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Just seeing you kinda look up. That night gown or robe. Mmmm. I feel like I am at the foot of the stage.
Using TV for background noise (weird concept)
Mmm morning paper trips
Well I've been up this long....
Let me blast you with this pure sound then
That intersection of sound and light
A Scorpio on my tail.
A wives hand for a few
Ouija
#Defc cancelled out#pure pleasure two explosions of fire water wind out of earth One driver#look you saw it#you need to adapt to it so it will fit#let it slowly fill you#El Spirituallock#All USB transfers via power Cable#60hz#I like the half I don't even care snap#french#ball inhale#rolls eyes what do you think I'm sexy?#me: uh huh#lemme click#it will have to come to a balance for us my dear storm in splitting the Star redirects#only I can get that information but we will let you handle her augs getting clicked#it is funny because it turns out it's her having twins...lok#oh from what I recall you and I are a well oiled machine#sure place your pussy inches from her third eye while I am playing godidido
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Hehe 4th edition of...
DARK CREAM (AND POST DARK CREAM ) SHIPCHILDREN COLLAB! <3
After the summer vacation, the kids are invited to join the dark cream shipkids school! For their first day and class, all ages are mixed in one singular classroom... Will everybody stay quiet while waiting for the teachers or will chaos arise???
What's that?
3 years ago, I hosted a big collab for christmas, 2 years ago it was for the new year then last year we had an halloween celebration and now the fun continues!
This year, I'm hosting a big collab with a theme of "going back to school" to make some kind of a "family picture" with some of the dark cream ship children ! Nor Cross or S!Dream will be in the final picture as there aren't exactly the same depending on the child.
How to participate?
1- You need to have a dark cream/dark xunshine ship child (Cross x Shattered Dream kid). I'm making an exception for post dark cream kids ;). As long as Dream has been Shattered at one point, the kid can participate.
2- Draw your kid wearing a proper school outfit! (They will be indoors so you may choose to have them sitting on a chair, on a table or standing up, you can give them a school bag and anything you can think of! You can draw accessories aside if you want me to put it on their table or something (pens, notebook...) but no obligation here ^^)
3- Send me the drawing or tag me on it so I can get it! The drawing must have a transparent background so I can easily edit it. If you put a watermark, please put it on the inside of your drawing so that I don't have to erase/move it to make place for the other children.
You need to send me the drawing before the 10th of august so I have time to edit it properly before the big day and in case there are some problems. (It can however be discussed if needed, exceptions will be accepted or refused case by case)
I'll post it the 1st of september (probably early in the day) !
If you have any questions, please ask!
If someone without a kid wanna participate (or just want to participate more for funsies), you're welcome in the background+ team ^^
(being in the background+ team means drawing some elements of the background like all the lil' things you can find in a class, desks, posters, books... or some other stuff. It's usually me and music fairy @diofasolia (if you've got some free time to participate of course, solia) on that team)
PS: You can't use a kid belonging to someone else for that event ! You must be the creator of the kid and send me a drawing you did at least mostly by yourself (it doesn't mean you can't have help or collaborate with someone however) ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
PPS: Be creative or more classic with the outfits! Have fun! Do as you wish!
If it helps, the kinda perspective I'm going with (same as every year ;3). I'll adjust the size of the room depending on the number of kids. The kids are not obligated to be staring at us, from the side, showing their back... Also the pov will be from the white board ✨
Pose ideas for those who aren't inspired: awkwardly standing in a corner, reading a book criss-cross applesauce, tripping and falling on nothing (or something), chatting with someone, writing stuff on the wall, perfect student sitting pose, already asleep, climbing, fascinated by something (might be a poster, might be the class pet), showing something that really shouldn't have been brought here to someone, I'm late!, what an insteresting window, staring at the clock...
