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THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS, THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS!!!!1!!!11!!!!!2!1!!! REJOICE REJOICE EVERYONE GATHER AROUND THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS OH HEAVENLY TOUDEN SIBLINGS!!!!!!1!!!!!!1!!!!11!!
TOUDENS TOUDENS TOUDENS!!!!!!! YEAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#THEY'RE SO FUCKIGN PRETTY#i have never seen more beuatifl blonde white people#oh falin oh laios#they're sowonderful and amazing and they're so#did you notice how pretty their eyes are#and how similar they are#its almost as if they share some genetic genes or sometrhing#woow#so cool#the yuri win the yaoi win#lets hold hands and rejoice#maybe there is a god#laios dungeon meshi#laios#falin touden#laios touden#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#dunmeshi laios#laios dunmeshi#falin dungeon meshi#dunmeshi falin#dunmeshi spoilers#falin is genuinely so so beautiful#laios is beautiful in his odd little way#what a pair#they're genuinely really beautiful
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guys plz i see everyone say liaos is a munch which he IS but i have seen like zero face-sitting i'm BEGGING OYU
Laios x Gender Neutral (afab) Reader - Smut
A/N: Okay so. like. warning: I'm not very good at writing smut. But I'm going to Try. anyways laios oral fixation real <3<3<3<3
It was an odd proposition, Laios begging you, his beautiful, sweet partner...to sit on his face.
"What if I crush you?" "I'd die happy."
So, you'd stripped down and taken a deep breath before he laid back on the pillows, grinning brightly. You slowly make your way up his body, knees on either side of his head as you lower your hips onto his face. The ghosting sensation of his breath is amongst your thighs, making your core drool at every little breath. Your heart races as Laios' thick hands rest on your thighs.
His tongue takes a long lick of your cunt, a happy sigh drawling from his lips as he tastes you. Slow laps of your lower lips and core make his hands grip you tighter, raising his head to lightly nibble on your clit to make you lower yourself onto his face more. You're delicious, slick dribbling on his lips, tongue and mouth as you twitch against his warmth.
You lightly buck your hips into his lips, a breathy moan coming from your lips as you ride his mouth, his tongue lapping at you and teasing your clit and then your hole while he holds your thighs. He drinks you like a starved man, holding you in place against his face as he continues his feast between your thighs. Even when he felt the telltale twitch of your orgasm shuffling along, he kept at a good pace, growling almost involuntarily when you shuffle slightly.
He laps you until you cum on his face and then some, feeling your hips shudder and twitch as you're panting out after he polishes you off. Even his dopey smile appears after he's done, smiling as he gives you a playful thumbs up. You can't help but want to clonk him over the head for that puppy grin.

#laios delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi laios#delicious in dungeon laios#laios thorden#laios dungeon meshi#laios touden#dunmeshi laios#laios x reader#laios smut#laios touden x reader#dungeon meshi smut#delicious in dungeon smut#delicious in dungeon
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Rosewood
[Dungeon Meshi / Delicious in Dungeon, Farcille, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Proposal Fic, Woodworking / Furniture Making, Fluff and Humor, Touden Siblingisms] AO3 Link
Summary: Falin gets into woodworking, is kind of a (loveable) idiot, and Marcille loves every second of it
I.
âI believe us tall-men call it a quarter-life crisis.â
âHow is it a crisis?â Marcille glared at Kabru. âNow that the kingdomâs relatively stable, sheâs probably just looking for something new to do with her free time.â
Marcille ran into him at the tradesmanâs courtyardâa rectangular wing of the castle with an open garden in the center. This wing housed wide rooms with high ceilings and windows facing the garden to flood them with natural light. Some were used for textiles and tailoring, others for working metal. Another sectionâMarcilleâs intended destinationâwas for putting together and repairing furniture. She had stopped herself at the roomâs threshold at the sight of ash-blonde hair, leaning against the doorway to allow herself a minute to just⊠look.
And thatâs when Kabru found herâsuch terrible timing. She was trying to enjoy herself!
