#leftandwrite

[antiphotogenicfilmographer]

tw zombies, cannabalism

the rancid smell of corpses lingered in the air, so omnipresent that no one in the crew knows what air smells like without it. how did the open skies smell on a sunny day? how did it smell when it rained? when the settled rain drops evaporated to the heavens as steam in a kettle? how did tea smell? how did tea taste? we've not experienced the joy of a morning tea in ages and you're beginning to wonder if such a thing ever existed in the first place. you were only reassured by its existence as we shared our opinions on our favorite teas and drinks, sitting against eachother like a can of sardines, up in the skylines of the city, where still the stench of decaying flesh surrounded us, reflecting on a subject we hardly remember as if we were sharing fever dreams. and maybe there is a small chance that tea was only ever a mass hallucination or a product of the mass hysteria leading up to these moments we live now. we pretend that we remember the taste of tea but you know the truth as much as i do. the only taste we remember is the bitterness and pungency of the blood coating our mouths right now. blood from dehydration and the chapping of our lips and skin and extremities, or maybe it's because of the corpses, maybe their blood eventually evaporated from the sun and situated in the air, catching itself in our lungs as we breathe.

but there is a last possibility that i fear, that i am in fact a zombie, a dead who killed and consumed an entire gang of survivors and through their collective life force, i regained my own, or maybe i would have collected life force over time, picking off strays from time to time. or maybe i ate a child. we've seen it before. the dead target them. it's something about their life force, one kids meal and a dead becomes an undead. kids are a delicacy. children have more years ahead of them, that's why, the more years you rob someone of, the more life you get for yourself. that's why the dead never eat the elderly, there's nothing of worth received from such a transaction, so granny and gramps tend to live peacefully among the dead and peacefully fade into oblivion when their natural lives come to an end. we spot one now as we stare down the height of this gothic building. that's someone's grandpa, someone who might be dead, someone who's child is almost surely dead. and i wonder again about myself. it's possible i'm undead, but i do think that the blood in my mouth is my own, i truly believe that, i have to believe that, i don't know what i would do if that- you're looking at me and i regret what i was about to think. through your eyes i see your love for me, i feel our passion, and. i have to break eye contact. everytime i try to think of our love when i look at you, but i can’t possibly keep that up for more than five seconds, because within six the images begin to flood my mind again. you, dead. someone's child, alive. then you, undead. that child, dead. my neck twitches as i try to cringe away from the painful memory and you, knowing something was wrong, hold my hand in your left and rub some of the dirt or dried blood from my cheek with your right. i look into your icy, yet inviting eyes and lean forward into your embrace.

your hair feels nice in my hands, but i can’t help thinking about the taste of blood in my mouth so i pull gently on your hair to see your face again. i let go, letting our lips meet and i hope desperately that somehow your mouth tastes of something besides blood. as we kiss, there's the blood taste on my tongue but i can't help but want more, because at least it's different blood, at least it's different. you're different. when we stop, i say, half miserably: tastes like blood.

"what? you mean i don't taste like tea?" you jest.

"mh, how would we know that tea doesn't taste like this?"

"i guess we can't know. we can only hope"

you giggle and i love you so much, though i find myself mumbling,"i wonder what their favorite tea was".

you hear and respond so nonchalantly, "they were just a kid. there was no way they would have known what tea was. it didn't even exist when they were born. you and i need to face it, we're old now".

despite the internal conscious deep in my mind muttering it's repeated guilt of not stopping you, of encouraging you, we speak so freely of the incident, of when you died, of when you were dead. of when you weren't anymore.

i might not know what i am, but i know what you are. you are undead. now i just want to ensure that you aren't, assure you that you aren't unloved.

but it's hard, yet so easy.

"yeah, we're almost as dead as granny"

your giggle this time is mixed with a sob. and instinctually i hold you to me, but you break my hold quickly to give me another kiss. this time it's not just blood i taste, but the saltiness of those tears running down your cheeks onto our lips and into our mouths.

i mumble, " maybe it's not the taste of tea, but it is the taste of love."

so it is with the air. the smell of decay. the smell of blood, fresh or otherwise, the smell of fear. at this point, it all constitutes the smell of love.

because we are here and we love. everything we experience, everything we do, everything we are is love. this is love. we are love.

Whenever a zombie successfully eats a human brain they become a little more alive. The most dangerous zombies are all but indistinguishable from survivors.

[chittapornswife]

@ “new girl fic” anon if you’re still out there i think i found out what happened to new girl, unless this is a different fic with a kinda similar plot line. But from my sleuthing the user @starxblossom was the author but had published that series under their old blog @/leftandwrite. Now they’re reuploading the New Girl series and rewriting some parts of it I think? If this fic deals with Jaehyun & the nct members being a part of like an “escort services” business then this might be it😳 here’s the authors masterlist!

