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"cis bisexual women are evil"
The average bisexual woman isn't particularly evil.
Villanelle, who kills hundreds of people a year and torments the object of her obsession into becoming just as twisted and monstrous as her is an outlier and should not have been counted.
#killing eve#bisexual#villanelle#and you know what?#she deserves to be happy#let evil bisexual women be happy#as if eve wasn't just looking for an excuse to be bad#as if she didn't want to be a badass assassin the whole time#babygirl you and villanelle are the same#in the last season when she tells the therapist super casually that she killed a man and shrugs it off
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looked for stars and i found a supernova !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which it takes a random song drop and a feature from a university student for their relationship to come to light.
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for when it became true, opposites do attract. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // charles leclerc x fem!sargeant!reader
warnings - language
author's note - i am SO sorry i have no explanation for not posting except for the fact that i am now unemployed (i finished hs and don't start college till like august) and i just do Nothing the entire day. i love u all thank u for sticking around <3
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-> username she's for the girlies every man back OFFFFFF
username going insane over this
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-> yourusername he hasn't stopped calling me i had to block his number
-> logansargeant UNBLOCK my number i am your BLOOD
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-> yourusername have you ever felt loved
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-> username she did NOT need to do him like that
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-> username u are an only child it seems
-> logansargeant it's just that she's mean
-> yourusername go and drown in a pond since u wanna act like a silly goose
username why is charles in the likes he don't even follow her
-> username i have the most funniest and silliest theory and im afraid saying it out loud will send logan into early retirement
alex_albon evil laugh
-> yourusername i pay u ENOUGH. any more and i will have to involve my lawyer WHAT DO U WANT
-> alex_albon ferrari has exceptional pasta
-> yourusername ahahahhajaha what's that got to do with me u little clusterfuck of a twink
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-> username i am screaming what the fuck
-> username "little clusterfuck of a twink" OH MY GOD
username crazy how everything she says is so real idk if that's the fan in me or i am just way too fucking down bad for her
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-> yourusername YOU GET IT !!!!! he's my princess <3
logansargeant what are you doing
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-> logansargeant i always knew you would be the one to bring generational shame to our family what is this behaviour
logansargeant what happened to "if i ever talk to a man again i want you to be disappointed in me" ?
-> yourusername u were disappointed in me nonetheless fym
-> logansargeant i
-> maxverstappen1 i can tell we would be great friends yourusername
-> logansargeant no way
logansargeant what happened to BIOLOGY you were supposed to be STUDYING
-> yourusername i did study
-> yourusername his anatomy
-> alex_albon logan just deleted this app i hope you're happy
-> username Y/N PLEASE HESITATE
-> username CRYINF SHE'S SO UNHINGED
username the way i can feel logan's mortification through the screen 😭😭
username when will it be me
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-> yourusername this might be my favourite comment ever i adore u
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username everyday i learn something new about y/n and everyday i praise the lord that i can exist at the same time as her
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charles_leclerc you're in her dms, i wrote a song for her in under a day when we weren't even dating. we are not the same.
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username CRYING WHAT THE FUCK
username oh my god is this real
username CRYING THE SONG IS TOO GOOD
username HIS VLOCE JIS VOICE HIS VLICE HIS VOICE
username going crazy rn what the fuck
username HELLO?????? WHAT IS THIS
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-> username HE PULLS??? HE PULLED HER???
username this is life altering
username shaking from excitement i cannot WAIT for logan to download instagram again and be Surprised
landonorris disgusting
-> charles_leclerc forgive me for not wanting to hide my love ☹️
-> username NAH WHO GOT HIM LIKE THIS
username "thinking bout her eyes every hour she's my wildflower" OH HE'S IN LOVEEEE LOVE
username his voice oh my god
-> username tears dripping down my thighs
-> username OHMYGOD
maxverstappen1 "we are not the same" thank god
-> charles_leclerc bubonic plague 🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠🦠
-> username nurse he's out 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
-> username nah who got him being funny
-> username DID PEOPLE SERIOUSLY NOT LISTEN TO THE SONG
-> username NO WAY THAT'S Y/N AT THE END
-> username "okaaaaaaay" CRYINF I LOVE THEM
username my life has been divided into before this song and after this song and im so grateful for that
username i think the most important thing here is who out of all his friends owns a toyota in which the heat don't work
username crying bc wdym charles wrote a song for his gf when they weren't even dating
username in love with y/n's voice at the end WHY IS THAT SO CUTE
-> username screaming i need this song injected in my veins
yourusername craaaaaaaazy how u never told me that ⁉️
-> charles_leclerc details details
yourusername cool song
-> charles_leclerc thank you i wrote it for my girlfriend
yourusername AHSHDHDJJSJSJAJS IN LOVE THIS WAS SO GOOD UR VOICE IS INSANE I LOVE IT SO MUCH
-> charles_leclerc THANK YOU !! ❤️
-> username they make me SICK
-> username calm bf 🤝 hyperactive gf
username the most important question is did logan re download this app
-> yourusername he did but then he saw this post, heard the song and deleted it again
-> yourusername he's just bitter i am bsfs with max before him
-> logansargeant disowned
-> yourusername my grad pic on the mantle BEGS to differ !!!!!! u are on the piano u have no room to talk
-> logansargeant i'm pushing you out of this year's christmas card
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yourusername got him to say he would still love me if i was a worm n now we go on walks and i point at every worm and say sorry i can't be her
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username my roman empire the fuck
username the way their personalities crash when will it be me
username THE CAPTION IM SCREAMING
username the way she will never let that man know peace and i am so EXCITED
username she's so unhinged i love her
username LET IT ONCE BE ME PLEASEEE
username blocked (im laying on the highway tonight)
username the way i know logan had to be sedated
-> username my man did nothing wrong why are they torturing him 😭
alex_albon we're down one driver at williams
-> yourusername is it a good time to tell u that i recently got my license
-> logansargeant YOU FAILED YOUR TEST 5 TIMES FUCK OFFFFFFF
-> yourusername big emotions
-> username im cryinf what do you mean shw faield the test 5 TIMES ????
username LMAOO THE LAST SLIDE 😭😭😭 I LOVE HER
username parents dare i say
username max is not happy i can tell
-> yourusername i received a very strongly worded message from him yesterday and the only thing i could make out was that he's a bitch for charles like. a BITCH.
-> maxverstappen1 blasphemy
-> logansargeant NO WAY you're buddies with MAX VERSTAPPEN before ME back OFFFFFF
-> yourusername nurse he is out again 🗣️🗣️🗣️
-> username what are they doing to my boy 😭
logansargeant y/n please. THINK.
-> yourusername i did
-> logansargeant AND ?
-> yourusername he's nice i will keep him
-> logansargeant NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
-> yourusername god forbid a girl wants to date a questionable man
-> charles_leclerc ?
username crazy how this is the most random couple ever and we're instantly like PARENTS !!!!
