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starlostseungmin · 2 years ago

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— MIDNIGHT RAIN IN PARIS, HHJ.

pairing: idol!hyunjin x gn!reader

genre: angst with happy ending, fluff & exes to lovers trope

warnings: profanity, mentions of alcohol, kissing and break-ups, lmk if i missed something, not proofread.

word count: 6.4k +

notes: i happen to change the title, i had it fit on taylor swift's midnight rain. lmao, hope you guys love it! please don’t send in requests because i’m not taking any right now and if you wish to see more of this posts please reblog, leave your feedbacks and put tags alright? thank you very much love ♡

Him.

Certain words could describe what he’s like.

A fresh clean white canvas that was slowly enamored with paint. A combination of red and black, sometimes they’re just two different colors but when they’re mixed, it’s going to be dark red. Can be burgundies, like the color of the wine and that lipstick some people use. An attractive color for a lot. It screams passion and love, just the way how his views reflect on them.

He can be that one book from the bookstore which belongs to the new arrivals and romance as its genre. His pages are neat as the words used by the author are aesthetically pleasing and good to read. The smell of it is addicting which makes a bookworm satisfied. A scent that could bring joy and temptation to claim it as theirs.

Maybe that one pair of suits from that one famous shop in Paris that was neatly designed and tailored, exclusively to be used on a special occasion.

Or that one song you hear from a famous singer that describes how loving him feels like.

You just look at him that way. A lot of things remind you of him, but he never knew you. He is famous in his career and you were just another writer who wanted to claim their dream to reality. Here you are in Paris, looking for inspiration, and might as well take it as your holiday from work. You know it doesn’t happen every day, but you were hoping to see just a glimpse of him when you knew he’ll be there too.

Love and a short history would let fate decide what will happen. You rarely believed that luck is on your side, that, it always gives you good things to look forward to when something significant has been painted on your pathway. The things you wanted to happen don’t always happen. Probably had yourself considered as unlucky but things might turn upside down when it comes to certain points in life.

Definitions, descriptions, comparisons, personifications, metaphors, and similes, a few more figures of speech to make it longer. Or is it just him who can make you write words that are simply out of this world? When in love, probably yes, he is your favorite person after all.

The city lights illuminated the place as the sounds of people from everywhere bustled around the area. His camera clicks whenever he spots something beautiful in his eyes. It was another merry night in Paris, lots of tourists were hanging out beneath the Eiffel tower at night. Others tend to eat inside the restaurants and the rest just go, enjoying the view while taking pictures. The usual sight with couples everywhere, a marriage proposal perhaps, or just those who came alone, hoping to find their significant other in a such romantic place. But Hyunjin begs to differ.

His camera falls gently to his stomach with its strap supporting it around his neck. It was getting late and still, there were a lot of people who wanted to stay. Felix left him for baguettes down the street with only his camera and a small bag, hanging on his shoulder. He started to walk away, he thought he had captured enough to fill his new film rolls. The amount of excitement that was painted on his smile is pure, but he is sure something is missing.

Clicking a button, Hyujin fixated his gaze on the imagines being plastered on the small screen. The scenery, the subtle imagines of the crowd, the tower itself, and the city lights were all beautiful. He tried to take a picture again and had the focus on a certain object when you accidentally walked past by. A beige coat, black trousers, and a white turtleneck are a trend. It’s not hard to recognize you, that sparkle in your eyes and perfectly crafted smile, how could he forget? Hyunjin had to put his camera down again, he wanted to make sure… it is you. There you stood upon noticing and recognizing him, the famous idol you once loved. And the person you broke up with a year ago.

He was stunned seeing you for the first time after a while. Memories flooding back, the things you did together, the pain and heartbreak, the happiness and joy, they were all worth it when you were still together. Yet, everything doesn’t last forever. There’s nothing in this world that doesn’t have a due date, unless you wanted more, you could always get a new one. But it won’t replace the thing you had for the very first time.

“Y/n…” He called as his voice sounded like a whisper.

He caught your attention the moment you saw that familiar camera he always brings. The one he used to take pictures of sceneries and other things he find beautiful. He could have clicked the snap button when he realized you were standing a few meters away, but to his shock, he couldn’t. Hyunjin didn’t know how to act. You didn’t say anything and smiled, it made his heartbeat go at a faster pace. He didn’t know what to do, he could hate Felix for leaving him behind for some freaking baguettes but he is also thankful he won’t be able to ruin a reminiscing moment he is having right now.

“Yo! They’re having a sale at the bakery!” Felix exclaimed out of nowhere, checking everything he got in his paper bag, not bothering to pay attention to the tension you and Hyunjin have. “I got you baguettes and一oh,” He said, stopping in his tracks. “Hi, Y/n!”

“Hey,” You smiled timidly.

“It is unexpected to see you around here! How have you been?” Felix said, eyes full of smile as he came towards you for a hug.

“I’m doing good,” You chuckled, hugging him back. “How are you guys? I heard you were preparing for a comeback?”

“Yeah,” Felix grinned, pulling away. “We’re just here for a break and a few activities, Hyunjin loves Paris, you know?” He smirked as you smiled at him.

“Felix,” Hyunjin called as he remained standing there, Felix had stolen the spotlight but that was his fault for being frozen on his spot.

“What? Can’t I speak to your ex about you?” But Hyunjin rolled his eyes and walked away. A sigh escaped from your lips when Felix gave you an apologetic smile, bowed a little out of respect, and went to fetch his friend. “Bro, why did you leave? That was your chance to have a closure with Y/n!”

“Not today,” He shrugged, as he continued to walk.

You stared at a blank document on your laptop for a few hours now. Hyunjin can’t seem to get out of your head after what happened earlier this evening. It was past midnight, and the view from your window of the city is still beautiful, but some lights were already turned off. You were supposed to stay in Paris for a couple of weeks as per business matters. Being a writer in a famous book publishing company isn’t a joke and you wanted to impress your boss with your writing. Still, Hyunjin has been a distraction.

The cursor just kept on blinking, waiting for you to write something that should be the start of another chapter of your novel. You were unsure what to write though the storyline has already started. Maybe because of the back pain you’ve been suffering every time you sit for hours, writing romance or it was just Hyunjin who ignored you after a short while of a meeting? The pajamas were comfortable and the headband kept your hair from falling on your face. The anti-radiation glasses help too yet you keep focusing on the random details you have in your hotel room. Not the story.

“Hyunjin,” You said. “Hwang Hyunjin,”

A harsh sigh escaped your lips, groaning at the fact you have seen him again a year after your breakup. You wanted to talk to him, really, but how he acted after Felix came hurt you. It felt like you were pierced through the heart and were left without aid. But it was so much more than that when you two broke up. He is an idol, and you were just you, a person who wanted to live their dream like him. You wanted him to be part of your dream. A writer who wanted to be known like him as he was making his name in the industry along with his member. But things grew apart, love became a heartbreak. You were the stars that shine bright in the night and he was the raindrops that caused the cold, soaking the papers wet making the ink smudges on them and words unable to be read.

You were hurt, but his dream is more important than your relationship. All the good things you wanted for him, happened. You wanted him to be happy and so, you let him go.

After a year of not seeing him, you thought everything is good, with no feelings or sadness. You might have heard his name on several news and read articles about how famous they are, but you ignored it. Not even expecting him and Hyunjin to be in the same place as you are. Maybe fate did it on purpose.

Coughing on the thoughts of it, they were followed by hiccups. How dare he showed up and Felix acted as if there was nothing to talk about?

You shake your head, it doesn’t matter anyway.

You closed your laptop gently and stared out the window, admiring the view of the city after midnight. No words were being produced by your brain and you have to take a while to process them into paragraphs. And maybe an evening stroll a few hours ago wasn’t enough to take the motivation to write something. But there’s only one messing with your head, Hwang Hyunjin.

That was the first night.

