#lee siyeon imagine

[skyechild]

Pain in love

𖤐 pairing: life!Siyeon x death!Fem!reader (f/f) 𖤐 genre: angst no fluff whatsoever 𖤐 warnings: death mentions 𖤐 wc: 800 𖤐trope/au: life/death au, f2l, somewhat already established 𖤐 summary: Life and death were not supposed to meet, or even be friends. anything you touch dies, anything Siyeon touches is given life. You just hate that you cant touch her. It made you want to cry. The girl that you loved...you couldnt touch her. 𖤐 notes: yes i know its short but what can i do? 𖤐Tags: @cultofdionysusnet / @spooo00oky / @stravvberrymilksan

You were death, coming to collect the dying who didn't have the possibility or strength to fight any longer. You came to collect their souls and carry them over. You could only touch the dead. Anything living would rot again from the inside out.

Siyeon was life, pressing against hopeful parents stomach to give them a wish they asked for. When she touched a dying flower it bloomed again, when someone had the strength to fight for even a little bit longer and some hope, she would give them that tiny bit of life.

You supposed it was fair enough. She was there at the beginning of life, you were at the end. Never to meet. Maybe it would have been easier if you had never met. But the thought hurts. You were too scared to touch her. What if your touch killed her? You hadn't touched anyone, and you didn't want to start with her.

Her smile lit up the room, yours dimmed the room, a sense of foreboding taking over. Her skin had life in it, a beautiful slight tan in it. Your skin was ashy grey, it was unsightly, ugly. You were the complete opposites. You didn't let her touch you, scared something would happen if she did.

You had met by mistake. Both of you sent to the same person. Her there to give them more life, you there to take life. You both froze at the sight of each other. It had been quiet for moment before Siyeon had moved forwards towards the person that you had spoken up. "Its his time." You had warned and she had looked down at him then back to you. "He can still fight left in him." You had shook your head. "Life, youve given him too much time." You had confessed. "He is exhausted, youve extended it too long." You had murmured and she looked at you, eyes glossy.

Siyeon hated when she had let let people go, not give them that boost that she could. But she knew you were right, the usual look they had when she first came to give people just a few days or a week left was gone. He was skin and bones. He had no muscle of fat left. "He is in pain." You had moved forward as well, by her side now. "But you can wake his family up." You had soothed her, itching to wipe away her tears.

That was how you both met. It was bittersweet. You taking a life and her not being able to help. You had to escort her out to sit down, taking a seat next to her.

"Y/n?" You were taken out of your thoughts at the call of your name. Looking up at the girl you smiled fondly. "Hello." You whispered, she smiled softly. She never minded the sense of foreboding whenever you smiled. "How are you?" You question and her smile grows. "Ive been wonderful!" She motioned towards you, returning the question. "Im the best as i can be." You smile fell a bit. The best anyone can be when taking lives. You meant and she knew it.

You both had known each other for a few millennia now, the brewing of something surrounding you guys made you nervous. You have never liked someone, or even been in love. You had thought it was stupid. Why fall in love with someone when you might end up taking their life? You knew with someone immortal it would be easier..if they were your side of things. But someone like Siyeon? You didnt want to risk it, no matter how hard she tried.

You were about to go to your boss and ask if you could touch other immortals that were not under death. If your touch worked on the other side, on Siyeon's side.

You hoped not.

You didnt want it to work on something so beautiful. You supposed life itself was beautiful even though you saw the end. You saw the tragedies, the pain and suffering. While Siyeon saw the bright side, the births and joys. You had to let fate take its course as well. (Minji was a sweetheart.) But you loved Siyeon and you knew she loved you. That scared you the most.

How could someone so beautiful, someone who gives and gives and gives while you can only take and take and take. That didnt seem fair to you. Why couldnt you give. You wanted to give, you wanted to give Siyeon anything and everything you wanted. But at the end of the day, you both werent suited for each other. It was a forbidden love, the worst type of love in your opinion. It hurt the most and it hurt everyone with no remorse.

[mashup-writing]

How Suyaeon would react to Y/N feeling left out of the relationship

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Summary: It's not always sunshine and rainbows in a relationship, there's a close bond between Sua and Siyeon which comes from them being cut from the same cloth- Y/N can't help but feel like an outlier.

"Ikaw pa rin ang pipiliin ko."

"You're still the one I'll choose."

Requested? ☑

Genre: Fluff, Smidge of Angst

Warnings: Insecurities, Self-doubt

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At the start you simply assumed that it'll take time for her to bombard you with energy like she does Siyeon.

Time passes but you're proven wrong, as four months in and she still doesn't get as hyper with you as she does with Siyeon.

You can't help but feel as if there's a barrier between you and Sua that you'll never manage to overcome.

At first it stings your skin when she touches you, lacking the energy that she does with Siyeon.

Eventually the sting deepens into your heart, and it collects instead of fading.

Siyeon is the first to notice.

For a while the wolf thinks that it's just her overthinking tendencies that's playing tricks on her.

Then Sua jumps her with a hug only to pull away and gently hug you, Siyeon doesn't fail to notice how your shoulders are sagged after the hug ends.

That doesn't mean that Sua is unatentive towards you.

She just has the tendency to believe that people have the courage she does when it comes to being up front.

In Sua's eyes, she's making it easier for you to be around her.

She knows that her hyperactivity has the tendency to tire people out regardless of whether they're introverted or extroverted.

One day after practice, Siyeon tells the rest of the members that she and Sua need to stay behind to polish up some moves.

Sua thinks nothing of it. She's always happy to get a bit more practice in.

She is after all one of the main dancers for the group.

She's confused when Siyeon doesn't move towards the speakers but towards her instead.

Siyeon wraps her up in a tight hug and something about it feels off. She's about to shrug the intuition off when Siyeon breaks away and something in the other girl's eyes proves her feeling right.

Sua's senses could never have predicted what she was about to hear.

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Y/N steps out of the bathroom feeling tired but refreshed. Gahyeon waves at the youngest member from the couch with a cup of instant ramen in her hands, the other girl scoots over as You roll your eyes while making your way over to her.

"Unnie, what are you doing eating that when Handong unnie made dinner for tonight?"

Gahyeon blushes before scrambling to defend herself.

"Hey! I'll have you know that I asked her if it's okay if I have this for dinner tonight! It's human nature to crave something you like you know!"

You stand up with a shake of your head, preparing to run away as soon as you can before ruffling her damp hair with a laugh. "That's for rejecting Handong unnie's food!" You turn around to run as Gahyeon's shriek fills the living room but you're not fast enough to avoid Gahyeon's revenge seeking hand, which yanks the towel wrapping your hair off your head before she throws it back at you.

The girl's got spectacularly bad aim however, as the balled up towel soars past your head and hits Yoohyeon's face instead. The blonde haired member shrieks, demanding to know why there was suddenly rendered blind with a damp thing clinging to her face.

Jiu laughs at what has transpired before Handong peeks out from the kitchen and announces that dinner's ready. Leading to your leader to clap her hands and announce that she's going to go call the other members to the dining area.

Gahyeon saunters to the kitchen on high alert, Yoohyeon keeping an eye on the younger member with your offending towel in her hands.

"You wouldn't swing at someone with ramen soup in theur hand, would you?" Asks Gahyeon before she brandishes the ramen cup infront of her. Yoohyeon squints, seeming to consider her next words before she eventually says no.

You shake your head in mirth before following behind the two, paying Handong a compliment and your thanks for the dinner. Your mood brightened and your insecurities forgotten for a while.

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"... Hello?"

"... Hi..."

"What is all this?"

You're tackled from the side in a hug. You turn your head to see Sua clinging to your side with a squeal, you're definitely not complaining but you also definitely want an explanation.

Siyeon tapes the last remaining length of fairy lights onto the top of your bunk before she crawls out of the tiny space, looking like she doesn't know what to say to explain what's happening.

Sua kicks the door behind you closed before breaking your hug and taking a breath to calm herself down. She transforms from the excitable puppy you see her as when she's with Siyeon, so a sheepish and apologetic looking version of herself. She surveys the room for a moment, before steeling her nerves. She holds a hand out and it takes you a moment to realize that she's reaching for your hand, not Siyeon's.

Sua tries to mask the hurt in her eyes when she realizes your conclusion.

You know people though, a performer she might be but the people you take the time to know can never hope to hide emotions from you when you look at their eyes. So you take her hand and place a kiss on each of her knuckles before gesturing for her to speak.

"I'm sorry for hurting you-"

You open your mouth to assure her that you know she didn't really mean to, but she beats you to the punch.

"I may not have meant to, but that doesn't excuse the fact that I did anyways. You're not always quiet, but you're a calm person and I thought you would've preferred me to be subdued around you for lack of a better word."

Siyeon wraps her arms around you from behind, resting her chin on your shoulder and you're glad she did. The tension in your body that you didn't know was there dissipates with the presence of her touch.

"I realise now that I should've asked you at the start if you'd prefer that I be calm around you or if you'd like me to just be as chaotic as I normally am instead of assuming what you would've wanted for yourself and in our relationship. I was out of place and I'm sorry it took me a long time to realise that."

Sua's hand in yours tightens its hold and you drop your gaze to find that her free hand is trembling by her side. You reach for it, pulling her close to you and placing a lingering kiss on her cheek before wrapping her up in a hug and peppering her face in short kisses.

Sua laughs, shrill and breaking in her excitement. She lets go of your hands to enclose both you and Siyeon in a bear hug, lifting you both off of the floor for a moment before her hug tightens even more.

You laugh along with your girlfriends as the irony hits you when Siyeon tells Sua to calm down unless she wishes to snap both your spines.

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"This isn't working, is it?"

Silence greets your question for a moment, then Siyeon moves from her spot on your right.

"No, half my ass is hanging off of the bed."

You and Sua share a laugh before three of you immediately get up from your bunk. Sua moves the laptop off your lap, pausing the movie before getting to work on moving the snacks to a safe area as Siyeon takes the job of laying a blanket down on the floor of your shared room while you take all the pillows from your beds to lay them on the blanket.

Jiu cracks your door open the next morning to find the three of you sound asleep and cuddling on the floor.

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A/N: This took me a whole day. To the anon who requested this, I accidentally deleted your ask in a draft (Of all things) that I published before proof reading so I apologize for that!

I hope y'all will like this work despite it being written an exercise for me to get back into the swing of things.

Song Insp. for this work: Cup of Joe - Ikaw Parin Ang Pipiliin Ko

[gahyunlovers]

★ — siyeon (dreamcatcher) lockscreens ¡ 🪻

[ot7stan4life]

Maison

Siyeon (Dreamcatcher) x Female Reader

(1 part - completed ✅)

Word Count: 1435

Summary: After a concert in your home country, you are reminded of the sacrifices you were forced to make to become an idol and begin to doubt your decision. All it takes is a warm embrace and a few comforting words from one of the women you love to remind you that you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be.

Warnings: angst, brief implications of homophobia, fluff

The plain hotel room that greeted us when we got back from the concert venue was quiet and dark. I left it that way, just taking a seat in the far corner of the room, letting out a sigh when I was finally off my feet. Without a word, Siyeon slipped into the bathroom and I heard the shower turn on not long after. For the next fifteen minutes, I stayed there, listening to the muffled sound of running water and allowing my mind to wander.