âThatâs what a quarter-life crisis is,â he insisted.
Marcille scoffed. âWhy canât we just call it a hobby?â
âI mean we can.â Kabru hummed thoughtfully. âThose arenât mutually exclusive.â
Falinâs interest in woodworking hadnât come up out of the blue. Marcille remembers her having a small collection of books on itâas early as their school days. Sheâd read about Izgandan tools and scribble notes on the margins of her book on Eastern joinery. Marcille fondly remembers how sheâd complain about neck painsâtoo much reading did her no favorsâhow sheâd sigh to Falin about wanting a bookstand.
Oh, Falin had said back then. Iâll just make you one.
And she didâeven if it took her a few years to get around to it.
It sat at the center of Marcilleâs deskâFalinâs first ever project, imperfect and a little funny-looking but Marcille would never have it any other way. In a few short months, Falin had graduated from making cutting boards to specialized barstools for Chilchuck. Her most recent completion was a knife block for Senshi.
Today, she was starting on something new.
The most beautiful slab of rosewood was laid out on Falinâs work bench, and it seemed like she was working on flattening it. Falin worked with a large hand-planer, running it across the wood at an angle from its grain. Back and forth she went, spilling sawdust and shavings across the floor. Marcille couldnât help but watchâshe watched the way Falinâs arms moved with each pass, her brows knit together in a look of concentration. She watched the way Falin paused to fold up the sleeves of her loose, cotton shirtâfurther up to her elbows until Marcille could see tufts of soft, beautiful feathers. Marcille kept watching. Even as Falin wiped the sweat off her brow, running a towel across the side of her neck while she steadied her breathing. Still, Marcille kept watchingâuntil finally, Falin gripped the handles of the planer againâher hands strong and steady, placing the tool back into position on the rosewoodâ
Kabru cleared his throat and Marcille quickly wondered if she could get away with murder.
âWhaâ!â Marcille felt her blood pressure pitch into the high heavens. She burned, red, sputtering. âWhat are you even still doing here! I thought you were working?!â
âI am. Itâs my job to remind the Royal Court Mage,â Kabru smiled diplomatically. âTo stop ogling Lady Falin so openly in public.â
Kabru duckedâexpertly dodging Ambrosiaâs arc towards the back of his head.
--
II.
âWhat kind of wood is it?â
Marcille ran her hand along the scabbard Falin had crafted for Laios. She didnât cover it with leather or paint, instead opting to stain it with a mild oil. Marcille had never seen wood with such odd grain patterns and color before. They curved almost anatomically, swirling into knots and unraveling like blood vessels.
âUhmâItâsââ Falin looked to the corner of the room, nervously scratching at her check.
Marcille raised an eyebrowâthen Laios excitedly barreled into the room.
âFalin!â He ran towards them, towering over his sisterâs back and ruffling her hair.
âGet off!â Falin pouted, swatting him away. âDonât ruffle my hair!â
âDid you finish it?â Laios blinked. Then he gasped, grabbing the scabbard excitedly from Marcilleâs hands. âYou did! My barometz scabbard!â
Marcille shrieked. âBarometz?!â
âLook, Marcille!â Laios held the scabbard right at her faceâMarcille recoiled, pressing backwards against Falin who held wrapped her arms around her waist. âDo you see how the pattern branches out? It looks like wood grain but itâs actually a network of capillaries designed to provide nourishment to the creatures a baromtez growsââ
âLike a placenta!â Falin added softly.
âExactly!â Laios laughed. âI have a sheath made out ofâ"
Marcille, exasperated, shoved her hands onto the two siblingsâ faces to push them apart. âBarometz!?â
Falin flashed her sheepish grin.
âI justâyou two!â
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III.
Marcille was surprised to find Falin at Laiosâ officeâshe had made a mess of the guest table at the center of the room, littering it with ribbons and decorative parchment. There were leathers laid out by the couch nearby, and Falin scrambled about, inspecting each one before coming back to a small box placed at the center of the table.
