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only-lonely-lovers · 11 months ago

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08.30.2022

tags: hickies

notes: contemplating separation

Bird is あ / Avvy is つ

あ：[in reference to a sketch of avvy's where the twins are laying in the grass during tanabata, and amane is teasingly asking tsukasa what he thinks orihime and hikoboshi 'did' that one day]

Falling into. a gentle before bed cumrot of imagining this somehow devolving into giving each other hickies. like we take turns sucking on arms.

つ：Ah if only to do weird shit in the grass. Amane very lalalala and tsukasa very (stares at him)

あ：Like seeing Tsukasa stare at him vacantly just makes him feel like. wily. You know when Amane just wants to surprise his dummies I bet they… [breathless, grabbing your wrist]

Oh but its funny bc like. as much as the comment is so "you know ;)" before this, the thought of doing some baby virgin thing like suck a hickey. bc youre 8 and having your very first thoughts I kn. I know when you--

つ：I’ve heard of hickeys he thinks

あ：Its easy right. mouth latches on

つ：Startled and electrified paralyzed feeling it with every atom that composes his body

あ：Amane is simple he'll just be excited there's any mark at all when he pulls away like Aha-!

つ：Tsukasa seeing it is like UOH… magic trick Changed color ?!? Grabby hands lemme

あ：Very bonelessly gives paw like lawl its like lol you want to copy your cool brother i know i know…

つ：Thinking of the amane in picture perfect who is like aoh it tickles

あ：God Like aheeee AH its weird! Haha… Kicks legs XD energy

つ：Tsukasas Fangs leave a sliiight indent… slight Even with only sucking, they just stick out so much…

あ：I imagine Tsukasa hyperfocuses and holds his mouth on his arm longer than Amane did . but its ok

つ：It’s like woooooooah Now THATS

あ：but it means its a more prominent mark

つ：probably what it was like The— hikoboshi orihimew You know? Such a big one I mean imagine, If you only saw someone once a year

あ：And… and you knew you weren't gonna get to do this until next year. [voice drops low] can you imagine it.

つ：-staring at marks-

あ：ne, Tsukasa…? … I bet you can't… (the. like. falters. brain wavers. was ribbing like, 'how could we know what thats like lol' but suddenly really heavily recalling, being separated for over half a year. Months…) (from Amane POV. its like ,,,,,,,)

つ：It’s a lot for them both…. Accidentally amane stumbled into something… hard to recall directly It’s been long enough they both pause at the notion of separation

あ：Get ensnared by it Ah it felt like… forever… back then… the thought of, maybe not seeing Tsukasa for twice as long

つ：Maybe just squeeze tsukasas hand….

あ：uhuhm…

つ：And suggest it’s late, and to head home now…

あ：Hold your hand the whooole way back never break contact..

つ：Pretend to be exhausted on getting home.. but lay mutually silently awake a long time, holding hands

Tsukasa thinks about it all seriously… or tries to If he only saw Amane once a year…. Well… he’d just want Amane to do whatever he wants

あ：As always, it's in his nature to just be grateful for the circumstance, any sliver of Amane

つ：Without holding back…. Without being polite. Without reservation

If it was one day a year…. What would it be like? Like the night he returned….. every time?

If they could replay that night, how would they change it…. If a year was given to prepare for it….

あ：What would that night feel like, also, if they knew they were going to say goodbye again?

つ：So quickly….

あ：… makes your body heavy to think about, I think…

つ：It’s intense, to be stars…. …. But Amane was so excited about it all. So, maybe he’d like it in some way. Maybe?

あ：i like the atmosphere of all this on the mind, while holding hands is the dark. like to think that Amane quietly shifts to rub wrist, and at some point run fingers over part of the arm where hickey was left Kinda uncontrollably like… touch touch

Amane is… funny… its like… he made himself sad… thus avoidant… but like if you asked him what HE'D do i think he'd get distracted feeling horny again like oh I'd make the most of it

つ：I was thinking he’s more avoidant and brain dead and less philosophical

あ：Yeah on his own internally i think its silence

つ：If tsukasa recognizes he’s awake he’d just ask amane something like that Amane, what would you do?