The next morning, Hyunjin was busy looking at the photos he captured last night. Felix was busy munching his waffles but still took a few glances at his distracted friend, unable to take a bite of his breakfast. His mouth was full as he watch him with a serious face and brows knitted together. Felix could only sigh and continued to eat but still, Hyunjin didn’t even bother to shift his attention to anything.

“If you’re not eating, I’ll take your food,” Felix said.

“I’m not hungry, go ahead,” Hyunjin replied as Felix looked at him in disbelief, taking his plate onto his mat.

“What’s wrong with you though? Can’t take her out of your mind?” He asked. “You didn’t talk to me ever since we came back to the hotel,” Hyunjin sighed, taking away his gaze from the small screen of his camera.

“Look, I was too occupied with the pictures I’ve taken,” Hyunjin reasoned.

“Yeah but it’s not a bad thing to touch your food for a bit and go back to your hobby yeah?” Felix argued. “Don’t tell me you suddenly took a picture of Y/n last night that’s why you’re not paying attention to me,”

“I didn’t,” Hyunjin said.

“The truth?” Felix retorted, raising a brow at him.

“I swear, you were on the way,” Hyunjin replied, rolling his eyes.

“Gosh, I can’t believe you,” Felix muttered.

Hyunjin sighed heavily as he watch Felix devour his food. It lead him to order another one and waited. His manager planned to eat breakfast in the restaurant down by the street which was a block away from their hotel. It wasn’t crowded first thing in the morning but the joy he felt was when he could see a few people enjoying their coffee and some were walking their dogs. A lovely morning for him to consume. But it was only him and Felix again. The two has been never separated when they first got into the city and by that, he already has plans to spend a week’s vacation.

“Don’t forget we’re invited to attend YSL’s event later alright?” Felix said, finishing his meal.

“Yeah, we’ll get back to the hotel by lunch,” Hyunjin answered.

“Where are you off to?”

“Sightseeing I g一” He shrugged and was about to say something in addition to his answer when he saw you walk into the restaurant, going straight to the counter. Felix noticed him frozen onto his seat after wiping his lips and followed his gaze. It was you, alright.

“Should I call her?” Felix smirked.

“I’m going to kill you, I swear,” Hyunjin growled and Felix just shakes his head in disbelief. But Hyunjin watched you.

Beige trousers, a purple crop top, and a white cardigan, you always look good. Never in a day, Hyunjin would say how beautiful you are. Compliments he missed on telling you every day. He admits, he wasn’t the best version of himself when you broke up. There is always the facade he keeps to the public but behind closed doors, he knew he was miserable. It wasn’t easy to get over you, it wasn’t easy to forget, it was the same as how you felt, and nothing was easy during the post-breakup. None of his friends talked to you, even his parents. Nobody reached out, just straight broke up conversations and the rest were already ghosts.

The lady from the counter handed you a paper bag with your breakfast in it, thanked her, and left, without even checking who was there, sitting on the tables. Felix shakes his head again and Hyunjin licked his lips, sighing in defeat. But that wasn’t Felix’s problem to think about, it was Hyunjin’s anyway. His eyes never left your figure until you disappeared from the block, taking the alley to the left while Felix looks at him, being done and dumbfounded.

“We’ll have to schedule your arrival at the event first. It will be at exactly 4 pm, so I’ll expect you’ll be done with your hair, make-up, and suits,” Their manager spoke, later that day. Felix was having his hair done in their spacious hotel room as Hyunjin had his gaze down the street while sitting by the window seat, watching the city get soaked in the rain, and hands halted from his half-done sketch of a landscape. “Hyunjin are you even listening?”

“I was,” Hyunjin sighed in response. “Shall we leave at 4 pm?” He added, standing up from his spot一tossing his sketchbook on his bed.

“No,” His manager argued making him roll his eyes.

“Don’t be tough on him, he saw his ex today,” Felix smirked as their manager gasped.

“Really?”

“Yeah,” Felix said. “Don’t worry, they never talked,”

“Ya, Yongbok-ah,” Hyunjin said, feeling like a threat as Felix shrugged, admiring his new hairstyle.

“Anyway, Y/n’s not important right now, I need you to get ready,” His manager said. Hyunjin sighed in disbelief and went to his stylist. “By the way, Felix will be the first one to leave,”

“Yeah? Why though, I thought the head organizer wants to see us both?” Felix asked.

“Hyunjin has another agenda before attending the event, right?” His manager said, looking at Hyunjin.

“I’m getting flowers,” He bluntly replied.

“Flowers for what? Are you suddenly seeing someone?” Felix asked, shocked.

“No, I just don’t want to go early,” Hyunjin said, getting his make-up done.

“Suit yourself,” His manager said while Felix whined about being unfair.

Hyunjin didn’t say anything after Felix’s complaints, but he is sure his best buddy was just joking around and letting him do whatever the hell he wants as long as he’ll be mindful of his time. Night fell, and his hands held the steering wheel, glancing at the cars passing by the highway. The lights ran from the average speed to high, some kept it to their speed limit. It was fresh from the afternoon rain, the water puddle by the sidewalk have the reflection of the streetlights being lit up and the people who just happened to walk by. His convertible made its way through the wet bricks, enjoying the mist of the cold evening air.

A smile formed on his face when he saw the lights illuminating the Eiffel tower一 a part of Paris he always wanted to visit though he already did a few times ever since he became a famous member of his group. It always feels like where he belongs for some reason, the food, the fashion, flowers, and other stuff, everything is aesthetic in his eyes. And most importantly, the art museums and exhibits French and foreign artists execute around the area. There is always a reason to come back.

The flowers he brought, sat on the passenger’s seat, enjoying the evening air as well as they travel back to the hotel. He fell in love with the bouquet that consists of pink tulips, red roses, and white baby’s breath. The muse of his new painting perhaps? It is calming and beautiful to paint live flowers一one that makes his painting realistic and unique. But it wasn’t for him to keep一maybe it can be someone at the event he is going to or just going to keep it himself and put it on their vase back into their hotel room to paint.

Flowers are supposed to be given to someone that a person loves, maybe for congratulatory and some other reasons. But mostly because of love, he used to bring you flowers back then. He was so in love, like a puppy that wanted to be with his owner for the rest of its time. Not everyone believes in love, but by the time someone falls into the pits of attachment and intimacy, it can be avoidable and hard to let go. There are different perceptions of it, they’re like genres that a person views and carry feelings about different people. His love is similar, but unfortunately, it ended with you a year ago.

He walked by the lobby, earning gazes of astonishment and amusement from the people hovering around the area. Slicked back hair with a few strands of side bangs on his forehead, a whole black suit and rings adorning his long fingers, a bouquet in one hand, and his gentle smile, plastered on his face as he smells the flowers he just bought. Walking through the crowds of people doesn’t bother him, not one of them caught his attention. Murmurs and silent voices say he is a handsome young man which makes everyone drawn to him. His tall figure and dashing fashion add up to being one center of attention.

“There you are,” Felix said, the moment he saw him. “Wow, are these for me?”

“No,” Hyunjin said as his smile faded and made his friend pout in disbelief.

“Tch,” Felix said, rolling his eyes.

“Good evening! I’m here to take you to your respective seats, this way please,” The lady attendant said as he and Felix happily obliged. Their manager went to talk to some people around and waited for the instructions for the next set of events. They were given perfume samples to try but Hyunjin got occupied the moment he sat down, hands in his pockets and eyes fixated on the person who just entered the premises.

It was you again.

Black dress and heels, styled hair, and light make-up, how could she stand there and look beautiful? He thought, mesmerized again. And why is she here? I thought she was on a vacation. Several thoughts flooded his mind after he saw you. He couldn’t put himself to calm down, why does my heart beat faster than earlier?

You smiled at someone as they went to have a conversation. The lady from earlier had to cut it off and assist you at the same table where Felix and Hyunjin were. It is a lovely evening after all, and you were thankful that your boss had to drag you with her when she knew you weren’t doing anything for the day.

