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mycological-mariner · 6 days ago

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Man. I’m still thinking about the main lead actor in the film I just did who recognised me from a campy touring production and told me how much he enjoyed it, proceeded to say “Great job, blank!” after a scene, told me how great it was to see me on set.

I’m fine I’m really normal about being told I did a good job and being remembered by someone I talked to for like five minutes. Totally normal

#bro I nearly cried when he saw me and came over to say hi #like. you know who I am??? you remembered me??? does not compute!?!?!#you’re HAPPY to see me here? even though I’m doing very little? just sitting here? my presence brings joy?#lads I will not lie this year has been a nonstop torment nexus #I’m totally on my own I’m scared of everything but since I believe no one remembers me I go do things anyways bc what’s the worst???#and then???? this guy???? just. he fucking. he was like. Oh HI how are you doing?? your performance was hilarious I’m so glad to see you!!#*screams*#anyways I’m just posting this bc I’m in one of my depressive episodes and I need to cheer myself up bc I feel like shit #like. not eaten all day.#I’m not doing well #at all #but that made me happy (?) or seen or just kinda shocked me so much I never forgot it?#especially after the weekend I’ve had.. lost two friends.#but we ball #At dawn

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