#lee hongbin x male reader

[kpopmalereader]

future mornings ; lee hongbin

• summary: lazy morning with hongbin • pairing: lee hongbin x male!reader • word count: 466 • to do

Your doorbell rings. In reality, it’s only a room away. But when Hongbin’s asleep on top of you with his freezing hands resting on your stomach, even just stepping out of the warm blanket kingdom for your ordered breakfast seems like an impossible task.

“Darling,” You gently rake your fingers through his hair. “Our food is here. I have to get the door.”

Hongbin’s voice is raspy and whiny. “He can leave it by the door, we already tipped on the app.”

“If he leaves it by the door someone else will grab it.” You kiss the top of his head. “I’ll be right back, I promise.”

“Don’t flirt with the delivery man.” He mumbles. He rolls over, diving further into his blanket burrito.

You stick your tongue out at him. “I’m going to flirt with him because you said that.”

“Only if he’s not as cute as I am.”

You pick up the food and go back to the bed, setting the food down before you jump on top of him. You dig your fingers into his sides. “Breakfast.”

He steals one of your pillows to cover his face. You sigh and climb off of him. “Fine, I’ll eat your waffles.”

“You’ll feel bad about it and make me more later.”

“Nope, nuh-uh. Not this time.” You open the takeaway boxes and pull your silverware out of the plastic.

He sighs sits up, blankets falling off his shoulders. His collarbones peek out and you smile at the much more whiny and cuddly version of your fiancé.

You open your arms wide. “Would you like to sit with me, darling?”

His resolve holds for two seconds before he sighs and joins you. He moves one of your arms to wrap around his shoulders. You smile and kiss his jawline.

He takes two bites of your eggs before working on his own food. He leans into you and hums in delight. “This is always some of the best food.”

“I think it’s because every time we have it you haven’t had anything to eat in 12 hours.” You mention. “But it is still pretty nice.”

“Can I have some of your coffee?” He asks, already reaching out for it.

“Of course.”

He takes a few sips and opens his eyes wider. “Thank you for waking me up. I feel better about being awake than before.”

You nod your head. “You always do. One of these days you’re going to realize I’m not trying to wake you up to be mean.”

“That day will not be any time soon.”

You smile and he starts groaning already. “We have our entire future for it to happen.”

“I saw that coming from a mile away.”

You stick your tongue out at him. “And you can’t do anything to stop them.”

[peonybane]

VIXX PARALLEL Collaboration Masterlist

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“House of Chains” by @suhoerections​

Song: Chained Up

Summary: Hakyeon gets what he wants and right now, under the dinner table, he wants you.

Genre: NSFW, Smut, Angst, Dark

Pairing: N (Cha HakYeon) x Reader

“Know a Piece of Peace” by @minoru-hayashi​

Song: Shangri-La

Summary: He comes to you to steal, but instead he is gifted something much greater.

Genre: SFW, Fluff, fantasy, romance, mythology

Pairing: N (Cha HakYeon) x Reader (male)

“Welcome Home, Soldier” by @peonybane​

Song: Walking

Summary: 21 months. 21 months is how long it’s been since he started his enlistment. At times, you missed him. But at others, it felt like he was still with you-- his footprints and all those hidden years together, comforting you-- reminding you that you will walk together once more.

Genre: SFW, Angst, Fluff, Romance

Pairing: N (Cha HakYeon) x Reader

“망상 한상 (Delusional Fantasy)” by @ninibears-erigom​

Song: Fantasy

Summary: Taekwoon had seen you once in a meadow of flowers, singing sweetly as you picked your bouquet. As the God of the Underworld, he had never seen a beauty quite like you, one that could never be found in his home. Taekwoon would do anything to have you because even if you don’t love him now, one day you will.

Genre: NSFW, Angst, Implied Smut, Dark, Fantasy

Pairing: Leo (Jung TaekWoon) x Reader

“Moonlight Falls” by @minoru-hayashi​

Song: On and On

Summary: In his own folly, Dr. Lee Jaehwan accidentally becomes bonded to his subject. 

Genre: SFW, Fluff, Science Fiction

Pairing: Leo (Jung TaekWoon) x Ken (Lee JaeHwan)

“Wired Hearts” by @teakwoods-ghost​

Song: Error

Summary: Taekwoon had been working on this project for months. He wanted to create a companion that tended to his every need. But how far will the companionship go?

Genre: SFW, Angst, Science Fiction, Romance

Pairing: Leo (Jung TaekWoon) x Reader

“Ignis Fatuus” by @clytemnestrasrevenge95​ 

Song: Odd Sense

Summary: Jaehwan is Sanghyuk’s walking, talking addiction.

Genre: NSFW, Romance

Pairing: Ken (Lee JaeHwan) x Hyuk (Han SangHyuk)

“Last Night” by @pineapplebonez​

Song: Dynamite

Summary: After drinking a strange substance from a mysterious bartender, Jaehwan gets the chance to go back in time to erase his regrets and tell her how he really feels.

Genre: Angst, Friends to Lovers, Romance

Pairing: Ken (Lee JaeHwan) x Reader

“Moonlight Falls” by @minoru-hayashi​

Song: On and On

Summary: In his own folly, Dr. Lee Jaehwan accidentally becomes bonded to his subject.

