#learning to love 70’s and 80’s music all over again in a new light ugh my heart

[chai-and-cherries]

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[dean-bluesteel-winchester-spnfam]

All of the questions! It’s tradition!

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?Eh. Mugs. Still don’t really get how to even hold a wine glass. Like soda cans too though.

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?Chocolate bars. I leave the lollipops for Gabe.

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?Cotton Candy is heaven.

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?Probably not very nice. Never really talked, didn’t do homework. I was always late and sometimes didn’t go at all, so I could stay home with Sammy.

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?Sods cans.

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?I have no idea what most of that means? Grunge I think...? Wait, lumberjack is what Cas called it.

7. earbuds or headphones?Headphones!

8. movies or tv shows?While I do love Dr. Sexy, Movies are my everything.

9. favorite smell in the summer?Freshly cut grass.

10. game you were best at in p.e.?Hmm does wrestling count? Otherwise football.

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?Coffee, eggs and bacon. Maybe some pancakes.

12. name of your favorite playlist?‘All the songs Sam hates’

13. lanyard or key ring?Key ring.

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?Gummi bears!

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?Holes from Louis Sacher

16. most comfortable position to sit in?On Cas’ lap, leaning back against his chest.

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?My boots.

18. ideal weather?Sunny, a bit windy. Not too cold or too warm.

19. sleeping position?On my tummy, tucked against Cas.

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?I have a... journal. That nobody can ever find.

21. obsession from childhood?Cowboys, ninja turtles, batman

22. role model?Castiel.

23. strange habits?A lot. Always sleep with a gun. Get nervous when Sammy is not around. NEVER let anyone drive Baby.

24. favorite crystal?Blue Calcite.

25. first song you remember hearing?Hey Jude.

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?Swimming.

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?Sleeping.

28. five songs to describe you?I was born for this. - Royal deluxeDevils can’t fly.  - Natalia KillsHighway to Hell - AC/DCJust one Yesterday - Fall Out BoyBad Blood - Welshey Arms

29. best way to bond with you?Over my Baby or Pie.

30. places that you find sacred?Hell. Purgatory. apocalyptic world.

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?Flannel, soft pair of jeans and my boots.

32. top five favorite vines?I have no idea.

33. most used phrase in your phone?‘I love you’ or maybe ‘I’m sorry.’

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?Coca Cola Christmas ones.

35. average time you fall asleep?Midnight.

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?This weird frog.

37. suitcase or duffel bag?Duffle bag!

38. lemonade or tea?Both.

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?PIEEEE.

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?Ghost tried to kill me.

41. last person you texted?Cas.

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?I love jacket pockets.

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?4Leather jacket.

44. favorite scent for soap?Lemon. Weirdly enough honey too since Cas always uses it.

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?Superhero!

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?Puh. Pretty embarrassing but Cas was right, when he bought me actual pajamas. Not telling how they look tho.

47. favorite type of cheese?Don’t care, but it has to be melted.

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?Strawberry?

49. what saying or quote do you live by?Enjoy the moment and don’t think about the future.

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?When Sammy sees a clown.

51. current stresses?Wedding stresses.

52. favorite font?Times New Roman.

53. what is the current state of your hands?Hurt. I got hurt on the last hunt.

54. what did you learn from your first job?How to use a gun.

55. favorite fairy tale?The little mermaid.

56. favorite tradition?Trick or Treating on Halloween. That counts right?

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?1. To be me, regardless of what my father says.2. I’m allowed to love a man.3. No matter how hard you try, you can’t save everyone.

58. four talents you’re proud of having?1. I’m very good at playing pool.2. I can juggle.3. I’m learning Enochian.4. Making Cas come.

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?‘I’m Batman!’ Oh! Or ‘Where is my freaking pie?’

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?Porn obviously.

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?It’s always the darkest just before the dawn.

