#let’s not question whatever is going on here 👍🏼

[bwaldorf]

was tagged by @klahaist to post the first 10 songs on my 'on repeat' playlist — thank you kittie!!! 💗💞

ca te va bien by dj moh green ft baba baba and dalvin

kaun tujhe from m.s. dhoni - the untold story

1977 by ana tijoux

main yahaan hoon from veer-zaara

speed drive by charli xcx

haute by janelle monae

dil mein ho tum from cheat india

sohne lagde by sidhu moose wala & the prophec

9:45 by prabh singh and jay trak

do pal from veer-zaara

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[watchingblsnowandforever]

We Are Ep.14: Part 1/3

Hello!!! =D

Welcome back to my crack posts!

Part 2, Part 3

Ep 14 ruined me, just so y'all know. I'm honestly scared for what the next episode will do to me. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!

Warning: long, long post 😊😅 (also divided into three parts this time because I wanted to screenshot the whole damn thing, but this is next best)

I did not expect Q to be the one to stand up for Phum, but I wasn't really surprised after the last ep. Previously, he'd be the first one to go up in arms, but he's starting to understand maybe everything isn't that straightforward, and despite his friends meddling in his own relationship, he wants to leave Peem alone.

Conclusion: he's a very good friend.

Of course. I should've known something like this would come up 😭

Of course they've taken baths together.

I love this friendship so much.

You again. 😶 I swear to the gods, this guy will give me high blood pressure or something. Please please just leave Peem, alone. Learn to take a 'no' and mantain social distancing.

Peem... you're too kind for your own good. (I get it though)

You have no right to say that, especially without knowing the full story. But I'm feeling kind, so you're still a (mostly) decent human to me. Try not to ruin that impression. And never, ever again say anything to my babie Phum. Ever.

Oh my gods my heart broke for Tan 🥺 Here he was, probably never having dated after he fell for Fang, so knowing that Fang had dated even after whatever they went through must be so painful to him.

FANG KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT'S WRONG AND HOW TO FIX IT.

Just like we see Tan waving away Fang's insecurities every time, Fang does the very same for Tan.

I love them. <33

🥺🫶🏼

They're both so whipped-

Fai: I didn't see anything 👀😗 (we all know she's fangirling so hard inside)

Fai is me, I am Fai.

No but, Phum, are you sure Peem staring at you for a long time won't make your heart race?

Whipped. They're both so goddamn whipped. *sighs fondly*

The horns I'm dying 😭😂

Phum wasn't even surprised 😭👍🏼

Okay, not the best impromptu band performance/concert I've seen, but this is Thai BL, and they need some music and at least like 10 scenes with some band to pass whatever standard of approval, so I'll let it slide. Also, I'm terribly fond of these idiots. <3

HANDS.

They're besties for a reason hehe

You're asking the question, but are you ready for the answer?

I have already gone crazy over this too many times, I really don't have the energy anymore.

Peem is definitely winning Best Non-Confession Confession of the Year Award.

Are we still talking about the painting, or...?

Honestly though, when he was saying this I got actual flashbacks of Phum kicking the ball into his painting and how their relationship developed from there till where they are right now.

HE-

He named it "Happy" because it's all the things that make him happy. 😶

I had to pause here to take a deep breath so I didn't break out in tears two eps in a row.

WHAT IS THIS SERIES DOING TO ME.

Also, taken together, they are a story in 3 pics.

I'm just gonna go sob in the corner.

When faced with that smile and that "na, Peem, na" how could he ever deny Phum anything 😭

Textbook definition of a blushing boy who just became boyfriends with his crush the boy he loves. <3

No, he thinks he's a babygirl and rightfully so.

THIS HUG. That's it. That's all I have to say. I have no words for how this made me feel, and will make me feel for the rest of the forseeable future.

I end Part 1 here. Part 2 and 3 will be out tomorrow (because they are quite a bit long and I have Thoughts about them that I need to write in detail)!