Genre: SFW, Fluff, Science Fiction

Pairing: Leo (Jung TaekWoon) x Ken (Lee JaeHwan)

“Stardust Sickness” by @maladaptivemind​

Song: Milky Way

Summary: Jaehwan falls asleep in the practice room and suddenly finds himself face to face with himself on the moon.

Genre: SFW, Fluff, Science Fiction

Pairing: Ken (Lee JaeHwan) x Reader

“This Bullet is Fated” by @babieken​

Song: Trigger

Summary: “Hi, dad.” -- “No, he hasn’t suspected anything.” -- “He’s… I don’t know… dad, maybe we shouldn’t-”

Genre: Mafia, Romance

Pairing: Ken (Lee JaeHwan) x Ravi (Kim WonSik)

“Love Equation” by @bigsvixx

Song: Love Equation

Summary: You and Ravi had at least two equations; equal hate for math and equal hate for each other. But how the equation could lead you into a not so silly high school love?

Genre: NSFW, Fluff, Angst, Smut, Crack, Mafia, Friends to Lovers, Romance

Pairing: Ravi (Kim WonSik) x Reader

“The Greatest Nightmare” by @kimwxnshik​

Song: Eternity

Summary: Who ever thought that a nightmare can be that nice that you would make you wait all day just to go back to bed again and look forward to have it again? Sounds insane, am I right? She left Ravi, and he is alone and broken, wanting to have her in his arms again and his only way to have her again is to have a nightmare about her starting everything from the beginning with him... all over again.

Genre: Angst

Pairing: None

“Shadow of a Doubt” by @ropeseok​

Song: Depend on Me (DOM)

Summary: With a small incident and a boyfriend that knows all too well how to blow it out of proportion, arguing was inevitable. He only wanted to show you he cared - proving your need for him was only a bonus.

Genre: NSFW, Angst, Smut, Dark

Pairing: Ravi (Kim WonSik) x Reader

“This Bullet is Fated” by @babieken​

Song: Trigger

Summary: “Hi, dad.” -- “No, he hasn’t suspected anything.” -- “He’s… I don’t know… dad, maybe we shouldn’t-”

Genre: Mafia, Romance

Pairing: Ken (Lee JaeHwan) x Ravi (Kim WonSik)

“내 속에 나 아닌 또 다른 누군가 (Someone Inside Who Isn’t Me)” by @k-pop-boy-scenarios​

Song: Hyde

Summary: Wonshik has the power to steal souls running through his veins. However, as a half-demon, his powers are greatly reduced. Rather than stealing souls to use, he can only “steal” his victims’ strongest personality traits to lure them in. His powers cannot do any harm, so he works together with his full-demon half-brother. Chosen as the duo’s new victim, Y/N gives them an interesting new challenge.

Genre: Dark, Horror, Fantasy, Science Fiction

Pairing: Ravi (Kim WonSik) x Reader

“Gamer Vibes” by @peonybane​

Song: Rock Ur Body

Summary: Why? Out of all the people your subconscious had to dream up in dreamland, why did it have to be your number one streaming competitor?!?!

Genre: Crack

Pairing: Hongbin (Lee Hongbin) x Reader

“Into the Twisted Depths” by @darknytemare​

Song: Voodoo Doll

Summary: At a time where the number of Voodoo Dolls is representative of ones power. Hongbin is the 6th Voodoo Doll conjured by a young priestess. He was sent by a powerful deity to keep watch over her. That’s fine until he decides he wants her power.. and her whole existence for himself.

Genre: NSFW, Angst, Smut, Dark, Horror, Fantasy, Romance

Pairing: Hongbin (Lee Hongbin) x Female OC

“Scent” by @suhoerections​

Song: Scentist

Summary: The voice in your head was screaming no, yet his scent, the misty swirl that locked you in his daze, said yes. 

Genre: NSFW, Angst, Smut, Dark, Mafia

Pairing: Hongbin (Lee Hongbin) x Reader

“Haunted Dreams” by @teakwoods-ghost

Song: Reincarnation

Summary: Sanghyuk has been working for the government for as long as he could remember. He was a mutant, with the ability to jump into people’s dreams. The government told him he was helping people, but when he gets kidnapped he is forced to face the truth of his work.

Genre: SFW, Fluff, Angst, Mafia

Pairing: none

“Ignis Fatuus” by @clytemnestrasrevenge95​

Song: Odd Sense

Summary: Jaehwan is Sanghyuk’s walking, talking addiction.

Genre: NSFW, Romance

Pairing: Ken (Lee JaeHwan) x Hyuk (Han SangHyuk)

“The Thing About Love” by @peonybane​​

Song: The Closer

Summary: The thing about love is this: it’s a war. A war between lovers, a war between rivals, a war between agape and eros. And just when you think you’ve won the battle... you’ve lost the war.

Genre: NSFW, Romance, Angst, Suggestive

Pairing: Hyuk (Han Sanghyuk) x Reader

[jinki-hyung]

Lee Hongbin x Male Reader

By: Admin Sherlock

Relationship ( So Far ;] ) :

Strangers.

Scenario :

You are walking are walking around the park and you see a guy who appears to be crying on one of the benches.

