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avoidantrecovery · 4 months ago
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two things (notes to myself):
your fears only are based on what you have experienced, not on the potential good that is possibly waiting out there for you. your fears face the past, but they cannot inform you on the good you have yet to experience in thr future. your fears do not know your future, and it is because of that, that you have to go forth and do new things that your fear doesn't know yet, to give it new data about (hopefully positive) things it doesn't know yet. this will help recalibrate it (hopefully!) and lessen it.
if you suffer from something like invisible audience, gaze perception or a harsh inner critic, keep in mind that those are your thoughts (and subsequent emotions), not actual people out there (or in there). they are internalized and personified fears and anxieties that you built up due to legitimate horrible experiences. sometimes it feels like you might know or be able to deduce what other peolple might think about you or how they perceive you, even if they are not in the room. but until they actually express that to you, it's all in your head (magical thinking). the thoughts you hold begin and end in your brain, they do not exist outside of your head. and you have control over your thoughts and you are allowed to disregard them if you think (and know) they are false. and i understand wanting to stay safe and all that, but if we're not careful, they (inner critic based on people you might know like parents, bullies, etc...) can begin to loom larger than they are, all in the name of safety, and influence you beyond the context you knew them in. it's bad enough you had to interact with them, but there is no reason to do their work for them by internalizing. it's just thoughts, you are allowed to disregard them, esp. when they are completely unreasonable. and if you have nothing to do with them today, why even consider their opinions to begin with, true or false? surely it doesn't matter! i caught myself not being able to take up certain chances, because in the back of my mind i kept thinking, what if ... sees me doing xyz, when ... doesn't even remember me or my name. i guess it's part of my freeze response, which i've been battling with. my internalization ensures that they continue to live on in my mind and continue to torture me from there. and that part, i have control over. i can silence this facsimile i made of them.
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takami-takami · 1 year ago
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okay but what if meanie hawks who literally flips back to good boy hawks before you can even blink. like whiplash inducing behavior
one minute he’s fucking the ever loving shit outta you, you’re literally a mess and he leaps at the opportunity to rub it in, mocking the whimpers and strangled sobs you manage. “what, can’t you even speak properly anymore?” he’d mock with dry laughter. “ no, all you know how to do is cry an’ fall apart on my cock, ‘s that right?” the bastard coos, perfectly carved features twisted into a look of faux sympathy that quickly morphs into a wicked but familiar smirk as he squishes your face with his free hand, orchestrating it so your bleary-eyed expression was nodding along in agreement.
and then afterwards he’s providing aftercare and gingerly brushing away your tears with his thumb like you’re as fragile as porcelain. he’s all lovey dovey, biggest sweetheart like he wasn’t just rearranging you insides like a one man interior design team on hgtv home makeover. fr got you wondering if you blacked out for a sec and he switched out with a stunt double
….omg who wrote that 😨😨 wasnt me
-🗝️anon
🗝 ANON THE WHIPLASH THOSE TWO PARAGRAPHS GAVE ME
I went from biting the wall at the dialogue and him making you nod in answer to his question with just one hand, to cackling like a madman at your description of his switch back to being nice.
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vanillesbe · 8 months ago
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[ID: A photo of a common cowslip [primula veris], surrounded by grass, with a few daisies in the background. End ID]
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diremoone · 11 months ago
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[ masterlist ]
— fem! reader inserts only
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Jujutsu Kaisen
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Genshin Impact
Genshin — SAGAU
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Arcane
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Love and Deepspace
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Wuthering Waves
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[ divider credit to @/saradika]
[ do not reblog ]
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sw33t-oubliette · 8 months ago
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absolutely hate kin memories sometimes why were me and buster kismeses . why is that a thing i can vividly recall
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ockinfessions · 5 months ago
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I've misplaced my keys! I have this giant collection of keys because I used to have a key for every door, but I can't find them any more. :(
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heartbeetz · 7 months ago
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Jazz-core images from the last time I got to go to Hippo. His shop is shit like this. Plus plants.