“You’re staying here in a couple of weeks, instead of sitting in front of your desk to produce ideas, why not come with me to the event?” She said the moment she arrived at the airport as you welcomed her after knowing you were spending some time in Paris. You couldn’t refuse, you were bored after all and had too much of your writer’s block ever since last night. The first evening you saw Hyunjin, and, this will be the second evening when you realized where the attendant is leading you to.

“Please enjoy the evening,” The lady said and left.

“Good evening Y/n!” Felix greeted and Hyunjin remained silent.

“Good evening Felix, and,” You paused as you looked at him. “Hyunjin.” Felix had to nudge his friend on the side to wake him up to reality instead of staring at you, saying nothing. Hyunjin winced in pain, nudging him back to his arm, Felix chuckled in response but was already glaring at him. You didn’t get a response after that, instead, you just placed your attention on anyone else.

The host has been taking their time to introduce, and recite the speech and explanations about the event while you take a sip of their prepared wine. The food is a luxury, Hyunjin was paying no attention but you. Felix listened to them and clapped his hands when everyone else did. Don’t mind about the people, just the food. Hyunjin tried to take his small sketchbook out of his pocket when your boss head back to your table and stole you for a conversation. He was about to protest when he was dragged with Felix for the photo opportunity at the event. Had to smell the scents of their perfume, and take pictures with other big names in the industry, Hyunjin had to endure them for a while. Felix didn’t seem to mind, unlike the older one who seems to be distracted all the time.

He wanted to not let you out of his sight, but the pictures are taking a while, and conversations had to be precise and shared. You were just there, being a chaperone of your boss as she introduced you to some people she knew or tried to give you a date for tonight. You weren’t convinced and tried to decline, as you hated social events like this when you were supposed to be in your hotel room or at a restaurant, enjoying dinner alone. Meanwhile, Hyunjin was already growing impatient with all the interactions he got. Forget about Felix, he wanted to get away for a while.

Someone was about to approach him but Hyunjin politely excused himself and rushed through the crowd. The people passing by keep on delaying his purpose of direction but it didn’t stop him from getting to you. He wanted closure, he wanted to talk, and forget about the hurtful things he did during your relationship, he just wanted to give himself a chance to be forgiven by you. But you didn’t want that anymore, you knew Hyunjin has been happy even though it wasn’t easy to overcome the heartbreak both of you felt. He reached miles away with his dreams, while you stood there, watching him. I don’t deserve someone as perfect as him anyway, that was what you always think about. But maybe you did deserve him after all.

“Y/n,” He said as he stood behind you.

“Hyunjin,” You called, turning around to face him. “Is everything alright?” You asked.

“Can we talk?” He said. They said to never trust that sentence, but you wanted to risk it. It might help you wake up to the reality you’ve been longing for.

“Sure, about what?” You asked when he suddenly took your hand.

“I’ll tell you later, come with me, please?” He said as you took a glance at your boss but she was too occupied to even bother. Felix and his manager were just watching from afar, with nothing to object to.

“Where are we going?” You asked but he didn’t answer, instead, he just grabbed your hand and went to where he parked his car.

The outside scenery is still fresh from the afternoon rain, but there were no stars above the dark sky, a sign that it will rain again anytime soon. You sat quietly on the passenger’s seat as Hyunjin jogged around to enter the car, driving away into the night. You remained quiet the whole ride, not bothering to ask any questions, you didn’t even know what to say to him after the whole year. The flowers he bought sat in front of you, good thing he dragged it with himself on the way out. Was it for another person?

“Those are for you,” He said, taking them into his right hand and handing it to you. It was an impromptu move. Those flowers were supposed to be his muse for his painting when he gets back to the hotel later but he found you instead.

“Thanks,” You smiled gently, smelling the before placing it on your lap. “Where are we going?”

“I have nothing in mind actually, but away from the crowd, I just wanted to talk to you, it’s been a year, ever since…” He said, pausing mid-sentence.

“The break-up?” You asked.

“Yeah,” He answered, parking in front of the Louvre Pyramid. Hyunjin walked out and jogged around to open the door for you. The flowers lie on your seat as you followed him a few meters away from the car. He looked restless all of a sudden, his composed look disappeared and shifted into something that was bothering him. Hyunjin stood away with his back against you, he was staring at the pyramid, confused and uncomfortable. You tapped his shoulder to see what was going on, and when he turned around, it was the soft Hyunjin you once admired.

“I don’t know where to start,” He said. “I’m sorry about the breakup, I was a jerk and ghosted you after that,” He added, as he started to have tears visible in his eyes.

“Hyunjin, no, we’re alright, okay? It’s already behind us, don’t apologize, none of those was your fault. I didn’t blame you for it,” You said, cupping his cheeks to wipe his tears away. He just looked at you, wanting to go on a breakdown, but there you are, in front of him, still sweet as ever.

“No,” He said pulling away from you.

“Hyunjin, I just thought it would make things easier for you, I understand how hard it was for you. I didn’t want to be a nuisance in your career, I don’t want to cause trouble,” You sighed. “If breaking up with you was the answer, then I have no choice,”

“But I didn’t want to!” He said.

“I didn’t want to either!” You retorted. “I was trouble, I was the problem okay? You said it yourself back then, you don’t want to cause drama and be hunted down by the media that you’re in a relationship! Did you think I wanted this for the both of us? I was hurt when you decided to cut it off, I was hurt when you didn’t even show up the next day, and now we’re here, talking about this bullshit that I thought it’s already done.”

It made Hyunjin feel bad, as he had always been.

“Y/n, I don’t care about those anymore,” He said. “I don’t care about the media, I don’t care about the risks anymore. This bullshit you’re talking about is our relationship,”

“That you broke off,” You said.

“I didn’t want to hurt you,”

“Now that’s bullshit,” You chuckled in response. “Yeah let’s say it was fine because I chose your career to be saved instead of hanging out with me. Let’s just stop this okay? You’re good on your way, I’m already doing good by myself, I don’t need this drama anymore Hyunjin. Do you still want me?”

Hyunjin didn’t say anything for a few seconds, there was dead air, but his eyes were into yours while you wait for his answer.

“I do,” He said. “I always have and will always do,”

“You don’t know what you’re doing, are you? Can’t you hear yourself?” You asked which made him take his steps forward.

“I do, just please,” He said, as he held your cheeks. “Let’s start over,” Closing your eyes, you felt the warmth of his hands on your bare cheeks, one of his touches that you missed the most. “We were young, and I was too quick to jump into the pit, not thinking thoroughly about it. Please give me another chance, I won’t mess it up again,”

You pulled him into a hug, Hyunjin was caught off guard at first but he gave in immediately and melted inside your arms. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, hugging you tighter. The scent of your perfume is still the same, the one the kept on missing for the whole year, he always seeks it but the scent would never be the same if someone else wears it. He came to think how miserable he was when you were gone.

It was those nights when he sits down and think about the things he should’ve done instead of risking your relationship over his career or maybe those days when he would just space out during a group meeting or the lives he did with his group. He keeps on staring at his phone waiting for your texts or browse on his photos trying to find your couple's pictures and reminisce. It was also how he kept the things you gave him during your anniversary and his birthdays. But during the past year, it feels empty, and he had to fake everything until it was convincing.

His fans don’t know how he feels, they just assume them. They didn’t know how hurt he was, and they will never know everything about him. Even the boys who are living with him, he probably is showy sometimes but it’s hard to share something so deep. Just like how it went on your side. For them, it wasn’t a big deal, but to you, it was. You treasure Hyunjin so much that it pierced your heart that he had to break up with you. The things you did for each other just disappeared in one night. And had to wait a year to fix it.

You don’t know exactly. Now that Hyunjin has gotten the fame, the overwhelming fame, you don’t want to risk it again.

“Please,” He said.

“I’m sorry Hyunjin,” You smiled, pulling away from the hug. “It won’t be worth it,”

“What?” He asked, shocked, as his vision started to blur.