It was a beautiful jewelry boxâanother one of Falinâs projects. It had a body made from walnut and a checkered line that ran along its lid, made of cherry and pine. The colors reminded Marcille of the trees around her home. The lock was capped with a crestâone that surprised Marcille. Falin never cared for the posturing and ceremony that she and her brother now had to suffer, so why was her royal crest set in gold on this box?
âOhâhi, Marcille.â
âHey,â Marcille smiled, tugging on the front of Falinâs shirt to pull her closer. She got up on her tip toes, wrapping her arms around Falinâs shoulders to steal a small kiss.
âYou found me,â Falin mumbled into their kiss, holding her by the waist.
âMhm,â Marcille finally pulled back. âWhat are you doing here?â
âSending a package. Itâs going all the way up North so I needed good wrapping.â
âIs it this a jewelry box you made?â
âMhmm.â
âIt looks beautiful,â Marcille walked towards the table to inspect it. âThough Iâm surprised that you used such an official symbol. Thatâs unlike you.â
âWâWell I heard jewelry boxes were a good gift for mothers.â Falin scratched at the back of her head. âAnd I wanted this one to be kinda⊠official looking?â
âOh!â Marcille blinked. âWell, Iâm sure your mother would love it!â
âAh, no.â Falinâs natural flush deepened. âNot for my momââ
âHm?â
âItâs⊠for yours.â
Oh.
Marcilleâstunned at firstâsmiled. Then she laughed, pulling Falin into a hugâher wonderful, loving, thoughtful Falin.
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IV.
âDonât you want to go tell her yourself?â Laios asked over dinner.
âI canât.â Falin squirmed. âIâm too nervous.â
âShe canât be that strict!â
âDo you remember how Marcille was when we first met her in the tavern?â
Laios paled. âYes. Is she even stricter?â
âI think so, yeah.â
âUnderstandable.
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V.
âItâs so pretty!â Marcille swooned, hands clasped as she admired Falinâs hard work.
The rosewood desk that Falin had been working on was finally finished after weeks of work. It was polished impeccably, sealed with the finest wax to finish. It had all the drawers Marcille needed â shallow ones for her inks and pens, deeper ones for parchment and scrolls, and even a little platform towards the back where she could set her feetâFalin knew that sometimes the chair was too high for Marcille to be able to reach the ground.
âOh, itâs perfect!â Marcille hugged Falin, who looked delightfully smug.
âNo fair!â Laios pointed at his sister. âFalinâI want one too!â
âI already gave you a scabbard,â she shook her head.
âMy desk is so big and boring though,â he slumped.
âItâs also a thousand-year hold antique,â Kabru supplied dryly. âIt would do well for appearances to keep it.â
The new desk was heavy. Really, really heavy. It had taken nearly all of them to carry it up to Marcilleâs office with how heavy and set it was. This was apparently by design, according to Falin, who can be so much like her brother and not know when to not say things, becauseâ
âI made sure to use joinery instead of nails and angle irons,â Falin gave herself a self-satisfied nod. âI know that it bothers you how it creaks when wââ
Marcille turned so red they thought she might faint, hooking Ambrosia around Falinâs head and yanking her backwards hard enough to knock the air out of her lungs.
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VI.
By the time winter started that year, all the furniture in Marcilleâs room and office had been replaced by Falinâs handiwork: new shelves for her books and trinkets, an extension for her windowsill where she could keep plants and little felt toys.
Today, Marcille came into her office to a brand-new chair. It perfectly matched her desk, coming up a little higher than her old one to make writing and reading more comfortable.
âI asked the tailors for help with the upholstery,â Falin said, still in her apron and smelling of sawdust. âIâve never been very good with sewing and leatherwork.â
âItâs amazing,â Marcille whispered as she traced along Falinâs simple engravingsâshe had started experimenting more artistically with her work. Beautiful, Marcille thought to herself. How wonderful it was to see Falinâs efforts engraved into something tangibleâsomething permanent. âThank you.â
Falin simply smiled back.
