#kidtube

[multiocular-mushroom]

Repostober day 4: Boudoir Influencer

Based on a very uncomfortable thought that in the modern AU, Eugenie, who was supposed to spread her "mentors" ' ideas among her peers, could become a kidtuber video essayist sponsored by them.

[baroquespiral]

some preliminary points about these that get obscured by the pathological American need (both on the part of the author, and of Alice Maz who I picked this up from) to sort things into “Good” or “Bad” (or, more historically, “Safe” or “Unsafe”) before understanding almost anything about them 1. The level of violence in these kids’ Youtube videos is nothing new: it’s a reversion to fairytales in which giants get killed, little girls get eaten by wolves and tailors cut off kids’ thumbs for sucking on them.  The recombinatory arbitrariness of the plots is also characteristic of many, many fairy tales that haven’t stood the test of time.  (On the contrary, the “crying Agnes” Bridle represents as a BEN Drowned creepypasta-style apparition haunting a narrative it doesn’t belong to is obviously rather a traditionally dark didactic figure, crying when the wrong head is attached and laughing when the right one is.) The opposition of “cyberpunk” and “cybergothic” always supposed, more or less, that technofuturity would trap the elites in crystalline hauntological illusions of the culturally remembered past, while releasing the underclass by decomposition into an anarchic hypostasis of pure primitivity and pure futurity.  Can we - must we - instead learn to think the “cyberfolkloric”? 2. More than old fairy tales, though, what these remind me of is Axe Cop.  They’re almost indistinguishable from the non-stories children themselves develop in free-form play, especially with toys - down to the random assortment of characters, the abstract or typical settings, and even the stiff, artificial movement of the inert figures.  Of course, they are not the same thing - they are observed passively, from behind a level of mediation.  This extreme bareness of mediation is that of the uncanny valley or Old Venn’s mirror; the difference it imposes on childhood play might be complete inversion.  What would constitute the exact inversion of (bourgeois) childhood play is a much more complicated question than this article poses. 3. The conclusion that these are automated - non-human - from their lack of coherence within culturally contextual codes in many cases may be no more justified than the claim of IQ tests to measure intelligence as a representation of humanity: a Turing test poses the exact same problematics of legibility.  The indistinguishability of the algorithmic and the foreign (exacerbated by cyber-Taylorized forms of labour in the global South) is a uniquely Online structure of feeling, extending from the ambiguity of fake news and propaganda bots to the language of shitposting.  (In the Sandsverse blogs, which depend on the language of shitposting understood as a “xenopoetics”, a third term, the divine or supernatural, resolves the ambiguous form of Otherness - as it does in Bridle’s insistent representation of the videos as haunting or haunted.)  The “Wrong Heads” video, Bridle’s example of algorithmic breaking through human logic, is the most clearly organized and didactic (the least Axe Cop) in the article, to an extent that would be extremely difficult for an algorithm to compose.  His evidence of its inhuman origin is the seemingly random word order of the title, which pragmatically uses the title as a tag cloud rather than the “headline” of literary and journalistic convention, and the apparently “disturbing” nature of the content.  The content most Western commentators I’ve seen on this phenomenon tend to deem disturbing (notably, in this article, any instance of a child crying) is only so within the unusually sanitized (and literalistic) ideologies and realities of childhood in the First World Anglosphere: where, for example, a dentist is unlikely to have to perform any unusual operations on a child in the first place, but if they do, will unquestionably (or face lawsuits) be "kindly”, “appropriately reassuring” and use heavy anaesthetic.    4. Most of these videos are almost completely non-verbal.  (Assuming them to be international spam productions, that’s an obvious advantage.)  I can’t find who on Twitter was saying just this weekend that I can’t remember which theorist’s prediction that “the technological image (?)” would replace text as the dominant medium of thought has resoundingly failed.  Kids’ Youtube seems to be an exception, and depending on what becomes of kids raised on it, [theorist] might just have been off by a generation. 5. There’s one point in this article where the author seems to imply that ad revenue isn’t enough to explain the proliferation and budget of these videos, but it’s rapidly shoved under the rug, leading to the remarkable closed inquiry “whatever their conscious intention (i.e. to accumulate ad revenue)”.  Why does the author panic at this point?  Sincere, autonomous cultural production would be one explanation but even I find the videos lack many traces of it.  Then are they being produced for some other purpose?  Cognitive programming, for example?  Subliminal messages?  It’s clearly the implication, is my guy just afraid of sounding “crazy” (like “9/11 conspiracy theorists”)?  Come on, it’s 2017.  Anything can happen.