あ：maybe being engaged with would be a welcome distraction even, like, to deflect and diffuse the tension

つ：If it was one day a year Like the story

あ：like. Huh. …

…. oh

つ：(Vague and poorly worded like child) (Completely ambiguous in many ways)

あ：Like the… Well. I'd… [like starts whispering seriously] I'd go crazy I'd just go nuts

つ：Listens Would it feel good

あ：Oh. Yeah I mean it's the one day right. So it should only be about feeling good

つ：Listens It’s very relevant, to a person who knows the. Time and method of their own death. Lol

あ：[rambling] I'd make sure to. make the most of it. I MEAN… if you think about it, its like. If you could only taste your favorite food once a year. Well obviously you'd eat it all day You'd actually eat more food than usual

つ：It’s interesting he’d compare it to food, to tsukasa… The food doesn’t feel pleasure The abstraction is too far for tsukasa

あ：[is having some real caveman like. thinking about it as physical needs] [s… s*x… like hunger.]

つ：But it makes amane seem selfish in his vision … which excites him

would it not matter… how she felt? The one day… for just the cowherd, then… to release whatever he had to

あ：Oh talk slower

つ：Hough

あ：So funny. Imagine Amane getting like really really stiff. tense. but not like in a defensive manner (this has "nothing" to do w "me" rly) its more like. A boy who. Is finally experiencing penis emotions. being dowsed with the vague concept of noncon. selfishness.

If that hot oneesan couldnt like. say no to anything

つ：Thinking about if they could redo their meeting over and over and over… would Amane just… do more of whatever he wanted, needed?

あ：[doesnt realize he is pathologically combining his sadstuck feelings abt missing Tsukasa + nene encounter]

つ：Soooo pathological If I was so sad and alone but then so. Mmmmmmmf

あ：> would it not matter… how she felt? The one day… for just the cowherd, then… to release whatever he had to

Ah… m… maybe…? Wouldn't she want him to… feel good though No matter what

つ：Squeezes hand un……

あ：Squeezes back without thinking

つ：thinking, that’s how it’s supposed to work…

あ：[under breath] If she really loved him… and all that… I mean. They were very in love The story.

つ：Yeah.

あ：It's so sad because of how much they loved each other.

つ：un

あ：So.

つ：It’s “unconditional” (as if from a book)

あ：[shuffles legs.] Uhuh… That means no limits.

つ：If it was only once a year, it would be really good if there were no limits And, it was gonna be over And you could do it better next time

あ：If anything. she'd come to appreciate what happened (edited)

つ：Mmh

あ：Even if maybe it wasn't fun for her right away [turns head] She'd learn to be grateful [this is getting so meta.]

つ：(Able to think about how alien and bizarre it felt returning to Amane’s wild emotions) Whatever comes out, Of the cowherd, that would be interesting, to her To see it, more than, anything that happened, in the year Because that wasn’t him

あ：Mm… mhm.

つ：So even if he was weird (crude voice) Or it was new or different It would be hers, To have Uhm. Get

あ：Yeah… An-- and…[feeling stupid] but like, you know, if it really was me. The cowherd. I'd make her feel reeeal good actually. She'd like what she was getting. Actually

つ：Blinks

あ：If. Cuz. You asked what I would do. I'd. [braincels fucking. congealing] I'd d. Do it

つ：Ouh ? Do it?

あ：Like. S…

つ：Listens

あ：silence s.s….sx.

つ：eh?

あ：se sekkusu.

つ：OH BLINKS

あ：[staring up at the ceiling eyes completely open] I think that'd be the best thing to do. I mean its the only thing that makes sen se

つ：OHHHHH… do you know how to make it really good?

あ：Yeah

つ：Wow

あ：Chest feels like a hot air balloon oh im 8 years old and im finally thinking about it

つ：(Completely blown off course just now not thinking of self at all)

あ：what you do with girls Holding tsukasas hand so tightly Dont leave me here alone

つ：She would definitely like that

あ：[gets dizzy]

つ：You’d do it all day???

あ：[coughs]

つ：Would she like it all day? Would you kiss

あ：😭wait whtd insay that gjfhdvr A.. ah y. Yeah I mean… That's. probably the first thing we do Tsukasa [trying to sound educated]

つ：Well, that’s what lovers do (sounding as educated as a 4 year old) You would be a really good cowherd amane Squeezes

あ：help… I sure hope so Amane is like . Uhuh. OKAY GOODNIGHT

つ：ROLLS OVER tsukasa in his brain like hm I would be a bad cowherd I don’t know what id do

あ：It seems like itd be easier to be the weavergirl Oh well

つ：Amane just thinks more And knows more sex….! All day… wow

あ：Thinking this meanwhile Amane is like ahhfbgng myy pp hurts

つ：Owwie

あ：Goes to pee

つ：I like to think his side of the bed smells rly good Inhales it a lil Mmmmm

あ：Gettin musky Body very very warm from being horny

Its time to pity tsukasa again Im sorry you do live with like. a caveman

つ：Innocent

あ：some shitty kid whose like: i could do it right

つ：But it’s like he needs it

あ：You need the bluntness

つ：Tsukasa just feels mystified like whoa he will do it right and good and she’ll like it I believe him I would like anything amane did for me so

あ：Things tsukasa remembers later as a yorishiro

つ：If he decides it will be good then it just will be That is how it is!