âYouâve gotten so good at this!â
âYou think?â
âYeah!â Marcille stood up to clasp their hands. âThe gift you sent mom left such an impression on her that sheâs planning to visit.â
Falin gasped. And then grinned, âIâm so glad!â
âMe too,â Marcille leaned forward, smiling against Falinâs shoulder and the feathers of her neck. âIâm happy you found a hobby you like so much. Between dungeons and politics, it seems like such a good break for you.â
âMm, yeah.â Falin gently ran her fingers along Marcilleâs hair. âIâve always wanted to be able to build furniture for my wife one day.â
Marcille froze.
What?
She pushed herself backwards, looking up in surprise at Falin while still staying in their embrace. âWifeâ? Whââ
Falin was blinking, almost in a panic. Then she grew redder, and redder, and redderâlike a kettle about to whistle. âI, uhâ!â She stammered. She had that look on her face, the adorable expression of confusion as if she had just forgotten something very important. It reminded Marcille of their younger days. âYou seeââ
Marcilleâs thoughts were running a hundred paces at a timeâher mother visiting? Falinâwife?
âMarcille,â Falin looked at her resolutely. Lovingly. âWill you marry me?â
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VII.
âYou forgot to propose?â Chilchuck had his face in his hands.
âWell, technically I was still able toâŠâ Falin said meekly.
âAfter all the time I put into helping you plan it!â
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VIII.
By the next summer, Marcille found herself at the tradesmanâs courtyard again. She had a tray of refreshments in her handsâone for herself and another for Falin. The condensation on the glass formed droplets of dew that ran along its side, mirroring the droplets on Falinâs brow. Her hair was tied up in a ponytailâmessy with stray locks escaping this way and that. Her shirt was loose and bunched around her forearms and she was wearing a brand-new work apron that Senshi had made for herâwith hooks and pockets and all.
Marcille, like so many times before, leaned against the woodshopâs doorframe to watch and wonder.
âMarcille,â Kabru cleared his throat, standing next to her with an arm full of scrolls.
âKabru.â Â
He nudged her shoulder. âMay I remind the Royal Court Mageââ
âI can ogle my wife whenever I want!â
âI donât wanna hear it!â Marcille scoffed, petulant yet still smiling.
She watched as Falin gripped the handles of her planer, firm and strong, her left hand glittering with new jewelry.
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A/N:
extremely self indulgent thanks i love these two, this was not beta read so sorry *throws it to AO3 and posts it* hope that you enjoyed!
#farcille#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#falin touden#falin x marcille#touden siblings#laios touden#kabru#marcille donato
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no one else can say what your intentions were but its reallyâŠodd to draw the brown character in a pairing as a huge beast while the white character is just a normal guy. especially when youre white yourself
Hi anon, I don't take this lightly, so I'm sorry if my answer to your ask is a little too long
The comic was made as a spoof of the beauty and the beast movie, with the monster being what I hoped was similar to the movie design with the image description making it clear what I was referring to. The two characters in question, Kabru and Laios, have wildly different attitudes towards monsters. Laios, the white man, has a deep and intense love for monsters that would subvert the point of the movie which I hoped people would find amusing as a play on their characters.
It was in no way my intention to play into the stereotyping of brown characters as beastly or predatory, especially as he turned back into himself and looks like he does in the series without any features changed to make him appear bigger or more aggressive than he is. I have been very aware of the trend in which black and brown men have been made bigger/more aggressive and assertive I'm ways that are often distinctly out of character and always rooted in racism for a long time and have done my utmost to avoid it in my work. If I have failed to do that, I'm sorry.
 If my work comes across as pedaling racist stereotypes I'm not going to defend any intention I might have had, as my intention wouldn't matter since I am white and I sincerely apologize.Â
Through the process of making the comic I posted it on my private Twitter and did not receive any reaction that my work that it was out of line or offensive, and while I do trust that my friends who are POC would notify me if I was drawing a comic rooted in racism, I also know this can be difficult to do and I don't want it to come across as mindlessly pushing the responsibility on to my friends when it's entirely mine.