-> username i for once love them like the cultural clashes we're gonna get heh
charles_leclerc my love please
-> yourusername my pronouns are she not her because i'll never be her 🪱
-> charles_leclerc stop
charles_leclerc and can you please tell your brother to hesitate before speaking? he just offered me candy and a dollar to break up with you
-> yourusername FUCK U I AM WORTH WAY MORE THAN CANDY AND A DOLLAR
-> charles_leclerc that is not the issue here
charles_leclerc pretty girl
-> logansargeant keep your thoughts to yourself you hormonal vulgarian
-> yourusername TIME OUT FOR U let my bf live
-> charles_leclerc this is how my life is going to be from now on?
-> yourusername are u complaining (threatening)
-> username i KNOW logan is shaking behind the screen he just called charles leclerc a hormonal vulgarian
-> username sibling rage takes people places they wouldn't go with a gun
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-> yourusername u should see what his texts look like
-> yourusername "you need an excoeciscism for the demon in u it might an issue idk" followed by quora links
-> username siblings ❤️
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charles_leclerc silently working on our own little crafts in the same room tonight, queen? ❤️
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-> yourusername he has one in every colour with diff fonts :((((
-> username GOODBYE
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-> username charles might've just set a standard idk NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS
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-> landonorris how do you even manage to do that
-> yourusername if u think women don't belong in stem just say that
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-> charles_leclerc shame on you
-> landonorris WJAT DID I DO
-> username crying they're terrorizing people for fun 😭
-> username we deserve this
yourusername fighting demons (a degree that i chose to study) to be on my phone bc my BOYFRIEND posted
-> charles_leclerc don't give logan more reasons to send me vaguely veiled threats
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-> logansargeant sending him links on how people got away with murder is HARDLY a threat idk why you're like this
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-> logansargeant i judt tfeew up
-> yourusername leave me ALONE
username i hope all the happy couples break up (why couldn't it be me in a relationship)
username SCREAMING HE'S SO DOWN BAD
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Hi, Talis! I have a bit of a random question - do you have any sort of 'starter pack' recommendations for Chinese dramas? (I've really been enjoying Mysterious Lotus Casebook, but haven't been sure where to go from there.)
oooooh, EXCELLENT question!!
If we're going via "these men are in love but [CENSORSHIP SIREN RINGS LOUDLY]" then I'd go for
Guardian: semi-modern sci-fi/fantasy featuring a chaotic bisexual detective and the all-powerful god-like uptight professor he bothers into loving him. 10/10, bonkers CGI and ridiculous side characters only add to the enjoyment
2. Sound of Providence/Ultimate Note (really any of The Lost Tomb series but these are my personal favourites). Three idiots that call themselves The Iron Triangle (said idiots are a genius, a wiseguy, and a semi-immortal amnesiac) and their various tomb-raiding adventures!
Also has iconic side characters, might I add. The chronology of this whole series is so baffling and ridiculous I may have to make a video about it, but these two series hold a special place in my heart - they came out within weeks of each other, but in one the characters are in their 40s and in the other they're like... 22? at most? ICONIC, BEAUTIFUL, SHOWSTOPPING-
also the genius and the immortal amnesiac are in love, and the wiseguy is basically their third, it's a whole thing
3. Under the Skin
modern day crime series, featuring a detective and an artist. The artist is a SAVANT who can basically draw ANYTHING he puts his mind to, but in the past it meant he accidentally got an undercover cop killed without knowing. A few years later, he decides to become a police sketch artist as repentance. Said cop was our detective's mentor, and he's still salty about it but OH LOOK, THEY'VE BEEN PARTNERED UP!
4. WORD OF HONOR
my favourite of the fantasy homoerotic dramas, and the one that inspired me to start writing a video essay about them. Two soulmates meet who are destined for nothing but misery - one is trying to destroy the entire martial arts world for revenge and the other is an ex-assassin who's chosen to die slowly as penance for his murders. Through each other (and their idiot adopted son) they find happiness, kinda. This show is part of why I liked Mysterious Lotus Casebook so much - very similar found-family vibes, except they start out as enemies in MLC, whereas in this they start out as reluctant allies.
non-extremely-homoerotic recs:
Love Story Between Fairy and Devil
Evil being who has been trapped in a magical prison escapes said prison by accidentally body-swapping with an innocent fairy, but even after they swap back, he's tied to her (feels pain when she does, etc.) and so has to keep her around against his will. Enemies to lovers gorgeousness.
2. 19th Floor
fantasy/sci-fi drama where a group of strangers get thrust into an AI world (in a good way, the way AI ACTUALLY MEANS) where if you get hurt in the game, you go into a coma in real life. Every level has a different extremely fucked up mechanic to solve, and the cast are an absolute delight, also the main male lead is played by one of my favourite actors, so I'm slightly biased. Extremely cuntslay show.
3. My Journey to You
A group of female assassins go undercover in a kingdom to apply to be wives to the royals in order to take them down from the inside but OH NO, MIGHT THEY ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH THEIR TARGETS???? Also the female assassins are weirdly sapphic with each other, which I thoroughly enjoyed, and Esther Yu is one of the hottest women to ever exist and you may quote me on that.
gif from here: https://talistheintrovert.tumblr.com/post/730663645629054976 because it wouldn't let me do it properly (credit: @xiaolanhua )
4. You Are My Glory
dorky romance between two of the most stunningly beautiful people I've ever seen in my life, seriously, it's ridiculous. Their chemistry is good, the story is easy, and it's generally a fun, romantic watch.
5. Love You Seven Times
two gods(?) forced to live seven different lifetimes together because of a mishaps, it's glorious, it's gender envy, it's enemies to friends to lovers to enemies to lovers to friends to lovers excellence.
6. Till the End of the Moon
Did you like Love Between Fairy and Devil? then you'll LOVE this show, which has functionally the same plot, except that the female lead KNOWINGLY tries to seduce the future evil villain in order to either assassinate him or stop him from becoming evil, it's a coin toss for her. A brilliant show with fantastic performances and some of the best costume design on this list (which is a high bar, the costumes in all these shows serve unbelievable amounts of cunt).
I hope those are enough to keep you going for a little while! I'm always here to answer rec asks fr, it's one of my favourite things.
Anyway, I'm off to cross the nullabor, so I'll be out of range for the next few days, I hope you enjoy this nonsense!
#cdrama#recs#word of honor#under the skin#the lost tomb#guardian#ultimate note#the sound of the providence#love story between fairy and devil#19th floor#my journey to you#you are my glory#love you seven times#till the end of the moon
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Do you have any headcanons as to velvette’s sexuality? Doesn’t have to be anything about a ship. I’ve been looking for wlw headcanons, and while I do adore Chaggie, I want to hear more about the other queer women in the show!
I do! I headcanon her as bisexual and aromantic. As I've mentioned before, Velvette has a complicated relationship with men. She finds men attractive and enjoys it when an attractive (and probably very brave) man asks her out, and they can have a good time. But most of the time, she finds them annoying, either too boring or too toxic. She has never met a man she would find as intense as her without him trying to dominate her. She finds those attempt disgusting and effort required to deal with men completely not worth it.