If you need a special accessorie/furniture/thingie to make the pose work, tell me and it'll be added in the background ^^
#dark cream shipkids collab#collab#back to school collab#dark cream ship children collab#post dark cream shipkids collab#post dark cream ship children collab#woooooooooooo#let's do it for the 4th time!#if you want to put your kid in an uniform you can#casual wear is perfectly fine as well#whichever you prefer ;P#I hesitated for a while for this year's theme but I know some of those kids never went to school soooo#time to go!#all ages are mixed for the first day as it's more of a presentation day#I'd imagine they'd go through a test later to make groups based on level#not on age because they don't all have the same education level (hc I guess)#noooo I did not spent time thinking about it what do you mean???#new kids are welcome!!!!#kinda weird to post about school at the beginning of the summer vacation uh#but I guess if the kids work well#next year we're gonna have a beach episode :]#*slowly filling up my dc kids calendar*#wow those kids do be doing stuff
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craaazy that some of you are so determined he stays within the mould when the entire show is chronicling him breaking out of it
#it fills in when he takes the role of crown prince after erik's death#and slowly becomes more rough until it's entirely not in the lines anymore#like season 3's logo#young royals#yr s3 spoilers#spoilers#no one yell at me i'm tagging everything#young royals season 3 spoilers#as someone who has grown up working class w a monarchy that sucks the living daylights out of my country#and has caused so much systemic oppression and created the class system that only widens the wealth gap as time moves on#i'm really exhausted by having to explain that wille being a queer king isn't a progressive thing#and that yah this is a tv show but it presents you an opportunity to#rewire your thinking about real life situations and the actual class system#the people at the top are still oppressive even if they're gay#imperialism is still imperialism even if you let gay people go to war#go read red white and royal blue if you want your gay royal fantasy#this is literally a show about the class system#and how historical systems that are held up by institutions like the monarchy#are a bad thing#and can never be progressive#even if you rainbow wash it
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do you think the fact that its never stated that anthea and concordia's last names are "harmonia gropius" like it is for n and ghetsis is intentional. like it may just be because they're severely underutilized, but n and ghetsis had their names specifically stated in the directors columns and a fan meeting respectively.
n mentions he was given the name harmonia, did ghetsis withold that name from anthea and concordia on purpose? if he did, why? he'd still need them to trust him, so they'd keep raising n in his place. not sharing that name is maybe an effort to distance himself, maybe he only cared about n having that level of trust with him?
#clai speaks#alder trying to fill out government documents for them bc ghetsis never did and finding its a nightmare#''what do you mean you Don't have a last name'' ''fath-- ghetsis didnt give either of us one'' ''n has one??'' ''we're not n i guess''#ooo do you think n and by extension a&c would change their last name#n holds on to it for a very long time i think. idk if he would ever actually get rid of it but sometimes i think about it#learning to slowly let go of his awful past and his awful excuse of a dad yknow#but also just thematically. the name fits him too well HDUGDHF#cant imagine n being called anything but natural harmonia gropius. its also such a pretty name#i'm getting offtopic. i've never even seen Fans call them ''anthea harmonia'' or whatever its JUST Anthea/Concordia#its just interesting to me that the reveals for n and ghetsis were so deliberate and its radio silence on a&c
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craving the touch of teeth on skin
#cicisays#hate being a bottom#just thinking about fangs being dragged across my throat is enough to get me going#the stinging and gnashing of teeth#groaning and shuddering#out of fear and anticipation#eyes stinging with hot tears as I gasp#call me ur little rabbit#eat me whole#or slowly#whatever you like#tell me how good i taste#the way red stains my fur only makes you hungrier#tell me you adore how i whimper and squirm#how your hands around my neck fills you up with heat#how the sounds of my bones breaking fills you with ectasy#lick at my wounds and pet me as i weep#run your hands over my bones so that i feel you in the very core of my being#i'm trying to let myself express my desires more whoops#its uh#its strange but good#not as bad as my brain always shamed me into thinking it was#but still an adjustement#at the same time#i don't halfass anything on feelings so now that I'm giving myself the room to feel it#i just wanna dive in headfirst#oh the poor little rabbit leaves himself open#what will happen when the wolves come out?#lmao jokes on you that's what i wanted
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I am. So normal about odin bifrostincident
#i don't know why my brain latched onto her but she's slowly becoming my favorite album character#she's just. ough. something something hearing the voices in your head and wanting to finally grasp them#to bring them into being. to let the tune that has been playing in your brain out through a glorious orchestra#to be haunted by that which bringing into being would destroy all. to feel its desire so strongly and know you shouldn’t abide to it#but the sirens call is tempting and it is all you can hear now and there's no way to make it stop#but you don't want it to stop. not anymore. you have long since accepted your mission. it is too late for everything now#the singing is getting louder and it fills your very being and you can no longer tell where it ends and you start#by the time you're defeated there's no longer any of you left. maybe there wasn't any since the beginning. AND THE STARS CLAIM THEM BOTH!!!!#im sorry just. yeah. can you tell i alao like the magnus archives like. a lot#the mechanisms#the bifrost incident#roseflower.txt
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💙 Hello!! You!! I'm doing a Writeblr Advent Calendar challenge thingy and I have to compliment my mutuals today! You're not on writeblr but I still want to tell you that I love your opera posts, your drawings always brighten up my day, and that whenever I see something Fille or Lucia-related, I think of you immediately bc they're just Your Operas now!