~Lee Hongbin x Reader~

Refund

>Your PoV<

"Hey man, are you alright?" I asked, watching as a puffy eyed teen looked up at me through his hands, burying his face once again.

"I-I'm fine..." he uttered.

I sighed, sitting next to him, "It's not good to be alone vulnerable like this," I said, patting his back, making him flinch, looking at me, shocked.

I was taken a bit aback by his beauty, but I remained insistent, "I may be a stranger as well, but I noticed you were crying and I couldn't help but come here-" I began, "I know you'll be made fun of if other people see you like this, especially since you are still wearing your uniform."

He calmed down a bit, and I handed him my hoodie, motioning it to him so he could cover himself, which he gratefully took, putting it on right afterwards, seeming slightly too big for him, yet he still murmured a small 'thank you.'

I patted his back until he calmed down, "I was rejected by a girl," he mumbled, and I just barely caught it., "I just lost my best friend too- nothing's going my way..."

I hummed, wrapping my arm around him when he started shaking some more, "Friends come and go, you can't do much about that," I said, "But that girl shouldn't worry you, you probably deserve way better."

"I remember you did this the first time we met," Hongbin said, clinging to my side as I patted his back, "He was also the cause of it back then."

I hummed, stroking his back gently, "I know I was in the wrong- why couldn't I have just listened," he sobbed, "He'd be alive if that was the case-"

Lifting his face to me eye level, I stared at him, deadpan, "Although I won't argue that this isn't your fault, I will say that you can't dread over this your entire life- you need to move on."

"I was the only one he had- even after so many years of not talking-" he said, his face worn out from crying.

"But what could you do?" I hummed, resting my head on his as I pulled him into a hug, "He loved you, he would've wanted you to be happy," I said, "He met you even after you called slurred at him- he loved you even after that, but you can't do anything if you don't love him."

"He was a good man, he died young, but it's not your fault," I said, "His death was accidental, he didn't kill himself, so don't blame it on yourself."

Hongbin wept, "If I just tried going out with him he would've probably been okay-"

"Don't think about 'probably', think that he died loving you, and he wouldn't want you crying like this, even if you were not the kindest to him."

He whined, seeming like he was going to give in, looking up at me, "Thank you (Y/N)- thank you for always being here for me- your the only person I can ever cry with."

I sighed, smiling sadly, "You can always rely on me."

It's been a year since then, and now 5 years since we met that day at the park, yet I still am unable to confess the feelings I felt for him within the first month of our friendship, he's been vulnerable ever since his friend left, and since he's passed away now, he's been unwilling to get into a relationship, thinking he will only result in their death if rejection comes along.

Since then, I've been in charge of rejecting anyone who tries approaching him, before they even attempt confessing, I brief them on his situation, and typically they lose interest, wanting his beauty but not the hardship he experiences.

It seems that I baby Hongbin at times, I get complaints from Hakyeon every now and then, as well as his mother from time to time, though I only want him to be happy instead of sorrowful.

"(Y/N)," I heard Hongbin say, looking up from the beach chair and to him, "We are having some drinks in the cabin, you should come along," he smiled genuinely, and despite my exterior not changing, I felt my heart swell with emotion, his dimplied cheeks highlighted by a slightly visible blush.

"Okay," I said, getting up, walking just behind him, admiring him, or in other words, checking him out romantically.

He looked back, waiting for me, "Hurry, let's go have some fun," he said, grabbing my wrist, pulling me towards the cabin we were staying at.

We drank quite a bit, letting ourselves go after their latest tour, a well deserved three day trip to the beach.

Slowly, the guys trickling off to bed, starting with Taekwoon, all the way up to the point where Sanghyuk left, leaving Hongbin and I alone in the living room. We were the only pair that had their bedroom on the main floor, meaning that we didn't have to worry going up the stairs like the others, so we stayed drinking for a while longer-

-or in other words, until we lost rationality.

Hongbin layed on my shoulder as I struggled to take another swig, then suddenly preferring not to, leaning back onto Hongbin.

"(Y/N)," he groaned, making me look over to him lazily.

"Pick me up- I am too tired to walk back to bed," he whined, draping himself over me.

It didn't take long for me to comply, only gathering my senses before dragging him onto my lap, picking him up as I stood up, slinging him over my shoulder.

As soon as we got into our shared room, I tossed him on the bed he had deemed his earlier today, then sitting on mine, watching as Hongbin made himself comfortable.

"(Y/N)," he whined, and I raised a brow, wondering what was up now.

"Yes Hongbin?"

"Why did you leave me- you're so far away now..."

"I still here."

"You're so far away..."

I sighed, going to sit on his bed so he'd calm down.

"Lay down," he said, pulling my arm.

"I won't fit."

"Lay down please," he said, pouting, continuing to tug my arm.

He knew I would give in, but even so I had to lay on my side so we'd fit.

I was knocked back to reality when I felt him shuffling around, then suddenly turning me onto my back, which was when I opened my eyes- right when he decided to lay on my chest.

"Wh-what are you doing Hongbin-?"

"(Y/N)," he said, drawing shapes onto my chest, "Do I bother you?"

I stared at him, watching him look as if he was earnestly asking the question, still wearing his pout, "No, no you don't."