During her mortal life, she was too consumed by jealousy to truly understand how much said jealousy is fueled by desire. But after death, when she got rid of her insecurities and felt empowered, she realized how much she really appreciates femininity. She's aesthetically obsessed with female bodies but not in a creepy, male-gazey way. She doesn't feel the need to own or dominate them; she just wants to put them in nice, comfortable clothes that lend them the empowerment she feels and admire how good they look. She sometimes has temporary girlfriends, her favorite muses whom she likes to spoil with her money. But it never lasts for long because, like other messed up and evil people, she has serious intimacy issues and can't get attached. Since she doesn't have time, nor patience to establish relationships - even purely sexual - she sometimes visits Valentino's establishment. Girls working there are always happy to see her (though let's be honest, the bar is low) because she treats them well, and if someone becomes her favorite, she goes out of her way to protect her from Val's aggression.
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Chiss Fan Survey 2023
Here's the results of the Chiss fan survey for this year! We had a huge turnout, with 464 responses! Here's a link to the slide deck if that's more accessible for you.
First some demographics: most people surveyed came from Twitter but we also had a pretty good turnout from Tumblr this year!
The majority of people surveyed still came from the United States, but we also had some new countries make it on the map this year.
Most people fell within the 18-34 age range.
As always, I love how Thrawn attracts the autistic audience. Interestingly, the same percentage of people said they’re neurodivergent this year as did last year, but the proportion of them that are autistic grew by about 7%.
Again just a disclaimer that these results are not necessarily representative of the overall Thrawn fan community as I reach a very specific demographic, but over half of the people surveyed are women and almost a third are non-binary. 20% identify as transgender.
About a third of people surveyed are bisexual or pansexual.
Another thing I love is how many people in the community fall under the asexual and aromantic umbrellas. Asexuality is the second most common sexuality reported on this survey.
There’s about 8% fewer single people and 4% more married people than last year so congratulations!
A new question this year is how people's partners feel about Star Wars. For most, it seems they’re the bigger Star Wars fan between them and their partner(s)
Moving on to the actual Thrawn questions, the majority of people surveyed got into Thrawn around 2020.
The spikes on the read/watch order graph show the most popular reading/watch order, so Rebels> Thrawn> Alliances> Treason> Chaos Rising> Greater Good> Lesser Evil> Ahsoka.
Most people had seen Star Wars Rebels and read at least Thrawn (2017).
Over half of people surveyed have read Heir to the Empire, and overall more people report reading Legends than in last year’s survey.
To get the book ranking, I gave each book an average rank based on people's votes and ordered them that way. Thrawn 2017 was by far the most popular of the books.
The most popular choice for a new book book was an "Eli Vanto in the Ascendancy" book.
Despite Ahsoka filling in what happened after Rebels, the percentage of people who are interested in a Thrawn and Ezra Post-Rebels story has not decreased and has in fact increased slightly.
The love for Thranto is very apparent in the ship portion of the survey.
There’s also a good percentage of people who don’t ship Thrawn with anyone, and then OC or selfships are also somewhat popular.
I included a reminder as to what the Thrawn Designs options were. Ascendancy Thrawn was far and away the most popular design for Thrawn. People also liked the 2018 comic version. Least popular was the Heir to the Empire comic design.
Despite what people may have expected, overall Chiss fans were happy with Live Action Thrawn.
In particular, they liked the casting and the dialogue. The most disliked bits were Thrawn’s storyline and inconsistencies with the books.
I also need it to be noted that more than one person wrote in that they liked “how cunty" live action Thrawn was.
Thrawn fans get involved in several different ways
Almost a third have made Thrawn art and 40% wrote something.
Several people went to the Chiss fan meetup this year.
60% of people bought something Thrawn related.
Books was the top item purchased, with over half of people who bought something buying at least one book and most buying several books.
Comics were also popular with the reprinting of the 2018 comic.
Please let me know if you have any questions or would like me to cross-analyze anything!
#twitter saw it first#thrawn fans survey#survey#thrawn#chiss#chiss fan survey#ahsoka#mitth'raw'nuruodo
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this bullshit discourse around cishet aromantic men is driving me insane and im not aromantic or aspect in the slightest but i gotta rant. because it's just getting very ridiculous at this point, because people make assumptions about everyone and also want to twist the definition of being queer- for some reason?? 1) "well- well they dont get oppressed!! >:(" sorry, pause, why the FUCK are we making "oppression" a part being lgbtq+ ? is this some new fucking requirement?? are you people okay?? i dont give a fuck if some queer child has had the best life ever in a super inclusive area from the second they were born, i would be happy for them?? maybe you should too? listen, ive faced oppression for being bisexual, and have felt envious of those with accepting family and whatnot, but what im not going to do is discredit my fellow queer person for facing "less" or no oppression at all for their identity. crazy take, but i think the goal should be to reduce queer oppression...
and oppression is not... some fixed scale type of thing, someone was trying to say that being asked "when will you get married?" to aro people wasn't oppression. as if that is not the only thing aro people face, as if instituitions like marriage dont exist, with certain economic benefits aro people can't partake in, and social constructs making certain people seem "weird" and straight up ostracized from social groups if they choose not to partake in romance.
2) amatonormativity is a thing, look it up. i get that it may be frustrating if you are allo to accept that youve been taught a lot of stuff about romance that seems magical and all encompassing and you dont want to give it up, but no one is asking you to do that. i used to be taken aback at some things aro folks pointed out, but as ive read more, ive realized that romance is wonderful to some people but shouldnt be held up as the ultimate pedestal in society. so, romanticize romance and whatnot if you personally want to, but understand that certain social constructs may harm people, especially those who do not want relationships for whatever reason. plus, learning about amatonormativity has helped me positively go about my own relationships- platonic and otherwise! 3) im gonna piss people off with this one, but please stop with the bullshitty radfem takes about cishet men being the ultimate spawn of satan, or something. the jokes here and there were one thing, but some of you guys actually believing that most of what cishet men do is inherently evil is legitimately concerning and this doesnt do much to actually help any matters. no, the man choosing to have another hookup this week or continuing to fuck a female friend-with-benefits isnt the ultimate enemy here against women. most takes on "hookup culture" generalize a lot of people's experiences, and i know there is research backing multiple perspectives on this, but at the end of the day what needs to be realized is that you cannot stop two consenting people from doing things together. it has no impact on you, and does not have a grand impact on society. unless you have definitive proof that whatever evil man you're talking about is "using women", there's no point to what you are saying, and if there is such a man, cishet aro men still are legitimate in their identity. would you exclude gay people from the community because of gay people who do bad things? would you do that for most identities? no? what makes this so drastically different, then? dont pull the oppression argument again for the love of god anyways, i hope all the cishet aro men and aro people in general are having a nice day. you will always be a part of the lgbtq+ community. dont let anyone tell you otherwise, or discredit you for the amount of "oppression" you face, as im sure they dont know half of any struggles you have. and if you (or any queer person in general) do happen to have few struggles, im very happy for you, as that's how it should be!!
#rant#i genuinely cannot stand this discourse anymore#discourse critique#queer#aro#aromantic#arophobia#tw arophobia#scarletspider-lily#long post#btw im not aro so if i got smth wrong lmk but ya!