Have a good December (bc this is an Advent thing, but definitely have a good other months as well) and I hope you keep talking about opera bc I'll always be invested!
this is the sweetest thing…. thank you so much. i am so glad you enjoy my opera ramblings and my art!! it makes me so happy to know that mutuals like my stuff waugh!!
have a lovely december [and all months] as well!
#genuinely i paused for a moment and i was like.#‘hold on. wait…’#(positive ofc)#i love how im slowly becoming That Lucia / Fille guy now.#i will never ever let go of operaposting it is like my favorite thing. ever#also once again!! i’ve worked on my art style for ages and i’m so thankful it’s paying iff#i used to despise it so much and sometimes i still have those moments ofc but im mostly happy w it#thank you so much!!! ahhh#ask
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I love the museum scene from ferris bueller so much not only cause its just great but also cause like everytime i see it i see myself and think about how special that kind of moment is
#i talk abt this often but like cause it impacted me so much#cause like i had the worst experince for my second half of highschool and my dad who also didnt like highschool understood#the importance of like taking the day off abd he'd let me skip and call me in sick and have a ferris bueller day as we called it#cause its a movie we both deeply loved and loved together#and at first id just stay at home in bed not getting up with the movie in the background and like eventually i started to do things w my da#cause my mom didnt know and she couldnt know so id go out and do things so it wasnt noticiable i was home all day#and like id walk around my neighborhood and go to musuem and movies and listen to new music and go to parks and places i hadnt been before#trying to give myself the best day show myself something good and slowly i went from rotting away to being like im taking a stand#im not letting my life unfold around me and i went out and did things i wanted to do and learned about all the things i wanted to#and was actually like involving myself in like what i wanted my future to be i went to plays and art museums and the movies#and when i see that scene i think of john huges commentary and how the museum was a place of refuge for him and so he came back to it#and put it in his movie and allowed it to be thst again and it was for arguably his like magnum opus#and that scene just fills me with such a sense of peace and nostalgia and hope and i cry everytime!#and everytime that movie is in theatres i go and see it and after its all over and i walk out and feel the sun shine on my face#everything for a moment feels like its gonna be okay and i think of my dad and the first time i saw this movie in elementary school#on one of those days he just had off and we took the day off together and how during the moment in my life everyone else was telling me#abt how important school was even when it was killing me he knew that sometimes you just had to take the day off and take it easy#and he let me everytime without questiom cause he knew what it meant and how much it meant to me
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'this doesn't end with you. i walk around and i think if people only knew- that i wish they were cursed, that i wish them the worst, i really wish 'em the worst...but i'm doing my best. and i hope you forgive me, now that i've confessed, cause i'm tryin' to resist, my heart becoming a fist...forever. because you can't, you can't, you can't stop a bullet. i'm giving you my trigger but you better never pull it'
stop a bullet by black light burns
#this is a bill song#about him terrorizing ford#i guess i could also put it in my ford playlist. cause it's. about ford in a way. and also fuck bill#there's a lot of yous#also this section-#'you've got something to say. you've acquired a taste for watching me in pain. it's pretty hard to admit it makes you feel like shit...#but you mean it. what the hell can we do? i'm a different face of the man you knew#i'm a hole you'll fill for the rest of your life'#ford complicated feelings about bill because he wants to kill him but they used to be 'friends' let's go???#ALSO. the way that it slowly gets more intense over time...like a steadily increasing terror#starting out quiet- static- white noise#and then “YOU'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY” and suddenly there's just this looming dread#and it starting out with a softly-spoken 'you can't stop a bullet' and then turning into yelling at the end#mm! okay! bill song if you read it as the person saying the lyrics#ford song if you read it as the person receiving the lyrics#you can read it as both rather easily