He smiled, positioning himself so he'd look at me, "I love you, you know, you are so cool," he said, very obviously drunk.

I felt my heart pound as he stared at me with those big eyes of his, he just told me he loved me.

"Do you love me, (Y/N)," he asked, so absurdly cute I had to resist attacking him.

"I do."

"Say 'I love you too.'"

"I love you too Binnie."

He finally seemed pleased, laying his head on my chest, "Your heart is beating fast."

I gulped, trying to remove him from my chest, sitting the both of us up.

"Why'd you do that?" he asked, getting closer again, "You were warm..."

"Hongbin-"

"I don't want to leave you because I love you," he interrupted, "Don't push me away again... please?"

Even I've never seen this side of Hongbin, yet it only made my love for him swell up more, "Okay, I won't."

He smiled, and I let him hug me, hugging him back, staying like that for a while before he looked at me again, very close to my face.

I gulped, "Are you not tired Hongbin?"

"Yes," he mumbled, his eyes barely staying open, "But I want to spend more time with you."

"We should both sleep then."

"Will you sleep with me?"

My heart rate staggered, but I nodded, "Sure, as long as you sleep."

He smiled, suddenly getting closer, gently pressing his lips against mine, "Goodnight (Y/N)."

He had a big smile when he layed on his side, and as I was about to face the other way, he began to complain again, "(Y/N), you have to hug me," he said, somehow finding my hand, placing it around his stomach, making me get closer, to the point where there was no distance between us anymore, "Just like that..."

He smelled like alcohol, and his hair was scratching at my nose, but I wouldn't trade the moment for the world.

"Are you gonna give me a goodnight kiss too?" he asked, yet it was more of a demand.

I hummed, kissing the nape of his neck gently, feeling him shiver, making me smile as I drifted off to sleep.

I woke up to the sound of a loud thump and a throbbing head, and as I started to regain consciousness, I saw Hongbin's sleeping face in front of mine, almost knocking me back onto the floor.

As I admired his features, I heard some hushed yelling just outside the door, making me get up, going to see who it was.

"-Hongbin finally made a move!"

"What?! You mean he finally got some?! Thank G-"

I opened the door, finding Sanghyuk and Wonshik crouching as they tried to be discreet with their talking.

The looked up at me in shock, trying to straighten themselves out as fast as they could, "Did you do anything to Hongbin," Sanghyuk interrogated, sticking his nose into the air.

"No," I said, closing the door behind me as I went to eat something.

"What do you mean 'no'? Why are you shirtless and in bed with him?!" Wonshik continued.

I couldn't help but chuckle, "I haven't had a shirt since we got here yesterday, even when we were drinking last night," I said, making them nod, "Hongbin... got really clingy after Sanghyuk left, he wouldn't stop whining if I didn't sleep with him- he was ordering me around."

They seemed to nod their heads in understanding until the last part, "What did he order you to do?" Sanghyuk suggested, obviously taking it as an innuendo.

I couldn't help the heatness in my face rise, which earned a reaction from Wonshik and Sanghyuk, "Well, he told me to get close to him, then to lay down on his bed... he made me sleep with him or else he wouldn't go to sleep, and he made me hug him from behind," I said, stalling the last part, "Then... then he asked if I was gonna give him a goodnight kiss too...'

"You kissed him?!"

"He kissed you first?!"

"What's with all the yelling," Hakyeon said, himself, yelling.

"Hongbin and (Y/N) made out last night!" Sanghyuk said.

"We didn't m-"

"I thought this day would never come," Jaehwan suddenly said, popping up from the couch, and I hadn't even realized he'd been there.

"Our Binnie's grown up," Hakyeon said, and I stood there, in awe that they wouldn't listen to me, "Take care of him, he's our precious maknae-"

"I'm the maknae!"

"You don't act like one," Taekwoon mumbled, looking in the fridge for something to eat.

I sighed, "We just hugged and kissed, we aren't dating yet."

Suddenly everyone went quiet, "You said yet," Taekwoon said, unable to keep himself from smiling, as the other members started their teasing, and I just stood there, unable to get the food I've been wanted to eat since I walked out of Hongbin and I's room.

"Why are you guys so loud," Hongbin grumbled, "You guys are making my headache worse."

"You finally did it Hongbin!" Jaehwan and Hakyeon exclaimed, running up to him to coo him now, grabbing his cheeks.

"What did I do...?" Hongbin asked.

"You finally made a move on (Y/N)," Hakyeon said, making Hongbin wake up immediately, smacking his hand away turning red immediately, as if he'd just remembered what happened last night.

"Y-y-you- I- I didn't mean to I-," he stuttered, extremely flustered, almost looking like he was going to pass out, before he went running out, surprising myself and the rest of the guys.

I was about to go after him when Hakyeon beat me too it, "Let him handle this- Hongbin is going to be too embarrassed to face you right now," Taekwoon said, handing me some food, and even though I was glad to finally eat, I couldn't help but feel bad for Hongbin.

I ate, then I went to take a shower, and by the time I got out Hongbin hadn't returned yet.

I sighed, walking into the room with just a towel, forgetting to get clothes before going in.

