#kerasines

[orangecountyprincess]

[larryfanfiction]

Historical Girl Direction

🎀 The Sweet Yoke by little_obelia @littleobelia (1k, T)

Harry prays to Mother Mary, Undoer of Knots, to send a healer to attend to the Order's ailing hens. Mother Superior consults the blessed yellow pages and finds Tomlinson, L., a local veterinarian.

🎀 Oh Valley Girl by LadyLondonderry @londonfoginacup (3k, G)

Out past the rolling hills and the churning sea sits a little fishing village, nestled in a valley where its residents are protected from the elements, as well as from the outside world as a whole. Harry lives in this little fishing village, and she loves nothing more than feeling the earth beneath her and seeing the sky above her and sometimes dreaming of adventure. Then one day a ship arrives.

🎀 Too Great a Temptation by QuickedWeen @becomeawendybird (5k, G)

Harry and Louis attend a fancy dress ball.

🎀 In a Little Bit of Trouble by QuickedWeen @becomeawendybird (5k, T)

Agent Louis Tomlinson is in hot water and finds help in the most unlikely of places: the sweet waitress at her local automat.

🎀 Hoist the Colours High by Kerasines @justlarried (5k, M)

They’re facing each other, closer now, so close, cut off from the world completely, or at least it feels that way. The blanket cages them in, blocks out the moonlight, dulls the sound of the wind, the sea, and the birds coming from outside. The air is hot and musky, but she thinks she could stay under this blanket forever. It’s their own little universe, in here, shared breath and shared heat and shared time. Or: A Girl Direction Pirates of the Caribbean AU featuring Harry as Will Turner, Louis as Elizabeth Swann, swords, and my obsession with girls in men's period clothing.

🎀 Only You (Blue Always Stays True) by BeautifulWisdom @justanotherghostblr (11k, M)

Regency AU. Lady Harriet falls for her sister's best friend the elusive Alpha Lady Louise who couldn't possibly return her tender feelings. Or could she?

🎀 Withdrawal Was the Weeping by QuickedWeen @becomeawendybird (11k, E)

Confined by life and society, Harry spends her Sunday afternoons walking aimlessly about the countryside as it's her only source of freedom. One Sunday she is aided by the most beautiful woman she has ever met, but not everything is as it seems. Was it a trick of the light? Was it Harry's own active imagination? There is nothing to do but try to find her again.

🎀 Harriet and Louise by Blaaake @newleafover (29k, E)

There’s nothing Harriet can do to alter the world, but she can make Louise laugh. A regency-era girl direction AU

🎀 The Changer and the Changed by homosociallyyours @homosociallyyours (59k, M)

It’s the spring of 1977 and Harry Styles has just moved to New York City after graduating college. She knows she’s a lesbian. She just needs to figure out how to meet other lesbians. Louis Tomlinson works at a popular women’s bookstore in the Lower East Side, Womon’s Direction, where she spends her days reading feminist literature, writing poetry, exchanging friendly barbs with her boss Niall, and dreaming of finding someone to love. When Harry and Louis meet, their connection is instantaneous. Slowly but surely, Louis welcomes Harry into her community of women. Stonewall veteran and old school butch Niall; Liam, a land dyke who’s moved to the city for love; and Zayn, a lesbian musician who’s been ostracized by a vocal part of women’s community for being trans, welcome Harry with open arms, ready to help her find her place in New York City’s bustling lesbian scene. It’s a time of growth for everyone involved.

🎀 into the great wide open by mixedfandomfics @ficshl (69k, T)

It only took a week or so for Harry to truly get into the routine of life on the road. They woke before dawn each morning, ate a small meal, packed up the tent and rounded up the livestock, all before setting out. On a good day, they could make it twenty miles. There hadn’t been many bad ones, but Louis confessed that on a previous trip there had been a solid week where they hadn’t made it more than five miles a day. Soon, Louis promised, animals would start going lame, and wheels would start breaking, and people would start going hungry. The beginning was the easiest, and the end was doable only because the hope of finishing the trek fueled everyone. It was the middle bit, with the tedious marching hundreds of miles from any settlement, that people succumbed to the journey.

