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"I am not frightened of dying, you know. Any time will do, I don't mind," the rockstar said outloud and shrugged his shoulders without much effort, as he stared at the city's skyline all lit up like a Christmas tree against the stark black night. Meanwhile, the band's post-concert after party raged on in the background, back inside the apartment behind them where it was warm, sickly sweet, reeking of booze, sweat, and weed a plenty. "Why should I be frightened of dying? There's no reason for it, you've gotta go sometime."
@bruisedconscience dialed for mr. floyd. âłđłď¸âđ
#kinda a lyric based starter too#if ykyk#for casey maybe??#or anyone else you think might fit better lol#roleplay. | i can feel one of my turns coming on âłđłď¸âđ#bruisedconscience#vii. | so ya thought ya might like to go to the show âłđłď¸âđ
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"Who do you think you are, Crumbling my Tower?! Dare you disrupt My Temporal Power?! Who are you now, Are you Friend? Are you Foe? I don't know....
The Dark broke Time's flow!!"
So my friend All Sanses are the best#6886/@clearprincessturtle in my discord server got me OBSESSED with Dialga's PMD theme: Fight to the Finish, and I found a lyrical version www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPH0syâŚÂ ((To which I've literally been listening to maybe for like- 48 hours give or take???? :'D))Â
And that got me into researching who the frick Primal Dialga was which then resulted in me making another AU off of PTA (PokeTale Ascendance) But also Pokemon Mystery Dungeon which then resulted in me getting hella inspired to make this
Also meet MagiCHARA cuz 1) I honestly feel like Chara would totally become a Magikarp cuz the whole LV20 motif with Chara, like in Genocide when Chara becomes LV20 by taking the players LV, EXP (since Chara is the narrator and she more or less confirms it at the end of genocide that Frisk basically uses her stats) and at LV20 Chara is strong enough to literally yeet the entire game into the void/world/timeline And even ignore TRUE RESETs (since she still remembers your Genocide run and prevents the Player from ever getting the happy pacifist ending and makes the player think she kills everyone on the Surface anyways to show the Player/Frisk that you aren't above consequences and stuff)
And Gyarados according to the pokedex can annihilate entire fucking cities with a single Hyper Beam or something???? (and can also be very very angry, which reminds me of Chara too when you finally meet the first fallen human in Undertale during the Genocide run like she's EXTREMELY pissed at the player for probably killing off all the monsters she loved/died for to save and stuff- *WHich also happens at Level 20 if you let Magikarp evolve into a Gyarados)
2) Also cuz of Chara's self-hatred/hatred for humans + possible abuse makes her feel as if she's worthless/useless/etc. which kinda also fits Magikarp cuz it is also useless until like, level 15 where it finally learns tackle and stuff and idk- I just feel like Magikarp totally fits tbh lol *And maybe I also like the idea Arceus is trolling his daughter and turned her into a Magikarp since she hated being a human so much/hates humanity in general* idk-
but= ye. For the drawing my thoughts were also like: What if the Primal form did something a little extra as well to Dialga instead of just only a color change?? (Hence why in my drawing Dialga has extra fangs, more streamers through out his body pumping in more power the more his anger rises) Since Bulbapedia's explanation for the Primal form for Dialga made it totally sound like it's some sort of corruption or something since Dialga loses all sense of sanity, morals and so on and only focuses on self-preservation and stuff and can even only communicate through growls and roars apparently if Dialga loses too much of his sanity to the Primal state-
And Chara sees this happening to her brother and desperately wants to help him (also for the PMD/PTA AU Dialga either doesnt recognize Chara being his sister since she's a Magikarp now and he remembers her being a human) OR he doesnt remember Chara at all and immediately just assumes she's lying, but Chara remembers being adopted by Arceus and stuff- and idk
And then Palkia in the Post-game also attacks her once he realizes Chara is from a diferent universe altogether *Undertale* And gets pissed thinking she's an enemy for disrupting Space and stuff-
and yeah- thats all I got for this AU tbh
//ALso I know Magikarp is not one of the Starters you can choose to become or whatever in the PMD Universe but frick you okay- Magikarp SHOULD be one for those psycho people like me who likes making games 10 million times harder for no goddamn reason and Magikarp is adorable so REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE- XD//
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For PokeTale: Ascendance
An AU based off of an RP between me and a friend of mine from my discord server discord.gg/pQf9ZsdF6E where the Creation Trio as babies (a time they all cant really fully control their powers and junk) accidentally create a portal into the Undertale Universe and meet Chara and basically Arceus finds Chara and adopts her after finding out about her shitty human parents and Chara ends up helping Arceus raise the babies and basically lives in the Pokemon Universe now
((And ALso yes. Up until the Dialga Boss fight, MagiChara was mostly just there as Moral Support and to be annoying/narrate for Riolu sometimes lol
And also used as occassionally a weapon to be yeeted at Enemies for being annoying and a bew lmao))Â
//FYI: The Riolu has been replaced with Volopi (Togepi but its Volo that's been turned into a Togepi) and thus retconned
Canon version to the PMD-verse of my pokemon/Undertale AU "Poketale: Ascendance" (PTA)
#magikarp#dialga#primal dialga#togepi#riolu but it's actually supposed to be a togepi#this drawing is old but in my pmd au version of poketale ascendance I changed the riolu into a togepi#but i still like this drawing even if riolu is no longer canon to the au#volo#volo but he's a togepi#chara is a magikarp#pokemon mystery dungeon#riolu#poketale ascendance#chara dreemurr#chara#undertale au
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@wasteddawns liked for a lyric-based starter. ABOUT ADAM: game/app developer & co-founder of codo tech, he/him, heterosexual, 25-30. Known to be genius-like, comes from old-money, has a complicated relationship with his parents, can be kinda awkward and impulsive.
"YOU READ MY mind. Better to leave it unsaid. You know... I talk too much."