Crouching down, I got my suitcase, placing it on my unused bed, rummaging through some clothes for me to wear, I should go to that shop I saw on our way here, it doesn't seem too far away, and I could see if I could get Hongbin something.

I pondered to myself, looking to the door when I heard it open, finding a frozen Hongbin, who seemed like he was pushed inside.

After staring at my body for a while, he made eye contact, making a petrified face, which felt like a stab in the chest.

"I can go change in the restroom," I said, walking towards the door, which he pressed himself against, not letting me open it.

I stared at him, "Can I go through?"

He returned to his senses, suddenly extremely red, "S-sorry..."

"Hongbin, are you upset because of-"

"Okay bye!"

He dashed out so fast he slammed the door on my forehead, and the sinking feeling got worse. I quickly got changed, heading out.

"Where are you going (Y/N)," Wonshik asked, drying himself off with his towel.

"I'm just going to take a walk, I'll be back soon enough," I said, and he nodded, and I went my own way as he headed back to the beach.

After 15 minutes of walking, I realized it was much farther than what I anticipated it to be, but it was too late to turn back now.

I got there in a few more minutes, and it turned out to be a convenience store, so I looked through the aisles with stuff Hongbin might like first.

I remembered that Hongbin had been wanting a new headset for when he plays his video games, so I bought him the gift, as well as a bag to put it in, as well as a few snacks for the guys.

I began to walk back, not really caring if I got home late, seeing as the sun was already setting.

I saw someone running and initially I didn't pay them no mind, until I saw him pick us his speed, making me realize it was Hongbin. I put everything in one hand as I ran towards him, he was running faster than what he is used to- he could get hurt.

"Hongbin," I said, panting, though not as much as he was.

After catching my breath, I took ahold of his shoulders, "What do you think you're doing- don't run that fast- what if you get hurt-"

He hugged me, "I was so scared-" he said, his voice shaky, "I-I was so worried," he said, "What if something happened to you- like my friend- what if because I ran away from you you'd- you'd-"

I hugged him tightly, and he tufted my shirt in his hands, making sure that he wouldn't let go, "It's okay Binnie, I'm sorry I left without letting you go- even after I promised to never leave you alone."

He stayed silent, crying as quietly as he could into my shirt.

After a while, he pulled away, wiping his face, but I didn't dare wipe his tears away like I usually did, it'd drive him away.

He tried walking, but he fall back to me, "I'll carry you."

He bit his lip, still shaking, but he complied, doing his best to walk around me as I squatted down, standing back up when I felt his arms wrap around my shoulders, placing my hands under his thighs, yet making sure I wouldn't let go of the bags.

Hongbin had dug his head into my neck, probably still embarrassed, but at least he wasn't running away.

"Am I heavy?" he asked after a while.

"I carry you once in awhile, so I'm used to it."

"Sorry..."

"There's no need, I'm here for you no matter what.."

He tightened his grip of his arms and legs, probably getting shy once again.

I was unaware of how Hongbin felt, but for me, this was a solemn moment.

Rejection felt obvious, there was no need to get hopeful, seeing that everything that happened last night became a taboo- he'd run away from me or ignore me if I brought it up.

What hurts the most- was that he'd given me hope last night- he initiated everything- hugging would've been normal enough, friends do that every now and then, but kissing- that was what got my hopes up.

But what did I expect in the beginning anyway, he'd wake up all rainbows and sunshine and ask me if he could be my wife? Just the thought seems stupid.

It makes me feel that all these years as friends haven't been worthwhile- but they have. If I wasn't there for Hongbin, he could've ended up a complete mess- unless he found someone... a girl perhaps? And maybe he would be best friends with that girl, and he'd kiss that girl goodnight, and he would love that girl.

I looked down, getting too choked up to even look straight.

If he was in this situation with a girl, he would ask her to be his wife.

I'm replaceable.

We were right in front of the cabin, and I knew it wouldn't be long before I officially broke down.

I set him down to open the door, leading him to the couch before I left to our room.

Abandoning the bags somewhere in the room, I collapsed onto my bed, feeling a few tears come then go, before I wiped them away, getting into the covers, facing the wall and away from Hongbin.

I heard the door open but I ignored it, whoever it was should assume I was asleep and leave right afterwards.

I heard the door close, and since the lights remained closed, I assumed the person left.

It was when I felt a sinking in the bed beside me that I realized I wasn't alone, but I pretended to be asleep, hoping they'd leave.

"I'm sorry (Y/N)," Hongbin said quietly, "You always take care of me- but I only ever bother you," he sighed, "I don't deserve you-"

He got quiet, yet he didn't leave, instead, he placed a hand on the other side of my head.

I felt a familiar yet distant thing on my lips, opening my eyes, realizing it was Hongbin, kissing me.

I grabbed his arm, making him retract immediately, his eyes wide, "I-I I'm sorry-- I-I I fell!" he exclaimed, yet I knew that was way too slow of a fall, far too gentle as well.

I flipped us over, pinning him down, watching his jaw tremble, immediately feeling bad, "You don't bother me- seeing you everyday is enough for me," I lied, but it was close to the truth, "I want you to be happy, but you started avoiding me after yesterday- after you'd gotten my hopes up too, but even if I can just stay your friend, it might be enough for me."