I hope I have addressed what you were wondering about, and if there is anything lacking with my response or anything else you wanted me to connect on, my ask and messages are always openÂ
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The Hazards of Love Ch 3
I have a bonus chapter for you all! I ended up getting super inspired, and decided to split the chapter into two instead of doing one huge chapter. I hope you enjoy!
The song mentioned in this chapter is a real song! It's one of my favorites, and is called Kun Anta, by Humood AlKhudher! I translated the bits I put in as best I could, but I might not have done the best job ever, so sorry to y'all who are more fluent in Arabic than I am!
Pairing: Labru
Word Count: 2098
Chapter Rating: Teen+
You can read it down below or on ao3!
THEN:
Ever since the concert with Laios, the two had become almost inseparable. It was hard to find one without the other, both men seeming to genuinely love being around each other. Even though Laios was a little odd, Kabru found that he really didnât mind that much. He might be different, but he was passionate about his interests, and it softened Kabruâs heart to hear him talk about his two passionsâexotic animals, and cooking.
âYou know, Iâd love to cook something with you sometime!â Laios said one day, seemingly out of the blue. The two were studying in the library, Laios looking over his notes for creative writing, and Kabru working on some math.
âWhat?â Kabru asked, confused. They hadnât even been talking about food, so he wasnât really sure what had brought this on.
âWe should cook,â Laios said. âI think you should meet my friend Senshi, heâs a cooking instructor, and can make an amazing meal out of anything! I was just thinking, I want you to meet my friends. Iâve met yours, so you should meet mine!â
Kabru winced, thinking about Laiosâ introduction to Rin. She had been ice cold, but either Laios hadnât noticed or simply didnât care.
âIs it because heâs pretty?â Rin had asked after hanging out with Laios. Kabru glared at her.
âProbably,â their friend Mickbell said with a snort. âI canât believe you want to hang out with that blond dumbass,â he continued. âHeâs friends with Chilchuck! Donât you remember that weirdo from high school? Ugh, I canât believe we have to be friends with those chuckleheads now.â
âItâs not that,â Kabru said, trying to keep a cool head. âHeâs nice. Genuine. Maybe heâs a little strange, but that just makes him even better. Heâs himself, no matter what. Itâs beautiful.â
Mickbell made a loud fake gagging noise, and Rin rolled her eyes.
âWhatever you say,â she said grumpily.
Kabru hoped that meeting Laiosâ friends would go over a little bit better, and that hopefully none of them would have rude things to say about him behind his back. He had agreed to meet Senshi, which had overjoyed Laios. He gave Kabru a one thousand watt smile, and clapped him on the back.
âWeâll have so much fun!â Laios said. âYou should bring some ingredients!â
âLike what?â Kabru said. âWe should probably come up with a meal first instead of just bringing random ingredients and hoping it makes something.â
âHmmâŠâ Laios said thoughtfully. âIâll ask Senshi what would be good.â
Kabru nodded. âOkay that sounds--â
âOops!â a feminine voice said as someone bumped into Kabru. âSorry!â
Kabru turned in his chair, and saw two people behind him. They were both blonde and very feminine looking. The shorter of the two was who was looking a Kabru in a way he very much didnât like. She leaned against the table, a sly smile on her face, eyes hooded. He recognized this look. It was the look of someone who was going to try to shoot their shot, and Kabru really wasnât in the mood.
âItâs fine,â Kabru said, trying to sound as disinterested in her as possible.
âOh Iâm glad I didnât bother you,â she said. âHey, I think I recognize you! I think youâre in my stats class! With Professor Jakob?â
âMaybe,â Kabru said, âItâs a huge class. Sorry, I donât think I recognize you.â
Her face fell, but brightened as she continued. âWell, my name is Fleki, and this is Lycion,â she said, nodding to the man next to her, who raised a hand in greeting.
âGreat, nice to meet you,â Kabru said. He turned back to his math, but Fleki continued to talk.