[peaches-and-cannibalism]

It brings me great solace to know that even Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson is subjected by his kids to Stephen fucking Sharer

[myrickhair]

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[baka-monarch]

So, my stepmom recently stopped blaming video games for our-ger childrens'-misdeeds

Instead, now she blames YouTube.

And it can be anything on YouTube

We could be watching someone silently, no sound at all, silently play with slime, they're face no where to be seen, it's only a shot of the table with slime and it's a white void on KidTube, and she will get mad and make some crazy accusation about how it's ruining our childhoods

And yet, we can watch The Office.

Just- just think about that real quick.

And some people say that parents make sense

[purplegirl-stuff]

SEVENTEEN’s Mingyu and Jeonghan transformed into caring uncles for Sua and Suji.

On the February 24 broadcast of tvN’s “Kidtuber TV,” the two idols became uncles and spent time with the young internet stars. Sua and Suji are famous for their YouTube channel where they currently have more than 500,000 subscribers and have previously appeared on MBC’s “Unexpected Q” where they provided a clue on the music variety show.

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

I Became Sick On November 30th...

I wanted to talk about the whole universes being separate but have the same home dimension, which I think I am able to do now, but I will do so after posting this.

at first I guess I would of thought that the reason why the sweater I was wearing while I was sleeping, might of been the cause of it becoming too hot for me.

so I had to change it to a T-shirt at some point.

but it turned out the sweater wasn’t the problem, because it turned out that I had became sick.

I know before that happen, I was playing Deltarune and I had to have something to eat, too.

I had some cereal, I then started to become tired so I decided to stop playing Deltarune for now, and head to bed.

then the whole waking up and feeling hot started, and yeah I was wearing a sweater....at first I could of thought it was the sweater, but it turns out that wasn’t the problem.

it does seem that my temperature is trying to get better,

it did go up to 100 something, I can’t remember the other numbers it was.

plus we have been making sure to check it ever since we checked it on November 30th.

I was mostly in bed most of the time when it happen,

I did try to eat some food that were cooked but I couldn’t seem to finish it.

the only food I can seem to finish is something cold and fruit flavor.

I was told the reason why, might be because it is soothing.

right now my temperature is 99.1 so it might mean I am getting better.

at least it didn’t go back to 100, or being like 99.99 or whatever.

also I just learned that Youtube will be having new terms,

which some of it might be okay,

but they have been known to believe false reports before.

I don’t think they should let the whole Age Requirement

13 years old, if anything it should be around 14 years old.

plus it be better if Kid-Youtube or Kidtube, was fully on a type of Sister Site.

maybe it is for the best that I never uploaded a video on there.

Youtube has already had me give it some form of both trust and distrust.

because of how it is run most of the time, my Mom had allowed me to have her as my backup....I can’t sign on my own Youtube Account without her most of the time...

I don’t sign on to Youtube very much, only once in a while...

Youtube might have some good points, that can show you can trust it...

but in other times, they let false reports happen, which ends up hurting the original owner.

so it is possible that these new terms, could even let more of that happen.

I’m thinking logically, if they let that happen without having a way to tell that the original is the original, and the copy one is well ya know a copy...

they will just ended up causing heartbreak, plus there is the whole permission from the original owner of the video, if the original video is no longer up but the new uploaded video by another channel was given permission by the original owner, then they should be given some form of immunity from the false reports.

I like RoosterTeeth Site a bit better, yeah I know that RoosterTeeth has a Youtube Channel, but I know that even if the whole FIRSTS is not my favorite on RoosterTeeth Site, because of the whole Gen Lock being placed on FIRST again.....well all but one episode, but it still sucks.

I still think Clayton’s Brother is a Butthead, I like Clayton better.

Clayton is from that Good Morning From Hell series.

