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[bird-inacage]

The Heart Killers | ‘My Fuel’ OST by First Kanaphan

Okay Khao was looking absolutely radiant in this MV. Is that what happens when you're being serenaded?

[cafecitoeddie]

Inspired ENTIRELY by @suavecitodiaz and her big brained hooking up at the bachelor party / getting married without knowing it response to her nonny here.

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"Okay, that showed me absolutely nothing new, Chris," Eddie says, staring down at the YouTube screen queuing up to play the next video. "The fridge doesn't need to have any kind of extra applications, it's a fridge."

Eddie leans forward to press the space bar as the video starts up of a happy jingle playing over a series of emoji's displayed on a massive screen on the front panel of another "smart fridge." Can it make him breakfast, lunch and dinner for the price their asking for? Unlikely. He shakes his head ruefully, wondering what the hell this world is coming to.

Chris grumbles in the way only an exhausted, long-suffering thirteen year old can. He falls back against the couch cushions with a long sigh.

"Dad," he groans. "Buck has explained it to you so many times already." He fumbles with the blanket hanging over the arm rest.

"The Hildy SmarTech Fridge can help you buy things you don't know you need, like the coconut ice cream bars Buck likes."

"Buck likes? Or you like?" Eddie purses his lips, giving Chris a side-long glance. "I'm not letting Buck program anything on that thing, or else we'll be eating arugula for weeks."

Chris' bright burst of laughter is enough to make Eddie wonder if getting The Hildy Smartypants Fridge 5000, or whatever, would be worth it.

He turns back to his laptop ready to shut it down, when he notices a notification for an email come through across the top right corner. He rarely gets anything, save for the occasional PTA announcements but that says--

“Are you ready to embark on the rest of your life?”

What in the world? It has to be spam.

The email is short and sweet, direct and to the point.

“Congratulations Mr. and Mr. Diaz! Attached is a printable pdf download of your marriage license. Please review and confirm all names of both parties are accurate within 72 hours of receipt. Contact your local country clerk for any further assistance. Thank you!”

The familiar prickling of dread starts at the top of his head, slowly making it's way all over his body.

Oh god. Oh no, oh god, oh no.

Flashes of sweat and skin and hands roaming all over and new sensations coupled with alcohol and--

Buck.

Sure, he and Buck had woken up together in a destroyed hotel room but neither remembered anything as dramatic as a marriage!

Right there across the top in bold, fancy lettering is "State of California Certification of Vital Records: MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE of Edmundo and Evan Diaz."

It all suddenly comes flooding back.

"Dad?" Chris leans forward to look over his shoulder as Eddie scrambles to close the laptop. "Are you okay?"

Eddie doesn't know what he feels. That night was-- It meant--

Oh god.

If he received the email, surely Buck must have gotten it, too.

He hears Chris asking once again if he's okay.

He picks up his phone with a trembling hand just as it starts to buzz with an incoming call.

Buck's goofy smile fills up the whole screen. He took that picture the night they--

Oh god.

[fulltransmetalgenderist]

feeling less and less attached to the label “butch”, and also less attached to my masculinity in general. I’m still taking testosterone, still in love with my “masculinized” body, and that I pass in public. but like … i’m enjoying re-embracing my femininity from this side of my transition. I like feeling girly and using purses and putting my hair up in a high pony tail and letting my voice drift into higher registers.

i’m feeling like my butchness was a form of protection that got me through my adolescence and my transition. it taught me how to be tough while staying loving and vulnerable towards the people I care about. My butchness is a safe part inside of me that I know I can return to when I need that kind of strength.

but now i’m ready to move on maybe , and embrace a softer part of me that feels a tenderness towards girly things and femininity.

it’s funny that it took a whole gender transition for me to feel safe enough to explore my femininity, but i’m loving it. I feel like the androgynous elf prince of my ten year old fantasies. I wanted to be a boy with long pretty hair so bad and i’m finally there.

with that being said , i’m returning to my 2017 roots and going back to they/them pronouns. I’m embracing my inner gender freak , and just going with the flow of this androgynous gender ambiguity thing I got going.