âThereâs a really awesome party coming up next weekend,â she said, sliding Kabru a piece of paper. âThereâs my number. Call me sometime, okay?â she said with a grin. Kabru gave a forced smile, and felt relieved as she left.
âAre you going to call her?â Laios asked. âShe was pretty.â
âShe was, but thatâs not enough to make me want to call her,â Kabru said. âShe was so rude, just butting into our conversation. And I did recognize her.â
âReally?â Laios said, surprised. âBut you told her you didnât!â
âI know Fleki by reputation, but not by looks. At first I was being honest, but as soon as she said her name, I realized who she was. Sheâs a druggie, always high on mushrooms or LSD or shit like that. An awesome partyâŠprobably just wants to get high and mess around.â
âWould you want to do that?â Laios asked.
âWant to get high and fuck her? Hell no!â Kabru said, shocked.
âNo, IâŠI more meant the idea. Getting high and messing around with someone,â Laios said, sounding slightly flustered.
Kabru blinked. What?
âUm, I donât know?â Kabru said. âMaybe if it was like, weed or something. I donât go any harder than that. Iâve never had sex while high though.â
âI have,â Laios said.
âReally?â Kabru said, and Laios nodded.
âI donât have a lot of experience though, not many people want to go that far with me, but when I have--â
âOh thatâs bullshit, youâre hot as fuck!â Kabru burst out. It didnât take long for him to register what he had just said, and felt his face heating up, wishing a hole would open up in the floor and swallow him whole. Why had he said that?!
âExcuse me?â Laios said, his cheeks tinged with pink.
âIâŠâ Kabru floundered, trying to figure out how to save the situation, âI just meant that youâre a good looking guy so itâs hard to believe that people wouldnât want to do it with you!â
âOh,â Laios said, eyes wide. âWellâŠI donât have trouble getting dates if itâs on an app. Girls seem to like how I look. But itâs after thatâs the problem. Once they meet me, most of them donât want to date me. I weird people out,â Laios said sadly. âSo meeting people in person is pretty much out of the question. They meet me and are instantly turned off.â
âThatâs stupid,â Kabru said with a frown. âYouâre great! Anyone would be lucky to be with you.â
âEasy for you to say, youâre a guy!â Laios said.
Ah.
That line.
Kabru sighed. Having said that stupid phrase, Laios was probably straight. If he wasnât able to consider that a man could have feelings for another manâŠor maybe he was operating under the assumption that Kabru was straight? Well, the band aid would have to be ripped off at some point, might as well say something now.
âFirst of all, it doesnât matter that Iâm a guy, itâs obvious that anyone would be lucky to be with you. Youâre a great guy with a good heart. But secondly, I happen to enjoy guys just as much as those girls youâre talking about.â
âEnjoy guys?â Laios said slowly, looking confused. Kabru wanted to slam his head against the table. Why was Laios so slow on the uptake?
âI fuck guys,â Kabru said bluntly, and Laios choked on air.
âYouâre gay?â Laios said, after his coughs subsided.
âBi,â Kabru said, âbut yeah, Iâm into guys. You?â
âIâŠIâm not really sure,â Laios said after a moment. âI think Iâm straight butâŠâ
âBut?â Kabru pressed, and Laios looked away.
âI dunno. Iâve never thought about much untilâŠâ Laios paused, the apples of his cheeks flushing once more. âWell, I was talking with my friends and then my sisterâs girlfriend, Marcille, called me âheteroflexible.â SoâŠmaybe I like guys? Sometimes?â
Holy shit! He likes guys!
Kabru felt his heart flutter. Was being with Laios an actual possibility?
âBut that just means the amount of people who donât want to date me has just doubled,â Laios said with a bitter laugh. âIâve tried to be someone else, a whole new person, but it never works. Iâm justâŠme.â
âDonât sell yourself short. Thereâs this song I likeâŠit reminds me of you. Itâs in Arabic, but it says basically that if youâre yourself, youâre beautiful.â
âSo, in your opinion,â Laios said slowly, âIf I just let myself be myself, Iâll be beautiful?â
âYes,â Kabru said firmly. âDonât forget that, okay?â
âI wonât,â Laios said with a soft smile. âI promise.â
NOW
Laios sat in his car, wondering if this was a good idea. He hadnât asked beforehand, but it was visiting hours. He desperately wanted to see Kabru, even though he had no idea what he would even say.