[ellebabywrites]

ooof, I didn't realise there are still spaces left - can I request a boyfriend Yuta in whatever colour is prettiest lmao - leftandwrite💞 (I'm anon bc I'm not about to expose my cringey main blog✌🏼)

Ahhh my love @leftandwrite !!! I chose a light pinky/beige colour because to me Yuta is like a soft sunset , I hope you like it !! 💕🥰

[jaehyunavenue]

bias name tag 💗

thank u so much @leftandwrite for tagging me! i tag @stnomin @ten-bomb @yxngoxe @cherry--blossomss

Bias name tag: make a playlist with each letter from your bias’ name!

(j)unky - brockhampton

(u)pgrade u - beyonce

(n)ew york new york - frank sinatra

(g)ood thing - nct 127

(j)oy - nct dream

(a)pricot princess - rex orange county

(e)lectric feel - mgmt

(h)ow long has this been going for - chet baker

(y)estoday - nct u

(u) - raph

(n)o longer - nct 127

[byebyemyblues]

Tagged by @leftandwrite ♡ thank you

Tag, you're it! @arctaurus @straycty @retro-milk @rinnatsumeneko @kriselynne ♡

[ewutai]

you are just doing you&bias thingy so could you recommend any other writing blog?

I do not follow much blogs here on tumblr, but I guess I can point out excellent writers. I’ll just list the ones who write for NCT (some of them write for other groups too) and who I like the most.

@suhsexual @sweaterpawstaeyong @vvwin @stormae @oppafeels @svt-can-fvck-me @seraphicten @swervingkpoptrashcan @cremethorns @leftandwrite @chipsandwaffles @glossysxga @caliboyjaeffrey and as a bonus @thedreadedsweaterinyourcloset

[caiuscassiuss]

21 questions tag

Tagged by the lovely @larosepompon​

rules: answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better

Nickname: Cami

Zodiac: Cusp of Scorpio+ Libra, usually go by Scorpio

Height: 4′11″

Last movie I saw: have no idea

Last thing I googled: “why is bella from twilight so annoying”

Favorite musician: NAO, VAV, billie eilish, dean, Heize, DPR Live, Disclosure, Stromae

Song stuck in my head: tous les memes by stromae

Other blogs: @lizardyong (my fic rec blog)

Following/followers: 78/2***

Do I get asks: yeah! But like... not as much as i used to lololol

Amount of sleep: sleep? what is that, a food? (nah for real maybe 4-5~ hrs)

Lucky number: 24

What I’m wearing: White vintage lamb wool sweater, brown trousers from uniqlo and then Saint Laurent sneakers

Dream job: Corporate Lawyer or in public office

Favorite food: Cheeseburgers, ramen, sushi, gyoza, omlettes, herb+cheese bread, GARLIC BREAD

Instruments played: piano, but i sang then switched to visual arts

Languages: English, Tagalog (kind of), I really want to learn either french or korean

Favorite songs: fiancé- mino, okay- chase atlantic, bury a friend- billie eilish, human- sevdaliza, one- samuel, gorgeous/spotlight- VAV, playlist- DPR live, gabriel- NAO

Random facts: I REALLY LIKE FASHION ESPECIALLY HIGH END SO ASK ME FOR MY OPINIONS ON FASHION

Tagging: whoever the hell wants to do this bc uhhh i literally dont want to tag 21 people but like @taeil-94 @nothaechan @plumtry @leftandwrite @wispyyukhei im sorry if im bothering you :(((

[ellebabywrites]

Tag Game 💕

Tagged by my lovely @mrkotter

Tagging @leftandwrite @baekwell--tart @ldphoggs 💛

My lock screen is just this really pretty picture I found on Pinterest when I was making mood boards // my home screen is that because I think I’m funny (that is funny tho!!!) // I’ve been listening to Queen Hwasa on repeat for DAYS , she’s incredible and I love her so much 😩🙌🏻

[moansharry]

what type of toothpaste do you use? sensodyne or however its spelled i have sensitive teeth ya

Favorite cartoon? (movie/tv or book) baby looney toons omg

do you have a weird food that you like but not many other people do? uhm not really im the opposite i h9 mexican food but everyone loves it

What was your first blog? if this was your first blog, what was your first url? this one, it started out as a personal for about 3 days. first url was onebandoneloveonedirection wow

what celebrity do you respect the most? and why? "fat amy" from pitch perfect because she honestly is so smart and so gorgeous and she takes the roles no one else will and i have so much respect for her like shes just amazing

Whats the first song out of your whole life you remember listening to? probably twinkle twinkle little star or some other bedtime song

What did you dream about last night? wow ok idt i had a dream last night but the night before that i cant remember either but it was weird but once i had a dream i hit my ex bf over the head with a golf club