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wlw-cryptid · 10 months ago
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add me to the list of ppl who have innocent tumblr crushes on you but think about violently fucking you <3
It's so inconvenient honestly because here I am at a dinner celebrating my friends birthday, i see your post, and im completely useless in conversation now. All I can think about is spending hours getting to softly explore your body with my hands and mouth, worshipping every part of you, until neither of us can take it and I fuck you until the only thing you can fathom saying is "please"
im gunna use this as a sign off 🗝
oh noooooooooo are you gonna get hard out in public? around all your friends? youre supposed to be normal out there not thinking about a plush femme shyly spreading her legs for you. using your fingers and tongue and hunger to practically lick all the anxiety away until shes bucking back into your mouth shamelessly. I think youd do well to overwhelm me until i cant think let alone speak
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marystaceylala · 2 years ago
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burnstories · 4 months ago
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some tags.
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beyourselfchulanmaria · 8 months ago
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🗝 keys is not a key but a mind to turn.
Lan~*
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mycosylivingroom · 1 year ago
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reiderwriter · 5 months ago
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🗝 Don't Back Down 🗝
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Pairing: Unit Chief! Sub Spencer Reid x dom! BAU Reader
For the CM Kink Bingo Challenge 24
Requested: Hello!! You are an excellent writer, and I hope you don’t mind a random request. :)!Basically, Spencer breaks protocol and endangers himself - runs after an unsub without backup, takes off his vest, etc. whatever it is - the reader is either there or finds out and is PISSED. She’s obviously not above him in the BAU, so she can’t punish him at work, but she can punish him in bed through toys/edging.
Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, brief mentions of details, minor gunshot wound, sex toys, punishment, BDSM themes, male sub Spencer, cock ring, dildo, masturbation (f), squirting, overstimulation (male), multiple orgasms, begging, messy sex, slight cum play, implied oral sex (f), boss/ subordinate relationship, partial established relationship, FWB dynamic. Implied switch x switch.
A/N: Hello! I really loved writing Unit Chief Spencer for my first Kink Bingo fic, so I've decided to bring him back a second time, and I'll be rounding out the challenge with a third part in the Unit Chief saga in July! You don't have to have read the first part, but if you want to, you can find it here~♡ I'm still enjoying the challenge of interpreting all the bingo challenges and this marks my very first bingo line! Let's see if I can get a full board!!
Masterlist || Bingo Board
His tenure as Unit Chief may have been temporary and wholly unwanted, but you admired Spencer's commitment to actually taking care of every member of the team he was left in charge of. 
He'd supported JJ in interviews, actually taking care of the press very effectively, and made sure Garcia was calm and stable. Hell, he'd even made Rossi feel better about his work on cases. And for you - well, he'd taught you to shoot straight. That and more. 
He'd held you in the middle of the night on the tougher cases, letting you sob into his bare chest the day you'd first killed an unsub. He'd distracted you from cases with his tongue, and his fingers and his dick, he'd given you pleasure where the job gave only pain and stress, and you loved him. 
You loved him, even if he was going to get himself killed. 
At first, it had been pulling Luke out of the way of a moving vehicle, being almost mowed down himself when on a case. Then he'd walked into a scene without his gun and had actually taken off his vest in exchange for JJ and Tara being able to back away to safety. He'd closed a door between him and Rossi and an active bomb that had only just been deactivated in time, and more recently, he'd taken two bullets for you. 
It was like he wanted to die. 
Th bullets, of course, had hit his vest, but a third had scraped his shoulder, and the cry out of pain had you nearly hysterical. Luke had taken down the unsub immediately, but you were a flood of tears already, panicking and having and dropping to your knees as you shook, the anxiety of almost losing him flooding your body with adrenaline. 
After all that, he was still the one comforting you. 
“Y/N. Y/N, shhh, it's okay, I'm here. I'm okay. Don't cry were both safe, I saved you. We're safe.” 
You pounded at his chest, but with the others surrounding you, there was nothing to do but stand and pull yourself together, even if you wanted to rage at him and tell and scream. 
He gave out orders and was escorted away to an ambulance, and you wiped your tears and got to work. You'd fucked Spencer, sure, you had been fucking him for months now, but it wasn't a relationship. It certainly wasn't anything your coworkers knew about, and you knew they'd have words if they did know. 
So you wiped your tears, and you put your head down and finished up your work. Then you made your way back to the jet, back to your home, back to your bed, and waited for him to make an appearance. 
You weren't in a relationship, but you knew he'd come. You heard his keys in your door, rolling your eyes at how naive you'd been handing it over - in case of emergencies, really, he had Luke and Penelope’s spare keys as well because they lived alone, it'd be safer. 
