#lami kaayo

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[5ilent5cience]

QnA on the Creator of ROTTMNT: DD

(ya'll my hands are shaking rn everytime i got mentioned with fanarts,,,)

Yes I have open the QnA so there is an ask box on my profile so it's free to ask me anything, i won't bite! Especially getting to know about my AU 'Donnie Disaster' which is i am so proud of this. :]

To anyone to commit fanarts onto my home, Ya'll just— i can't,,, I was dying in happiness staring at your works, i was super speechless of how many of you all love my au sm(lol charot). Like lami kaayo ma-umiyak aaaa grabi gyud mo lahat,, Why are you doing this like i didn't do anything wahhh ;0; and oml i almost reach to 200 followers you guys—

So Once again It's sm funny and appreciate that you guys love the comic so far which i'm overjoyed with it, Thank you sm for ya'll support. Just being a proud Softshell turtle oc Designer

[sleepychinitaprincess]

20240223

"dream about a recurring person"

hoy kalami magsulti ug bad words pero di na lang sa. I'm trying. I'm really trying to keep him at the back of my mind to keep the pain bearable and minimal. I was even thinking of different things last night. I tried.

so, this is what happened in my dream, I forgot the exact details but these are some of what I remembered... I had a message sent to him nya he left me on read, very similar to what's happening at the moment. Then, I heard he's like organizing an event here in Cagayan de Oro, I think he's the in charge of design and different things. I, then, started receiving messages from him na he's coming here. Very weird kay gasend siyag message kay sa ig nya ang fb messages (ata?) nako kay ginaseen ra daw niya.

He came here sa CDO. Like we literally saw each other personally, but I was trying to be cool about it. Gamay ra to nga days nga naa siya here tas I'm not sure but nagkita daw mi sa bulua gym? umay so weird. Tas ako dayn siya gihatod daw sa pier kay mouli na siyag cebu tas nagsakay daw mig jeep ato while gadala ug mga sud an nya katong ninaog na daw siya kay gipanghatag niya ang uban sud an sa driver.

diba bisag sa damgo, ginagawa niya pa rin akong kabit. makamahay kayo nga lake permi ay. lami na kay magpasurgery nya limtan tanan namo pinagsamahan duha kay ako ra may permi gareminisce nya gasuffer. he can't even answer the question of what am I to him. very annoying.

"the revelation"

I promise ireveal nako tanan ni akong kadelulu kay fred once magkami (wow) genuinely talking ko dri. mura sad ug naay chance HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

"relapse"

Lord, when ko kaya masabi sa iya nga love nako siya?

Lord, gimingaw na sad ko niya, pero siya di man gani katubag sakong pangutana niya if unsa ba jud ko para niya.

Lord, I miss him so much. I miss him all the time.

I don't want to lose him, but at the same time, I want to forget every good memory I associated with him.

sana di na lang kami nagkatagpo kung di naman totoo and genuine ang lahat ng yon para sa kanya. sana di ko na lang siya nakilala kung iba naman pala yung laman ng puso niya ever since the time we met. sana di na lang siya bumalik kung sasaktan niya lang ulit ako. siguro, at the very start pa lang since 2 years ago, he just treated me like one of those girls na reserve niya if ever di sila magwork ng nagustohan niya. now, he's trying to make me his takbohan if ever di sila magwork ng girl niya.

it's so painful, but You know, Lord, how I'm willing to ruin myself for him. You know I'm going to try to believe him even when he's lying. You know I'm going to keep coming back to him once he runs to me. Lord, pagod na pagod na akong mahalin siya. kapoy na kaayo masakitan utro. kapoy kaayo na he can run easily to me, while I can't run easily to him. it's always so unfair. inani jud diay mahigugma? bahalag unfair pero basta siya, okay ra. kapoy na sad kog ingon nga ako na lang unta iya pilion kay kapoy sad pamugos. sige oy, babye na lang.

