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Oh my goodness thatās so incredibly sweet!! Iām sooooo happy you like it so far! š
King Of My Heart : Nikolai Lantsov x Reader Series
Part 1
For warnings, descriptions, and previous parts, see series masterlist here.
Nikolai hated y/n for as long as he could remember. His family and y/nās family had spent nearly every summer together since he was a small child. It made summers the most despicable time of year for him. Her family was tolerable; just your standard royal family. But, y/n? Nikolai couldnāt stand her presence.
Y/n couldnāt stand Nikolai. She knew the feeling was mutual between them, but it didnāt make things less tense between the two. In fact, their obvious mutual hatred towards each other only made her more frustrated that Nikolaiās family proposed a marriage arrangement between the two. Y/n thought Nikolaiās hatred towards her wouldāve been strong enough to cause him to act against such a suggestion. Unfortunately for her, Nikolai did no such thing.
Even though y/n heard him approaching, she refused to make eye contact with Nikolai, her betrothed. She ignored him as he neared her side while she stared out at the palace gardens.
āWeāre supposed to uphold a faƧade, you know,ā Nikolai scolded, leaning on the balcony railing.
Y/n pursed her lips as she shook her head. She could feel Nikolaiās eyes on her, but she still refused to look at him. āYou really hate me enough to force me to marry you?ā Y/n asked him, eyes focusing on the stars above the shadowed gardens.
Nikolai rolled his eyes. He huffed loudly, still watching y/n closely. āYou really think I want this?ā Nikolai asked rhetorically. āSummers were torturous as it was, I donāt need all yearā¦ for the rest of my lifeā.
Y/n shifted her jaw, briefly looking at Nikolai from the corner of her eye. āYet, here we are,ā she sighed loudly. Y/n steepled her hands on the railing, refocusing on the dark sky.
āWhy are you so mad about this?ā Nikolai questioned. He watched the brief confusion on y/nās face shift into anger.
Y/n turned to Nikolai. Her eyes shot daggers at him. āYou donāt get it do you?!ā She hissed. Y/n looked towards the patio doors to ensure no one was around. āI have no choice in this. I knew Iād likely never be able to marry for love,ā she admitted with a sigh. āBut, I didnāt expect to be married off to ā¦ā.
āTo?ā Nikolai asked with a loud breath.
āTo someone like you,ā y/n answered breathily. āTo someone I cannot stand to be around. To someone who hates me just as much as I hate them,ā she explained.
Nikolai hummed loudly. āWhy do you hate me so much?ā he asked.
āI could ask you the same,ā y/n retorted with a knowing glance.
The newly betrothed couple fell into an uncomfortable silence. The only sounds were the faint musical tones seeping through the closed patio glass and gold paneled doors.
When y/n shook her head, still not looking his way, Nikolai smirked. āSilver lining is youāre marrying a fairly handsome prince, you could do much worse,ā he bragged smugly.
Y/n nearly snorted. She quickly covered her mouth to silence the sound. āThe only silver lining I see is that life is short,ā y/n remarked.
Nikolai taped y/nās head jokingly. āYeah, so are you,ā he snickered. Nikolai groaned when y/n rolled her eyes in response. āKeep rolling your eyes at me, maybe you'll find a brain back there.ā
Y/n laughed humorously. āAt least Iād have something to find,ā she muttered.
Nikolai watched y/nās face as she tried to focus back on the gardens, clearly trying to distract herself. He sighed and whispered, ābe honest with meā.
Y/n huffed, glancing back over at Nikolai. āBut why? Why would I do that?" She asked sharply.
Nikolai smirked at her. āBecause we have to spend the rest of our lives together,ā he reminded her.
āDonāt remind me.ā Y/n groaned. She prepared herself for whatever Nikolaiās next attack would be. After waiting a few silent moments, she sighed. āWhat?ā Y/n asked, indirectly agreeing to be honest as he had requested.
Nikolai turned completely towards y/n. āWhy are you going through with this if you hate me so much?ā
Y/n sighed loudly. She slowly moved her gaze from the gardens over to Nikolai. Once she was facing him, she took a deep breath. āBecause I love my country, and this,ā y/n said, pointing to herself and then at Nikolai. āEvidently, is what it needs,ā she explained. After all, that was truly the only reason she hadnāt run away by now.
Nikolai nodded silently. He wordlessly gazed out at the gardens.
āYou?ā Y/n questioned, understanding that distant gaze.
Nikolai turned back to y/n. āWhat?ā. When she simply raised an eyebrow at him, he smirked. āOh, you just couldnāt get me off your mind?ā He winked.
Y/n scoffed loudly. āWhy are you going though with this if you hate me so much?ā she asked, echoing Nikolaiās question to her.
āMmm,ā Nikolai hummed. āAre you quoting me?ā His smirk grew.
Y/n rolled her eyes at Nikolai. She silently turned to leave. Her ballgownās skirt floating across the concrete balcony during her turn.
Nikolai reached out and grabbed y/nās wrist. He quickly let go when she turned to glare at him. āFor Ravka,ā he answered.
Y/n nodded in understanding. She forced a small smile. āAt least we have one thing in common,ā y/n agreed. āOther than our hatred,ā she added on her way back to the welcoming party.
Zoya smirked as Y/n approached her. Sheād known the Princess for quite some time. They often spent time together during the summers after Zoya moved into the Little Palace. She hugged y/n in greeting, not having been able to see her upon her initial arrival today. āI should have David whip me up some earplugsā.
āWhat?ā Y/n asked. She was confused as to what Zoya was trying to joke about. Y/n knew Zoya long enough to know she was making a joke. But y/n couldnāt tell what it was.
Zoya smirked and nodded her head towards Nikolai. He was standing across the hall from them, Zoya having watched him saunter in not long after y/n. Zoya then turned and nodded at y/n, finalizing her joke.
Y/n rewarded Zoya with an exasperated and offended look. āExcuse me?!ā She tried to keep her voice down as to not draw the attention of the other guests, but it only added more tension to her tone. She knew of the Princeās rumored less-than-pure activities, but couldnāt believe Zoya would think y/n would participate; betrothed or not.
Zoya nearly choked on her drink as she began laughing. āNot what I meant,ā she smirked, raising a taunting eyebrow. āI was referring to the slamming doors that always happen when you two are forced to spend time together,ā Zoya explained with a laugh.
Nina walked over to join her friends. She wrapped her arm lovingly around Y/nās shoulder. āBut! Why did your heart go up when you thought she was talking about you and Nikolai having-ā the heartrender asked.
āEnough Nina!ā Y/n smacked Ninaās arm, making the girls laugh. āBecause I was appalled is why,ā she defended. āBy the way, hello to you too,ā y/n laughed, trying to change the topic off of her hatred of Nikolai.
āMhm, if you say so,ā Nina whispered. She smirked with Zoya as they shared a wordless knowing look.
āSaints, I already have to spend time with Nikolai even though I hate him,ā y/n said exasperatedly. āDonāt go and make me hate you both too.ā
Just as Zoyaās smirk widened while she opened her mouth to release some snarky comment, Genya waltzed over to their group. She smiled widely at y/n and shook her head softly. āStill so beautiful y/n/n,ā Genya cooed as she cupped y/nās face.
Y/n bit her bottom lip. But, she quickly stopped, letting the slightly inflamed lip pop back into place as Genyaās gaze scolded her for the action. āThank you Genya,ā y/n said with a grin.
āOf course Miss Y/L/N,ā Genya teased lightly. She always used āMissā or āPrincessā whenever joking around with y/n. āOr, should I say Mrs. Lants-ā Genya began.
āNo, you should not,ā y/n advised. She shook her head firmly, glaring around at her taunting friends. Couldnāt they see the situation she was being forced into here?
āTrue,ā Genya sighed. āPerhaps itās a bit too soon, hmm,ā she agreed. āI shouldāve said soon-to-be Mrs.-ā.
Y/n rolled her eyes. She held up a hand to stop Genyaās tease and silence her other friendsā giggling. āCan we talk about something else?ā Y/n pleaded with a groan.
āAre you kidding?ā Nina huffed. āWe have a royal wedding to plan,ā she giggled, smirking.
āYou have to work on hiding your disgust,ā Zoya commented when y/n groaned over Ninaās comment.
āNo promises,ā y/n mumbled. She glanced sharply over at Nikolai for a brief moment before back to her group.
Zoya sighed sympathetically. āItās for the country,ā she reminded y/n more warmly than normal. When y/n nodded and relaxed some, Zoya decided to indulge herself a bit. āBesides, heās not bad on the eyes.ā She winked.
āOh my Saints!ā Y/n gushed. She shook her head adamantly. āYou need to stop,ā y/n pleaded, trying to resist the urge to smack her own face with her palm.
āWhatāre we talking about?ā Nikolai asked. Heād made his way over once he caught y/n glancing at him. It had been from the corner of his eye, but he saw it. And Nikolai could tell they were gossiping about him. While he didnāt care to come over, heād heard whispers from some guests doubting the strength of their courtship.
Therefore, Nikolai pasted on a polite smile and placed his hand on y/nās waist. When he saw her eyes snap to him with fury, Nikolai just nodded subtly in the direction of the spectating guests.
