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perhaps in another life

beach volleyball player! reader x hinata shoyou

a/n: purely self indulgent for my most beloved boyo.

warning: angst, falling out of love; the usual typos. no plot, just angst 😔

it was in the way your eyes has lost all its brightness when you look at him. hinata knew you both had your eyes set in different goals; him in the indoor circuit, you in beach volleyball circuit. “it was easier this way,” you said, easier to mantain a day job, even pursue higher education on the side, while taking care of loved ones who need you. it was easier this way, hinata had agreed.

but nothing ever was easy about relationships; after all they took work and energy. energy of which takes away from both of your ambitions in volleyball.

it was easier, hinata would mutter under his breath, when he saw he didnt get a text from you during break. it was easier, he would say again, when you werent beside his side when he woke up in the morning. it was easier, hinata had said outloud, when he sat for another night eating dinner by himself, to an empty dining table in an empty apartment.

your usual blunt self was reserved around him. he wished, not for a time when both of you were off, but the time when you can rip off the bandaid and finally tell him that you dont love him anymore.

but he couldnt do it himself. he refuses to end the relationship himself.

he watches all your plays in every team outing. all of msby had heard of you one way or another. hinata of course only takes in the compliments and ignores everything else. he ignores the way inunaki and tomas gave him a pitying glance. ignores the way barnes and meian would try to console him in their own way. ignores the way his fellow friends, atsumu, bokuto, and sakusa would try to set him up in dates.

“it may not be for this life you know,” said atsumu gently, after hinata once again turned down atsumu’s offer to go out with friends that night. “right love, wrong time and all that jazz”

hinata considered his friend, before nodding, tears in his eyes. “atsumu-san,” hinata began, tears starting to fall. “i cant.”

understanding floods atsumu’s eyes, as he nodded. “and why not, shoyou-kun?”

hinata thought back to the good days. teaming up together in beach volleyball, both of you complimenting the other. your laughter ringing clear, he remembers the way youd throw your head back, melting his heart. he remembers when you both didnt have enough money to afford rent, much less food, so you both went out for street food instead. he remembers huddling each other for warmth, sharing each other’s food, laughing at each other’s preferred tastes. he remembers the triumphs; you with him in the post-match celebration, marking hinata’s first pro indoor career, in division one, no less. hinata remembered your brilliant smile as you scored a winning point of such an amazing match; a match that will be watched for the years to come. you had gone to his open arms, him - he was the one you had gone to to celebrate your victory. he remembered thinking, “i’ll do anything to be by your side.”

he remembers, and hinata found that he couldnt, he just couldnt. “i love them, atsumu-san. until they end it themselves…i’ll take what i can get.” if there was a chance, he’ll take it; whatever crumbs youd give him, he’ll take it.

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who in hq!! watches pride and prejudice?

a/n: my headcanons as i rewatch pride and prejudice and reread the hq!! manga

aran:

i know this ace and captain here is a hardcore pride and prejudice fan. aran has always given me a family-oriented type of character, given how he has a younger brother of his own and have the miya twins growing up. even though him and the miya twins may not have shared the same blood, they are still family, shown by how atsumu looks up to aran as a model older brother. aran would relate to both jane and elizabeth bennet (just the bennet family in general), and i think thats very sexy of him you know? anyways, i love aran. probably the type of p&p fan that had already read the book several times before he went into his honors/advanced placement high school courses and was very excited to have it be required reading. tried not to show how much he loves excited knows about it. probably had collected any jane austen-related books. have considered studying literature in higher education for the amount of times he gushes about the book. the type of fan who came across it himself in one of the movie channels, one time there wasnt any volleyball practice. ever since then, aran ojiro is a pride and prejudice fan.

miya twins:

they most definitely started watching pride and prejudice probably from either their mother or aran. or both, since both are good. again, similar to aran, both the miya twins really relate to the big family dynamics of the bennet family. would also be the type to plan fun little movie nights. i picture these two gremlins hunched over their shared computer, looking at pinterest board inspiration for a pride and prejudice themed movie night. osamu is lowkey considering having a pride and prejudice drinking game (oh god no osamuuu), while atsumu thinks he’s the coolest with making pride and prejudice memes and posting it on the internet. elizabeth bennet’s number one protection squad. atsumu probably had discourse in the internet over it. osamu spends a lot of time looking into regency era style cooking and wants to know if the boiled potatoes were excellently boiled as mr collins puts it; while atsumu window shops through etsy and the like for pride and prejudice themed stuff because why not and life’s too short anyways.

yachi:

similar with the twins, yachi probably found out about pride and prejudice by proxy of her mother’s influence. she probably had heard her mother talk about it once, and because she looked up to her so much, she would watch it whenever her mom works late, and that always happen (hence yachi memorizing the lines by heart). probably was the type of p&p fan that had read the book before she went into her honors/advanced placement high school classes and tried to really reign in her excitement over going through the book but in class format. she probably had gay panic watching the kiera knightly version. or bi panic, ‘cause of that one ballroom scene. also the type of fan to recreate the movie or play poster just for funsy. she had saved up her money to purchase tickets for her mom and her to go see the play adaption. made it a whole day trip as they traveled to the theater. she most definitely loves the aesthetic of the regency era and here for the gay-bi panic.

