#kokoro mistume

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Random midnight Kokoro Mistume thoughts cuz I just watched stream recordings of SDRA2 and she’s on my mind again.

I saw someone claim that apparently LINUJ said if Kokoro had a friend when she was younger, she wouldn’t have gone down the path she did? I can’t find a verifiable source... but it actually kind of affirms my view on the character. Specifically, that she on some level felt like she was broken and a reject from society, something wrong that needed to be fixed. If someone came to accept her for who she was, then maybe her curiosity over emotions wouldn’t become the destructive obsession it did.

I also saw a suggestion that maybe the Tragedy was what changed her, but... nope, timeline doesn’t match up. She would’ve had Mikako nearly two decades before the tragedy, meaning any concerns she had about ethics were long gone by the time of SDRA2. I still wonder what made her give up said concerns though. I do think there’s some merit to the idea that if she lived and her peers were her “classmates” something akin to the childhood friend idea may have happened, because she admitted her ambitions to Sora in her free time events but showed those hesitations. Being around people who could be a positive influence but still accept her for how she was could have helped her.

Somehow didn’t discuss the relationship with Emma even though it’s a big thing with her. That might be because even with anything, the way Emma interacted with Kokoro kinda made me uncomfortable, like as an Autistic person I’ve known instances of people who were like Emma who were all “aww you just need to smile and hang out with us uwu” to me. It’s very annoying, and I mean, Kokoro is visibly annoyed by it too (I think at the party before Yuri died she’s outright like “stop treating me like a fucking child” lol, oh hey infantilisation, another common Autistic experience :v), only actually choosing to open up to Emma when she sees her TRUE feelings and isn’t acting painfully neurotypical UH I MEAN putting on the overly cheery fake personality to spy on her. We see Kokoro actually open to the true Emma and not the fake persona she puts up. In Kokoro’s dislikes she actually has people who mask/conceal their emotions listed, so Emma acting how she did probably got on her nerves even more due to this. Basically, she wanted Emma to stop fucking around and be honest with her if she really was interested in her. And like, despite Emma primarily trying to spy on Kokoro, it is hinted that she did genuinely like her.

Also, there’s the whole thing where Emma’s dad was abusive, and Kokoro was an awful absuive mother herself. I don’t think Emma knew that since I think the Voids only knew the bare minumum/what was absolutely necessary for the game, but there is a weirdly poetic subtext you could gleam from that. Kokoro wasn’t just killed by her own “child”, but another child of an abusive parent. I guess I feel like if Emma properly knew this, her disdain for Kokoro would be way more obvious after the second trial (and okay you could argue there’s an issue of not spoiling things for the amnesiacs because plot, but still). Still, the fact she got pissed off at her and killed her is kinda interesting as said. Do I think they could’ve been friends? Maybe, but probably not in the way I see a lot of people imagining them in fandom (and shipping them), Emma I think needs to accept that if she wants Kokoro to like her then she needs to meet her on her level, even if that includes emotional vulnerability. Kokoro on the other hand would probably need to be more sensitive and respect Emma’s boundaries. But eh, I hate being a cop in fandom, we have too much of that shit, so I’m not gonna complain to people for not following my specific read on characters.

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ᥫ᭡ ; topics I will write!!

— platonic/sibling relationships!

— trans!reader

— angst and fluff

— poly relationships

— yandere (excluding the things I stated in the above about this topic)

— cannon au

— non-despair au

— comfort

— female and gn!readers (im fine with male reader, however I’m not as good at it, if your fine with that feel free to request male reader)

— platonic and romantic relationships

ᥫ᭡ ; topics I will NOT write!!

— basics such as r4pe, homophobia, sexism, and etc.

— mental disorders

— overly sadistic yanderes

— extreme violence (not including the deaths of the characters)

— age regression

— vomiting (makes me uncomfortable!)

— anything affiliated with family life and pregnancy (not my thing and I can’t write it)

— abuse (physically and mentally)

ᥫ᭡ ; characters I will NOT write!!

— mitsuhiro higa

— yamato kisaragi

— mikado sannoji

— shinji (?? might write for him)

— the cast out of simulation

ᥫ᭡ ; my whitelist!!