If you've gotten this far, thank you so much for reading!! 😊

Here, have a taco 🌮

[guardian5tiger3]

What is ending currently for you and or surrounding you?

Tarot &intuitive messages 💗

Spirit guided me to put these as options so I don't know hopefully they work well for you guys :)

1💚

2🐝

3⭐

One. 💚

Ok for everyone here you've been having to defend yourself in some type of way.

Some of you , it's psychic attacks, some of you I literally heard you've been feeling like you've been being watched so a stalker that is horrible by the way and I've been there myself. Some of you you feel like you have to walk on eggshells at work when it comes to authority and it's probably been making you nervous.

Yeah so for everyone that is dying out.

For most of you because this was unjustified and caused an imbalance I see that many of you are going to have some good times socially and a few of you are going to actually party and have some lighthearted fun. Sweet!! Regardless though, balanced will be restored for everyone that had to go through this and it'll be different for everyone.

Two.🐝

I got the star and the moon so that is already super substantial. A lot of you are healing so then naturally what's ending is old wounds and things like that going away. Some of you are moving away from families that hurt you if that is your situation. You guys are moving into a place in your life where you will no longer feel so vulnerable and or like you don't have enough of whatever you might be lacking in your life. I see you guys did a lot of work on your inner self and some of you are pretty intuitive. Your subconscious minds do more than a lot of your realize but a lot of you know that much. Or you just allow yourself to act intuitively. Back on track you guys have done a certain level of work on yourself and racked up enough dharma (good karma ) to where your outer world is about to match that energy. Nice 👍🏼

Three.⭐

You guys are moving on from something and or someone is walking away from something and that could be them walking away from you. I feel like for people with that going on even if it doesn't fully feel like it you're ready for all of this to leave. But you also might feel robbed of something and some of you might question if you should have the energies not leave because of that or if you should go after them or turn around if you're doing the walking away. Well trust me when I say you guys are constantly building up something one way or another so don't even worry about it really forget the petty shit seriously you guys got a spiritual crown on ya heads. Spirit is also saying there might be some secrets that you will never know , there's just things that you possibly might never know about and that's ok. But really overall for this group I just see someone or something walking away from someone or something else and I really get the vibe they don't want much more information shared about this . I think this might be a lesson for some of you about inner strength and letting go and surrendering. Some of you have anger issues. That's ok just find a productive outlet if you can. 💗Y'all are loved.

☮️peace out everyone.

[kohakhearts]

dug up the tweets from last month that inspired harry potter and the custody battle’s primary plot of: the custody battle sjdfghjfghjdk

severitus AND dogfather sirius...but where snape and sirius are like beating the shit out of each other whenever harrys not looking but as soon as he turns around theyre like :) and harrys suspicious but hes not going to say anything...not to THEM anyway...klgfjgkfl

harry: so remus whats the deal with severus and sirius remus: well. harry. thats a great question. harry: ??? remus: anyway bye harry see u later harry: ?????????????

remus "hasnt confronted anyone about anything in his life" lupin is really just like out here like. dada prof and snapes like lupin if you dont enrol black in some puppy obedience lessons soon i will kill him myself meanwhile sirius is like so how mad do you think harry would be if we staged an "accident" to break snape's stupid nose anyway? and remus is just. sittign there. like [superscript] ~oh ok~. anyway. i have been having au ideas. i dont have time for it but they can still fester in my silly little brain

to be clear thats clearly a euphemism he is saying put a leash on your stupid dog before he gets harry hurt doing something stupid sirius insists he doesnt do stupid things. meanwhile hes like ok harry lets see how high we can fly on brooms til we pass out

continues to imagine an au where somehow remus and snape are profs at the same time as harry knows sirius isnt a serial killer like idk how itd work because i like to think sirius would still be wanted by the ministry but . and also severitus. and remus not being a shady weirdo but like still firmly third year. so harrys 13. i dont remember what happens in this book nor do i care but the version of it in my head is pretty good

the real kicker here is like snape “im not going to tell him directly lupin is a werewolf but i will be extremely obvious because harry is stupid and needs big hints” (harry still isnt getting it) but sirius would not keep that secret for two fucking seconds around harry

you know what i can just dump this totally implausible au into my pile for The Rewrite™ 2.0. it doesnt have to be good if its self-indulgent. plus i can do whatever and the plot will still make more sense than the canon 👍🏼

and now my notes. are like this

sirius is like i came because i saw x about you but i cant petition for your custody until my name is cleared

-> harry: well thats okay, since snape is going to adopt me

-> sirius: SNAPE?????