Y/n sighed quietly and forced a smile. She silently pleaded with her friends for help with the situation. There wasnāt much they could do, but y/n was hoping for at least a distraction to get her mind off the fact she could feel the warmth of Nikolaiās hand on her waist through the material of her dress.
Genya hummed. āI was just saying, Y/n is going to make my job so easy,ā she said, answering Nikolaiās question. āDonāt you think sheāll be such a beautiful bride, moi tsarevich?ā Genya questioned smugly.
Y/n shook her head at her friend. āI donāt know which I want to do more, thank you or slap you, Genya,ā she hissed.
Genya laughed and raised her eyebrows at Nikolai.
Nikolai paused and pretended to ponder the notion, taking y/nās appearance in. āPerhaps the tailors wonāt have to work overtime to make the wedding look half decent,ā he conceded.
āGeee, thanks,ā y/n sassed. She rolled her eyes, making the girls laugh.
Nina gasped. āWait!ā. āThat reminds me, let me see your hand,ā Nina gushed, grabbing y/nās hand.
Nikolai knew everyoneās eyes were cast down to y/nās hand, not just his. Yet, as his eyes landed on the Lantsov emerald ring on her hand, he felt short of breath. Nikolai swallowed thickly as he caught himself thinking that it almost seemed like it belonged there; to her, to y/n. But, he mentally shouted at himself to stop that delirious thought. After all, it was surely only Nikolaiās sense of duty to his country that had him thinking that. He hated y/n. Even if she was what was needed to help Ravka.
āAre you unpacked?ā Nina asked y/n, pulling Nikolai from his distracting thoughts.
Before Y/n could answer, Zoya answered for her. She answered matter of factly, āof course, the staff shouldāve un-ā.
āNot quiteā. Y/n cut Zoya off in order to accurately answer Ninaās question.
Nikolai turned to y/n. He raised his eyebrow and formed a smug grin. āToo enthralled by the elaborate decorations my parents thought were necessary?ā Nikolai teased, sarcastically waving at said decorations.
Y/n stared at Nikolai and rolled her eyes. Her eyes softened as she turned back to the rest of the group. āI prefer not to have others handling my things,ā y/n admitted.
āWhat are you hiding? Sneaking in a personal tailor?ā Nikolai asked. His implied insult was clear and had the others staring at y/n expectantly.
āAwe,ā y/n cooed. Her tone dripped sarcasm as she continued her taunt. āYou think Iām so pretty I must have snuck a tailor?ā Y/n smirked through her grin. When Nikolai faltered, her smirk grew. Returning to the actual question at hand, she shrugged. āJust a sword and an escape bag,ā y/n teased, eyeing Nikolai. āFor when this becomes as disastrous as it already seems itāll be,ā she explained.
It took Nikolai a moment to recover from her earlier comment. But he shook his head and pulled himself together enough to issue a comeback. āAhh, running away from oneās duties?ā Nikolai huffed. āAdmirable,ā Nikolai scoffed.
Y/n laughed humorlessly. āReally?!ā She choked. Y/n shook her head as she rolled her eyes at Nikolai. āThatās rich,ā Y/n chided, copying his loud scoff.
Nikolai merely squinted in response.
āSturmhond,ā y/n mumbled, making Nikolai falter. As his eyes widened dramatically, she smirked. āClose your mouth, moi tsarevich,ā y/n mocked, āor youāll catch fliesā. In response to Nikolaiās scarlet cheeks, she decided to continue her remarks. āAnd, duty or not, I donāt kiss men with bugs in their teeth,ā y/n smirked.
Nikolaiās cheeks flushed darker as he found himself at a loss for words. He watched silently as y/n sauntered away for the night. When Nikolai turned back to their group, the others girls were smirking at him. āWhat?ā
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More nail art inspo!
Okay so after some feedback I've got more inspiration to share. You could do a mix of a lot of things Reputation themed, and lyric themed! First there's easy snakeskin(YouTube tutorials are abundant for this)

And then there's lyric inspired. I'll list these out, and then if anyone wants picture examples lmk!
You could do an ombre blue-to-gold nail for "deep blue but you painted me golden"
Fire/flames for IDSB
Witch hat for IDSB
An American flag w/ a crown over it for "American Queen"
Red lips for several lyrics hehe
An Old Fashioned, or wine, etc
A car for Getaway Car
Speaking of cars, if you wanted to get really elaborate you could do a Range Rover/Jaguar...
Blue eyes for both/either "ocean blue eyes" or "oh, damn, never seen that color blue" or even just paint one nail blue
"Isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it? Written down a nail
"Gorgeous" with pink hearts
Palm trees for "island breeze/move to an island"
You could do a nail in a nude color with neon blue lines in it like Taylor's body suit in the RFI video
The A Team logo (lol)
"BANG!"
"BIG REPUTATION" Maybe in black and white like the tees in the @tsofficialmerch store
Broken bones with a bandaid on them with a heart on the bandaid for "my broken bones are mending"
Ohhhh you could try to do versions of Taylor's art from the Reputation magazines
The "..." for ...So It Goes; RFI etc
A gold cage
Something to represent pieces falling into place
"1, 2, 3"
Jeans and the Nike symbol
A glow in the dark cell phone on black background for "phone lights up my nightstand in the black"
A note with glittery bits coming up off it like in the first Delicate video
Tied hands
Joe's name "carved" into a wood grain background. .hehe
A phone in the style of the one Tay uses in the LWYMMD (and Our Song!) Video
A big blue neon/glow "T" on black background
Keys for "kingdom keys"
"Karma"
A list with names in red underlinedš
A hat with a bunny peeking out for magician/illusionist
A heart with a crown over it for KOMH
Red solo cups hehe
The Necklaceā¢
Pills with "my baby" written on them
A cartoon style money bag (bag with the $ symbol on it) for Getaway Car
A dress. ..
Lightning or an electric spark for "at least we were electrified"
Maybe like a line with "you" written on it to represent "my one and only, my lifeline"
Diamonds for both the LWYMMD video and "Feelin' so Gatsby"
Chandelier ("bass beat rattling...")
A map with a red x on it for "I bury hatchets but I keep maps of where I put em"
Sunglasses for "if only you weren't so shady..."
A fence with an axe chopping into it for TIWWCHNT
"Ha! Ha! Ha!" For the Cackleā¢
A crumbling castle for CIWYW
Flowers w/ thorns, a campfire, joker hat, "drama" written with a crown in it...so many ideas for all the imagery in CIWYW
Black nail w/ stars and blue eyes for "starry eyes sparkin' up my darkest night"
Calendar pages that say "NOV", "SEPT," and/or "JAN 1"...
Glitter nail
Polaroids, candle wax and glitter...
"Hold on to the memories"
Okay I could go on and on, there's so many cool things you could do! I'd love to hear more ideas from you guys!??
#taylor swift#reputation#reptourprep#rep tour prep#nail art ideas#reputation nail art#nail design#lyric inspired
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*sees meeting corinna and gina on the masterlist for king of my heart*
GIVE IT TO ME NOW PLEASE š³š„š³š„š³š„
(in all seriousness i love this series and i dont want it to and any time soon and take all the time in the world to write and release anything associated with it)
(hamilton!reader interacting with mickās family is so fucking good and i need more of it in my life)
xoxo,
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hihihi I actually started to reeeally work on this extra two days ago, itās coming soon!!! š©·š©·š„³
I am so so happy you like it, nonnyyyy! Komh was the first thing I published so it holds a special place in my heart.
(Feel free to send scenarios/extra suggestions if you have any! *mwah*)
#thank you for the kind ask š©·š©·š©·#āļø anon#welcome to the anon fam btw!!! hihi#millies inbox#komh#fic feedback
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TYSM FOR CORRINA AND GINA MEETING HAMILTON!READER
IT WAS SO GOOD
I LOVED THE ENDING ELEVATOR SCENE WITH THE SCHUMI TRIO
IT WAS SO CUTE AND FLUFFY
THE WHOLE THING REALLY WAS
AHHHHHHHHH GINA AND HAMILTON!READER ARE THE ABSOLUTE BEST PAIRING IN THIS SERIES
COMING IN CLOSE SECOND IS CORRINA AND HAMILTON !READER THO
MICK MOVE OVER IT THE SCHUMACHER GIRLS AND HAMILTON!READER SERIES NOW
(srry for the capslock im just very excited about this komh extra)
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AKDJKAKDJS OMG OMG THANK YOU SM, NONNYYY!!! THIS EXTRA CAME FASTER PARTIALLY BC OF YOU AND ALL THE MESSAGES YOU GUYS LEFT CUZ THE ASK YOU SENT GAVE ME SUCH A MOTIVATION BOOST š„¹ššš
AND YEAH HAMILTON!READER W THE SCHUMACHERS IS JUST *chef kiss* skdjsjs
No need to apologize, I absolutely loved each and every word from this ask!!!! Thank you sm for showing your support, babes *virtual hug* š¤
Read the extra here
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Not everyone has to like, write reviews that are this long, but waking up to a review like this... Iām honestly tearing up a little because itās reviews like this that keep me going!!!