“I don’t think this will work anymore,” You sniffed, wiping your tears. “You will forget me, eventually,”

“What? No!” He protested. “Let’s make it work this time, please?” He begged. “Don’t think that our relationship was up for nothing, I loved you. I still love you!”

“And I love you too! I did love you, but with all those things happening around you and me, there’s already a barrier, Hyunjin. I don’t want you to get hurt just because you are pursuing me. I don’t want you to convert your attention to me when you have something big ahead of you. I’m not worth it anymore,” You said, tears falling down your cheeks. Hyunjin stood there, looking at you in disbelief, the words struck him like lightning. It was so painful to hear it from you.

“Are you afraid to try again?” He asked, voice shaking in the middle of his sentence.

“I’m just scared that we will have to be separated again, I don’t want to try again and end up being away from you. For one year, I tried not to care about your bullshit for being famous, you’ve been happy, you always get what you want, you don’t need—”

“It was so hard for me to get over you Y/n! It was so hard to be inside my room, getting all exhausted from work with no one around to hug me and give me a shoulder to cry on. I’m sick of it, I got used to you being around me whenever I needed you or not, I was alone. No one to hug, no one to kiss, no one to laugh with, no one to cuddle with. You don’t understand!” He argued.

“You just want me because you need me right?” You cried.

“No,” Hyunjin sighed harshly. “I want you because I love you! But you know what, forget about it, I’m sorry I just dragged you out here. Let me get you back to your hotel,”

“Hyunjin, I—” You halted when he shake his head, running his fingers through his hair.

“No, please, forget about it, I won’t beg, I understand,” He smiled despite being hurt. “Let’s go,”

Hyunjin opened the door of the car for you but you hesitated to step in. Disappointment and sorrow are still painted on his face. The pain and the ruined confidence drove him to be this way. He admit he was at fault, being a famous idol wasn’t easy for him to reach and you didn’t want to be a nuisance to someone as big as him.

The ride from the Lourve Pyramid to your designated hotel fell into complete silence. No one dared to talk, except when he asked for the location and set it up on his GPS and you fell into your deep train of thoughts. A quick reminiscing about how the break up went; It was one of those nights where Hyunjin would get home late, exhausted from practice but he never fails to show you how happy he is the moment you welcome him home. It always gives him the excitement and blood rush, the comfort of home and love. But that night was twisted, he wanted to break up, he said his name is on the line, and he didn’t want distractions. Though it has already been said a million times, you just couldn’t let go of it.

To be honest, you still love him, it never faded. You didn’t understand why it has to be you out of all to be put at risk, maybe the company forced him to or it was just him who thought about cutting things off. He is hopelessly romantic, you knew that and so you were.

“Why don’t you come in for a minute?” You asked as you stood by the porch.

“I’m in a hurry, it’s almost midnight,” He smiled quietly.

“It looks like it’s going to rain,” You said, looking up to the sky. “Here,” You added, handing him a folded umbrella you used to carry around.

“Should you keep it?” He smiled, taking the tiny thing off your hand.

“It might rain,” You insisted.

“Isn’t it funny if I’m driving a convertible with an umbrella?” He chuckled. “No, I’ll take it, good night Y/n—oh shit, there’s the rain alright.” He said, looking at the street. “My car!”

It was funny indeed, his panicked face had drawn a picture that was sincere—ignoring the pain and all. Midnights should be a change of day, but it is still connected to what happened earlier this evening. You watched him run towards his car across the street. There were no people around, just the two of you and the rain which is pouring heavily at first fall. He was in the rush, pushing a button to have the roof back but was too slow that his frustrated face made it funnier. You weren’t supposed to laugh but that one Hyunjin you knew.

Taking your steps forward, you didn’t bother about the rain anymore as the umbrella was ignored as well. One reason you fell in love with him was because of what you were seeing now, it may be different from the first time when you saw him fall onto his face in front of you during high school, the boy who apologized consistently while blushing out of embarrassment. Sounds weird but falling in love with weird is not weird. You knew you shouldn’t be getting back with him, the words you’ve said to him and everything, but the feelings never lie. You do love him, and you couldn’t understand why you are walking towards a panicking Hyunjin, calling his name, and when he converted his attention to you, your lips suddenly meet.

Hyunjin then again, was caught off guard, it was a gentle kiss but he pulled you by the waist to be closer to him. Clothes were getting soaked from the midnight rain, and his hair was damped causing a few drops of water tracing down on your cheeks. It tasted like wine, and that chocolate fondue Hyunjin, the intoxicating smell of his perfume that made your knees weak, and the cinematic moment of you being shared in the empty streets of Paris at midnight, sharing a kiss. His hand lays on your cheek while the other one remained on your waist as your arms were wrapped around his neck. The usual scene you see in romantic movies. People would say it’s overrated, but who cares anyway, it’s Hyunjin. The Hwang Hyunjin.

“I’m sorry,” You said whispering to him, after drifting away, but he never let you go and kissed your forehead. “I don’t want to feel the same pain when we broke up, trust me it wasn’t good,” You added, burying your face into his chest.

“I know, baby, I know,” He said, hugging you tightly as he rubs your shoulder with his thumb. “I’m sorry I hurt you,”

“It wasn’t your fault,” You smiled, shaking your head.

“Still, I lost you,” He responded, taking your cheeks in his palms, and looking directly into your eyes. “Fuck the fame, Y/n, you know how much I love you. And I always will,”

“I know, Hyunjin,” You said, still not taking that smile being painted on your face. Hyunjin painted a smile on his face as well as he caressed your bare skin, leaning down again for a kiss. Your eyes started to close down一the heat that was felt at each other’s lips caused the warmth that could endure from the cold weather. His lips molded with yours perfectly, and the intimacy remained the same, even if it took a whole year to have it again. You were definitely his sunshine, one that will take away the darkness of the sky and the clouds to open up. He was like midnight who changed and evolved, but never his feelings.

“Does this mean you’re taking me back?” He asked, pulling away as he kissed the tip of your nose.

“Yeah, but let’s keep it lowkey this time,” You smiled as he chuckled in response, kissing you again but swiftly before taking you into another hug.

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blueberrymuffinmassacre · 1 year ago

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So The Amazing Digital Circus has latched onto my brain like a particularly stubborn tick so now I gotta share a theory of mine from the Pilot.

Considering it's all, indeed, digital and the mental health of its occupants ties to their stability, I bet their avatars are near direct reflections of themselves and their issues/flaws, albeit with a filter to fit the Fun, Child Friendly Aesthetic of the Circus.

Pomni is a classic rendition of a Jester. A Court Fool. Her eyes are incredibly expressive and even change to scribbles, hollow circles, or pure black depending on her mental state.

She likely views her life as a joke, or views herself as the punchline of a joke. She's a Fool. Whether this is due to perceived incompetence, an inability to "grow up", or simply considers herself to be lesser than her peers.

I do however use the above picture on purpose. She's an absolute nervous wreck 99% of the time, but stops while being chased by a monster and is stunned by her own reflection. That isn't a look of fear or confusion, it's awe. Something about her avatar struck a cord with her and seemed right. I personally subscribe to the theory of her being transgender and experiencing a small bout of gender euphoria amidst the horrors thanks to a post made by one demilypyro.

Jax is a Cartoon Rabbit. Not really terribly much to say about the design itself other than it being very rubber-hose animation in its proportions and the seeming default smug expression.

Jax is an asshole. He plays pranks in bad faith, is incredibly snarky and dry even to someone in distress, and doesn't seem to overly care about the others well being.

"I'm fine with doing whatever, as long as I get to see funny things happen to people." It makes sense his avatar would take a similar look to another wise-cracking cartoon rabbit we all know. He also seems the most content to actually be in the Circus itself. Considering it can let him do all manner of things to others, from the lethal to the physically impossible, he might consider it better than reality.

Ragatha is literally just raggedy ann. A patchwork doll.