あ：Amane can make it true

つ：It’s funny bc if you un abstracted this. And tsukasa was just like. What if we only met once a year? Amane would get like wounded and sad and feel bullied and be like tsukasa…

I don’t want to think about that…. You… you already…. …. Once… mgh z Don’t. Ask stuff like that. Okay?

あ：He literally would be soo angsty It's like Tsukasa you were gone. for h.. half a year.. I dont want to think about more

つ：Tsukasa like ah haihai…. Deep down like ? but we already sortof had this conversation… or, no, he just pretended to be the cowherd… so we didn’t! Hmmm….

あ：Amane frustrated sounding. and yet i think he rolls over to hold clutch

つ：Interesting….

あ：Grumbles against. Nothing like that is ever going to happen

つ：(In the middle of nowhere) do you think the cowherd and weaver can think about it

あ：… ?

つ：or do they not wanna talk about it, Until, it’s time To say hi and bye

あ：I don't think they want to bother spending time talking about it They can't change anything Isn't it wasting their time together What's there to even talk about.

つ：blinks… he’s right An immutable fate…. trapped in an ephemeral state of together and not

あ：[sighs like a dog]

つ：That’s all it will ever be…

あ：I'd just want to focus on the… being together part.

つ：It’s so interesting wen amane says it so simply

あ：I mean, anyone would. [squeeze…]

つ：(Ruthless, unintentionally) if I wasn’t gonna be here tomorrow, You’d rather not know? or talk about it Or think about it

あ：[TRANSITION TO VIOLENT GRIP] [DIG NAILS IN GRIP!!]

つ：hhhkkgh—

あ：Ugh… eyes squeezed shut. teeth grit. Tsukasa. I told you I don't want to talk about. That. You can't do anything like that ever again, okay? Ever!

つ：Hai! cough, a little I can’t (Thinking: why can’t the cowherd do this?)

あ：[sulking…..] Why would you even ask that, though That's already what happened… I didn't know.

つ：Ah. I was thinking about Tanabata!

あ：That's different… [frustrated]

つ：They always know, right? It makes it feel good sometimes, maybe? Anti—anticipation?

あ：[untenses a little bit… like. right the. ugh…]

つ：It felt good….. the day I came back. so good, it was scary Maybe they feel that all the time.

あ：What a weird feeling Amane gets stung with. Hurts… always gonna hurt to think about this stuff. Makes you feel like a dumb little kid in an instant.

but the day tsukasa came back was. I mean it was like, all those nights of hoping and wishing and crying and begging finally culminated

つ：A miracle….

あ：Swallows Rubs Tsukasa's back slowly He cant really say it so. directly. but nods finally. Like well… I wont ever act like Tsukasa coming back felt BAD..

つ：Force amane to be slightly contemplative about the reality of tanabata

あ：Maybe at most he can mutter "… like it's all they're waiting for…"

つ：Maybe amane could have a moment like…. I was being…. Stupid, before….

If I was… the cowherd… it wouldn’t keep going, like that… I’d find a way…. To keep her With me No matter what happened

あ：I couldn't keep doing it… being apart… w-why? If it feels so terrible After one year, who could keep doing that

つ：For what…. The sake of… other obligations…? Other things… staying in place….

あ：Just so cows wont be loose in heaven Someone else should do it. if they care so much

つ：All the cows could resent me.

あ：Why cant the weavergirls father do the weaving. If he wants her to do it so badly. Why is it her job

つ：she won’t be the weaver-girl. And I won’t be the cow-herd. Then We’d just. Be each other’s And there wouldn’t be. Stupid jobs Anymore

あ：[hiding behind the proxy of language] Tsukasa… anticip… anticipation is one thing… feeling so good its scary… but it's better to have every day, isnt it… All the time… every hour, every day…

つ：(Knows where this terminates) yeah

あ：You can do more. With each other. Instead of saving it up. … I mean what are you doing, when you're alone…

つ：(Thinking about…. The future) maybe it still builds up even if you’re there all the time

あ：Maybe… It's a lot of time

つ：We’ll be together a lot

あ：[becomes booboo keys] [shrivels a little against]

つ：(Thinking about a day at a time for tanabata… if they could have all those spread out days in a few short years, would they choose that?) (if they had each other every day, but they’d die quickly…..)