I think I will watch it tomorrow.

I don’t know when Clayton’s Brother will appear, or if he has already I will need to watch/listen to the audio series new episodes.

even if Clayton is like a fictional little brother of Satan,

I still like Clayton more than his brother, of course some people who are followers of his big brother, wouldn’t understand why I feel that way.

my pendulum still gives a Yes about the whole in one of my past lives,

I was used in a Satanic Ritual, and I was using a Rose Quartz Pendulum this time to ask about it.

my feelings about those who would do such a thing

still matches that song Light Em Up by Fall Out Boy.

I’m still going to make sure to always wear the bracelets I had chosen to make sure to keep my telekinesis down to just touching.

you know like how something I hold starts to move either in a circle or side to side or whatever, like I’m holding a pendulum.

if my family seen it, they might think I’m using my hands to move it,

but really it is my thoughts doing it.

like if I take off both my bracelets, and hold my mount dew bottle by it’s lid.

if I think circle or clockwise, it will move just like how I am thinking....

which it had just did, I took off my bracelets and checked it out, and it still does it.

I put my bracelets back on, and tried it again and it seems to only do it when I don’t have the bracelets on.

once again how I got my bracelets to act as a sealing charms and limiters,

is that I used some food salt and held both that and my bracelets that I picked to act as sealing charms and limiters, and prayed.

so that the only thing that moves would be my pendulum.

food salt can work just as good as any other salt.

I know not everyone would believe that kind of stuff, but I know I am telling the truth.

maybe I can see about checking my blood type again tomorrow,

like I said before, I don’t like how pointy the needle can be made to be,

but it might be necessary to get enough blood out.

the reason why  I have been trying to double check,

is because the last time it was fully successful, was when it came out

as O RHD Negative.

I’m sure there have been others that have been trying to double check, too.

also it’s not likely that the cult that had killed my past life self, are all alive today.

I asked by using my pendulum, and it would appear that some of them are still alive.......it is possible that one of them is a Satanic Preacher right now.

I did get a Yes reply from my pendulum, about how they are still alive.

I think I should try to ask again about it later...

but if they are still alive, they might be like really old by now.

maybe it would be correct to ask that if they are dead, but their teaching is still alive....I can try to ask about that later.

it’s not likely I will find out their name, but I know they were in the attic

and they with their pals, forming a circle and wearing robes.

anyway back to the whole Youtube thing, even if there can be at times it can be trusted, but with how it is run at times, makes me glad I never uploaded anything.

cause half the time they let false reports happen, which ends up hurting someone.

like what happen to one of the Youtubers, my guess is that the person who send that false report didn’t bother to check the description of the copy version that had those subs in it.

it’s because what they did, the original video got taken down by a false report.

this is one of the problems of Youtube, they might want to update the terms.

but they need to make sure that the site recognizes the original upload and the copy version, and if the copy version that has subs or whatever, was given permission by the original owner or not.

they need to make sure to tell the difference between a true report and a false report, maybe keep the false reports from happening.

even if Youtube still has it’s positive side, but if they still have a negative side that makes it less pleasing.

they are still going to be less trusted each day, because of how they run things.

I mean, it is possible they are letting little kids get away with stealing from other Youtubers, who didn’t give them permission in the first place.

I think they might need to improve some terms first, and have it so that if anyone tries to give false reports, will be caught falsifying.

they should also make sure that there is different types of Youtubes,

one for Mature, Everyone and Kids Only.

the Everyone part, can be for Everyone regardless of age,

but the Mature will not be for Kids, and they are not allowed to see the Mature Content.

they need to make sure that there are different forms of Youtube,

and maybe a child block to keep the little kids from seeing mature content,

at times parents will give permission to little kids without knowing that some stuff on Youtube, aren’t for Little Kids.

and are for a Mature Audience only, the Parents at times will instead blame the mature content instead of themselves, I wish they would stop scapegoating.

you know a bad parent, when they scapegoat the mature stuff that was not meant for little kids in the first place.

