#lets be real they have enough drama already between the three of them ajdkdk

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no wait wait

greys anatomy au

in which neil's life goes VERY differently, nathan isnt a serial killer, there’s no mafia or anything behind him, and exy exists but it's not the focus of his life no

he just really wants to be a surgeon

nathan is still very abusive and both mary and nathan are famous surgeons idk

and they live with nathan until he almost kills neil one time and the neighbors call the cops because they hears a huge commotion and wrre worried

but anyway

nathan is locked up behind bars, they move states (cali maybe?), neil does pre med and then he goes to med school and

and mary gets diagnosed with early onset alzheimers, and its advancing very very fast

neil changes his name at some point, obviously not wanting to be wesninski, but not wanting the fame of the hatford last name either

and since mary barely recognizes him anymore why not drop both last names anyway

so neil josten is born

and he gets in the residency program in palmetto, known for its excellent surgeon program despite its slightly problematic history

the first night neil gets to palmetto, he goes to a random bar bc he's fucking nervous and he's leaving mary at a nursing home and he cant believe he's gotten this far

a couple hits on him at the bar tho, and well he's never swung before for anyone, but something about these men lures him in that he can't help but be just as into them as they seem into him

they talk and talk and talk for such a long time, and eventually when they ask him if he wants to go home with them he says yes and well yeah lmao he gets literally railed an inch from his life thst night, its literally the best day of his entire life

the next morning he runs out of there before they get up because he panics bc he actually wants these men and he CANT have anyone, bc he has too much baggage in his mind and he's scared and-

and he starts his internship that morning so he rushes to his shitty apartment and rushes to get ready and he runs to the hospital he's going to be working on for the next like 6 years and oh shit

oh no

ohhhhh no

the men are here

they WORK here

they are both his SUPERIORS

kevin is THE kevin day first year neurosurgeon fellon who invented a method to cure xxx in his residency

and andrew is andrew minyard, the medical student with the highest score on the xxx test, remarkable despite still being a surgical resident and oh fuck

they both work here

neil is fucked