You sat up in your bed and waited for him to come in, scoffing when he knocked on your bedroom door.
“Was there a point to that, Spencer?” You asked, calling him in. 
He looked dishevelled, slightly worse for ware, but god did he look good. He wore a new shirt, a bullet hole ripped in the last one, sleeves pushed up to his elbows. The top buttons were undone, and he discarded his jacket on your chair before stepping closer. 
“Y/N…” his voice was so tired you almost forgot how angry you were. Almost. 
“No. Don't come to me like that after you pulled that stupid shit today, Spencer.” 
“He was going to shoot you-” 
“He was going to miss. You're taller than me. And if I'd stayed where I was, I would have fired off a round before he could even get one shot in. But you pushed me out of the way and almost got yourself killed instead.”
He stood with his hands on his hips in front of the bed, a scowl on his face as he struggled with words to find next. 
“I won't apologize for saving your life.”
“No, you won't because you didn't save my life. You almost ended yours.”
“Y/N-” 
You knelt on the bed now and grabbed his shoulders, pushing him to his knees. 
“No. I'm done listening, and you're done talking. If you're not going to stop walking into near death experiences, you don't get to walk in here and fuck me.”
He sank to his knees easily, his eyes wide as you sat up on the bed in front of him. You thought of leaving him there the entire night, of kicking him out into the living room to sleep on the couch. If you hadn't been through so much that day, you'd just send him home. 
But sat there on his knees, you saw a flash of desire in his eyes, big and round and needy. 
His gaze flicked to your core, and you suddenly entertained different ways to punish him, to train him out of destructive behaviour. 
“Handcuffs,” you said, holding out your hands for them. He passed them up, and you left the bed, restraining his hands behind his back quickly and grabbing two items from your draws. 
You moved to the bed and knelt again as he looked at you with dark eyes, suddenly aware of what was happening to him. 
“Y/N-” 
“I didn't say you could speak,” you said as you quickly peeled off your nightdress, leaving yourself bare on the bed. 
Usually, you'd feel embarrassed being naked. Even when he undressed you, you felt the urge to cover your tits, to squeeze your legs shut so he couldn't see all of you, to let him pry your hands away, to coax your legs apart. 
Now, you sat confidently, spine straightening as you looked down at him. 
His eyes took in your body, and he winced as if pained when you touched yourself, knowing that usually he alone had that honour. 
“Y/N…”
“One more time, and you won't return to this bed for days. Do you understand?”
Learning, he nodded and sat up again to watch your fingers play with your nipples, twisting them either way as you moaned and sighed above him.
His breathing hitched as you let your hands trail lower and lower until they reached your cunt. You didn't touch yourself yet though. 
“Open,” You said, leaning forward and tapping his chin. He complied, opening his mouth and you shoved two fingers inside.
“Get them nice and wet for me.” 
He licked and sucked your fingers for two minutes, never breaking eye contact as his spit rolled down your hand. 
“Good boy,” you said, pulling them away as you began to touch yourself. Sitting back on your ass, you rubbed your clit, rubbing his spit into your sensitive button, letting him know how good it felt, how close you were to cumming with his spit on your cunt. You plunged one finger in and then another as you watched him bite his tongue, careful not to let even a small sound slip out. 
You didn't even have to glance down to know he was hard. It was in the set of his shoulders, the rapid breaths he took. It was the way he sat back on his heels, rocking back and forth to feel some goddamn friction. 
You couldn't have that. 
You placed your foot on his uninjured shoulder and tried to hold him in place. 
“Don't fucking move,” you said, slipping a second finger inside yourself ad you picked up the pace. Your hips bucked ad you watched him watch your cunt, paying attention to every twitch you made, every moan, breath, gasp, and shudder. 
“I'm gonna cum, fuck, I'm gonna- shit! Shit-” 
You came with a spurt, squirting your cum across his face as he leaned closer, desperate to taste you. You grabbed his hair and forced him backwards though, grabbing the two toys beside you as you dropped down to the floor. 
“You're not touching my cunt today, Spencer, not even for a taste. You're not touching anything today.”
You pulled his cock free from his pants and spat on it, not bothering to touch it properly before pushing the cock ring onto him and pressing the on button. 
In a minute he was a moaning mess and you smiled at the painful pleasure disrupting his features. 
“Eyes open, Spencer, you have to keep watching.” 