Everyone is saying I put a ton of research into it but really I googled olympic workouts and nutrition, the dates of the trials and how the process of making the Olympic team works thatās all! The rest of it? The details about breastroke and body control? I know that because of my own life!
WHEN PEOPLE TELL YOU TO WRITE WHAT YOU KNOW THIS IS WHY! BECAUSE YOU WILL WRITE IT WELL AND PEOPLE WILL LOVE IT!
Iām very happy everyone has been enjoying KOMH. I canāt wait to write more (have to finish a final first). Thank yāall for the wonderful feedback š„ŗāŗļø
King of My Heart - One - B.H.
Summary: Cassidy King is an Olympian. Four years ago she competed in Rio. Unfortunately, she didnāt live up to expecations. Now sheās preparing to go to the trials to compete again in Tokyo. After four years of swimming with a team that doesnāt feel like a team, sheās finally found a friend. Ben Jones is also preparing for the trials, and heās felt like an outcast in other ways. With a dual-citizenship and a quiet personality, their teammates treat him like he doesnāt deserve to compete for Team USA. Together, theyāll push each other harder and faster to perfection.
Pairing: Ben Hardy x OC
AU: Collegiate/Olympic Swimming
Word Count: 9.1k
Warnings: Sexual/vulgar commentary
A/N: Okay so, for the sake of the AU, Iāve had to change some details about Ben. First and foremost would be his height. 5ā²9 isnāt gonna cut it for an Olympic swimmer, so weāll say heās about 6ā²4. Iāve also decided to give him dual-citizenship in order to make it possible for him to compete with the US.
Thank you as always to @bensbuttercup for her moodboard skills and for hyping me up! Thank you to @hollandlovely for being critical of my writing in ways I cannot be! I love you both <3

Cassidy King always had the same day. For nearly 4 years sheād had the same day. Alarm at 4:30am. Snooze for 5 minutes. Wake up, get dressed, take laptop off charger, grab protein shake, the four tupperware containers with her food for the day, and sneak out the door without turning on a single light or disturbing her roommate, Priya, and her boyfriend sleeping in the other room. It was a day in mid-May, during the last week of classes for her senior year, that she suddenly had a different day. The first day of practice on her own to prepare for the Olympic trials in late June. First day she didnāt have to hear whispers behind her back and deal with guys leering at her and making gross comments about her body.
The walk to the Lee and Joe Jamail Texas Swimming Center was nice this early in the morning. In a month it would be hot and humid, but for now, Cassidy enjoyed the walk. Birds were beginning to chirp, coming out of hiding in the late spring. Unfortunately, with spring, came pollen, and by the time she reached the back door to the locker room, Cassidy was struggling to breathe through her nose. Sheād have to clear the snot out before getting in the pool. A disgusting process that involved spraying saline up her nostril and attempting to clear her sinuses of any and all mucus. Usually she managed to fuck up her ears in the process. Not being able to hear wasnāt that bad though. Sheād be underwater anyway.
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Hi! Iām the one who reblogged every chapter of Komh. I originally came here to say Iām sorry if I spammed you, but I am happy to see that it makes you happy. I would also like to be added to the taglist for King of my heart.
Hi, love!! It made my dayyy!!! Thank you so much š„¹ā¤ļø Iāll make sure to tag you on the next chapters hihi
I just saw you added yourself to my regular taglist too, was it in reference to komh or you want to be tagged in everything else I eventually post about him?
#thank you for all the likes and reblogs again!!!#I hope you have an amazing week š„°#millies inbox#minkyungseokie#komh#fic feedback#kinda#š©·
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Oh I missed king of my heart š«¶š»š„¹š„¹š„¹
š„¹š„¹šš I missed writing it too!!! aaaa
#and its about to end š#like how times flies huh#millies inbox#softboystarkey#komh#fic feedback#kinda ā¤ļø
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miss millie! I read all of king of my heart in one sitting and am now WHIPPED for mick. Canāt wait for the next part x
omggggg I am so so so happy to read this. Im glad you liked it babes, komh will always have a special place in my heart since it was the fic that started everything in here š„¹ Iāll update soon!!! š©·š©·š©·š©·š©·
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King of my heart | Mick Schumacher
Mick Schumacher rode a lousy wave for quite some time, so when the sky gets cleaner and the sun brighter he just knows something terrible may be in store for him. Whereas y/n was just so magnetic, and the possibilities of life with her seemed better than anything his mind could ever create, that's why, for the first time in forever, he throws cautious carelessly through the window, hoping to get to the finish line before it catches up on him.
Warnings: explicit language, smut, alcohol, angst, not proofread, and so on, please check each chapter's warnings before reading.
Pairing: Mick Schumacher x Hamilton!reader (she/her)
Series status: ongoing
A/n: I do not permit my work to be reposted on a different platform. This is my only account, if you see my work somewhere else, please let me know!
Psa. The pics from the social media chapter are not mine.
CHAPTERS
01. siblings or dating (smau)
02. cookies and free rides (smau)
03. breakfast dates and shared clothes (smau)
04. the first time they met (regular c.)
05. shoulder and sugar to lean on (regular c.)
06. paris fashion week and china gp (smau)
07. sharing playlists and history (regular c.)
08. sightseeing and race-week-dump (smau)
09. sharing is caring (regular c.)
10. privacy sign at the door (regular c.)
11. he's got a girlfriend (smau)
12. gathering the fam (smau)
13. spotted and discovered (smau)
14. the past comes to say hello (smau)
15. our love is a secret I'm trying to keep (regular c.)
16. closing doors (regular c.)
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20.
DRABBLES & HEADCANONS & EXTRAS
creating a shared playlist
meeting Corinna and Gina
telling Lewis about Mick
Mick defending Yn from a mean journalist
š texts between mick and yn
oklahoma, memes, and pov
#Idk why I didnt see it! š#but thank you sm#Im happy u like the series ā¤ļø#fic feedback#komh#rankystankycowboy
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I owe you guys more reblogs in response to reblogging/sharing my posts and/or giving feedback!
I also owe more KoMH and Karma parts!
Itās all coming, but I might be MIA for a bit.
I just found out today that apparently I unexpectedly lost my health insurance coverage a month ago. (Long story, but you can message me if you care to know more lol)
So Iāve got a mess to deal with before I can do any of that!
Sorry in advance! I love you all š
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Iām happy you liked them, bestie š„¹š©·š©·
King of my heart | extras | texting 02
A peek into Mick and Ynās messages
A/n: Just another peek on Yn and Mick's messages :) this is before the breakup! <3
A/n2: Feel free to send in thoughts on Yn and Mick from komh or a diff Yn or just Mick or whatever *mwah*
Warnings:Ā suggestive messages; mention of food; typos; cursing;Ā minorsĀ DNI!
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King Of My Heart : Nikolai Lantsov x Reader Series
Part 2
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āWhat scent Princess y/n?ā One of the Lantsov servants asked respectfully. She held a small scroll that had a list of different scents. āThereās vanilla, or lavender, amber, sageā the servant began. āOr perhaps a eucalyptus or lemon? Or we could have one custom made-ā She suggested.
Y/n smiled appreciatively. āHonestly, love,ā she said warmly. āI appreciate this, but I assure you, you mustnāt go through all this trouble or these formalities,ā y/n assured her. She knew the servant would likely still not have an option to behave any other way, but at least she could offer. āAny scent is fine,ā y/n promised, āwhatever is the easiest for you will work quite wellā.
Nikolai wandered up, eyeing y/n. He smiled kindly to the servant before turning to his betrothed. āFor what?ā Nikolai asked, feigning curiosity instead of attempting to find a new topic of insult.
āI am needing a new bar of hand soap,ā Y/n stated briefly, not otherwise addressing Nikolaiās presence. āMiss s/l/n was just assisting me in locating one, as Iām not familiar with the palace quite yet,ā she added, smiling graciously at the servant.
Nikolai raised an eyebrow. He slowly turned towards y/n more, standing slightly between her and the servant now. āThereās hand soap in the bathroom already, Your Royal Majesty,ā Nikolai mocked.
The servant attempted to stifle their gasp. They were shocked that the Prince had intentionally misused the Princessās title. Their frightened but curious eyes glanced between Nikolai and y/n as they waited for their orders.
Y/n faked a smile and laughed softly at Nikolai to throw the servant off the scent; pretending as if it were an inside joke. When she saw it seemed to work, y/n smiled softly at the servant. āThank you miss s/l/n. Please feel free to choose whatever scent youād like, truly,ā she offered, signaling the servant was free to leave the couple.
āIām well aware of that fact,ā y/n hissed, turning to Nikolai after the servant left. āI will be needing my own,ā she explained casually, walking away from him.
āSeriously?!ā Nikolai laughed. āYouāre so spoiled you need your own soap?ā He questioned with an eye roll.
āCharming, Your Royal Majesty,ā y/n snarked, glancing over her shoulder at Nikolai. āNo, Iām needing it since I donāt know where your hands have been and I prefer not to,ā she feigned a shiver of disgust as she turned her face forward again.
āWhatever,ā Nikolai groaned. āI came to get you as-ā he began.
āAs you missed me?ā Y/n teased. āIām afraid I cannot return the sentiment,ā she dissed, continuing to walk down the long palace hallway.