His eyes were wide, and his mouth was open slightly, as if he couldn't process what I'd said, "You... got your hopes up?"

I sighed, realizing I have to confess for him to get the message, "Yes, I don't know if you remember, but yesterday you asked me if I loved you," I began, "I told you the truth- and no, not in the friendship type of way, I love you."

He tried budging his hands, which I took as rejection, "I understand you don't feel the same from how you've been reacting to me lately."

He stopped, "What- no! It's- It's complicated," he said, hopelessly flustered, "I- I love you too! I- I just... I got really embarrassed- the guy I love talking to my friends about how I confessed drunk- then I walked in on you changing- I thought you hated me-!"

I loosened my grip on his wrists, suddenly realizing that he did love me.

I felt his hands wrap around mine as I took his lips, making him make a sound out of surprise, most likely.

I kissed him as if this were a dream I'd wake up any moment, not stopping until things got hot and heated.

When I pulled away, I kissed his cheeks, forehead, nose, neck, hair- everything, I wanted him to know I love all of him.

Looking at him, I realized he had scrunched up his face, "What's wrong Binnie?"

He covered his face, "You... kiss," he said, practically trembling, and I was worried, did he not want me to kiss him?

"It's... I feel like it's a dream," he bit on his trembling lip, and I felt myself falling more and more in love with him.

"Can we continue?" I asked, making sure he consented first, Hongbin's difficult to read when he has these new expressions.

He nodded, "I-I, I want to," he mumbled, removing his hands, shakily wrapping his arms around me.

I smiled, kissing him passionately, stroking his body to comfort him.

He was clawing at my shirt again, not wanting to let go, and I know I didn't want to either, but when we heard someone knock on the door, we both shot up, and Hongbin, realizing our position, with me straddling him and his legs bent on either side of me, he shoved me off of the bed and pretended to be asleep.

Hakyeon entered, not suspecting anything, just wondering why I was in the floor- his expression said it all.

"We were tired so we went to bed, Hongbin knocked me off," I said, making up an excuse for Hongbin, now know he was embarrassed in front of the members.

He hummed, "You were sleeping in the same bed again, but not drunk."

I sighed, we could get caught- even though they already new- but Hongbin would be dying right now if he was a part of the conversation.

"You already pieced together that I like him, so why do you ask," I said, getting up, "I just love Hongbin so much, when I saw he was asleep, I couldn't help but hug him," I lied, "Lucky he wasn't awake because I would've-"

"I don't need to know that much!" he exclaimed, "Just- go to bed if your tired, and take care of Hongbin, he likes you too you know."

I smiled, "Yeah, I know, thanks Hakyeon."

He nodded and left, and when I got back into bed with Hongbin, he couldn't even look at me.

"Hongbin," I hummed, with no response.

"Binnie," I cooed, and he peeked at me, yet went back to looking at the wall.

"Jagiya," I whispered next to his ear, making him cover it as if it'd just been assaulted.

"Wh-why?!" he said, so red that he looked like red beans.

"You were ignoring me," I said, stroking his face, "Oh, I have a present for you."

I walked over to the nag I had bought, handing it to him.

He looked surprised, but he took it graciously, looking inside, his eyes already sparkling with excitement.

"(Y/N)- you bought these- for me-!"

He looked like a kid at a candy store, taking them out and looking at the specs immediately.

"I wanted to give you it so we could make up, but we already did so..." I teased, grabbing the box from him, watching him frown, almost pouting.

Unable to hold back, I kissed him, making his dimples appear as well as a complementary blush.

"I bought them because they are good quality and have changing lights," I said, pointing out a line that read 'rainbow', "At first I thought it would remind you of me, but now I think it'll remind you of us."

He tried his best not to look away, clutching the duvet, "I- I like them more now... thank you."

"I won't give them to you if you don't follow one condition though," I said, feigning grief.

"What is it," he asked so earnestly, I almost felt bad for teasing him.

Almost.

"I think I would need one kiss from you to be able to hand this over," I said, "Besides when you were drunk, I've been doing all the kissing."

He couldn't contain his embarrassment, he practically curled himself into a ball.

I was about to give in, when he looked up.

He seemed to have a goal, getting up and moving the headphones from the bed, kneeling on the bedding between my thighs, kissing me softly.

I held onto the small of his back, but he ended up jerking forward, knocking us down back to the bed.

"I can't do more- I- it's so embarrassing," he said, hiding his face in his hands.

"Then let's slowly get used to it," I suggested, putting an arm around his waist, pulling him closer.

"You mean... we are gonna date?"

"Yes, I want to go out with you, if you don't mind."

He sighed, "Yes, yes please- I was getting nervous you know."

I kissed him, enjoying him cuddling into me.

"Oh, and jagi," I said, watching his face flush as he looked up at me, "I'm gonna want a refund on that kiss."

He buried his head in my chest, "Shut up."

[kpopmalereader]

like things ; lee hongbin

• summary: hongbin fluff • pairing: lee hongbin x male!reader • word count: 805 • to do

“Prince?” Hongbin drops his keys on a table and kicks his shoes off.

“In here!”

The lights in your kitchen and living room are off. A small light comes from your bedroom, you do have a tendency of only having a lamp on or your window open, and Hongbin follows it. As he gets closer a chemical-like smell reaches his nose.

