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[eames-with-three-roses]

@hirunoka

Red velvet creamcheese brownie. I chomped one bite before remember to take picture

[eames-with-two-roses]

[tiger-balm]

chatting | leafs v utah | Nov 24th 2024

[eames-with-three-roses]

Im staying away but ppl at this cafe is talking about marou

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How does he write about my life and how i feel without stating my name hn

STEPAN

It's terrible, in my opinion, there is a game prepared for us A game where they leave us all alone And they know, when people are lonely The language they speak also changes In the end, they can't get along at all. So that over a period of time, a situation In its unchanging flow, monotonous they stay like a hunter of trouble And one day they realize that loneliness is not a power anymore And when they realize this, that's when Lusin, they want to get over this situation over time They run, they run, just when they reach the border It's like they're stuck to those wire fences They become smoke or a solid piece of coal, a corpse… What is the meaning of a human in this situation?

LUSIN Must overcome this situation, Stepan.

STEPAN I don't feel my pain. And I've already lost all opposition. Not a hope Neither despair nor nothing can save my existence. And an intense meaninglessness inside As if colorless, dimensionless And in a skyless, timeless universe If living is the only way out, Lusin I live carefree, too, Thus an unchangeable meaninglessness.

LUSIN So you're simply maintaining a stalemate. This loss of self, this collapse It's like it gives you a sense of superiority.

STEPAN I am skillfully weaving a history of loneliness. And I'm already setting a hunch in the future.

LUSIN The real work is coming to a conclusion.

STEPAN Can you?

LUSIN Then it's a very long road, actually.

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[badnewswhatsleft]

hi guys

so it looks like the few pro shot tourdust shows that were on jack edinger's vimeo are now unfortunately deleted/priv'd, along with all the other fob related vids that were on his profile - thankfully i was able to pull most? of them beforehand, so here are links to download them in full:

bristow, va (19 july 2023)

london night 1 (02 nov 2023)

london night 2 (03 nov 2023)

other videos

an addendum: i'm missing i think 2 videos that were up on his page, iirc they were titled something like "hold me tight or dont content" and "centuries content" - when i watched a little bit of the hmtod one it looked kinda like a lot of stock clips literally with watermarks and everything stitched together(?) like at a concepts stage.. ?? and unfortunately i didn't watch the centuries version.. but ig assumed it was similar? 😓

basically i considered them low priority to download at the time and now i'm kicking myself. lol. lmao even. so if anyone managed to get those pls feel free to sound off

otherwise take everything above and enjoy !!!

[eames-with-three-roses]

Lately been weird af

I met more ppl so mirror neurons . I also had more different food. And one and two together gave me different perspectives.

I find that something i . My feelings direct how i see something, making them seem true or untrue to me. And reality is shiftable

That guy is a bad person./. Now that is nail on plank

The amount of traumas ive been thru. The layers, make things

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Apparently i cant fucking reply to posts even with my subaccount. But tagging and replying on posts seem alright. Ok . @hirunoka

[gen4grl]

dad red! 🍎🍊

[stimboardofatourneykid]

“Do you realize how much suffering you've caused me!? Do you realize the torture you put so many innocent people through!?”

A stimboard of Liam Plecak for @ross-yippee!

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