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" Hoss, I want you to pray to your god. I want you to pray that he comes and saves you. I want lightning to come down and crash upon my fuckin' head! "
-> So you're a little devil, huh? Come to drag me and my kin to Hell? Well, not today, Satan!
Martha headcanon dump / Interest check. Drop a 🩸 in the replies if you have interest interacting with her, and if you're a multimuse yourself, let me know who you want me to toss her at.
Born in dark baptism of blood and raised in cannibalism & devil worship, Martha is deeply entrenched in damnation and has never desired any other sort of way of being. This is how she is, pure, brutal, raw, sadistic, and hungry for pain and torment. She is an evil soul looking to make the best of her life and live in hedonism, pure and simple.
Her particular worship involves Mammon, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Lucifer, Satan, and a little bit of Lilith. These are the ones who have called to her as her prime sins are Greed, Lust, Gluttony, Pride, and Wrath. However, even if she does worship and offer tribute to them, there's not always someone on the other line - she does get left on read quite often by some of them.. namely Lucifer, who wants little to nothing to do with Sinners in the first place. Still, she calls, and gets aggravated when he doesn't answer. Later I would like to do a post for what she does in regards for her worship of these Infernals, but for now this is what I got. uvu
Martha is not exclusive in her selection of course, she is very open to work with many demons who catch her ear and tempt her with their call. Any who are willing to work with her, any who she might have caught the eye of have a very good chance of working with her. She is willing to do a great many hideous things, she has no restraint except for her family. Speaking of..
Martha is a serial black widower - or, well, she was. There's a long trail of dead vows hanging from her wedding band, tons of hearts of thirsty & lecherous wealthy men left 'pon on her altar to the delicious King Asmodeus ( 'the one true man who knows how to really please a woman.' ). The husband-killing stopped when Ralphie just would not fuckin' die! She tried everything; poisoning, concussions, hitting him with her car, drowning him after hitting him with a motorboat, and straight up electrocuting his ass in the bathtub.
She finally stopped trying when he caught her shotgun shells in his teeth. Man's hardy and is sickly, deeply, twistedly, and hopelessly in love with Martha, and she finally came to respect and admire that, even more so when she began introducing him to the darker aspects of her life such as cannibalism, human taxidermy, and ritualistic killings. She gained a partner-in-crime, true and honest. What she has for him isn't really true love as much as it is a very deep affection and attraction, and he doesn't mind, so long as they can keep on keeping on. They both popped out a couple of children, and the rest is history.
Excellent cook, excellent baker, excellent little house wife who serves up the image of a godly woman quite well. She saves face by going to church on Sundays just to spend her Sunday nights doing very special dark rituals. Duality of woman!
Very vivid in her sexuality. She has a taste for both men and women (bisexual).
While in Hell, she is veeeery curious who it is that got that hit put on her. There's a damn good many who would want her dead, so she doesn't right away suspect only Mayberry. She sees this as some business as deathright to wrap up. She has her ear out. That said, of course Martha is happy in Hell, this is where she wanted to be! She just wasn't ready yet. She wanted to live longer, so revenge is definitely on the mind.
Has a lovely two story cabin in Hell that she and Ralphie both slaughtered the previous owners of and claimed dominion over with their children. The owners, once resurrected, sure learned to stop coming back and left the property well alone.
She is a lovely neighbor of Cannibal Town. Enjoys the festivities a lot! Very active participant in the community even though she doesn't live within the city limits exactly, just somewhere outside of them. Seeks to make a nice relationship with Rosie. :)
The idea of becoming an Overlord is intriguing to her, and it's an idea she is definitely playing around with. For now, her soul belongs to no one.
Martha is still very much into the Kings and Queens she worshiped while she was alive and even has altars to them! Still pays tribute and still carries out rituals in their names. That part of her isn't going away.
I am playing with her from when she was alive and while she is in Hell. Both are going to be fun. :]
Drawing inspiration from .. Tiffany Valentine, Rob Zombie's music and bits of his movies ( "I am the Devil, and I am here to do the Devil's work." ) , and Texas Chainsaw.
Please note: This is devil worship done in the stereotypical Hellaverse & Horror Movies way with a little more knowledge of the actual demons - this is not an accurate depiction of the followings of these actual Infernal Divines.
#testing; martha.#(( idk what the interest gauge is for her but she SURE IS HERE ALIVE AND DEAD LOL. ))
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BATTLE BEAST's NOORA LOUHIMO Shares Message In Support Of Pride Month
BATTLE BEAST's Noora Louhimo has shared a message in support of LGBTQ+ Pride Month. Taking place in June, Pride Month is a time when the lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender community, their supporters, and allies come together to celebrate love, diversity, acceptance, and unashamed self-pride.
On Saturday (June 1),Noora took to her Instagram to write: "WONDERFUL PRIDE month for LBTGQ+ communities and everyone who agrees for equal love, self and sexuality. I hope that one day we could live in a world where equality would be the norm in all communities.
"As a woman, I unfortunately still face unequal treatment and a certain kind of sexism seems to be built into people's core behavior (which comes from home education) and some don't even realize they are sexist. Also women towards other women and themselves. For example, it is really sad to see/hear women criticizing other women and their sexual expression or showy appearance/dressing. EVERYONE'S OWN LOOK has been the only way for women to express themselves and their own values since time immemorial. The cloak of shame was not invented by women. But unfortunately, instead of encouraging self-expression, we bark and be mean. What one says about another comes from how you see yourself and your own fear.
"Let's take off those cloaks of shame and burn them at the stake. Let's be on each other's side. Let's be on the side of those who need it. Let's jump into other people's shoes and understand that equal treatment is not an everyday life for everyone, but a struggle for it every day.
"The fact that I dress the way I want, demand respectful and equal treatment, am strong-willed, ambitious and determined, speak up for others and myself does not make me a 'bitch'. Crying, talking about my feelings/thoughts and being emotional to everyone doesn't make me weak. It makes me strong and happy when I am openly myself. At the same time, I want to encourage and support others to do the same.
"THIS IS WHY I HAVE THE BATTLE VITCH HORNS OF COURAGE. And I will always continue to fight for equality. In this world, evil is putting oneself above others, narrow realities and being greedy.
"I hope that I can have at least a little influence on how people treat each other with my own example.
"LOVE AND PEACE AND PRIDE
"#pride #equality #humanity #goodvalues #selfesteem #thecloakofshame #proudtobeme #proudofyou"
Louhimo revealed in November that she had been diagnosed with a ruptured left carotid artery, causing the postponement the band's tour. The 35-year-old Finnish musician has since said in an interview that she has "definitely started doing more warm-up before any singing and warming down and taking care of my overall health even more than before." She added: "I really appreciate life more now. I'm thankful for each and every day and every moment that I get to live, I get to love, I get to see. I get to see people. I get to be with my loved ones and with my animals here at home. And now I get to tour in the places that I've always dreamed of. And it's not something that you should take [for] granted."
