#laidbear

[chancestook]

“ IT'S NOT AS ridiculous as it sounds, i promise. ” margaret is flashing a smile towards @laidbear, bright as ever. “ i've gotten myself in way crazier situations for the sake of a story, you know? it's called being ambitious & chasing your dreams. i'm never going to become a top reporter if i don't do whatever it takes. ” / sc.'

[miidnighters]

@laidbear sent tattoo ; Bear gives Isaac a (fake) tattoo.

Isaac is not really sure how he's ended up in this position.

This position being sat at his dining table while Bear flits around him, getting ready to illustrate the outstretched arm between them. Isaac thinks it must have something to do with his general demeanour, and people - especially headstrong teenagers - thinking they can walk all over him.

Only in part because he lets them.

"So, what exactly are you plannin' to do?"

[bloodykneestm]

penelope's breath is shallow and uneven, a strange panic gripping her lungs the longer she waits outside the shop. she wishes she like... smoked or something, maybe she wouldn't feel so twisted up inside if she dared to put an intoxicant inside her body every day like her mother and father did ( but she would never be like them, she had sworn to herself ). still, she struggles with her resolve as she gently taps a passing young man on the shoulder. "excuse me," she says, her voice light and slightly squeaky. "do you have the time? i... left my phone at home." ( isn't that right? she can't honestly remember. )

@laidbear liked this for a randomized starter!

[absolutvdka-a]

@𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖉𝖇𝖊𝖆𝖗 liked for a starter

ＷＨＥＮ ＩＴ ＣＡＭＥ ＴＯ ＨＥＲ ＳＴＹＬＥ ＯＦ ＭＡＧＩＣ， ＳＨＥ ＵＳＵＡＬＬＹ ＰＲＥＦＥＲＲＥＤ ＦＯＲＥＳＴＳ ＦＯＲ ＨＥＲ ＭＥＤＩＴＡＴＩＯＮ ＡＮＤ ＲＩＴＵＡＬＳ， ＢＵＴ ＳＯＭＥＴＨＩＮＧ ＴＯＬＤ ＨＥＲ ＳＨＥ ＨＡＤ ＴＯ ＧＯ ＴＯ ＴＨＥ ＢＥＡＣＨ ＴＯＤＡＹ． so she listened to her intuition, heading to one of the lesser frequented beaches nearby, and as she had hoped it was empty. she began by finding a spot in the beach that felt right, and was far enough from the shore that she'd be fine for her entire little ritual. then she proceeded to grab a stick from the tree line a few feet away, using it to draw out a pentagram in the sand.

once she was satisfied with her work, she began unloading her backpack, taking each black candle out carefully, and one by one started the process of placing them at each point of the pentagram, digging a little hole to keep the candles up right once they were lit. after they were all in their respective places, she began to light them in a clockwise motion. by the time she was finishing, the sun was starting to lower. she settled herself in the center of the pentagram, laying back and resting her hands on her chest.

her eyes were finally sliding shut, ready to embark on her journey, when she heard the sound of the trees rustling, signaling that someone was on their way on to the beach. awkward. one eye cracked open, spotting the boy off to the side of her. a heavy sigh left her, like his being here had dramatically effected her day — and in a sense it had. ❝ am i in your spot or something ? ❞

[pantichrist]

“ do i have to fill out an application, or can i just smash? ” / @laidbear ♡

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ they  both  know  that  he  knows  the  answer  to  the  question  before  she  even  answers,      but  she'll  play  along      (  she  always  does,  doesn't  she?  ).       the  giggle  that  comes  out  of  her  is  pixie-like  to  say  the  least      ;      saccharine  and  melodic,      adding  to  the  fact  that  the  tops  of  her  cheeks  have  gone  rosy  at  the  very  thought  of  him  asking  permission  in  the  first  place,         "bearrrrrr!"         his  name,      drawn  out  and  whined  as  it  so  often  is  before  she's  biting  down  on  the  lower  cushion  of  her  lip  and  batting  those  doe-like  long  lashes  at  him.      what  a  simp.      it's  disgusting,      really.       "c'mere."         a  hand  reaches  for  him,      fingers  waving  expectantly  before  she's  hooked  a  claw  into  the  loop  of  his  jeans  and  he's  brought  over  with  a  tug.         "yanno  you  don't  gotta  do  nothin'  extra  fa'me,      bello."         whispered  into  the  crook  of  his  neck,      a  soft  kiss  planted  there  in  the  wake  of  her  words,            "but  mama  likes  it  when  you  ask.."

[vyrulent]

“   What even are daddy issues? Just traumatize your father back. ”

meme || @laidbear

"Trust me... I'm waiting on the day."

Though, Anita's day will most likely come with her death, but if her death means that someone will discover The Father's dark secrets, then so be it.

"What are you planning on doing?"

