, but now I'm used to it.

"I know you don't care about things like that. You probably would have rolled your eyes right now if you were here."

The cold seems to settle over me, concentrating on my back and shoulders. This always happens. Even in the middle of summer, it's cold here. It almost feels like ice is embracing me. I let it. Its comforting in its own way.

"They want me to lead my own squad now. At least, Erwin does. Shadis isn't too kean on it. Neither am I. I already failed you and Farlan... I don't want to be responsible for more lives."

The cold seems to tighten around me.

"At least I don't have to worry about it until Shadis steps down. Erwin is next in line to become commander... So I'll deal with that then."

I can almost feel Isabel. That's how strong my memory of her is. I can feel her irritation at me for blaming myself for her death.

"I wish you were here, Isabel. I need you here. Everything is shitty without you and Farlan here... I miss Farlan of course... But you grounded me, Issy."

I've been skirting this conversation for years. I could never bring myself to say it to her when she was alive... Even now, it's hard to say it aloud. I never even wanted to acknowledge it..

Hange had figured it out through a series of observations. They had suggested I tell Isabel's grave, even if she couldn't hear me anymore. They think admitting it will help me move on. I don't think anything will help me move on.

"Issy... Hange thinks you want me to move on. To heal or some bullshit. I don't think that's possible." I sigh, my head falling forward. "How could I?"

This is the only place I ever allow myself to show my feelings now. I don't let other people close anymore, so I don't feel comfortable around them. Hange and Erwin don't leave me alone... So, I guess they're closer to me than anyone else... But no one will ever be like Isabel and Farlan. They were my family.

"Isabel... Hange insisted I talk to you about this. I don't really want to. It doesn't do anyone any good... But it's not like you can hear me anymore. It's not like it will disgust your corpse."

Head. All that was left was her head. I feel sick at the thought.

"You're not here to be disgusted at me for being in love with you."

Isabel

I hug Levi tighter, my heart breaking. I do want him to move on. I want him to be happy in a way he had never truly been before.

That's probably too much to ask. Life has never been kind to him. It has never been kind to any of us.

"I love you too," I choke out, my shoulders shaking.

Being loved by Levi... I had known he loved me. I had never thought he needed me or was in love with me. I wish I had confessed to him while I was alive, but that's irony.

We both had thought the other would find it weird or gross if we loved them.

"Isabel."

I turn my head to see Farlan. He looks sad as he walks over to Levi and me.

"Farlan..." I turn my face into his shoulder as he hugs me. "It's not fair."

"It's not," he agrees, patting my head. "We won't be separated from him forever though. We'll see him again. We'll watch over him until then."

Levi

I stare down at my body, thoroughly disgusted. Consumption killed me. Of all the things that could have done me in, it was that. I shake my head. It's hard to grasp that my life is over. There's nothing left for me to fight.

"Levi!"

I turn around when I hear my name. I see a flash of red hair and then someone is in my arms. It takes me a moment to comprehend that Isabel is wrapped around me. I haven't seen her in so long... I slowly wrap my arms around her.

She feels solid.

"Issy?"

She pulls back and she looks at me with wide green eyes. I've missed those eyes. Throughout my life, I had never forgotten how vivid her hues were.

"I've always been here, Levi. I always tried to keep you safe. Farlan too. But we couldn't keep you safe from sickness." She laughs and rubs her head. "Don't take this the wrong way, but I'm so happy you're dead. I've missed you so much."

She's smiling so brightly. Her arms are around my shoulders. "What are you two? Stalkers?" I tease her, looking around for Farlan.

"Farlan is on the other side. He has a powerful spirit. He can walk between the Summerland and here." Isabel wrinkles her nose. "I can't. The Summerland is too tempting to resist when I'm there. So, I've taken to haunting you."

I blink slowly, trying to keep up with everything she's saying. "Issy..."

"Oh, I nearly forgot. I don't know if your feelings have changed or not, but I'm sick of waiting for you to hear me." Isabel's expression is suddenly determined.

She presses closer to me. Before I can fully process it, Isabel's lips are on mine, warm and solid. She's kissing me like she's afraid I'll push her off of me... But after decades living without her, I couldn't imagine pushing her away.

I pull her closer to me, kissing her with years of pent up emotions. All of the loss, anger, grief, regret, love, joy... All of it come out of me in that one kiss. I bury my fingers into her long red hair.

Someone clears their throat. I crack an eye open, looking at the person who interrupted us. Farlan's sky blue hues meet mine. He's the only person I wouldn't have killed. Can you kill a ghost?