I once said the son of a “witch” word when I was still a baby or like around toddler age, and it was because some man on tv said it.

even if one could blame the character for my repeating those words,

but it is technically my family that was at fault for what happen.

parents, aunts, uncles and anyone who is suppose to be watching a child,

will at times do the scapegoating where instead of taking responsibility for their wrong actions, and explaining to a child that they are too young for some content...

even if there could be some who are taking the responsibility and making sure to explain that they are too young to see the content, there will still be some who will scapegoat.

if Youtube let’s those false reports keep happening, the more likely some of the videos will move to more trusted sites that wont let false reports happen.

one of the reasons why I don’t sign on Youtube very much, and mostly check it out offline, is because of how it tends to let false reports happen.

I will only sign on once in a while, like to check out some stuff.

even if it is nice I don’t have to be sign on to watch Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, but what if one of the changes end up being that they will have it so that you need to be sign on to view it...?

not just that, but any videos with mature content can end up only viewed if your sign in.

it be best if they make sure to keep the little kids off of the main youtube, and they are only allowed on Kidtube.

I was happy to watch the new episode of Dragon Ball R&R,

it is a fan series, and I can’t help but have a theory that Chichi might be pregnant, I’m not sure how many fans of that fan series have come to that theory.

even if I couldn’t eat much cook food before, I am eating some chicken nuggets right now, I was having a bit trouble finishing some cook food before.

the only food I could fully finish before, was that cold ice that has that fruit flavor in it.

I think I am becoming better, I wasn’t able to come on before because how I was feeling.

anyway even if there can be some positive side of Youtube, that can still make me trust it, it’s negative side, like letting false reports happen, is one of the reasons I can’t trust it with any videos.

plus there is the whole showing me Adds that shouldn’t even apply to me.

I don’t mind seeing the Adds about a Movie or show series,  but for the whole other Adds I seen before, I wish they would stop it.

I know that other times, when I sign on to my gmail, it will automatically sign onto my Youtube Account.

and times I have to make sure to sign on to my gmail, because of the whole if you aren’t signed on for Years, Google will kill it.

I also had to change my deviantart email to the gmail version,

plus there is the whole you need google to be on Youtube.

I think I will sign on to my gmail later, which of course will end up having Youtube log me in.

I’m glad that I am becoming a bit more better, I could hardly eat much breakfast at first, and I think I am doing better eating now.

also I think I will wait until tomorrow to talk about the whole universes and dimensions thing.

don’t get me wrong, I still like Youtube but there is just some parts of it that makes me not want to upload any videos at all on it.

because of it, my Mom had to be my backup, I mean she didn’t have to but she did, and at times I have to ask her for help at times....

I will sign back on here in a few hours, which will be tomorrow.

I plan to watch Good Morning From Hell, and maybe check out some other series too.

when I sign back on here, I will check out more stuff on here.

it be nice if some fanon series on Youtube was on other places,

like Newgrounds or RoosterTeeth, as well as original series that were first uploaded on Youtube.

there can still be some positive side of Youtube, but because of how it lets false reports and non-permission uploads happen, is one of the reasons I don’t want to upload any videos on there.

they should try to make sure the site can tell the difference,

like sending a message to the original owner of the video, and have them check mark a “Yes” or “No” about if the other Youtuber has permission.

anyway I am gonna sign off now....I am gonna check my temperature again.

see ya later and stay safe everyone...       

[kittyking445]

Great so my birthday gift will be my favorite app turning into kidtube. Thanks Tumblr.

A better, more positive Tumblr

Since its founding in 2007, Tumblr has always been a place for wide open, creative self-expression at the heart of community and culture. To borrow from our founder David Karp, we’re proud to have inspired a generation of artists, writers, creators, curators, and crusaders to redefine our culture and to help empower individuality.

Over the past several months, and inspired by our storied past, we’ve given serious thought to who we want to be to our community moving forward and have been hard at work laying the foundation for a better Tumblr. We’ve realized that in order to continue to fulfill our promise and place in culture, especially as it evolves, we must change. Some of that change began with fostering more constructive dialogue among our community members. Today, we’re taking another step by no longer allowing adult content, including explicit sexual content and nudity (with some exceptions).  