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Girl who has never seen Breaking Bad, shittily vacuum sealing an oz of weed into smaller sandwich bags: Getting A Lot of Breaking Bad Vibes from this
#drugs cw#you fill a LARGE bowl with water and put whatever you want into the bag#then mostly seal the bag except for a bit on the corner#then SLOWLY submerge the bag#holding it at the bottom#and when it gets to the top you close that corner#and voila#an imperfect but close enough vaccum seal#this is how i freeze meat lol. keeps out freezer burn and lets you portion out bulk buys 👍#but it also works on drugs#autobiography#breaking bad#jesse jesse we need to cook a pound of ground turkey etc
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Hey real quick
any friends and/or mutuals should tell me days they like to be celebrated (whether that be birthdays, favorite holidays, T or E days, relationship anniversaries, divorce anniversaries, etc.--just stuff you like being acknowledged)
Let me put y'all in my calendar so I know to send a message
#slowly trying to get my calendar in order /#also if there's a day that's hard for you and you'd like a “thinking of you” message tell me that too /#LET ME FILL MY CALENDAR WITH FRIENDSHIP /#these would all be short messages most likely because brain fog but I want to know to send acknowledgement as I'm able /#oh and currently my favorite things to be acknowledged are my birthday on February 18th or any day in Pride month. /#Though queer enthusiasm is welcome any time of the year /#bobtext
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#fallen London spoilers#just finished#discordant studies#and I quite liked it#I’m actually a little let down that the ending was so concrete and easy to understand XD#I wouldn’t have minded a bit more ambiguity considering the general themes#but I WILL say that my chest was filled with a sucking feeling of loss while reading it#so I think very well accomplished very well done all around#I want to do a write up on my thoughts but if you’ve played you understand the difficulty#to name and define these things is to misrepresent them#there’s nothing at the core of this story#there’s nothing to tell#I studied so much nothing and it’s a curse that there is no better way to put it#You need to play because the story slowly breaks EVERYTHING down until you can understand the gravity of the situation#I think that this will be a big help with what I need to write next#understanding intimate connections of meaning and identity#and what it means to be defined by an abscence
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Thinking of sleeping next to your husband Kento, feeling needy and horny
Grinding your ass back on him, where he's resting behind you, you feel the bulge in his loose shorts.
"uuh-" you start whimpering in your sleep, with your pussy starting to throb and trickle over your panties.
The little moaning noises you're making and the way your plush ass is rubbing on his cock rouses your husband from his dreams.
And he finds you, flushed and hot, worked up and sooo sleepy.
He sees the look of agitation on your face, like you can't quite get what you want.
"shh," he comforts you, stroking your hair, "shh, sweetheart, let me make it better"
Slipping your panties aside, he pulls down his shorts and starts rubbing you with the head of his cock.
Right where you need it.
Your body responds, letting out a relieved sigh as your face gets that beautiful peaceful expression.
"is that what you want, honey?" He murmurs, his voice deep with sleep, while you're not fully awake yourself.
"mmmh mm--" this is one amazing dream.. your mind can't quite figure out if it's real, but you nod and moan and push back on him like the neediest little thing.
"adorable" he kisses the back of your neck and takes your hips in his hands, pushing his cock into you slowly.
"kenn- Kento~" your body starts to wake up with the feeling of being filled.
"keep going.. please.."
"shh, I've got you, sweetheart," he coos in your ear, "just relax and let me take care of you"
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#female reader#nanami kento#nanami x reader#kento x reader#jjk nanami#tw: somnophilia#hubby kento#kento nanami#consensual somno
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✧ ⁺˳ cw. fem! reader, husband nanami, cunnīlingus, fīngering, dirty talk, talking through it, squīrting, praise, mdni.
husband nanami who loves to rub his wedding ring against your sopping folds so your pussy always remember who it belongs to.