Touring was one of my favorite things I did as an idol. But it wasn't always as enjoyable as it should've been. The shows were fun, but those long periods in between concerts gave me too much time to think. Too much time to realize that I had less freedom as an idol. It had always been my dream to become a singer, but I never fully considered what I'd have to give up in order to fulfill that dream. Now I often wondered if it was even worth it.

Especially here in my home country where I'm reminded by the fans' unapologetic personalities of what I gave up. Had I stayed here and chosen any other profession, I wouldn't have to hide such a big part of myself. I'd be free to be who I was and live the way I wanted without fear. It was different for the other members because they grew up having to act that way. For me, it was still hard to adjust. And it hurt having to pretend.

My thoughts brought on an unavoidable feeling of stress that made my cheeks burn and I felt the need to get some fresh air. So, I stepped through the sliding glass door to the balcony and leaned over the metal railing, enjoying the feeling of the summer breeze gliding across my face. I was up high enough that the street noise was muffled by the wind. It was peaceful, but it made me feel lonely. As I took in the soft white surface of the moon, I couldn't help but feel trapped by my situation and wonder whether anyone else could possibly understand this feeling.

As if my negative thoughts were loud enough to hear, I felt arms wrap around me from behind only minutes later. At first I was startled by the sudden contact, momentarily forgetting I wasn't alone, but eventually I leaned back into her touch with a heavy sigh, knowing it was Siyeon. She put her head on my shoulder, her nose almost touching my left cheek, and I let my hands rest on top of hers. Being in her arms instantly made me feel better. It felt like her way of reminding me that I really wasn't alone.

"What's on your mind, jagi?" Siyeon whispered softly near my ear. The pet name made my heart flutter but the clear concern in her tone brought the negative emotions back. I hated feeling this way. Not just because it sucked feeling so lost, but because I hated making her feel helpless.

Sighing again, I looked out over the city wishing that everything was different. "I'm just wondering if I made the right choice becoming an idol."

I wanted to pretend that I was here in my hometown with Siyeon—not for a concert, not because we were idols in the same group—but because I invited her here on a trip to do something normal, like meet my family or go visit my favorite places from my childhood. I didn't want to be forced to worry about people taking pictures of us and starting rumors. I didn't want the obligation to act a certain way that comes with being famous. I didn’t want any of it. And I was nearly at my breaking point.

Without replying, Siyeon turned me around in her arms and put her hands on my cheeks. We stayed like that for a few seconds, just staring into each other's eyes and I felt so much love seeing the way she looked at me: Like I was the most important thing in the world. There was no doubt in my mind that she would love and protect me with everything in her for the rest of her life. And it wasn't even a question whether I would do the same.

"I know you wish things were different,” she smiled sadly, “I do too." Her voice was still soft as she rubbed her thumb across my cheek while her eyes took in every inch of my face. I wondered how she always knew exactly what I was thinking. "But look at it this way..." she stopped her gentle strokes against my skin and looked into my eyes. "If you hadn't become an idol," the corner of her lips tilted upwards revealing half of her beautiful smile, "you would've never met us."

Though I still felt the weight of my negative thoughts, her statement managed to make me smile. Through one of the most difficult choices of my life I may have been forced to conceal a part of who I was, but I still ended up finding seven of the most important people in my life. Even if I felt like being an idol had more risks than rewards, those seven girls made it worth it. At least I could be myself around them and they loved the part of me that I wasn't allowed to show anyone else.

"You're right," I whispered and leaned forward so that my forehead was resting against hers and our noses were touching. Even when I felt lost, she kept me grounded. She and the other members... they were where I belonged. Where I felt found. They were home.

"I love you so much, you know that, right?" Siyeon told me, her voice so quiet and fragile. She’d told me she loved me countless times before, but something about this one felt different.

"I know." And I did. I knew she meant it. And I knew what she meant. It was hard to explain, but I felt it too. We loved each other and the other members in a way that couldn't be defined. It wasn’t limited to platonic or romantic. It was more than that. We all loved each other so much that we couldn't bear the thought of living without one another. It felt like we were meant to be together. Like we were destined to meet. Like soulmates. And, as long as it was up to us, we would be together until the day we died.

Sometimes it felt like I didn't have the words to tell them how much they meant to me. And I think that's why Siyeon did what she did after I told her I loved her back... she kissed me. It was gentle and just enough to express how she felt. She’d never kissed me before, but it didn't seem any different than her hugging me or kissing me on the cheek. It was just another way for her to show how much she truly loved me. Bora and Minji did it often with me and a few of the other members who accepted it, but I knew it meant more to Siyeon.

Once it was over, I nestled my head in the crook of her neck with my arms wrapped around her torso. She pulled me close with hers around my shoulders and ran her fingers through my hair. I stayed there, breathing in her fresh scent and feeling completely content.

It didn't matter if the world never knew who I truly was, because they did.

**This imagine was transferred over from my Wattpad acc OT5Stan4Life**

[mandu-17]

Paradise is where you are | Lee Siyeon x fem! reader

Requested by: Anonymous

Request: Hi there could I ask for a gp Siyeon X fem reader smut? Just soft dom Siyeon fucking the reader after hard day at work?

Warnings: G!P Siyeon, unprotected sex, biting, cursing

Genre: Smut

Wordcount: ~ 1,522

A/N: enjoy! g!p yoohyeon is up next so please stay tuned;)

There was only one thing you were dreaming of right now.

You were craving your bed.

After long 8 hours at work, you felt completely destroyed. Every part of your body was aching and your brain was probably overheated too. You sighed heavily, before locking the door to your apartment behind you. Finally, a moment to yourself - you thought while heading to the bedroom. Heavy raindrops started to fall down from the sky, luckily you got home before they could do you any more harm. The sound of the rain itself was soothing though.

Once your feet managed to drag you into the room, you were met with a heartwarming sight of Siyeon covered with a fluffy blanket. Despite everything, you let yourself smile and approached her.

She was laying on the side, with her back turned to you. Your laptop was located in the legs of the bed with a new tv show playing on it, but Siyeon’s eyes remained closed - meaning she probably fell asleep on accident. You bit your lip in order not to grin too widely, but who were you fooling? You looked like a maniac already.

Maybe there was one more thing you were craving though. Funny, how fast your priorities can change.

“Siyeon, baby.” With a heavy heart, not really wanting to wake her up, you rubbed her back, admiring the way her eyes lazily fluttered open. “Were you sleeping?”

“Hm? No, i wasn’t.” You smirked at Siyeon’s quick attempt at denying reality. She propped herself on elbows and quickly checked the number of episode on the computer. With a defeated sigh, she rubbed her face humming tiredly, “I was watching this new drama.”

“Sure you were.” You pressed a kiss against her soft cheek, a quiet chuckle escaping your lips.

“Well, I was trying to.” Siyeon smiled at you, before adjusting the blanket around her. She sat up against the headboard. “When did you get back?”

“Just now.” You could hear your own smile in your voice, as you fondly studied her messy hair and sparkling eyes embraced by the dark circles underneath.

Siyeon bit her lip bashfully and reached out for you. Then, she pulled you towards her.

“And how was your day?” She asked once you settled down on her lap. Gently, she caressed your hair once you used her chest as a pillow.

“Awful.” Now it didn’t matter though. As long as you were able to be this close to Siyeon, to feel her breaths fanning the skin of your earlobes, to hear her steady heartbeat - you were more than okay.

“Why? What happened, princess?” Siyeon looked down at you with a frown, she watched you carefully not wanting to miss any changes in your expression.

You exhaled loudly and explained what exactly happened. From time to time she nodded, letting you know she understood what you meant, how you felt. Her fingers worked unconsciously, without her approval. Like they had a mind of their own. Siyeon was pinching the skin of your hand, between your knuckles and wrist.

“Is there anything I can do to help?” Once you were done, your girlfriend asked, kissing your temple softly. The room was filled only with the sound of the rain on the other side of the window and your laptop working.

You were very glad she asked.

With a tilt of your head, you looked up at her. She immediately recognized the darker shade of your eyes. A ghost of a smile formed on your lips, as you straighten your neck a bit, leaning in. Hopeful, you stayed in Siyeon’s personal space letting your eyes close. Patiently, you waited for her move, endlessly enjoying the feeling of her hot breath tickling your face.

She cupped your jaw, as if you were made of incredibly fragile glass, but the way she kissed you was a huge contrast to it. Your breath hitched, your lips followed her lead excitedly. Physically, you were trembling in her embrace.

“I’m going to make you feel so good.” Siyeon promised, biting your bottom lip.

In a blink of an eye, her slim arms wrapped around your waist and she switched your positions. You gasped in surprise, automatically opening your legs for Siyeon. It was her absolute favorite place on Earth.

With shaky hands, you pushed her sweatshirt aside, eager to feel the heat of Siyeon’s body. Your touch had her humming into your mouth, the way your fingers traced shy patterns on her toned abdomen made her want to smile. Instead, she swiped her tongue along your lip seductively. The action had you going crazy.

Your girlfriend sat on her knees in order to take her top off, you did the same. No matter how many times you’ve seen her tattoos before, you felt this need to just stop and admire them once again. Your point finger brushed the one on her shoulder with Siyeon’s eyes following curiously. She brought your hand higher, up to her face. Pressing a long kiss on the palm of your hand, she shut her eyes. Next, Siyeon’s mouth was on your stomach, creating a path of love bites down to your anticipating core. She moved almost like a viper on top of your body. So effortlessly, so confident with her touches. Siyeon knew all the right ways to send you into overdrive.

Your eyes fought hard to stay open, wanting to absorb the sight of the love of your life pleasuring you for as long as possible. Although, Siyeon was simply way too good at eating you out.

You covered your mouth with your hand, desperately trying to reduce the whimpers falling from your lips. It actually was a pathetic attempt at hiding what couldn’t be hidden.

From what it seemed, Siyeon planned on making you cum with her tongue, but you were opposite to the idea. True, it felt incredibly, but you needed something else in that moment.

“N-no, Siyeon... s-stop, please.” Admirably, you held back from being carried away to cloud nine.

“Everything okay? What is it?” You had Siyeon worried in a second. She propped herself against the mattress and faced you with wide eyes.

“I need your cock. Please, just make me cum with your cock.” Siyeon smiled from ear to ear and kissed you like she just emerged from the water and you were the air she breathed.

Like a pair of thirsty teenagers, both of you hurriedly reached towards Siyeon’s pants. She pulled them down before climbing back on the bed. You were so ready to get a hold of her massive member when she surprised you by pinning your arms to the bed.

“I am in control here, princess.” Then, she slowly entered you, moaning at how tight you were around her.

“Fuck, Siyeon. It feels so good.” You cried, your back arching slightly.

Helpless, you leaned your head back on the pillows, surrendering yourself to Siyeon.

“That’s right. You can be such a good girl when you want to.” She intertwined your fingers together, as she fucked you hard, easily sliding in and out of your dripping pussy.

Siyeon groaned at the feeling of your walls clenching her member. She sank her teeth into your neck forcefully, satisfied with the purple mark forming as the result.

“S-Siyeon, please. Right there!” The burning hickey on your neck only added to the pleasure Siyeon was providing you.

You rolled your hips, meeting her thrust every time. Finally, Siyeon let go of you and gripped your hips, fully focusing on hitting that spot again. You pulled on her hair, letting your hands explore some more. You were met with a layer of sweat covering Siyeon’s back muscles, you could feel them tensing underneath your fingers, as your girlfriend worked on your body passionately.