If you were to bump into a celebrity on the street and talk for a few minutes, who would you want it to be? NIALL HORAN

Have you ever met a celebrity? if so, who? daryl hall, we talked about lighthouses together in his house das rite

whats your lucky number? 21 or 32

Favorite song quote? "its a revolution i suppose"

I was tagged by bradfors

Rule 1: You must post the rules

Rule 2: Answer the 11 questions and make 11 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 11 people

Rule 4: Tell them you’ve tagged them

ive tagged you because we're friends or i just remembered your url ololo

my q's 4 u's

what was the name of your first pet?

what was the last thing you said to your mom?

what was the last thing you wrote down?

last thing you read?

fav scent?

ever have any deathly illnesses?

what time did you wake up today?

whats the latest time youve ever slept?

what was the last party you were at like?

do you love me  whats the worst grade youve ever gotten other than a 0?

whose your inspiration and why?

tag me when youre done hahahhahasyaj

[ellebabywrites]

Rules: post your biases and let your followers decide if you have a type

Tagged by : my love @cafehaechan 💕

Tagging : @baekwell--tart , @leftandwrite , @mrkotter 🥰💕

[ellebabywrites]

Music Shuffle Tag !! 💕

Tagged by my love @baekwell--tart 🥰

Rules: put your entire music playlist on shuffle, expose the first ten songs of the list and choose ten victims!

I used my KPOP playlist because that’s what I listen to most ☺️

Pretty In Pink - MYTEEN

Stigma - BTS

예쁘다 Pretty U - SEVENTEEN

none - CRUSH

Moonchild - RM

Don’t Worry - Def. (JB)

Freedom - iKon

Awake - BTS

Lazy - EXO//CBX

I’m So Sick - APink

Tagging : @cafehaechan , @leftandwrite , @peachydyoung , @ldphoggs , and anyone else that wants to do it , just say I tagged you🥰

(If you don’t want to do it that’s okay too!!)

(I don’t have too many mutuals so ahsjfskcnsk but these tags are so fun!!)

[ellebabywrites]

Shuffle Tag + Bias Name Tag !! 💕

Tagged by : @baekwell--tart 🥰

Shuffle tag: put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first ten songs!!

Odd Eye - Shinee

Bang Bang Bang - Big Bang

Intro. Nevermind - BTS

Timeless - NCT U

Regular (English Version) - NCT 127

21 - Dean

I Don’t Know You - The Rose

If You Do - GOT7

Overdose - EXO

Runaway - Pentagon

Bias name tag: make a playlist with each letter from your bias’ name!

J : Just Do It - BSS

E : Eclipse - LOONA (Kim Lip)

O : Okey Dokey - Mino and Zico

N : No Air - The Boyz

W : Wow Thing - Seulgi, SinB, Chungha, Soyeon

O : O Sole Mio - SF9

N : No Name - Taeyoon

W : Walking In The Moonlight - The Night Of Seokyo

O : Ooh La La La - EXO

O : Outro. Divina Commedia - GDragon

Tagging : @cafehaechan , @mrkotter , @leftandwrite (anyone that wants to do it or you don’t have to) 💕

[caiuscassiuss]

Song Tag!! I was tagged by the lovely @xuxi-rolls to do this!!

Rules: list 10 songs you’re currently obsessed with!!!

Jocelyn Flores- XXXTentacion

Blooming Day- EXO-CBX

사람 같은 사람 (Feat. 기리보이)- NO:EL

Burn Break Crash- Snakehips

Ma$himaro- Hash Swan

Eclipse- LOONA (Kim Lip)

Rendevous- Sik-K

Lucky One- EXO

Don’t Know You- Dok2 ft. Hash Swan

Moonlight- XXXTentacion

i’m tagging @leftandwrite @oh-xiut @midnight-tofu to do this!

[caiuscassiuss]

henlo buddies issa tag game

Nickname: chameleon, cantaloupe, creme brulee, cami

Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

Height: 4′11

Age: sorry i ain’t tellin u dat

Time: 2:38 PM EST

Fav artists: NCT, EXO, Jeon Soyeon, AKMU, SHINee, Jeong Sewoon

Non Kpop favs: Sik-K, Rich Brian, Heize, DPR LIVE, Giriboy, G.Soul, XXXTentacion (Rip X), Marteen, Billie Eilish, Childish Gambino, NO:EL, Hash Swan, DEAN, Hyukoh, Fall Out Boy, Joji, Stromae

Song stuck in my head: Mine- Bazzi 

Last movie I saw: The Incredibles 2

Last thing I googled: expensive vodka (okay look this is part of the next fic that’s coming up)

Other blogs: Just me. I’m thinking of creating an art blog tho.