— KINJI UEHARA<33

— satsuki iranami

— rei mekaru<3

— yoruko kabuya <33

— sora <33

— kokoro mistume

— hajime makunochi

— syobai hashimoto

— SETSUKA CHIEBUKUROOO<3333

[kisasiblings]

Kokoro: "Don't those 'three beautiful girls' and 'CUTE BF' also have trauma? One those girls doesn't have a stomach and had a lack of parental figure from a young age. Another had both of her legs replaced? Kanata is actually doing suprisingly well. Kinjo has a long list."

Mikako: "Well they have us!"

Kokoro: "and we're back at square one. You two have trauma."

Yamato: "and we have amazing partners! I believe we're going in circles Ms Mistume."

Kokoro: *sigh*

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non-canon scenario

kokoro: whos going to tell him that if i never met sojiro i would have explored his dads body

yamato: YOU WHAT

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random kokoro mistume hcs

a/n: part two of the grand series. the next character will probably be hajime or shinji,,,, but i dont really have a lot for them yet. i’ll brainstorm today

her tablet is her comfort object do i really gotta say it

on the topic of her tablet, it’s very advanced(and customised) thanks to her own knowledge, ability to explain what she desires, and mikado’s tech skills.

yes, that IS my excuse to let her tablet do little happy faces whenever she charges it. or little snoozing faces whenever she turns it off at night. it’s good for people, however, since it feels as though they’re more appreciated. and, come on, that would be the cutest thing.

she has a fondness for chickens?? like she thinks eggs are bland but she really likes chickens. i dont blame her feathers have a nice texture

she’s pescatarian! this is mostly because kokoro just doesn’t really like the taste of most meat. sushi is an exception.

speaking of taste buds, she likes more hollow flavours. not really a big “warm food” person, she likes stuff cold.

despite being very aware of when sarcasm is used by others, kokoro tends to make sarcastic or even condescending remarks completely by accident. she doesn’t have bad intentions, she’s just very blunt about what she thinks.

her glasses are either so foggy that she can’t see through them, or clean to the point where there isn’t a speck of dust on them. there is no in between.

she falls asleep wearing her glasses a lot of the time. thankfully, she also tends to not move at all when she sleeps(to which many are concerned) so, it’s not too bad. probably.

she’s really into the specific genre of games that have rich stories and characters that are meant to be heavily speculated on and not exactly clear to the player. think INMOST and hollow knight. maybe even oneshot or dead cells.

do i really need to say how much she likes asmr that has lore behind it.... alien asmr??? witch asmr??? she gets super into that

despite loving deep and intricate fantasy worlds, she’s not into writing or making stories of her own, really. making up a world like the percy jackson realm is just one that she’s not... creative, i guess, enough to do. however, in the technical aspect, she is a good writer. if someone gave her an idea she could translate it onto paper with relative ease.

her favourite aesthetic is lovecore but specifically the dark red/dark pink kind dont come at me

whenever she’s in the mood, or close enough to someone, kokoro can give really good compliments. she can know exactly what someone wants to hear, and if she senses someone having a bad day, it’s very easy to cheer them up(if she wants to).

the opposite is also true, of course. she’s the queen of flaming people.

lastly, she sits strangely in strange places, as gays do. she’s the type to lay on a railing or sit on the top part of a couch. everyone either hates it or does the exact same thing, or both. syobai is the former, though. all of his poor couches... and their cushions were squished by kokoro just because she felt like it. mikado makes a big deal about it.

but that’s a story for another time.

[a-student-out-of-time]

(Now I’m mixing up Kotoko, Kotomi and Kokoro.)

//Kotoko: Pink, actress, child Kotomi: Red, ultimate student, student council vice-president Kokoro: Brown, teacher, former psychologist

//You could also go with their surnames: Utsugi, Ikuta, and Mistume

//So many K- names in DR now that I think about it : P

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SDRA2 Kokoro Mistume Sprites by Sparx24488

Decided to make this cause reasons. -Not all the Kokoro Sprites are in here. All these Sprites are made by Liunj, The creator of Danganronpa Another 1 and 2. All credit goes to them. Other than that enjoy!