[mydoseoflifeuu]

wednesday

Today is Wednesday which is mag formal ra sila. While preparing, ako man jud gatali ana ganahan kaayo ko kay mura nag himuon ug barbie hehe lami kaayo suot-suotan ay basta di lang mag nilabad haha. After nag prepare, by 7am naabot rapud sa school, very early jud kaayo ang mga ferson. Excited yarn? Nothing much happened tho, normal day lang. Chika and all. Reminder to everyone to be grateful to all the good things that happened in our life, be it good or bad. Always embrace the uncertainties that come in our way.

[ohhshaaane]

DECEMBER 28, 2024 | 1621H

Bag-o lang nahuman akong gi tan-aw nga salida. Mag sige ra gyud kog tan-awa anig salida kay ma depress man gyud ko badi ug dili.

Anyways, nag storya mi ni yoyo gabii, December 27, 2024 mga 7pm pag in nako.

Kapoy na biya kog breakdown ayy, mingaw na kay ko nimo. Hinaot mo saka or makigstorya ka nako. Dili nako kaya magpakita sa imo kay gakasakitan ko, gakasakitan ko tanan. Pero ug mag una kag storya nako/makigstorya lang ka nako, kabalo man ko mawala ni tanan.

Wala pako ka move on sa gibuhat nimo atong December 23, always ko gakahadlok nga basig ing atoon ko nimo balik. Pero badi kung maningkamot lang sad kag fix ani ma okay mani bay. Kung mo storya lang ka nako, kung mo open lang ka nako always ko ready maminaw and mo dawat nimo. Yes, galikay ko but it doesn't mean di ko ganahan nimo. Gusto lang sad ko unhan kay ikaw man naghatag ug sakit. And yes, ikaw nag chat una sa pasko pero gusto ko makig storya gyud ka. Atay bay gina loom ra gyud nimo tanan and ginapasagdan rako nimo miskan unsa akong huna hunaon saimo.

Usahay maka huna huna nalang gyud ko nga lawas ra gyud siguro imong apas sa ako. Kay ngano di man gyud nimo kaya magpaubos and makigstorya sa ako. Hays ambot.

Lami na gyud kaayo mo gamit ug tao badi. Lami na kay chatan si Miguel, lami na kay mo go sa katong taga engineering. Yawa. Pero yawa huna huna ra ko taman badi.

Love kay taka choleyputh. Sobra.

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[vortioxetinetherapy]

naguba jud akong rhythm tungod atong wa ko katulog yawa jud ka tawhana ka lami kaayo ka dunggabon

[wormcocoon]

katola sa brain oi. lami na kaayo kutsaraon.

[sherwinmago]

lami gyud kaayo ang fish&chips

[b505]

haaay naka VC na dyud mi sa akong bana, namiss dyud nako siyaaa. gwapo kaayo siya ta's daw lami na kaayo siya simuton, i-hug, tapad sleep, sabay kaon, sabay laag, angkas sa motor, palitan food, magluto-luto, mag watch movie, mag garaanay- haaaay my bana i love you so much

happy pud ko i have control and in the right mind na compared before na clingy kaayo ko. i'm happy we both can let each other spend the day without feeling the need to update every movement. i love him so much and i wish success for him and will pray for him every chance i can remember as he studies for his board exam.

[dyiinnn]

bug-at kaayo akoang paminaw gyod. lami lang matog na walay mata2. huehua.

[mgapulongnigrasya]

!¡ wordsofgrace #4.

Paulit-ulit ko lang sinasabi sa sarili ko ang mga hindi mabitawang salita para sa 'yo.

Hanggang kailan ba ako magsasanay ng paulit-ulit? Masasabi ko ba ito o hayaan nalang ang pusong mabigo?

Having a best friend is the best feeling ever. Naa kay maka-isturya kanunay, didto nimo niya ma-share ang imohang mga life updates, mga kasakit, mga chismis na nasagap, ug uban pa. Kumbaga, ang best friend kay usa ka tawo nga imohang kasaligan ug tawo nga matawag nimong “sibling by heart.”

Apan, unsaon nalang kung nimata ko sa uska adlaw nga nahuna-hunaan nakong lahi na ang akong panlantaw sa akong “best friend”? Imong katawa lami paminawon, imong mga mata nga kulay tsokolate ug dugos kung ma-igo ug adlaw, imong ngisi na makawala ug kakapoy sa akong lawas. Unsaon man kini? Nganong ginapangita nako imong presensya matag adlaw?