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peachprc  lyric  sentence  starters ⪠ taken from  her entire discography to date. trigger warnings for religion, drug use, unhealthy coping mechanisms, alcohol mentions, mental illness allusions, & more. some lyrics have been tweaked to work better as full sentences. alter  as  you  see  fit  âĄ
âi leave ya on a comedown.â
âi mean this respectfully: god is a bit of a freak.â
âi understand.â
âwhy would i spend my eternity with god when he's a freak?â
âi'm hard to love; there's no denying.â
âdon't wanna love me 'cause it feels too risky.â
âi've been told i'm heavy to hold.â
âif you've had enough ⌠thanks for trying.â
âstop calling me, [name].â
âi know your type.â
âdon't be shy, come in.â
âi hate this winter theme.â
âi know you only call tryna patch things up and all.â
âall your money's rolled up your nose.â
âi wasn't always colourblind.â
âand i think maybe you're lost.â
âlet's pour a drink.â
âtell him he did nothing wrong, you just decided you prefer blondes.â
â"how to win friends, influence them" let you down.â
â"fix you" is only pretty when it's sung by coldplay.â
âi'm artificial sweetener.â
âi'm hard to beat.â
âcall me a skeptic, but i kept it to myself.â
â i been good for so so long - a little fun never hurt no one.â
âyou're incomplete.â
âand i think you're kinda narcissistic; you should see a therapist.â
âand i don't wanna talk when you're knockin' off, drunk at four o'clock.â
âdon't put all your eggs in one basket just cause you saw the world through some peach coloured glasses.â
âi think amphetamine's the only crystal that'd help.â
âi'm not saying i miss you, i just think i have dreams where i kiss you and it's pink, and i wake up in a room full of blue, and i remember how violet looked on you.â
âi'm exhausted always cutting you off.â
âput on that dress he don't like.â
âi've got a problem keeping friends.â
âyou've got someone else on your mind.â
âso i think i'm cured. this time i'm sure. it's different than before.â
âyou just wanna dance all night.â
âi'll be your experiment, we'll do it for the hell of it.â
âi hear cars pull up outside, ring doorbells but they're never mine.â
âcall me heart and jaw breaker.â
âi'm not saying i miss you, i just think i have dreams where i kiss you âŚâ
âsleep in my room instead.â
âi tried some crystals i was told would fix me up.â
âlet me change your mind with a kiss.â
âi got a question for you: does he make you feel like i do?â
âhow can i love myself when i'm so draining to everyone else?â
âsitcoms on vhs - laugh tracks echo the friends that left.â
âi have like four notes in my brain and that's it.â
âhere's my confession.â
âsuch an entrepreneur clown.â
âis there a shortlist order of importance or is it just luck based?â
âi'm still waiting up tonight.â
âit's all just symptomatic.â
âi know you're okay but don't throw out your meds cause you had a good day.â
âmy gingerbread house is on fire.â
âdoes your mum still buy your clothes?â
âput on that dress he don't like.â
âwhat's your deal? 'cause you're living like a baller on a budget of 'bout twenty dollars, plus my rent money you "borrowed".â
âi'm not saying i love you, i just mean ⌠maybe grass on your side really was green.â
âguess god had time that day.â
âi'm gonna get rum drunk.â
âwhy's he watching me getting railed on the couch?â
âi can't think of anything else.â
âa bump's the only snow i'll ever see.â
âdon't worry about it - kids that've sinned get sick.â
âi know you're gonna hear this song on all the playlists it comes on.â
â[name] you're no fun you just sedate me.â
âmaybe i'm just a little too old.â
âmy solar plexus had a hole that needed love.â
âhow can i brave this storm when i just burn them trying to keep warm?â
âhe says i fill the void with boys and overspend.â
âiâve done some things i shouldn't do.â
âi got a feeling you'd be better off with me.â
âi just wanna call you mine.â
âlisten i'm just confused with the work that he's doing.â
âit's not serious, it's just an experience.â
âi thought you were blocked.â
âyou'd be surprised, the things i've done since you've been gone.â
âall trick no treat.â
âdon't tell my doctor that i'm day drinking again.â
âi think he likes me, maybe i'm a narcissist.â
âweird you're acting like my boyfriend.â
âi'm not usually this forward but now i wanna be.â
âthis story's gonna take all night.â
âand i heard you're gettin' drunk at bars still.â
âi can't do anything else.â
âfuck off, stop calling me, [name].â
âit's getting all kinds of ridiculous.â
âhe's gonna kill me.â
âthey'll kiss me, their manic dream pixie.â
âi'm getting tired.â
âmaybe start with all the holes you left in the wall.â
âget another round and taste it.â
âhe's got fucked up priorities.â
âhow's your business workin' out?â
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What you said about Moana is very interesting considering that it is the last film that Ron and John directed before John's retirement from Disney. I always loved their films, I love The Little Mermaid, Hercules, Treasure Planet and The Princess and the Frog, and I like what they did in The Great Mouse Detective and Aladdin, but for some reason Moana didn't resonated with me the same way than their previous films. I didn't felt for Moana as a protagonist the way I felt for Ariel and Tiana or for Hercules and Jim, she was just "fine" for me, and the movie itself was just ok, but not at the same level of the others. What do you think that happened? Maybe Ron and John got caught in executive meddling to make their film more in tune with the trend of the 2010s 3D Disney films? Or maybe they were just tired? I truly wanted to love Moana because they are my favorite director duo of Disney but for some reason I just didn't cared too much about it.
I totally agree with you! Moana was definitely better than the Frozen movies for me, but her character leaves a lot to be desired. I think a lot of different factors weighed down production though.
To first brush upon why it didn't feel like Ron and John's other features...Ron and John have done interviews stating they were fired when Disney decided to clear house when it came to their creative teams so that their new movies would feel more like Dreamworks. Ron and John were among the first to be let go because The Little Mermaid signaled the Disney Renaissance which was faithful to the Disney legacy and built upon the tradition. Disney, instead, wanted to make movies that were irreverent, crude, and childish, which I think we can see in Moana (the gas jokes, the pee jokes, how Moana herself is so infantilized). Like, there isn't a world in which Shrek doesn't exist but Moana does. So, I think once Ron and John did come back, they were already burned and felt way too fearful of abiding by their innate creativity and kinda just did what they thought would keep Disney appeased.
I also think the casting of two creative talents lead to, in my eyes, the downfall but this is purely just my opinion based on my personal taste. I don't like Lin Manuel and I find his musical style tacky tbh. Again, this is just my opinion! I barely remembered any of the songs apart from How Far I'll Go. And, even in that song, lyrics like: "Everyone on this island has a role on this island so I guess I'll roll with mine" just irk me, personally??? The second person I think that contributed to the lackluster nature of the film is Auli'i. Listen, I think she's a talented, wonderful person but she's just not a Disney Princess. For starters, she was fourteen when she was cast and I'm just disturbed by that??? She was sixteen after her film came out and that's the same treatment Elle Fanning's Aurora had in Maleficent and I personally hate this trend. I think established talent should be chosen that's equal parts learned and innately gifted. When someone's that young, it just continues to push this idea that Disney films are for little kids and I think it also furthers the nature of like...babyfying the Disney art form. I also get a little put off by Auli'i, and again this might be due to how young she is, but as opposed to having a defined personality I feel like she just kinda mimics whatever is socially cool at the moment. Like, she memorizes memes and tweets to substitute a personality instead of actually having one??? And I definitely think she injected that in Moana and just performed her in a way that was irritating to me, personally. I think it continued the current trend of having Disney Princesses just respond to criticisms metatextually instead of being an actual character. Like, doesn't she even say in the film that she's not a princess?
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Eâ˘MOâ˘TION LYRIC STARTERS ( PART TWO. )
based off of carly rae jepsenâs masterpiece expanded edition album.  ( + part one. )
â we said we'd always be the same, but we lost each other in the game. â
â if i just lie here, will you let me go ? â
â what can i say that you don't already know ? â
â i just don't care anymore. â
â i've told a hundred lies, but i don't wanna tell you any at all. â
â what if we could go back ? â
â i donât know what you wanted. â
â sometimes i wish that i could change. â
â where were you for me when i needed someone ? â
â i don't care 'bout your good intentions. â
â if you'd just give me a chance, you'd see what i see. â
â do you see what i see ? â
" i only came here for you. â
â i'm not going anywhere without you. â
â this is getting kinda serious. â
" please donât go. â
â should i stay ? â
â you know i didnât mean it. â
â all i want is to hold you. â
â remember, i told you youâre all that i need. â
â say youâll stay the night, i need you âtill the morning light. â
â i don't think that anybody understands you the way i do. â
â youâll learn to love again. â
" i never meant to fight with you. â
â i know that we canât be together. â
â it's too late for us, and there's no turning back now. â
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Grimes for Discorder Magazine February 2012
Written by Sarah Berman / Photos by Michelle Ford / Hair&Makeup by Jenna Kuchera / Styling by Mila Franovic / Clothes by F as in Frank