62. seven characters you relate to?1. Tony Stark2. Klaus Hargreeves3. Draco Malfoy4. Sherlock Holmes5. Bruce Wayne6. Bucky Barnes7. Peter Quill

63. five songs that would play in your club?Everything from AC/DC to Led Zeppelin.

64. favorite website from your childhood?None.

65. any permanent scars?Ha so many I can’t count them. My body is a mess.

66. favorite flower(s)?Sunflowers.

67. good luck charms?No. Had that one and it didn’t work out..

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?Ew! Sushi.

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?I have no idea what that could be.

70. left or right handed?Right handed.

71. least favorite pattern?Don’t think I have one.

72. worst subject?Art

73. favorite weird flavor combo?Vanilla and honey.

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?15.

75. when did you lose your first tooth?With six. I was pretty scared because Dad wasn’t there.

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?Fries!! But I love it all.

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?Ask Cas.

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?Coffee.

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?Both are bad but driver’s license photo is at least a bit better.

80. earth tones or jewel tones?Earth.

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?Fireflies.

82. pc or console?PC.

83. writing or drawing?Writing.

84. podcasts or talk radio?Talk Radio. But both are bad. I just want music.

84. barbie or polly pocket?Barbie. I... wanted one as a kid, don’t ask how that ended.

85. fairy tales or mythology?Ugh. Fairy tales, at least they don’t wanna kill me. Most of the times.

86. cookies or cupcakes?cookies (PIE)

87. your greatest fear?Losing Cas and my family.

88. your greatest wish?Being happy with a few kids and my husband. Just, having a normal life.

89. who would you put before everyone else?Cas and Sammy. Did it before and would do it again.

90. luckiest mistake?Going to hell and getting saved by Cas?

91. boxes or bags?Bags.

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?Sunlight... but I don’t have that in my bedroom.

93. nicknames?Pumpkin, Honeybee, Deanie Beanie... and it goes on. But also Dee and Deano.

94. favorite season?Summer.

95. favorite app on your phone?Ehhh?

96. desktop background?

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?Three. My mum, Cas and Sammy.

98. favorite historical era?No clue.

[entj-werewolf]

I actually got tagged, so I’ll give this a shot! Since it’s big, I’ll put it under the cut...

Tagged by: @unlimited-goldfish​

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

(As usual with the tagging part of rules, I also just let anyone do this if they want. Idk who to tag most of the time...)

LAST:

1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: Can’t remember... I think my mom was the last to call me today? 3. Text message: Mainly to my little sister. I’d been texting her about some Splatoon stuff! 4. Song you listened to: Some Splatoon 2 music... 5. Time you cried: I don’t remember, but even if I did.... I’d keep that to myself, ahaa. Lots has been going on though.

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope, never dated before either 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I don’t like kisses, soooo I haven’t kissed anyone at all. I’d probably regret it if I did, tbh. 8. Been cheated on: Nah 9. Lost someone special: A few people, yep... 10. Been depressed: Boy, it was pretty bad when I was a kid I think. Came across some old journals of mine while cleaning through stuff recently, and yeesh, the bullying got to me worse than I remembered from that time. As of recent? I’m... Not too sure. I have drastic confidence drops under huge stress, but idk if they’re depressive states or not? Also, dealing with life loss is rough. I had a horrid time last year after losing my last grandparent. It’s still sometimes unpleasant to think about, so I try keeping my mind off of that... 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No way. I hate alcohol anyhow... And I dislike dealing with drunk people.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Green, Dark Purple, Dark Blue!

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: It’s not common that I outright make new friends. It’s mostly acquaintances and mutuals! Sooo, nah, haven’t technically made any new friends in the past year.