Let’s first be unequivocal about something that should not be confused with today’s policy change: posting anything that is harmful to minors, including child pornography, is abhorrent and has no place in our community. We’ve always had and always will have a zero tolerance policy for this type of content. To this end, we continuously invest in the enforcement of this policy, including industry-standard machine monitoring, a growing team of human moderators, and user tools that make it easy to report abuse. We also closely partner with the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children and the Internet Watch Foundation, two invaluable organizations at the forefront of protecting our children from abuse, and through these partnerships we report violations of this policy to law enforcement authorities. We can never prevent all bad actors from attempting to abuse our platform, but we make it our highest priority to keep the community as safe as possible.

So what is changing?

Posts that contain adult content will no longer be allowed on Tumblr, and we’ve updated our Community Guidelines to reflect this policy change. We recognize Tumblr is also a place to speak freely about topics like art, sex positivity, your relationships, your sexuality, and your personal journey. We want to make sure that we continue to foster this type of diversity of expression in the community, so our new policy strives to strike a balance.

Why are we doing this?

It is our continued, humble aspiration that Tumblr be a safe place for creative expression, self-discovery, and a deep sense of community. As Tumblr continues to grow and evolve, and our understanding of our impact on our world becomes clearer, we have a responsibility to consider that impact across different age groups, demographics, cultures, and mindsets. We spent considerable time weighing the pros and cons of expression in the community that includes adult content. In doing so, it became clear that without this content we have the opportunity to create a place where more people feel comfortable expressing themselves.

Bottom line: There are no shortage of sites on the internet that feature adult content. We will leave it to them and focus our efforts on creating the most welcoming environment possible for our community.

So what’s next?

Starting December 17, 2018, we will begin enforcing this new policy. Community members with content that is no longer permitted on Tumblr will get a heads up from us in advance and steps they can take to appeal or preserve their content outside the community if they so choose. All changes won’t happen overnight as something of this complexity takes time.

Another thing, filtering this type of content versus say, a political protest with nudity or the statue of David, is not simple at scale. We’re relying on automated tools to identify adult content and humans to help train and keep our systems in check. We know there will be mistakes, but we’ve done our best to create and enforce a policy that acknowledges the breadth of expression we see in the community.

Most importantly, we’re going to be as transparent as possible with you about the decisions we’re making and resources available to you, including more detailed information, product enhancements, and more content moderators to interface directly with the community and content.

Like you, we love Tumblr and what it’s come to mean for millions of people around the world. Our actions are out of love and hope for our community. We won’t always get this right, especially in the beginning, but we are determined to make your experience a positive one.

Jeff D’Onofrio CEO

[kaceybruce]

the boy is 5..

we do fun.. 

Aldous Benedict.. the last baby to come from my body.. has turned 5.. its emotional.. in the best and the worst ways.. I cannot believe we are here.. we did it.. we all survived the tornado.. 

His birthday fell on the Easter long weekend this year.. and being on a Goof Friday with no one working.. I planned his party for that day.. he wanted a “lego party” because he loves building legos.. all day every day.. and a lego party he received.. 

working days is still an adjustment.. by the time I get home I am wiped and I pulled up my boot straps all week to clean and prep and purchase and prepare.. by the time the party came I was a zombie.. but its worth it for the kiddos.. 5 big parties is something i promised them and myself.. 15 parties total of using every resource possible to give them big birthdays.. I regret nothing.. water bottle labels.. clowns.. magicians.. goody bags.. 40 people invites.. heck I think Olives 3rd birthday even had 50 people there.. loads of presents and loads of everything.. and now.. I will simmer.. 

not to say they aren't having any parties.. ha.. but a few friends.. doing some cool stuff.. eating some pizza.. phew.. sign me up.. 

