#kian && amos 03

[kianlawson]

closed starter @amosdeleon

This might come as a surprise, but I need to tell you something and I hope you don't hate me. The other day, Armi came to my place and suckered me to adopt a pup. We ended up kissing and now I think she hates me. I didn't seduce her or anything, it just happened. I have feelings for her, man. If you're going to punch me, just get it over and done with. I deserve it.

[kianlawson]

I am. I wasn't before, but now I am and...just know I'll treat her right. Yeah, you and me both deserves happiness. Listen, you have always had me. No matter what, you're my best friend and even if I have to help you raise a kid, I'll be there. Though, I doubt I'll have that responsibility. Pretty sure, Armi will spoil the hell out of your kid. She does that with my nephews already.

It has been long. That just means you're ready though, you know? It's scary and I get that but if anyone deserves happiness it's you, Kian. The fact that it's with my younger sister? Bonus points for me. We both have long roads ahead of us, so at least we have each other through it all?

[kianlawson]

I know now at least. I didn't know before. Some brothers are protective. I know I am. Not saying it's going to happen, but what if you wanted to be with Jemma or Sloane? I would like to think you'd give me the same courtesy. But enough about that. We both know she's out there, but the heart wants what it wants, you know?

God, I hope not. I mean, maybe the Amos from a few years back might not be worth it, but this version, this is the best version of you. She'd be hard pressed to find someone better. I'm not just saying that because you're my best friend either. You know I call you out on your shit, if I have to. That's all you can do, dude. And if she's the one, she'll understand.

And when have I ever said any of that to you? If I started doing that, we'd never talk about anything else, dude. Look, it's Armi's decision who she wants to be with. Do you want her to kick my ass? Keep me out of that. As long as you do right by her, I don't care, okay?

I know she does and I do know there's a high chance that she'll want to step back from it all, you know? I don't blame her. It's not like I even know what the hell I'm doing. But I want to be honest with her, she deserves that much.

[kianlawson]

Alright, alright, I'll keep the details to myself. Not trying to be gross. Jesus, I'd rather not know about your sexual exploits either. You sort of asked, though. At least I said horizontal tango. Could be worse. But you know I'd never disrespect Armi or you. She means too much to me. I appreciate the vote of confidence, man. It means a lot coming from my best friend. 

Yeah, it's a hell of a situation. I'm still trying to wrap my head around it, to be honest. Having a kid I never knew about... it's wild. You're right though, I need to meet her. And yeah, telling Şeyda is the right thing to do. We might not be official, but she deserves to know what's going on. I just hope this doesn't mess things up with Şeyda.

Bro, if you don't shut up. Okay, rule number 1, I don't want to know what you and my sister do. Don't be gross. Please, I've seen you in love before. I know if you choose my sister, she'll be in good hands.

It is what it is, I guess. Karma or some shit, I don't know. I mean, I gotta meet her. She looks just like me, dude. It's...fucking crazy. I have to tell Şeyda, obviously. I mean, I'm an idiot but I'm not that much of an idiot. We agreed to talk to each other, you know? We're not official or anything, but I do want her to know.

[kianlawson]

She wanted to perform the horizontal tango, dude. I wasn't going to go there and piss you off. I didn't know it was going to piss her off instead. Thanks. I'm glad I'm getting your vote of confidence. You already know how important you and Rhys are to me, I wouldn't purposely step on your toes.

Yeesh. Not going to lie, only you would get yourself in this predicament. But you've got this. I'm sorry the baby mama didn't inform you sooner, though. That's not good at all. I guess I can understand where she was coming from, but still...I'm sorry. How are you going to handle it? Especially with this person you have feelings for.

I didn't! I called you nuts because you kissed my sister and then proceeded to make her upset. Dude, we're fine as long as you really fucking meant it and actually want to be with her. Armi doesn't need protecting and I get it, but she's still my sister. I wouldn't trust anyone more than I'd trust you with her. You oughta know that, bro.

Well, the shitty part of the feelings is that the woman I have feelings for is not the mother of my child, so that'll be a fun conversation to have. You know how it happens, you know that. I was kinda upset her mother didn't tell me anything until now, but I get it. I feel like I'd probably wouldn't have believed her back then, I was not at my best, as you know.

[kianlawson]

You realize you're calling your baby sister nuts too, right? I mean, I'm not going to correct you because we all know she's a bit...out there, but she's not just the demon she portrays herself to be, you know. Yeah, that's what I'm doing...giving her time. How time, though? And you already know me, I'm not fickle. I just had to make sure you and I are fine.

Shut up! No fucking way... I'm not surprised you have feelings for someone, it's the kid bit. Didn't we just joke about you never having kids? Christ, how'd that happen? But I guess congrats is order too. She's four. At least you won't have to worry about diaper changes.

You're clearly nuts because you're kissing my sister and now she hates you. It's like you got some sort of death wish or something. She'll come around, just give her time...and maybe try to figure out what's going before seeing her again. I think that could help a little.

I'm fine. I'm totally fine. Except that I think I have feelings for someone. Oh, I also just found out that I have four year old child with a total stranger, there's that, too.

[kianlawson]

Of course, I don't. What do you think, I'm nuts? I don't know. I'll have to talk to her, obviously, but you already know how your sister is. Stubborn as hell. Thanks for the vote in confidence, though. But I do have a question, what's stressing you lately? It's unlike you to be.

So now you don't want me to punch you? Make up your mind. I am stressed enough already. So what now? I know it's been a while for you but can't be such a bad kisser that you managed to upset her. And you are my best friend, that's why I know you aren't playing around. Why are you two not together? What's the big deal?

[kianlawson]

I don't know. Don't fucking kill me, dude. Remember, I'm your best friend. Of course, I like her. Do you think I'd tell you if I don't. Jesus, I'm not a moron, man. Now, can you please sit back down. You're scaring the hell out of me.

Whoa, whoa. Slow down. How do you go from talking about a puppy to kissing? And why does she hate you? Right, okay. Before I punch you, care to tell me if you actually like my sister? Let's start there.