#late night rambles with a star

[spacemothes]

The Sun/Moon (fnaf) fandom to In Stars and time pipeline needs to be studied in a lab.

[interstellar-productions]

I’m not done yet (please someone save me from this hell of my own creation) and so i bring you Jean, Jeremy and Aaron friendship truths. ( absolute bullshit i pulled out of my ass because of how i internalize these 3 fictional men).

In my head it all makes sense. THEIR PERFECT (their broken arguably beyond repair). Jean is stepping outside for the first time, not mafia parents and no nest, he’s never been able to be independent and thus lacks a sense of self, because he was always told exactly what to be. Jean is learned helplessness. The cage is open but he’s so used to being beat that he doesn’t really try to move, because you can’t outrun the enviable. Jeremy is two different people sharing the same skin, who is with the Trojans and who he is when he’s with his parents. There are expectations that come with both. He knows this. Jeremy has built his life around these two extremes and doesn’t really have a middle ground. which one is the real him? Does he even know? Aaron is constantly moving. He’s a busy body, homework, class, study, practice, gym. Aaron packs his days full of so many things that he doesn’t need to think about who he is outside of the things that make him painfully normal( please don’t look at him, don’t notice him).

Jean is acceptance, he knows it’s coming and his trying to minimize the damage. Jeremy is fight or flight, he’s loud and bubbly and bigger then life, why would something be wrong for someone whose that happy. Aaron is survival, he’s checklists and to do’s.

Jean: if your going to hit me do it

Jeremy: you can’t hit me if you can’t catch me

Aaron: you can’t hit me if you don’t notice me

Their the 3 amigos of hurt and suffering i fear and that’s why they’d be perfect friends.

Aaron is the quiet and calm to Jeremy’s raging storm and the silent darkness for jean. Aaron is secrecy in its purest form.

Jean is the reality check that Jeremy and Aaron would both benefit from (when their too trapped in their own heads to think clearly), jean is steady in a twisted sort of way. Jean is steady in a I’ve accepted death and no longer fear it sort of way.

Jeremy would be the sunshine, but not in the normal way that Jeremy brings sunshine. Jeremy would be the “ a bad today means a better tomorrow” sort of sunshine. That quiet sort of i know the rain just as well as you do but i also know well make it out of this too.

Jean would be the reminder that all things are temporary and thats not something we need to fear, just accept. Control what you can and accept what you can’t.

Aaron is white knuckled grips, were all making it out of here because we have too, because there is no other option, i wont let there be another option.

Jeremy is the reminder that sometimes laying down is ok, let yourself have nice things just because.

These 3 together could heal each other. (They could also make each other spiral)

[questionable-idea]

Wanna sit on the windowsill at night and look at the stars? well we CAN'T BECAUSE OF GODDAMN LIGHT POLLUTION

[raeofgayshine]

After he died, Ahkmenrah had a lot of time to write. So here’s one of his memories of Ammon.

Do you remember when you taught me about the stars?

I was 11.

You were 13.

You knew that I had been fascinated by their sparkling lights since before I could walk.

But they held no importance in my training to one day lead

So you took it upon yourself to learn everything you could instead

And then one night, you climbed in through my bedroom window

Took my hand and lead me to the roof

Where we sat upon a blanket you had already smuggled there

I don’t know which one of us pressed into the other, but in that moment it was impossible to tell where I started and you ended

You looked so happy

I could have kissed you

But instead you took my hand

It was too warm but you didn’t seem to mind at all as you wrapped yours around it

Guiding both of us up to point at the constellations I always knew existed but had never been able to know

We stayed out there long past the time they were truly visible enough for your stories

Curled up next to one another instead we talked about your classes

Avoiding the fact that if anyone caught us you would surely be killed

We stayed until the sun had risen and people beneath us had started to stir

You stood up first, offering me a hand

The light surrounded you like a halo and I knew for sure that you would always be my angel

My hero

My Sun

In that moment I knew what it meant to fall in love

Then you grabbed my hand, and I was standing next to you again

And the moment had passed

But I will never forget the way you looked in the sunlight,

And how much time you gave up just to make me smile

[lovely-cuicui]

i started ranting about how i love-hate the dragon part of zhongli, neuvillette, and dan heng to my sister. then it started turning into a rant about how i enjoyed the “mate for life” aspect. she combatted this by saying “vidiyadhara can’t reproduce so no fucking” and that’s when i had to stop because she could easily snitch on me to friends and tell them “oh yeah btw did you guys know that [my name] likes getting fucked by dragons?” she could end not just my reputation, but even my life right now with that very sentence.

[cosybunny]

hey me who woke up at 4am to write this down and then went back to sleep??? what does this mean??? all I remember from that dream is it was a scene with Shadow and Tails???

[clowninthecoffeehouse]

only saw a few of the shooting stars last night during the meteor shower because a bunch of clouds drifted in, but the northern lights were really visible so still got pretty pictures

[foreststarflaime]

Just a nice unassuming compilation of cute gecko pictures, nothing strange to see here 🥰

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[johnnysuhbmarine]

no one understands the heartbreakingly soft late night dreamie texts i am holding onto in my drafts. for fake texts i designed to be comforting, it's a little discomforting how good a job i did with them (for myself, i can't speak on their effectiveness for the rest of you. again, i'm a very self-indulgent writer). like i just sit here with my creation and can't believe i am alone in reading it right now. there's something beautiful about it, but i also can't wait to share it with you and rid myself of the strange feeling.

sigh...you'll all get them eventually, and i am not at all sorry for how long some of them are

[deeply-unserious-fellow]

I watched tonight's episode of Dancing With The Stars bcuz the Zombies brainrot is consuming my life and I think I might be invested now help-

[shinobus-left-eye]

i am so so normal about the ryuseitai climax story— is anyone else here having a massive kanata brainrot rn

[monochrome-stars]

every time i make a typo in the silly little zelda video, i can feel another one of my braincells withering away.