āWe have a meeting to attend,ā Nikolai argued, ignoring y/Nās remark.
āYou,ā y/n stated, turning around to face Nikolai. āYou have a meeting to attend,ā she disagreed, nodding her head in the other direction from where she was headed.
Nikolai rolled his eyes in frustration. āTheyāre expecting-ā he argued, already tired of having to explain their royal responsibilities to y/n.
āAnd Iām sure youāll be able to charm your way through their disappointment of my absence today,ā y/n smirked. She turned from him. āNow, I must be goingā.

Nikolai went to the meeting. But his mind was elsewhere. Despite his best attempts, Nikolai couldnāt help but wonder where y/n had ventured off to. He scolded himself for not focusing on his responsibilities. Even more so for being distracted by her.
Nikolai told himself his wondering was simply because he was frustrated y/n ditched the meeting. Even to himself, it didnāt feel like whole truth. But, it was all he could come up with.
After over an hour of suffering through the boring meeting, Nikolai decided to leave early. He offered a generic excuse, saying he was sorry but had other responsibilities to attend to. Once Nikolai slipped out of the room, he began to wander in the direction heād last seen y/n heading.
Nikolaiās lips parted as he checked another room. Heād peeked in through the doorway of an old office space his parents long abandoned. He wasnāt sure why his parents ever discarded its usage.
It was still a nice room. The floors were polished high-quality wood paneled. The walls were hand-painted with gold accents. Hanging from the ceiling in the center of the room was an enormous and elegant chandelier. The window faced one of the palaceās gardens and let in some warm lighting. The light from the window, even at this hour, was enough to delicately shimmer off the edges of the crystals on the chandelier, increasing the glow of the room.
But, Nikolaiās eyes werenāt focused on how beautiful the room was. He could only see how disgustingly radiant y/n looked. As much as he hated to admit it, Nikolai was in awe of the girl before him.
Y/n was only stretching at the moment; having already finished for the evening. She had changed out of her ballgown and was now in her athleisure wear. It was a plain pair of skin-tight leggings and a long sleeve wrap top. Nothing fancy, yet modest and flexible enough for y/n to dance in.
Nikolai hadnāt seen this soft side of y/n before. His eyes first took note of how her hair was tied up in a sloppy top knot. His eyes then noticed the causal, relaxed and comfortable, clothing sheād opted for. Nikolai couldnāt remember a time in which heād seen her so relaxed.
As far as he could remember, Nikolai always saw y/n in her royal attire, her hair done flawlessly, makeup applied presumably by her familyās servants, etc. In other words, he was used to her Princess persona. Nikolai hadnāt ever seen her like this. Saints, he didnāt know this side of her existed. Did he?
Just as Nikolai began to try and think of any other rarities like what was before him now, someone tapped his shoulder.
Zoya had seen Nikolai standing in the doorway of the office-turned-dance studio. She smirked as she noticed the Prince was obviously watching y/n rather closely. When Nikolai turned to her in reaction to her tapping on his shoulder, Zoya nodded her head to the hallway.
Nikolai risked one last curious glance at y/n, forcing a fake grimace he hoped Zoya didnāt see through. He cautiously closed the door, having been holding it open just enough to peek his head in. Nikolai didnāt need y/n knowing he was there. Much less that he had watched her cool down and stretch. Nikolai knew what y/n would assume and mock him for. And thatās not what happened. He wasnāt enamored by the sight, he was just curious. After all, shouldnāt Nikolai know what his future wife was up to?
Zoya waited until she and Nikolai were down the hallway more before she spoke. āYour parents, the King and Queen, promised Y/n a private space to use as a dance studio,ā Zoya informed him impassively. āSimilar to what she had at home. Well, her former home I suppose,ā she added, her tone more sympathetic now.
Nikolai nodded his head slowly. He knew Zoya had caught him watching her. Plus, this conversation kept Nikolai from having to ask y/n or spy on her again for more information. And, at least Zoya seemed to think it was just because Nikolai was confused and curious. Which he was; thatās all it was. Or at least thatās what he kept telling himself.
āBefore you ask,ā Zoya stated, straightening her back, āI donāt know why y/n wanted the room when as already gave an established ballroomā. She sighed quietly, glancing towards the engraved door that led to where y/n was. āThat being said, while youāre evidently too stubborn to see whatās really going on around here,ā Zoya groaned, eyeing Nikolai up and down. āDonāt ruin this for her. Whatever reasons you believe youāve got for your displeasure with y/n, itās been arranged for her to be your wife. Let her have this one thing,ā she ordered.
Nikolai squinted, slightly insulted by Zoyaās insinuation. āI wasnāt-ā He attempted to argue.
Zoya rolled her eyes. āNikolai, Iāve known both of you long enough by now. Iām no fool,ā she sighed. āI donāt understand the alleged hatred thing between you twoā. When Nikolai went to respond, Zoya waved him off. āNonetheless, it would be wise to not entirely piss off the woman who very well might be the future queen of our countryā.
While sheād never say it, Zoya also didnāt want Nikolai upsetting y/n for y/nās sake. She was friends with both the Prince and Princess. As such, she could see through this charade of hatred they claimed to have towards one another. Zoya refused to meddle in the matter, but she also didnāt want y/n to suffer if Nikolai did truly hold even just enough hatred to deny y/n of this one luxury.
Nikolai scoffed, āVasily is the Crown Prince, Nazyalenskyā. āNot to mention, Iām not cruel enough to do anything about,ā he waved down the hall, āwhatever that isā. āWe all need our break from this lifestyleā.
Zoya rolled her eyes, āyour brother will likely be killed by one of his mistresses before he ever becomes Kingā. She smirked as Nikolai laughed lightly. āYet, Iām glad to hear that. After all, seems she knows of your method for dealing with such a needed break,ā Zoya winked.
Nikolai ran a hand down his face and groaned. āReminds me, I need to figure out how she knows of that,ā He sighed. Nikolai shook his head, āNonetheless, I should head to my chambers for the evening. Last thing I need is y/n coming out and worsening my headacheā.
Zoya closed her eyes and sighed in irritation. Yet, she waved him dismissively. āGo on then sobachka,ā Zoya laughed at Nikolai glancing around before flipping her off.

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King Of My Heart : Nikolai Lantsov x Reader Series
Part 5
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Recap: Y/n nodded downwards politically at Nikolai before she turned away from him again. Sheād intended on making her way back to the palace and rejoining the obscene party they were hosting before calling it a night as soon as it would be reasonably permitted. But, she felt the Prince take hold of her wrist to keep her from moving away from him.

Y/n really just couldnāt catch a break this week, could she? At this point, she doubted sheād make it to Sunday before losing her mind. Why did Nikolai have to be everywhere? Sure, it was his castle but, Saints! Couldnāt he go enjoy another part of it, somewhere she wasnāt at?!
āWhy can't we just let whatever this pointless rivalry is go?" Nikolai asked. Truthfully, heād grown tired of always having to be on guard and try to think of snappy insults whenever the Princess was around. His hatred of y/n consumed him so much so that he often thought of her even outside of summer. Nikolai constantly found himself thinking of the Princess and possible new insults or remarks he could make the next time he saw her. As much as he hated her, Nikolai frequently looked forward to seeing y/n. So he could utilize the new comebacks heād created during the fall and winter months, of course.
Yet, Nikolai was tired of y/n taking up so much space in his mind. Besides, they now were set to spend the rest of their lives betrothed to one another. Nikolai knew the hateful passion he felt towards y/n would never diminish enough to allow them to be friends much less anything more than aromantically married. He suspected y/n felt the same way. But, couldnāt they at least both realize they were on the same team now? That they now shared the same goal? And as such, at least be civil to each other so they didnāt keep driving each other mad?
Nikolai was pulled from his thoughts as Y/n shook her head and mumbled, ājust leave me beā. He sighed and shook his head as well. āNoā.
Y/n groaned but let out a huff of relief when Nikolai started to remove his long slender fingers from where her gownās sleeve ended just below her palm. She froze in shock as she felt a weird warm tingling sensation shoot through her body as the Princeās fingertips grazed her bare skin during their departure from her wrist. Y/n tightened her jaw as she mentally questioned herself over the reaction. She stared at Nikolai with a look that she hoped showed her annoyance and desire to be left alone. āNiko-ā she began.
āYouāre stubborn,ā Nikolai acknowledged. He smirked as he continued, ābut, so am Iā. As y/n glared at him, Nikolai chuckled teasingly. āWhy do think this fight has lasted so long?ā He pointed out smugly. āAnd all because ofā¦ what?ā Nikolai asked as he shook his head dismissively.
āYou know what,ā y/n snarled. Her brows were slanted inward as her eyes shot imaginary daggers at Nikolai.
Nikolai puffed his chest and rested his hands on his hips. āDo humor me, oh wise one,ā he taunted. He felt slightly guilty for his snappy remark, especially when he was trying to get them to be cordial with each other. But, Nikolai couldnāt help himself as he was becoming offended by y/nās ongoing refusal to treat him with even a shred of civility. Especially after he saw she was clearly capable of if; not just to her friends, but strangers, and Saintās sake, even to wild animals!