🎀 Among Lavender Fields by homosociallyyours @homosociallyyours (70k, E)

At twenty-one, Louis Tomlinson is more than ready to shed the girl next door image that's been with her since her entry into film in her childhood, but with a mother and father steeped in Hollywood tradition it's felt impossible. Meanwhile, Harry Styles is a young, struggling musician new to London, friendless yet eager for the next phase of her life to begin. When French director Marie Coutard casts the two of them in her film, it's a chance for both to break away from the people they've been. Together, they struggle through an acting process that's new and unfamiliar for both of them, learning more than they could've imagined about themselves along the way. As they spend long days picking lavender and long nights sharing the things they've never been able to tell anyone else, their love blooms. Will the flower fade, or will the love they make among lavender fields be one they carry with them to the end?

[msabl]

mungkin kita hanya belum menemukan orangnya. orang yg bisa dijadikan sumber semangat dan juga marah, orang bisa menjadi sumber bahagia dan juga sedih, dan orang yg selalu mengusahakan bisa sekalipun sebenarnya dia tidak bisa.

usahanya di kerasin lagi ya, niatnya di tata lagi, emosinya di kontrol lagi, dan perasaannya di jaga lagi. banyak yg bisa mendapatkan dengan cara yg baik, pasti kita juga bisa.

[jlf23tumble]

I was tagged by @haztobegood for my fave albums of 2023, and I'm so thrilled to share 'em! These random 9 absolutely cracked my 10//10 rating:

Andre 3000, New Blue Sun

Olivia Rodrigo, Guts

The Kills, God Games

Janelle Monae, The Age of Pleasure

Jenny Lewis, Joy'All

Lana Del Rey, Did You Know That There's a Tunnel Under Ocean Blvd

Be Your Own Pet, Mommy

Paris Texas, Mid Air

Sparks, The Girl Is Crying in Her Latte

I'll tag @ahurricanebehindthedoor, @alienfuckeronmain, @mollymorgansshovel, @kerasines, @scottspack, @dominokirke , @setsailtomorrow , but anyone, go for it, I wanna see what I missed!

[davinciae]

top 10 kpop songs january-june 2023, tagged by @nervousnotion

hall of fame - stray kids

bound - key

drowning - woodz

more - i.m

i don't understand but i luv u - seventeen (performance unit)

puzzle - sf9

seOul drift - onlyoneof

propose - dreamcatcher

this world - ateez

amygdala - agust d

tagging: @sandushengshou @centerhobi @yohanblr @kerasines @huangrenjuns @kinnsporsche

[dear-indies]

Please can you reblog some very very beginner kinda giffing tutorial where the author was kind enough to explain like they are to a child. I had a couple saved but lost it :(

hayaosmiyazaki

arianagrandre

rizahawkais

kerasines

magnusedom

millerbenny-moved

captainchilly

These are tutorials I could find for gif-making beginners but there are also tutorials HERE and HERE that might be of some help!

[georgiapeach30513]

https://www.tumblr.com/kerasines/128220883060/im-not-even-sorry-x?source=share

SO HE ADMITTED IT HIMSELF HELP ????

WBK THOUGH SIR #DOM 😩🔥

😂 he’s a tease

[zooblenation]

attack on kerasin !! ^_^

[hayzannisa]