[insurged]

when will you return from war? :(

when i hit grandmaster in mar.vel rivals and no sooner.... no jk... but i am getting there, hehe... i'm around, i'm just remaking graphics and pages for all of my muses (and with no self control, added another muse aka dr strange to the roster which in turn, is more stuff to work on). i'm working on asks that my mutuals have sent in ages ago that i owe (but they're so good i don't want to just discard them) and drafts/replies, starting with the oldest first rip. they will only be published when i feel somewhat caught up. i'm very lowkey right now while i work on things in the background and lurking. uwu

[liminalkandlez]

i'm going insane guys

i drew this for. the pinned post on a roleplay account... on twitter... i stopped roleplaying on twitter like. last year. and i only revived an old account to flip it to something tragibox related recently because my friend is doing a thing........

although honestly. i am quite proud of how this turned out...

the colors were supposed to be a bit muted originally but my friends liked the brighter version better so...!!!

now it's time to write info ooogh

[l-wandering-etranger]

What do you think happened to zhou zishu in jing beiyuan's first life? ill be honest I don't think he would've retired in this life. I think he died while serving helien yi. what if he did retire with the seven nails in him and passed away quietly in siji manor. liang jiuxiao would still be alive but I can't see him inhereting heavens window so he'll possibly taking over siji manor and would be the one taking care of zzs as he withers away.

What about wkx tho? I feel like meeting wkx was a drastic change to zzs life plot wise atleast meanwhile wkx would probably see all the mess in jianghu and return but would pass away during the rebellion in ghost valley during the last scene where instead of zzs there to save him, there is no one.

I do wonder what would've happened to gu xiang. did she meet cao weining in this life? would she be away living with him or dead again in the rebellion? would wkx send her away somewhere safe if he knew the rebellion is taking place or would she die protecting him?

[selfmenticide]

oh tumblr.. how i wish you would just add a color wheel option for text colors so i didn’t have to become a html wiz every time i wanted a different color other than the limit options given..

[hechose]

armand vc: pssp pssp traumatised vampires pssp pssp come live on the night island—

[silvermasquerade]

Everyone placing bets Collin will die first? I’m betting now is WRONG. Collin is pulling a Melanie I’m calling it now. He’s making it to the END (or at least not dying first. )

[despair-tea]

Deliriously happy lately.

Life's good! My heart feels full - not overflowing or nearly empty, but filled up completely like by some careful hand with an exacting measure.

Finally got back to the pool yesterday and that felt great, though going after a month break did kinda knock me on my ass. I even went to sleep at a normal human time multiple days this week? Woh.

[grif-hawaiian-rolls]

“Why am I a fucking dragon?!” Wyvern. Technically he was a wyvern, what with the wings-as-arms and all. “Shut up, Simmons,” he mumbled.

THIS FIC has been rent free in my brain and I realized upon my reread today,, i have the power to draw So,,, dragon(wyvern) Grif fuck yes

[queen-of-prophecy]

@the-smallest-star

"My, my, my!"

Towering over the little figure, hands ominously hovering behind, Vine was certain she must have looked quite the imposing figure to this little creature before her.

"And whom might you be, my little darling?"

[themosthatedbeingg]

//— ooc / Satan thoughts with new ep coming soon ,

Seeing as how vivzy takes a bunch of diff lore and puts it together and has Satan and Lucifer as two diff beings you know what would be interesting , and provide a good reason as for why Lucifer isn’t involved in the important shit that’s going on in Helluva,

Considering how demons from all of hell no matter what invoke Satan’s name, he’s been hyped as this big bad ultra sin, he’s obviously very important when it comes to ruling .

Humans invoke his name when doing bad shit - what if she has Satan has Lucifer’s brother ???? Like we know Christianity is an aesthetic in the show /for the show , so she’s picking and choosing diff lore stuff .

But it would make sense why everyone defers to Satan and why it seems he’s second in command with hell plus again the joke of Lucifer and Satan being two diff ppl when in lore they are the same being .

[rudjedet]

Do you like Rainbow? I mean the band

Yes!

Generally if it's from the 70s/80s and has guitars I'm down for it.

[insurged]

what about aus/plots in a world where the antagonists won though? where baldur's gate was lost to the absolute and now everyone has to survive and get by without turning into a mindflayer? or where villains won and the heroes lost and are now the minority while the rest of the world is in a stand still of being unable to help them because of fear of retribution?

[expectiations]

all this discourse (what? again?) over River's species (just use Child of the TARDIS or TARDIS kid if you want a shorter one for goodness sakes - although TARDIS wiki says Proto-TIme Lord) and all i really wanna talk about is how Patience (the Doctor's wife on Gallifrey) could very well be River

"but it doesn't/wouldn't make sense, Tia!!!"

hmm... for you? probably not.

but darling... it's Doctor Who, it makes sense even when it doesn't