hinata:

ok hear me out….there’s no way that hinata was surrounded by both natsu and his mother and not have heard about jane austen at least once (im just kidding…unless). hinata probably saw that his mom purchase the 1990s manga adaption. hinata is a huge manga fan and when he picked it up, he at first didnt like it ‘cause it gave him shoujo vibes, but then he was devouring it like he did with one piece. he probably talks about it with his mom over cooking or setting up the table. he also may have scoured through his local dvd shop and tried to find the kiera knightly version, because natsu really loves kiera knightley. surprisingly not surprisingly, he really likes darcy as he is an older brother of a very talented younger sister, but he’s not gonna tell natsu that. no, no. he also wouldnt be looking into buying a set of three tickets to the play adaption once he gets up to the v-league and saved enough money for his mother and natsu, no, no, thats top secret, so secret he cant even tell kageyama ‘cause kageyama isnt immune to natsu’s charms, no, no.

terushima:

LISTEN UP FOLKS. this beach blonde gives me chaotic academia and i love that for him. i genuinely believe this chaotic schemey captain is a pride and prejudice fan and flaunts it. no shame, doesnt hide; he just is one. the type to carry a beaten up pocket size book around w so many annotations and jokes and doodles. maybe have used the book to slap someone during a fight who knows. he probably bought all the used copies from his local thrift store to give it to his friends and teammates. considered tattooing a quote before his mom caught wind and proceeded to chew his ass out. he not only loves the family dynamics of the book, but the word play. he loves the banter and how darcy and elizabeth go head to head. also their hairstyles in the kiera knightly version. jeez, he was excited to see the various hair, he mostly paid attention to jane and elizabeth’s. the type of fan to keep making fun of mr. collins and lady catherine de bourgh. had probably planned to dress up as lady catherine just for shits and giggles for halloween. the one in the classroom discussion talking shit about mr. darcy’s lacking in the flirting department. thank you for coming to my tedtalk.

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what i write / masterlist

for the purpose of this blog, i will be focusing/writing more on contemporary/modern settings rather than anything else (no fantasy 👻). i will be writing angst and smut, so please proceed with caution! as of 05 December 2021, i havent written any smut.

dark content 18+

i will be interacting with dark content and 18+ and though im trying to separate some of my content in overlapping with one blog to the other, i still tend to blur the both. and yes i do have a blog thats even more explicitly sexual and gore-inclined.

dark content i interact with: violence, gore, edging, arranged marriage, religious and/or gang themes, more will come up.

masterlist:

blurbs:

angst, volleyball player! reader x hinata

hc:

sort of fluffy, who in hq!! watches pride and prejudice

wip:

crack, beach volleyball player! reader x hirugami

you can see the process here

slice of life, student! reader x suna

in my drafts, just now proofreading.

im hoping to make a mini ficlet zine for hq!! middle blockers…

hinata, hirugami, suna, tendou, tsukishima, yamaguchi, matsukawa, futakuchi, aone, oomimi, washio, reon, kai, kuroo.

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wip #1

hirugami sachirou x reader

type: pending draft, blurb

a/n: remind me to write some more about this cuz its been a few hours and im still on this brainrot

hirugami sachirou on a whim visited the nearby beaches where several beach volleyball matches were being held. since his fukuro-nii had already left for practice and basically gave him the full go, sachirou was free to go around the hotel and do as he wish.

he saw the tournament going on at the beach and decided he’d go down and visit.

at first, he had came down to observe some great plays and see some good blocks and serves. he remembered hoshiumi mentioning hinata had undergone beach volleyball training and he had some great blocks he did recently.

but then, sachirou saw that the beach wasnt just hosting a tournament, but also a doggo park!

the switch on sachirou was visible.

head empty only hirugami sachirou being hit by a wayward beach volleyball that reader had spiked because he was so distracted by a very cute dog

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taglist

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kopi.libraryrecs🧋- reblogged works that i thoroughly enjoyed reading. not my works!

eh pero kopi 🪐🐚 - my brainrots and brain vomit; theyre a mess. maybe even half formed wips.

i’ll add more as i go hehe

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wip #2

sachirou’s eyes lit up when he saw all the dogs running around freely at the beach, which sachirou soon came to know as the doggo park. the doggo park in question was a lot closer to the shore.

he passed by the various matches going on simultaneously, too engrossed in looking at the various dogs and greeting them all enthusiastically.

there was one dog he was completely engrossed with, whose owner was very kind enough to allow for sachirou to pet their dog. the dog in question was a shitzu-bichon mix who gave sachirou the cutest googly-puppy dog eyes and wagging his tail. looks like a pupper, but is actually very old himself - almost thirteen years old and still going strong. so strong in fact that the doggo could walk this entire stretch of long beach so long as there are frequent stops to drink -

before sachirou could ask about the dog water canteen, the strong gush of wind from the sea picked up - that a wayward beach volleyball careened right smack at the back of sachirou’s head.

“hey are you okay?!”

sachirou was just very glad that the ball didn’t hit the innocent cute pupper. otherwise, sachirou may just commit homicide right there in the middle of the doggo park for such a callous and inconsiderate volleyball player.

“watch where you’re spiking that! you could have hit the poor dog - “

head empty only hirugami sachirou being hit by a wayward beach volleyball that reader had spiked because he was so distracted by a very cute dog