[ full article text below the cut ]
It wasnât so long ago that Claire Boucherâa.k.a. Grimesâreleased a miniscule run of 30 cassettes for her breezy electro-goth debut Geidi Primes. Â
 Just over a year ago, the Vancouver-born, but then Montreal-based artist played to a modest crowd at the Astoria with the help of local jack-of-most-trades, Cameron Reed.   "Cam set up my first show in Vancouver, which was really nice of him,â Boucher recalls of the de facto show promoter, who also crafts glitchy atmospherics under the banner Babe Rainbow.  On the line from her parentsâ place in town, Boucher reflects on how far sheâs come.  "I think it was last Christmasâsometime back in the day before I was a real musician, or something.â   Since then, the ârealnessâ of Boucherâs career has undeniably rocketed skyward.  For starters, she recently signed with the esteemed English imprint 4AD.  Though sheâll stay on Montrealâs Arbutus Records within Canada, the international distribution deal places her in the past and present ranks of St. Vincent and the Cocteau Twins.  Boucherâs also coming off a well-received tour with Lykke Li, and her upcoming record, Visions, is enjoying critical adoration from all corners of the indie music blogosphere.  And with good reason.  The albumâs airtight production allows Boucherâs signature falsetto to soar over curious arrangements of vintage hip-hop loops, dancing Casio synths, occasional Nintendo chimes, and ever-breathy harmonies.  As her third solo release, Visions marks a graduation from bedroom composing into the world of avant-pop tastemaking.  Itâs realer than real, you might say.   Since her return to Lotusland in November, Grimes has immersed herself in the sushi and musical scenery she left behind in 2006.  Reached a few days before playing a collaborative DJ set with Reed at the Waldorf, Boucher reflected on the hippy vibes, potential alien correspondence and chemically-induced all-nighters sheâs experienced on the West Coast.   "We did a bunch of Dexedrine and drank a bunch of gin and made the sleaziest pop song of all time,â Boucher recalls of a very recent collaboration with Blood Diamondsâ Mike Tucker.  The resulting track, "Phone Sex,â will be released later this year.   "Itâs like a K-pop version of âWe Found Loveâ by Rihanna,â Grimes says, adding that the all-night creative burst escalated into absurdity pretty quickly:  "Itâs kinda psychedelic and has really weird lyrics that maybe imply an incestuous relationship, or something.â   Itâs with this tongue-in-cheek deadpan that Boucher seems to chide all of her accomplishments and tastes.  Whether weâre discussing a teenage obsession with Tool or her skyscraping vocal range, Boucher bookends her replies in self-deprecating humour.   "I think people think Iâm much more serious than I am,â she muses.  "Most of the music Iâve ever made, Iâve been so baked when I made it.  Like, really stoned.â   Perhaps for similar self-preserving reasons, Boucher doesnât get too personal in her song lyrics.  While a spare few phrases can be deciphered, most Grimes songs are comprised of wordless flowing vocal hooks.   "I just donât listen to lyrics much myself,â she explains.   Instead, Boucher finds herself emulating TLC and Mariah Carey-style R&B singing techniques ("Maybe thatâs totally taboo or not cool, but the idea of combining R&B and goth is like everything I could ever want,â the vocalist gushes), but without the straightforward romantic plotlines.  "I donât want to evoke anything super specific,â she says.  "If Iâm writing about something sensitive to myself, I donât want it to be cheesy, or something.  I feel like being abstract is a little more tasteful and less embarrassing.â   Without earthly lyrics to pin down, Grimes tunes are repeatedly branded âetherealâ and âspacey"âthe latter being a descriptor Boucher both enjoys and embraces.  "Iâm really into sci-fi; Iâm really into space,â the musician exults.  "I believe in aliens.â   One might even guess her otherworldly style of art-pop is an attempt to connect with other planets.  "Circumambientâ begins with spacey digital transmission, and album closer âknow the wayâ offers another round of buoyant, celestial echoes.   "I would send this record to aliens,â she says.  "But I donât know if I was trying to speak to aliens on this record.â   Conversely, Boucher says Vancouver has also brought out her grounded, nature-loving side.  "Itâs a little weird but kind of refreshing,â she says of the familiar landscape.  "I think Iâve become more of a hippy since Iâve returned.  Iâm appreciating nature I think for the first time.â   In her formative years, Boucher says she wasnât too concerned with Vancouverâs natural assets.  "I feel like I never looked at the mountains and felt like 'those are really beautifulâ or anything.  As a kid, I was just like 'oh, I hate my parentsâ or something.â   If you missed Grimesâ DJ set at the Waldorf in January, fret not.  Before she embarks on a solid year of touring, Grimes will headline the Fortune Sound Club later this month.  But when asked if the West Coast will be her creative destination once the promotion cycle for Visions winds down, Boucher was quick to suggest otherwise.   "I think I want to move to Berlin or Shanghai,â she says, describing the latter [sic] as âthe Montreal of Europe.â  The German capital has swiftly become a mecca for creative Canadian ex-pats looking to escape the real estate market:  "Super cheap equals a lot of art,â Boucher says, "because people can actually do shit and not work all the time.â   Though 2012 looks to be booked solid, itâs only a matter of time before we see Grimesâ next vision.  Or something. 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Grimes kicks off a world tour at Fortune Sound Club on February 18. Â
#grimezsz#grimes#claire boucher#claire elise boucher#c boucher#discorder#magazine#discorder magazine#sarah berman#michelle ford#2012#article#feature#editorial#february 2012#jenna kuchera#mila franovic#f as in frank#verbose post#data redundancy#magazine scans
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⥠starting prompt: based off a tweet i saw that said âwe always kinda shipped them together. he kept scoffing that he didnât like her and yet he always look at her first when someone made a joke to see if she was laughing tooâ. Â
⥠pairing: walter hahn (WWE / NXT) x fem reader
⥠lyric inspiration: âcome with me and youâll be in a world of pure imagination. take a look and youâll see into your imagination. iâll be begin with a spin....â
⥠note: not checked for grammar or spelling mistakes
"whoâs that?â Walter asked his blond friend. Marcel looked up to see you, headphones in and blaring music so loud that everyone was able to hear. âoh, thatâs ( your name ). sheâs Timothyâs-,â before he could finish the sentence, Timothy came up to you and gave you a quick hug, âthatâs his manager. she also works in the front office,â he continued.Â
Walterâs eyebrows went down in confusion. never in the time that they were together in RingKampf had he ever took interest in having a manager and from the looks of it, you were the exact opposite of Tim. from afar, you were bubbly, excitable, and cute.Â
Tim was nothing of the sort. polar opposites one might say.Â
you were sitting in your seat as Tim was eating lunch. dancing to whatever you were listening, Walter couldnât help but laugh at your antics. he knew Tim like the back of his hand so the decision to make you his manager was either his doing or something that was out of his hand.Â
âsheâs....interesting,â he said under his breath, making Marcel look at him for a moment, âany particular reason why youâre so interested in her? sheâs been his manager for a while now,â Marcel put in. Walter shook his head, deciding not to respond.Â
you were Tim, watching as he scarfed down his dinner while you finished up a few papers that needed to get done for next weeks taping. you were supposed to be dressed and ready to go by six but because of Timâs new storyline with the boys from Imperium, you had to figure out a few things before the match.Â
Timothy was a bit hard headed at first, stating that he didnât need a manager but after a while, he got used to having you around. you were almost like a pest that he cared about like a sister.Â
âhey, your friends are over there! why donât you say hi!â you exclaimed, seeing Walter, Fabian, and Marcel in a corner, speaking to each other, âno. weâre not supposed to be speaking with each other,â was all he said before continuing to eat.Â
you huffed before scooting out of your chair, âwell, Iâm going to say hello. since weâre going to be working with each other, I guess itâs only right to get formalities out of the way,â you stated, making Timâs eyes go wide in panic.Â
he instantly tried to get you to come back but by the time he tried to reach for you to come back, you were already prancing over to them.Â
âhi!â you exclaimed happily. Fabian, the friendliest of the bunch gave you a smile, âiâm ( your name )! Timâs manager. itâs nice to meet all of you!â you introduced yourself, giving them your hand to shake.Â
Fabian introduced himself, giving you a hug instead. Marcel on the other hand just took the handshake and murmured his name to you. Walter remained looking at you, not bothering to say anything outside of giving you a simple head nod.Â
to the untrained eye, like yourself and others, Walterâs reaction was a given. he was never a man of many words yet to the boys and Tim, they could see that Walter was holding himself back. almost like he wanted to say something but couldnât find the words.Â
you giving Walter a smile, one that wouldâve made anyone fall for you but he just turned his head to another direction and started to speak to Marcel in German. you gave Fabian a confused look, wondering why he didnât tell you much but you felt a hand clasp onto your shoulder a second after.Â
âevening boys,â Timâs voice spoke from behind you. you gave him another look, wondering why he went back on his word from earlier, âtheyâre looking for you in makeup and theyâre pissed,â he whispered into your ear.