When Louhimo first revealed her diagnosis seven months ago, she wrote on her social media: "I went to be examined because of a weird pain in the left side of my neck, throat, ear and chin. At ultrasound examination the doctor found the rupture that had already started healing, and he saved my life. I was hospitalized for more exams and finally got confirmation of the situation. I was ordered to have a break on everything that might stress or increase my blood pressure for the next month. Otherwise, I could have a stroke. As you know how passionate I am as a singer and performer, the blood pressure getting high is a guarantee. So, I did not want to take the risk to die with my boots on, not quite yet".
Louhimo joined BATTLE BEAST in 2012 with no previous experience as a metal vocalist but quickly acclimated herself as the replacement for Nitte Valo (a.k.a. Nitte Vänskä).
Less than two years ago, Noora, who in 2021 released her debut solo album, "Eternal Wheel Of Time And Space", under the NOORA LOUHIMO EXPERIENCE banner, admitted publicly that she had been struggling with eating disorders and her weight since she was "a little child" and said that she was "still trying to find a balance." She added that she had "been depressed and anxious sometimes 'without a reason'."
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Do you mind if I ask your top 10 favorite characters (can be male or female) from all of the media that you loved (can be anime/manga, books, movies or tv series)? And why do you love them? Thanks....
the issue here is i have a recency issue. they cycle out depending on what i’ve consumed recently. so ill forget a blorbo and be sad about it. also i have a predilection for sad little bisexual guys so it’s very skewed
1. one of my OGs is will parry from his dark materials. he’s of that type of male character that is relentlessly kind shonen protagonist who keeps being forced into violence but doesnt want to. also the original book boyfriend next to percy jackson. 12 year old me was obsessed. i loved prince caspian and half the narnia boys for the same reason, and when i watched fullmetal alchemist this was why alphonse elric was my favorite elric brother. (this is also why i love yuji, tanjiro, and deku very dearly)
2. probably one of my first blorbos of all time was elphaba from wicked, hence my old URL. reading that book too early changed my brain chemistry. area leftist of a marginalized identity maligned by society and also bisexual as hell. she will always be my first and forever girly. you can imagine what happened to me when i met wei wuxian, who is essentially the same character. i went nuts
3. the funny little bisexual man who covers his pain with humor and cares so deeply usually goes on the list. one of my first was and always will be Sokka, but percy jackson fills this role as well as my beloveds, Satoru Gojo, and Vash the Stampede
4. funny little bisexual man who covers his pain with humor and is doomed by the narrative could cover many already mentioned but Nicholas D. Wolfwood remains the pinnacle. he’s very important to me. ive made a lot of posts about him but him representing this existential dread that you’ll die before you find happiness haunts me
5. the secondary villain who becomes a begrudging part of the team for comedy also always is a favorite but Greed from FMA has always stuck with me. an embodiment of one of humanity’s sins finding peace because the thing he most coveted became the love of others and not material wants got my ass
6. i understand there arent many women on this list and while i have favorite female characters in many pieces of media they dont often make the top list, however asajj ventress goes on the list. her story even before dark disciple is one of the best in star wars. as u can tell i have a predilection for evil women maligned in society
7. maul is also one of my favorites of all time. they really resurrected him and made him the most compelling in the narrative. the tragedy that he wont let go even in his last moments always gets me. watching twin suns actually broke me. his story in rebels was airing in a part of my life where i really identified with him as someone gifted yet ignored and thrown away and it got me
8. shocking absolutely no one, while sailor moon is one of my favorite pieces of media of all time and it is largely about women, my blorbo is tuxedo mask, mamoru chiba, the like ONE guy. he’s pathetic, he’s bisexual, and he’s also one of my first anime crushes of all time. more importantly he has been wronged by many adaptations and i must fight for his honor.
9. the Doctor remains ever important to me, especially 9, but them as a character. probably the same as Vash and Xie Lian, the sad immortal character cursed to constantly be alone who doesn’t want to hurt people always gets my ass
10. Rapunzel from Tangled has always been a very special blorbo for reasons i wont share online but that series had my ass in a vice grip for a reason
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I see blogs like this and I'm happy that you're able to reconcile being gay with Mormonism but how?
I am an ex-Protestant who used to be devoted. I think the Bible is very clear on homosexuality and it's not positive. Perhaps the 'boy shall not lay with man' verse was an error of translation—according to the argument that I've seen—but are you going to say that about the story of Sodom and Gomorrah + Paul's infamous verse, where he mentions homosexuals in the list of the wicked who will not inherit the Kingdom of God? The specific verse is 1 Corinthians 6:9.
Knowing what I know, I would feel very conflicted if I were gay (I'm bisexual) and seeking to be authentically religious. Now, if you're choosing to be celibate, then forget what I said.
But what about those who want to embrace their same-sex attraction and get into relationships/fornicate with the same sex? Wouldn't that create some cognitive dissonance somewhere? Jesus said that he will spit out the lukewarm, for they are neither hot nor cold and that he would prefer that they would be either.
That's why I chose to leave altogether. Without the religious blinders on, I can look at the text from a secular perspective and understand that the texts reflected their time period. That homosexuality was discouraged, not necessarily because it was objectively "evil" but because it would harm society or something to let it run rampant.
This was a whole ramble. It's just strange to see others just embracing themselves AND being religious, while I've had to battle with a lot of inner conflict because of this.
So, how do you do it without feeling 'fake'?
To say I've reconciled being gay and Christian is a bit too strong, I'd say it's a struggle.
One way I try to make it work is to really look at the clobber verses of the Bible that are used against gay people. I do not think they say what a lot of people assume they do. You're welcome to look at what I've posted about those verses. Here's one on the 'don't lie with man as with a woman.' You mentioned Sodom, a classic example of people reading it with the assumption they already know what it's about and missing the real point of the story. And then there's Paul, and people love to say he was against gay sex, but they fail to heed many of his other words such as that he wishes nobody had sex and if you can't hack that then get married.
I don't expect everyone to agree with those interpretations of the scriptures, but I do hope it provokes some thinking. Why do we accept the idea that being gay is a sin, but we disregard other things in the Bible that would crimp our modern lifestyle?
The Bible includes many things we reject today, such as slavery and women as property. Christians take Christ's teaching that the greatest commandments are to love God, and to love others as yourself, and use that to reinterpret what's in the Bible. Are things like slavery Biblical? Yes. Are they Christlike? No.
This is the community I was raised in. I know the goodness of the people, and I also know the cruelty that's been done in the name of their religious beliefs. I try to use the language of religion to counter the bigotry directed towards gay people and to show the overarching themes of the gospel are love, inclusion, doing good to others, looking out for each other, and so on. Homophobia and transphobia don't fit with those themes.
I'm glad you've had a chance to view the church's teachings and the Bible verses from a secular viewpoint and been able to remove that dissonance from your life. Most queer people leave Christianity. I think it's sad that when someone comes out as queer that people assume it's just a matter of time before they leave their church, because that says a lot about the church, there's a problem there and wish more Christians recognized it.
I can't fix my church or Christianity. But I can share my thoughts and story and in that way I hope builds some understanding.
I wish you peace and happiness
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"Painkillers. I think I must have taken every pill short of the ones they use for birth control. I mean, like, I wouldn't know how to begin to get pregnant, but I could deal with modern technology coming up with a treatment to ease this one pain that won't let me rest in peace sometimes.
