#kihyun drana

[thenamesseven]

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Kihyun and you had been in the arcades for around two hours, it was as if the two of you wouldn't leave the place until your wallets were completely empty. Before that, Kihyun had taken you out for dinner like he explained that morning in your house. The both of you completely ignored every single fancy restaurant in the city and chose to have some greasy yet delicious hamburgers along with a plate of fries for dinner.

At first, going out with somebody as "infamous" s Kihyun was kind of was awkward, even when he and you were used to spend time together, going out with him was another story. Everybody recognized him, it was expected, he was a mafia boss after all but you would be lying if you said you hadn't been a little intimidated by being the center of everybody's attention just by walking besides him. Kihyun noticed that of course and he had made sure to distract you from it with simple gestures such us holding your hand as you walked or randomly complimenting you. After dinner, you took your time in the bathroom having an inner yet intense discussion with yourself in which you decided to ignore everyone's stare in order to enjoy the perfect date Kihyun had organized.

That's exactly how the two of you ended up in the local arcade, holding hands and looking at each other like teenagers in love but running around and going from one game to another like little kids. Some people would use the word lame and childish to describe the date Kihyun planned but you were absolutely loving it, in fact, it had been so long since last time you had so much fun...

"I seriously can't believe you stepped on my shoe on purpose just to win a game" Kihyun's words sounded hurt, shocked even, but the smile on his face said something else.

"Says the guy who almost pushed me out of the booth of that racing game we played five minutes ago" You scoffed biting your lower lip to not laugh, rolling your eyes

"Hey!" Kihyun stopped walking to turn around and look at you, the innocent yet bright smile he had tonight made him look ridiculously handsome "I have a reputation to maintain, you know? I can't just let you beat me ass so easily"

You sighed, attempting to sound disappointed and by the look on Kihyun's face you managed to do it "Here I was thinking you were one of those gentleman that did anything to make their date happy"

"You're not dating a gentleman though" He grinned, resting his arm on your shoulder to pull your body closer to his "You chose a bad boy and this is how we date, cheating in games and making our girls look pissy and frustrated because they can't beat our ass like they said they would" After that, he left a small kiss on the side of your head while you were trying your best to not blush at the fact that he had indirectly called you his girl.

"What can I say? I'm a sucker for idiots" It was supposed to be an insult but the way his smile lighted up when he heard you say those words was the cutest thing ever.

Kihyun cleared his throat, trying to keep his cool bad boy facade on "I mean have you seen me? Who wouldn't be a sucker for this?"

"Excuse me? You mean, who wouldn't be a sucker for this right?" You asked smiling confidently, resting your hands on your hips

"That's the same thing I ask myself every now and then, how the hell are you still single?"

You chuckled, shaking your head softly "I'm a bit picky" Shrugging, you turned around looking

“How am I doing though?” Kihyun asked smiling confidently

“Not too bad” It was really hard to not laugh when your eyes landed on his disappointed face “I mean you won’t lose playing against me and that’s pretty frustrating, makes me kind of hate you actually”

“I knew coming to the arcade wasn’t a really good idea” Rolling his eyes, he gripped your sleeve and started walking slightly faster. pulling you out while you walked behind him. “Come on, let’s get some ice cream so I can compensate beating your ass so many times”

You didn’t complain and just smiled at the back of his head as he kept pulling you first out of the arcade and then down the street where you knew was a really good ice cream shop.

Happiness was an extremely accurate word you could use to describe how you were feeling. Since the moment Kihyun had shown up at your doorstep he had showed you a side of him you doubted many people had been able to see. This thought made you realized that even when Kihyun seemed to know a couple of things about you, the information you had of him was too little, non existent was also another term for it.

“How many dates have you ever gone to?”

The question slipped out of your lips as soon as Kihyun stopped walking to take a quick look at the menu, he always ended up buying that Nutella ice cream that drove his inner chocolate lover mad but the male always tried to find something better, even when he knew that was impossible. He thought you were looking at the menu too but your question told him you had your mind elsewhere, Kihyun had expected this to happen, he had asked you out without talking too much about his personal life and at some point it was going to be normal for you to ask questions about him.

“Not too many, never had much time for this things” He replied casually, sighing when the Nutella flavour won over the rest of them “Which one do you want?”

“Nutella, isn’t it like the best flavour ever?” He smiled nodding, ordering your ice creams before he turned to look at you

“Afraid I had too many girlfriends?” He smirked leaning back against the counter, sliding his hands inside his pockets

"You? With that shitty attitude? I doubt it" You smirked back at him, staring into his eyes “I’m just curious”

“Well for your information I only dated once and it was arranged” Kihyun replied, taking some money out of his wallet to pay “Her dad was kind of doing business with mine and us becoming a couple was supposed to be a good thing”

“Was supposed to?” You asked frowning, slightly confused

“More like dating we just kept getting in each other’s bed, you know? Her older brother found us one time, he tried beating my ass but I ended up beating his and as some kind of lame revenge her father tried to go behind my dad’s back but he ended up dead”

“What happened with her?”

“Dead too” You choked on your saliva not really expecting that answer from him “Why?”