“I’m close.” You whimpered, only now noticing the sound of bed squeaking - you wondered for how long had it been heard.

“Come for me, princess. You know you deserve it.” Siyeon nuzzled her face in your collar bone, her scent kept you grounded. Her heavy breaths and low groans also kept you grounded. But her member buried inside you took you to the sky.

A wave of warmth and pure ecstasy embraced your whole form as if you were showering under a refreshing waterfall of blissfulness on a hot day. You kept repeating Siyeon’s name - it felt like the only word you knew in that moment.

“Shit, Y/N.” Your girlfriend panted when she joined you in your little paradise. Her cum slightly leaking out from your spent pussy.

“Stay with me.” You stopped Siyeon when she was about to pull out, your breathing uneven as well.

With a small nod, she let herself rest in your arms. The sound of your heart beating rapidly under her ear reminded her of how sensitive you could be. How delicate you really were. She’ll be the one to keep you safe, she promised to herself. For now though, all she wanted was to cherish your soft touches, to hide in this safe place unreachable for anyone else.

She wanted to stay close to you.

[let-them-read-fics]

Jealousy, Jealousy

Pairing: Siyeon x Fem!Reader

AU: Non-Idol

Warnings / Misc. -- Smut, Jealous Siyeon ;)

Word Count: 3,348

Summary: With your three year anniversary imminent and the need for a get-away pressing, Siyeon organizes a romantic weekend trip for the two of you to enjoy together. Everything goes according to plan in the beginning, but when a night of clubbing breathes new life into her passion for you, things get a bit derailed.

Disclaimer: This writing is a work of fiction, and no disrespect is meant for those mentioned herein.

A/N: Hello again, my lovely readers! Just stopping by to drop off this Singnie fic :) Jiu's story is next, so look forward to it! Hope you like this in the meantime 💖

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Moonlight Bar & Lounge, 11:42 PM

As the two of you peered up at the establishment’s buzzing, neon lights, Siyeon had to make a conscious effort to prevent her hand from dropping too low on your ass. 

She’d made a promise to you – back at the hotel and in her post-orgasm haze – that she would be on her best behavior while you were out celebrating as a way of repaying you. 

You, in return, vowed to let her do anything she wanted to you once you were back in private, so long as she kept things tame and didn’t go back on her word in the meantime. 

And, for what it was worth, she was really giving it her all.

But you looked absolutely divine in your formal outfit – radiant with a sultry undertone, capable of leaving her transfixed. It drove her crazy to know that hidden away beneath it, tucked out of view from prying eyes, your skin was painted with all of her marks. Splashes of color, hues of red and purple growing darker with time – her own personal claims on you. With how hard it had been for her to keep her mouth off of you earlier, she was surprised you had any skin left unmarked at all. 

“Two more hours, Singnie. Think you can handle it?” You asked, glancing at her as you both approached the door. 

She opened it, sending you a confident look all the while. “Of course I can.”

You hummed, unconvinced. “We’ll see about that.” 

When you passed her, a smirk pulled at the corner of your lips. Her gaze had fallen to your ass, again, watching its every move in silent admiration as she trailed behind you like a puppy. 

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The reviews you’d read, though stellar, had failed to prepare you for just how nice the place was. Its intimate ambience beckoned you in at once, extending an easy-going hand, inviting you to look around and see for yourself everything that it had to offer. 

Things were darkened inside, creating an aura of sensuality and mystery despite the openness of the layout. Hues of black and blue accented the furniture and decorations, in line with the established theme of intrigue. Large skylights were centered in the ceiling, allowing plenty of moonlight in to do as it so pleased. 

A dance floor called from the far side of the room, comfortably crowded and taking up about half of the venue. Couches and chairs were situated around tables on the other side, strategically dotting the available area so as to award parties their privacy. 

The bar was large, stretching out far and wide as it stood ready to greet you upon your arrival. A busy bartender met Siyeon’s eye when he glanced up, vigorously shaking a drink. 

“Welcome, ladies!” He smiled warmly. “It’s great to have you tonight.”

You thanked him with a smile as well, and Siyeon extended the same courtesy. Her arm fell to your waist again mindlessly – completely out of habit as she turned to survey everything. 

“How about we get a table first?” She suggested, subtly motioning towards them with her head. “Then we can dance for a bit, if you’d like.”

“Sure, babe. That sounds perfect.”

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One Hour Later

Put simply, Siyeon seemed to be out to get you. 

Though she was your girlfriend, the love of your life, your protector – something truly sadistic shined in her dark eyes as she peered at you from the other side of the table, smirking around the rim of her glass. 

She watched you squirm in your seat a little, feigning oblivion as her foot traveled up your calf, teasing. 

Somewhere between her first and second rounds of wine she had undone the top few buttons of her blouse, and the seductive way she pressed closer to the table, arms crossed just below her chest, put her cleavage on full display. The edge of her bra was visible, too, but that was a detail likely only perceptible to you, considering your proximity and inability to focus on anything else. 

Every bit of her prior innocence was gone without a trace, eclipsed by the desire she felt, which was becoming harder and harder to maintain a grip on. 

The alcohol in your system was weakening your inhibitions, too; coaxing them to vanish as her charm worked its magic, promising release for you the second you asked for it. It showed in her eyes – which shamelessly drank in the sight of you – and the subtle bite of her lip. She appeared collected, but you knew that in reality she was far from it.

You downed your last bit of wine in an effort to distract yourself. 

As you lowered your glass, the ring on your finger shimmered, catching the attention of one of the club’s cycling lights. Siyeon looked at it proudly; it was the promise ring that she had given you this morning.

Wordlessly she reached forward, palm upturned. 

The musing, pleased smile on her lips would be your demise. You were sure of it. 

But even still, you extended your hand and placed it in hers, following her unspoken request. She held it close, rubbing her thumb across the back of it in soothing, easy strokes. 

Nothing made her happier than knowing you were hers.

“Ready to dance?” She asked, trying not to sound too eager. The thought of having your body against hers was ruining her in all the best kinds of ways. 

She was fiending for it.

You took a deep breath, steadying yourself for what was to come. She knew that asking was unnecessary, but she took pleasure in seeing you squirm. 

“Sure.” You swallowed. 

Happily, she finished off her wine. 

Leaving behind your empty glasses and appetizer plates, she stood up and led you to the dance floor.  

-

30 Minutes Until Promise Is Completed

The DJ was a true professional at his craft, and you decided at once that he deserved the biggest raise imaginable.

…do DJs get raises?

Regardless, he was owed one. 

His choices of song, paired with the seamless transitions and mixes that he conducted, set the mood of the lounge and kept everyone's energy high. A strong bassline carried throughout the place, thrumming consistently and so powerfully you felt it in your very being. 

Like an undercurrent, it flowed around you. Pushing and pulling, leading you out just to lure you back in again.

Siyeon moved in time with you, hanging onto the rhythm as you let loose. She kissed you occasionally, swept up in the heat of the moment and unable to resist your beauty. Her hands wandered, impossible to control as they made it their mission to tempt you. 

The couples around you all shared that sentiment as well – turning the air thick with sexual tension. 

Some grinded. Others groped. It was a plethora of positions and strides, all writhing and searching for relief – a statement piece on the human condition, plucked straight from a movie scene. From your place within it, amongst the welcome chaos, you could only imagine what a sight it was to behold from an outside perspective. 

A sudden buzzing tethered you back down to Earth, garnering your attention. It came from Siyeon’s front pocket, which was conveniently nestled right between your thighs. 

The contact made you tense at first, not expecting it, but it felt good. More than good, even. And far better than you cared to admit, considering you wanted to hold onto some of your pride. 

She felt it, too, but she didn’t pull away at first. Enjoying the show, she pressed it against you a little harder, coaxing your hips to gyrate, both to the rhythm of the song and in search of the vibrations. 

But once the phone rang a fourth time, you pushed her away with a dismissing laugh, telling her to go answer it. 

Your cheeks were flushed, and your heart was racing wildly within your chest. You covered your forehead with your palm, taking a deep breath as the people around you filled in the open space that her exit provided. 

The loss of contact with her allowed you to sober up the tiniest bit and get your head on straight. She was just like a drug.

Get a grip, you scolded yourself, shaking your head. This was ridiculous. Was going more than a few hours without fucking her really this impossible? You wanted it more than anything, but you didn’t want to give her the satisfaction of calling off your deal. It was made to prove a point, and you intended to keep it instated for that very reason.

You stole a glance at your watch. 

Only fifteen minutes left. That was doable, no?

Siyeon rolled her eyes as she slid up on the green button at the bottom of her screen. She had to fight the urge to just let it go unanswered.

Had it been anyone other than her boss, she likely would’ve. 

“Hello?”

“Ah, Siyeon,” he greeted from the other end, a smile evident in his gravelly voice. “I’m glad I could reach you.”

She pressed her back to an open portion of the far wall, away from the more rowdy parts of the crowd. 

“Of course, sir,” she sighed, withholding the attitude that she wished to lace into it. 

She looked up at you, watching you sway gently in time with the music. The light of the room painted you beautifully – every shimmer and shadow fighting for its chance to cast across your skin. She couldn't help but admire you from afar.

"...yes, sir. I turned that report in to your assistant two days ago." She answered distantly, clearly not entirely focused on their conversation. 

He launched into a response, but Siyeon suddenly tensed and stood up straighter – intrigued for a completely different reason.

A woman was making her way over to you.

Like a shark circling its prey. 

The blonde danced along to the beat with a drink in her hand, sipping on it as she closed the remaining distance between you. Siyeon could only watch as she leaned down, smiling prettily as she introduced herself. 

You laughed at something she said and nodded lightheartedly, amused. 

“Siyeon? Are you there?”

Her lips pressed tightly into a line. “Yes, sir. Continue.”

He did, but again she couldn’t pay much attention. She was too focused on the two of you standing far too close for her liking, and the nonchalant way that the woman invited you to join her for a dance. 

To Siyeon’s annoyance, you agreed and stepped forward. 

She drew you in and briefly settled a hand on your hip as the two of you got accustomed to the new song that the DJ started playing. You followed her lead, allowing her to sway with you. 

She was attractive, and the sight of you together stoked the fire of jealousy within Siyeon.

For what it was worth, though, you didn’t attach any deeper meaning to the exchange. You were simply dancing, after all, and you'd made it a point to flash your ring a few times to avoid any misunderstandings.

But Siyeon was in a different state entirely. 

Her blood boiled, and her grip on her phone tightened audibly. The poor thing groaned and squeaked from the pressure, pleading for her to ease up.

The woman locked eyes with her over your shoulder, practically taunting her as she dipped you down. The angle provided Siyeon an achingly beautiful view of your body, tempting her to admire the lines and curves that you created; but she was sobered up by the fact that it wasn’t exclusive to her. 

In that moment, anyone – including that woman – could see you looking so gorgeously spread out. 

That was her final straw.

She abruptly excused herself from the call, assuring her boss that she’d dial him up again at the first chance she got, before hanging up without another thought.

Bitterness radiated from her with every step that she marched closer to you, practically fuming. She moved people aside along the way, providing an opening for herself to return to you. 

You were uprighted by the woman at once and subsequently seized by Siyeon, who loomed angrily behind you. You were oblivious to the situation until you felt her presence as she entered your personal space. 