“she’s so pretty,” he’d whisper against your soaked entrance, feeling you throb against the silver band that wraps around his thick finger. nanami’s breath was airy hot, it fans against your slick heat and makes you intake a single sharp breath. you’re languidly laid back against the cushioned mattress, openly gawking at him merrily playing between your legs. “you’re prettier though sweetheart,” and you shudder, feeling his balmy lips plant a single kiss against your cunt. “mmh,” and a cobwebby string of sap drags out to stick onto his lips at the sloppy contact. nanami continues to rub his pearly band up and down your slit slowly, maneuvering enticing circles against your pulsating clit as he feels you writhe. “how’s it feel, my love?”
“don’t—stop, ‘ken,” you whimper, fishing a hand through his shaggy blond strands. dimples crease near the corners of his lips as he smiles, flicking his tongue against your poor twitching nub. “fuck, r.. right there, more.”
nanami lets off a breathy chuckle and the air that exits from his lips aerates onto your drooling folds. you’re soaked, and as his lips hungrily latch against your clit, he gives it a romantic french kiss. “whatever you want, wifey,” he purrs, such tease dripping underneath his tone. pretty lashes of his flutter shut as his right hand remains right between your thighs. nanami feels your cunt throb even faster once the frigid ring repeatedly smears against your pudgy folds. up and down, he’s gradual and slow — feeling his own dick in his slacks twitch at the sounds of your sloshing cunt bounce off the walls. “my, my, seems like our girl’s still got quite the mouth on her today.”
your legs struggled to stay pried open and he found it so cute. it was just the way your body would always respond to him, he knew exactly how to make you squirm and shiver. with a soft smile, nanami spreads your plump folds apart with two fingers—giving it a soft succulent suck.
“mmh,” and his eyes close before opening again, admiring how much your pretty pussy resembles a blooming flower. “aw, sweetheart. you’re looking away from me, don’t do that,” and his voice was a tauntingly deep rasp. it was husky, and as he’s prodding a lengthy finger against your slit, you whimper.
“eyes on me, eyes on kento—hey you,” and his voice lowers the exact moment you meet his lust filled gaze. butterflies swarm through your tummy and you gulp, feeling your chest tighten. at that moment, you throbbed and he felt it right against his flat tongue. “good girl.”
“k- ken.. ngh,” you whine, locking your quavering legs around his neck. nanami’s teeth gingerly nip at your tender folds as he inserts his ring finger inside of your saturated cunt. you quickly squeeze and clamp around his digit that’s slowly pumping itself inside. the band of the ring tickles around your tender skin and your legs grow weak. “ ‘m gonna c- cum again, kento—fuck.”
bringing his lips toward your sensitive clit once more, he gives it a few passionate kisses. aa his eyes close—he’s so into it. nanami’s imagining it’s your lips he’s kissing, swirling his tongue around and sucking at your pulsating nub. he could almost taste you.
glossy glimmering strings trail down the crevices of his lips and he hums, sliding in another finger. “hold it, sweetheart. hold it for me,” and his voice was husky, baritone hiding underneath each word he spoke. nanami’s soft fawn eyes flicker back up toward you before he gives your cunt a playful encouraging pat. “can you do that? be a good girl ‘n wait a little longer?”
“kento—hngh,” you whimper out, feeling your back arch against the velveteen pillows that sink beneath your weight. the air felt substantially thick as you’re getting closer and closer, and your ears started to hear nothing but pure white noise.
nanami’s fingers were insanely long, and he’s twisting them both around inside of your pussy in mouthwatering clockwise circles. “fuck, fuck,” and he chuckles, feeling you grab onto his hair.
messy blond tresses of his tangle within your fingers as he slowly guides his tongue up against down against your cunt. so sweet. as he’s multi-tasking, each time he delves his digits in and out, you feel a shortness of breath. his fingertips waste no time at reaching your g-spot and that’s all it took for you to nearly lose it. “ah, so squirmy today,” he purrs as the button tip of his nose brushes against your soddened folds. “go ‘head then i guess, honey. you can let got f’ me. ‘s okay.”