Ice creams in hand, Kihyun and you walked out of the shop, crossing the road to get into the park where there were some benches the both of you could sit on and talk for as much as you would like. Kihyun stayed quiet for a second, his mind trying to come up with a way of answering your question without getting into too much detail and arising even more doubts. Your curiosity was too much for him sometimes.

“Imagine how would you feel if I killed your whole family” Kihyun blurted out making you frown “Oh fuck, God...Do not imagine that, I would never do it” You nodded quietly, still not knowing how to reply to what he had just said as you sat down on one of the benches. Kihyun moved to stand in front of you, eating a little of his ice cream before trying again “We are humans and when we are deeply damaged there are two feelings that control us” He looked down at you, mesmerized by your adorable eyes as he explained why his father murdered an entire family “First comes the depression and then rage, rage that leads to revenge” Your eyes brighted and he knew you finally understood where the conversation was heading to

“Why would he be scared of a teenager though? She couldn’t have taken down somebody so powerful right?”

“Baby” Kihyun sat down next to you “Revenge is a dish best served cold” He muttered looking up to the sky “My father wasn’t scared of the teenager, he was afraid of the powerful woman she would have become if he had forgiven her”

“Mhmm” You hummed quietly, swinging your legs as you kept eating your ice cream “What did you think?”

“About what?”

“About what happened to that family” You looked up at him, hope in your eyes that he wouldn’t be a murderer like people said

“I have blood in my hands (Y/N), you can’t expect me to say what my father did was a really bad thing” It felt as if he had pulled a bucket of cold water over your head to melt the warm hope in you “I mean, killing somebody because they tried to beat up your son wasn’t a good decision”  He ate some more of his ice cream “But look at it in a tactical way, in the mafia, in my world, when somebody goes behind your back you automatically gain the right to kill that person” He explained “So the fact that he killed that man wasn’t unfair at all” He looked at you, serious, trying to read your thoughts “Killing Ellie was for our survival, she was a future enemy ready to do whatever it takes to murder us so he eliminated her before she could do that”

“So what? If I break up with you I’ll end up dead?”

“What?” Kihyun frowned deeply, turning his whole body on the bench to look at you. He looked confused, even hurt and you started to slightly regret asking that question "Are you scared of me?"

"I'm scared of getting hurt"

"Physically or emotionally?" Kihyun asked even more serious, both of your ice creams already forgotten thanks to the conversation that was currently being held.

"Both" You replied honestly "Kihyun, we both know that dating won't be an easy thing between us" You reached out and grabbed his hand, holding it softly as you traced small circles on the palm of his hand. You weren't trying to offend him, you just wanted to explain yourself. "You have a bunch of enemies and-"

"I'm going to stop you right there actually" Kihyun cupped both of your cheeks so you couldn't look away from him. "Listen to me (Y/N) because you need to understand this if we want to...Date each other" Gulping you nodded, letting out a shaky breath "I don't know if this is love but I've never felt like this for somebody else" He rested his forehead against yours, his gaze more intense now than ever "I swear to God and on my own life that if somebody, no matter who it is, attempts to damage you, I'll kill them" Your heart was pounding against your chest as fast as his, your mind racing, processing the words he was telling you "But that won't be necessary because I won't let anybody touch you, threaten you or even look at you in a bad way, you hear me?" His tone had lowered and his lips were closer to yours now "Your safe with me, I'll risk my own life, reputation and all I have just to have a chance with you"

"K-Kihyun"

"Believe me when I say that nothing will happen to you, (Y/N)" He whispered again, his lips brushing against yours when he spoke "I want you by my side"

What happened from them on was an absolute blur.

Kihyun leaned forward and closed the distance between the two of you, crashing his lips against yours. The kiss was hard and rough, nothing like a first kiss, it wasn’t gentle or passionate, it was needy, hungry and desperate. You could feel his desperation on his lips, taste the fear of you walking away after what Kihyun had explained you, it was as if the kiss was his last attempt of making you stay. At this point you knew words couldn’t calm him down, you knew Kihyun wouldn’t let you speak right after he had opened his own heart to you and confessed all his feelings so you kissed him back, slower and way more gentle, placing one of your hands on his cheek to calm him down. At first Kihyun didn’t respond to the change, he kept pulling you closer, tilting his head to deepen the kiss but when he realized you weren’t going to follow his pace, the male relaxed and finally started following yours. He relaxed with your touch and melted against your body, his muscles stopped being tense as soon as your hands started travelling down his back.

“It’s okay” You whispered against his lips, leaning back when he leaned forward to kiss you once again “We will be okay, Kihyun”

The reality here was that Kihyun seemed to be even more scared than you. Not because you would end up being a target as soon as the both of you officially started dating but because you would end up being incredibly scared of him as soon as you realized he was the bad guy everybody talked about. That it was true when people called him a murderer, a thief and a liar but what he didn’t understand was that you had been able to see the nice and sweet guy hidden behind all of that, you managed to do what anybody has done and that was getting to know the real Kihyun, the one who had a real heart and feelings unlike what people said.