あ：[mgh… but like.. doesnt pull away.. just gets quiet… rubs face against]

つ：Nuzzle, nuzzle

あ：need to snuzz Gets all moody like man though I wish i was my stupid self from before though im jealous of him thinking about hickies

つ：I was figuring this was a different day, tsukasa thinking more on it still hooked on it

But all the more reason Amane is like@omfg that idiot before hold on… but indeed like ugh wait Take me back

あ：Truly though When life was simpler

Some bratty impulse like ugh tsukasa do that thing we did before cheer me up It was more fun when it was physical actually

つ：???? Like amane shoves his arm at him

あ：Yeah

つ：It would get him to just do it

あ：Grabs you by the hair cuz im innately a psychopath

つ：SUCTIONS

あ：Hm this keeps Tsukasa from talking Hieieee

つ：really polka dot his arms

あ：better

つ：Relieves pressure off valve

あ：Rudely dismisses the pathos

つ：Come down like 😑tsukasa you’ve really gotta stop with tanabata ok. It’s just a story who’s purpose is to be all sad and tragic. It’s just dramatic!

あ：Nothing has to be that dramatic

つ：You’re just supposed to be sad about it. Not— like go into it

あ：You cant ask too many questions. It's just confusing you know Normal people would just go insane in these circumstances Who would want to really be them [im talking as i bring your arm to my mouth]

つ：Eats corn cob

あ：Really get my teeth in there this time It was cool when there was teeth marks

つ：(Mouth pops off) we were better off before how we were talking about it. It should just be fun

あ：It should be about-- thinking about stuff you'd do to someone. not conversations you'd have. or feelings or whatevr. [gay shit]

つ：I like to think of amane notices tsukasas chest rising and falling distinctly it’s just like lol gottem

あ：Nyehe

つ：Like not so tough

あ：Its kinda funny like we're playing chicken sorta Oh me im normal… Is this bothering you?

つ：Becoming haughty like armor (Blank eyes) no it’s fun. (Picks up arm and sucks)

あ：He's your nasty brother hes like yea. it is. licks Mlehh

つ：Blinks out of sync but doesn’t notice

あ：Eyes squint

つ：💭lol does tsukasa ever get ….. lol😂

あ：XDDDD How easy is it..

Im sorry Tsukasa this is a new game I've tricked myself into allowing myself to spectate you be horny Idk to get the power back in the relationship

つ：His empty headed ness about it makes amane feel more mature

あ：It's good to know you're only human and a tongue is a tongue to you

But what amane cannot fathom. is that Tsukasa is like. watching him be lidded and face flushed and doing this . breathing heavier YOU look like a dirty maniac

つ：But indeed amane looks more psycho Flopsweat Eyes so hazey and different. Intoxicating to observe Amane

Amane is just like lol damn tsukasa really spacing out Blinking slowly! He is HUMAN

あ：How long can he deal with this lol… (DONT ASK THAT QUESTION…!!!!)

つ：Longer than you bitch

あ：Yeah

つ：Tsukasa could but all day stare. But your dick will hurt eventually Tsukasas brain can take it all

あ：Really take the punishment You'll be like ohh im getting a headache mghfhbf legs squeezing

つ：You’ll be like urgggh get me water My mouth is dry. From all this

Amane will move to tsukasas shoulder cuz the arm is mostly spitty and covered and have to move his shirt and somehow it won’t be fun anymore and in that moment he’ll complain he’s thirsty Go get us ice water…

あ：Staring at the skin i have exposed suddenly feeling like an animal looking at a beartrap under leaves No…

つ：Takes tsukasa a second to load in the request Then is like blinks. OK!! Stands up. Visibly wobbles and looks confused about it. Which makes Amane😏

あ：Bakc on top baby

つ：Ambles out of bedroom to kitchen

あ：Somehow a little smug while I cup my penis

つ：Amane listening to Tsukasa drop the plastic cup: haha

あ：Haha…[press.] I win

つ：Sure did (Haughty) it’s cute hes so clueless about it and confused lol… He is, the little brother. After all

あ：That otouto of mine

つ：(Yelling) TSUKASA PUT A STRAW IN MINE (from downstairs) HAIIIII

あ：I hope Amane gets some bad karma like later Tsukasa will be like oh are we continuing. [moves shirt out of way and presents shoulder, as if to pick up on our last save point] and now you feel like you TAUGHT UR BROTHER SOMETHING BAD!!!

you watch him do a WHORE MOVE

つ：It’s like ugh no my… mouth is tired (Flat expression) no I don’t wanna play that more today (As if you’re childish for asking)

あ：since this was a mutual 2way thing ur gonna deal with Tsukasa asking if you want him to do it then if ur mouth is tired and then its like ugh n. no!!!

