#kyanitedreamer

[andhaveapleasanttomorrow]

So I know that your pinned says not to take anything you say too seriously, but your recent read more really resonated with me. Im 30 now, but Im not going to say keep your chin up and promise life magically gets better, because to be honest - it may very well get worse before things start clicking into place for you. It’s a slow, sometimes agonizing process, but I feel that I grew more and became happier in the past 4 years or so than my whole life even blissfully ignorant childhood. You’re actually very fortunate to be putting thought into long term goals rn, I never did that, and it took me a long time to realize I did not have to accept whatever I was dealt. I have been up for 24 hours so forgive me not making sense but the point is Things will slot into place at their own pace and stressing about it though necessary will not make it better or worse, but if you ever need to talk feel free to messege me back to chat or vent or whatever you need, Have a great might ✌🏻

thank you for the nice message; I'm glad I wrote something that could resonate. I don't mean this in a negative way or want you to feel bad but I'm glad you sent this today and not yesterday because if I had seen it then it would have made me feel much worse (lol). I think when I'm feeling pessimistic "it may take a long time, but it will get easier" reads more like "you're going to keep being miserable for at least 10 more years." I'm in a better mood today so I can understand it in the way you intended. I hope you are right and (right now) I want to believe it! (right now) I want to keep trying. I hope you got some sleep in the time between sending this and my response

[scoop-lookatpinpeopleneedhelp]

Here’s one of my favorite things I’ve drawn. A couple years ago but it still holds up for me. There’s definitely a quite a few areas I would retouch but I wanna keep this in its final state. Please look at all of the donation posts I’ve linked and spread the word about all of them so the OPs can get the help they need. This drawing is all about US healthcare so it’s only right to shout out the people the system hurts the most, which is to say people without funds.

https://www.tumblr.com/maceofpentacles/718858604884721664/my-original-post-about-this-lost-traction-but-long

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https://www.tumblr.com/geneslovee/716497906767708160/an-openly-gay-sakha-man-was-fined-100000-rubles

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/psychuan/716929574833995776/i-dont-like-to-do-this-but-i-need-some-help

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/ohfucccnaw/717224471637917696/0300-assistance-needed

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/entykk/716633124834066432/i-am-once-again-asking-for-your-financial

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/flamingpen18/717489106740985856/the-van-drama

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/kyanitedreamer/717553053674455040/i-hate-to-keep-posting-about-this-but-my-situation

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/moredog/726612309753085952/this-is-my-girlfriends-account-please-help-we

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/sublunaryorchid/718573876241727488/paypal

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/pikafleetsyolo/718874064787292160/buy-pikayolo-a-coffee-ko-ficompikayolo

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/pancake-loving-pandemi/719119437552304128/donate

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/the-fab-fox/718314664805744640/please-check-out-the-following-and-help-if-you

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/iron-sunrise/726992593617059840/still-p-much-stuck-at-90-so-damn-close

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/blazwura/726844656102555648/gofundme-link-httpsgofundmeb678259a

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/have-a-hygge/729823754236149760/october-3rd-808am

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/kaijuno/730076277475786753/im-freaking-out-my-rent-was-due-yesterday-and-i

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/smitemeister/730759052749160448/i-need-your-hog-wild-help

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/triple-a-artist/730202283007164416/help-me-get-a-wheelchair

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/have-a-hygge/730757622054207489/october-13th-12pm (incredibly out of money, please buy some art)

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/fuzzzilla/733356874579247104/pay-robin-mcclanahan-using-paypalme

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/encephalitisfighter/733689793429585920

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/fujoshis-arent-very-cool/733546398403936256

h ttps://www.tumblr.com/notusedanymoresorry/733644745348415488

Some have the https broken up with a space because they won’t fit in the post otherwise.

I just put the donations on this post so if my art gets around and people find this account they might help donate. Also used the art itself as a way to spread the message which proved not very effective. The nature of it still makes it a lot of posts in one which could be helpful?

Check every single one.

[lunasuccor]

kyanitedreamer => lunasuccor

Was trying to think of a good new fresh streamname and this is it! Combination of Lunacy(Intermittent bouts of insanity thought to be based on phases of the moon) and Succor(Meaning to help to give aid)

I desperately want to give my life purpose by bringing little sparks of joy to others who just want something to watch while they chill and relax and escape from the world. Keep an eye out for my blog I plan to start streaming in the next few weeks!!

[haunting-hettie]

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[nyteblaydette]

Clocks your tower

Photos and prop by my friend @kyanitedreamer

[cephalocus]

sorry :c

oh gosh, I just was kindof bewildered.