#killing the kurta clan was the first plan and action kuroro has done with spiders. a little bit of an indirect reason of setting it up

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thinking about kuroro never regretting killing the kurta clan and never asking for forgiveness knowing he wouldn't take back his actions and that he doesn't deserve it but ending up so in love with and deranged for kurapika that a part of him feels sick with himself that he caused this pain but also it made kurapika who he is and made them the only two people in the world capable of knowing and mirroring each other and he will gladly die by his hands looking at his scarlet eyes