つ：It’s bad . For bloodflow. Maybe To do it soooo much

あ：Blood is right under the skin.

つ：You’re not supposed to be so purple all over probably… (Amane’s new cumbrain about imaginary older gf: you will never not be purple)

あ：Make all your skin so fucked up.. …. (really imagining something NIGHTMARISH bc he soesnt have like realistic thoughts)

つ：HE CANT

#22 #pre-shinjuu #playtimes #tanabata

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what-ever-happened-to-chip · 2 years ago

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Harry drugging fuck outta people

We open the scene with Harry alone at his station. He’s excited because today is the one day a month Memo and Thomas have to hang out with him in order to stay in his space. His version of rent. This is one of his favorite times. He looks forward to it and plans the various drugging he is going to do. Especially since Jzies decided to pretend he had other friends Harry really needs this.

He taps his fingers impatiently. Checking the clock 12:59. They need to be here by one.

He hears Thomas’s door open and Harry quickly puts away his notes of what hes going to do today. Best leave them with the surprise.

“Well well well” Harry turns his chair to face towards Thomas’s door. Theres no one there and Harry sees Memos new cat run out towards Paines couch. He looks around awkwardly hoping no one heard him.

He glances at clock 1:01. WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY? He hears steps and returns his chair

“Well well well, look who decided to finally show up” Harry smirks. Happy he was able to reuse his line.

Thomas walked over smirking and sat at one of the chairs Harry had pulled up. Memo tiptoed up almost and sat down at the other chair. J’s chair.

“UMM actually thats J’s chair, that one over there is yours!” Harry pointed while giving her a sassy body wave.

Memo looked startled and moved over to it

“Why the fuck does it matter its not like hes here.”

“LALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU!! “ Harry said putting his fingers in his ears. God he hated Thomas, why did he think he could talk to Harry that way. Harry on other hand always left J’s chair there hoping he would show up. Somewhere in Harrys mind he thought if J thought he replaced him he would come back but another part thought if J saw his chair being used he would just leave. He thought of the latter more than the first so the chair stayed vacant. He earlier had checked in on J to see if perhaps he was gonna come over. But no J was out on a chair in the living room passed out on whatever drugs he was carrying for Aiden. Itachi was getting stricter on people's drug use, so Aiden recently made J his mule. J could absorb it and become high without it losing potency plus Itachi didn’t think to check J since he was technically part of “security.”

“Any one want any snackies!” Harry opened a drawer with various candy and chips. “Or I could pop in a pizza ritza!”

Thomas was seething. Harrys stupid add ons to words made him cringe in anger. Memo had taken to drawing caricatures of Harrys dumb one liners and showing it to her friends, seemed to make them laugh. She laughed slightly at the thought of the next picture she would draw. She remembered other day showing one to Gippal and he laughed so hard he spit soda all over himself.

“No we aren’t hungry.” Thomas stated.

Memo didn’t really like when Thomas spoke for her but she also liked it. She assumed it was some insecurity on her end wanting others to make decisions for her. Only one who had never done that to her was Buddy.

“Okay suit yourself! More for Harry!” He did his obnoxious seat adjustment looking too proud of himself. “Okay so today I have lots of fun for us”

“Oh yeah I am shitting with joy” Thomas said in a sarcastic voice.

Harry quickly peeked at his notes. Who should he start with, he wanted to save his favorite of Lana and Marcus for last. Hmm lets see lets start with Gray and Joni. He had already arranged it so they would be together. Made sure that stupid fuck Noah wasn’t around. He hated people who appeared too happy together, less of course it was his OTP at the time.

Harry pulled up the scene and happily looked over to Memo and Thomas. One looking a little deer in headlights and the other had a look of other discontent.

Gray and Joni were in Grays room. Clothes were scattered all around. His room consisted of a bed with black sheets on it. A dresser with assorted drug paraphernalia and random grooming products. A Nirvanna poster on the wall and some photos of friends from his world on another wall kinda all lumped together. His end table had a basic lamp with no shade but a white dishrag over the LED bulb. On the end table was also used needles and a spoon that was heavily blackened.

They sat on his bed leaning against the wall. Obviously both nodding out. Harry was annoyed they weren’t supposed to be this fucked up. He sighed and mixed a drug concoction and shot it so it went into the vents. Gray stirred first. He looked down at Joni. He looked a bit further down and saw her boobs. Fuck he needed to get laid. When was the last time? He couldn’t remember

Harry paused the screen and looked over to Thomas and Memo who were sitting close with thighs almost touching. Both of them highly conscious of how close they were to touching but neither shifting to make the touch happen.