āThe summer,ā was all y/n offered as an answer to Nikolaiās question. She was intentionally answering vaguely as she didnāt care to get into all of this again. Y/n knew Nikolai remembered what heād done years ago and was only trying to act as if he didnāt. As if he was innocent in all of this, when in reality her hatred was the result of his actions back then.
Nikolai chuckled sarcastically at the Princessās indirect response. āWell, clearly,ā he replied, waving his hand aloofly, āafter all, when else would I have had the chance to upset you?ā After his rhetorical question was met with deserved silence, he tried again. āCare to actually answer the question in a complete sentence this time?ā Nikolai asked y/n.
Y/n breathed out through her nose as she maintained her composure. She responded with one, sharply spoken word, āthinkā. Y/n rolled her eyes as Nikolaiās face shifted from smug to irritated when she didnāt just remind him of the incident herself.
āYou know when it started,ā y/n argued as she watched Nikolai purse his lips. āTherefore, you know why,ā she added. As y/n watched the Prince, she noticed the confusion he tried to hide with his outward display of annoyance. Perhaps Nikolai didnāt remember. It shouldāve made y/n feel guilty for having treated someone so poorly for years when that person didnāt even know what theyād done to deserve it. However, in this situation, the possibility Nikolai didnāt remember what heād done only made her more upset. The day that it happened was a day that had stuck with her ever since; the precise moment burned in y/nās mind and scaldingly branding her heart with every detail, leaving her with a constant ache ever since. Yet, the Prince dared to either pretend he didnāt do anything wrong, or truly hadnāt even thought twice about the way heād treated her that day?
While y/n was thinking through the situation, she watched as a look of what seemed to be realization and hesitation took over Nikolaiās face.
āWait,ā the Prince spoke breathily, āthis isā¦ā. Nikolaiās disbelief shifted to frustration and disappointment. āThis is because I bumped into you and made your dress dirty when you wereā¦ā he paused, trying to recall their exact ages that summer, āsix?ā He mentally scolded himself for believing for a second that y/n wasnāt the shallow Princess heād led himself to believe she was over the years since that night.
Y/n glared at Nikolai. āEight,ā she corrected pointedly. āAnd, thatās not what-ā y/n began, ready to defend herself. She was furious that Nikolai simplified the incident in order to make y/n sound like a spoiled brat who only cared about her dress and therefore now hated the Prince when heād done nothing more than āinnocently bumpingā into her years ago. Which was not the case.
āYes it is,ā Nikolai declared confidently despite his disbelief in not having realized this earlier. āThatās when you started acting differently towards me,ā he pointed out. Nikolai could still vividly recall the way y/n had suddenly gone from being friendly to him- the way she was with the other kids, even Vassily (who was always an ass if you asked Nikolai)- to treating him with disdain. He hadnāt realized it before now that her change in attitude towards him lined up perfectly with when that incident happened. But, now it was clear.
āYou didnāt make it dirty,ā y/n defended herself, saying the line in the same condescending and judgmental way Nikolai had. āYou shoved me into the mud,ā she choked, the unexpected action from him still too ingrained in her memory. āAnd, you ruined my first ever-ā y/n stopped herself. She didnāt want to talk about this. Not with him. āYou know what,ā she shook her head, ādoesnāt matterā.
Y/n refused to let Nikolai in. She refused to let him see how just much heād hurt her. She refused to let Nikolai enjoy the power his actions had over her back when there were kids. Him learning any of that would only give him more ammunition to use against her.
āThat wasnāt your first dress, Princess,ā Nikolai chided. He rolled his eyes in disbelief. Nikolai felt justified now that he learned the cause behind their decades long rivalry and hatred was something so vain in y/nās behalf; he no longer needed to feel bad for having ignored any of her āpositive traitsā when this was seemingly all it took to make her switch from a sweet Princess to a spoiled diva. This whole rivalry had gone on for over 10 years all over a single dress he accidentally dirtied when she, as a Princess undoubtedly had plenty of others.
Y/n took in a deep breath but refused to look at Nikolai. āNever said it was,ā she pointed out, her voice mumbled. She really didnāt want to keep talking about this. All of the emotions and details of the incident were starting to drown her.
āYou were saying-ā the Prince argued, planning to reiterate how egotistical y/n is and had been.
āI donāt need you to tell me what I was saying, moi tsarevich,ā y/n sassed. She huffed loudly as she straightened her back, elongating her posture. āI was sayingā¦,ā y/n reiterated, āit was my first ballet costume, Nikolaiā. She didnāt look his way as she hissed his name.
āWhat?ā Nikolai asked, unable to think of anything else. He didnāt understand the point of her correction nor why she wouldāve been wearing a ballet costume that day. But, he could sense the profound sadness and nostalgia in y/Nās voice.
Y/n wordlessly shook her head. She glimpsed over at Nikolai for a brief second before quickly averting her gaze. Y/n still didnāt speak as she studied the now-ivy covered pearl-gray rounded rectangular stone hip-height wall from a distance. The same wall that had been behind her over 10 years ago when Nikolai had pushed her backwards into a pool of cold murky sludge. Y/n wouldāve preferred not to be having this conversation at all, much less with Nikolai of all people. She certainly didnāt want to explain herself any further, not wanting to risk Nikolai knowing too much about her personal life. But, when she caught a glimpse of Nikolai stepping closer to her in an almost sympathetic way, she relented. āIād been begging my parents for years to let me take ballet lessons,ā she began, pausing until she knew if he was actually listening.
Y/n saw that while Nikolai hadnāt responded, he was clearly staying attentive. So she continued with her explanation. āThey finally agreed as long as I took care of my equipment,ā y/n sighed. As the weight of her emotions that day came flooding back, she stared at her feet. āI wasā¦ā y/n attempted, her voice trailing off.
Y/n didnāt have to look up at know Nikolai was watching her intently. She could practically feel his eyes on her as if they were trying to absorb every detail possible. The same way she could tell that his breath was shallow and he was on edge.
āI was so excited to wear that costume that summer to greet everyone,ā y/n began again, a infinitesimal smile on her lips at the recollection. āI made sure to do whatever I had to do to not ruin the costume,ā she recounted. āI skipped the painting class, the juice boxes, and even opted for the disgusting salad over the spaghetti for lunchā. Y/n silently shook her head. āThenā¦ you just came barging over like the arrogant Prince you were and knocked me into the mud,ā her voice wavered uncooperatively, āstaining it and the sticks in it tearing the costume.ā
Y/n sighed loudly as she clenched her jaw to keep her emotions at bay. āI was blamed for it, because āPerfect little Nikolai' wouldnāt ever do that to a Princessā,ā she quoted. āThey didnāt trust me enough to let me continue lessons or to ever get another ballet costume gown againā. Y/n braved a look Nikolaiās way, āand, you...ā. She cut herself off with a huff in disbelief. She held a sad look in her eyes as she quickly looked away from him.
āYou never even apologized,ā Y/nās voice betrayed her; cracking from her pent-up emotion. āYou just stared at me as I sat in the puddle,ā she shook her head as she bit into her bottom lip, the memory still too fresh. āAndā¦ y-you,ā she scoffed exasperatedly, ālaughed, and just ran awayā.
Nikolaiās brows were furrowed so intensely that a tension headache was already forming. His chest felt as if it was pinned inside a tightened vise. The Princeās guilt and shock left his feet cemented to the ground and arms stitched to his sides. āY/n, I-ā Nikolaiās voice was strained from the sheer force it took him to speak past the self-condemnation and shame imprisoning his brain and tongue.
āSave it,ā y/n fulminated. She confronted Nikolai with a razor-edged scowl. āI donāt want to hear some nonsense proclamation about how that is not what happened,ā she warned. āWe might not have known each other very well back then, but Iād never have treated you the way you treated me for no reasonā. Y/n tsked audibly as her eyes broke away from Nikolaiās seemingly emotionless face.
āAnd, as if that wasnāt enough,ā y/n continued; her demeanor making it clear she thought it was in fact enough on its own. āBut, then, you had the audacity to disparage me as if I started it,ā she pontificated. āSo donāt try to smooth talk your way out of this,ā y/n advised, āI know better than to fall for your spurious charisma, your highnessā.
Nikolai felt the vise on his chest tighten throughout y/nās statements. The remorse-fueled vise continued its hellacious assault on him until he felt as if all the oxygen left his body and his lungs imploded. He mandated himself to take an emphysematous breath. āN-no,ā Nikolai spoke in a strained manner. āItā¦ No, thatās not what Iā¦ justā¦ let me explain,ā he blathered. āPlease,ā the Prince added beseechingly.

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Part 7
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Nikolai huffed loudly as he ran his hands through his disheveled hair for what was probably the thousandth time in a row. The Prince had been brooding in his bedroom chambers for nearly an hour at this point. Ever since dragging himself away from the makeshift dance studio, his mind had been an overwhelming tornado of thoughts and emotions. There was no way he liked y/n. Not like that. Not now. Not anymore at least. Right?! He surely got past those feelings years ago. Didnāt he? Even if he hadnāt, it wouldnāt matter. She hated him. Sure, it was a misunderstanding over a mistake heād made that she thought was intentional. But still, she despised him and that likely wasnāt going to charge anytime soon. Right?