JKSDJHFKGJHFKFJHGFKDJ??//// i also have a note Somewhere thats like “harry doesnt even care that snape and sirius want to murder each other hes just pleased they both love him enough to fight over him” LMAO. this is so chaotic book 3 is the goat like this paired with harry being like a little bit Actually insane . and everything else going on there. help. i love it so much

[rustpuppy]

all the asks

1: Did you discover that you are autistic early or later in life? How do you think it affected you?

laterr.. like a month ago (officially). so much stuff makes sense now, when i was growing up i thought i was just...well, a lot of bad things 

2: Which terms and words do you prefer when talking about autism?

is this referring to “autistic person” vs “person with autism” language?? in that case i prefer the first

3: Do you advocate for yourself and other autistic people?

im trying to learn and i hope ill be able to soon

4: How did you find out about autism?

well i mean i’d heard about it growing up but i never really knew much about it until i followed autistic ppl on here and started learning more

5: Do you have any autistic family members or autistic friends in real life?

not to my knowledge?? altho i wouldn’t be surprised if i had an autistic relative and i just didn’t know it

6: What, in your opinion is your best autism-related quality?

i get very excited about nature documentaries (a special interest of mine)

7: Which autistic trait gives you the most problems?

:/ probably my sensory problems, specifically food sensitivities 

8: If you could get rid of one and only one autistic trait, would you do it and which would you choose?

that’s a really hard.. question. i don’t want to get rid of anything that makes me who i am, but also executive dysfunction sucks

9: Any autistic traits that you don't have but wish you had?

uhh not that i can think of

10: What do you think about support labels as an alternative to functioning labels?

i don’t actually know much about this.. but im not a fan of functioning labels

11: What, in you opinion, is the most ridiculous social protocol rule?

aaa idk why cant i talk to people about dogs/animals only

12: What are your hypo- and hyper-sensitivities?

i want that pressure.. dont want that sound/smell/taste/bright light/etc.. (i have a lot more hyper-sensitivites)

13: What is/are your current special interest(s)?

dogs & animals are the big ones rn

14: What is your daily routine like?

wake up, let felix out, put contacts in, drink coffee, eat cereal, go on tumblr, feed dogs, take felix on a walk, eat lunch, take a nap, go on tumblr, feed dogs, eat dinner, go on tumblr, let felix out, take out contacts, go to bed

15: How do you stim?

bounce leg, tap fingers, scratch, pet dog, weighted blanket, chew, tangle, squeeze hands, squish dog’s extra skin, etc

16: Is there any media with canon autistic character(s) you like and would recommend to other autistic people?

i love wilson fisk from daredevil, altho i don’t think it’s ever explicitly stated in the show that he’s autistic. i know his actor is autistic and i think it’s p generally excepted that fisk is too.

17: Which characters do you headcanon as autistic and why?

tony stark !! is my big one. i personally connect to him and he shows a lot of traits like stimming, preferring AIs/robots to people, shades inside, blunt, etc

18: If you could make one accommodation universally available and 100% accepted, which would you choose?

nonverbal communication!!! let people use their phones/or whatever to talk w/o judgement

19: What, in your opinion, is the most ridiculous autism myth or stereotype?

well there’s the obvious “___ causes autism” but about autistic ppl? that they’re all or mostly white boys

20: How would you describe autism to someone who knows nothing about it?