Nganong ganahan kong kuptan imong kamot kada maglakaw ta? Nganong... nganong dili na best friend akong pagturing sa imoha?

Imong buhok grabe pagka-sinaw. Cute kaayo ka mu sturya ug mga pulong. Bisan ug waley imong mga jokes, magkatawa gihapon ko. Makabati kog sobra kalipay bisan ug imo kong gi binuangan. Sa pila ka mga tuig natong pag-uban, as mag best friends, karon pa ko kabantay ana.

Ah, basin tungod kay best friends ta ba. I grew close to you. Siguro murag love lang jud tika as a sibling kay we're inseparable.

Pero... ngano man na excited kaayo kong magkita ta kada adlaw? I want to be with you all the time. Mind you, we've been friends for like, forever, pero nganong ni lain akong panlantaw nimo?

Kiligon naman ko nimo, friend.

Dili kilig na as friends lang. I dislike you calling me “bes,” I wish you'd call me something else.

But best friends man gud ta. Bros, dudes, besties, bessywap.

I can't. We probably can't. Ingon sila take the risk or lose the chance... but I'm willing to lose the chance if it means that I can keep you forever.

I want to have you forever by my side. “Ang aking hiling, tumanda nang ikaw lang ang kapiling.”

I can't risk the friendship gyud. Dili nako kayanon kung mabuhos nako akong gugma nimo unya di nako nimo tagdon.

Maybe, just maybe, in another lifetime, it would be you and me. Perhaps, in another universe, we are soulmates meant to be together.

But in this life time, we're best friends. Friends can grow old together, but we can't be together romantically.

I know some people would take the risk, but I'm not some people. I treasure our friendship a lot. I love you too much to lose you. Kuntento lang ko sa kung unsa man ta karon.

Yes, daghang what ifs. But I'm too much of a coward. I'm sorry. My friends might find me stupid but I just know you too well. : )

Sa tanang tawo nga pwede nakong ma-higugma, nganong sa akong best friend pa?

Ikaw ang pilion nako matag adlaw bahala pa ug mag tuyok-tuyok lang ko, friend. If we are really meant for each other, there would be signs, and I would be hoping for you and me.

Ikaw lang at ikaw ang sinisigaw ng puso kong 'di mapakali.

Ikaw lang at ikaw ang sinisigaw. Pag-ibig ko'y sana mapansin.

[kevincamanan]

Lami kaayo amo eut. I love you very much #kevincamanan #kiimpoii #kimpoycc #alteriligan

[xiaoccafe]

june 1, 2024

ARGHHH anyw so me and trish went to school for idk what HSHSBSHSBAB we were walking ( UNDER THE HEAT AND ITS SO KAPOY ) we had to commute tg and like GISCAMMAN MI SA TRICY DRIVER UNTA bc we look like interns daw and charged us for 100 TO SCHOOL and we dont have that money so we offered 50 so friken dumb anyway we arrived then we walk normally w her holding yhr umbrella (im sorry princess ibhate holding umbrellas) and we entered the lib throigh thr faculty hehehe nya when we arrived we tried to be PRODUCTIVE but failed anyway so we just recorded ourselves it was goving clairo pretty girl macbook photobooth fr and i kept on yapping to her about how i was DOWN bad LIKE DOWN BAD but i wasnt in the mood ra ato but i was just telling her yk and we sneaked a few kisses EVEN IF NAAY TR plsSSSssss sorry hehehehe and we also ran around for a bit until we decided na we should walk around

ok so we "walked around". (went to the mootcourt and kissed for a bit and before we knew, we were making out against the arch body to body heat to heat. i swear she was so hot being all sensitive just by her nipples being fondled... she looked so pretty sucking on my chest and it felt sooo good and i also wanted to suck on her chest and i swear everytime i hear her moans come out from her pretty little mouth my whole body starts burning more. i wanted to fuck her so bad right then and there luckily she suggested it and like yooo baby she was so wet it was dripping down and my finger entered her but she wanted two and at least it didn't hurt so ee continued and idk she felt good and at that moment that was the only thing that was important to me. her voice, her body, her sloppy kisses, everythinf was hot. man even the roombis hot.. and we continue tk did it until we decided na mubalik nami ahhsha