She emitted tension, and the sensation made you tremble; the territorial look she gave deterred the blonde, who raised her hands in a show of innocence before smiling knowingly and ambling to another part of the dance floor. 

Hesitantly, you went to turn around and face Siyeon. But her sudden grip on your hips prevented that, keeping you as you were.

Something firm pressed against your ass as she pulled you in, rutting with a restrained sort of gentleness that seemed difficult to maintain. It caught you off guard at first, but the swell of it, straining against the fabric of her pants, was something you'd recognize anywhere. 

It was your favorite toy. She had secretly put it on before you left the hotel earlier. Cheeky. 

How had you not noticed it before?

She ground against you again, aiming to give you a better feel for it, but made sure to remain somewhat inconspicuous to the people around you. Her hands caressed your sides, tentatively working their way downwards as she attempted to gauge your reaction. 

Her lips brushed the shell of your flushed ear, upturning the slightest bit in triumph when she felt your breath hitch. Your head turned to the side and your chin tilted ever-so-slightly, granting her full access.

“Do you feel that?" She asked lowly, clenching her jaw. “What you do to me?”

She couldn’t have cared less about the promise in that moment even if she had wanted to. With you looking as good as you did and flaunting yourself like that… behaving really was no longer an option. 

You nodded fervently, lacking the gift of speech. 

“You’re going to take care of that for me. Right now,” she emphasized, taking a hold of your wrist. 

Chest heaving, you turned around to face her. She shoved your hand between her legs, making you cup the toy as she pressed a harsh kiss to your lips. You melted into it, weak within her strong embrace. Obediently, you groped her again, making the other side of it rub up against her clit. You swallowed up the encouraging moan that she let out at the action.

She begrudgingly pulled away after a moment, but only enough to take your hand again and impatiently drag you towards the front door. Her movements weren’t the most graceful – seeing as that she bumped the two of you into other guests and nearly fumbled over her own feet along the way – but they were endearing. She wanted you so badly that appearing composed no longer mattered to her. 

And that feeling was beyond mutual.

- The Parking Lot -

Although they gave it their all to be seen, the city’s bright lights were muted by the thick fog that covered the windows of Siyeon’s car; they were mere blurs in the distance, becoming increasingly dulled with time. 

The steam served as an immediate tell of what was happening inside, just in case any particularly dimwitted onlookers failed to put two and two together after observing the rocking of the car. 

Part of you was afraid the entire thing would fall apart at any moment, based on how roughly Siyeon was taking you. 

Her body clung desperately to yours, only parting long enough for her to draw the toy out of you and drill it back in as she took you from behind. Her skin met yours repeatedly, filling the cabin of the car with filthy noises that made you wetter than you thought possible. 

“Fuck, baby,” she cursed, pressing your head further down into the seat as the snap of her hips grew messier and more erratic. Her fingers tightened in your hair, making your eyes water the slightest bit.

You smiled triumphantly, feeling the cool leather soothe your heated cheek. 

The decorative beads hanging from the rear view mirror clacked together, consistently colliding with the back of it.

Rhythmically, the press of your hips fell in time with her thrusts; you met in the middle, getting the most out of each and every move. Your muscles ached something wild, but you were beyond caring at that point; all that mattered was Siyeon, and ensuring that she got what she wanted. 

“Does it feel good?” You panted.

“So good, jagi,” she groaned, voice raspy, as she lolled her head to the side. 

Her hazy eyes landed on the hickies that she had left at the small of your back earlier, which she brought her free hand up to caress. Beneath her fingertips, your muscles flexed from the impact that she inflicted; they strained with the desperate, searching rutt of your hips as well, never stopping for a second. 

You were such a whore for her; she loved it.

"I wish you could see yourself like this," she mused through heavy breaths, palming your skin. "Taking me so well. God, you're so perfect." 

Her harsh thrusts mellowed into long, sensual ones as she focused on grinding against you. The ridges of the toy slid across your velvety walls as she humped, stimulating you further. She watched the length of it disappear inside of you repeatedly, only to reappear glistening more and more each time. 

You reached a shaky hand out to brace yourself, aware that she was getting close by the tremble of her legs.

All of the friction her clit was receiving was pushing her closer and closer to the edge. The other end of the toy moved inside of her as well, heightening the effect of even your most subtle motions. 

When your head fell forward and came to rest against your extended arm, she leaned down, seizing the opportunity to kiss your exposed neck. The way her body aligned with yours, completely bare and heated, made you moan. 

She left new marks everywhere she liked, taking her time.

A soft, pleased grunt resounded in her throat when you lifted your hips and grinded back into her, languidly working yourself along the toy. She stilled her movements and let you continue for a bit, reveling in the intimate feeling. 

"Head up, angel." She instructed, grazing her teeth across your pulsepoint. 

You obeyed and raised it, fighting exhaustion. 

Her lips found yours, and you immediately surrendered control of the kiss over to her. Despite knowing you'd grant it without hesitation, she still asked for permission by licking your bottom lip. 

You opened up, sighing as her tongue met yours. 

Instinctively, your walls fluttered at the feeling; she deepened the kiss, doing as she wanted.  

She snaked a hand down your body and pressed her fingertips to your clit, toying with it. She spread your slick around, proud of the mess of it that coated your thighs and pussy. It dripped down your legs, only turning her on more. 

Needing air, you broke the kiss. She clearly felt like showing a little mercy, as she allowed you the chance to catch your breath and kissed your shoulder in the meantime. 

When the toy hit your g-spot again following a particularly sensual roll of her hips, you whined pathetically at the feeling.

“Who do you belong to?”

“You, Siyeon,” you exhaled shakily.

“And who's the only one that gets to fuck you like this?” She pressed, voice commanding. 

You moaned, forgoing pride. “You.”

“That’s right, Y/N/N,” she grinned evilly, pushing herself back up. Her hands went to the small of your back again, applying a tantalizing pressure as you obediently arched for her, already knowing what she wanted. 

She wasn’t even close to being done with you yet. 

“Now, start counting. If you make it to twenty, I might just let you cum.”

The sound of her hand slapping your ass filled the car at once, intoxicating you in an entirely new way. 

“...one.”

[panda-writes-kpop]

sorry for party rockin' ~ lee siyeon

a/n: two fics in a week :0 this time it's for @neon-city-dreams with 25% less boomer jokes 🤭 you're welcome in advance and happy belated birthday. ‼️‼️🫶

tw: drinking, self-insert reader in a way, paladin shenanigans, king is a professional L taker

summary: your friends are professional clowns that do stupid shit. luckily for you, their schemes land you some alone time with the girl you've been crushing on: Lee Siyeon.

related fics: we're never getting back together (like ever?)

♡ Masterlist ♡

It was supposed to be an intimate gathering rather than a "party". Invites were sent to your roommates, a few of Siyeon's roommates, plus a couple of Paladin plus ones. The party was to be 10 people at a maximum.

Siyeon offered to host since the house she shared with her six roommates was much bigger than the apartment you shared with the other Paladins. Considering how the last party wrecked your apartment so badly that Shin Ryujin, a friend of a friend that was known to be a partier and hell-maker, offered to help clean-up instead of heading to another party to get wasted. She didn't do much more than flirt with the youngest Paladin, but the thought was appreciated.

You arrived first to help set up the party, shortly after SuA's car pulled out of the driveway. SuA and Gahyeon were heading out of town for a mini vacation while JiU was away visiting her partner, who was another friend of yours.

Yoohyeon and Handong offered to help out with decorations before heading out for a few hours to do some shopping, dining, and wine tasting out on the town.

The party was only supposed to be for a few hours, and if they could sneak some leftover drinks and food while people were leaving, then they'd scram for as long as needed.

That left you, Dami, and Siyeon to figure out food and drinks while Handong and Yoohyeon finished decorating.

After Siyeon nearly burned a pot of water, you both were kicked out of the kitchen by Dami, who then called Katie to come over and help.

"I didn't do anything -" You tried to protest as Dami held her phone up to you.

"Are you really going to refuse Katie's cooking and baking?" Dami asks as Siyeon pushes the phone away from you.

"Don't say another word! I'd like to enjoy some of that food before Minji finds it and cleans us out completely." Siyeon jokes as your phone buzzes.

You check the notification on your phone before sighing.

"What is it?" Siyeon leans over your shoulder to see, and her hair dangles right onto an uncovered part of your neck.

Your skin feels like it's on fire every time Siyeon's this close to you, but you're nervous about making a move. Besides, this is how she acts around everyone, right?

"Ryujin just posted your address on Instagram, saying there's going to be a massive party." You hand her your phone before gentle stepping towards Dami. "Tell your partner that we're going to need a lot of extra food."

"We're not dating..." Dami calls out before muttering a soft yet under her breath.

From what you understood, the two of them were romantically involved in one way or another, but you hadn't heard anything about an official date or title. Perhaps the two of them could finally move past longing stares and hushed whispers towards each other.

...You're a hypocrite. You stare at Siyeon like she put the sun and moon in the sky all by her lonesome. You've confessed to most of your friends besides Siyeon about how much you like her.

Tonight might be a good time to finally say something, even if it's as small as a one-on-one date or hangout. You've barely had a chance to do so, since you hang out here or at the Paladin apartment.

But since you have to be a gracious host, alongside Siyeon, to a lot more people than you were expected, you'd didn't have the highest hopes for tonight.

~

It wasn't going as badly as you thought it would have.

You did make a fool of yourself when you offered to pay for alcohol at a nearby convince store and then promptly forgot your wallet at the house (you can hear Katie mocking your poor memory from a mile away, maybe you really are a boomer). Although Siyeon didn't mind paying, you felt like a fool.

You did get to offer her your jacket on your way home, since it was colder than she expected. Siyeon gladly took your coat before handing you the alcohol.

It didn't matter what she wore - she would always be the prettiest girl in the world to you. She didn't take off your coat when you got in the house, and your pride/nerves kept you from asking for it back.

The house wasn't a complete wreck - although there was a sea of bodies to navigate through with plenty of booze.

Safe to say, the two of you received lots of cheers as you made your way to the kitchen.

"You owe me big time," Katie acknowledges your presence before grabbing something from the fridge, "I could've been enjoying the party for once-"

You chuckle softly as you set the brown bags on the counter.

"It was one time-"

"-And I still had to drive your drunk ass home, boomer." She grabs her mixing bowl before pouring something into it.

"What are you making?" Siyeon asks.

"Guacamole. We didn't have much else in the house, so I'm scrapping something together so we can have some food for ourselves." Katie sets the lemon juice aside before handing you the bowl. "Can you mix this for me?"

Her sugary sweet smile would've been enough for you to cave, but Siyeon's expectant eyes cause you to quickly start stirring the guacamole.

You're tempted to steal a bit, but you're afraid of the consequences, especially since Katie glares at you while putting the ingredients away. You innocently re-focus your attention on Siyeon before realizing that you were stirring air instead of the food.

Her laughter rings out in the kitchen as Katie sighs in disappointment.

"Whenever you two are done flirting," Katie closes the cabinet as you take a step away from Siyeon, "grab some shot glasses. Ryujin wants us to play Truth or Drink, and she's hogging the alcohol until she gets her way."

With a renewed sense of purpose, Katie skips out of the kitchen as you nervously cough. That was the first time that anyone had acknowledged the unspeakable between you two.