She seems to be the most outwardly kind of the individuals in the circus, showing patience and understanding with Pomni even when in distress, though she clearly has a limit to said patience.

I think it's safe to assume Ragatha has been through a lot of shit for her avatar to make her seem patchwork. Which is to say, damaged multiple times and repaired each time, leaving clear marks of the repairs like scars.

Zooble is a mess of individual parts slammed together in an approximation of a humanoid shape. Like someone took dozens of pieces from all sorts of toys and put them together into an amalgam.

Gooseworx has stated they have no idea what they're even suppose to be. This can and likely does include gender, but probably includes their entire identity as a whole. Or rather, their lack of one.

For whatever reason, be it alienation, isolation, or any number of potential causes; Zooble doesn't know who they are or what they want to be. No ambitions, no dreams, no real self identity. This makes their avatar manifest as a mess that also doesn't know what it wants to be, so is a little bit of everything.

Gangle is most insubstantial, their body almost entirely a ribbon. The key part of their avatar is the mask: Comedy and Tragedy. And it seems in the few instances it's not broken, they always try to wear the comedy mask over top the tragedy mask.

Gangle's behavior makes me think she's the youngest of the individuals, at least mentally. As for the masks, something about her circumstances in life made her feel the need to put on a facade of joy. Maybe to live up to expectations, or to hide her true feelings to avoid worrying others. As an avatar, this seems to have become literal: She seems to only be happy with the mask on and discontent at best with it off/broken.

Kinger is a White King Chess Piece.

He's a forgetful paranoiac who, according to the characters, has been present in the Circus for the longest amount of time. He seems to forget where people are and what he's doing quite a bit.

In a moment of lucidity near the end, he goes in depth about how the food they eat is just simulated, and how they provide the sensation of eating despite not being real. It's also worth mentioning the ground floor of the circus is a Chess Board.

I believe Kinger is/was at least partially in charge of creating the Circus. His avatar is a walking symbol of authority, a reflection on his standing within the digital space rather than his current mental state. Perhaps the avatar was more fitting when he first entered the Circus, aware of its intricacies and rules, but has long since forgotten such things.

We don't see Kaufmo while he's uh. Normal. But we do see pictures of what he did look like: A Clown.

From the dialogue of other characters like Ragatha and Gangle, he seemed to actually try and play the role of clown during his time in the Circus, even if he wasn't terribly funny.

Kaufmo likely found himself to be a clown in reality. Maybe he was a clown in the literal sense. Or maybe he just saw himself as a funny, quirky guy to be around even if he was none of those things.

Finally, we have what happens when someone goes completely plum insane.

The Avatars are based on mental scans of the individual made to fit the aesthetic of the circus. an Abstraction is what happens when said software tries to read a mind that has no logic or reasoning left. There's nothing to find, no basis of personality, no base to work with. So in confusion the avatar becomes a glitched mess, trying and failing to find a shape within the madness to settle into.

Kinger seems to be insane, yet they're stable, because there is still an individual underneath the neurosis. There's nothing left of Kaufmo at this point: Just a cyclone of emotions inside a broken human mind.

That's the theory, anyway. It's a fucking pilot I could be entirely wrong.

#The amazing digital circus #tadc #tadc theory #Long Post

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moonchild-in-blue · 1 year ago

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Sleep Token X D&D

An expansion of this post because je suis trés unhinged and I miss playing DnD. I'm not including homebrew content for simplicity sake, guiding myself through this website. Feel free to add or change as you will. I'll leave some links for each class specs in case you wanna read more, or aren't super familiar with it.

At first it would make sense for all of them to be different types of Warlocks or Sorcerers, with Sleep as their common patron. BUT I think that would be an easy cop-out, and I want to make things interesting. This is just my headcanon so yeah, don't mean, don't be weird. Let me know how you'd do it!!

(and if there are any DnD players who happen to come across this post and want to take inspiration on it, you're more than welcome to do so!)

Let's get to it, nerds 🎲2️⃣0️⃣

[cut because this is LONG]

Vessel

Race: Tiefling. A lot of room for inventiveness here, and you can change his appearance as you'd prefer. Maybe that's why he's always cloaked and masked. Maybe he gets even more disfigured every time he connects with Sleep. Class/Sub-Class: Warlock, The Great Old One (mysterious entity whose nature is utterly foreign to the fabric of reality). Obviously Sleep would be his patron. I like to think Vessel had an encounter with Sleep whilst not knowing who or what They were, and eventually became their servant. For the pacts, I had thought of Pact of the Tome, where the Book of Shadows would be his lyrics, but Pact of the Talisman is also great, because of the mask. @a-s-levynn had suggested The Fathomless for his sub-class, which is also AMAZING, especially if you want to lean into the whole tentacle/water horror aesthetic. Alternatively, Sorcerer, Divine Soul is an EXCELENT class for Vessel (actually, now that I'm editing this, I kinda prefer this one lmao). Read this and tell me this isn't exactly what Vessel is: Sometimes the spark of magic that fuels a sorcerer comes from a divine source that glimmers within the soul. Having such a blessed soul is a sign that your innate magic might come from a distant but powerful familial connection to a divine being. Perhaps your ancestor was an angel, transformed into a mortal and sent to fight in a god’s name. Or your birth might align with an ancient prophecy, marking you as a servant of the gods or a chosen vessel of divine magic. Yeah.

Race: Lightfoot Halfling (yes I'm making him a hobbit, what about it?) Fire Genasi is also very apt. Class/Sub-Class: Druid, Circle of Wildfire (these druids bond with a primal spirit that harbors both destructive and creative power, allowing the druids to create controlled flames that burn away one thing but give life to another). This primal spirit, of course, would be Sleep. They are a bit of a mysterious entity. ii was the hardest to come up with. I knew I wanted him to be somehow connected to the land/elements, because I think that would be the best translation for his rhythmic prowess (drums wouldn't make much sense as a Bard). And that photo of him with the painted red fingertips reminds me of fire, so it seemed like a perfect fit. Some other alternatives: Druid, Circle of Dreams or Monk, Way of the Four Elements (monk would be SO good because of his silence, like LoZ Link, and the ability to harness his energy).

iii

Race: Obviously a Dark Elf. Obsidian-black polished skin, pale blond hair, pale blue eyes, slim figure. Need I say more? Earth Genasi could also be a good option, due to his golden vein-like paint. Class/Sub-Class: Ranger, Fey Wanderer (a ranger who represents both the mortal and the fey realms. As you wander the multiverse, your joyful laughter brightens the hearts of the downtrodden, and your martial prowess strikes terror in your foes, for great is the mirth of the fey and dreadful is their fury.) I quite like this because the options of how you acquire the magic are endless, and can be traced to Sleep or even Vessel (maybe he granted them?). iii is our favourite chaotic boy, but he can be so intimidating at times, this one plays off his duality quite well. Plus you get Otherworldly Glamour similar to iv which makes sense. A cool alternative could be Sorcerer, Wild Magic, as it has a similar base to Vessel and it draws magic out of chaos.

Race: I thought about making him a Genasi or Half-Elf, but honestly I love him as a Human. I just love the idea that this human is sooo charming and talented, that even all these supernatural creatures can't help but be enthralled by him. Changeling or even Eladrin could also work. Class/Sub-Class: Bard, College of Glamour (these bards are so eloquent that a speech or song that one of them performs can cause captors to release the bard unharmed and can lull a furious dragon into complacency). I like that iv appears to be super low-key, but is actually insanely seductive (I see you mask pulling) and talented. So out of all of them, he was my obvious choice for a bard.