....it’s processing the world in a different way, missing some things that other ppl get and getting too much of other things... not sure how else to say it w/o going through the diagnosis

21: Do you have any happy autistic childhood memories?

setting up all my toys in specific ways for hours👍🏼👍🏼

22: What, in your opinion, is the best thing about being autistic?

that intense feeling when u get excited about a special interest 

23: Do you think autism influences your identity, like your gender, sexuality, religious and political views or personality?

this is a hard one for me. it might influence my gender? and sexuality? but i also think my ptsd could influence those... it def influences my political views and personality. ive heard a strong need for justice is an autistic thing. and my personality is so intertwined w my autism i wouldn’t even be the same person w/o it. (i have no idea about religious views)

24: Are there any internalized ableist ideas that you struggle with?

yeah. i have to remind myself that i don’t need to contribute to our capitalist society to be a Good person. 

25: Do you think we will achieve autism acceptance soon?

yikes - i wish i could say yes?? but im not so sure.. i hope so

26: Are you a no eye contact autistic or excessive eye contact autistic?

aaaa im a switches back and forth autistic, depends on the Mood™

27: Are you a "no food touching" autistic or "mesh all food up" autistic?

no touching!!!!! (i did go through a brief phase where i meshed up ice cream and cake tho)

28: Are you a pretty rock collection autistic or soft stuffed animals collection autistic?

soft stuffed animals

29: Are you a get along with kids autistic or slightly afraid of kids autistic?

a f r a i d

30: Are you a soft, gentle touches autistic or a deep pressure autistic?

deep pressure. soft touches make my skin crawl.

[watchingblsnowandforever]

We Are Ep. 11

Part 2

Hello again!!!

Here's part 1 of this post. It's not necessary to read that, but this does follow directly from there.

Warning: long post 😊😅

And again, we see Phum coming here for no reason but to drop Peem off.

Also, he usually just stayed in the car previously, but now he's walking with Peem all the way.

I reckon we'll be seeing much more of Phum appearing in front of the Fine Arts building for nothing but to drop off or talk to his boyfriend Peem, in a slight reflection of all the times he came here to take Peem off somewhere to make him do something for him.

And I can't wait for it. <3

Q: something very gay is going on here hmm 🤨

Be glad it's Q (who has enough tact to ask you about it in private) and not Toey who'd immediately call y'all out 😭

He played in water all day with Phum and then they cuddled all night. Next question.

Poor Peem 😭

You just confessed you woke up together 😭

And you think someone as smart (most of the times) as Q wouldn't catch on?

[Also, just an observation: Peem is painting a scenery with water here too.]

Beer knows everything. 😌

He's the only one in their combined friend groups with two braincells, and he has no difficulty calling out his friends (Phum) when they're being idiots.

And again 😭

I see it's not your turn with the braincell yet, Peem

Also, the chicken sounds in the background I was dying 😭😂

Phum's backstory was painful to hear, but I kind of expected something like this. It would explain his attachment to plushies, his fear of losing people and behaviour that might seem "childish".

SO CUTE OH MY GODS

Q gives his beloved pencil case to his beloved nong Toey to draw on, and what does Toey do? Make the most adorable doodle of his beloved P'Q 😭👍🏼

Seriously though, this is really good, and it also probably has a beautiful symbolism that I'm too lazy to go into right now 😭

Coming from Q that means a lot. And Toey knows that very well.

Again, what secretly, you're both about as subtle as the glaring sun on a hot summer day.

And it's time you two idiots (affectionate) get your shit together and kiss as boyfriends (gods know you've kissed as... whatever you are right now more times than I can keep count).

Yeah! You're talking nonsense, Phum, it's obvious you fell first!

*sigh* honestly though, at this point, I don't know how, but they managed to be worse than even ChainPun.

Jokes apart, I know they're both a bit insecure, and they didn't get off to the best start. But I hope that in the next ep, they'll realize they're both head over heels for the other and finally start dating.

