#kim khimhan

[raphael-angele]

Correct me if I’m wrong but First Love/Late Spring sounds like Kimhan Theerapanyakul’s theme song

[mousydentist]

I'm trying to decide if I want to send you an unreasonable number of asks for the prompt game... :)

Let's start with The Polaroid Dates™️

hi im so sorry these are taking so long i pinky promise im gonna get to all of them eventually 🙏🙏🙏

the whole idea: some kind of a 5+1 with the polaroid dates and a +1 from post canon

ok so this is one that i actually have something for so im gonna add to it and then post what i wrote on top of it. im not totally sold on actually making it a 5+1 anymore but eh we'll see. also these snippets are kinda just cut out from the middle of scenes so they're not toally complete

ty for the asks fern ilysm 🥰🥰🥰

2.  At some point Kim goes to the bathroom, but really he's watching the live feed of the camera in the living room, just to see what Chay will do. It takes no time at all before Chay’s sneaking around, checking down the hallway for Kim then scurrying around and picking things up. No, he’s placing things?  A bug? Right. This is what Kim was expecting. This is exactly why he started investigating the Kittisawad’s in the first place. They’re clearly up to no good, and here’s proof of it. Kim swallows a lump in his throat.  He's a target. The name Porchay means nothing to him other than a name in a folder next to an age and a photo. He braces himself on the counter for a minute, eyes carefully averted from the large mirror in front of him. He splashes cold water on his face, and it helps. He needs to be Khimhan now. No, he’s always been Khimhan. He’s been Khimhan this whole time. The smiles and laughs, the little gifts, agreeing to bring Porchay here, those were always Khimhan. They were tactical moves to make the target let down his guard and reveal his true intentions. Khimhan had walked into the bathroom, and he has no problem walking out to get Porchay out of his home.  Chay Porchay the target is fidgety when Kim returns, no doubt worried he was caught. Khimhan gives him a Wik smile, and says, “Sorry, I’m not feeling very well. can I drive you home?” As soon as Kim is back to his own apartment, he goes to the large chair in the corner where he remembers the target messing around. Just in case he planted cameras, Kim walks casually, planning to sit in it while he runs a bug detection program on his phone. But when he’s in view of the chair, he pauses. There’s something on the arm of it. He gets close enough to make it out before he picks it up.  A… polaroid? He flips it over, and it’s a tiny picture of Chay making a heart with his fingers and wearing a goofy expression. At the top, he’s written, “Thank you for spending time with me!!!” and on the bottom, “You’re the #1 guitar tutor EVER!!”

3.  Do it. This is the kind of relationship you were looking for, this will tell you everything you need to know about him. He’ll let his guard down completely. Or, don’t do it. You already have most of the information, and if you do this he’ll be expecting even more from you. You have no obligation to this kid. Dump him here and now. It would… be… Kim’s thoughts fuzz out for a second, as he watches Porchay giggle and shuffle around awkwardly. For the first time in a long time, Kim lets himself ask what he wants. His life is not one that regularly awards him the privilege of acting illogically, and given that this could go either way, he thinks it’s been long enough since he’s been selfish. He doesn’t think about how he’s been selfish with Chay this whole time, and he doesn’t think about the way their relationship will inevitably end. He doesn’t think about how this will ruin Chay, or about the exact scar he knows this will reopen on his heart. He pulls Chay into a hug, and presses a kiss to his cheek, because that’s what the emotional part of his brain, the part that he’s handed control over to, decides he wants. He doesn’t think about after, not a year, not a week, not ten minutes. He thinks about Chay’s arms around his neck, and his laugh ringing in his brain, and he thinks, maybe, he’s finally found something he wants. And now, he has it.

(send me a prompt!)

[mousydentist]

first of all im sobbing my eyes out, thanks.

also, may i add, we have porsche fawning over chay, mourning their losses and trying to cope with the fact that chay is in this whether he likes it or not. we see the aftermath where chay has to accept his situation and somehow move on after literally being kidnapped from his own home.

but what about kim? kim, making the briefest of eye contact with kinn before he disappears again. kim, wondering if kinn will call him, text him, send him a damn messager bird to at least let kim know he cares (and being slightly relieved when he doesn’t, because it makes it easier to keep kinn out of his life, where everyone gets hurt). kim, deciding that night that he needs to give chay up. kim, mourning the closest thing to love he’s ever allowed himself and being reminded of why he’s never allowed anyone in before, and why he never will again. kim, trying desperately to be the person who can storm into a hostage situation like its easy, like he does it everyday, who can leave chay to the medics when every fiber of his being is telling him to stay, but no matter how hard he tries to mend it the mask of khimhan has cracks and dents he’ll never be able to repair.

we got chay coping with the horror that is his new life, but i want kim who, after being given a glimpse of what a life not filled with horror could be like, has to try to go back to it.

Do you know what makes me so unbelievably feral? Kim extricates Chay from that hostage situation like it's easy, like he does it every day, and then the next time we see Chay, he's outside the warehouse, out the back of some emergency response vehicle, on a stretcher and oxygen, but stable, in the safety of his brother.

Where's Kim gently setting Chay down outside that warehouse and checking him for injuries, out-of-his-mind horrified by his own feelings? Where's Kim turning Chay over to the backup security detail and slipping off into the night, slightly despondent about it all? Where's Chay asking Kim to stay with him, still half-delirious from a chloroform rag? Where's Chay coming to, asking for Kim and looking around for him? (Also like, when exactly did Kim change out of that crisp ass white tee? Does he keep the black muscle tee in the carrying case with his handgun so it's on the ready for big rescues?) Is there footage of this that just didn't make the cut? I need information.