16. Fallen out of love: Haven’t had any feelings for anyone like that, so nope

17. Laughed until you cried: YEP. Great times...

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Ahh, yep... I’m talked about a lot by family, mostly in negative light. This is every year. RIP. 20. Found out who your friends are: Known that already before the past year! 21.  Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Heck nope

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Only irl people or trustworthy online friends of mine can have my Facebook, buuut... I hate that site. So I actually rarely go on it. (I only signed up ‘cause my family made me when I was a teen, pfffff) 23. Do you have any pets: YES! My black cat, Luna! 24. Do you want to change your name: I thought about this once or twice in my life, buuut I’m fine with Sarah for now. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I went out to a new place to try out its vegan donuts, and they had some fresh coconut too. So, as a bonus, I got to have coconut water fresh from the thing itself! With amazing donuts. It was a good start to my birthday - but the rest of my day was being stuck in Ikea for 3-freaking-HOURS with my mom and older sister. I forgot how bad my legs could hurt before that.... 26. What time do you wake up: Technically 11:30-something-am, but I couldn’t get out of bed until like.... 12pm. My sleep is screwed up again, yeah... 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Drawing, I think? 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Nintendo Switch Restocks... just PLEASE, EVERYTHING HOLY, GET THEM FREAKING RESTOCKED SO I CAN GET ONE. Besides that, I can’t wait to move on from my job to a better one. My job situation is driving me insane. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom? Just tonight when saying g’night to her, pffff 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Hmmm.... Better luck in general would be nice. 2017 is like the freaking biggest pique of my bad luck from what’s happened so far. 31. What are you listening to right now: Still listening to Splatoon 2 music! 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I... Do not recall meeting or talking to a Tom in my life. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Lots of things... Mainly my job and money circumstance stuff.

34. Most visited website: I’m not 100% sure, but it miiiight be Youtube 35. Mole/s: I think so, but only the flat, not-dangerous types. I had one mole removed a couple of weeks ago though and..... That... was NOT pleasant. Turns out I do NOT have skin cancer, so that’s good?

36. Mark/s: Not that I’m sure of or remember atm, but I used to get scars pretty easily 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a veteranarian and actually would do a lot of side studies on my own about animals. This dream changed, of course, once I got older and learned more about what felt to be my “purpose” and I aim for that now. But I still like learning about animals and have scrambled knowledge on nature because of that! 38. Hair color: Dark brown 39. Long or short hair: Fairly long hair 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope! I have no idea what a crush feels like either..... 41. What do you like about yourself: Uhh... Hmm.... For several years, I’ve been liking my ambitious “energy” of sorts? Makes me feel like I’m living a full life as long as I’ve got that, hahaa... 42. Piercings: Nope, needles and anything that pierces my skin freaks me out to nauseous levels... 43. Blood type: If I recall correctly, it’s O negative; and apparently I can donate to most/all other blood types? (Too bad I don’t physically or mentally handle getting my blood drawn, otherwise I’d be fine with occasional donations to make use of that) 44. Nicknames? Wolf, Kat, or WolfKat - when people try referring to me based on my common online alias; “Fluffy” by some other people; and then freaking “furry” being a more rampant nickname by my friends recently..... -heavy sigh- 45. Relationship status: Single

46. Zodiac: Haven’t been much into this, but I only recall I’m Pisces ‘cause of my birthday. (Those Pisces descriptions are like the dang opposite of my MBTI type.....) 47. Pronouns: Just female stuff. I’ve been mistaken for a guy a lot online somehow, though.... I find it oddly amusing, pffffft. 48. Favorite TV Show: “Gravity Falls” and “[The] Slayers” are my top favorites, and I enjoy several other animated shows alongside these two!  50. Right or left hand: Left-handed pretty much, but I’ve taught myself to use my right hand decently for stuff like holding forks/spoons for eating. And I actually don’t like using left-handed computer mice... Regardless, I draw and write best with my left hand.

51. Surgery: Wisdom teeth surgery - which I had when I was 18 I think? That was a very weird experience for me. I’m glad I only talked to my close friends during the first part of my recovery... I would’ve died of regret if I tried posting anything online while I was drugged with pain killers and who knows what else. Eugh. 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nah, I like my natural hair color as is 53. Sport: Basketball! I’ve always liked this sport... I haven’t played in a long time though. 55. Vacation: My vacations in terms of travel and being fun for me, tend to be for conventions... Like Dragoncon and Momocon. Whenever they can be affordable, at least. 56. Pair of trainers: Idk what this refers to, sooo I looked it up. Synonymous with sneakers and tennis shoes, it seems? In that case, I have a few pairs of these ‘cause I LOVE sneakers/athletic shoes!