Isabel reluctantly pulls away from me, looking annoyed. "Farlan, I've waited decades to return Levi's confession. You couldn't have waited two more minutes?"

"Return my confession?" I frown, tugging the redhead back into my arms.

"Don't tell me you forgot sitting at Issy's grave and telling her you love her." Farlan arches his brow. "Where's my hug?"

"You heard that?" I ignore Farlan.

"We were always there when you spoke to us." Isabel shrugs. "I love you too."

I stare down into forest green eyes, tempted to start kissing her again.

"We should get going to the Summerland. So many people are waiting for you, Levi. Your mother is there. She sent me. She also said something about not making her a grandma before she's seen you as a man. Which I don't understand because we're spirits. We can't have babies." Farlan shook his head.

Isabel laughs and presses her lips to mine again before dragging me over to Farlan.

"Hold on tight to me. It's a little hard to get there first without knowing the way." Isabel and Farlan grab my hands.

I'm never letting them go again. I need them both.

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[sexyassheichou]

gifset request → Levi & Isabel

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[yumilattea]

Can I just share a headcanon as to why Isabel calls Levi a big brother?

Levi was escaping the military police as he accidentally stumbled into a community that reeks of death. Of course, Levi lost the MP's since they didn't bother entering the suburb. As he swiftly moved, he heard a weak voice of a young girl uttering out the words "Big Brother". His attention got caught since the voice of the young girl was near his standing and immediately retreated his escape to look for her. Assuming Isabel had an older brother, who probably died out looking for food or keeping her warm, Levi found her and was luckily capable of movement and saved her. Isabel thinks that the man who stood in front of her was her older brother, but was in fact Levi.

[allegiantrationale]

theres no love like the first love

[wingsoffreedomstainedwithblood]

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The Bridge of Nose: TreasuringNape: Deep AttachmentBack of Hand: Respect/LoveWrist: Desire/LustLips: Love

His first act of anything more than banter towards her was done under charade, but that didn't change the true meaning behind it. A ball which the two attended in disguise, hoping to gain some intel on the Military Police, was the setting for this show of endearment. He brought her gloved hand to his mouth, pressing his lips to the back of it as grey eyes met green.

It isn't until they return home that he slips the satin glove from her hand carefully with his teeth, flinging it aside and pressing a kiss, then a bite, to the skin of her wrist. The feeling of her heartbeat against his lips was heavenly, a reminder that she was alive, that she was here.

Working his way upward and unlacing the silly ties and ribbons demanded by high society, Levi chuckled low in the back of his throat, "You know, for all it's bells and whistles, this dress does suit you. Or maybe green is just your colour, it brings out your eyes."

When he reached the lace choker around her neck, his fingers linger on the skin before unlacing it as well and allowing it to fall to the floor. Slowly, he leant in, kissing the nape of her neck and breathing against the skin, allowing himself to revel in her presence.

"Hey, you gonna kiss me all day or finish up, dork?" 

His laugh poured out from lips that left her skin, and he walked around to stand before her. "All done, you're free to step out of that ensemble now and change into something much more comfortable. Ah, wait, I missed something." 

And with that he leant up, kissing her nose, right between her eyes, a smirk pulling up the edges of his lips. He lingered there for little time at all before placing a final kiss on her lips, sharing his breath with her

With a sigh of mock exasperation, Isabel threaded her hands into dark hair, holding him close and returning the kiss.

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[bumpingbees]

All Tied Up

“Isabel, why are you trying so hard at this?” Levi sighs.

I look at my boyfriend, dangling upside down. The silk that I’m supposed to be using for acrobatics is tangled around my ankle. This should be an actual move, but I did it by accident. If the silk hadn’t caught me, I would have fallen twenty feet.

“This is one of your passions.” I shrug- or try to. “Besides, I’ve always wanted to try it. It looks beautiful when you do it.”

I also know that if I don’t do this, Mikasa Ackerman will take my place. I’m pretty sure she and Levi are cousins, but the media always assumes they’re married. It makes me jealous. I know they’re beautiful when they dance together, but Levi is my boyfriend. I want to be his aerial silk dance partner.

There’s one problem: I sometimes get nervous being in the air. I can get this down though. I just need practice. If I can learn ballet and gymnastics, I can learn aerial silk dancing.