I may not be anybody's prize-winning puppy, but I'm all I've got and I like to take good care of the old girl. It took me a long time to understand the kid and get used to my evil ways, but I came around, I like being a butch. I like being with other butches with our nicknames and ball games- women with muscles and pretty faces. I don't believe in bisexuals and cannot for the life of me find a femme. I don't like men and I don't let them fuck me.
For me to live in this man's world, I need some kind of painkiller, something I can pull out at a moment's notice and put between me and the men on the street, because sometimes, I could really kill 'em. They're just the foulest beasts walking on two feet and they're always in packs, just like dogs. It wouldn't be so bad if the women that like them so much would keep them on leashes, curb them, and shoot the strays, but the dudes be all over the place pissing and dropping their turds every which way. And even faggots piss on trees.
So, like, between the men and the dogs, I need some way to keep the weight off my head. I live in New York City, and we dykes may be everywhere like the t-shirts and buttons say, but there aren't that many of us running around loose and free. And I get tired of watching my back and front, and having to look sideways because these men are so damn crazy.
It's not like there's a neighborhood or a space that's all our own where we could have gone to, hung out at, and worked through our growing pains as baby butches. I guess a lot of us learned our ways alone and in secret and we still come out with all the different styles of butches. I really dig on how I can always tell another butch, even if she's in straight drag.
I know for me, I used to read a lot of books. They had this soft-core pornography in the sixties that I gobbled up as a young girl, with titles like Strange Friends, Forbidden Love, The Twilight World, and The Lonely People. On the covers there'd be these women looking very unhappy, like they were yearning for something they'd never be able to have. I could tell just by the titles which books were meant to be about me, and after a while, I knew that if the last page had a man and a woman talking together, it wasn't a happy ending.
It was hard buying the happy endings. I was in my early teens going to the counter with all the shame and fear that the man I'd have to pay would know what I was reading about, and by that, know what it was- something bad, a subject for pornography. I'd sneak the books into the house and wouldn't even want to share them with my brother, who'd been my first and best friend, and is one man I'd kill for still. I'd feel worse about myself, because he and I had always shared our various and assorted treasures like dirty books, but not these: I'd read them by myself under the covers with a flashlight and hide them under my mattress until Friday, when my mother would change the sheets, and on that day, I'd hide my secret life in the closet.
I used to buy the idea that I was "sick." The "sick" theory gave me some whys and wherefores about the way I had to take to bed to learn about what straight boys and girls are able to go find out with each other in alleyways, backyard, parks, and the movies. I didn't know then that what I was reading was truly the perverted version. That pornography was written for straight men- including all the psycho-socio-anthropological scientific bullshit studies on gay women were written by Ph.D.s.
I look back now and see where those books and their ideas rotted my guts and crippled my moral structure. The real crouch and limp came from the drafting of my people - women-loving women- as the whipping girls so that straight society could feel high and holy.
Folks can see the most honorable and upright butch bopping the streets, minding her own business, and they can have a righteous fit over her. We don't have to do anything except be our natural selves and some of these people will think they have a perfect right to use us as toilet paper and then go home to plot us into their fantasies. Men always do this to women any which way: wiping all their mess on some woman who is by herself and they're in a bunch in front of their corner store. After they make their little comments and noises, they're all smiling and at ease and feeling good and cooled out with each other.
If you watch the woman, she looks embarrassed and angry. She feels stupid and she's usually trying to cover that up and pretend that none of it affects her. Now if she's the type of butch who won't calmly take the shit, the men will have to work harder to take it to another level if they want the satisfaction that comes from wiping a person away. They have to go and tell each other that she wants to be a man, or they can act as if they just can't understand "freaks" and how, "If she wants to be a man so bad, why doesn't she come out and fight like one?" Then that dude's brothers can go into their man act and have the pleasure of holding him back from suppposedly going after her ass. They'll be soothing themselves while trying to pull this one and be saying, "Hey, man. You got to be cool, because that is a woman and when she meets the right fella, she'll straighten up and fly right." And he says, "Yeah, man, I just got all beside myself. Bulldaggers and faggots, jim. Hey: you know they both use toilet paper for padding," and they laugh and slap five and their eyes are shining. Their whole beings lighten up. They've jerked off and are relieved.
Okay, that's them. They got to feeling whole and healthy, but the butch-type woman who said, "Fuck y'all. You can keep your shit and kiss my ass behind it," is mad as hell and fit to be tied. She doesn't have anybody on hand that she can make sense to. There's no dog she can kick or make a nigger out of to transfer her shit to, so she's got to carry the load and steam with those juices, sweating it out alone. She probably takes it home and finds it in the mirror in frowns and frustration.
So you can see why I talk about a painkiller. I would like to have a pill that I could share with everybody fair and square. We'd all pop it and come the next day, the streets would be cleared of men, the straight women would loosen up, and the butches would be at least with each other. That's what I would call medical attention for a serious disease that's getting epidemic. I think we should give the afflicted hope: let them know: homophobia can be cured."
"Butch on the Streets, 1981" by Donna Allegra, The Persistent Desire: A Butch/Femme Reader, edited by Joan Nestle (1992)
#the persistent desire#the persistent desire: a butch femme reader#Joan nestle#Donna Allegra#lesbian#lesbianism#lesbian history#butch#butch lesbian#femme#femme lesbian#butch history#butch lit#butchfemme#butchfemme history#lgbtq+#lesbian lit
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Happy Pride Month!
Happy Pride Month everyone! Hope you all are doing okay! Be safe and have fun celebrating! You matter and who you love and who/what you identify as matters as well! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖
Last year I only managed to do this with Wicked Requiem. So this year in celebration, I decided to reveal the romantic and sexual orientation of Silent Tragedy! I hope you enjoy them, and I apologize if I unintentionally offend someone.
— Kanon
Aromantic Greysexual (Romance-Repulsed)
Kanon, unsurprisingly, has no interest in romance, and in fact, the very thought of it disgusts her. Even before her accident, Kanon knew she had no desire for romance, finding learning new things far more interesting. As far as Kanon is concerned, she would much rather have a person’s physical heart than any sort of love they can give her.
On matters of sex, Kanon has little to no interest in it. She does, however, feel sexual attraction on extremely rare occasions. Truthfully, Kanon finds her desire for sex irksome and would rather just ignore the feelings until it goes away. If that doesn't work well, Reika and Sakura are always there to lend her a hand.
On that note, Kanon’s relationship with Reika and Sakura goes deeper than most are aware. Even now, Kanon isn't quite sure how to describe it, and to be honest? She doesn't care to label it. As far as Kanon is concerned, Reika and Sakura are hers, and she'll rip apart anybody to shreds who tries to take them away from her.
— Reika
Demiromantic Bisexual
Reika’s feelings about romance are quite skewed. Growing up, she never really had a positive example of a healthy romance. It certainly left its mark on Reika as she has no problem manipulating people under the guise that she's “in love”. Even with any of her husbands, Reika never loved them. However, deep down she’s a bit curious about love and wonders if it's truly worth it.