If it wasn’t for the sound of someone clearing their throat right besides the two of you, the make out session would have kept going right there in the park where everybody could see the two of you. When Kihyun leaned back, his lips were swollen and his pupils dilated liked yours, the both of you were breathing heavily and your hearts were beating even harder and faster than before.

“Let’s get out of here” He muttered standing up, intertwining your fingers with his “Your apartment, let’s go there”

You’ve never gotten to your apartment so fast.

Even though you had feared with your life while Kihyun drove like a madman through the city you were kind of glad when five minutes later, he had you pressed against the wall while he took of his shirt, tossing it across the living room off your apartment. None of you weren’t virgins but it was extremely obvious that Kihyun was less nervous about this and he was really determined to make you feel as good as he could, although he wasn’t patient and it wouldn’t be long till the two of you found your way to your bed.

With your legs wrapped around his hips, and his lips attached to your neck you had turned into a moaning mess in a few seconds. A mess that had her panties wet and needed her boyfriend as close as he could get to her.

“Kihyun”

The sound of you moaning his name was enough to wake him up from his trance and with an unexpected force that turned you on even more, Kihyun moved you away from the wall and carried you into your bedroom without moving his lips away from your skin. You didn’t know you were in your room until Kihyun and you fell onto your bed, absolutely naked and with him between your legs.

Fuck it felt so good.

“Babygirl” Kihyun moaned, rubbing his boner against your wet entrance as you wrapped your arms around his neck “I promise I’ll take my time with you later but right now I need to be inside of you, please, please, I’ll make it up to you” You didn’t know what was hotter, Kihyun begging or a mafia boss begging to be inside of you

“Fuck me already Kihyun”

He didn't need to be told twice, as soon as those words got out of your lips Kihyun squeezed your intertwined fingers and pushed his hips forward, thrusting inside of you slow but hard, gently but needy. The two of you moaned at the same time, the pleasure of the sexual tension that had been arousing you all this time finally being satiated was overwhelming the both of you, literally making him lose control.

Kihyun's sweaty yet tense body started thrusting in and out of you so hard that the headboard of your bed started hitting the wall, giving away what was going on inside the bedroom. It would be a miracle if later, your neighbors wouldn't come to complain about all the noise the both of you were making.

Neither you or Kihyun were trying to hold back your moans and groans, the only important thing for him was your pleasure, your moans and you screaming his name as if it was the only word you could say.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck! Kihyun please" You groaned, your body tensing up as you kept coming closer and closer to your orgasm "Please, baby, please do not stop"

"I'm not stopping" Kihyun groaned, resting one hand on the headboard to make hks thrusting even rougher, to get even deeper inside of you "I won't stop until you're shaking underneath me, love"

It didn't take too long though, in a couple of more thrusts you were screaming his name at the top of your lungs while Kihyun moaned too, filling you up with his warm cum. You didn't even care he hadn't used protection, after tonight you were so in love with him that your mind only cared and worried about him, about the two of you as a couple.

"F-Fuck (Y/N)" He stuttered, lowering his body to press it against yours, to kiss you deeply.

His tongue fought with yours, your hand gently gripping the hair on the back of your head as you two got into another steamy make out session.

"You know what?" He whispered against your lips, groaning when he pulled out of you "I love you, I love you so god damn much"

Kihyun looked down at you, rubbing his nose against yours as he pecked your lips sweetly from time to time. You smiled, looking into his eyes as you returned every single kiss he gave you.

"I love-"

The sudden noise of clapping interrupted everything. Your sentence, the romantic moment and your lives. Kihyun jumped and covered you up with the bed sheets so whoever that was standing there wouldn't see your naked body.

When he turned around and saw Jaebum with a smirk, arms crossed on his chest and gun in hand Kihyun knew coming to your apartment had been a mistake. He should have been more careful, waited until the other male stopped messing with him or just killed him to make sure he wouldn't come after him.

But the need of confessing his feelings had been stronger and that had made him impatient and careless.

"I knew she" Jaebum said looking your way, it made you feel as if you were naked, as if there wasn't anything covering you "Would make you make a mistake, you had your mind too busy with lovely thoughts to realize I was right there, waiting to hunt you down"

"Leave her out of this" Kihyun stood up, his pants already covering his most private parts, as he placed his body in front of yours to keep Jaebum's eyes away from your body.

"Kihyun, you know we can't leave survivors around...It's a common rule" Jaebum sighed, pulling his gun up "So how do you want to do this? Want to see me killing her first and then face your own death or would you prefer dying first and leave us alone?" He glanced at you over his shoulder "I do not have anything against you love but dating this guy has consequences and you're so unlucky that you will be facing them on your first night together"

"Fuck off Jaebum" Kihyun attempted to step closer but he pulled his gun higher, aiming at Kihyun's forehead

"Oh? Seems like you want to die first" He muttered

"Wait" You mumbled, lower lip shaking as you stared at him "Please...Please do not do it...Please"

Jaebum smirked, rolling his eyes.

"Honey, no begging will warm up my frozen heart and make me walk away"

Right after that, the echo of a gunshot rang in your ears but you were too scared to open your eyes.