Laios turned his music on shuffle and hit play. And then it came on. The song, their song.
Pulling up his GPS, he put in the name of the hospital and began to drive. This was probably a stupid idea, but Laios didnât care. He needed to see Kabru, even if it was just for a few minutes, or even seconds. Even if he was just looking through the windowâŠhe needed to see his face.
(in order to keep up with them I imitated their appearance. So I looked like someone else, just to brag. I thought I had become rich, but I found I had lost, for these are appearances)
Ùۣۏۧ۱ÙÙÙ
Ű ÙÙÙŰŻŰȘ ۞ۧÙ۱ Ù
ۧ ÙÙÙÙ
ÙۚۯÙŰȘÙ ŰŽŰźŰ”Ű§Ù ŰąŰźŰ±Ű ÙÙ ŰŁŰȘÙۧ۟۱
Ù ŰžÙÙŰȘÙ ŰŁÙŰ§Ű ŰŁÙÙÙ ŰšŰ°ÙÙ ŰÙŰČÙŰȘ ŰșÙÙ
ÙÙŰŹŰŻŰȘÙ ŰŁÙÙÙ ŰźŰ§ŰłŰ±Ű ÙŰȘÙÙ Ù
۞ۧÙ۱
Laiosâ breath caught in his throat, and he both wanted to listen and didnât want to listen all at the same time. He didnât speak Arabic, but he could still remember Kabru telling him the meaning of the song, telling him how much it reminded him of Laios.
ÙÙ ŰŁÙŰȘ ŰȘŰČŰŻŰŻ ŰŹÙ
ۧÙۧÙ
(Be yourself and you will be more beautiful)
Kabru had told him this line on that day in the library. Told him that as long as he was himself, he would be beautiful. But look where being himself had gotten him! He hadnât been able to love Kabru, and now his friend was in the hospital, dying. Sure, Laios had a plan. But did Falin have a point? Could he make himself fall in love with Kabru, or was it a lost cause?
Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes as he drove, listening to the song. At the next light, he put the song on repeat, letting it play on loop as he remembered the first time they had ever listened to it. That moment had been everything. It had been the moment he fell for Kabru.
But clearly, not fallen in love.
God, how could he say he fell for Kabru when Kabru was coughing up petals and pollen? He felt like he was in love, but clearly something was off, something was wrong. Could something be wrong with his love? Was it not deep enough, or maybeâŠmaybe they werenât meant for each other? Was that how it worked? Maybe you had to be soul mates.
Laios had spent hours researching Hanhaki, but unfortunately there wasnât a whole lot of scholarly articles about it. Most of what he found were random people speculating or telling stories that truly frightened Laios. One article in a newspaper he didnât recognize spoke of someone who lost all memories of the person they had been in love with. They had had the surgery and completely forgotten the person, didnât even know their name.
Could he handle it if Kabru completely forgot him? Completely forgot this song? Completely forgot when they hadâŠ
Laios shook his head. He couldnât remember that now. He needed to focus on what he was going to say to Kabru. He had to figure out what the hell to say! And what to say if Rin was there.
Rin was furious with him. She blamed Laios for Kabruâs predicament and clearly hated him for it. She had burst out in fury at him, and now refused to even look at him when they were in class, much less talk to him. She would probably try and stop him from seeing Kabru.
And maybe she would be right to. Would Kabru even want to see him? Laios hadnât even considered that until this very moment. Maybe seeing him would make things worse. Maybe heâd die on the spot. Laios gripped the steering wheel tight. He sighed, and pulled over. This was a bad idea. He punched a new address into the GPS and headed there. He needed someone to be brutally honest with him, someone who wouldnât sugar coat things even a little bit. Someone who wouldnât give a shit about his feelings.
He needed Izutsumi.
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