You kept your eyes locked with his, his mouth open wide in a silent moan as he tried not to cum, desperate to hold out for you as long as he could. 
You climbed back onto your bed and spread your legs again, this time accompanied by a translucent plastic cock. You teased your hole for a few seconds, grabbing Spencer's attention before pushing it in. 
His eyes were stormy as he watched you fuck yourself with your old companion. You hadn't used it in a while, basically since you'd started fucking Spencer. He had rules, and one of them was that you couldn't use the dildo without his permission. He'd never given permission.
The look on his face now was worth whatever punishment he'd had out in the future, a mixture of anger and pathetic arousal, his eyes never leaving your cunt even as his own dick started spurting.
He came quickly, splashing up his shirt, ruining his pants. 
You left him there like that, though, even as he winced from the overstimulation. 
He didn't make a sound still, even as his dick got hard again almost immediately after deflating the first time.
“Look at what a mess you made. You're such a little pervert that you just came all over your shirt and pants. I hope you bought a spare, Spencer.” 
His fight was gone as he looked at you again, only lust left as he panted and writhed beneath you. 
You kept riding the dildo, burying It between pillows so you could ride it easier without needing to hold it. 
He watched transfixed as his cock twitched again, vibrating still right on his balls. 
“Tell me how good it feels, Spencer.’
“Hurts… Y/N, so good…. it hurts.”
You smiled down at him and kept asking him questions, knowing he'd never be able to stay quiet now. 
“Do you want to cum again?” 
“Fuck…yes, please, Y/N, please.”
“Do you want to cum all over yourself one more time?”
“N-No… messy, want to cum…in you.”
“What a shame, Spencer, but that isn't allowed. I won't let you cum in me if you're going to try to take a bullet in the field.”
“Y/N… p-please,” he whined, and you heard his voice break, hips thrusting up into the air now as he watched you. 
“No. You're going to cum on yourself until you promise not to do it again.”
He shook his head, closing his eyes as he tried to resist cumming for a second time, so out of control. “Please-” 
“You can do it. Promise me.” 
“Y/N, p-please let me cum” he moaned again, his hands pulling at the restraints so he could get this infernal cock ring off of him and bury himself inside of you. 
But it was too late, and his second orgssm stretched out longer than the one before. 
You'd leaned in so close you'd caught a drop of cum on your face, but most of it pooled on him instead. He collapses backwards, his cum coating his stomach and chest, his shirt going translucent in places as the ring kept buzzing. 
His moans were loud now, and immediately, he knew it was too much to wish for round three. 
“I promise! Y/N, I promise, please fuck, I promise.”
You quickly fell to the floor, turning off the cock ring and slipping it off as you kissed him tenderly, thanking him and praising him for doing such a good job for you. 
You rolled him onto his side and removed the handcuffs, immediately pulling them into your lap and massaging them, feeling a bit guilty about the red marks. 
“Spencer?” You asked after a few moments when he seemed to have regained his breath and his senses. 
“Mmm?” 
“We should get you in bed. You need to rest.” 
He nodded and weakly sat himself up, falling into bed beside you. He threw the dildo across the room and nuzzled himself into you, head buried between your breasts. 
You pulled away and came back with a wash cloth, stripping his shirt and pants and cleaning the cum off him as best you could so he could sleep comfortably. 
“I prefer when you do that with your mouth, you know?” He joked, and you playfully hit his leg. He couldn't still be thinking about sex after that. 
But he was. As careful as you were to not overstimulate him again, his cock still rose again, and he pushed your hands away, pulling you up to him. 
“I came twice, but you only did it once,” he whispered between kisses. 
“It seems like we need to get even.”
With that, you knew that your turn being in charge was over, and he was the leader now.
"But only if you beg for it," you smirked, looking up at him, but he easily flipped you over, pushing you up so you were kneeling on the sheets above him again, him undernesth you. 
You happily followed him as he pulled your dripping core over his mouth, and he pulled you in for one last taste, begging you for forgiveness with his tongue again and again.
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sbnkalny · 2 years ago
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The battles that i’ve lost the ability to raise someone from someone to sÅve my ass
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sw33t-oubliette · 8 months ago
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havw imade a post likw announcing i kinfirmed VI yet dont thuink i did . me byw ifyou eve.n Care
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mr-vanhellis · 6 months ago
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Pop it, Lock it, and Throw Away the Key 🗝
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