Also, about time Peem finally accepted Phum as his personal driver <3

That scene in the shop was very sweet too, and most PhumPeem scenes in this ep had me going all gooey and mushy hehe

This show I calling me out 🥲

But I'm even worse because I can only make Maggi (with or without added condiments) 😭

Do y'all see the importance of this moment?!

Phum in the painting studio?!

This painting studio is Peem's safe space, and he's allowing Phum in there willingly.

Slowly, but surely, he's letting Phum in, and starting to accept that yes, this guy is an idiot, but he's an idiot Peem really really likes.

I knew this was coming but that didn't mean I was ready for it 🫣😳

TanFang are absolutely slaying

Love them. <3

This scene is a goddamn masterpiece. It rendered me speechless. What am I supposed to say to that?

Peem's soft little "You did a great job, getting through those times." has me in a chokehold. The nose boop, the kiss- I'm screaming crying rolling around on the bed.

Tried to do a confident walk away but the gate was in his way 😭

Peem is me though, I bump into things like thrice a day at the least.

He- 😶

I gasped at this scene, because you realize what this means right?

This painting, that was ruined due to Phum, that he had to painstakingly repaint while having to obey Phum's whims, this painting that represents his comfort (I don't know shit about art interpretation, but in grade 12 I had friends who'd taken art and I learnt a couple things from them), that represents himself, and in this painting, he adds bright red roses, for the ones that Phum gave him when he was driving him back because he was absolutely wasted, the roses he didn't have the heart to throw out.

And he's drawing these red roses to represent Phum, to show that inexplicably, but undeniably, Phum is a part of his life now; a part he likes enough to embed in one of his most prized paintings (as assumed from various context clues and such along the series). And when he does, he thinks of how Professor Po said "Every work you create contains a piece of you".

If this doesn't show that despite his caustic and sarcastic exterior, Peem is a sappy mushy romantic at heart (he is a Fine Arts student after all), I don't know what does.

This moment felt so poetic (I literally could write a poem about it and it still wouldn't be able to capture the raw beauty and vulnerability and love of this scene.)

Update: I really did write a poem about it 😭

I really like this scene.

Apart from not leaving Kluen hanging, and making sure he knows, this moment is also about Peem admitting to himself aloud, that yes, he does like Phum. He's slowly getting out of De Nile.

He didn't have to say this, but he did. To gently reject Kluen and tell himself that there was no going back now.

Matt: what in the gay chicken-

Toey: ooh this seems interesting. will they kiss? 👀

Poor Chain 😭

Let him enjoy being shipped with his husband bestie!

And all the while these two are having a staring contest to decide who'll tell their friends.

Beer knows exactly what's going on.

This moment is everything to me (other than the one in the painting studio of course).

Peem tried to muster the courage to tell all his friends that he and Phum were... well, more than enemies or friends at least, but he couldn't.

And Phum, my beloved, while more than a little emotionally constipated, he has consistently tried to tell Peem what he feels. And now, he's the one outright saying he likes Peem in front of everyone. He's the one saying "okay, if you can't, I will." And I love him for it. He does it while staring right at Peem too.

Live Reactions of Friends Who Just Found Out that the Guy Who Ruined Other Guy's Painting and The Other Guy, Who Kicked Him In The Balls For It, Have Fallen Victim to the BL Laws and Are Now Very Much In Love.

Beer: knew it 😌

Fang: my little brother?!

Tan: YOU AREN'T SWORN ENEMIES?!

Matt: I have to deal with another couple?? 🥺🥲

Q: I'm not drunk enough to deal with this shit.

Toey: wait... I WAS RIGHT?!!

That freaking cliffhanger though 🥲

It's better now but at the moment I wanted to commit homicide 😭

I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself, Q's "RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY SALAD?!" expression is just too hilarious 😭😂

So that's all for ep 11, see you next week!

And if you made it this far, thank you so much for reading! 😊

Here, have a burger and some fries 🍔🍟

[If you want, my previous posts: Ep. 8 Ep.9 Ep.10]