“ I did my special cocktail of having Gray be really horny and not thinking of his actions. “ Harry beamed proudly

“Cool” Thomas said flatly. Memo began messing with her fingernails trying to not bite them.

Gray continued to gaze down at Joni as she stirred awake.

“Fuck wheres my Drink.” Joni did an influction on drink making it sound like she was shit talking a friend.

Gray leaned off bed looking around the side till he found a half filled gin and tonic which was lately Joni’s signature drink. She claimed it made her feel like dancing.

“Here”

She chugged the rest down in one long pull. “Mmm thats better”

Gray had taken the liberty of putting his hand on her thigh

“Um no thanks” Joni exclaimed removing his hand from her and scooting off the bed. She began slow dancing in the middle of the room.

“Why you dance like that if you don’t want to be touched?” Gray asked looking at her with a hungry lust.

“Oh Gray find a different sad girl you can fuck and make your pretty little doll” she said doll part with so much malicious Gray perked up his body and stared hard at her.

“What makes you think I want to fuck you?”

“Hmm maybe your sex eyes that seem to always be looking at my tits, but buddy look here I ain’t got any tits so think again.” She put her up word influction on words sex and second time she said tits. She walked over to the dresser refilling her glass with three shots of gin she drank down before refilling it a second time into another gin and tonic. “Wheres the limes”

“You used them all remember?” Gray was super annoyed and didn’t see why she always had to be so nasty towards him. He recalled seeing her with Noah when Harry was watching them. She wasn’t nasty to him. He stared at her ass with her back turned to him. He usually preferred woman with more fat around the parts he cared about. I.e ass and boobs but something about her was getting him going. He just couldn’t think of any girl he ever hung out with this much he didn’t have sex with and it was bothering him. He usually would have known better to do this but the drugs were taking an effect and he couldn’t stop himself.

He approached her from behind as she swayed back and forth in front of the dresser facing the mirror with her eyes closed. He put his arms around her. She opened her eyes abruptly

“What the fuck are you doing?”

“Come on, look in the mirror, we look good together.”

“Mmm I think you are just looking at yourself.” She rolled herself out of his arms sloshing her drink in the process. “Why you being so fucking weird.”

“I'm just saying, like when was the last time you even had sex, it would be good for both of us.”

Joni had made her way over to bedside and was lighting a cigarette as he leaned himself against the dresser and was talking towards her.

“Thats really not your fucking business Gray.” She shook out her match and just threw it on the ground.

“Was it with Noah?” Gray couldn’t stop himself. He was beginning to hear how he sounded but the words were like diarrhea shooting from his mouth.

“What part of none of your fucking business do you not understand? Jesus what the fuck is up with you go skank hunting with Natsu if you need your dick sucked that bad.” She spat this at him.

Harry paused and giggled to himself. “OMG this is so funny, Gray is so fucking desperate!”

“Didn’t you drug him to be so?” Memo inquired still having a small panic attack of how close her knee was to Thomas’s

“Guess Harry did an OPPSIE!” He stated in a high pitched way shaking his shoulders in the process.

Thomas was so angry he wanted to shout in rage at Harry but was afraid if he did he might accidently move further from Memo and he was also anxiously wanting and not wanting their thighs to touch.

“I gonna add some rage into Gray HOPEFULLY HE RAPES THE DRUNK BITCH” Harry laughed too hard at his super funny joke and joyfully stuck more drugs thru vents. He unpaused and scooted his seat closer to the screen. Soaking in all the moments in pure passion

Gray felt his body shake in anger. Why was he so angry? Joni annoyed him a lot but he generally was never angry with her especially over her unwillingness to want to bang.

“I just don’t know why the fuck you won’t tell me, if you fucking him just fucking say it!!” He yelled running his hands over the dresser knocking shit off in the process. “ I mean jesus christ its just a fucking question, so sorry your daddy raped you and you have no idea how to talk about sex anymore, how the fuck is that my fault?” He raged and stared at her for first time since his outburst

She sat there quietly and seemingly unaffected. Gray felt his stomach fall, why did he just say that to her? What the fuck was wrong with him? Maybe he did need a skank to fuck as she said, did he really have this much sexual frustration.

Joni stood up, “I don’t know whats going on with you today but I gonna go hang out with cooler people.” She began heading for the door but Gray stopped her. He grabbed her by the arm “Gray let the fuck go of me” She tried to shake him off but his hand didn’t budge from holding onto her. “Gray I said let me go!” She shook much harder now and began hitting him with her tiny fist.