On matters of sex, Reika has experimented with both men and women, although she slightly leans more towards women than men. Reika is actually quite open with her sexuality to the shock of the more conservative members of the upper class. Even a good part of her charity organization is dedicated to LGBTQ+ issues. Anyone who attempts to say anything horrible to her about that will find themselves a rotting corpse in the ground.
Nowadays, Reika is content with her relationship with Kanon and Sakura. To the point where she wouldn't even mind spending the rest of her life with them. Reika finds it hilarious that she’s had five husbands, and it’s Kanon and Sakura that she's seriously considering “until death do us part”. Something that surprises her.
— Sakura
Demiromantic Pansexual
As a busy yakuza boss, Sakura doesn't have time for romance. To be honest, the thought of falling in love frightens Sakura. She’s seen what happens when you do. For example, her own mother fell in love, and what did it get her? Killed by her lover’s jilted wife. So Sakura guards her heart fiercely, refusing to fall in love. However, lately, Sakura has been feeling something for Yano Ietsuna of Toyama and isn't sure what to make of it but she's trying.
On matters of sex, Sakura has slept with a variety of people across the gender spectrum, and as long as they consent, she is willing to sleep with anyone she finds attractive. As far as Sakura is concerned, she will sleep with whoever she wants to. Anyone who has an issue with that can take it up with the end of her gun.
Despite how they make her feel, Sakura doesn't know where she would be without Kanon and Reika. They see her as her and not as the bastard daughter or the ruthless yakuza boss. Something Sakura greatly appreciates. They may be morally evil bitches but god dammit they're her morally evil bitches. Kanon and Reika will always be hers until the three of them are standing in front of the gates of hell and even then Sakura won't let go.
#hypnosis microphone#hypnosis mic#hypmic#hypmic oc#hypnosis mic oc#shizuoka division#silent tragedy#kanon hojo#reika aichi#sakura kito#pride month#headcanons
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happy pride!
Felix is homoromantic homosexual and what he'd consider homoflexible; one night stands or fwb situations only for women due to no primary attraction- relationship wouldn't work out. binary trans guy, he/him
Volo is bisexual and a baby gay. were i to let him he would incorrectly try to use the demi label tbh. cis guy whose presentation becomes more queer the more older+powerful/evil he gets. masc for now, capability to go full femme.
Ingo is demiromantic asexual (but romantically sex positive), and trans guy.
Emmet is wildly, in your face pansexual. agender he/she pronouns.
ask me about my gays lest i make a way too long post about their nuances-
#ooc.#pride.#ask me about my gays regardless if it has to do with pride i am. chatty today#none of my muses use they/them for personal reasons but...maybe someday. i assume i'm subconsciously uncomfortable and projecting#i don't have any cishet muses either tho lmaooo
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Fusataro/Sumako... it's less of a one shot and more of an outline but. It's something for sure...
beCAUSE SOMEONE'S BRAINWORMS ARE INFECTIOUS
Warning; transphobia mentions
Fusataro at first is just annoyed at how Desir treats Sumako. Which eventually becomes protectiveness she can't act on. And then the underlying desire to help her is discovered to be a girl crush and she does not handle the lesbian epiphany of 'oh fuck, I know I like girls but this one...' very well.
She manages to play off asking to meet without their douji, saying it's just a social call. After all, they do need to get to know each other if they'll be working together.
She lies and tells her that she's meeting with all the evil douji masters like this.
It goes exceedingly well, they end up chatting about anything and everything. Fusataro learns that Sumako is actually not only fairly cheerful, but very smart. Sharp as a whip with certain things.
At the end of it, Sumako's kind of realized that it's a date. She likes 'him' well enough. It's almost painful when she comes out and admits that she's a lesbian. That she's really only been vaguely interested in Desir because she's never had anyone flirt with her before, much less such a feminine guy, so...
Fussa's gone quiet. Sumako is suddenly terrified that 'he' is going to lash out, remembering which douji he's the master of.
But Fusataro just stays quiet. She wants to blurt out that she is a woman... but the threat of ridicule or disgust from Sumako is one she won't test. Not with her upbringing. Not with the world they live in.
Sumako starts stuttering and blurting out apologies and that she had a really nice time and... Fusataro just sets a hand on her shoulder and smiles at her. Tells her it's no problem, but that she should at least stop letting Desir step all over her. She IS his master, after all.
Fusataro assures her it's okay. That she had a great time. She offers to walk her home, to which Sumako agrees. The talk lingers on sexuality, Fusataro saying she's bisexual, just has a preference for ladies usually, and they laugh together over shared experiences. They part on a happy note, at least.
Fusataro still chain smokes on the way back to her and Rage's place. Rage doesn't even have to pry for her to start venting to him. On one hand, her frustration and anger fuels him. On the other, it's so fucking annoying.
He complains about it to Paresse, who pokes Mizho, a known dyke, about it, who gossips about it to Kia.
Someone finds a way to subtly ask Sumako what she thinks about trans women, to which she responds that she doesn't care what a woman has, as long as she's nice and soft. She even shyly admits she's always been really curious about them.
And so the mission begins.
They're not going to just TELL Sumako that Fusataro is a butch trans woman, no, it's rude to out someone like that, they want it to come from Fusataro herself!
They try and plan a party to get them drunk, but one is, for some reason, always unable to make it.
Everything is going well, they're still trying to pair the two up during certain situations.
And disaster hits.
Someone has rediscovered an old interview with Fusataro from back in the band that brought up the fact that she'd been 'crossdressing' and her lack of denial about it at the time. It becomes a near scandal, though thankfully most don't care too much, it doesn't become mainstream and she manages to put out the embers before they can put her career up in flames. And it hurts. It hurts because she knows she's lying.
Under normal circumstances, Sumako would never even hear about it. But a parent of one of her students brings it up. Sumako has to fight down bile in her throat to not tell the parent off for how they're talking about Fusataro. She asks them to leave through gritted teeth, but has to take a moment to process this.
She decides to go to Mizho about it, knowing few other lesbians in her other circles. And Kia happens to be there, too. They try and avoid it, but end up admitting that yes, Fusataro is a closeted trans woman, but make her promise not to tell her who told her.
Now, through convolution after convolution, the ball is in Sumako's court. Because this changes everything.
Now Sumako is in on the mission. She tells them about the date, and they tell her what they'd been planning. (At this point, Desir has given up the ghost and is content with feeding on Sumako's desire for the other woman, but he's not particularly happy about it.)
They decide a second date is in order, but Sumako will be the one to bring up trans women. Pretend like she doesn't know anything and play the innocent card. She's good at that.
What she's not good at is getting up the courage to send the text and it takes one of the teen girls reaching over her shoulder and hitting the send button FOR her.
Needless to say, Fusataro is surprised to get the text from the teacher, asking if she was free for lunch sometime. She almost says no, but hell, why not? What can it hurt? She still wants to be friends with her, so... fuck it.
They're both pretty awkward to start with, but Fusataro manages to smooth it over. She's charismatic as hell, it's what she does. Sumako tries to think of a way to bring up the subject while listening to the producer talk about something. It clicks as Fusataro starts complaining about a client.