The Vesselettes

I think they could either be sort of like a greek chorus or muses but for Sleep, that appeared at key moments to help the party, or actual campaign members. Race: Aetherborn Class/Sub-Class: Clerics, Twilight Domain (The twilit transition from light into darkness often brings calm and even joy, as the day's labors end and the hours of rest begin. The darkness can also bring terrors, but the gods of twilight guard against the horrors of the night). It would be awesome to have them as healers and protectors of the party, who serve Sleep directly (if Sleep is evil, they could also be secret spies? To make sure the party does as Sleep intents). Or maybe they are protecting the party from Sleep (they can never sever their connection to them, but they will do everything they can to make sure the vessels won't go too far).

I'm not sure how they would all get together, but my [abridged] story would place them all as servants of this magical deity, called Sleep. Vessel was the first to encounter Them and lives as an actual, living vessel for them. They believe that Sleep, albeit mysterious, is a benevolent creature, who was wrongfully cast away from Their plane/stripped of their powers or divinity.

As the one closest to Sleep, Vessel can sense that something isn't quite right, but he's already so entangled and manipulated by them, that he doesn't even care.

So they fight all these people and creatures, believing they're doing something Good, but then it turns out that Sleep was evil all along? The people they have conquered and killed were actually good, trying to stop them from giving this awful, terrible being their power.

Sleep basically uses them to defeat their enemies and get back to whatever place or power they no longer have access to. Maybe the vessels turn their back on them? Maybe Vessel doesn't want to and they fight with each other? Or maybe they just keep serving Sleep?

Or, you know, Sleep could also be an actual helpful deity, and they are genuinely doing good by fighting in Their name. But maybe in the end Vessel can't let go of Them and drama ensues and everybody cries.

I don't know, this is just an idea. I spent WAY too much time researching for this, but it was fuuun. I love talking DnD.

#I know this is long but i promise it's nice!#don't let my hours go to waste hahaha (cries)#no but seriously #do let me know what you think or if you have any other ideas of how this could go down!#sleep token #sleep token x dnd #dnd #darya is unhinged #sleep token lore

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creditcardcrayon · 2 months ago

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|| Friend ||

For some people music might be the only way to escape from reality. The tranquillity of the undertones, soft strumming of chords and probably a melodious voice to accompany it! It paints a hauntingly beautiful image of what salvation would look like in real life. It would be nice to imagine melody to personify as beautiful butterflies and fly away dancing on the aesthetic strumming.

In the busy streets of Madrid, walked a lone figure. Amidst the ocean of joyful and lively figures, he stood out like a sore thumb. A shadow of melancholy marring across his face, eyes cast down and head hung low - that man looked defeated....as if he had given up on any last strands of hope he was desparately hanging on to.

" Carlos !", a voice called out to him. Though he stopped walking, he couldn't find it in him the energy to turn around and smile at the person. In fact, he didn't have any zeal to meet any human for the time being. Presentation had always been a point of perfection for him ; allowing people to see him at his low isn't the most ideal thing to do.

"Hey Mate! How have you been?"

A beautiful man stepped in front of him. Roberto, his college pal and confidante, stood in front of him; loving eyes staring into his empty ones. The warmth in those eyes reminded him of the winter nights he cozied up on his couch with a cup of hot chocolate in his hand - those eyes reminded him of a home.

But which home are we talking about here? - the vintage house in Madrid where he grew up basking in the care of his parents? Or the one in London where he spent his days while learning engineering?... Or the one where he explored his true self, his passion for music amidst the support and guidance of his friends?

Knowing Carlos, it was probably the third one.

But it was all in the past, wasn't it? Rupert, Ricky, Gigi...and Roberto...he had cut contact with all of them when he left Italy. It was ages ago - back to the times when he was entering his thirties. Two decades have passed since then, many inevitable changes, many dreams broken and rebuilt...a lot of people loved and lost. This Carlos wasn't the same man he was during the peak of his youth. This one has seen the world in the ways his younger self couldn't even fathom. The man who stood in the middle of the street has been broken and moulded into a different human - one who lost everything life offered him.

Was it destiny? Fate surely does have weird ways to console. Is it a cruel joke? Something the Gods above are playing on him to see if he still can break further. After twenty whole years....his friend came across him. What was he supposed to do? - hug him? Cry in his arms? Ask him why didn't he contact him? Or ignore him as if he was a stranger? Or ask him to play their song on his guitar?

But could he ignore him? Could he go on his way knowing he had a chance to mend things back? Could he live with this guilt for the rest of his life?

"Roberto?", his shaky voice uttered.

"Mate, you have changed over the years... How have you been?"

"Fine...Fine.... How are you here?"

Roberto smiled.

"Why don't we talk over a coffee? Here is a little cafe I found."

Carlos nodded his head. This time he will mend his friendship. A smile graced his lips after many years.

"Let's go. The coffee is on me."

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(~ Hello! First time writing a fan fiction. Any suggestions to improve?)

#carlos sainz #roberto merhi #fanfic #f1 fanfic

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amiaima · 11 months ago

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Infinitely Gray (English Version)

Translation by amiaima

I don't have the talent so I'll just stay here and cry all my life

I was envious of the bright shade of blue in the scene right before my eyes

A life fallen off to the wayside; the asphalt beneath grew ever colder

Seeking a light to brighten the night, I connect to the electric world

Rainy Rainy, I drew only what I saw in my dreams

Closing my heart off - wait! In truth I want to scream

Rainy Rainy, I wished to be strong always

My voice got lost in the night, carrying a lonely feeling

All I could convey was the color of my pain, as lifeless as it could be

"Why won't you recognize me?"

The gray I painted my canvas with has become even duller,

"Your life isn't over, so don't give up!"

Someone's voice rang in my head

I'd lost sight of myself - What irony.

I still deny it, but I don't realize

Someone, please, take these feelings from me

Before they turn muddied and muddled

Wow... Look at me and convey your love

Wow... To this kind of world, say bye bye bye bye

Wow... I traced my feelings and drew them

Wow... Tears spilled out from my dreams

I believed I would do it someday but reality is harsher than all your words

A hurricane of impatience and self-doubt brought darkness to my too weak mind

With my degenerating aesthetic sense and my ambiguous representations,

I'd only be swallowed by those people's works and eventually disappear

Rainy Rainy, my futile efforts were washed away

Those cold memories remain and soak me in tears

Rainy Rainy, peeking out through the gap in the clouds

When the light hit me, it lifted the weight off my body

You shouldn't go on about aesthetics and pride, listen to my advice

"Do the things you can actually do"

On the path of retreat that's closed off I put aside my borrowed talent for a moment,

Just having done something is a win right?

This is not the time to hold your breath!

This view never changes - What irony!

I've realized it, but I can't do anything

Those mere personas know all your weak spots-

Don't let their comments get to you!

Wow... Look at me and convey your love

Wow... To this kind of world, say bye bye bye bye

Wow... I traced my feelings and drew them

Wow... I swallowed the true meaning of my words

The gray I painted my canvas with has become even duller,

"Your life isn't over, so don't give up!"

Someone's voice rang in my head

I'd lost sight of myself - What irony.

I still deny it, but I don't realize

Someone, please, take these feelings from me

Before they turn muddied and muddled

Wow... Look at me and convey your love

Wow... To this kind of world, say bye bye bye bye

Wow... I traced my feelings and drew them

Wow... Tears spilled out from my dreams

#lyrics #music #project sekai #hatsune miku colorful stage #nightcord at 25:00 #niigo #kanade yoisaki #mafuyu asahina #ena shinonome #mizuki akiyama #kagamine rin

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genya safin

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“I am not ruined. I am ruination.”

oneshots

scars don't change a thing (☆) �� After the attack of the nichevo'ya, Genya distances herself from everyone, and the reader doesn't know how to deal with that. In a last attempt she tries to ask Zoya for advice.

The people at court called her razrusha'ya - the Ruined - and it made you feel sick to your stomach. Beauty had always been one of Genya’s specialities, her own exceeding the ones of any other Grisha. She was a Tailor, after all, so her affinity with the pretty and aesthetic little things made sense. To you, she was more than just her looks, but it was a harder task to make her see that.

the writing on my arm tells stories of a different time (♡) → Everyone has a sentence written on their arm in black ink, revealing the first words your soulmate says to you. After the first conversation, the ink turns red. The reader almost stopped believing in her soulmate, until she meets them completely unexpectedly.