I arch my back, grabbing the silk. My foot slips from its hold. I let myself fall, grabbing the silk with my hands. I see Levi rush forward to catch me, but I don’t need it. We’ve been doing this for weeks.

I just wrap myself in the silk too much. I’ll figure it out though. Farlan and Hange have been teaching me too.

I carefully slide down the silk until I feel Levi’s arms wrap around me. He turns me to face him as my feet touch the mat.

Levi looks at me, his stormy eyes are slightly worried. I smile, winding my arms around his neck.

“Issy…” he starts, but I kiss him. I don’t want to hear him worrying about my safety. Everything will be fine. I’ve only fallen once and he caught me.

“When do we move to the rain room?” I ask, leaving his arms to climb the silk again.

“When you can do the routine dry without messing up.”

The rain room is a special room in this theater where we’ll be performing for an audience and some judges. The stage is separated from the crowd by glass… and its raining on the stage. I don’t know how, but some artist created a rainstorm for dancers to use. I think Hange had a hand in it.

The song we chose to dance is Hymn for the Weekend by Coldplay. We’ll be using aerial silk and ballet in our dance. Levi picked up ballet a lot easier than I’ve been picking up aerial silk. We've been spending every free moment practicing. Even now, it’s gotten so late we’re the only ones left in the dance studio.

“Your problem is that you don’t trust the silk. You need to trust that it will hold you without wrapping it so much.” Levi climbs his own silk easily, stopping just below me.

I carefully wrap myself in the white silk, heeding his advice. Levi’s hands stop me when I twist too much, his fingers lingering on my skin.

I’m wearing boyshorts panties and a tunic shirt. That’s all. My breasts aren’t large enough to require a bra. I don’t really care about wearing pants when it’s just Levi around. It helps me to feel the silk on my bare skin anyways.

When I look down at Levi, his fingers are still lingering on my skin. I shiver. Years of being together and Levi’s touch still can still make me melt.

Levi climbs up the silk until we’re at eye level. He wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me into a kiss. It’s distracting, but I like it. I trust Levi with my life. I know he won’t let me fall.

I let him guide my legs through the silk as we kiss. I try to pay attention to what he’s doing. Levi has been doing this since he was a kid. He knows what he’s doing. It’s hard to focus with his tongue in my mouth though.

His hands move to my arms. He wraps them in the silk.

“I thought we could try something new if you’re up to it,” he murmurs, kissing my jaw, “we can take a break from practicing.”

I smirk. I’m always up for trying new things and we have been practicing for hours. “Alright, Levi.”

“Turn around and do a back flip,” he instructs.

I nod, twisting my body. It takes a bit of contortion, but I’m fairly good at flips. Levi’s hands grab my hips as soon as I’m upside down. He’s adjusted himself. He’s up higher. My face is level with his crotch.

I immediately understand where this is going. Hell yes.

Levi spreads my legs, kissing my thighs. I have to maneuver myself even more carefully to pull down his leggings.

As soon as his cock springs free, I take him in my mouth. My shirt is nearly falling over my face, but I don’t care. It’s caught on my chin, so it doesn’t interfere with me sucking him off.

Levi groans, his fingers digging into my thighs. “You’re so impatient, Is.”

I hum in agreement. The blood is rushing to my head, but it only arouses me in this situation. I swirl my tongue around his tip. Levi makes another quiet sound.

He pushes my panties aside. I tremble. I know he’s wrapped me up securely. He wouldn’t risk my safety for exotic sex. If Levi had any doubt about it, we would be on the mat.

So, I let go of the silk in my hands. I grab onto his hips. I bob my head eagerly, taking him deeper into my mouth.

Levi’s teeth scrape over my clit. I exhale through my nose. I try to focus on giving Levi pleasure, but, damn, his tongue is distracting as it dances on my pussy.

It doesn’t take long for me to orgasm. It never does. Levi knows how to work my body. It’s probably a good thing right now. I feel dizzy from being upside down and orgasming. I don’t even notice when Levi cums.

I have a mouth full of semen as Levi guides my body again. I swallow it down after he gets me standing upright in the silk. Levi wipes something off my lips with his thumb. He’s smirking.

“Your face is so red, Issy.”

I roll my eyes and bite his chin. “Get me down? I feel like jelly.”

Levi chuckles. He untangles me from the silk, keeping one arm around my waist. When I’m free, he lowers both of us to the mat.

I hear whistling as we fix our clothes. I whip my head around. Hange is smiling at us manically.

“You guys should incorporate that into your routine,” they shout, applauding.

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