drama permasalahan adikku masih berlanjut, dari satu masalah kemasalah lainnya, masih mengesalkan, sangat mengesalkan. miris. menyedihkan. menyakitkan. ibuku masih menjadi korban terbesar dari semua drama ini, hartanya dirampas, hatinya dihancurkan, dan DISALAHKAN. seolah semua ini terjadi karna ibuku yang tidak pernah 'memahami' kondisinya. what the fuck. gak ada otaknya ini anak. ingin ku tampar mukanya. ingin ku benturkan kepalanya, ingin ku memaki didepannya. tapi sudah dapat dipastikan hasilnya akan memperburuk keadaan. dari kejadian sebelumnya ketika aku 'memarahinya' melalui WA, ia tidak pulang sama sekali ke rumah selama 2 minggu lebih. sampai - sampai dia lebih memilih untuk melaundry bajunya dari pada pulang, lebih memilih untuk membeli pakaian baru dari pada pulang, lebih memilih menjual ikan peliharaannya untuk membeli keperluan dan makan dari pada pulang. definisi pecundang sesungguhnya, bodoh. dia lebih memilih lari dari masalah yang telah dia perbuat sendiri dari pada menghadapinya, kemudian kembali untuk menyalahkan ibuku seolah akar masalahnya adalah ibuku, harus kusebut apa dia kalau bukan pecundang bodoh? . sekarang untungnya adikku sudah mau pulang ke rumah meski hanya sebentar kemudian berkeliaran lagi entah kemana.

saat ini aku sangat bingung bagaimana menghadapinya, karna tiap kali kami singgung tentang masalah yang dia buat moodnya akan langsung berubah 180 derajat. padahal itu masalah yang dia buat loh, aneh. dia kayak lebih sensi dari pada remaja wanita yang sedang datang bulan. tapi kalau tidak kami tanyakan tentang masalah yang dia buat ini dampaknya kena juga ke kita. see?? yang bikin masalah 1 makhluk ini yang kena ruginya 1 keluarga. cape. cape banget ngadepin mahkluk bodoh satu ini. masalah terakhir yang dia bikin adalah masalah mobil, mobil keluarga dia rentalin TAPI sampe sekarang belom balik, udah gitu, BPKB mobil itu dia gadai. di GADAI. holy fuck. itu mobil keluarga. bisa bisanya dia gadai BPKB itu mobil, udah gitu mobilnya di rental belom balik - balik lagi sampe sekarang. kepalaku udah pusing banget mikir gimana caranya ngadepin anak ini satu gimana. di kerasin dia kabur, dilembutin dia ngelunjak. emang dasarnya dia gak mau ngedengerin omongan kita mungkin jadi apapun yang kita omongin ke dia. mau sebaik apapun cara penyampaiannya gak akan sampe ke telinganya kalo dia gak mau dengerin.

dan lagi pusing pusingnya mikirin gimana cara ngadepin anak ini satu, bisa-bisanya anak orang lain ada yang bilang gini depan mukaku 'da yang berjuangnya cuman mamahnya aja, kakak - kakaknya pada diem, cuek' .... HELLO???? BISA GAK SIH DIEM AJA?? GAK USAH NAMBAH NAMBAH EMOSI DEH PLIS. AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

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[ipi25]

انزلوا الناس منازلهم.

posisikan org pada posisinya.

begitu sabda Rasulullah yg dituturkan oleh sayyidati aisyah ketika ditanya kenapa ia memperlakukan berbeda tiap org.

dan beberapa waktu lalu aku cukup naif.

karena kata org aku org yg jahat, akhirnya aku berusaha keras menjadi sosok 'orang baik' yg disukai masyarakat,

dibanding dibilang aku org gendut, sepertinya aku lebih sangat sakit hati ketika org bilang "mukaku judes" :(((

kyk aku dah usaha banyak senyum, berusaha mengekspresikan keramahan aku, tapi stigma itu. atau mungkin ciptaan Allah ini. aku kan ga bsa ubah. aku cukup sedih kecewa sama diri sendiri kenapa mukaku bukan muka org ramah? :((

dan aku melihat 'orang baik' ini adalah sosok yg ga pernah marah dalam keadaan apapun. tetep stay calm. yg selalu senyum dan meladenin semua org. di mataku baik itu adalah afifah, mbk syahma, mbak mim.