Siyeon smiles before taking the bowl from you.

"C’mon, we should go before Katie threatens us with a spoon."

As cute as the thought is, Katie could probably do some damage to both of you.

You nod in agreement as Siyeon sets the bowl aside and heads for the living room.

She grabs your arm and pulls you along as you wonder what god has blessed you with Lee Siyeon's presence in your life.

"Hey, c’mon in!" Ryujin waves you into the living room as you grab the plastic shotglasses from the counter. "We're getting ready to begin."

"Please sit down so we all can have something to drink." Sparrow begs as King silently nods in agreement.

"You two have already had plenty of drink - especially King." Katie warns as you hand shot glasses to everyone.

Alright, time for an impromptu sobriety test.

"What's three times fifteen?" You ask before Sparrow excitedly raises her hand.

"It's forty-five-" King answers before Sparrow scoffs.

"No, it's three hundred fifteen, you dumbass-"

"-You're just sticking the two numbers together, boomer-"

"No way! If anything, you're the boomer!"

Their drunken argument is enough to convince you to skip both of them, which signals Siyeon to hand them water bottle instead.

"When you both are sober enough to play, then you'll get shot glasses, alright?" Siyeon makes the final call, and they both nod before sipping on their water.

After you make your rounds, you take a seat between Ryujin and Dami. You glance around the circle to see who's all joined you - next to Ryujin is Mala, followed by Kazuha and King, who is still arguing with Sparrow on the other side of the room. Yunjin sits nearly opposite you, and to her right is Katie, Jinsoul, and Sparrow, who sits next to Dami.

Some other guests are crowded in the living room to observe the antics to come, like a sober Heejin supporting a drunk Yeji by the living room couch. Tzuyu's sitting on the couch, but her eyes are only on Mala - which is typical of the girl whenever Mala's around.

"Let's get started already!" Ryujin yells to calm the muttering group. "Does everyone know how to play?"

"I'm assuming it's just truth or dare but if you don't tell the truth, you take a shot?" You turn to Ryujin, who nods.

"Alright, who wants to ask a question first?" She claps before Katie softly raises her hand.

"I'll go first, if you don't mind." Katie smiles before grabbing her iced tea. "I've got a question - Paladins only. Who is your unconventional celebrity crush?"

"Aww, c'mon, that's no fun-" Ryujin complains before Spareow butts in.

"Let the kid ask a fun question before we all start asking risqué questions."

"I'm not a kid, and to prove it, I'll go first." A soft blush dusts her face. "My unconventional celebrity crush is Dr. Spengler from Ghostbusters."

"Ain't nothing wrong with Dr. Spengler." You add in support of your favorite Paladin, who has become much shyer after her confession.

Jinsoul laughs before a smile spreads across her face.

"A cute nerdy girl who likes other nerds. There's no shame in that at all." Jinsoul looks over at Ryujin, who scoffs.

"I am not a nerd!"

Jinsoul's gaze lands on Dami, who is already scrolling on her phone.

"Don't worry, I'm already looking for a brown jumpsuit and thick framed glasses." Dami mindlessly mummers before Katie starts giggling.

You smile earnestly - seeing the maknae happy brings you a newfound sense of joy - before King answers.

"Alright, I'll go. If we're talking about celebrities, I'd say Nathan Fillion. For characters, I'd say Jake Peralta because he's my safe space."

"Jake Peralta is not unconventional." Mala says as King scoffs.

"Whatever, I'm not sober enough to think of another example. Call it a boomer moment or whatever you want."

"I will, thank you," Mala teases, "but I would say Venom. The entire What We Do In The Shadows cast is hot too. What's not to like about vampires?"

"The movie or the show?" Tzuyu softly asks.

"Does the distinction matter?" They shrug to themselves before taking a sip of their drink.

"Because I'd rather not have to get infected by a parasite to get your attention. Being bitten by a vampire sounds less painful."

Mala does their best to hide their surprise behind their bottle as Sparrow laughs.

"Alright, I'll play this game, given the outcomes," Sparrow glances at Kazuha and Yunjin, "mine's Carol Peletier from the Walking Dead."

"A beautiful, complicated woman? I think that's called good taste." Yunjin compliments Sparrow before finishing with a wink.

"Amen to that." King says before taking a sip of his water bottle.

"Excuse me? That was not meant for you." Sparrow sneers.

"What are you going to do about it?" King teases before Sparrow cleanly pulls her shoe off of her foot.

She tosses it in the air before grabbing it with her hand.

"I'll show you when I shove this shoe so far up your-" She can't finish her sentence before King drunkenly stumbles into another room.

"You'll have to catch me first." You hear King say before he bumps into three different objects, one of which breaks into a million pieces.

You hear Siyeon cringe as the rest of the group hollers and cheers for your friends and their arguments.

Katie looks to be in a state of utter mortification as Mala gathers bets from around the room.

You're stuck between trying to break up your friends or trying to help Siyeon corral the rowdy party guests.

Luckily, they've taken their feud outside as you watch Sparrow chase King around in the backyard.

You see King taunt Sparrow before running face-first into a backyard fence. You can almost see the cartoon birdies fly around his head before he collapses into SuA's bed of flowers.

The guy can't catch a break, huh?

Sparrow chooses to point and laugh before taking out her phone and snapping a few pictures. She's stopped by an arm that pulls her back - one that belongs to Kim Lip, of all people.

Sparrow stumbles back inside as Kim Lip checks on King by shaking his arm. When he doesn't respond, she decides that the next best course of action is to lay on top of him and sob her eyes out.

They're made for each other.

"Well," Siyeon claps twice to get everyone's attention, "I think we should go back to our game, huh?"

"I think we should play a different game," Katie suggests before grabbing an empty bottle, "how about Spin the Bottle?"

Cheers erupt from the room as the crowd in the living room follows Katie into another area. She sends you a wink before leaving the room.

Siyeon stares blankly as you try to collect your thoughts - what the fuck just happened?

"Hey, listen, I'm sorry about the flowers and the glass, I can make those two pay-"

She continues to stare into space until you stand up and place an arm on her shoulder.

"You good?"

"Huh?" Siyeon blinks once, twice, before looking up at you. "No, it's alright. I've got it covered."

You smile before noticing a half-empty bottle of booze that was left behind.

"If you're still up for it, maybe we can play a few more rounds?"

~

With her hand in yours, she leads you up the stairs and into her bedroom. You'd be concerned if anyone saw you, but people are either too distracted by the youngest Paladins or too drunk to care.

You feel warm - maybe it's because you're not too sober or because you're squeezing Siyeon' hand. Siyeon doesn't appear to be fazed by the heat - she's still wearing your jacket.

You'd probably freeze on your way home without it, but maybe you could ask Siyeon to spend the night. Make up some bullshit excuse about being too tired and drunk to go home for the night.

Once Siyeon closes the door behind you, you grab the bottle and toss the cap to the side.

"You alright with drinking from the same bottle?" You take a swig before handing her the booze.

"What, do you have cooties or something?" She drinks before giving you a serious look. "Oh shit, are you serious?"

You chuckle before trying to grab the bottle back, but she pulls it away from your grasp.

"You didn't answer the question from earlier." Siyeon teases as you chuckle.

"Didn't know you were so interested in my unconventional celebrity crushes." You offer her a brief smile. "Jareth the Goblin King from Labryinth. Now, can I have some alcohol?"

"So you like extravagant types?" She offers you the bottle, which you gladly take. "I'll have to take note and wear one of Handong's designer gowns the next time I see you."

You cough to hide how her flirting affects you before taking another drink from the bottle.

"Alright, smooth operator, your turn for questioning. How come you aren't bothered about all of these people being in your house for an 'intimate gathering with friends'?" You use air quotes on the last four words as Siyeon brushes a piece of hair behind her ear.

"SuA and JiU drag me to all sorts of parties, so I'm used to being around a lot of people. Plus your friends tend to be... less destructive than most."

"Shit, I'm sorry about the flowers-"

"-It's fine, I'll cover for them. Perhaps I can convince SuA that gardening isn't her thing." She laughs to herself before taking the bottle. "We're playing this wrong, aren't we? Good thing Katie and Ryujin aren't around."

You watch her take a drink - she's beautiful beyond, how did you get so lucky to be in presence?

"Yeah, they'd make fun of us." You mumble as Siyeon takes another drink.

"Didn't you and Ryujin have a thing for each other?" She sounds disappointed as she asks.

"No, no, Ryujin just flirts with anything that breathes. Once she and Katie met... well, you know how they are." You scramble to answer as Siyeon sighs.

"Good, I was worried that someone had asked you out before I had. " She softly admits before pausing. "I just said that out loud, didn't I? I hope it's not weird or anything, I'm cool with being just friends-"

"-I like you too." You grab the bottle and finish off the last drops of liquid courage before summoning the courage you have left to close the distance and kiss Siyeon.

Her hands grab your shoulders as she melts into the kiss. Your hands respond by grabbing her waist before you pull her close.

Once your lips leave hers, you lean your head against hers.

"Do I still have to wear the fancy dresses to get your attention, or can I just do that?" She mutters softly as you chuckle.

"Either's fine with me, but I would prefer the second one."

You both laugh as the night continues on, and your friends have more antics that you'll have to deal with. Ones that you don't particularly care about since you'll have Siyeon by your side.

Hopefully with less property damage next time.

[goodnight-siyeon]

“Anything for you” | Lee Siyeon x GN! Reader

this is a little spooky because it’s my first post but i hope y’all like it :)

Genre: fluff

Warnings: reader has a rough day but that’s it

Sitting in your car you let out a long breath. You thought today couldn’t get any worse but you also thought that when you left your keys in apartment, or when you spilled coffee all over your desk, or when you cried in the bathroom after getting yelled at by your manager for something you couldn’t even control. All you wanted to do was go home. However when Siyeon called you, you had to pick up. Her sweet voice rang through the speakers of the car, “Are you off yet?” You smiled to yourself, “Yeah, how come?” There was a paused before she responded, “You sound upset, I’m heading over.” Before you could protest she hung up. Putting the car in reverse, you made your way to your place.

You had finished changing when you heard the knock on your door. Knowing who it was, you opened it without a question. “You should be more careful. What if that wasn’t me,” She started to scold but once she saw the look on your face she pulled you into a tight hug. “Rough day,” She asked, her voice softer now. You nodded, face buried in her neck. She pulled you to the couch, inviting you to lay in her arms, which you gladly did. She asked if you wanted to talk about it but when you shook your head she dropped it. She continued to whisper nothings as she played with your hair. No matter what you were feeling before, it didn’t matter anymore. Laying in her arms felt safe, which was something you had been lacking all day. Eventually, once you gained the courage (and once you couldn’t ignore your stomach anymore), you mentioned being hungry. “Come here then,” Siyeon said, getting up and walking to the kitchen.

Siyeon slid the bowl in front of you. “Thank you,” You said, taking a bite. She smiled and shook her head, “No need to thank me. I’m just doing my job as your girlfriend.” “Well you do a great job of being the best girlfriend ever,” You smiled, leaning closer to her. She gladly closed the space between you, pulling you into a short but tender kiss, “Anything for you.”