“What are you doing?”

Hongbin can only see the back of your head. You’re sitting on the opposite side of your bed, curtains drawn back with your laptop open on the bed behind you.

“Hey,” You nod your head as an acknowledgment of his entrance.

He repeats the question and takes a few steps forward. “What are you doing?”

You hold your hand up, five colored nails on full display. “Painting my nails. I couldn’t decide what color to do, so, now they’re three different colors. Do you like them?”

“Mhm, yeah, I just couldn’t tell what the smell was.”

“Acetone.” You answer. “I’ve changed the colors around a few times.”

Hongbin sits on your bed and lays down, setting his chin on your head. “Why did you paint them?”

You shrug your shoulders. You lean your head up and raise an eyebrow. “I’ve painted them before but stopped for… reasons. But I wanted to pick it up again. Do you mind?”

“Why would my opinion matter on if you should paint your nails?” Hongbin asks and grabs your hand. “They look nice. Do you have any darker colors?”

“Mhm, I have black, purple, blue.” You pick up a makeup bag, dozens of nail polish almost falling out of it. “Why?”

He holds his hands out with a smile. “Paint mine? Black?”

You smile brightly and nod your head. “Yeah! Yeah, okay. Let me finish the second layer on this hand and I’ll start.”

Your concentrated face is an adorable thing and your tongue slowly pokes out of your lips as you painstakingly paint your nails.

“Why are you sitting on the ground? You have a desk and a bed and a table.”

“The view.” You point out your windows with the hand holding the brush. “And the light.”

“You could sit on your bed. Or actually turn your lights on.”

You stick your tongue out at him. “It’s nice down here. Everyone needs to sit on the ground sometimes. Join me so I can paint your nails.”

Hongbin rolls his eyes at you but still slides off of the bed. He grabs one of your legs to sling over his lap and taps his fingers against your thigh.  You blow your nails and lean up to kiss his cheek.

“Why did you stop painting your nails? I didn’t even know you did before.”

You sigh and shrug, shaking a bottle of clear polish. “Some people had problems with some of my interests. I liked painting my nails and doing makeup and stuff that people around me considered too “feminine”. I was tired of people saying something about it all the time.”

He nods his head and wiggles his fingers when you grab his hand. “What made you decide to paint them again?”

You smile up at him and kiss his knuckles. “You. And our friends. Talking with you, seeing how comfortable you are with me and with yourself, I don’t want to hide something I like. I put away actual interests. Painting my nails, putting on eyeliner, dying my hair, someone taught me how to knit and embroider and like four different people told me those things were something I couldn’t do, it felt like everything I did was evil because I did them.”

You shake your head and begin to put a basecoat on Hongbin’s first-hand. “So, I stopped. But now, being around people who don’t care if you like things they don’t think you would like or things they don’t think you should do, I want to be myself, I want to like things and do things I want instead of worrying about what someone else thinks. Rebellion by pink nails.”

“Well, I promise you I’m never going to tell you that you shouldn’t do something.” He kisses your forehead softly. “If you are having fun and like what you’re doing, it’s okay, I don’t care. Well, I care, but it’s not up to me or anybody else what you should do as long as it’s safe. I’ll take you to buy nail polish or makeup or go out to dye your hair.”

“Thank you.” You grab his other hand.

He pulls you closer and kisses you for a few seconds. “And if you want to be my new makeup artist, I wouldn’t be upset by it.”

“And have to spend even more time with you? No thanks.”

[kpopmalereader]

cuddle bug ; lee hongbin

• summary: you’re a huge cuddle bug, love cuddling hongbin and all sorts of affection, but you get embarrassed showing it around anyone else • pairing: lee hongbin x male!reader • word count: 382 • to do

“Wait, wait!” You pull him back in the room, kissing him a few times. “Okay, now you can go.”

“I’m not going anywhere, you can still kiss me when we leave the room.”

You shrug and blush lightly. “Go.”

You push him out and he shakes his head, realizing what it’s about. He holds your hand lightly, waiting for you to pull away as soon as you two get down the hallway.

“You’re cute.” He laughs slightly when you do pull away and sits next to you on the couch, gesturing for you to lay against him.

“I’m okay,” You shake your head.

Hongbin leans over and lays his chin on your shoulder. “You don’t want to cuddle me?”

You shake your head and scroll on your phone, partially ignoring him. “Not right now.”

He pouts, trying to egg you on. “But you always want to cuddle.”

You slowly grab his hand after a few minutes, leaning closer to him subconsciously. He smiles and wraps his arm around your shoulders. Ken walks in a bit later and Hongbin smiles at you regardless when you pull away and scoot from him, blushing darker. Ken goes back to his bedroom a few minutes later and you immediately start to get closer to him.

“I love you.” He mumbles. “You almost act like no one else knows we’re dating. You had to kiss me a bunch before we walked in here, just in case someone else was in here. Ken walked in and you jumped away but as soon as his back is turned, you’re right back on me.”

“You don’t know me.”

He laughs and kisses your nose quickly. “Hurry and cuddle me before anyone sees.”

“I’m not going to cuddle you anymore.”

