#kuroshitsuji madame red

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[liluchunnies]

Was it casual when you killed me yet you still wore my coat

the toxicity is wild

[oya-oya-okay]

<<Kuroshitsuji|Black butler>> [COLORING ch95]

[i-n-e-a]

[misteria247]

Gonna go on a little rant here spoilers below for Black Butler if you haven't caught up story plot wise-

Okay so after finding out Ciel's backstory, like the full backstory and finding out that he's actually the youngest brother out of a set of twins and finding out that he's not even really Ciel Phantomhive rereading the manga from the very beginning puts so many things into a whole new light.

Like Ciel's distaste for touch and shady nobles who are into things like black magic/the occult, and some of the meltdowns he's had like in the Circus arc and in the one German village arc. Or how he knows about the underground auctions involving missing people and children. It all suddenly makes so much sense in a horrifying way but I think that the saddest thing I'm noticing is just how obvious Ciel's reasons were for not telling the truth about his identity.

I'm in the current Jack the Ripper arc and Ciel's talking to his aunt, Madame Red and she confronts him about being the Watchdog of the Queen and she brings up what she believes to be his possible reasonings for taking up the position that once belonged to his father.

And throughout this entire speech not once does she ever hint at him specifically. Or rather who Ciel originally was before that horrific night on he and the actual Ciel's birthday. She mentions his parents, she mentions herself and his fiancee Elizabeth. But never once does she mention him. It's like Ciel (the younger twin we all personally know), never existed at all. Like as soon as he supposedly died in the fire that consumed the Phantomhive manor, it was like his very existence vanished into the void. The youngest twin forgotten about by the people who were supposed to love him unconditionally, just as they loved his older brother. Rereading this and remembering Ciel's internal dilemma about how he'd let his family know of his older brother's death and how he'd been legitimately scared by the knowledge that his family wouldn't want him back but rather Ciel instead, just makes this whole situation absolutely heartbreaking.

I mean can you imagine how he feels? How much that must actually hurt, hearing your loved ones praise you and tell you that they've wanted to protect you from the moment you were born, because they're under the impression that you're actually your dead older brother?? How much that hurts, knowing that if you'd returned as yourself that your loved ones would possibly come to resent you and your presence??? That every moment of every single day, you're reminded that the old you, the real you wasn't as loved and treasured as the you you're playing the role as now. Because the old you, was nothing more than the spare.

Like Jesus it's no damn wonder that Ciel never said a God damn thing about what had actually happened that night. Because how can you when you're constantly reminded in some way, shape or form that you will never be as wanted as your older brother.

Just, God damn Yana, you really know how to ruin people's hearts huh?

[crybaby-ghosty]

-Random crybaby Rambles-

This is about grell from Black Butler

I won't take anyone calling grell by her wrong pronouns she is a confirmed MtF trans woman I won't stand people calling her the wrong pronouns on purpose.

TW: Child Birth, abortion, jokes about abortion, infertility, talks about murder, talks about weapons, history of chainsaws, talk of the female genitals, light swearing|?|

Please let me know if I missed anything.

Have you ever wondered why Grell had a chainsaw, which was super advanced for her time?? Well I might have the answer (or not I just thought abt this to hard 1 night while rewatching BB.

Back around the old times chainsaws were used to help a woman give birth, if a baby was too large to pass through the birth canal, parts of the pelvis would be removed. At first, the procedure was performed with a small knife which was very messy and painful. In 1780, two doctors invented the chainsaw to make the removal both easier and less time-consuming.

Now you might be thinking why did Crybaby just give us a wikipedia entry on chainsaws, well I believe that the creator Yana Toboso chose a chainsaw to tie in with Madam red and Jack the rippers effect on Grells character.

Background info: Due to an injury Madam got that made her lose her husband and her unborn child (I think can't remember) she was unable to get pregnant, she works in an abortion clinic in which prostitutes come to yeetus the fetus. Madam red being full of envy due to her inability to bare children, and these women who in her eyes where 'throwing away their babies' she hunts them down and guts them. Eventually she starts working with Grell and blah blah.

Ok back to are regular scheduled program, Since Chainsaws we're used in child birth I believe it was to serve as a dark reminder that Red was unable to have children and that is what killed her. Grells weapon signifies that Red couldn't have children and that is what seals her death.

Though I could just be going crazy sorry. But that's my thought what about yours??

[moon-bacon]

[congeals-7]

the little lord and his loyal court

inspired by @heymarushii's art of a tea party

[lexashlyoha]

[bizarre-azure]

tell me this doesn’t fit perfectly

[madamemaddy]

based on the image below but mostly based on this ask someone sent @blondeaxolotl

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[liluchunnies]

I want you guys to imagine Grell calling Madame Red ‘Angela’ instead✊✊ Someone draw Grell calling Madame Red ‘My Angel’ as a nickname‼️‼️

PLLEAASSEEE HEAR ME OUT💔💔💔DO U EVER THINK HOW MANY TIMES GRELL OBSERVED MADAME RED SILENTLY AND HOW MUCH HER INTEREST GREW IN THAT TIME💔💔 AND THE FACT THAT GRELL BROKE RULES FOR HER😞😞😞

Because red is the color of passion💔💔

[marushii]

please don't repost

[noob-with-a-shitty-computer]

the red women ever

[vouxq]

"Sweetie, you're crushing me..."

"Okay, and?"

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I haven't been able to post or draw because I've been busy at school! But, I've been drawin the lesbains like always... And there is actually one more post comin' up! Other than that, here are thems!!

I know no one might notice but the girl kissers have matching earrings... Just saying bc... I love giving Grell the sparklies and angie has the hearts... (hcs in tags...)