your eyes widened, realizing you were beyond late to get your makeup done. you gave them a quick goodbye, shoving your work into Timâs hands and screaming at him to put it into your office before basically darting off to the makeup station.Â
Tim, Fabian, Marcel, and now Alex who had shown up looked at Walter with suspecting eyes. no one said a word but Tim could sense Walter had taken an infatuation with you.Â
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a few weeks passed since your encounter with Walter and the rest of Imperium. since you were working 'againstâ them now, outside of the ring, you got a bit close to Marcel and Alex. they would invite you to sit next to them when Tim wasnât with you.Â
you tried to get closer with Walter but he always closed you off. he would say absolutely nothing to you and when had too, it wasnât anything besides a few words. at first you thought that maybe you just annoyed him to the point where he didnât like you but eventually, Tim told you that he was just that way with anyone that didnât know him.Â
âgood morning to my favorite Germans!â you said, running up to Marcel and Alex, engulfing them into a forced hug. they stood stiff, basically embracing the forced hug, âand Walter!â you added on, giving him a brief wave.Â
âwhereâs your boyfriend?â Alex asked, looking around. you fluttered your eyebrows in confusion, âboyfriend? wanna tell me who that is?â you asked. Marcel gave you a hearty laugh, âTim. heâs asking for Timothy,â he stated.Â
you let out a laugh, louder than you intended as you sat down next to Walter and Alex, âTim? my boyfriend? thatâs like saying itâs gonna snow in Florida. never going to happen,â you joked, trying to calm down your giggles. âvery defensive about it, arenât ya?â Alex added on.Â
âpeople love the idea that weâre secretly together but Timothy is like an annoying brother. I love him but I wanna kick his ass 90% of the time. the other 10 is caring that he doesnât get killed by you guys.âÂ
before you could continue, you heard a producer call your name, telling you that you were needed to clear up a few things for Hunter. you told them goodbye and went over to the producer.Â
âso sheâs single, huh?â Alex said, tapping his chin. Marcel looked at him, âwhy do you care?â he asked. Alex shrugged, ânow that we know maybe this idiot will ask her out,â he mentioned.Â
Marcel let out a laugh as Walter stared at him annoyed, âyeah right. he actually has to make conversation first and he canât even do that with her. Iâve been hearing a few people have been interested in asking her out. not that she knows or anything,â Marcel said quietly.Â
he actually had no idea if anyone was interested in you or not. personally, he could have cared less but he knew his best friend better than anyone else. Walter liked you, he was just too much of a chicken shit to actually admit to it.Â
âwho?â Walter asked almost immediately. Marcel closed the circle in, âfor starters, in the NXT roster is Jordan Devlin and Sami Zayn from Smackdown has been rumored to have gotten her number,â Marcel lied. Alex perked at the names, âand how did you find out?â he asked, a bit suspicious that he knew.Â
Marcel shrugged, not bothering to say anything for a moment, âoh, just heard a few of the girls talking yesterday while I was working out,â Walter stared at the table, his mind racing with thoughts. he never knew others actually had taken an interest in you, not that it was wrong to do as such but he was taken back that it was more than one person.Â
âwhat has you so quiet all of a sudden?â Walter shook his head, not responding as he got up, taking his jacket with him and leaving the table. âI wonder what his problem is,â Alex murmured. Marcel laughed, âheâs finally going to grow a pair and ask her out,â Marcel stated.Â
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you were working in your office, sorting through a few different files you needed for a storyline in the womenâs division. it was already late into the night as you filed the sheets away and started to get your things ready to leave.
âof course this week had to be my busiest week, now I have to call an Uber home,â you groaned. you had put your car in the shop because of a few issues it had and it wasnât expected to get finished until at least Monday, âgod damn it Tim, you just had to leave,â you huffed.Â
just as you pulled your phone out, you saw Walter walking out of the locker room, âhey Walter! what are you doing here so late?â you asked, trying not to make it awkward, âI stayed working out late,â he said.Â
you nodded, âah, donât overwork yourself now,â you mentioned, âbut give me a second? I need to call an Uber home. my car is stuck at the mechanics until Monday and Tim already left,â Walterâs eyes widened, realizing this was his chance.Â
âI have a car, I can take you home?â he asked, trying not to come off as intimidating. you perked up in relief, âreally? that would be so amazing!â you said happily. he grabbed his keys and jiggled them, âmy cars on the other side of the building,â he said.
you followed behind, trying to make conversation and interestingly enough, he was actually responding to you like a normal person would. not those snippets of conversations he would say around the others.Â
the entire ride home, you were trying to crack jokes, seemingly trying to make him laugh which ended in you making an idiot out of yourself and making him laugh that way instead. Walter had never realized he actually liked you as much as the others would joke he did but now that it was just the two of you, he could sense the feelings were there.Â
the ride to your house was a bit on the shorter side. you lived in a small two bedroom house, closer to Full-Sail than he thought. just as he put the car into park to let you get out, you turned around and gave him a smile, making Walter glad that it dark outside and you werenât able to see his sudden red face.Â
âI know this is weird but would you like to come in? I have food I made for myself this morning after I came from work and Iâm sure thereâs enough for you.âÂ
Walter sighed in relief.Â
âI would love too.âÂ
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#1Â âKings of Leonâ HS
Authorâs Note: First Harry Styles imagine! Hope you like it! Request are open!
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He leans against the frame of the entrance of the living room. He was locked away in the office for a few hours, trying to write something down in his journal for the day. It was until he heard the faint sound of music playing that he decided to leave the room and investigate the source of the ruckus.
It was her. The music sounds too familiar to him as he walks down the hallway. Kings of Leon play loudly throughout the entire house. He had discovered that it was her favorite band after the first few dates. That day after lunch, they had decided to go for a walk. They ran into a small music store where Y/N bought a Kings of Leon vinyl. She then proceeded to invite Harry to her small apartment for some coffee and to listen to the record together.
Her appearance captivates him. She dances around the living room without a single care in the world. She only wears a simple t-shirt over her bikini. Her hair is down and still wet from her previous dip in the ocean. She is attempting to air-dry it. She also holds tightly to a tall glass of Pina colada and tries her best not to spill it on the hardwood floor of the house, but she is still not holding anything back. He can see the small bruise forming on the side of her thigh. Last night Y/N had turned off the lights before getting in bed and had walked into the corner of their bed. Harry had to turn the lights back on with the switch beside the bed to go tend her.Â
It is only their second day in the Caribbean, but they have both already managed to burn. Jamaica will always hold a very special place in Harryâs heart. He has enjoyed showing Y/N the best places to eat and loved her reaction after they had gone snorkeling. After being in Japan for so long, he had only desired to spend sometime under the sun and away from the real world especially with her. It also didnât take much convincing to get Y/N on the plane.Â
In one of her twirls her eyes land on Harry, who is only staring at her while enjoying the view of her careless self.Â
âWhat are you doing?â She breathlessly asks as she stops moving while Pyro plays in the background. It was one of her favorites songs. Y/N pushes her hair away from her face, her cheeks are blushed which only entices him to approach and kiss each of them.
âJust heard the musicâ He honestly just wants her to go back to dancing. He relishes watching her when she isnât looking. It is mesmerizing for him. He had even sneaked into her office once for a  few hours before lunch just to watch her work. He would just tell her that he needed to finish some lyrics for a song and pretend to write in his journal. He loves seeing how she knits her eyebrows when she reads over her emails or how she fiddles with her pen as she tries to remember what she was about to write on a post-it.Â
âI am sorry if I interrupted youâ She kinda feels bad and flustered. She knows how important writing time itâs for him. It wasnât her intention to disturb him in his sacred time. It is his alone time and it helps him to put all his thoughts in one place whether they are bad or good. While Harry walks over to the small bar and pours himself a glass of whiskey, she turns down the music with her phone. When he chooses his drink, he heads back and sits on his usual seat. She just stands around.Â
âNo need to apologize, kittenâ Y/N has the habit of apologizing for things that arenât her actual fault especially when she is around him. She is just terrified to piss him off and for him to send her off. After all, there is nothing binding them together. They have no commitment to one another. They werenât even formally dating per se. Even though Harry whispers that she is his every time he makes love to her.Â
âDid you get to write anything tho?â She pulls on the back of her shirt, trying to cover some skin. He knows how nervous he makes her feel and he can only blame himself for it. They had met in a time when Harry was fragile due to his past relationship. It was a few weeks before his departure to Japan. He had already bought the tickets and his team had already organized everything for him. In the following weeks, they had multiple dates. She invited him to her hot yoga and spinning classes in the morning. They would usually go out for breakfast or lunch after. He grew accustomed to having her around. He asked her to accompany him to Japan three days before his departure.
âThis is something you need to do on your own,â She said that day to him while she held him tightly. That was the day, Harry knew that she was so different from all the girls that he had even gone out with him. It wasnât only because she wasnât a model and she was just like any other person, but because she truly cared for his mental health. âYou need to recover and I think this will do you goodâ Y/N said a few hours before his departure. He had stopped at her apartment before leaving. He wanted to tell her how much he liked her and to wait for him.