dan aku ngoyo buat jadi mereka. aku sama sekali tidak suka semua diriku. pokoknya aku mau jadi mbk syahma. akhirnya aku menolak semua emosi yang aku sangka 'itu sifat buruk' jadi aku tidak mau marah, menegur, bersedih. intinya aku mau tersenyum terus di depan semua org. dan ketika emosi 'buruk' itu muncul, aku cukup marah dan sangat kecewa kepada diri sendiri krna tidak bisa jadi 'orang baik'.

pun dampaknya, padahal aku sangat paham tiap org punya karakter beda-beda, karena aku suka mengikuti tes tes kepribadian,

tapi secara tidak langsung mungkin aku memupuk kecewa ketika secara tidak sadar aku juga mungkin berekspektasi besar soal org sekitar aku, kyk "kenapa mereka ga bisa memahami aku dan semua usaha aku sih?"

itu yg bikin aku cape bgt, tapi aku harus tetep berusaha jadi mbk syahma. jadi senangis apapun malemnya, paginya aku akan berusaha like nothing happened.

dan yahh cape itu ga ilang.

ketika usaha menjadi mbk syahma aku ngerasa aku harus memikul semua beban milik semua org

ofc itu makin2 bikin cape.

tapi kmrin gtw drimana, mungkin dri my bestie jg, kyk buat jadi org baik itu g perlu jadi naif dan memperlakukan org dengan sama lembutnya.

tapi, perlakukan sesuai karakter dy.

dan ketika kita keras ke org yg emg perlu dikerasin, ya udh kerasin aja.

ga perlu ga enakan.

ga perlu ngerasa bersalah.

mungkin klo di drama tuh y kyk good bad mother, yg kyk siapa sih ibu yg g sayang ke anak? tapi demi kebaikan si anak klo emg harus keras, y udh kerasin.

pun sama dalam bermasyarakat, bu nyai aku pernah pernah bilang ini santri ada ratusan, sya harus mengenal tiap karakter yang berbeda dan memperlakukan dgn berbeda.

jadi don't feel bad lah pokoknya if u think hal yg mungkin kelihatan buruk menurut km atau menurut org lain, tapi sebenarnya itu bawa maslahat.

pun juga belajar dri adek kelas ak yg kecelakaan kmrin, kyk ga perlu lah denger persepsi org lain yg padahal kita udh ngoyo, tapi tetep aja dipandang jelek. KITA TUH UDAH USAHA YG TERBAIK LOH. harusnya kita ga perlu terlalu peduli sama org yg menilai ini itu dri secuil yg dy lihat.

[theficpusher]

Ground Control to Major Tomlinson by safetyfilm | T | 3343 What if Space Oddity's Major Tom was Major Louis W. Tomlinson, on his first endeavor to the moon?

Let's get physical by Kerasines | E | 3557 They scratch at their skin with their fingernails, barely long enough to be of any use, but enough to feel a slight sting, setting their nerve endings alight for a split‐second and eliciting a gasp – their mouth falls open without their say‐so, lungs sucking in the atmosphere, a mere reflex compelling them to do so. Oxygen. Many of Earth’s species require oxygen to live, including humans, they know that.

the stars look very different today by colourexplosion | T | 5445 Harry's an alien who blogs about aliens. Liam's a human. Or is he? an AU

Like Vines (We Intertwine) by turnyourankle | T | 8406 The "Roswell" AU where Harry is an alien, Louis is not, and they've both been pining after each other for far too long.

Only Been Here One Time by alienharry | nr | 9979 “Good morning, Liam. Harry.” Louis nods at them both and then cocks his head. “Are you aware you have four nipples, Harry?” Harry looks down at his chest, suddenly worried. He doesn’t know how many nipples humans have, but four must not be a usual amount. “Should I have six?” “Not unless you’ve a litter of kittens to feed.” - The Alien!Harry fic I was destined to write

Alien Roadtrip! by HelloAmHere | E | 16378 For the first time in his life, Louis doesn’t know where he’s going. Harry doesn’t mind. OR: roadtrip with desert feelings, too much snack food, and empty motels. Harry is definitely absolutely not an alien. That would be ridiculous.