anywyas nibalik nami and miss K told us na mag nustar daw and MAO TO NIUBAN MIIII and we had to commute so nilakaw mi to the eskina to sakay udotco uh huh and while naa mis udotcobi was soooo sleeepy as in so i fell asleep sa iya shoulder and she was holding dear tight sako head and naay old lady nag sus namo cough homophobic?1?1?1 anyways niubos mi omge she paid na hehehe AND I SAW LITTLE TEA SA PARKMALL WHAAATT NAA DIAYYYYY and niadto mi watsons i got to put concealer awnn and we passed by miniso and their ugly ahh plushies jk nohate and while wiating for grab we were hungry and bLUD GOT THE FREE TASTE NA TURMERIC and she dont wanna waste it so she drank it and naglain iya tiyan sa car ...... ANYW

we arrived at nustar and it was soOOO cool we were sk ihas sayang kaayo wala mi iphone huhurhruhru 😭😭😭😭😭 nag walk2 rami around and nag cr mi HAHSBSHSBSB ako ra diay and i asked her to pass me a pad below sa door bc ee besties like that 🥰🥰🥰 and mao to i retouched agen bc DUH!!!! i need to feel pretty!!!!! yaur after ato we went sa foodcourt nila idk we tried to check the timezone bUT MAN IT WAS MAHAL WTV so we just got california maki, tera bbq fries, and gong cha!!! had to sacrifice 100 sa outing money huhuhahsha 😭😭😭 anyw mana na ang sushi, i fed her!!!! she said its lami RAAAGH DAPAT LANG ITS NONKI anyw while eating the fries we just yapped about how our future would be and all, about having future partners, if we would still think of e/o, and allat until it lead to being "casual" and how we're just casual/situationship and i asked her what if i will be her gf and ot was kinda a long.. rie to the answer she told me i knowna shed never say no butat the same time she doesn't feel like it's rght pa sa time bc idk but she agreed later on and i was like SURE???? LIKE MANNN I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE GF but... gipangita siya sa iya parents so we had to start leaving the taas na floor hurhur and my GF asked around looking for a balcony para adto sa mi mag stay nya after pila ka minutes kay we got there najud sa VERY NICE VERY WOW balcony and it was breezy and we left our bags sa kilid (kay wala lae mangawat) and we just walked and ran while hand holding.. it wa sso cute raaagh and we were leaning by the glass talking about how we cant fathom na we are... tg najud and like she told me na it was so unexpected like she would've never known na she woke up wore her fit and all and get asked out later sa day T_T she mentioned na sa iyang past relationships kay siya nag ask out (?) so like...yeah....we talked a lot about possibilities sa families and stuff like that and we shared some wholesome kisses in between even if people were there T_T after that we went balik na bc muuli na siya and we were lambing the whole time hihih

[mydoseoflifeuu]

school day

Today is forda school girl ang fersonability haha. Of course hapit nasad late ang ferson. Naabot ko school by 8:15am siguro, and first period will start by 8am. But choko ra kay mas late man si ma'am, chariz mag review for final examination ra bitaw mi. Pag abot sa school no, didto pa gyud ko nag gunting2 para sa scrapbook nako haha. With the help of my classmates, mas napadali ang gibuhat. Thank you, guys! After gidoubt ang sarili, but at the end of the class nilahutay pud biya. Praise the Lord! So, kay wala man kaayo ganap ato, sayo mi nanguli but wala kasayog uli kay naa paman gihulat kasabayan muuli haha. Waiting2 ta sa kiosk oy, lami kayng higda2 bisan gigutom nang ferson. After ato no, wala man diay silay class, nanguli ra dayon. Ug perti kaayo, igo pag abot terminal sa amoa, huy ramag nakaihi ang ferson maayo gani kay di kaayo halata pero halata gyud siya haha. Reminder to everyone: Do not ever doubt yourself kay imo ra jud sarili nahibulong sa imong kaya buhaton. Though, it's okay to doubt ourself kay at the end of the day, maka realize raman ta na kaya raman diay, nakaya ra nako diay. Personal growth takes time, but tracking your progress can help you visualize your improvements and encourage you to further your development.

