#kind of? this post is platonic but it lends itself to jontim.

[lesbialien]

“tim did not hate jon when he died, or in fact, ever hated jon,” an essay by me, featuring about three paragraphs worth of tim meta beforehand, because i’m emo and can’t ever just GET to the point. 

under a cut for length 

Tim Stoker didn’t hate Jonathan Sims when he died. Tim Stoker’s final act was one of hatred, and revenge, and years-old grief; but also love (for his brother, for his friends-because yes, they still are his friends, even the ones who are gone or the ones who are monsters, now-and maybe even for himself, finally), and gratitude, and a sense of triumph, that he was finally able to do something. And Jon helped him do that.