[erindromeda]

I've had the same favourite game for 8/9 years straight, and that was Undertale. My undisputed number 1 for a massive chunk of my life. It is a major part of me, my humour, my writing influence, and it still is.

Today, however, I finished In Stars And Time, and all of a sudden, 8/9 years of normality is completely upended. This game shook me to my core. It hit me close to home but also made me laugh and made me feel loved, and showed me my own fears from a new character, and showed that character being loved.

I'm coming to terms with having a new favourite game, my brain is rewiring itself to make sense of it all.

I know it sounds silly, having, like, an existential moment upon getting a new favourite video game, but I really did start to wonder if anything would make me feel the way that lil' indie game did almost a decade ago.

It feels good, to be able to enjoy things so much. Feels like I'm on a good path.

Play In Stars And Time. My favourite game ever.

[landfilloftrash]

Thinking about Mirror!Q. I have my own personal headcanons based on the lore that Does exist but it’s mostly me just thinking out loud. One of my ideas in regards to it is that what we would call “Mirrorverse Q” is actually Q when he’s younger and playing out this fun new role of death and destruction and evil chaos as he’s honored as a god. Before he either realizes he doesn’t particularly like this kind of devotion/attention (he’s lonely and touch-starved; he’s not getting what he actually wants) or (the more probable option of) he eventually gets bored with all of it, it being the death and destruction and general misery that once was kinda funny/interesting to observe, and playing out “oh noooooooooo I’m trapped ahhhh the terrans cast me outttt of time and spaceeee and I’m locked away in a dimension that’s unreachable by normal means now I can only talk to you through a rlly specific and highly detailed rituallllll” and DIPPED. Hardcore. And proceeded to be bored until the Continuum went “alright. Judgement time.” and he met Jean-Luc which then took his entire attention. Bc. The Q are omnipotent/present and omniscient. I See Absolutely No Reason Why There Would Be Multiple Q Continuums. It ALSO explains why there are no other mentions of Q/the Continuum within that universe other than the Orion Blood Cult/Assassins of Q.

The other headcanon/general idea of mine of what’s happening over there is that this Mirrorverse!Q actually is another Q apart of a different Continuum— ! Which directly contradicts my comment about that making no sense but eh. Maybe it’s a Rule where Continuums don’t cross streams or something, which is why in PIC S2, they weren’t IN the Mirrorverse, per se, but something very close to it. Mirrorverse to the left 2 degrees /jov. But unlike the prime universe where Q is just an outcast who has thoughts and ideas and is a chaotic force of delight and wonder and fun, trying to get his people to change for the better and just— Be. Less. Bored— this Q destroyed his Continuum fellows. Outcast? No. (Not anymore at least) He has enough power to rule this damnable reality and he shall. So he built up his empire of puny mortals, since it’s no fun to just up and control the universe! Gotta have SOME resistance to crush under his heel— and almost did ! Until the humans locked him away— but unlike in the other idea where Q might’ve actually been the one to plant the idea within their community or simply played along with something they thought would work, the Terrans genuinely found something that would banish a Q. And upon that happening, he probably got pissed the fuck off about it, but does certainly it lets him plot and plan for when he does get out, and he’ll most definitely be itching to get back at those terrible and disgusting little humans who DARE think they can stand up to him.. and who just made the game he’s playing even more interesting. (After all; It’s a twisted mirror, not just “become evil”. The fact they (humans), more or less, put him in a timeout corner he can’t get out of (at the present moment; he’s working on it) probably got him ecstatic that there’s a group that actually CAN stand up to his play style. That probably excites him terribly.) And this other universe that’s crossed over a few times his people tell him about…… it may be worth breaking some Rules even he wouldn’t consider crossing, no matter how long ago they may become null and void to him..

Who knows !

[trickstarbrave]

What’s your headcanon age difference between Voryn and his oldest siblings? In human years, not elf years.

i thinkkkkkkk in human years they're pretty close together. i hc that TES elves age quickly at the same rate as humans until theyre like. 20-25-ish and after that they slow WAY the fuck down with physical aging. but they aren't considered a full legal 'adult' until around 70-100 years old (depending on culture) and a proper adult around the age of 200. most elves also live to be around 600-800 years old without magical intervention or like, murder. so.

so in terms of human ages they'd be considered around the same age. in order for them to have the same gap of maturity as humans morvani (voryn's mom) would have had to have them all within like. 10-12 years or something crazy like that. and 8 kids in 10 years is CRAZY. already most elves thought morvani was weird having kids so quickly after the other but she had a lotta husbands and wanted to get a good, proper heir so she would have a kid, raise them, see their temperament and strengths, weigh her options, and then typically had another kid when they were physically around 15.

gilvoth (oldest) was a young adult (around 110 or so) around the time morvani decided voryn (youngest) would be her heir

another fun fact is because of the weird hc aging voryn and nerevar have known each other like. forever. they met around age 10-12 i usually hc it which for elves is YOUNG. young-young. to elves a 10 year old is just an overgrown infant that can talk. for elves nerevar and voryn have been friends since diapers. for most ppl its bizarre they've been friends this long. what do you mean you both met at age 10???? you're both like 300 now. what the fuck. do you even remember meeting.

[sailor-brunette]

Sorry for another post. I just needed to post about this,before I forgot. I'm still watching idol/entertainment anime such as Ensemble Stars,Idolish7,A3! and others. It's going slow,but I'm getting there. And,of course,expect both crossover ships and OC x canon ships. Cuz it's me we're talking about. That's all for now,folks.