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elprupneerg · 2 days ago

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today was kind of a waste. not even in a productivity sense, if i'd managed to relax or do a hobby or get a bunch of rest then i'd feel a lot better about the day. instead today was spent in a stupid way and now its almost over

#i ate and i'm no longer anywhere near as pissed #more just. resigned?#last weekend i didn't get to relax or do laundry cuz i was busy both days #this weekend i don't get to cuz i spent saturday going to the pharmacy #like literally that's all i fucking did #ok jk less resigned cuz i'm thinking about it. still kinda pissed lmao #if i'd just gone by myself instead of trying to make it into a cute adventure then things would've been over WAY faster #and i couldve maybe come home and had the energy to watch a video or read an article or something #but instead i tried to turn it into a 'hey come with me to the pharmacy and then Also to this cute shop and a coffee place' thing #so i had to wait for my gf to actually get the fuck out of bed. and get ready. which took until WAY past noon #which normally is fine! i don't care! but i wanted to get this shit over with WAY faster in the day so we'd actually have time to go places #instead by the time we managed to get to the coffee shop it was closed. didn't even bother trying to get to penzeys cuz they would've close #cuz it was like 4:30 and it would've taken half an hour to get there and they close at 5 #so cool. yay. i got to walk .75 miles to a coffee shop for no fucking reason except to hurt myself #and came home too exhausted to relax #couldn't even go to bed early cuz i wanna try and take my stupid weekly med at the same time every saturday #and now once i'm about to take it i'm gonna be too nauseous to do anything but lay down and be miserable #tried to do a little catnap in my chair but then my gf decided she needed to try and Be Silly and kept getting my attention #which normally is fine! and cute! and very sweet! but i was barely able to keep my eyes open and just wanted to rest #i did not have the energy to watch a silly little dance. please stop asking me to try and find the spoons to respond properly to your dance #yes sweetie its very silly and i appreciate you trying but Please Stop I Have Nothing Left In Me Today #i just want it to be past noon tomorrow so that i'll be past the worst of the nausea #but even then i won't feel like a person again until Maybe monday. more likely probably tuesday or wednesday cuz i'm so fucking tired #and in the meantime i'll still have classes and won't have any clean socks to wear to them

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