There were many rumours surrounding the scarred Tailor, but if you had to approve one, it would be that she was absolutely stunning. Her vibrant red hair was curled perfectly, sitting on her head like a carefully crafted wig. Even though her face was scarred, and her missing eye was covered by a flawlessly fitting eye patch, she still looked incredible.

they don't know about us (♡) → Unbeknownst to their best friends the reader and Genya had been dating for quite a while now. But what happens when Nikolai and Zoya are set on getting the two of them together?

“I don't want to irritate you, but I just can't watch the two of you act like little lovesick children whenever you’re around each other any longer.” he insisted, making you roll your eyes in dismay, “Just…go ask her out or something! I can’t take it anymore. The flirting and constant eye fucking is getting way too much!”

will i ever be the one you see while falling asleep? (♡) → Oblivious childhood friends try to figure out whether their feelings are mutual.

It was common for her to have nightmares, even before the king’s advances. When you both were children, she would often sneak into your room and wake you up, telling you about her dreams and letting you comfort her. Even though she stopped doing it as you got older, she still wanted to return to these simpler times, when she could just come into your room in the middle of the night without thinking about it.

all my life i've been heading for hell (☆) → After the threat of the Darkling's reign of terror became a more present threat, the reader decided to leave it all behind. Genya stayed.

Genya watched you silently while you hastily packed as many of your belongings as you could. You had heard her entering, but you didn’t even spare her one look as you combed through your room. She chose her side a long time ago, and you wouldn’t stay to watch this nightmare become reality.

just how fast the night changes (♡) → Nikolai's younger sister has been crushing on Genya for years now, but for some reason said Tailor just won't see her as anything else than the king's baby sister.

“Oh, no, it’s fine. I’m not particularly busy today, so having someone to talk to wouldn’t be all too bad.” The words tumbled out of your mouth rather clumsily, and you internally prayed to anyone who might listen that you didn’t appear too awestruck.

tree decorating (♡) → Genya helps the reader with decorating the Christmas tree.

“Weren’t Tolya and Tamar supposed to decorate the tree?” she laughed, finally entering the room fully to take in the absolute chaos you had produced.

headcanons

being married to genya headcanons pt. 1┃pt. 2 (♡)

lady-in-waiting!genya x princess !reader (♡)

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oraclekleo · 11 months ago

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Hello there. I hope your december is going well. I'm here for the advice game!

I'm sagittarius sun, sag moon, sag mercury, sag venus, pieces mars and leo rising. You can call me vini. I'm mb, she/her.

You can choose any deck.

My aesthetic right now

Thank you so so so much for the game. Have a nice day/evening/night.

Take care 🤍

Hello Vini,

I’m happy you want to participate in my little tarot game. I’m doing fine and I hope you are also feeling well.

As usual with this game, I attach the cards in case there was a message meant for your eyes only.

Let’s start!

Cards: 50. Observer, 33. Weaving Flowers, 22. Like a Bird, 47. My Dear Friend (Oracle of Mystical Moments), 1. Spirit Self - Be who you are, as you are, 5. The Unknown - Knowing the unknown (The Lantern Oracle)

Your reading is all about focus and change. You might feel alienated to your true spirit self (or higher self) lately, tied down by outside pressures, influences and expectations. It’s important for you to realise that you will never find happiness outside, you need to seek within yourself. You can decide to be happy in life. You can become the most authentic version of yourself when you stop judging yourself based on other people’s standards. You already have everything you need to be happy and joyful, you only need to stop looking into the distance and rather focus on what’s right in front of you.

It’s scary to start something new, to take the first step into the unknown and head in an uncertain direction and yet your cards encourage you to follow the voice of your heart, be courageous and shake the shackles of conformity and stagnation off and start a new journey. You are much more than the sum of your fears. You can create something from little nothings as long as you are concentrated on your dream. Don’t be afraid to spread your wings and fly, see the beauties the world can offer. You might need to be patient and remain focused to reach bigger goals but that doesn’t mean you should stay still. The natural flow means constant change. Be open to it. Seek within your soul what your true dream is and commit to turning it into reality. Maybe it’s something one person alone can’t manage. Find your mutuals and reach that dream together. Any journey is more pleasant when taken with a good friend.

In short - Unleash your creativity, dream big, remain focused on your goals, welcome change and new or old friends and be yourself. You don’t need to fit boxes to be loved or happy. Accept yourself the way you are.

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Before diving into renovations, take some time to envision your ideal bathroom. Consider the style, colours, and features you desire. Do you prefer a modern aesthetic or a classic look? Create a mood board or collect inspiration from magazines and online platforms. This will serve as a reference throughout the project and help communicate your ideas to the Beaches Bathroom Renovations team.

Step 2: Set a Budget

Establishing a budget is crucial to ensure you stay on track financially. Factor in all aspects of the renovation, including materials, labour, and unexpected expenses. Beaches Bathroom Renovations can help you estimate costs and offer suggestions for maximising your budget without compromising on quality.

Step 3: Consult with Professionals

Engaging with the experts at Beaches Bathroom Renovations is essential. Schedule a consultation to discuss your vision, budget, and any specific requirements you may have. The team will provide valuable insights into what is feasible, as well as recommendations for materials and designs that align with your style.

Step 4: Plan the Layout

A well-thought-out layout can significantly enhance the functionality of your bathroom. Consider how you use the space and whether any structural changes are needed.

Beaches Bathroom Renovations can assist in creating a layout that maximizes both style and efficiency, ensuring every inch of your new bathroom is utilized effectively.

Step 5: Select Materials and Fixtures

Choosing the right materials and fixtures can make a significant difference in the overall look and feel of your bathroom. From tiles and countertops to sinks and faucets, Beaches Bathroom Renovations offers a wide range of high-quality options to suit your aesthetic preferences. Don’t hesitate to ask for samples or advice during this selection process.

Step 6: Execute the Renovation

Once all decisions are made, it’s time to start the renovation. Beaches Bathroom Renovations takes care of the entire process, from demolition to installation. Their skilled team ensures quality workmanship and adheres to timelines, keeping you informed every step of the way.

Step 7: Enjoy Your New Space

After the renovation is complete, take the time to appreciate your new bathroom. Add personal touches such as decor and accessories that reflect your style. With Beaches Bathroom Renovations, you can enjoy a beautiful, functional bathroom tailored to your needs.

Transform Your Space Today — Contact Beaches Bathroom Renovations!

Are you dreaming of a stunning bathroom or laundry room that reflects your style? Beaches Bathroom Renovations specialises in transforming ordinary spaces into extraordinary retreats. Located in the picturesque Northern Beaches of Sydney, our expert team combines innovation with quality craftsmanship to create beautiful, functional designs tailored to your needs.

Imagine stepping into a luxurious bathroom with modern fixtures, elegant tiles, and ample storage, or a laundry room designed for efficiency and ease. Our commitment to using premium materials ensures your renovation stands the test of time, enhancing both the value and comfort of your home.

Contact Beaches Bathroom Renovations today for a free consultation and let us bring your vision to life. Experience the perfect blend of style and functionality right in the heart of Northern Beaches, Sydney!

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songvitko · 16 days ago

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Revolutionize Your Social Media Profile with iFoto's AI PFP Maker

Ever wonder what your profile picture would look like as a vintage Hollywood star or a futuristic astronaut? With the rise of digital creativity, turning your everyday photos into works of art is not just a dream—it's now a reality. Enter iFoto's AI PFP Maker, a revolutionary tool that's reshaping the way we express ourselves on social media. Let's explore into the world of personalized social media imagery and explore the creative boundaries and future horizons that iFoto's AI PFP Maker opens up.