[frvckles]

what genre of book were you written for, and did you survive to the end ?

written for a children’s book to live and tell a cute story

you are very SWEET and very excitable. you love to explore and have fun. you also have a love of learning and somehow manage to learn a lesson each time you explore ( imagine that )! when you do go on one of your adventures, like in your book, you of course manage to make it home just before the sun sets, in time for dinner.

tagged by : stolen from @darehearts tagging : @spiriitum , @fightwing , @laidbear , @isbrilliant , @alllonsy , +YOU!

[rcjoice]

☕ cozy things tag game

comfort food(s): rn Mac and cheese & nerd cluster candy's

comfort drink(s): coke & strawberry milk

comfort movie(s): scream, saw, final destination, aristocats

comfort show(s): breaking bad, american dad

comfort clothing: rn these pink sherpa lined pants and my gmm sweatshirt 😩

comfort song(s): anything by tfb or one direction but particularly off take me home album

comfort book(s): speak

comfort game(s): until dawn, the fractured but whole

tagged by: @hidefire

tagging: @ursadolls @hctclcalifornia @laidbear

[waterfrd]

❛ Fanatics, you mean? Yes, praise be that no one has proven to be such a way thus far. There’s far more important things to focus on in Gilead, I suppose. Healthy birth rates and clean living take precedence over an author from the world before. Though, that's the way it should be. I would expect nothing less from a truly pious individual. ❜

what little he knew about her, and it really was very little, lead bear to believe that naomi putnam was someone he would view as a truly horrid woman if ever he had the misfortune of spending time with her ; but at least she had good taste where companionship was concerned. “ 𝐢'𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧. 𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐢 𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞, 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐛𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞. 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. ”

[miidnighters]

@laidbear sent ❛  04 .   a  kiss  to  apologize .

It was a very rare day indeed that Bella was cranky with Bear. He'd not done it on purpose - had complete free reign in her apartment - but he'd still been rifling, and something had gotten smashed. She was holed up in the armchair, rather than on the couch that afforded him the most room, when Bear comes to slide into her lap. He offers contrite apologies and a soft, chaste kiss to punctuate them.

Bella stifles a sigh - instead wrapping arms around him to pull him close.

"I know you didn't mean it, darling, I'm sorry for getting mad."

[vyrulent]

❔

meme || @laidbear

anita -- children with sad childhoods unite!

lisa - twd au?

jolene - let him be a child in christmasland

[flnalglrls]

&. @laidbear​

       small feet quietly move across the grass, doe eyes anxiously searching for a certain boy. a wide smile appeared once he was spotted. she picked up her pace and happily took a spot next to her friend. “ hey. “ indigo greeted. “ sorry it took me so long, i had to take a different route then usual. i think my parents are starting to catch on. “

[soleiltm]

@laidbear​ said: “It’s still very much an abandoned hellscape.”

❛ Well, yeah, I know that! But it ain’t got the right vibe, y’know? It’s... lackin’ somethin’. ❜

[chancestook]

THERE'S A SHRUG of her shoulders now, smile faltering a bit. “ i've just always been interested in it, i guess. getting to know people's stories, getting the truth out there when others try to bury it. it's just been important to me for a really long time. ” sure, she could give him a proper answer with a good reason. but who really wanted to hear about someone else's trauma right off the bat? it was better to give a vague answer, to dance around it for as long as possible. “ you can't run from the facts, right? ”

if the smile offered by the other could be considered bright, the one which bear offered in return would be the exact opposite ; muted, happiness seen through a rain-splattered glass window. the cutest little teeth on display between parted lips, but there was a pout hiding just under the surface -- as always. it was what made him so easy to take care of.

“ i believe you, ” he would say, words genuine as there was no real reason for them not to be. “ why reporting though? you could choose to be on TOP of a much less dangerous job, right? ”

[frvckles]

ONCE YOU'RE  STRIPPED  CLEAN,  WHAT'S  AT  YOUR  CORE?

resounding truth.

you have a goal in mind, and others brush it off right away... why does everyone always tell you to follow your dreams when it's actually THEIR dreams that they want you to follow? your memory is weak, and your conviction is even weaker on days when you're reminded of how ALONE you really are. it's hard to go on without someone pushing you forward... is this what life is? a cycle of monotony, fuelled only by the desire not to trouble anyone too much with your passing? it would be nice to have something, or someone, to spur you on. i hope you find them.

tagged by : @joshosis ( ty ! <3 ) tagging : @spiriitum , @laidbear , @fightwing , @biosurvive , ++ anyone else who would like to ! tag me !

[rcjoice]

spell out your url with song titles!

r - rejoice by ajj

c - constant headache by joyce manor

j - jesus christ by brand new

o - oh ana by mother mother

i - i love you like an alcoholic by the taxpayers

c - cough it out by the front bottoms

e - edward 40hands by mom jeans.

tagged by: @crushsung

tagging: @laidbear @soulmissed @wornclean