It wasnât easy for Y/N. After all, he was leaving the country to write about his ex, who he was still in love with. She took a step back after his departure and let him do his own things. If it was meant to be, it would happen without her having anything to do with it. It certainly was because the first place that Harry went to when he arrived was her apartment.
âI didâ He smiles as he reached out for her hand. It had been mostly about her and their long passionates nights on the island. âAre you hiding from me?â Harry asks as he pulls her on his lap. She nervously shakes her head as she settles each of legs on either side of him. âHow was the water?â He runs his fingers over her skin noticing the little specks of salt on her brand new tan skin. Harry had stayed in for their usual sunset dip. He had fallen asleep after making love to her and devouring a giant bowl of fruit with her in bed.
âWarm and kinda lonelyâ She pouts, wrapping her free hand around his neck then leans over and places her drink on a table.Â
âWe canât have that canât we?â Y/N smiles and shakes her head at him as she gently pulls on the curls at the back of his head. The skin of his cheekbones is slightly burned making him more irresistible. She had tried to apply sunscreen on his face, but he kept making faces. It only distracted her and she ended just laughing at him âI guess I wonât ever leave yeh againâ Harry leans in and kisses her jawline gently. He can still smell the faint aroma of her carrot tanning lotion on her skin. Â
She enjoys the coolness of his rings pressed against her bare lower back. She runs her hands on his chest noticing the soft material of the shirt that he has on. The living room slide doors are opened allowing the sound of the waves crashing soothe them along with the faint sound of her favorite band.
âI need to tell yeh somethingâ he mumbles against her the salty skin of her neck. She immediately tenses up and goes cold. A million thoughts run through her head. Harry pulls away wanting to see her reaction. He takes a sip out of his drink and leans back on his seat. He still grips her hip in place wanting to keep some kind of content with her.
âWhat is it?â She gulps, silently playing that he wasnât dumping her or sending her away.
âI first have to confess something. I told you I liked you before I left for Japan, do yeh remember?â Y/N nods along too scared to say something. She also feels like she was about to be sick. It might have to do something about the amount of rum that itâs running through her veins. âI was actually not sure if I did. I was hesitant. We had just met and I was leaving for a long time. I didnât want to lose you. I liedâ
âWhy are you tell me all of this now?â She frowns not comprehending where he is going with this or what he is trying to tell her.
âFor us to have a healthy relationship. I have to be honest with yeh from starters. We canât build a relationship based on liesâ He explains hoping she would get what he is trying to say and catch up.
âIn that case, I actually didnât lose your sweaterâ she confesses, âIt's actually in my closet at home. It just reminds me of youâ Harry laughs lightly showing her his pearly whites.
âI know babeâ A few days ago he had seen it in her closet. âI think that you are absolutely beautiful inside out. I love how much you worry about little things, how you sing in the shower, how much you take care of your plants and even how your lips still taste like pineapple when I kiss themâ he jokes at the end. He tries to keep it short even though there are still a million things he can mention about her. âI guess I am trying tâ say is that you are worth having my heart broken a thousand times more if that means that I get to be around yehâ He watches as a wide smile appears across her face. She presses her lips against his.Â
âWould you be my girlfriend?â She doesnât say much but just repeatedly pecks her lips. Y/N was starting to grow impatient. She was starting to believe that their relationship would never move forward and she would remain to be just a friend who he occasionally has sex with until he found a girlfriend.Â
âIs that a yes?â
âYes, sillyâ she giggles then proceeds to peck the tip of his nose. âI thought you were going to send me home for a minuteâ Y/N admits as she presses a hand against her chest.Â
âNo. Youâre stuck with me nowâ He is so infatuated with her that it wouldnât surprise him if he tells her he loves her before the trip ends, but that is another story.Â
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Bad Idea, Good IntentionsÂ
Part 2
"Now that those boys stopped swooping in on this seat, may I have it?" The smoky voice to his side caught his attention. He turned to a young woman about his age just a step behind the bar stool. He felt his mouth dry as it hung open slightly as he fully took in this definitely welcome stranger.
She had creamy ivory skin and eyes that seemed too dark to simply classify as blue. They were unique and enchanting along with her cascading black hair that seemed to absorb the light that shone on it and reflect only what it wanted. Her full lips were curled into a half smile and painted a dark mauve. His eyes quickly trailed down her body clad in a sleeveless black knit crop top and a long matching wrap skirt, exposing the creamy flesh of her toned upper
stomach. His eyes flicked back to hers and in them they held a glint of amusement.
Tim quickly replied, "All yours m'lady." He shot her a bright smile. His night just got better. Beautiful woman wanting to sit next to him, he'll take that any day.Â
"Mm what a gentleman. Hopefully better than your friends." She took the seat and crossed her leg over the other allowing the slit of her skirt to reveal all the way up to her upper thigh. He couldn't help but linger on the smooth looking milky skin of her shapely legs. Holy hell if this woman wasn't a total bombshell he didn't know what was.
The woman ordered herself a whiskey double neat and cooly ran her fingers through her hair, resting her chin on her palm waiting. Tim wanted to kill his friends for being such asses and he prayed his chances weren't shot. "I'm sorry for whatever you heard. They're idiots when they've had a fewâŚ.actually truth be told they're idiots regardless but complete trainwrecks when they drink."
The mysterious woman turned her head in her palm and chuckled lightly. Good, he still had a shot. "And what about you? MrâŚ" she sat up a bit and twisted her body to face him.Â
"Drake. Uh⌠well Tim. My name is Tim Drake. Of course you don't need formalities, just Tim will do." God he sounded like an idiot.
"Well, just Tim. What happens to you when you drink?" A tiny smirk played along her pretty mouth.
Tim looked into his almost empty glass and thanked God that he still had his wits about him. "I'd like to say that I can hold my liquor well. But I can't say I've been out drinking too often to really know. I talk a lot, I know that. Not just when I drink, but all the timeâŚ.well not like annoyingly so. I just think a lot. I mean I have so many things processing in my brain at any given moment⌠wow ok, I guess I get nervous too? I'm sorry, I swear I'm not normally like this." He rubbed the back of his neck and cursed himself for looking like a damn fool in front of her.Â
He waited for her reply, hoping he didn't just scare her away with his rambling. Shit was he drunk? Or is it this woman's presence that has him all wound up? The bartender came back with her drink and placed it on the tidy white beverage napkin. The man held onto it a touch longer than Tim thought necessary and when the woman reached out for it, the bartender leaned in closer muttering that it was on the house with a wink before he went to tend to another patron. Tim didn't know why he was annoyed, the woman wasn't with him, he barely knew her, but he felt like there was some bro code or whatever that didn't permit poaching attractive women from him.Â
The woman in question didn't even blush or react to the bartender's flirting and she looked back at Tim, taking a small sip. He watched as her full lips parted to allow the amber liquid to flow into her mouth. This woman was too beautiful, why is she talking to him?
"What are you normally like then, Tim? What kinds of things is that brain of yours processing right now?" She raised her eyebrow, finger dancing along the rim of the glass.Â
Tim did not want to reveal what he was actually thinking, it was many thoughts about the woman in front of him and how damn good looking she was. "You know, what my idiot friends are up to, the band that was playing earlier, you." Tim wasn't very good at flirting, that was his older brother's specialty, but based on the growing smile on her face, he thought that maybe he was doing just fine.Â
"What did you think of the band?" Her almost indigo eyes were focused on his. There was a seriousness to her question but he didn't think too much of it.
"They were great. To be honest, I was a little skeptical, not of their talent but the club's choice to host them." She tilted her head and her brows furrowed a bit. He took that to mean that she wanted him to explain further. "Their songs are not what I would say is typical club music so I was a bit surprised. Although I can't say I really like 'typical club music'. But I'm glad they were able to play here and I got to hear them."
"I see, very insightful. Did you like Nevermore's music?" She seemed to be really interested in his opinion of the band, strange.
"I do. I mean for a guy that doesn't listen to music all too often, the band definitely hooked me. I feel like I've heard the first song before though."