Oh, yeah, she understands how difficult people can be. She just had a parent come in and start bitching for no reason over a trans woman in something. How ridiculous, it didn't even relate to anything in the class, and besides, those girls don't hurt anyone.
Sumako can see the change in Fusataro's face as that subject is brought up. It's very similar to the look she made when Sumako came out to her, but... different. Then it changes into a smile and she agrees with her, how ridiculous people can be over stuff that isn't their business. Trying to divert the subject off of that.
But Sumako, keen to keeping kids on track in class, drags it right back. Asks what Fusataro thinks of trans people. What about ones who aren't out? Maybe ones who don't wanna go through the hassle of transitioning?
Pretty girls with beards and deep voices?
She can see the gears turning in Fusataro's head. Then the older woman's eyes narrow suddenly and a smile twitches at the edges of her lips as she leans forward.
Sumako's confidence evaporates like a drop of water on a frying pan and she blushes and starts stuttering.
"Who told you?"
Oh, she totally doesn't know what she's talking about! Her eyes are anywhere but Fusataro's pretty brown ones and that smile underneath them. But she keeps her secret! She wouldn't dare! After some laughter and teasing, they settle. After all this, it's easy. Sumako giggles and wonders out loud if that's why she liked their first date so much, because Fusataro was actually a woman!
It's practically history from then on. They have regular dates, end up being each other's beard and yet their lover all at once.
#fussa/sumako#YELLS#i dont remember if Sumako is her given or surname and i cannot be assed to search it right no#ress writes
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you when there's 4973490 movies portraying bi men as rapists and psychopaths: based
you when there's 3 whole movies where bi men are not the ultimate evil: idk this seems so weird. this is wrong. having bi men be the positive one is so fucked up. why isnt he raping anyone.
I know this is bait because I can’t even name a movie with bi male rapist in a movie off the top of my head so the idea that id ever be supportive of that is like basically as likely as me flying a commercial plane. But anyway let me actually be clear what I was talking about.
The tendency for recent tv shows and movies to portray bisexual people (men and women alike) as being secure in their sexuality from the get-go is adding to the narrative that bisexual people rarely feel conflicted about their sexuality.
Because is “everyone is a little bi” than actual bi people won’t ever feel conflicted, right? Right????
The reality is that bisexual people usually both have to reconcile with the fact that they like the same sex, and are attracted to both sexes This can be really difficult as a teenager and well into adulthood. For a lot people there isn’t just a switch in your head that’s like “I’m bisexual yayyy I will never ever doubt this. Yayyy I’m 100% secure in who I am. Yippee 🥳”. For most people it’s a difficult process coming to terms with your sexuality, and it’s actually quite rare that we’ve seen a specific bisexual perspective on that.
I’m not saying there needs to be a dark, troubled coming out story for every bisexual character that seemed to be the only story written for gay characters between 2000-2015. That type of representation/storytelling was a plague (especially whenever in the hands of straight writers).
What I’m saying is that bisexual characters feels as if they’ve lost all their specific nuances in the attempt to make happy-go lucky representation. They don’t really “feel bisexual” because often times they’re not written by actual bisexual people (usually they’re straight).
Cute depictions like the main character in RWRB should exist alongside more complex and interesting ones but apparently no one on this site believes nuance exists 🙄🙄
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Over sexualisation part four of women and young women
Here is another part where I’ve put glamour models into the excuse, when you look at pictures of Jordan surgeries and things like that , we have Jordan Jodie Marsh and some of the UK kind of models who were in the British tabloids I the Sun the mirror et cetera and page 3 which doesn’t exist any more like Playboy it was something that was taken away but many of these girls were on their fling their bodies are very young age a, so men have become customised. That is what women do to me. This is where a lot of the disrespect comes from in that area..
Them themselves because they wanted to be glamour models, especially Jordan like she seems happy and what she does but interview with her on James English podcast she wouldn’t want it for her own daughter so you know and she says about experiences she went through like getting abused or raped or sexually assaulted by photographer or people in the industry, there is one person that she hasn’t named. I think it’s like a famous football player or popstar or something like that., she knows the industry that happens with powerful women , bitches of Catherine Heigl, and I know shit considered to be a bitch because they know how to protect themselves or they know how to keep away from the creepy monsters in these industries where they are running ramp this world is run by sex offenders perverted people to all sorts of manor you only have to say things with Jeffrey Epstein and Bill Cosby or Kelly Puff Daddy, who were celebrated for many years and now coming out, it’s not disrespectful people being the part we don’t like is that they are closeted and they see it is a bad thing if they were more honest about who they really are maybe we would understand it better, fight us P. Diddy , even spoke about when he had usher who is 10 years younger than him how they would fight over breakfast for cereal and wrest each other .
Even in the industries of magazines for sports cars or motorbikes and like that you have women on the front page on top of the car or motorbike half naked and as a bisexual I like to see the woman body I don’t get me wrong I just don’t like the way the women are treated in these situations and don’t get me wrong. I like the female form and I like to see it But I just worry about how really treated and what’s going on for them and these industries are wolves sheep , let’s talk about something that’s a bit off topic but still in the same ballpark. When Whitney Houston died , evil manager boss, whatever Clive Davis the monster , devil himself 👹, had a party with Whitney’s bodies still upstairs for the Grammys it wasn’t a very good moment , and the day before Brandy and Monica and Cliver on film and you see Whitney come with her and she passes a note to brandy Norwood , the sister of Ray who Kim Kardashian did sex tape but was also I believe Whitney’s drug supplier at the time of her death even Montana don’t even know they’re famous , he is allegedly a pimp in Hollywood , only have to see him hang around with the Kardashians to believe that this is true Candice Owens , final click Kim Kardashian off Whitney Houston and Ray J saying that crack is whack and you really are bad and making fun of Whitney‘s drug addiction .
Had a lot of problems, Jodie Marsh, she has suffered with the severe depression and was actually the rival of Katie Price a.k.a. Jordan had a few which was probably created by men in the industry. Let’s be real. She make fun of her natural breast. And said that they were sagging although she looked beautiful ,😻.
Lolo Ferrari, who was on Eurotrash , was known to have the biggest breast in the world fake ones obviously who is in this picture? Collage , with a con who was a drug dealer and also a pimp and wasn’t really nice to her m they alleged that she died of suicide , haven’t seen many programs or witness many things where this could be untrue , to her believe that the ex partner had something to do with her death , I have just done a video on Rhianna and she was flown over here from Barbados to America and was signed to death jam with Jay-Z who let’s not be silly now , Is gonna have his own demise I believe that he has had relations with Rihanna when she was young. She was only 16 years old when she got signed , here illegally and started off in Connecticut , And now she is one of the biggest making money makers in the world good for her. I’m glad she got away but who knows if she got away for good because she still in that circle in the music industry, et cetera .
By dating A$AP Rocky and having two children with him, I don’t know if she still loves a relationship with Jay-Z. They say blind items that she’s had and been with him for many years which wouldn’t surprise me of Jay-Z grooming .
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