AHHH i hope y’all like this :) i’ll open up my requests and do my best with them (i might avoid writing for groups i don’t know well)

[insomniakisses]

Your the Omega of the group and having pups

Requested? Yes

Reader type:  GN!reader, omega reader, Female anatomy

Warning/Notes; Omegaverse Au, Suggestive themes, Pregnancy, Polyamorous Dreamcatcher, Member x Member x Reader, fluff

For the past few weeks you had felt off. Having a sensitive neck and needing your alphas around practically 24/7. You had even snapped at your friend, growling slightly when they elbowed your stomach accidentally. And yet you assumes it was just stress.

You still hadn’t put two and two together until you started to feel nauseous in the mornings and your alpha friend pointed out that your scent seemed a little different. It was then u decided to take a test. Which led you to where you are now.

“SHIT!” You cursed as the test came up positive, unaware of Minji being just outside your bathroom door.

“Babe?” You heard her call from outside, confusion and worry lacing her voice followed by the sound of her opening the door.

You cursed yourself mentally for forgetting to lock it as she came face to face with you. Eyes softening when she catches sight of what was in your hands. “Is that, it it positive-“ she grabs your shaky hands as you nod and she can’t help but spin you around giggling in excitement. Your heart filling with joy at knowing that at least one of your Alphas was happy with the news. Just then the loud laughter of your second oldest girlfriend came down the hallway followed by the sight of her chasing yoohyeon into the room.

The over sized puppy stumbling and almost landing on you if it hadn’t been for Minji’s growl causing bora to pull her back. both staring at the eldest in utter shock at being growled at out of the blue. “I’m fineeeee” you laugh lightly leaning up to kiss her cheek as she huffs, the other two watching the interaction carefully.

Confused, the scan over you and their fellow alpha girlfriend carefully both their eyes landing on how Minji is caressing your belly ever so loving and careful. It was Yoohyeon who put two and two together.

“OMG-” she rushes to wrap you in her arms gently, “YOUR CARRYING ONE OF OUR PUPS!” Bora gasps not seconds later when she sees Yooh kneel down to nuzzle into your barely visible bump. going over to kiss you softly before nuzzling into your neck on the opposite side Jiu was currently doing the same. Both nipping and scenting slightly causing you to giggle.

After about five minutes of the four of you staying like that, all of you in complete bliss and hearts full of happiness there was a knock on the door despite it being wide open. you cant help but chuckle at the curious looks your remaining girlfriends were sporting, all four heads popped into the doorway slightly.

“Our little Omega has something to tell you” Yoohyeon muses kissing your stomach and essentially giving away the surprise. You nod happily when their curious yet excited eyes flick from you and your small bump. Getting engulfed in affections from all seven alphas just as quick.

You yelp in surprise when Yubin lifts you into her arms and takes of down the hallway shouting a fleeting, “Race you to the nest!”.

She carefully sets you down in the centre barely having time to wrap her arms around you and kiss your cheek softly before the rest of your girlfriends made their way in dotting on you just the same.

a/n: I forgot the interacting with pups part im sorry! lemmie know if u want that doin

[siyooungi]

ideal type

Pairing: Siyeon x Fem!Reader

Idol: Lee Siyeon (Dreamcatcher)

Warning(s): None!

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You and your group recently had a comeback and you were invited to go on Weekly Idol along with Dreamcatcher, as they had also had a comeback. They were your seniors and you were a big fan of them. However, it was very well known that you were a fan. Your fans even labeled you as the “biggest insomnia” and it was an ongoing joke between you and them during your solo vlives. So, to say you were excited was an understatement.

Your group was first to be introduced and the hosts greeted you cheerfully. You all bowed politely as you went to stand by them. Your leader counted from two to three, signaling you were going to do the group introduction. You all bowed as you said your group name and greeting, and the hosts immediately cheered and clapped.

“It’s so nice to have you here!” Kwang Hee spoke excitedly, flashing his bright smile your way. Eunhyuk nodded along with him as he also sent a small smile your way.

“We’re happy to be here.” Your leader responded with a smile along with the rest of you smiling towards the hosts.

“As you know, another group will be joining you today.” Eunhyuk stated as he clasped his hands together. The maknae of your group nudged you teasingly, causing you to turn to her and poke her side. She yelped, causing the hosts to look over at the two of you, surprised.

“Is there something you’d like to share?” Eunhyuk asked as he gestured towards the maknae. You wanted to facepalm yourself right then and there. You knew she was going talk about your huge liking of Dreamcatcher, as they were literally right there waiting to be introduced, smiling.

“This unnie really likes our sunbaenims.” She stated as she looked at you, causing your others members to do the same with a knowing smile on their faces. You pinched the bridge of your nose, hoping the hosts didn’t hold onto that information, but you knew they would.

“Is that so? Well, then let’s introduce them!” Kwang Hee began as he and Eunhyuk looked towards the girls. They both introduced them and they all came in smiling and bowing politely. Unfortunately and fortunately for you, they ended up standing right beside you as you were at the end of the line. Sua was standing right next to you and you wanted to scream at the fact that she was that close to you.

The hosts took note of your body language and it caused both of them to laugh, which made everyone else look towards them questionably. You had sucked in your lips and gripped on your pants, occasionally wiping the sweat from your hands on them.

“Y/N-ssi, relax a little.” Kwang Hee teased, causing your eyes to widen and for your members along with your seniors, to laugh. You didn’t realize the cameras had caught how nervous you looked.

“I-I’m fine.” You chuckled nervously, not even bothering to look to the left of you, which was where Sua and the other girls were. The youngest of your group took the chance to take revenge and poke your side. You bit back the squeal and held your hands tighter.

The hosts continued, but didn’t miss the opportunity to tease you as they went on. You both were allowed to promote your songs, showcase your many talents, and fact check things. You were both known to be pretty chaotic and funny groups, so each segment always brought out laughs.

Now, you were on the segment where there were questions to get to know each member better. Everyone was seated and the hosts chose to start with your group first. They went down the line asking questions and it was finally your turn.

“Y/N-ssi..” Eunhyuk began, causing you to tilt your head and sit up straighter, placing your hands clasped on your lap. Not only were your members were listening attentively, but so were the rest of the girls.

“Who is your ideal type?” He questioned, crossing his arms. Him and Kwang Hee were also listening very closely and anticipating your answer. Your leader let out a laugh, causing you to turn to her with a shocked expression on your face. Your other members were trying to hold back their laughter at the question.

They all knew who your ideal type was. You cleared your throat, glancing over to your seniors before crossing your legs and averting your attention back to the hosts.

“Well, it’s Siyeon-sunbaenim..” You mumbled the last part, causing the hosts to perk up. “I’m sorry? Can you repeat that a little louder?” Kwang Hee teased, gesturing towards you. He heard you loud and clear, but since Siyeon was sitting further from you, he wanted you to repeat yourself. Siyeon herself was even leaning over so she could listen to what you said.

Sua had also heard what you said and hit your shoulder, laughing loudly. Her laugh made you laugh and you had to cover your mouth and try to compose yourself so you could repeat what you said.

“It’s um.. Siyeon-sunbaenim..” You spoke before looking down, causing Siyeon’s eyes to widen. “Really?” She asked as she covered her mouth out of shock and disbelief. She stood up hastily and everyone in the room laughed. You covered your face with your hands out of embarrassment and one of your members rubbed your back while giggling.

She made her way over to you, stopping right in front of Sua. “Yah!” She shouted at her, causing her to look at Siyeon with a shocked expression before she bursted out laughing again. “Move to my seat..” Siyeon whispered to Sua after she leaned down to her ear, but the mic picked up on it and it caused everyone to laugh.

“This is a.. very good mic.” She said as she moved back, chuckling nervously. Another laughing fit occurred and she couldn’t help but scratch the back of her head awkwardly.

She quickly composed herself and proceeded to wave Sua off, to which she obliged and stood up before walking over to sit in Siyeon’s former seat, giggling the entire way.

Siyeon plopped down beside you and smiled as if she hadn’t just kicked her member out of her seat. You moved a finger and peeked through the space, just to see Siyeon smiling at you.

“I’d say this seating arrangement is pretty nice.” Eunhyuk spoke up before moving onto the next segment. No matter how many times Siyeon looked at you, you were still completely avoiding any eye contact with her.

Your members would occasionally look over at you to see if you were managing and it may have looked like it on the outside, but you were screaming internally.

While the hosts were distracted with the other members, Siyeon scooted closer to you and leaned in, catching your attention. You turned your head to face her. “You have good taste.” She whispered before winking and pulling away. You were not only flustered because of the wink, but also because of the close proximity. She took note of that and smirked to herself at the effect she had on you.

You tried your best to focus on what your members were saying, but it was damn near impossible when Siyeon was right next to you. You didn’t mind, of course. If anything, you were thankful. However, that didn’t make you any less of a nervous wreck.

Luckily enough, time passed quicker than you thought and the show came to an end. The hosts bowed politely as you all stood up to leave, to which you reciprocated. You were the last one to leave and as you were following your members, you felt a hand gently wrap around your wrist.

You turned around to see Siyeon. You were seemingly less nervous and you actually smiled at her. Your smile caused her to smile and you swear you almost melted right then and there. “I was flattered to know that I’m your type and I would love to get to know you better.” She stated as she moved her hand from your wrist to your hand.

“Can I have your number?” She asked, her smile widening once you held her hand back, squeezing it slightly. You eagerly nodded, causing her to chuckle and pull her phone out, handing it to you. You happily took it and entered your digits before handing it back to her.

“Hope I get to see you around. Off camera, of course.” She said as she caressed the back of your hand with her thumb. You felt butterflies erupt in your stomach as she stared deeply into your eyes as she spoke.

“Don’t forget to text me..” You swung your hands back and forth and she couldn’t help but look at you adoringly. You found yourself getting nervous under her gaze again and Siyeon saw that.

“Please, I wouldn’t dare forget to text someone as beautiful as you.” She complimented, causing you to look down shyly. She always knew what to say and you felt your heart was going to explode. Words sounded so much sweeter coming from her mouth.

Siyeon opened her mouth to say something else but her manager interrupted her as they walked up and told her she had to go. She pouted but knew she couldn’t say anything to stop her from leaving. You were bummed that she had to leave but you had to leave too, so you both had no choice.

She let go of your hand and followed her manager, but she stopped to turn around and blew a kiss to you. You caught it and put it on your chest, causing her to let out a heartwarming laugh before she turned back around and continued on.

Once she was out of the room, you let everything sink in. Lee Siyeon flirted with you. She flirted with you. Yes, she’s a flirt but the fact that she was so serious about it, nearly made you faint at the thought of it. You covered your face with your hands and let out a muffled scream before dropping your hands and jumping up and down. You had completely forgotten that you weren’t alone and the productive crew saw you as they were packing up.

“Sorry..” You apologized sheepishly, bowing your head. You sprinted out of the room and tried to catch up with your members who you knew were way ahead. If anything, they were most likely in the car.

You eventually caught up and you were right, they were in fact already in the car. Once you entered the vehicle, you immediately sat back and rested your head on the head rest. You looked up to the ceiling of the car and let out a content sigh. Your members ended up teasing you about your interactions with Siyeon. You knew they would never let you live this down.

-

Happy Siyeon Day! We start October with our lovely wolfie.

[lingorm-gf]

this Handong goes down in history🖐️😔

[softkiseu]

some place where you can breathe

[neon-city-dreams]

Moonlit Vigil

Warnings: Blood, scars, trauma and a sickening amount of fluff to compensate.