"The band started as a cover band and more recently started using original songs. They don't seem to be as popular. Copycat is one of them." Her cheeks warmed with a slight blush.Â
Meanwhile Tim's face reddened at the thought of the sensual song again. He cleared his throat and took another sip of his drink. "That's cool. I..um..really liked that song. Raven's voice is amazing, never really heard anything like it."Â He hoped the lights around the bar masked his blush from her.
"Her voice huh?" She laughed lowly. "That doesn't tend to be the audience's focus of that song."Â
"I think that was part of the point."
"I think that Raven and the band added the sexy dancing after the song wasn't received well the first ten times they performed it, so they had to try a different tactic to get people to actually listen." Her eyes narrowed at her glass and she took a heavier sip from it.
"Oh, wow. I didn't know that. It's a shame really. I actually really liked the lyrics, they were clever."
"You actually listened?" Why was she surprised?
Tim coughed a little and adjusted in his seat for a moment. "I did. I was captivated by her voice first and then lyrics...and I'm not gonna lie, the dancing kinda enhanced it all." He looked back at her to see her expression soften.
"Interesting." There was a silence that fell over them for a moment. It wasn't uncomfortable or unwelcome, it just felt like she was enjoying his company.
"Tell me Tim, what do you think of me?" She shifted her legs so she could brush her ankle against his shin. Tim flushed at the contact and subconsciously looked down getting distracted by the smooth leg there. He recovered quickly and looked back to her face, an amused expression resting there.
"I think you're interesting, easy to talk to...and very beautiful." He wasn't sure if that was the right thing to say or was he too forward but he meant it. Her laughter made his heart beat faster but eased his embarrassment. So far he was doing okay.
"Thank you, Tim." An unknown expression flashed across her face just long enough for him to notice it but just as quickly as it came, it was replaced with amusement as if they were playing a secret game that only she knew about. "Do you want to meet the band? ....Perhaps meet Raven?" Her indigo eyes fell to her empty glass on the bar and she nervously tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.
"Do you know them?"
"Pretty well I suppose."
"That's awesome. My friend knows Wally...er uh.. Kid Flash."
The woman chuckled again. "Yes, Wally has a lot of friends. So did you want me to introduce you? You seemed fond of Raven." Why was she still avoiding his gaze? Why was she offering to introduce him?
"Uh... I mean that would be cool, but I was enjoying myself hanging out with you. Unless you want to leave and meet up with them, then that's totally understandable." Tim thought that maybe it was an excuse to put some space between them and a distraction to slip away. Damn it, just when he thought...
The woman looked back at him brightly. "You're very sweet Tim. I'm enjoying my time with you as well. You're not like other guys."
"Thank you. So...are you staying?"
"Yes Tim, I'm staying." They shared a smile and a blush rose to both of their cheeks.
"Great! I'll buy you a drink and you can finally tell me about yourself." He flagged the bartender town and he ordered another drink for her and a glass of water for himself. He wanted to be sober as to not make a fool of himself.
"Thank you." She took a delicate sip. "What would you like to know?"
"For starters, I'd love to know what your name is."
She seemed to hesitate for a moment before finally introducing herself. "Rachel, Rachel Roth."
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But Itâs Better If You Do: Lyric Analysis
Here is an analysis of the lyrics and meaning of this song. This post is part of a masterpost for the songs off AFYCSO. You can find the masterpost here. Enjoy!
The title of this song is also a quote from the movie Closer. It comes specifically from the line, âLying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off, but itâs better if you doâ. According to Ryan, the song is âa song about being in a strip club but not actually liking being in there. So I wanted it to be about the sort of complex inner-monologue. It's not completely fiction, though. It's based on a scenario when I was going through a breakup with a girl. Because in reality, I don't like strip clubs. I think they're kinda perverted. When I wrote it, I never thought about it being played in strip clubs. But I guess it would be kind of a change from what they usually play in there. It would be a surreal experience, for sure. I think the tempo is too fast, though. So maybe someone would have to do a chopped-and-screwed version or somethingâ.Â
Now I'm of consenting age
To be forgetting you in a cabaret
Somewhere downtown where a burlesque queen
May even ask my name
As she sheds her skin on stage
I'm seated and sweating to a dance song on the club's PA
The strip joint veteran sits two away
Smirking between dignified sips of his dignified
Peach and lime daiquiri
Ironically enough, none of the members of Panic were old enough to drink at this time and depending on when this was written, they might not have even been 18 yet. The song starts out by describing a male character heading to a burlesque show. A burlesque show in the 1860âs was essentially an illegal show that was done in three parts. The first part was usually songs and comedy bits, the second was variety acts (think of talent shows...but with talent), and the last was essentially strippers (called Burlesque Queens during the Victorian Era). It was common for the police to do raids during these shows. This can be seen in the music video as well. A cabaret is a place where they sell alcohol. In this case, the man goes to a bar where there are strippers. Heâs watching the dancers while drinking.Â
And isn't this exactly where you'd like me?
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance
And paying in naivety?
This serves as a double reference of sorts. For starters, the character is trying to get over his ex-girlfriend but clearly isnât enjoying it. The second reference could potentially be to the plot of the movie Closer (which the song got its name from). During the movie, Dan goes to a strip club while trying to find out what heâs missing in his current relationship. âPraying for loveâ is the character hoping that he finds love/finds what heâs looking for. âPaying in naivetyâ is probably how he realizes he didnât really want to be there and never found what he was looking for anyway. It was naĂŻve for him to think he would find âlove in a lap danceâ.
Oh, but I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead
D-dead, d-dead, d-dead in this place
Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place
The character regrets going to the club. He doesnât want to be there and definitely didnât find what he was looking for. The âmay have faked itâ line is likely referencing how he faked interest in wanting to be there or having any interest in what was happening in the first place.
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đ§? (Iâm not going to lie, itâs been a hot minute since Iâve actually seen this fandom, so my interest in it has kinda spiked up from this blog! Thank you!)
Send a đ§ and I will put my music on shuffle, then write a starter based on a lyric from the first song that plays
"Hey mister!" the bellman says
Alice couldnât recall what day it was, let alone the hour. Was it late into the night, or early into the day? Too many times lacking of rest, and too influenced by the could of winter, it had all been blurring together. Not that is mattered in the end for someone whom had no reason to recall other than rough estimations. Only to remember the most recent of moments in the immediate demand. But after having been so zoned into her own head, and snapped back into reality, she began to take a mental note on herself.
"I can only recall last's night hotel, " I said
It took a moment to piece together a few things, just how much sheâd very nearly faded into auto pilot. She didnât need that happening when Alice knew she wasnât alone. It would be best to keep ones self awareness sharp and wits on high alert. Sheâd need a new cup of tea, certainly, to keep her body warmer, and wake the rest of her mind entirely. A real cup of tea was like a shot of adrenaline straight to the heart.
So he replies,Â
It was curious, how anyone else could handle the frigid weather with such energy. "Then how do you manage?" Aliceâs voice rang out, perhaps asking a true question of another, or maybe just muttering to herself. Besides the madness of the mind, and that of the world around her, it was all a matter of survival perspective.