Nikolai groaned as he rubbed his tight neck. He resumed his pointless pacing, his feet pitter pattering against the hardwood floor. Surely this wasnāt happening. Yes, the Princess y/n was undoubtedly beautiful. But, Nikolai had been with his fair share of beautiful women. Why was he so seemingly hung up on her? Why y/n? Perhaps he hadnāt gotten over the feelings he had as a child. Maybe heād simply pushed them aside and convinced himself heād moved on when she began treating him poorly. Is that what was causing him to feel so excessively feverish tonight?
Nikolai fumbled with his suit, his hands shaking as he tried to rid himself of the material. He needed to get out of these clothes. It was far too hot in his room tonight. He aggressively tossed his discarded clothing toward his attached closet. His trembling hands then pulled open the window enough to let some fresh air in. Nikolai let out a small sigh of relief as the cool air hit his flushed skin. It was far too hot tonight.
Nikolai dragged his hand down his face as he walked away from the window. This had to stop. He didnāt like y/n. Not in that way. Not anymore. He couldnāt. They were betrothed and arranged to be married for the sake of Ravka. Nikolai wasnāt able to marry for love. Not that whatever he felt for her was love. But, if his family or their kingdom suspected heād agreed to marry the Princess y/n for love instead of duty, would they call off the wedding? Did he want them to? Y/n clearly did. But did he? A weird uncomfortable feeling bubbled up in Nikolaiās stomach at the question. He swallowed thickly and tried to brush it aside. But, it was futile. Nikolai had gotten one answer figured out tonight. It wasnāt an answer he understood nor wanted to find. But, at least one of the million questions in his mind had an answer. No, he didnāt want the wedding to be called off. But, was that because it was best for Ravka? Or was it something else? Maybe both? That question seemed a lot more challenging to answer. But, it didnāt matter. Because Nikolai didnāt have feelings for y/n. Sure, he felt bad for the misunderstanding between them. And sure, he craved more than anything to make it right. But, that didnāt mean anything other than needing to fulfill his duty. ā¦right?
Nikolai looked at his reflection in his dresser mirror and sighed dramatically. His appearance would likely have prompted his mother to call for a heartrender within seconds should she see him tonight. His face was flushed despite the cold breeze floating in from the cracked window. His hands were fisted in frustration at his sides but trembled faintly. His hair was a mess of curls from pulling at it and running his hands through it repeatedly. His eyes were widened and distant. He was a mess. Y/n had made him a mess. No matter what Nikolai told himself, it had happened yet again. Y/n was his undoing. Even after all this time.

Nikolai's uncontrollable smile forced its way past the teeth he had sunk into his bottom lip. She was so radiant. Her laughter? Infectious. And, her spirit? Kind and fun beyond measure. He couldn't believe her family would only be here for the summer. Nikolai would've preferred Y/n to be around all the time. It was much better with her here.
Nikolai didn't seem to get into as much trouble now that the Princess and her family were in town. He knew his mother assumed it had to do with him having more free time from his studies. And, maybe to some extent that was true. But, Nikolai knew it was more likely due to the way his heart sped up whenever y/n was around. He didn't need to get into trouble or chase adventure to find excitement and adrenaline. Y/n's presence was like a large cup of strong coffee. Only better as Nikolai hated the taste of coffee. His mother had only let him have it a few times given his rambunctious tendencies without the added risk of caffeine. Yet, he quickly realized it was far too bitter for his taste. Y/n on the other hand, was refreshing. She seemed to always have a smile on her face and her y/c/h was frequently floating freely around her as she spun through the gardens. Ever since he met her a week ago, Nikolai found himself searching for her wherever he went. It was a nice change of pace from searching for his older brother Vasily in order to avoid him and his taunts.
"Hi again," y/n greeted with a soft smile as she stood before Nikolai.
Nikolai sucked in a deep breath through his nose as he grinned back at y/n. "Hi Princess y/l/n," he replied formally. He nervously extended his hand towards her in greeting. His eyes widened slightly as her soft hand landed gently in his hand. How was her hand so soft and smooth?
"You know, you can call me y/n," the Princess giggled.
Nikolai nodded repeatedly. "Okay," he muttered shyly.
"I saw you weren't busy.. and wanted to ask if you wouldn't mind joining me and, umm, Nina, I think that's her name," y/n laughed softly. "Sorry, I am still learning everyone's names..." she admitted. "Oh! Please don't tell my mother I just confessed that... she'd be upset that I ruined the image of our family..." y/n rambled, looking away.
Nikolai frowned at y/n's distraught behavior. "I won't," he quickly reassured her. "And, if you were referring to the girl beside your mother," he said, looking toward where Queen Y/L/N was watching from afar. "You were right," he grinned encouragingly, "that is Nina, Nina Zenik".
Y/n's eyes lifted from the ground back up to Nikolai. A wide smile took over her face as a faint blush crept onto her cheeks. "Thank you, Your Highness," she replied courteously with a subtle nod.
Nikolai felt his cheeks warm immensely as she smiled at him. A fortunately silent exhalation of air left his slightly parted lips as he tried to compose himself. "It..It's Nikolai," he replied, offering the Princess a smile he hoped wasn't too big.
Y/n nodded, the smile still on her face as she stared at Nikolai patiently. "Do you?" she chuckled lightly, "do you want to join Nina and me? My mother said if I found someone to show me around, I could go see the water gardens. Nina said you would know the safest and quickest route.."
Although Nikolai had seen the palace's water gardens far too many times to be interested in seeing it again, he nodded quickly. He blushed as y/n smiled in response and turned from him signaling for him to follow her.
Nikolai was passing by the largest of the fountains as Nina held Y/n's hand and spun her around in circles. He bit the inside of his lip as he watched them silently. The girls were a few feet in front of him, y/n constantly gazing excitedly at the statues in the fountains they passed while Nina playfully laughed at her easy nature. By now, they had ventured through most of the water gardens, and Nikolai was sad it was almost over. Nonetheless, he trailed after the girls dutifully. He blushed as y/n glanced back over her shoulder at him with a smile.
"Are you having fun, Nikolai?" y/n asked sweetly as she and Nina stopped walking.
The crimson staining Nikolai's cheeks darkened as y/n spoke to him. She remembered his name? Yes, he had just mentioned it moments before, but still. Y/n said she wasn't good with names, but she still recalled his name so far! Nikolai nodded, "Yes. of course, Princess, thank you".
"Please, if it's okay, I'd prefer you call me Y/n," y/n corrected.
"Right!" Nikolai exclaimed remorsefully. "My sincerest apologies, y/n," he replied. He nervously shoved his hands in the pockets of the suit his mother forced him into this morning.
Y/n turned and set a hand on Nikolai's shoulder. "It's fine!" she promised with a smile. "You coming?"
Nikolai nodded lightly and began walking again as y/n and Nina resumed their stroll. He laughed as Nina ran ahead and tugged y/n's hand. He watched as y/n followed suit and sped up.
"Nikolai, come on!" y/n's cheerful voice called out as she tried to keep up with Nina's burst of energy.
Nikolai found his stomach fluttering as a smile formed on his lips again. He shook his head to himself before jogging. Nikolai's eyes were narrowed in on y/n's grin as he rushed towards the girls. As such, he hadn't paid attention to the way he cut the corner beside the marble bench too short until it was too late. The toe of his boot caught on the edge of the bench and abruptly pulled his body backwards. Nikolai landed face-first on the gravel, his knee scrapping the ground and causing a tear in his dress pants.
Y/n must've heard Nikolai's trip as she spun around with a look of concern on her face. She ran over, Nina beside her. She knelt next to the Prince and frowned. "Are you okay?" she asked quietly as she eyed his knee.
Nikolai was mortified. He had been through the water gardens millions of times and today was the day he tripped?! His eyes met y/n's and he looked away in embarrassment. He nodded, "I wasn't paying attention. But, I am okay". He accepted y/n's extended hand and stood up.
"Okay, good," y/n whispered.
"Umm... guys...." Nina mumbled. As the young Prince and Princess faced her, she pointed towards the group of adults watching and snickering from where the Queen of Ravka was hosting tea.
Nikolai knew he'd never hear the end of this from his mother. And, surely the gossip would spread to Vasily as well. Meaning, insults and taunts were soon headed his way. He'd made a fool of himself. Yet, as y/n scoffed at the spectators and squeezed Nikolai's hand, he didn't care.
"Ignore them, most of them are stuck up and boring anyway," y/n mumbled with a shrug and sympathetic smile. When a smile formed on Nikolai's face, she let go of his hand, pleased he wasn't upset anymore. "Thank you for showing us around, it was fun," she grinned.
Nikolai nodded, quickly realizing even though the outcome was going to prompt unpleasurable family time, he didn't regret agreeing to join y/n and Nina. He was pleased she had fun. Even though he'd made a mess of himself in the process, he cherished having been able to spend time with the Princess. He hoped to be able to do it again, even if it came with consequences for him.

Nikolai wiped his clammy hands on his trousers to dry them. He couldnāt contain his nerves. He was both excited and terrified. It had taken him since the incident in the water gardens last summer to get up the courage to try and speak to her again. Heād only made small talk with her since the time she and her family arrived this year, having come a few weeks early as they were closer to his parents than the other families were. Yet, less than two weeks later, here he was planning on bringing her flowers and asking her to join him for a picnic. It was the day everyone else was to arrive at his parentās castle. As such, he hoped if things went sideways there would be enough distractions for the both of them.