I went old school games.. pin the tail and hot potato ( aka an old onion I wrapped in tinfoil)  and the kids playing that game were killing me.. they outed each other like it was their job and won some prizes.. 

and of course Aldous woke up to some of his biggest fans.. Its great having these two little ladies to help.. they did so much work with me to make signs and notes for him.. blew up balloons the night before.. wrapped presents.. made cards.. and helped grandma make the cake while i was at work..��

5.. my favorite number.. 

he has watched this video on kidtube a million times.. this power ranger phone that calls the other power rangers and comes with a key and says different things.. turns out it isn't even manufactured anymore.. but by the grace of American Amazon Prime.. they had one.. it was the last gift he opened in the morning and he.was.jacked. he actually barely puts it down.. and packs it to grandmas every day.. 

super mega force!

he woke up to his streamers and balloons.. he actually woke up at 1am and I woke up to a “mum..mum its my party?!” 

a piñata that never opened.. so we ripped it open and threw it over the kiddos.. 

and of course lego candy on his lego cupcakes and cake.. 

the kids played and ran through the house.. and the parents played and drank mimosas.. the sun came out.. there was no rain.. I had faith.. the last people left at 7:30pm.. we had a solid 8 hour party filled with food and sun and fun.. We always go for a birthday dinner on the day of their actual birthday.. and I had a twinge of oops it didn't happen.. and I brushed it off immediately.. the boy had friends and family celebrating the day he was born.. no amount of chicken strips can surpass that..

pin the tail.. 

This kid taught me everything important I needed to know about parenthood.. all the good stuff is wrapped up in those third borns.. the last babies.. the finales.. all at once they send you over the edge of sanity and reason.. at the same time humbling the f!@# out of you and teaching you the importance of life.. 

love.. happiness.. kindness.. grace and forgiveness.. 

all wrapped up into one little boy named Aldous Benedict.. a name of crazy destruction.. given to him.. not knowing what kind of boy he would be.. 

but oh when he sleeps.. 

March 30, 2013..

4:19pm

9lbs 4 oz

100% love.. 

lets take it all the way back to the beginning.. 

one..

just re read the old blog post and read this from Brixton.. 

“Brixton went and blew the candle out and right away looks at me with her big puppy dog browns and goes" mama.. buddy is too little so he say I bow out his candle!!“ 

the words that fall through the cracks.. the space where the light floods in.. where the joy is.. 

I left his decorations up for weeks.. 

two..

his one of many chuck e cheese parties.. 

this is one of my favorite photos of his.. it sums up the boy in our life.. reaching for the fire.. while everyone is reaching for him to keep him safe.. including the hostess that works for 8 bucks an hour.. 

three..

 this year was my favorite time spent with him.. 

four..

we threw him his 4th party.. and he told us things he wanted to do.. and once his guests arrived.. he wanted nothing to do with the party.. hid in a kitchen cabinet and peeked out the first hour.. and didn't even blow out his own candles.. 

five..

he wanted a cake that was “green like the grass”.. 

love this kid to the moon and back.. we all do.. he is the sweetest little kid.. who tells me a million times a day that he loves me.. “hey mom guess what??” “ I love you!” he is just as picky with his clothes as the girls.. and I now have to shop with them in tow because they will not wear something unless they picked it out.. and he loves “his girls”.. his favorite toy right now is legos and that power rangers thing I bought him.. he loves milk and mac n cheese..” but only the American kind”.. and makes me show him the box while its boiling to see if I am lying or not.. and I cherish our 2 afternoons together on the days I don't work.. one on one time before he cruises into kindergarten next fall.. and takes a chunk of my heart with him.. 

Happy 5th birthday to this light of our life.. I rue the person who tries to steal you away from this family ;) 

[mattholmestv]

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[kaceybruce]

Aldous is 0️⃣5️⃣🎉🎉 The last born of the house is 5 years old. I survived.. We all survived and thrived the sweet years of making and raising babies.. The long sleepless nights.. The frustration.. Teaching them how to use spoons and bathrooms.. Finding balance between life and work and fun and peace.. Here we are.. Smack dab in the middle of stage 2.. Laughing. And food no longer hits the floor.. the strollers have been given away and replaced with light up shoes and power rangers.. He was obsessed with this present on kidtube and by the grace of God Amazon has one.. They don't even manufacture them anymore 🙌🏻 And now we will learn how to adapt to this new season of life.. With full day school for all.. Bigger places to travel.. And a different part of the world to see ❤️ What a sweet adventure it has been.. And to my friends who are in it.. Knee dip in the muck that can be raising babies.. Suck the marrow out of it all.. It's supposed to be messy and crazy and hard.. Raise your hand the best you can.. The sweet spot is coming 0️⃣5️⃣ • HBD Aldous Benedict •