#let me stop flooding your feed with my mindless ramblings

[rains-inky-mind]

I have been so excited about NaNo starting, but now that it's here my brain is doing the neurodivergent thing. That thing where it just—

*excited*

*excited*

*can't wait*

*it's almost here*

*oh no*

*it's here*

.......I can't make myself [do the thing]. It's too much pressure. What if I mess up? What if it's great? What if it ends too soon? What if I hate it and I can't make myself stop? What if—

*panicked rocking*