I dodge the blast, and apologize for collateral damageÂ
( Song: Panic! At The Disco: Mercenary from Batman: Arkham City - The Album )
#acrylic-kettle#(( that is so flattering! ))#(( like I kinda got flustered at that?? ))#(( I am so glad to have sparked your interest again! ))
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kinda random non queued starter for @hecrownedâ bc ya girl is impulsiiiiiveeeeeÂ
â  talia  really  seemed  to  like  you.  â  though  their  driver  is  paying  no  attention  to  them,  audrey  keeps  her  voice  low.  a  generic  pop  song  sheâs  sure  sheâs  heard  a  million  times  plays  through  the  speakers,  but  she  canât  recall  any  of  the  lyrics.  all  her  brain  can  give  her  is  the  ending  scene  of  benâs  date.  the  way  he  and  talia  looked  like  the  portrait  of  a  perfect  couple  as  they  walked  out  of  the  restaurant,  the  sleeve  of  taliaâs  black  peacoat  conveniently  brushing  up  against  his  arm,  their  fingers  barely  missing   each  other.   talia  was  taller  than  audrey  too,  so  they  even  looked  like  they  were  meant  to  stand  next  to  each  other.  oh  god  hadnât  ben  seen  her  naked  too?  didnât  he  meet  her  naked?  they  were  already  at,  what,  third  base?   Â
over  and  over  plays  the  sound  of  taliaâs  twinkling  laughter  as  ben  told  a  joke  under  his  breath.  heat  floods  audreyâs  body  when  she  thinks  about  taliaâs  hand  resting  on  his  shoulder.  she  recalls  the  way  her  lungs  begged  her  to  just  breathe  as  she  watched  them  through  the  half  tinted  window.  there  they were,   frozen  like  the  icicles  suspended  from  the  roof  above  them,  just  staring  at  each  other.  was  he  going  to  kiss  her?  by  the  look  in  her  eyes,  talia  obviously  wanted  him  to.  the  thought  made  audrey  ill,  but  she  couldnât  look  away.  she  had  to  know.
thankfully,  they  only  embraced,  but  even  that  stung.  at  least  ben  had  a  good  time,  she  tried  to  tell  herself  so  she  could  stop  her  bottom  lip  from  quivering.  at  least  he  didnât  sit  outside  for  two  hours,  checking  his  phone  for  a  text  that  would  never  come  from  a  boy  who  had  no  intention  of  showing  up.  she  deleted  every  message,  all  twelve  of  them  that  were  her  âjust  checking  in!â  and  then  blocked  his  number.  she  shouldâve  stayed  home.  she  wished  she  stayed  home.  â  you  shouldâve  kissed  her.  â  audrey  mutters  to  the  window  and  then  immediately  shuts  her  eyes,  filled  with  regret.  â  she  obviously  wanted  you  to.  â  she  continues,  because  what  does  she  have  to  lose  at  this  point?  it  was  already  a  terrible  night.  â  why  didnât  you?  â
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*internally screaming*
It was 4 AM when I started writing this, I attempted to be a good and patient woman to NOT use the internet or see twitter for spoilers or the summary of the BBâs 2nd single Drama Track and Iâm still in a whole mess of emotions because I read it after midnight, and it mildly ruined my night (at least not the whole day).
I just want to go back to the days where we all thought that the BBs were the most normal bunch of the original 4 divisions.Â
So, uhm... thanks... I hate it :)
In all seriousness, though... spoilers ahead!
Thereâs LOTS I want to unload right here. From the way King Record releases the lore/info/canon, that leaves not too much into imagination just when they decide to dump EVERYTHING in just a couple of weeks from release from one thing (i.e. manga) to another (i.e. single/album releases).
Itâs not only about the fact that it was obvious that Amayado was the Yamadaâs dad, once the hints were clear as the day as info was revealed (i.e. Kuroda Takaya was asked in a recent interview about how he was cast as Amayado, one of the things he responded was that the staff gave on detail for his character as âsomeone who may be the âfinal bossâ and âthe father of someoneââ, or the lyrics from his own song (theorized to be responses for the BBs solos, music PRETTY well inspired by âOre ga Ichiroâ). I mean, come on.
I feel angry at this because, from the looks of it, thereâs lots of sh*t that the Yamadas went through when they were younger, and the fact that they were some of the children victims affected by the WWIII thing, and the probability that Amayado (as if he deserves to be called by his name or real last name, lmao) wasnât the âfather of the yearâ either in the past, and the fact that he can... easily pay Jiro and Saburo a visit to... what? to force them to be stronger, to know their potential, to them betraying Ichiro...?Â
Also, dude here is still mysterious as hell, you know... he is DEFINITELY pulling strings behind the scenes, he might have his own interests (and using CW for his own purposes)... and it makes me wonder more about Ichiro and his siblings... what Iâm basically saying is that, the heterochromia doesnât sound more as a âjokeâ, or for simple aesthetic character design purposes to me, anymore (?) (EDIT - if you go to Amayadoâs profile in the official webpage, the subtlety isnât subtle anymore, and you can see he also has heterochromia, HOWEVER... *insert thinking emoji here*). âFather of the yearâ, right here. Ichiro did what he did (lying, more lying) because he wanted to give his brothers a better life... Amayado might be âlooking afterâ them at a distance, but provoking them was such a dirty trick :))).
...The thing about Nemu... I donât like it, lol. It was SO eventually going to happen that she was going to be recruited to be part of Central Ward in one way or another (it was also somewhat of a popular...? theory I saw back when she was introduced last year)... the last 2 chapters of the BTB manga give the perfect set up about it, actually (as it was ALL PLANNED ALONG): Nemu doesnât like the way her brother acts and her views of unneeded violence are also pretty clear... heck, it definitely caught Ramudaâs attention, too.Â
Now, the thing is... we donât know if either Nemu is in there in good faith (like, for real, Party of Words seems to have good intentions on the surface, but we all KNOW that below it, it isnât like that... I mean, if they would give me benefits -as a woman- and promises that the world âmight change to a better placeâ, I MIGHT have wanted to work with them, too)... or that thereâs a slight possibility she was brainwashed to be in (also, 19 years old seems pretty young in my book to be working as âvice-chief of internal affairsâ??).
Thereâs also a chance that Samatoki knows it because Jyuto might told him about it. Thereâs a chance he kept getting released (because he is a Yakuza), not because Jyuto is just doing it because he likes it (or the whole âcorrupt copâ thing), but because it was an order from above him - hers, his younger sister. But he blames Ichiro, because the info he received might have been manipulated, too, from starters... that he might influenced her to be part of CWâs government (and Ichiro obvs didnât know ANYTHING about it until... just this one track).
Speaking of brainwashing, I have been thinking about this for a while, and the introduction of the real-deal hypnosis mic might be it. Clearly, the whole bit about Sasara doesnât remembering much about why he and Samatoki fought, because it wasnât like him... doesnât sound too farfetched to think that the hypmics might be involved in some way or form. May be even the âreal dealâ one, too (and Ramuda might know about it and he might have taken it and used it, but he simply acts like he doesnât know ANYTHING). I donât discard at all it might have been also a base on why TDD disbanded, too (UGH, itâs still hush, hush, lol... but tbh, with all this dump of events in one track... MORE was going to kill us????). We already know they affect the humansâ psyche, after all, manipulating wasnât out of rule... especially manipulating the usersâ emotions.
For one, I really liked that we did saw DTH interaction with other divisions members (even if it was Sasara & Rosho vs Ichiro, and Jiro & Saburo vs Amayado), even if it clears out that thereâs really not much bad blood between Sasara and Ichiro (kinda implying it isnât too much bad blood between Sasara and Samatoki, either), but it was very stressing seeing the whole âKIDS, DAD IS HOMEâ little act with the other party involved. Really hoping that Ichiro clarifies stuff between his brothers again, and... you know... have all three of them TALK about it.
Hey, King Record, can we have some chill in canon lore material? I know you basically gave the fandom 5 months to chill before DTH and BATâs reveal, but... I ALSO WANT THE CHARACTERS TO CHILL A BIT? AND NOT JUST IN SONGS?!
Geez, I miss those innocent days from early 2018 quite a LOT.
This looks quite a mess and I accept responsibility for it, itâs juuuusssst... imagine trying to not scream at your cellphone in the middle of a family reunion... and keeping these thoughts for more than 3 hours.
#kao's ramblings#hypnosis mic#hypnosismic#hypmic#buster bros!!!#merry christmas i guess?#hey at least nemu didn't have a worse fate? it was POSSIBLE...
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french in 1.5 years anon
Kinda random but I just found out that Iâll be required to be intermediate/advanced in French by the next 1.5 years; ALL I KNOW IS THAT MEIRDE IS A BAD BAD WORD! Idk if youâre a native speaker but I was wondering if you could provide me of any good French language resources (or language in general since Iâll be needing to learn Arabic soon as well), and like tips for language learning and how to go about it? Sorry to bother you haha this is MY stress but I appreciate any help! Have a great day!