Genre: Fantasy AU

Synopsis: Immortal reader struggles with coming to terms with having feelings for someone whose life is so much shorter and finite compared to their own.

Cast: Immortal!reader, Warrior!Siyeon

Words: 3156 (24 minutes reading time)

"You know this isn't what I had in mind when you asked for my help!" Siyeon says, her blade slicing through another one of our adversaries.

"That sounds like you've lost count~" I tease as I cleave through another member of the undead. The undying hordes, while seemingly endless at the start, were beginning to thin out.

"I have not!" She yells back before ripping the arm off a particularly giant zombie. She then began using the arm as an improvised weapon in tandem with her jingum. Even though the objective was to hold the line, it appears she's taking our little competition seriously.

I swing wide with my greatsword carving through another three. Unfortunately, I wasn't a refined or graceful warrior like her. Instead, I used brute force to power through, which suited me perfectly. 

"Oh yeah? How many do you have, then?" I ask, wiping the sweat from my brow and a cocky grin on my lips. However, my overconfidence gets the better of me as one latches onto me from behind. I quickly throw the creature over my shoulder before burying my blade down its throat. That additional kill would raise my score to forty-eight. 

I look towards Siyeon, already expecting a witty response. But one never came. Rather everything began to fall silent, the groans of the undead and the howling winds. I could hear none of it as I grew utterly enraptured by her. 

She stood there motionless, her eyes closed to the world. Her attention completely focused on her breathing. The autumn leaves began to fall as the undead faded into the background. Her long black hair blew gently in the wind against her purple robes. She was a painting, a masterpiece that belonged to a gallery—something to be admired from afar.

Her eyes flutter open, and the wind begins to pick up. The stage was set. She exhales soft white fog leaves her lungs. Her dark brown eyes sharpen with a steel resolve.

Her movements were sharp and elegant, much like her blade drawing crimson blood from its victims like ribbons. Her blade moves with precision and poise, cutting in flourishes and arcs like a brush on an empty canvas. If combat was an art, then she was a dancer, and I was captivated with every moment.

One by one, they fell like beats to a drum. Then, step by step, Siyeon's dance draws to a close. The hordes were gone. The crisis averted. We had done more than we had promised the villagers. But my heart was still left wanting more. Even if her performances had been solely for my eyes only, I knew like a piece of art, she was someone I could only admire from afar. 

"See something you like?" She teases, bringing me back to reality. A smug smile lined her lips. I try to stammer out a response, but nothing comes.  

"Wolf got your tongue?" She teases further before dragging Haemosu, her blade between her forearm and bicep, cleaning the weapon of blood and gore. However, dirting her robes in the process. "Or did you lose count?" 

"Thirty-eight," I say abruptly. It wasn't the correct count, but it was the number I was sticking with. I couldn't let her have complete control over the conversation. But judging by the look on her face, she didn't hear a single thing I said. 

"Is there something on my face?" I ask, pulling her back to reality.

"Sorry," She says, the glossed-over look in her eye fading before a chuckle escapes her lips. She then offers me a piece of cloth from inside her robe. I stare at it blankly, not sure what to do.

"I'll get it for you," she says, wiping my face. I couldn't help but blush as her fingers brushed against my cheek. 

"There we go. I couldn't have someone's blood ruining that pretty face of yours," Siyeon continues, her breath brushing against my lips. It was only now that I realized how close we had gotten. My heart begged for me to kiss her.

But I couldn't.

However, if there was anything that could kill me, it was that smile of hers.

"For someone that claims they can't die. You sure as hell fight like you're trying to die," I say, with nothing but a false smile on my face. My heart ached and wept with every cut and every wound my fingers traced.

Each was a story of valor and bravery. Moments our knight-commander would rather sacrifice their body to protect us. But instead, their body served as a reminder, a monument to their virtue and their kindness. As a warrior under their command, I was thankful. As a friend, however, I was racked with guilt. I would have been more cautious. I would of-.

"I'm obviously not trying hard enough," They say, breaking me from my reverie. I can't help but laugh despite the pain in my chest. Then, of course, they would say something witty. Like this wasn't a big deal. 

I remember them telling me about how all this worked. It was all beyond my comprehension, so of course, I didn't believe them. Why would I? 

"Obviously," I say, a pained smile on my lips. I'm glad they couldn't see the look on my face. They couldn't see the look of pain and guilt on my face at the results of my mistakes. The results, they were more than willing to accept the consequences of. I feel at their newest wound. A fresh pink net only slightly larger than the grasp of my fingers right where their heart would be. 

"Does it hurt?" I can hear my voice tremble as my lips quiver. It was taking everything I had not to sob uncontrollably. Their soft and gentle eyes look at me over their shoulder. I had never seen anything but kindness in their eyes except for-.

"Only in the moment," They say, a reassuring smile on their lips. But the more I look in their eyes, the more I remember the look of pain and anguish. I close my eyes and remember every detail perfectly.

We were searching the battlefield for survivors. The why and how weren't important to me, not now. But some raiders had set an ambush. Trying to make easy money from any would-be war profiteers. When I had finally noticed, it was too late.

"MOVE!" They yelled, but I froze. After that, all I could do was remember that night in the village. The screams of my friends and family as they were slaughtered like cattle. 

I was finally brought out of that waking nightmare when my back hit the dirt. The Knight Commander smiled at me as the arrows pelted their armor. But they continued to smile like it was just rain. There was no pain or anger in their eyes. 

"I've got you," They said, and for a moment, I smiled. But that was all ripped away from me in a heartbeat. My ears had fallen deaf as a ballista bolt tore through their chest. Pieces of steel remnants of their chest plate cut at my face. Blood began to drip from their tender lips and the freshly made hole in their chest. I wanted to scream, to cry. Another person I cared about, gone.

But just when I thought the life from their eyes had faded, their will continued on. Their hands grasped at the bolt in defiance. But there wasn't life or kindness in their eyes, only suffering and pain. They pushed and pulled at the bolt, never once giving in—each movement a mark of defiance against death, a taunt, a rallying cry to never give in. Bit by bit, they press forward and remove themselves from the bolt. 

They take a breath, a hollow one with no substance, and then, for a moment, there's a reprieve before their pain continues. They bite into their gauntlet before pressing their other hand against the gaping hole in their chest. A soft white light glowed from their hand. It brought a form of comfort until I saw that look in their eyes continue to persist. Tears of struggle and pain paint their way down their face. For a moment, I tried to convince myself this was all a nightmare. That my careless mistake hadn't inflicted an imaginable pain on someone, I cared about. Especially not them. 

Their touch brings me back, their fingers interlaced with mine resting on their shoulder. That's when I noticed the tears that streamed down my face. When had I started crying?

"It's okay, I'm okay, we're okay," They say, their words linger in the air for a moment. I almost let myself be comforted by their words. But how fragile had my heart gotten? All those brief and fleeting moments of comfort took their toll. What happens next time? Would there be a next time?

"Hey," They say, their words soft like cotton. "Listen to me. It's not your fault. I know it doesn't feel that way. But it was my choice, and I'll stay with you however long it takes for you to know that"

Now, even after everything. They still thought about me. They always put others above themself. That soft and tender gaze of theirs sieged my heart like a battering ram. I finally let go as they turn to catch me. I fall into their warm embrace.

The two of us stay like this for minutes or hours, I don't know. It didn't matter to them and didn't matter to me. They just let me cry and let it out. There was no pretending, just open and honest vulnerability. Something I hadn't had since I was nothing more than a farmer's daughter.

Eventually, the well of guilt and sadness dried up, yet I was still in their arms. Their warmth reminded me of the sun after weeks of endless rain, and their smile was the rainbow that followed shortly after. But, of course, despite my confidence, I couldn't help but feel embarrassed after crying in front of them like that. Like morning dew drops, their smile fades away, and an amused smirk rises like the sun to replace it. 

"At least you can say you're the first woman to break my heart," They say. I try to stop myself from laughing, but I'm too slow. So instead, I slap them on the shoulder as punishment for easing the mood, which only makes them smile more. 

"There we go! I'm glad you're feeling better," They say, no doubt still proud of their stupid joke.

"You're an idiot," I say.

My Idiot.

"I'm the idiot? Who's the one who forgot the picnic basket?" I reply. I wasn't annoyed, more amused that I hadn't noticed she had forgotten the basket until we got to the top of our hike. I take a seat under the shade to take in the view. Vast open fields of flowers dotted the land mixed with streaks of orange and red painted on top of seas of grass. Past the emerald crown of flowers stood a jewel of glass. A lake, pristine and flawless, it stood in serene and tranquil beauty as it took in the gaze of the sun. Returning its attention with the same love and grace shown in kind.

It was a beauty like none other. Although, I could think of someone whose allure had it hopelessly outmatched. I pat a spot beside me place for her to sit.

"Honestly, that sounds like a massive oversight on your part," She says, laying her head on my lap with a cheeky grin. I shouldn't be so surprised by her proximity. We had grown close in the weeks after I took that blow through the heart. In a way, it helped bring down the walls that guarded my heart. It allowed me to be more honest with how I felt about her, and it was all because of that smile.

It was worth protecting. But she would remain something to admire. I couldn't let myself become entangled, intertwining my life with her brief but beautiful life. Such is the curse of immortality. She was a beautiful firework that came roaring into my life. She was filled with color and life that made me smile and laugh even in the worst of times. Siyeon is all that and more. If only fate would let me bask in her beautiful light so I could hold a piece of her radiance in my heart to cherish with all I could muster. But it was not to be. Instead, I would have to remain content with my place in that beautiful spark. A memory I would cherish for all days.

I looked down at the light in my life. Gone were the purple and blue robes of her everyday attire; instead lay a sundress reminiscent of the clear blue sky. Her long black hair was no longer bound in a ponytail. Rather it ran freely in the gentle summer breeze. She gazes back at me with those bewitching brown eyes that I could lose myself in.

"No witty remark?" She says, her fingers interlacing with mine. I remember the first time she held my hand, I had almost forgotten how to breathe. But now, my hands felt empty, like something was missing without hers. Like a warrior without a weapon, a musician without an instrument, and an artist without a muse.

"No," I say, a smile growing on my face. It was moments like these that I wish could last forever. But again, I was going to have to settle with the memory. My own piece of paradise hidden within my mind's eye. "After all, you're right. I clearly excepted too much. I can only hope that someone at the estate eats it"

She chuckles to herself. All that mess we had made the night before in preparation for today was all for naught. But the memories of flour fights and burnt bread would be eternal. 

She reaches into one of her pockets and pulls out a single mandarin. "We can go halves," she says, showing me the fruit before focusing her attention on peeling it. 

While part of me did want to share, I could manage. I'm sure Siyeon needs it more. "It's fine. You have it," I say, trying to look away from the fruit. I can hear her snicker as she perfectly peels the mandarin, focusing on removing the veins of white like ore from stone. 

"You're an idiot. You need to be more selfish," She says before making sure I take half of the mandarin.

"There we go," She continues, pleased with herself. She then sits up, her gaze shifting from eye to eye before smiling to herself as she begins eating. "The world isn't going to end if you think about yourself every now and then, okay?"

I follow suit, the sweet juice filling my mouth as a warm fuzzy feeling fills my chest. There was always something different about eating food that someone else had prepared for you. But if anything, this helped me fall that much more, hopelessly, in love with her. 