wishing you were them by momentofclarity | T | 20442 “Hmm, um…” Harry takes a deep breath and then he looks into Louis’ eyes. Louis’ breath falters on the way up his throat. Harry’s eyes that were a murky green just moments ago now glimmer emerald and Louis can’t look away. “I promise I’ll explain everything just… just tell me if you feel this too or if… is this just… do you feel this?” The heat of the water makes his skin smart, but he lowers himself down below the surface anyway, allowing the sounds to dull in his ears and the light to break through the water. He stares up at the ceiling, eyes burning as he refuses to shut them, just lets himself linger there for a few precious moments. Then he tilts his head up until his face breaks the surface—the rest of him still submerged. This is the only place that even comes close to the weightlessness of them. The only place that makes it possible for him to recall even just a caress of what utter elation used to feel like.

A King Beside You by stylinsoncity | M | 25949 When the aliens invade, the last thing Louis expects is to fall in love.

Beautiful & Strange by graceling_in_a_suit | M | 40771 Over the top of Niall’s cackles, Louis heard Zayn say: “I think it’s…. A spaceship.” Louis and Niall turned to him in bafflement. Zayn put his hands up in surrender. “What! It’s clearly floating, so it’s not a rock, and it’s not made of wood or plastic or metal.” Louis didn’t even bother telling him that, no, of course it’s not a spaceship, this isn’t the x-files. OR: A story in which Harry is an alien looking to be found, and Louis does the finding. (And vice versa.)

[kae-karo]

BEFORE THE BEGINNING for the writing meme!!

aaskljdjkldsfklj for context (x) i'm so sorry but i will be making this angsty LMAO and uhhh shockingly it will definitely be more than 3 sentences...

BEFORE THE BEGINNING — three sentences (or more) about something that happened before the plot of my current project

Just listen to the voice in your head!

Yeah, cause that's worked out so well for him in the past. He bites his tongue, doesn't say anything. He'll learn eventually, they all say when they think he can't hear them, and Ajax wonders when exactly 'eventually' is supposed to be.

Not anytime soon, probably.

"Ajax..." His teacher is nice. Polite and friendly and clearly trying, but- well, he knows that look. The same one his mom has when he says something wrong, something he shouldn't say out loud. His stomach twists.

"Did you draw this?" He sets the paper down in front of Ajax, a page overflowing with red red red. The red that lives inside his head all the time, where that voice is supposed to be.

Did I kill that too?

He shakes his head sharply, trying to make his thoughts disappear.

"Your friends told me they saw you drawing it. Would you like to tell me the truth this time?" Mr. Pierro says, very patient with him. He always is. It makes Ajax squirm in his seat.

"It's okay if you drew it, I'm not going to be upset with you. But I will give you a fair warning that if you did, we might need to change your schedule a little bit."

Ajax stares at the page, at the dark lines, deep cuts from sharp knives that he's too afraid to touch in real life - not because he's afraid of them, only afraid what he'll do if he lets himself hold one.

"Why would it change?" His heart beats loud in his ears - he's heard of what they do to bad people like him, people who want to hurt other people for fun. Just because they want to. His mom let him pick out a detective book last time they went to the library.

He gets caught, and bad things happen.

"Nothing bad," Mr. Pierro says, like he can see inside Ajax's head. Ajax curls his hands tight around the seat of the wooden chair. "But we might have to have you talk with someone."

"T-talk?" Talk, like they do in the book: Ajax sitting handcuffed to a table, some faceless detective towering over him on the other side of the desk, scaring him with all the bad things that'll happen if he doesn't confess. He hunches over, shakes his head again, tries to make the red disappear.

It doesn't.

If they find out, they'll lock me up for forever, I'll never be allowed to go play with my friends again, I'll never get to go home and see Tonia or mom or-

"It would just be a conversation, Ajax. Nothing that you have to worry about. Did you draw this?"