“I am sorry I don’t know why I said that!” Gray needed her to know that he wouldn’t let her go until she knew that. He was completely unaffected by her weak punches.

“GRAY LET THE FUCK GO OF ME” Joni hit harder and harder but he just stood holding her arm.

“Not until you forgive me!”

Joni hit and hit and tired herself out and slowly sank to the floor. Mumbling let go let go more and more softly the longer she sat there. Gray released her arm.

“Joni I am sorry.” Gray said softly crouching next to her. He reached out to hold her face in his hands and felt them wet with tears.

“Get your fucking hands off me!” Joni screamed and batted him away taking the moment of his shock to get up and slip out the door.

Gray sat on the ground staring down at his hands. Who the fuck was he anymore. He pulled his hands to his face and started to cry.

“OMG pussy boys crying WA WA WA” Harry made fists under his eyes and rubbed them “BOO BOO NEED A HUG”

“I think its sad,” Memo said, looking down at her lap.

Harry shot her an annoyed look. J woulda laughed at that. He contemplated drugging J to hang out with him but that clay fuck would know and then he really would avoid Harry. Plus Harry was unsure how drugs worked on J’s clay body. He jotted down a note to research that.

“OKAY well this is boring now! Next victim” Harry did a methodical laugh and grabbed his mouse to change the screen

Harry went to Aiden who was hanging with Christian. Aiden was suppose to be with Yuna and Harry was gonna drug Jenn to walk in and Yuna was supposed to say how she loved Aidens cock. Why the fuck was he with Christian? Maybe Gray and Joni took too long so Aiden had wandered off. Harry was annoyed at himself for mistiming this but decided to watch anyhow. Didn’t need Thomas thinking Harry didn’t plan this.

Thomas stretched his legs some and when he settled his legs down it was right next to Memos. Memo blushed deeply but she didn’t move away which made Thomas’s blood rush. He felt so much intense energy in his leg against hers. All of this going on obviously Harry was oblivious to.

“I fucking think Itachi fucking knows something, he was looking at me weird at dinner last night.”

“Titter Tatter Pitter Patter the fowl runs astray and the wolf watches from a distance.”

“What the fuck does that mean.”

“You need to be patient, you need to appear not to be holding the world in all your palm.” Christian stared his dead eye look at Aiden, forming an uncomfortable smile to most. Aiden mostly found it super annoying.

“Uh Huh well what fucking happens if he fucking finds out, I am not fucking waiting anymore I am fucking sick of waiting,”

Harry paused. “What are they talking about? Harry no likey”

“Maybe if you just fucking listened you would learn something.”

“No cussies in Harrys domain!” Harry complied though and unpaused it

“Patience, young prodigy for patience kills the sweetest lamb.”

“You sound really fucking stupid now.” Aiden flicked his cigarette at Christian who skulked back to avoid it. “Fuck this I am going to go see Harry”

Harry noticeably jumped in his chair and ran up and locked the door with all 7 locks on it.

Thomas smirked at this and tried as casually as he could to open his legs more so his and Memos thighs were completely touching.

Harry ran back to his computer obviously perspiring some. He wiped his hands on his pants and quickly switched to Marcus and Lana who thank god were together. Harry noticed though that Gippal was sitting on chair in corner of Lana’s room though. Why the fuck was he there. Harry pouted. And reached around to find drugs to get him to leave.

Lana was laying in bed while Marcus sat up on bed with feet on ground facing Gippal. They were passing a joint back and forth talking about Dune.

“I mean the complexities of Paul’s mind have always fascinated me, to hold so much power. Was he evil? Perhaps but was the Preacher evil? I think not.”

“Yea man but like ya dig preacher was no paul no more like sheet he be seeing all shit happens after he died you be in a state of introspection too if people took all ya did and made ya some grand martyr.” Gippal felt a twitch inside and stood up. “Well man thanks for the joint I best be heading off.”

“Consoltations to you good sir.” Marcus said standing up to walk Gippal to door. Tipping an imaginary hat at him.

Lana lay way too high to function. She wasn’t sure how Marcus never seemed all that affected by drugs. She had done her fair share of them but never could keep her cool like him.

Harry looked over at Thomas and Memo, noticing them touching he couldn’t help himself from saying something “AWWW PAINZEY LOOK THOMAS AND MEMO LOVE EACH OTHER” He made smooching sounds at them. Thomas stood up to leave and Harry wagged his finger at him “No no no not before harry says so.” Thomas stood fuming but knew he would be the target of Harrys next “drugging” if he left. He stood still till he got his breathing under control and sat down. Making sure his chair was at least a foot away from Memos. Memo was blushing and felt her stomach hurt. She wanted to glance over at Thomas but couldn’t bring herself to. She felt her thigh feel cold from the spot Thomas’s had been.