Maybe she was right. Perhaps it was time to be a bit more selfish, self-indulgent even. But what could I possibly want? My friends and family were safe under my watch. I did not need riches to have a fulfilling life and did not want to live in excess. No, there was only one thing I could selfishly desire. The love of another wasn't something to be taken. It had to be given. Of course, it could be asked for but never taken. But perhaps it was worth the risk. Forsaking my oath and renouncing my immortality would be an effortless bargain that no fool would squander.

"Perhaps you're right," I say. But, of course, not everything was as cut and dry as that. However, there was nothing wrong with dreaming.

"Of course I am," She says, happy that I've taken her simple yet sagely advice to heart. Her fingers then brush against my chin before it rests in her firm but gentle grasp. I can't help but stare at her lips before my attention falls back onto those soft brown eyes of hers. Her lips curl into that familiar smile that crinkles her nose and warms my heart. 

"Speaking of selfish," She says. A sudden pause as she bites her lip. Hesistation? Nerves? Not something I usually saw from her. "I was thinking. When everything is said and done, when this war is over, I've decided that I don't want to live alone again."

For a moment, I think that's the entirety of what she wants to say. But the look in her eyes told me otherwise. After all, what's selfish about not wanting to live alone? Especially in a village with no heart.

She looks down for a moment, and I can feel her touch tremble with hesitation and uncertainty. But I see her steel her resolve just like she would with her blade in her hand.

"I want you to live with me," She says, that deadly edge of focus leaving her eyes as quickly as the words leave her lips. I recognize the look of immediate regret, the need, and the want to take back any words you said. But it was too late. Those seven words had already made it out into the open air.

No matter how hard I tried, I could not stop myself from smiling like an absolute fool. But I suppose that was what I was in Siyeon's presence. An idiot but her idiot. 

"If that is what you desire," I say, nodding in agreement. My fingers caress Siyeon's cheek. My heart soars as she nestles into my touch. Yet, her warmth does nothing to calm my heart.

"When this war is over, we can grow old together," I say. At first, I worry she doesn't understand the finer details behind my words. But the look of surprise and happiness on her face told all I needed to know. I try to stammer out an impossible apology as she grows misty-eyed. But I never get the chance as she pulls me into a kiss. I lean into it, placing my other hand on the small of her back. My lips melt into hers as I'm overwhelmed with happiness and the sweet taste of her lips.

I carve every moment of that kiss into my soul, not wanting to forget a single thing, and when our lips finally part, I get lost in her eyes—drowning in the feeling of love.

"I love you, Siyeon," I say as she finds her place back on my lap. I know that I will never want to take those words back.

"I love you too," She says before pecking me on the chin

[oraclekleo]

Siyeon (Dreamcatcher) - Kinky Tarot Reading

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Reading Info:

Rating: 18+

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Requester: /

Deck(s): Dark Wood Tarot, Oracle of Roses

Spread: Kinky

Questions:

Position

Libido

Turn On

Kink

Dirty Secret

Celebrity Info:

Full Name: Lee Si Yeon

Stage Name: Siyeon

Group: Dreamcatcher

DOB: 01.10.1995

Blood Type: A

MBTI: ENTP

Sun Sign: Libra

Chinese Sign: Wood Pig

Life Path Number: 8

Masterpost: Dreamcatcher

Siyeon

Full Name: Lee Si YeonStage Name: SiyeonGroup: DreamcatcherDOB: 01.10.1995Blood Type: AMBTI: ENTPSun Sign: LibraChinese Sign: Wood PigLife Path Number: 8

Spread / Question: Kinky Deck(s): Dark Wood Tarot, Oracle of Roses

Position - Ace of Wands, 9. The Ancestor

Siyeon is the one to be in charge of a relationship, although in a more gentle way. She’s not really the type to force her lover into submission, she simply applies her experience and wisdom in day to day life and it’s efficient. Siyeon is very intuitive when it comes to relationships and she can easily feel what’s good and what’s bad. It’s not advised to lie to her or hide facts from her as Siyeon is likely to find out. She is one of those women who asks her partner only questions she already knows answers to simply to test their honesty. Siyeon is a passionate woman, not only when it comes to her art, but she is likely to get passionate in a relationship as well. She can give those hot stares that make her partner’s blood boil and feel all heated and bothered.

Libido - 10 of Wands, 13. Protection

Speaking of passion, Siyeon has likely a strong sex drive and might actually be the one to initiate intimate times with her lover. On the other hand, she’s not the type to get infatuated or charmed by anybody or easily, she needs to trust her partner fully in order to feel safe with them. She’s not likely to expose her deepest desires unless they metaphorically strip to show their soul to her, too. It’s very important for Siyeon that there's mutual trust between her and her lover. Once that’s established, she becomes one insatiable lover. Siyeon might have tendencies to lecture her lover, she’s likely to openly tell them what she likes and dislikes. I can also see that when she’s not in a relationship, Siyeon is likely to have a decent collection of toys for her own pleasure.

Turn On - 6 of Pentacles, 4. Fidelity

For some reason the first thing coming to my mind here is eye candy. As we all know beauty is in the eye of the beholder which means that while Siyeon might feel attracted to handsome people, they don’t necessarily have to follow the beauty standards. They should catch her attention in some way, make her think about them at night before falling asleep. I can also see a suggestion of long distance so it’s possible Siyeon might feel attracted to foreigners in some cases. She likes people who are generous with their time and affection, who openly show their feelings to her instead of pretending to be cold. She might have a thing for tattoos or for people who are artists.

Kink - V Hierophant, 41. The Rescuer, 2. Passion

Siyeon is the dom in the bedroom. She likes to keep the reins in her hands, she even might like to play the role of a rescuer in some way. She is the brave knight in shining armour and might actually find it arousing when she has to go and save someone. She might like to play a doctor (nurse is not good enough for her) and her lover plays a patient who needs to follow her recommendations. Siyeon is a very passionate woman and she doesn’t follow the traditional role. She likes to break the stereotypes and come up with her own rules in the bedroom. While her partner doesn’t need to be fully submissive, they should accept her leadership. Siyeon might like to tease her lover a lot, forbidding them to touch her while she dances and strips for them.

Dirty Secret - King of Wands, 23. Forgiveness

Siyeon might look sweet on the outside but she’s actually a very direct and outspoken person. She doesn’t back up easily, she can stand her point and she’s not likely to forgive serious misbehaviour on her lover’s side. She’s not too strict but she will not stand cheating, lying or secrets. Siyeon asks for respect and will take no messing around.

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Quelques mots sur Dreamcatcher

Dreamcatcher est un groupe de kpop qui se distingue par sa musique rock (mais pas que !) et son image dark.

C'est aussi l'une de mes principales sources d'inspiration pour mes histoires. (Si vous voulez savoir, ma bias, c'est Dami 😘)

Ma toute première fanfic Dreamcatcher, je l'ai écrite pour un travail sur les gothic novels, en cours de littérature anglaise (à l'époque où la filière L existait encore... je me sens vieille, en disant ça 😅)

J'ai ensuite partagé cette fanfic sur mon compte Wattpad

Voici le lien : https://www.wattpad.com/story/181047211?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=DarkTiramisu

(En cherchant bien, vous devriez également trouver la version française de cette histoire, traduite par mes soins)

Depuis, je n'ai jamais cessé d'écrire des fanfics Dreamcatcher, même si j'écris également d'autres choses.

D'ailleurs, il faut absolument que je vous parle de SNH48 🤩 mais ce sera pour une prochaine fois

[bunthebreadboy]

so i’ve been on my atla bs once again, and while rewatching today i got the lovely thought that azula reminded me of a specific kpop idol and spiraled from there. so. here’s my personal list of kpop idols as atla characters!!

these are mostly based on vibes and/or visuals. by no means do i mean to make idols i think are similar to the show’s antagonists out to be bad people!!! i will give an explanation behind my thoughts as well.

also disclaimer, i know next to nothing about boy groups, so please spare me lol

anyways

seungkwan (seventeen) as aang

- once again, i know nothing about boy groups

- i did however watch the devil’s plan (amazing show by the way, it’s on netflix) and the positive but still very determined vibe seungkwan brought to the show reminded me of aang

- also, this selfie of him reminds me of the one scene with aang in the flower crown

jihyo (twice/soloist) as katara

- extremely hard workers who trained for years to get to where they are now

- have natural leadership abilities and are total mom friends

- would cuss someone out if they were very annoyed

- thanks to jeongyeon and her water bottles, jihyo is actually a pro waterbender already (jeongyeon is pakku but without the misogyny. the entire pakku/katara fight is just a compilation every single concert encore where jeong and jihyo bicker)

chan (skz) as sokka

- this honestly just felt right

- every time i see a clip of chan on a live i end up laughing

- i have also heard from stays that skz would collapse without chan and i very much think the same of sokka since he’s the ideas guy

- also aussie sokka lmao

hyunjin (loossemble) as toph

- competitive level 1000000 (please watch one episode of loossemble assemble and tell me i’m wrong)

- would do something out of spite but is also very protective of friends

- cannot be left alone without causing hazards

- theft (“stealing can be fun” -hyunjin)

- chaos reincarnate when younger, calmer (a bit) when older

- toph would also wear that shirt and pretend she didn’t know what it said even though sokka told her

heejin (artms/soloist) as suki

- i mostly thought of this because heejin and hyunjin are former loona members and good friends. which would make the scene where suki saves toph from drowning even funnier imo

- but also have you SEEN this woman’s muscles??? i have full confidence that heejin could handle her own in a fight

- every sapphic i know who’s seen atla had a crush on suki growing up and every sapphic loona stan i’ve met (which is most loona stans) has had a crush on heejin

- heejin’s lore in loonaverse is basically being a god and i personally equate that to suki

- also, they’re dorks

siyeon (dreamcatcher) as azula

- LITERALLY THE REASON I THOUGHT OF THIS POST (specifically vision era hello???) LOOK AT HER

- siyeon is at the scene of the crime like 90% of the time something chaotic happens in dreamcatcher so i can fully imagine her cosplaying azula and running around with sparklers or something

- she’s also very good at looking evil in mvs so i think she could play azula

- that scene in the deja vu music video right before the last chorus when fire shoots up from behind her? she’s literally a firebender

seonghwa (ateez) as zuko

- i know absolutely NOTHING about ateez aside from a couple of their title tracks but this man looks so much like siyeon i couldn’t resist

- idk i just feel like they’d be good at being the fire disaster siblings

- he also looks like he’d eat up the “the scar is not on the wrong side” line for some reason???

- was probably an angsty teenager at some point

miyeon (gidle) as ty lee

- nobody can out femme either of these two

- cute extroverts who could also be deadly (like imagine x-file miyeon during boiling rock)

- i feel like ty lee would LOVE doing dance challenges with anyone and everyone

bibi (soloist) as mai

- i am fully aware that bibi isn’t an idol but i couldn’t resist

- she just gives the mai vibes honestly. you know that trope where the guard asks the character to hand over all of their weapons and just stands there and stares as said character pulls out knives from everywhere? that is both bibi and mai

- bibi is also the queen of every concept so i fully believe she could probably play the entire cast of atla in a chaotic one-woman show

anyways i hope you enjoyed my chaos rambling and i kind of want to do this with other shows so if you liked this please leave me recommendations!