Nikolai grabbed the thin bouquet of flowers heād snuck out to pick by hand from his motherās gardens that morning. He knew he was likely bound to be in trouble if his actions were found out, but whatās new? He was usually always getting into trouble it seemed. Nikolai shook his head as he tried to clear his mind so he could focus on his mission. Making it across the palaceās field to reach y/n. He could barely even see her from how far apart they were currently, but his heart was already beating fast.
Nikolai rehearsed what he was going to say in a hushed voice as he made his way onto the field. Just as he finished covering a third of the grounds, he felt someone grab his shoulder. Nikolai spun around with wide eyes, confused as to who stopped him. Looking up, he met eyes with his older brother Vasily. He swallowed thickly, uncertain what was going to happen. Despite the way he was treated by him, Nikolai still found himself looking up to his older brother; after all, he was the one destined to lead their country one day.
Vasily eyed the collection of flowers in Nikolaiās trembling hand and smirked wickedly. āLittle Nikolai Nothing has a crush, now doesnāt he?ā He taunted with a grin. āWho is it? Whoās the poor girl?ā Vasily continued his mocking, scanning the field of children in an attempt to see who his brother was seeking.
Nikolai swallowed thickly and said nothing. He moved his hands behind his back, hiding the flowers behind his small body as if that would somehow stop the bullying from his brother. Only, he realized his mistake moments after it was too late.
Vasily ripped the bouquet from Nikolaiās grasp. He examined the flowers as he began to pluck the petals off then slowly. He noticed the way his brotherās eyes watered and fists balled up at his side. Vasily laughed and tossed the remainder of the bouquet on the ground and twisted them under the heel of his dress shoe. āI told you before, forget it sobachka, itāll never happen,ā he scolded, mockingly patting Nikolaiās shoulder before walking off with a smug grin.
Through teary eyes, Nikolai stared down at the crushed pile of flowers resting on the cobblestone tiles. He frowned and bent down to pick them up. Hopefully he could still salvage them. Upon inspection, the flowers were far too damaged. Y/n deserved better than this pathetic mess of smushed flowers in Nikolaiās hand. He sighed as he looked across the remainder of the field to where y/n was standing with what looked like Genya. Looking back down at the flowers, he groaned and angrily tossed down the flowers in his hands. Heād have to try this another day.
Although, Nikolai worried heād not find the courage to approach y/n so boldly another day. Plus, heād already charmed the kitchen staff into making a small picnic basket for him in case the Princess said yes. He hadnāt told them what it was for and suspected theyād get suspicious if he asked for same the favor again so soon. Vasily had already ruined part of Nikolaiās plans, he didnāt want to give him any more fuel. It would have to be today. He could do this. Sure, he wasnāt the crown prince. But, y/n was one of the sweetest people heād ever met. Surely she wouldnāt care about that. Right? Right, she was far too kind and humble for that to influence her answer.
Nikolai let y/nās charismatic personality reassure him that no matter what her answer was, things would be fine; sheād be gentle about it. Finding that his hands had started to become clammy again, he once again dried them on his pants. He then took a deep breath and resumed his approach.
Saints! She was alluring. Nikolaiās breath hitched as y/n properly came into view. Her hair was wrapped in an exquisite bun at the top of her head. Her skin was radiant as always, the sunlight shining magnificently on her high cheekbones. She was wearing an emerald green dress, that had puffy tule at the bottom. Even though Nikolai knew the color had nothing to do with him, he couldnāt help the butterflies that stirred in his stomach over the fact y/n was wearing his familyās signature color. She was so effortlessly beautiful.
Nikolaiās legs felt like they were glued to the damp grass under his feet. It took true effort to lift each leg up enough to step closer to his crush. He looked over his shoulder to be sure his older brother wasnāt watching his embarrassingly inelegant gait. He felt his left foot slip slightly, prompting him to turn around. Nikolaiās eyes widened as he felt himself lose his balance. Before he could stop it, he found himself skidding through the slick mud that was formed by yesterdayās summer showers. There wasnāt anything nearby to grab onto to stop his hasty sliding.
Nikolaiās panic left him breathless as he realized he was headed right for Princess y/n. Unable to warn her of his impending crash, he wordlessly toppled into her. He stuck his arms out to try and keep her from falling into the puddle under them. Only, his frantic movements and the fact he was still sliding only made the situation worse, his hands hitting her torso and sending her flailing backward. Nikolai desperately dug the toes of his boots into the mud. It was enough to keep him standing, although he had to use the stone wall behind them to not topple over from the sudden halt.
Nikolaiās whole world froze. There was no way this happened. He just knocked his crush into the mud. His mind screamed at him to help her up. But, the tears forming in her eyes made him feel immensely guilty. He tried to speak to apologize profusely, but his nerves and guilt made it so the only sound that came out was a squeaky huff. He was only making this so much worse. He had to get out of there. This was a disaster. He saw Vasily watching from afar with a smirk on his face. He could practically hear the āNikolai Nothingā chant from here as Vasily mouthed something. His eyes widened as he quickly turned from the scene and sprinted back to the safety of his chambers.

Nikolai sighed loudly. Those same chambers were where he found himself tonight. Only, he wasnāt finding comfort in them. Not that he really did that night, years ago, either. Poor eleven-year-old Nikolai had not gotten much sleep that night. And now, as Nikolai thought of what happened that afternoon between him and y/n, he wished he could undo all of it. He was the reason why there was such a rivalry and hatred between them over the last several years. More importantly, he was the reason eight-year-old y/n had cried. He was the reason she didnāt get to continue her ballet lessons. The reason she didnāt get to wear nor own another ballet outfit.
Nikolai flopped himself down onto his mattress. But, he knew sleep wouldnāt find him tonight. Instead, he stared at the gold-embossed ceiling as he contemplated the thoughts running through his mind this evening. Try as he might, and he certainly had tried, he couldnāt ignore the way he felt about y/n. He wished he couldāve brushed it off as simply lingering feelings from years ago. But, he knew better. That had been a naĆÆve childhood crush. Nikolai knew y/n far better now. His āhatredā had driven him to learn more about her, for ammunition of course. Only, if he really thought about it, everything he learned only made him feel more strongly driven to her. He admired the way sheād always focused on her schooling, even taking time to learn important historical and cultural lessons during the summer seasons. He cherished the way she let herself relax and become soft when she was alone and dancing. He appreciated the way she was so kind to everyone, servants included.
Nikolai was scared. Well, terrified would be more accurate. What did these revelations mean? What was he to do moving forward? A thousand new questions formed in his mind. But, the one thing he no longer questioned was his feelings towards the Princess. And that was unnerving beyond measure.

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King Of My Heart : Nikolai Lantsov x Reader Series
Part 4
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Recap : Soon, the way Y/n was being so careful with the flower brought a once long-forgotten memory to the forefront of Nikolaiās mind.

Nikolai raced around the edge of the building, ready to throw his latest insult at y/n upon being told to greet her. Yet, he found himself skidding to a haste halt when he saw her.
Y/n was dressed in a very simple gown, but it still looked radiant on her; she still looked like the Princess she was. She was kneeling down, holding hands with what appeared to be a rather sickly young child. Despite the childās likely contagious condition, y/n smiled as she held the girlās tiny hands.
Nikolai didnāt know what Y/n said to the random girl who appeared to be from the nearest town. But, whatever it was, made the sick girl smile even wider as she blushed. This only grew Nikolaiās intrigue. Heād never seen y/n interact with Ravkan citizens before. Heād never thought of what it might look like, but he knew if he had, heād never have imagined something thisā¦ pure and astonishing.
Nikolai knew Y/n was not doing it for attention. There were hardly any other people nearby and the Princess had no reason to even acknowledge Ravkan Grisha at the Little Palace, much less random Ravkans; and a child no less. He also knew she had expected to venture to the palace alone, not knowing that heād been forced to come ensure her safe passage. Yet, she acted as if this behavior was the most natural occurrence.
Not to mention, the sunlight was cascading flawlessly over y/nās skin. Her hair neatly done and shining, despite the likely dirty and windy journey aboard her familyās boat. Nikolai wanted to scream when he found himself staring admiringly at her radiant smile, the plumpness of her lips, her immaculately white teeth, and the way the curl of her lips made her eyes sparkle.
That night Nikolai had to argue with himself about his hatred. He had to remind himself that it didnāt matter how pretty she looked. He hated her. Even though he couldnāt place them at the moment, he knew he had to have had his reasons for hating her for so long. As such, he swore to himself that heād never let anyone know his thoughts that day, not even himself. He forced himself to see the downside to everything heād seen.
He told himself that y/n must have used a servant tailor to appear that beautiful; even though heād not seen one arrive with her or even heard of her family hiring Grisha. But, surely that was to hide the reason behind her flawless appearance. He told himself she was only behaving that way because she wanted leverage over them/him should he or someone else come down to greet her, perhaps her father even told her that the King of Ravka would be sending Nikolai to greet her. And she likely told the girl to smile to uphold the ruse. However insane the theories were, he let himself believe them to be true; after all, heād met plenty of royalty whoād be willing to do all of that and more. And he knew enough to hate Y/n for as long as he had by then, so clearly she was capable of such things as well.