“k- kento.. oh my goddd,” you moan, slouched back against the cushioned mattress. it’s as if time stood still. everything felt carnal - your pupils were blown and you found yourself gnawing on your lip. you knew your orgasm was coming but like always — you were never prepared.
it comes in waves, roiling crashing waves that made your body succumb once the waters hit. the ‘water’ being your cascading slick that drenches nanami’s entire mouth from the chin down. you gush out abruptly as your legs still wrap around his face, letting off the most melodic shrilling whine.
“there we go, that’s it princess,” he whispers, still having his lips attached to your honeyed cunt. by now, he’s slipped out his fingers but presses his ring finger right back against your convulsing clit, rubbing it back and forth . .
the squelches that left out of you were loud, and he can’t help the curving smile that spreads against his lips. “there she goes,” he softly says, staring as you succumb to your long awaited orgasm. it felt like shockwaves ran through every spasming vein in your body as you leisurely grew limp. he’s still between your legs, and he licks his pink lips with an even hungrier grin.
“mhm, sweet as always, honey,” and you moan, watching nanami bring his ring finger up to his pursed lips, the same finger that was just buried deep inside of your pussy only a few seconds ago. within a blink of an eye, it disappears into his mouth as he licks the slick of you right off, his tongue gliding across the wet insipid band of his ring that drips with your sap. “you always feed me so well.”
“k- kento.” you moan, the stickiness between your legs making you pulse even more. nanami hums, glancing down underneath you and at the soaked sheets — creating a damp grey spot with how you made quite the mess from his tongue and he simpers.
pressing his thin lips together, he gives your sopping cunt one final kiss. “shhh, i know baby. i know,” and as you’re still trying to catch your breath, nanami goes back to eating you out. like the starved man he was. but this time, he’s spelling out letters with the pointed tip of his tongue. not just any letters though - he’s spelling out those same seven letters he asked you the day he got down on one knee — marry me?
“hng, don’t stop kento, please,” you whimper, your sensitive folds making you continuously heave irregular breaths in and out. his tongue curls all around, rummaging through each part of your gripping pussy before he sucks hard, earning a squeak from you.
“don’t plan on it,” he whispers, wrapping his mouth around your clit. nanami was still slow and gentle nonetheless—and it doesn’t take long before he’s already starting to get pussy drunk. a sleazy grin compresses against both corners of his lips as he continues to spell out those letters with his tongue. the salacious zigzags and curls he forms with just the tip of his tongue makes your toes curl and as you give him one more yank by the hair, he hums.
“mhm. already proposed to you, so why not propose to this pretty pussy too.”
#★vegasbaby.#i have feelings for him#nanami smut#nanami x reader#nanami kento smut#nanami kento#nanami x you#nanami kento x reader#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen x you#female reader#jjk imagines#aggnm
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tap out.
simon doesn’t expect anyone to tap him out. a ritual where loved ones step forward to release a soldier from duty, creating a chance to reconnect.
based on this.
simon stands in formation, a soldier among countless others, each bound by discipline, each carrying their own story beneath a stoic exterior.
in the unyielding line, he’s silent, gaze fixed forward, while around him, families reunite: sons embraced by tearful mothers, women lifting their children into their arms, couples lost in long-awaited kisses. joy and relief fill the air, carried on quiet laughter and murmured words of love.
but simon is an orphan now.
there’s no one to step forward for him, no one to break his stance. he watches it all, standing alone, feeling like a stranger in this crowd of reunions, this world of connections he never belonged to.
over the years, the military has stripped him down, rebuilt him into something hardened and unbreakable. this new self is his armor, a wall between him and the life he left behind.
the tap-out tradition is a formality he’s only ever heard about, something he’s watched from a distance but never expected for himself.
he stands motionless as soldiers around him are tapped out by loved ones. he watches quietly, feeling a distant sense of satisfaction for them, grateful that they have that in their lives.
maybe soap would tap him out after he’d seen to his own family.
no matter how many times simon tried to keep him at arm’s length, he’d come to accept that soap wasn’t leaving him behind. coerced into the friendship or not, soap was a friend. until soap has been tapped out, there’s no one in simon’s life to come pick him out.