HEY. so i really fucking dropped the ball on this one, iâm sorry. 2019 has been one health fiasco after another (or more like the same fiasco again and again) and i kept telling myself i want to sit down and make a proper post for this, until i realised that thatâs just never going to happen given the way things are rn. and iâd rather give you a quickly-written post which is actually helpful than never write that perfect bullet-pointed one.Â
first of all, iâve been in your EXACT position (so no, iâm not a native speaker) except i had about...six months to go from je mâappelle teesta to voyez-vous, le problème qui se cache derrière tout ça nâest pas le manque de respect mais la personne dont il sâagit or whatever. i was like, i can so do this. (spoiler: i didnât, because i was 18 and overconfident and stupid and didnât actually know how to learn a language.) GOOD NEWS: having learned 3 more foreign languages since then, i am now REALLY GOOD at learning languages REALLY FAST. 1.5 years is a good amount of time, so donât stress.
iâm going to go generic on this, with some extra tips about french since i speak it, unlike arabic.Â
first thing, that typical thing everyone hates to hear but knows is coming from the mouth of an accomplished person (pat on my back) in any field whatsoever: youâre going to have to work really hard and practice like fuck.Â
thereâs just nothing else that can replace it. iâve filled up notebooks and notebooks with japanese verb conjugations, once i did like 1800 of them in one sitting. but you better believe that a bitch will never forget those now. resign yourself to putting in at least three hours of your day to this until you get to the level you need. (and three hours is...kind. at my peak i was literally reading through french dictionaries at the library, 10 AM - 8 PM. i treated it like a workday.)
now, what you need to establish is: are you a hands-on learner or a digital one.Â
i donât really care for all the auditory learner and visual learner stuff, i donât know about anyone else but i personally used those as excuses to avoid certain exercises. unless you have actual disabilities preventing you from accessing certain methods of learning, you can train yourself into anything. itâs a matter of practice. i could barely understand a new song without reading its lyrics first, now i eat up podcasts.Â
SO. the question here is different. a hands-on learner, like i used to be more or less throughout my bachelorâs, is someone who absolutely cannot retain information unless theyâve written it down BY HAND at least once. pen and paper. (iâm still like this but iâve learned to combine it with digital methods to go faster.) if this isnât a hurdle for you, congratulations. your process is going to go that much faster, at least for french. (youâll have to spend hours practicing your written arabic however, if youâre not familiar with the script.)Â
now, if youâre a hands-on learner, you need to add an extra hour to your daily time. no matter how fast you write, you will take that time. and you cannot shorthand your way into languages. you need to understand how french is spelt, what accents it uses, that they put a space before exclamation points, question marks, and semicolons. (side tip: learn the IPA. it will be useful to you forever in language learning, at least for the romance languages.) iâm not gonna teach you how to make notes since iâve never benefitted from copying someone elseâs style, so if you donât have a set method start establishing that. you need regularity and rhythm when you learn a language. my grammar notes look the same regardless of the language. i donât have my french ones since itâs been years and i didnât take good ones then anyway, but hereâs my japanese and russian stuff.Â
JAPANESE NOTES // RUSSIAN NOTES
now, it bears mentioning that these notes are NOT the notes i take when i donât know shit. these are final level notes. theyâre brief, idiosyncratic, and only reminders. something to refer to when iâm revising and suddenly forget a rule. the first notes i make are much more elaborate, whether theyâre pretty or not. iâve gradually lost the fucks i had about really going ham on academics so my russian notes are very messy, but my japanese ones from back in the day are magnificent. hereâs a look. during lesson one i realised that japanese and my mother tongue, gujarati, are syntaxically similar as shit, and i started taking notes with references in gujarati. it sped up my learning process 2x while my french classmates were still going âBUT WHY IS IT LIKE THATâ.Â
PRACTICAL GRAMMAR // THEORETICAL GRAMMAR
if you plan to learn more languages in the future, this will be so valuable. sometimes a phrase i learn in russian doesnât make sense in its french explanation, but a phrase in english might use the same logic. bam, put down the translation in english then. you get what iâm saying? the more languages you learn, the easier it gets to learn languages.Â
now if youâre a digital learner, iâve got great news for you. duolingo and anki are your best friends. duolingoâs memed to hell and has a system that might not work for everyone, but theyâll do the brunt work of compiling grammar notes for you in the beginnings/ends of their lessons. note those down and transform them into anki flashcards, and you can learn grammar concepts without doing 20 exercises. (do those exercises if you can, though, nothing beats mindless practice.) now anki is an intimidating-looking but actually super intuitive app that basically builds digital flashcards for you and shows them to you in a rhythm based on your own learning speed. itâll show you the front of a card, letâs say merde. you say the english translation out loud, shit, and hit enter. correct! was that easy? ankiâll show it to you in 10 minutes. hard? itâll show you in 1 minute. super easy? merde wonât come up again until tomorrow. eventually you get so good at it that you can bury a card for 2 months. anki will also show you the same cards reversed, which is harder but trains you better. youâll see shit and have to remember what itâs called in french, which is more difficult than youâd think it is.Â
you can use anki for more than just vocab, like i mentioned. itâs a little tricky learning to convert grammar concepts into front/back flashcards, but you can do it. for example, hereâs a sample of one of my russian grammar cards:Â
front ^^
back once i hit enter^^
see? not that difficult. now donât be an idiot like me who manually entered every single flashcard into anki. you can find pre-made packages online (but you canât guarantee theyâll be correct) or you can make your own without killing your fingers. what you wanna do is open up a spreadsheet and make two columns, A for front of the card and B for back. itâll look like this:
then youâre gonna save that spreadsheet as a .CVS (comma separated values) and import that into anki. bam, your flashcards are made for you with half the effort. thereâs also a script floating around somewhere to make excel translate words automatically for you, but i donât recommend that unless theyâre really easy words. google translate can fuck up. reverso is your friend.Â
you need to review your anki cards every day. itâll take less and less time as you go along. i can review 300 russian cards in 15 minutes now. but you need to keep the rhythm going. download ankiapp and sync your cards, review them on commutes or in the hallway or whatever. trust me, itâs magic.Â
apart from this, if a traditional textbook helps, go for that. iâve always used textbooks and workbooks, more as supports than as principal methods, but it does help. itâs structured and organised and these people know how to train you. bescherelle is a good go-to for french.Â
media is always a great way of immersion too, until you get to the country itself. itâll show you how french people speak french. when i first came to france i didnât have that experience and even though i spoke an arguably decent amount of french when i got here, it was like, if this is french then what the fuck was i learning in high school. if you like watching movies this is your chance. watch the classics first so that you can get an idea of french pop culture. amĂŠlie (though the pop culture aspect here is about shitting on it) and les intouchables, for starters. watch your favourite films, first subbed, then subbed and dubbed, then just dubbed. i watched all ten seasons of friends with french subs, it was wild. with music you want to start off with some indie-ish singers since they will universally sing softer and slower, making things easier to understand than idk, la tribu de dana. (if youâre into bts thereâs a hilarious video of their baepsae choreo set to la tribu de dana.) anyway - angèle, cĹur de pirate, cĂŠline dion, frĂŠro delavega, uhhh that fucking french sufjan stevens. whatâs his name. VIANNEY. donât fucking listen to biglo and oli or like, fatal bazooka right away. you will not understand shit. i barely understand it. white people are wild. ooh listen to stromae. orelsan too, heâs a rapper but he has a relatively clean diction imo. he also sang the french opening for OPM. they call him orelsan-san in japan.
last but not the least: if you have the opportunity to interact in french with people, DO IT. native speakers will do their best to help you and be kind about it. people who learned french might sometimes be assholes from experience. itâs a whole superiority complex thing, and very hypocritical. anyway - online or IRL, wherever you can practice your french, do it. itâll be immensely helpful. thereâs nothing like the frustration of not being able to express simple things to get you motivated to get better. do your best to immerse yourself - changing the language on your devices can make a difference too.Â
i think thatâs all i have and again, iâm sorry for taking this long to finally deliver, thanks for your patience! if you have any specific questions donât hesitate to hit me up, on anon or not.Â
good luck - itâs not going to be the easiest but nothing is as gratifying as beginning to understand the workings of a language. youâre gonna love it!
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@semperiiiuvenis - lyric-based starter
âWhat kinda life you dream of? Youâre allergic to love.â
When he finds the time for it, when he gets his head out of whatever show heâs currently busy putting on display for the world to get what he wants, he finds it interesting to see what makes people tick. Doesnât care too much about probing questions. He knows himself well enough to know that anyone can dodge their way out of an answer.
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