[ohhshaaane]

DECEMBER 25, 2024 | 1902H

Choleyputh, wala ko kabalo and kasabot pero gaka depressed ko diri. Ayaw ilain ng term nako nga depressed. I mean, naa ang mga ig agaw ni papa. Bibo mi diri. Pero kabalo ka akong heart kay grabe kasakit. Sakit siya kay sige kog huna huna nga mo balik nasad ug medina and magkita nasad ta unya basin mag away ta or di nasad ko nimo tagdon, di lang ko ganahan mabalik tong gibuhat nimos ako kauban si Janice.

Yawaaaaa. Lami kay mo hilak. Di gyud ko kasabot bay 😭😭

Ma okay man ta kung pilion sad nimo ma okay ta. Pero imong pride gyud bay yawa! Kanus-a man ko mo give up oy? Kung puhon2 mo give up rakos imo pwede karon na? Lord feeling nako, di na nako kaya. As in GRABE GYUD KAAYO KASAKIT. DAGHAN KAY TAO DIRI PERO DI KO KA FEEL UG TINUOD NGA KALIPAY 💔😭

Kung okay lang ta. Kung mabalik lang nato/nimo ang sauna, okay ra gyud kay ko. Unsa man gyud ang ga babag nimo? Ngano on and off man kas ako? Naa koy sayop gakabuhat same as you, but gina understand and gina embrace ra ko na. Gipasagdan na taka katong pag let go nimos ako. Pero nibalik ka. Dawaton ug dawaton gyud taka choley, wala ka kabalo unsa ka ka importante sa ako, unsa taka ka love. Kung imong e rebat kay ngano ga chat2 kog lain, katong kang Miguel it's because you're not giving me assurance. Ga tagna tagna ko perme kung tinuod ba kas ako and feeling nako ga chat sad kag lain, babaw sad kay akong panan-aw sa akong kaugalingon for you plus di pa gyud ko nimo tagaan ug assurance so wala na, overthink malala. After our confrontation sa pantalan, ayha pako kabalo sa tinuod. Dadto gyud na buo akong decision nga "Lord di na gyud ko ni biyaan". Following back sylone, replying to Miguel it's no big deal gyud. But gina insist gyud nimo nga gusto ko connected kang sylone / dapat di ko mag reply kang miguel nga abi ba nako pwede respeto lang nga reply. Imong reason gamay ra kaayo gyud, PARA SA AKO. It's not worth it to give up kung love gyud ko nimo - you made me feel nga lawas ra imong apas sa ako and di ko worth it e pursue. But still, I choose not to give up. I choose not to contact miguel even if I need someone to talk to. Why miguel? Because mas maka feel kog comfort sa strangers keysa nila bossing. It doesn't mean nga naa koy feelings sa iya pero I know e insist nasad ni nimo nga naa gyud koy feelings sa iya. Di biya ka papildi - di biya ka gusto buang buangon - mao ng POV gyud nimo always.

Choleyputh, I really love you. If loving you is a wrong thing then bahala na. I choose this path wholeheartedly. Sakit lang kaayo. Pero mas sakit man gyud ug mag regret ko nga ni give up nako because I know I can give more and I can prove pa saimo na worth it ko, so padayun. Yes funny, yes very looy kay paminawon pero love gyud taka. Sa akong part di ko gusto gamahay gyud.

Lord, sakit na kaayo. Sorry wala ko nag simba ron. Di ko ganahan ga simba sad. Unsa man akong sala Lord nganong ing ani kasakit akong gakabati karon? Dako ra kay akong pabor? 😭😭😭

Huy future albhe shane puhon2 mabasa ni nimo makakatawa ra siguro ka or ambot. Nag love raman ko, aw. Hahahahhaha!

[sevenseashell]

Ambot og ma-uncrush pa nako akong crush 😭

Lami kaayo itingog niya kaso lang maulaw kooooo 😭😭

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