#lavalamp has been on my new years list every year
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next year i want
to learn 10 languages (i did start 10 duolingo courses yesterday so like)
read 12 books (i havent read a book since high school)
watch 52 movies (eh)
get a tattoo! (but only if the TLOU show is good)
get rollerskates uwu
get back into biking
get back into drawing?
write sumn idk
not get a mental breakdown every three months especially before funkytown in february
i will go to austria, england, wales, and denmark in february (and march) in one big trip and i would. love to not. be a problem. :)
get a lavalamp
#lavalamp has been on my new years list every year#and i never got one#also eating disorder tw but i did decide that im gonna lose 30kg which is#a LOT#and i want to do it by being literally stupid so#thatll be fun#its okay my therapist knows#so its her responsibility now x)#i told her i was like#just so you know#i Will starve myself starting from january x'')#personal#it sucks because i know that i want to do it but in the same time#im scared that she will abandon me if i dont look like i want help#which i do#but i dont want to NOT do it because im scared she will abandon me (which she said she wont but whos to say)#i want to Not want to do it because of me#but i dont care about me#starve the bitch#like i care lmao#anyway so clearly my mental health journey is going Great
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