still, simon knew he was alone in ways he couldn’t change. or so he believes.
then he feels it—a subtle shift in the air, hesitant footsteps halting just in front of him, carrying a weight he doesn’t understand. his breath catches, but he doesn’t move. he’s trained to hold his position, but something in him almost falters as he senses a presence just inches away. slowly, he lets his gaze shift, barely, enough to catch a silhouette he thought he’d left behind a lifetime ago.
it’s you.
you. his childhood best friend. the love of his life.
you. the only person he thought of when he escaped his broken home. you. the guilt that wracked him when he ran, unable to say goodbye after the night he barely escaped after being beat nearly to death. you. the only reason he wanted to be alive, and the person he hadn’t been able to look back for.
—you. you. you.
and now here you are, standing before him, eyes wide with hope and uncertainty, tears gathering at the corners like unsaid words held back for too long.
he doesn’t understand, not fully. he thought he’d locked that door, left that part of him sealed away. and yet, here you are, holding everything he thought he’d left behind.
you hesitate, the weight of the years pressing down between you, unsure if you’re allowed to do this. if you can reach out to him after all this time, to be the one who taps him out.
he senses your uncertainty, feels it as if it’s his own, and in that moment, he lets a flicker of vulnerability break through—a slight furrow in his brow, a subtle nod. silent permission.
and you know, in that instant, it’s okay.
with a trembling hand, you reach forward, closing the distance. your hand hovers over his shoulder for a heartbeat, the air between you heavy with everything left unsaid.
then, gently, you tap him out. a simple touch, light and fleeting, yet it breaks something open in both of you.
in an instant, simon moves. his arms come around you, his grip unyielding as he pulls you close, lifting you off the ground. the soldier falls away, and he’s just simon again, holding you as if you’re the only real thing in a world that’s constantly shifting.
his head lowers, his face buried in your shoulder, and he breathes you in, lets the walls he’s held up for years fall away.
‘you’re here,’ he murmurs, voice rough, thick with emotion he can’t hide anymore.
his hand cradles the back of your head, fingers threading through your hair, each touch soft, a silent promise. the weight of years and regret presses against him, but he holds you tighter, as if to make up for every moment he was gone.
you feel the warmth of his tears against your shoulder, silent and raw. he pulls you closer still, as if afraid to let go, his voice barely a whisper as he breathes, ‘i’m sorry, lovie. i’m so damn sorry. i’ll never leave you behind again. i promise.’
and in that moment, surrounded by echoes of lives left behind, he’s just simon again, the boy who belonged with you.
. ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐ an. i know the tap-out tradition isn’t common in the uk and is usually done at the airforce but oh well. read part 2 here.
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your personal space has never really truly been yours since you’ve started dating him. his muscled arm around your waist when you wake up in the morning, has become as familiar as the sunrise itself. it used to be cute, his warmth a cozy start to the day. but now, it's suffocating, like he can't bear to let you go, even in his sleep.
you shift carefully under his weight, not wanting to disturb his sleep. his breath keeping its steady rhythm against your neck, and you wonder if he dreams of you as you lean in to kiss his forehead gently. he smiles in his sleep, a small, contented expression that almost makes you want to slip right back into his arms.
the sheets rustle softly as you slip out from his grip. you slowly tiptoe across your shared bedroom, craving the simple pleasure of being able to enjoy making coffee alone. the smell of freshly ground beans fills the kitchen, and you lean against the counter, enjoying the quiet morning.
but as your coffee brews, a twinge of guilt creeps in and you can almost imagine when he'll wake up and wonder where you've gone. despite enjoying the well needed alone time, you knew the longing to be close to him will pull you back into his embrace sooner than you'd planned. almost as if in complete sync with your thoughts, you hear a mumble approaching the kitchen, and then his voice, thick with sleep, calling out softly,
"angel cmon back to bed with me, you know i don’t like sleeping without you"
ੈ✩‧₊˚ gojo, nanami, bakugou, iwaizumi hajime (27) althetic trainer, oikawa, kuroo, geto, choso, yuji, midoriya
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