Have you ever scrolled through your social media feed and wished your profile picture was a little more unique? It's not uncommon to feel that your profile could use a little extra flair. That's where iFoto's AI PFP Maker comes in. It's not just a tool; it's a canvas for your digital identity. By using advanced algorithms, the AI PFP Maker can change your mundane photos into stunning visual representations that reflect your personality and style.

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But what does this all mean for your social media presence? Here are a few ways the AI PFP Maker can improve your online identity:

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abcinteriors · 25 days ago

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How Does ABC Interiors Turn Dreams into Reality in Madurai?

The Journey of Transformation at ABC Interiors

Once upon a time in the vibrant city of Madurai, there was a dream waiting to be realized. In a world where spaces often felt cramped and uninspiring, a visionary team at ABC Interiors set out to change the narrative. Their mission? To create beautiful, transparent interiors in Madurai that spoke to the hearts of those who lived and worked there.

As word spread about their innovative approach, people began to flock to ABC Interiors, eager to discover the best interiors offer in Madurai. Each consultation felt like opening a treasure chest of possibilities. The team listened intently, absorbing every detail about their clients' hopes and aspirations, all while emphasizing the importance of functionality alongside beauty.

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moodliving · 2 months ago

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Elevate Your Living Space with Mood Living’s Premier Interior Design Services in Kellyville

Are you dreaming of a home that embodies style, comfort, and functionality? Mood Living is here to make that dream a reality in Kellyville. We specialize in curating interior spaces that captivate, inspire, and reflect the unique personality of our clients. With a team of experienced interior designers, we are dedicated to transforming ordinary spaces into extraordinary living environments. Discover how our bespoke services can elevate your home and create the perfect atmosphere for any occasion.

Why Choose Mood Living for Your Kellyville Home?

Kellyville is known for its charming residential properties, offering the perfect canvas for sophisticated interior design. At Mood Living, we understand the local aesthetic and know how to blend contemporary trends with timeless elegance to suit the Kellyville lifestyle. Our approach to interior design is comprehensive, focusing not only on beauty but also on creating spaces that enhance everyday living.

We offer a range of design services tailored to suit different needs, whether you’re looking for a complete home makeover, a single room transformation, or just some professional guidance. Here’s what makes us stand out:

Personalized Design Solutions: Every project begins with an in-depth consultation where we get to know you, your style, and your goals. This personalized approach ensures that the final design aligns perfectly with your vision.

Expertise in Small Spaces: We know how to make the most out of compact areas. Our small space interior design solutions are perfect for those looking to maximize functionality without sacrificing style.

Luxury and Affordability: Our team has a keen eye for luxury design elements that won’t break the bank. We help you achieve a high-end look with cost-effective strategies and smart product selections.

Comprehensive Interior Design Services Offered in Kellyville

At Mood Living, we pride ourselves on offering a wide array of services to meet all your interior design needs. Here’s a closer look at what we provide:

1. Custom Interior Design Services

No two homes are the same, and at Mood Living, we believe your interior should be as unique as you are. Our custom interior design services are tailored to reflect your personal style and functional requirements. Whether you prefer a modern minimalist approach, a luxurious contemporary look, or a cozy traditional feel, our team can bring your vision to life.

Our Custom Design Services Include:

Space planning and layout optimization

Furniture selection and placement

Color scheme and material selection

Lighting design to enhance mood and functionality

Decorative accessories and artwork curation

2. Home Renovation Consultations

Planning a home renovation in Kellyville? Let our experts guide you through the process with our renovation consultation services. We help you make informed decisions about everything from structural changes to interior styling, ensuring that your renovation project goes smoothly and achieves the desired results.

Renovation Consultation Services Cover:

Design concepts and feasibility assessments

Selection of high-quality materials and finishes

Coordination with builders and contractors

Budget management and project timelines

Final touches for a cohesive look

3. Home Staging Services

If you’re planning to sell your home in Kellyville, home staging can significantly increase its market appeal and selling price. Our expert staging services are designed to showcase your property’s best features and create an inviting atmosphere that attracts potential buyers. We strategically arrange furniture, décor, and lighting to highlight the space's strengths while downplaying any flaws.

Benefits of Home Staging with Mood Living:

Enhances the overall aesthetic of your home

Maximizes space and functionality

Creates an emotional connection with buyers

Increases the potential for a quicker and higher sale

4. Interior Styling and Décor

Sometimes, all your space needs is a little sprucing up. Our interior styling and décor services are perfect for those who want to refresh their home without undergoing a complete renovation. We help you choose new furniture, accessories, and artwork to give your space a fresh look while incorporating elements that complement your existing décor.

Interior Styling Services Focus On:

Selecting decorative pieces that add personality

Enhancing existing layouts with new focal points

Incorporating the latest design trends while maintaining a timeless appeal

Achieving a balanced and harmonious interior

5. Eco-Friendly Interior Design

Sustainable living is more than a trend; it’s a lifestyle. At Mood Living, we’re committed to offering eco-friendly interior design solutions that reduce your environmental footprint. Our sustainable design practices include using natural materials, repurposing existing furniture, and incorporating energy-efficient lighting and appliances.

Key Features of Our Eco-Friendly Design Approach:

Use of sustainable and ethically sourced materials

Integration of energy-efficient appliances

Design strategies that maximize natural light

Recommendations for indoor plants to improve air quality

How Mood Living Transforms Homes in Kellyville

Our interior design process is collaborative, ensuring that your needs and preferences are at the forefront of every decision. Here’s how we go about transforming homes in Kellyville:

Step 1: Initial Consultation and Briefing

We start with a thorough consultation to understand your vision, lifestyle, and budget. This initial briefing allows us to create a design plan that aligns with your expectations.

Step 2: Concept Development and Space Planning

Based on your input, we develop design concepts and space planning solutions that make the most of your available space. We provide mood boards, color palettes, and layout plans to give you a clear picture of the final look.

Step 3: Material Selection and Procurement

We source high-quality materials, furnishings, and décor items that suit your design style and budget. Our established relationships with suppliers allow us to access a wide range of products at competitive prices.

Step 4: Implementation and Styling

Our team oversees the installation process, ensuring that everything is executed to the highest standard. We arrange furniture, style decorative elements, and add finishing touches that complete the look.

Step 5: Project Review and Handover

Finally, we walk you through the completed project to ensure that everything meets your expectations. We address any last-minute changes and make sure you’re completely satisfied with your new space.

Interior Design Trends to Consider for Your Kellyville Home

Interior design trends are constantly evolving, and incorporating some of the latest styles can breathe new life into your home. Here are a few popular trends that work well in Kellyville homes:

Biophilic Design: Incorporating natural elements such as wood, stone, and indoor plants to create a calming environment.

Modern Minimalism: Clean lines, neutral colors, and uncluttered spaces create a sophisticated and contemporary look.

Textural Variety: Mixing different textures like velvet, wood, and metal adds depth and interest to a room.

Bold Colors and Patterns: Using bold accent colors or patterned wallpaper to make a statement in specific areas like the living room or bedroom.

Smart Home Integration: Incorporating smart technology, such as automated lighting and temperature control, for added convenience.

Why Kellyville Homeowners Trust Mood Living

At Mood Living, we pride ourselves on delivering exceptional service and creating spaces that our clients love. Here’s why homeowners in Kellyville choose us for their interior design needs:

Experience and Expertise: Our team has years of experience in interior design, ensuring that every project is handled with professionalism and creativity.

Attention to Detail: We are meticulous in our approach, ensuring that every aspect of your design is carefully considered.

Client-Centric Approach: We value your input and involve you in every step of the process to ensure that the final result is exactly what you envisioned.

Local Understanding: Our knowledge of Kellyville’s residential landscape allows us to create designs that suit the area’s character while meeting your personal style.

Get Started with Mood Living Today

Ready to transform your Kellyville home? Contact Mood Living today to schedule a free consultation. Our team is excited to work with you and turn your interior design dreams into reality. Let’s create a space that not only looks beautiful but also feels like home.

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