#kris kawamoto my everything

[lyricalchrysanthemum]

kris kawamoto..... (CAR CRASH) (EXPLOSION) (GENERAL COMMOTION) (GOOD LORD!) (BABY CRYING) (MY LEEEEEG) (WILHELM SCREAM) (THIS IS CHANNEL 5 REPORTING LIVE) (PLANE CRASH)

SHE'S JUST SOOOOO (CAT EXPLOSION GIF)

I can't stop thinking about her and her circumstances. and her emotions. and her relationship with lyra. and jsut (squishes her)

like i can't stress enough how fucking sad everything is for her. like imagine you died and you though that'd be the end of the story. but instead you wake up in a computer screen completely different from what you once knew with all your memories, including those of your family and friends and school and pokemon and your DEATH, and then you see someone who took your place in life including everything you had. And now your stuck in a purgatory-like state. while you watch that person continue to take it away from you.

and then that person is nothing like you!!

like lyra is just a very sweet girl who is so oblivious to her part in the world as kris's replacement. she's so empathetic and cares so much to the point where it becomes her downfall. whereas you have a spiteful and mean streak!! her love and kindness is so overpowering it feels almost antagonizing to you.

she's the ever blinding, warm, healing sun, that burns and overshadows you, the moon, the one forgotten, the one that comes out when no one acknowledges you.

LIKE!!!!!! (WILHELM SCREAM)

and like she's a tad bit goofy, hot headed, and smug, very very cocky, but LIKE she's so very very lonely and in pain seeing a life she had taken away from her because her uncle loved her too much.

i think about her a very normal amount

anyways imagine these lyrics from the angelfish loved by god but with kris with "that person" being bill and "you" being lyra.

AND LIKE IT CAME TO ME OF LIKE A PLOT POINT OF ETHAN GETTING TO SEE KRIS'S BACKSTORY OR A LITTLE MIND WORLD IN THE STYLE OF THE GBC GAMES AND YOU JUST SEEE WHAT HAPPENED TO HER.

you see her get an eevee from bill on her birthday, her first pokemon, with him and her family telling her "happy birthday." (and now that girl is told happy birthday surrounded by your family, when it's also your birthday on the same day, but you're celebrating alone.)

i just

think

she's neat