She remembered a few weeks ago finally admitting to Lana she had a crush on Thomas. Lana told her he totally has a crush on her too. Memo wasn’t so sure but Lana said he talks to you, he “accidently” touches you a lot and he seems to try to impress her which was all good signs. Plus they liked dorky shit like anime Lana had said. Memo put on her bravest face and looked over at him but he was staring angrily over at the screen. Memo looked back towards Harry and began imagining his face as a giant cartoon character to get her breath from becoming panicked.

Harry went back to greedily watching the screen. Marcus had taken over the chair Gippal was sitting in and was casually looking over papers Lana had strewn around floor.

“This one is quite good.” Marcus held up a picture that Memo had drawn. It was a portrait of Lana. “Do you mind if I keep it?”

Lana was thrilled he wanted a picture of her, “Oh yea of course go for it!” Lana wished she could draw, she was decent at spray painting and sharpie-ing random quotes around places but thats as far as her “artistic” side went. Least in her mind it was.

Marcus smiled and filed it away in his jacket. He never seemed to be without a jacket that didn’t have at least 5 pockets on it.

The door started to pound and Harry quickly used his wand to put a defense spell over it. No way was Aiden ruining this for him. He looked back on Marcus and Lana thinking of what drug he should use. Thomas was heavily considering letting Aiden in. He decided to wait and try to stealthy wake up Paine who he knew would get annoyed at banging and open the door. He glanced back at her, the dumb drunk was still sprawled on the couch with her leg up on the back. Her weird crotch bulge visible through her tight pants. He shuttered and looked quickly at Memo who was looking towards Harry. He then too looked onwards that way.

Lana had managed to sit up and was doodling on her arm. Marcus was still looking through papers he was casually picking up from the ground.

“THIS IS BORING!! What should I do? Should I make Lana the desperate cunt she is or should I make Marcus say something really mean to her or maybe I should make Lana queef really loud.” Harry laughed with just himself. His mind racing to all the super funny things he could do. He looked back at Thomas and Memo. Why the fuck weren’t they enjoying all his funny ideas? He had a moment of pure rage and wanted to drug Thomas to rape Memo right now but fought the urge. He spoke unable to stop himself from laughing through saying “I think I should drug Marcus to hit her! Wouldn’t that be hilarious?” He laughed to himself a while and decided Thomas needed to contribute.

“Well Thomas what should I do?” Thomas was about to pick up a packet of saltines he found to throw at Paine but pretended to just be opening them.

“All your ideas are soooooo perfect; I don't know how I could compete.”

Harry stared at him with a look that spoke crucio to the next fuck who didn’t say something he liked. Memo looked at him scared and at Thomas. Realizing Thomas would not back down to Harry she spoke up. “Um we could just drug umm Lana to umm or well we could drug one of them to sing to each other?” Memo knew Harry couldn’t resist a song and that way Lana wouldn’t have to go through any hurt.

“OMG MEMZIES THATS PERFECT!!” Harry happily fixed up the syringe and stabbed it in the drugging slot. “I gonna make Lana do it!” In his head he liked to imagine when Lana sung she was singing to him.

Lana perked more up and set down her marker. “Hey so I been batting around this song idea and was wondering if you could give me some pointers on it?”

“Oh thats wonderful darling let me grab the guitar!” He went and grabbed the extra guitar he kept in her closet and began tuning it.

“Well I don’t know chords yet so maybe you can play it, its in C chord”(fuck if i know just pretend it is).

“At your service.”

Lanas song – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wDjeBNv6ip0

Marcus set down his guitar and slowly walked over to Lana kissing her brow. “Gorgeous darling.” He said softly. He leaned her back as they embraced and began romantically kissing

“Hey fuck face”

Harry literally jumped from his seat and tried to flee but Aiden grabbed the back of his shirt.

Thomas quickly made his exit towards his room. He paused at the door to look at Memo and give her a head nod to follow him. She quickly complied and went after him, shutting the door behind her.

Harry began squealing and yelling no as Aiden was using his wand to ass fuck Harry.

Paine had grabbed some Codeine she had in the cabinet and was drinking it, sitting on the couch smoking and watching the show.

Memo and Thomas sat on his bed and watched the newest episode of attack on titan.

Lana and Marcus fucked, as Joni sat crying onto Noahs shoulder as he slowly rubbed her hair. Gray lay in heroin slumber on his floor while Christian had taken his glove off and was touching Zidanes hand as he was sleeping in his room.

And all was well in the world

#cheeseskittles

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