“You know you can’t go an hour without at least a five-minute hug.” He watches you pout and huff, looking away from him. “Do you want me to give you a quick couple kisses as an apology?”

You glance back over at him and nod slightly. “I guess.”

He starts kissing your lips but jumps back after a minute, gasping. “Did you hear that?”

“Shut up, Hongbin!”

“Come here, little cuddle bug,” He opens his arms and gestures for you to come forward. “We can listen out for other people together.”

[kpopmalereader]

pretty flower ; lee jaehwan

• summary: you seem cold-looking, but you get flustered very easily and have a bunch of floral tattoos • pairing: lee jaehwan x male!reader • word count: 909 • to do

As you and Jaehwan walk along the road, the bustling people walking on the sidewalk seem to jump out of your way. They don’t move out of Jaehwan’s way nearly as quick as they do for you and he scoots even closer to you, almost halfway behind you for a couple of minutes. You only really notice when he bumps into your back, making a gruff sound.

“What are you doing?” You turn around towards him and gesture to beside you, where he was moments ago.

“You scare people, so they get out of your way, they just bump into me.” Jaehwan shrugs, grabbing your arm to wrap it around his shoulders.

The tips of your ears start to go pink and you shake your head. “People aren’t scared of me.”

He nods. “They are. If they knew you, they wouldn’t be, but they see your constant almost-glare and it freaks them out. You’re a big softy in reality.”

“I’m not scary or a softy, and I don’t have a glare.”

Jaehwan squeezes your cheek. “You don’t try to, it’s just your face.”

You raise an eyebrow at him. “Should I be offended?”

“I like your face, and it gets people to move and walk quicker, which no one can ever complain about.”

Your cheeks change from their natural color to a light red at the first comment. “Come on.”

*

“Uhm, Ken?” A secretary peeks her head in, glancing around. “There’s a, a slightly terrifying man looking for you? He said he knew you, but we couldn’t let him in, because,”

She gestures behind her, shocked when Jaehwan starts laughing. “I’ll walk out to him in a few seconds.”

She lets out a breath and nods. “Okay, good.”

“Your boyfriend?” Hongbin asks.

“Most likely.” Jaehwan gathers his stuff. “He wanted to hang out, I guess he got impatient.”

“Have a fun night.”

Jaehwan walks towards the lobby, smiling when you come into frame. “Hey, love.”

You stand up straight. “Did I come too early?”

He shakes his head, kissing your lips gently. “You never do.”

You blush brightly and push him away. “Stop.”

“I meant when you come pick me up, you’re the one thinking things like that.”

“We both know what you meant.” You shake your head.

“I just like making you blush.” He kisses your cheek and smiles lovingly. “Though it doesn’t take much for it to happen.”

You’re still blushing when you walk out of the building, waiting for him to catch you. He follows you and loops his fingers in yours.

“Where did you want to eat?”

“Barbeque.” You answer. “I was planning to get it to go, that okay?”

“Absolutely.” He enunciates every syllable.

He leads the both of you towards one of your favorite restaurants, leaving you to scroll on your phone and lean into his shoulder. As you leave the restaurant, your arm travels to hold his waist and your phone vibrates a few times. You pocket it and bumps your head into his lightly, getting into your elevator.

“What are you hiding?”

You shake your head. “Nothing, I’m just being indecisive.”

“On?”

“I think I want a new tattoo, but,” You sigh and close your eyes, leaning your weight on Jaehwan. “I don’t know what I want.”

“More flowers?” He gasps and pulls up your shirt, gesturing to your ribcage. “You should get more like these ones; I think they’re pretty.”

You pull down your shirt, pushing him off and balancing the food you just bought with one hand. “We’re in public, you can’t do that type of thing.”

Jaehwan shrugs. “We’re in the elevator, who’s going to see?”

“It’s the fact of the matter, don’t undress me in public.” Your cheeks turn darker and darker as you walk to your apartment, still feeling like your shirt is halfway up.

“Okay,” Jaehwan says cheerily and you feel something is wrong. “I’ll wait to undress you until I get to your room.”

The blush travels down your neck and you shake your head, closing the front door on him.

He comes right after you, pouting. “You closed your door on me just for flirting with you?”

“I locked you out because you’re being inappropriate.”

“You just don’t like blushing in front of everyone, you would like it otherwise.”

“Shut up.” You ignore him and your tomato face, taking the food out of the bag.

Jaehwan sneaks behind you and pulls up the back of your shirt. “I do really like the flowers you have.”

“What’s your favorite flower?”

Jaehwan ghosts his fingers over your different tattoos and hums. “On you, probably-”

“No, just in general.” You get his food together and raise an eyebrow, turning your head slightly. “What’s your favorite? Or the one you like looking at? The one you wouldn’t mind looking at on me every day.”

“You want me to choose your tattoo?”

You shrug and turn around, giving him his food. “It gets the decision off of my mind. If you like, I like it.”

He scrunches his face and shakes his head. “It’s going to be on you forever, I can’t even choose my own tattoos, much less someone else’s.”

“It’s bad luck to get your significant other’s name tattooed before you’re married, so I can’t do that for a bit, but I can get your favorite flower. Then, no matter what, it’s still a pretty flower.”

“For a bit?”

“Mhm.” You wink, still partially red.