This is how they get him, isn't it? He was stupid to think he could ever escape, the good guys always catch the bad guys in the end, don't they? His fingers hurt where they try to dig into the chair, into the solid wood.

If you're honest with him, he can protect you, a voice says between his ears, and it doesn't sound like his voice. Or Mr. Pierro's. Or his mom's or sister's or brother's or-

Are you the good voice? he asks, eyes wide and hopeful - maybe he has one! Maybe it's okay, maybe he isn't really bad, his voice just took a while to show up, and he doesn't have to-

Of course I am. Now don't be stupid, you know he knows the truth. Admit it, and he'll help you. Doesn't he always?

She- the voice, it definitely sounds like a she - makes a lot of sense. Ajax twists his lips, takes a deep breath. He's scared, but they do that in the book, don't they? They make it easier on the bad guy if they tell the truth.

"I...I drew it," he says fast and quiet and terrified, but the voice in his head says good job and Mr. Pierro says okay and smiles at him and-

And maybe she'll help him, the voice. Maybe he's not a bad person after all, and he just needed her.

send me a wip ask from this list!!

[bisexualrapline]

TUMBLR USER ROSEBOWL IS THIS REALLY YOU

IT’S ME I HAVE RETURNED 🥺💗

[jlf23tumble]

@alienfuckeronmain, love it when you tag me!

Rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first 10 tracks, then tag 10 people

The Less I Know, the Better - Tame Impala ("Come on superman, say your stupid line," it gets me every time!)

F2F - SZA (song of the (last) year for me!)

Vampire - Olivia Rodrigo (it's not about Taylor Swift, you guys!)

New Romantics - Taylor Swift (eternally bummed this wasn't at my show, but forever indebted to live rips)

Sweatpants - Childish Gambino (this entire album, soundtrack to last month's roadtrip)

Joy'All - Jenny Lewis (underrated song on an underrated album)

Alright - Victoria Monet (feels like a fall album vs. summer one, but god, it's a grower of a song/album)

...Ready for It? - Taylor Swift (this is my fight song, etc.)

Coming of Age - Maisie Peters (anything on this album tho)

This Is Hardcore - Pulp (I re-fell in love with this video, ipso facto)

Rando all around! I'll tag @setsailtomorrow, @ahurricanebehindthedoor, @cloudslou, @kerasines, @scottspack, @wannaremember, @shark-myths, @uhoh-but-yeah-alright, @homosociallyyours, @aboutmetamorphosis, and anyone else who wants to!

[davinciae]

and on that tree i’ll carve your name ‘cos in years to come we both know we won’t be the same you asked me to climb i never learned but if you ask me for my fire just watch me burn

— secret worlds, the amazing devil

@mdzsnet wei wuxian birthday event || forthright

[dsudis]

kerasines replied to your post “Okay not gonna hate on anyone's ship. I'm also still playing the...”

i could get into the power dynamics, or the enemies to lovers thing, or the long history full of potential conflict, or their very "same but opposite" energies on many levels (all of which mostly comes down to individual taste) but i also recently realized that in 2020, geralt/emhyr has the additional appeal of "imagine if your government was run by a guy who's actually competent and smart and cares about both his subjects as well as you and your family, specifically"

Yeah, as is... perhaps obvious from the Emhyr/Geralt fics I’ve posted so far, I am also super into “Emhyr is Geralt’s super rich and powerful boyfriend who will give him anything material or political, including for instance passing on his empire to their much more ethical and progressive daughter.” 

Emhyr is also, for all his ruthlessness, the kind of person who you can pretzel-twist into being really generous and treating people really well as sheer enlightned self-interest. Loyal, happy subjects are a better tax base, and so on. He’s ruthless and perhaps cruel, but he’s not mean or sadistic. He’s pursuing goals. 

It’s kind of what I assume Smallville fandom was doing with the Clark/Lex pairing a lot of the time and oh no I did not mean to draw that parallel it works way too well god dammit Henry Cavill