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Not eating anything atm. I’m staying up late to wait for my acid reflux to chill the heck out, actually... (I can’t lay down when it gets like this. Ugh.) 58. Drinking: Some sips of water here and there. 59. I’m about to: Try and sleep, maybe. 62. Want: A lot. But for this very moment, I want to be able to lay down without feeling like I’ll throw up!

63. Get married: Nope. Probably never? Idk how to fit marriage into my future, and having to be in such a relationship like that is very.... Overwhelming and intimidating for me atm. 64. Career: I want my dream career right now but I don’t know when my skills will be professional enough for it so it’s just waiting and trying to find other jobs until then.... Game Development is my future, though.

65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs only. No kisses! 66. Lips or eyes: Huh? I dunno. I don’t like eye contact, aaannndd I have no idea what’s significant about lips. Just... Lips are lips? 67. Shorter or taller: No strong preference, but shorter people I tend to like being around the most (’cause lots of tall people treat me in an annoying way TBH. Like petting my head or trying to lean over me? Excuse you.) 68. Older or younger: Uhhh... ? In general, I don’t mind what age people are when I meet them... With friends, I tend to end up with lots of younger ones in my close circle. Very few are older than me. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I do not like either... Or caring about looks at all. Sooo, none/neither. 71. Sensitive or loud: I don’t like loudness in general (got sensitive hearing as well), so sensitive would be more preferrable. I mostly have sensitive friends too anyhow. 72. Hook up or relationship: Preferrably neither, but if I ever ended up in that kind of relationship, it would need to be under mutual merits and built from a deep friendship. No casual hook ups. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I tend to prefer hesitant people over troublemakers.... But some of my more mischievous friends can keep life interesting at times, hahaa

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: Heck no 75. Drank hard liquor: Again, hate alcohol 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I think I’ve lost my glasses once or twice? Those moments are true suffering 77. Turned someone down: Many times. Idk why people keep getting crushes on me... Like... Have mercy for once.... 78. Sex on the first date: Nopenopenope, and I NEVER want that at any point in my life either. 79. Broken someone’s heart: A few times on accident toward friends... Sometimes feel guilty about those moments again even if all is forgiven now. 80. Had your heart broken: I think so, but it’s not often in terms of friendship-based stuff. 81. Been arrested: Thankfully, nope! I intend to keep it that way. 82. Cried when someone died: Definitely. 83. Fallen for a friend: I’m not too sure what this means? Ummm... I mean, I assume it’s like making a huge/important sacrifice for a friend, but idk. I don’t recall anything like that atm other than the times I’d stand up for friends, against their bullies in high school.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84: Yourself: Normally, yeah. When overwhelmed with stress though? Nope. 85. Miracles: Yup. I’ve experienced quite a few either as an observer/witness, or a few times personally. 86. Love at first sight: Nah. Sometimes, there’s an instant “click” with people even for potential friendships, but that’s not always reliable for something long-term. 87. Santa Claus: Not now, but as a kid, I of course believed in Santa. A ton. 88. Kiss on the first date: Noooooope

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: Pao/Paola! We’ve been close pals for about 8 years now 91. Eye color: Greyish Green? Sometimes looks more blue-tinted in other light sources? 92. Favorite movie: A tough pick... Hmm... Maybe Zootopia or Inside Out? I also really love Lilo and Stitch!

Alright, so yeah... No specific tags, but if anyone wants to do this, feel free to count it as my tag toward you!

I also noticed some numbers were missing from this list of questions, so who knows where those are? It’s almost 92. Have fun anyhow, maybe!