Nikolai shook his head as the flashback ended. He blinked rapidly as he tried to refocus on his current surroundings. In doing so, he noticed that y/n had seemingly found a tiny bunny in his motherās garden. Nikolai wordlessly tilted his head slightly as he watched y/n interact cautiously with the small creature.
Y/n stared down at the fuzzy brown bunny rabbit sheād found as it sat in the valley formed by her joined palms. Sheād been examining the flower bed when a beam of moonlight reflected off something shiny at the base of the flowersā stems. When y/n had crouched down to get a better look, the sight before her broke her heart.
The moonlight had pointed y/n to a wild baby bunny that had evidently been ensnared by one of the Queenās rodent traps. Its tail was the only thing keeping it stuck in the trap, but it was saddening nonetheless.
Y/n had quickly freed the wild bunny, cautiously lifting the bar from its tail. She watched as the now-free bunny slowly moved away from the trap before bolting in a half-sprint half-hopping fashion. Just as a smile was about to form on y/nās face, she noticed there was a second bunny a few feet away from the trap.
The second bunny was a light brown color with a small patch of white fur on its left hip. It seemed to be unable, or at least unwilling, to move from the area, even as its fearful eyes watched the Princess closely.
Y/n didnāt hesitate to try and help the poor bunny. She was however, slow in her movements towards it as she could tell how understandably frightened it was. Y/n frowned as the bunny attempted to flee, only to limp when doing so. She took her time moving her hands closer until she could delicately scoop up the second injured bunny.
Y/n was now standing in the Queen of Ravkaās flower gardens with an injured wild animal in her cupped hands. She knew what an odd sight it must be and desperately hoped no one was watching her from afar. The Queenās gardeners had set these traps for a reason, and y/n knew it was because rodents of any kind, including adorable little bunnies like the two she found tonight, could and likely would cause damage to the foliage. So, she suspected the Queen and her staff would be far less than pleased with y/n for having freed one and intending on tending to another. Yet, y/n knew there was no way sheād be able to force herself to ignore the innocent creatures. They didnāt know better than to munch on the leaves and petals or dig holes in the soil of the Queenās flower gardens.
So, there y/n was. Standing next to the royal bed of lilies as she stared sorrowfully down at the hurt bunny. Y/n sighed and shook her head judgingly at herself. She knew it was unnecessary and could cause her trouble with her future mother-in-law, but here she was. āIām sure the Queen wonāt be pleased,ā y/n murmured to the bunny.
Nikolai unconsciously grinned to himself as he watched the tender scene before him. Was Princess y/n truly talking to a wild rabbit?
āBut, maybe Genya or Nina can heal you?ā Y/n wondered aloud, giving the bunny a sympathetic curl of her lips. She stroked its fluffy head before she began walking as she carried it to a secluded area of the garden. She wanted to have the bunny rest somewhere where it couldnāt be seen. Y/n wasnāt even sure Genya or Nina could, much less would be willing to, help the creature. But, at least she could try.
Nikolai continued to watch y/n from behind her as she tended to the wild animal. His lips curled up lightly as he saw the Princess ensure the trap in the area was out of the way before setting the bunny down. The gesture was once again so soft and unbelievably caring.
āIāll have someone come out after the party to examine you,ā y/n promised the bunny. Her voice was barely above that of a hushed whisper, not wanting to alert any guards that might be nearby of her presence nor the bunnyās. āOkay little one?ā She hummed, smiling tenderly at the animal.
Y/n began wandering back towards the palace in silence. The bunnyās safety still heavy on her mind. Y/n stopped abruptly to gaze at the hidden temporary makeshift sanctuary the bunny would be resting in for the night. She sucked in a deep breath as she took in the reassurance that it was not easily visible unless you already knew it was there.
Nikolai hadnāt been expecting Princess y/n to stop so suddenly. As such, he faltered slightly and his polished dress shoe managed to kick up some loose gravel from the gardenās walkway. Heād been walking diagonally to y/n, so the skidding rocks didnāt hit her. But, the disturbance from his stumbling alerted y/n to his presence nonetheless.
Upon hearing the crunching sound of gravel despite herself having been stationary, y/n turned towards the noise. As her eyes landed on Nikolai, she stared at him as she huffed loudly in exasperation.
Nikolai noticed the way frustration had quickly taken over y/nās previously relaxed face when she saw him. He nearly winced as she sharply asked āwhat?ā. The Prince shook his head and tried to steel his heart again. āNothing,ā he replied.
Y/n rolled her eyes as she rested her hands on her hips. She raised a questioning eyebrow at Nikolai as she looked him up and down. āYou left your party for nothing?ā Y/n questioned rhetorically.
āOur party,ā Nikolai corrected. His voice was uncharacteristically soft despite still speaking to y/n. He tried to ignore the way speaking to her in such a manner felt better than the sensation he got whenever heād speak to her the way he usually did, in a harsher tone.
āRight,ā y/n hummed. Her tone was dripping with annoyance. He couldnāt just leave her alone and let her enjoy even a few moments could he?
Nikolai furrowed his brows as the corners of his lips hooked downwards. āCan you cut the act for a moment?ā He complained.
āWhat act?ā Y/n inquired.
Nikolaiās eyes took in y/nās appearance for a moment. He was unable to see her as anything other than the well-rounded and caring person heād both recalled her having been, and learned tonight that she still was. Nikolai didnāt know what to make of his revelations tonight, but he knew heād been wrong about her. He didnāt recall why he had grown to hate her, or why she seemed to hate him, but he hoped to clear that up tonight. Not only would it make things easier in terms of their arranged marriage, but ever since seeing y/n in the studio the other night, Nikolai had sensed something was differentā¦ Almost as ifā¦ maybe their hatred didnāt need to be there. That maybe they could at least get along. āThat you hate me,ā Nikolai explained.
Y/n squinted at Nikolai as she moved her head backwards slightly. āItās not an act,ā she huffed.
āRight,ā Nikolai said sarcastically. Despite his sarcastic tone, he was aware he could be wrong. Nikolai at least hoped it was an act. Heād recalled previous examples of y/nās grace and love, and tonight heād seen new examples of how gentle she could be. And, to Nikolai, it made it seem like y/n didnāt, couldnāt, hate that easily. So, he felt she must be acting as if she hated him. After all, Nikolai couldnāt recall having done anything to her back when she first began acting hateful towards him.
Y/n rolled her eyes. āGet over yourself, Your Highness,ā she scoffed. Y/n shook her head as she faced the castle, away from Nikolai.
āYouāre snarkier than normal,ā Nikolai commented, mostly to himself. While y/n would undoubtedly take it as one of his typical comebacks, the Prince was merely voicing an observation heād made this week. The comment was not just about this interaction between the two of them. Instead, Nikolai was referring to how y/n had been acting as of late.
Nikolai wasnāt some idiot with a crush. First of all, he didnāt have feelings for y/n like that. He still felt a deep passion in him when it came to her, the same pain that had been fueling his hatred for the last ten years. Second, he wasnāt confused as to why she was more irritating and snappy than normal. This was the first time Y/n and Nikolai had to spend a full week together. Usually theyād be able to venture off on their own activities and keep their distance during the summer months. Given their responsibilities and the need to uphold a faƧade of a young couple in love, that wasnāt a choice this time. As such, theyād been forced to remain in each others company for the majority of their time each day this week.
Yet, Nikolai couldnāt help but notice the increased hostility y/n was exuding. Even before when theyād have to spend more time together than normal during the summer, sheād never grown in her intensity of hateful remarks toward Nikolai. While those displays of her hatred had never faltered, it had never increased the way heād seen it this week.
Nikolai acknowledged that the fact they were to marry mightāve decreased her tolerance towards him. He certainly understood how the increased proximity between them and impending marriage could cause that deep passion -the hatred burning inside both of them- to intensify. Heād felt it himself. But, Nikolai suspected there was more to y/nās heightened irritability. After all, he recalled how sincere y/n was the first night she was here, when sheād explained she would place the love of her country before her own preferences. So, her refusal to even attempt to push their mutual hatred aside tonight was unusual.
This week, Nikolai had seen y/n hold her ground and play the role of his lovestruck betrothed when necessary. So, he knew it wasnāt only her hatred of him increasing that was causing the elevated petulance heād seen in her the last few days.
Y/n took a deep breath. āMy apologies,ā she murmured, trying to remain civil in case anyone was watching. She also didnāt want Nikolai to press. Y/n knew if Nikolai detected her distraught over her lack of time for her to dance, heād probably make her schedule even busier. She figured he hadnāt known what she was wanting to do in her free time this weekend, but if he caught wind of how much she needed that time, heād see to that she had something else to do.
Y/n nodded downwards politically at Nikolai before she turned away from him again. Sheād intended on making her way back to the palace and rejoining the obscene party they were hosting before calling it a night as soon as it would be reasonably permitted. But, she felt the Prince take hold of her wrist to keep her from moving away from him.

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