Do I get asks: Not alot. PLS TALK TO ME I AM A LONELY BOI

Why I chose my username: c (my first initial) + aurelius (the author of a favorite book of mine is Marcus Aurelius, a philosopher and one of the 3 good emperor of rome. He wrote the famous philosphy book ‘Meditations”)

Following: 43 (@stormae​ @sakuurae​ @leftandwrite​ @nctverse​ @jaemms​ @chittafont​ are some of my fav authors on the site that I get inspiration from to write my own fics, i totally recommend you check them out)

Avg amt of sleep: LOLS WHAT IS SLEEP

Lucky #: 24

What I’m wearing rn: A Bruno Mars Moonlight Tour from 2014 T-Shirt + some Adidas Shorts.

Dream trip: It’s either staying in a beautiful hotel in Paris, Rome, Venice, or whatever or staying at a resort hotel in Thailand or singapore dkgjhdfkhd I want to go to so many places

Dream job: Working as a fashion editor

Fav food: a good ole’ cheeseburger

Play any instruments: I used to be able to play piano? I can maybe carry a tune?

Top 5 current fav songs: (in no particular order)

Seventeen- Rich Brian

Sad!- XXXTentacion

All Mine- Kanye West (I heard somewhere Jaehyun listens to it while in the shower and the song is so dirty and I want to cry)

Dreaming- NCT 127

Copycat- Billie Eilish

Play any sports: I used to play golf, but now I just play tennis occasionally

Hair colour: Black

Eye colour: Brown

Most iconic song: Boss by NCT U

Languages: English, some Tagalog

Random Fact: I absolutely HATE bugs

Describe yourself as an aesthetic: looking out of the window with the cold wind running through your hair at 2 am, looking over the tokyo skyline vaporwave style

I was tagged by @haikuna and I’m tagging @midnight-tofu and @retro-milk

[caiuscassiuss]

soft bias questions

henlo everybody i was tagged by @haikuna so let’s go!

1. who’s my bias?

today it’s johnny

2. what made you notice him?

his hair and his chin. yeah it weird but he has a really pointy chin that’s really cute idk 

3. what’s your favorite thing about them?

mmm... johnny is really cute and loving but is known to be a bit domineering and scary i find that really attractive aaskljfhdklshdf

4. who would initiate skinship more?

me. johnny is pretty touchy but i literally cling to anyone like a koala bear (that’s one of my numerous nicknames) so it’s going to be me. it’s just going to be johnny and i walking or something and then i just hook my arm around his and lean into his side. but i have no doubt that there won’t be a lack of skinship between the two of us

5. who would hog blankets more?

i literally need blankets to live so i think it’d be a war between the two of us? in the end we would just snuggle lmao

6. who would be more clingy?

me probably. i tend to be a bit jealous and clingy (i know it’s bad i’m trying to fix it okay) and johnny is sometimes really laidback 

7. who would say “I love you” first?

johnny. i usually say i love you jokingly to my friends but i never do that to a boy after really bad past experiences

8. who would get flustered more often?

obviously me. i’m a big ball of awkwardness

9. which cuddling would you two enjoy more?

i am absolutely in love with the idea of big spoon and little spoon and i think it’s adorable so johnny and i would enjoy just snuggling in bed or something

10. which colors remind you of them?

light pink? bright yellow, robin egg blue. to be honest, the first pick i saw was him in a blakc supreme jacket with those aforementioned colors so that’s why i remember those colors

11. which season would you like to spend with them?

summer. summer always brings me the best memories and our relationship would be so carefree and fun

12. who would bake cookies and who would steal the batter?

i would be baking some cookies and probably wiggling to some trap music in the background while johnny steals some batter. i’d probably swat him in the shoulder and he would laugh, then tell me to not be so uptight

13. which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

johnny is going to make really shitty puns while i facepalm but mentally laugh

14. who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?

johnny, but i would end up being the maincaretaker lmao

15. which one of you would almost burn down the kitchen making pop tarts?

i think we wouldn’t be horrendous in the kitchen so i think it would be fine

16. who likes to lean over the trail railings and who pulls them back?

i hate heights and i get really scared but johnny would do something stupid like sit on a railing and i would yell at him to get the fuck back on the pavement

17. what would watching a horror movie with them be like?

i actually love horror movies but most of the movie would be me hiding into the blankets and cuddled into johnny’s side and screaming every other second while he just laughs at me

18. who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

johnny is the cheesy flirt (isn’t he the most romantic? duh) and i don’t think i’m smooth at all, i’m more coy??? I think??? i have no experience with boys rip

19. who is more competitive?

ME. even when in an amiable setting i just tend to be... competitive. rip

20. who would give constant reminders to eat, don’t forget keys etc?

i think it would be both of us. we both would agree to try our best in this relationship so we’d both be really supportive of each other. 

21. who sends cute “I miss you” messages at 3am?

both of us, again.

im tagging @leftandwrite @johnnysphatbombpack and @oh-xiut for this! good luck and have fun