#kerasines

[returning-spring]

ummm tay/tankhun fic? hello yes i am here to strongly encourage this & very curious 👀

yes Tay/Tankhun!! I'm glad someone else likes the idea too, they've been on my mind for months. basically, somewhere around my 3rd rewatch of kpts back in september, I noticed that Tankhun is actually pretty friendly with Tay. which makes sense since Tay is Kinn's friend, and Tankhun's circle of friends/acquaintances must be pretty small. probably limited to whoever visits the main family residence, and Tay (and Time) would have been a frequent visitor

so many rarepairs are born out of the smallest interactions, and Tay/Tankhun are that for me lol. there's their moment outside Hum Bar in episode 3 when Tay asks Tankhun why he didn't invite him to his party at Yok's

and then there's the scene when they're all on the boat in episode 14, when Tankhun gets upset that Arm and Pol ditched his plan for their fish costumes, and Tay pulls him in to comfort him

it'd be really nice if Tankhun had actual friends! you know, someone who isn't related to him or paid by his family to be around him. Tay and Tankhun could be friends, especially now that Tankhun is spending more time outside. I could see them hanging out together at Hum Bar. it's also important to Tankhun, I think, to be around people who are familiar to him, and therefore safe - which Tay is

and from Tay's perspective, he could do with having someone in his life who won't deceive him (lbr Tankhun is honest to a fault), someone who's very loyal to the people he loves. you always know exactly where you stand in your relationship with Tankhun. so why not, it could work!

(I'm thinking of writing a fic where Tay and Time break up post-canon but still pretend to date for their families. which makes their double dates with Kinn and Porsche a little awkward, so Tay tries to get Tankhun to join them more often. I'm still figuring out how to make this work lol, we'll see!)

[larryfanfiction]

Historical Girl Direction

🎀 The Sweet Yoke by little_obelia @littleobelia (1k, T)

Harry prays to Mother Mary, Undoer of Knots, to send a healer to attend to the Order's ailing hens. Mother Superior consults the blessed yellow pages and finds Tomlinson, L., a local veterinarian.

🎀 Oh Valley Girl by LadyLondonderry @londonfoginacup (3k, G)

Out past the rolling hills and the churning sea sits a little fishing village, nestled in a valley where its residents are protected from the elements, as well as from the outside world as a whole. Harry lives in this little fishing village, and she loves nothing more than feeling the earth beneath her and seeing the sky above her and sometimes dreaming of adventure. Then one day a ship arrives.

🎀 Too Great a Temptation by QuickedWeen @becomeawendybird (5k, G)

Harry and Louis attend a fancy dress ball.

🎀 In a Little Bit of Trouble by QuickedWeen @becomeawendybird (5k, T)

Agent Louis Tomlinson is in hot water and finds help in the most unlikely of places: the sweet waitress at her local automat.

🎀 Hoist the Colours High by Kerasines @justlarried (5k, M)

They’re facing each other, closer now, so close, cut off from the world completely, or at least it feels that way. The blanket cages them in, blocks out the moonlight, dulls the sound of the wind, the sea, and the birds coming from outside. The air is hot and musky, but she thinks she could stay under this blanket forever. It’s their own little universe, in here, shared breath and shared heat and shared time. Or: A Girl Direction Pirates of the Caribbean AU featuring Harry as Will Turner, Louis as Elizabeth Swann, swords, and my obsession with girls in men's period clothing.

🎀 Only You (Blue Always Stays True) by BeautifulWisdom @justanotherghostblr (11k, M)

Regency AU. Lady Harriet falls for her sister's best friend the elusive Alpha Lady Louise who couldn't possibly return her tender feelings. Or could she?

🎀 Withdrawal Was the Weeping by QuickedWeen @becomeawendybird (11k, E)

Confined by life and society, Harry spends her Sunday afternoons walking aimlessly about the countryside as it's her only source of freedom. One Sunday she is aided by the most beautiful woman she has ever met, but not everything is as it seems. Was it a trick of the light? Was it Harry's own active imagination? There is nothing to do but try to find her again.

🎀 Harriet and Louise by Blaaake @newleafover (29k, E)

There’s nothing Harriet can do to alter the world, but she can make Louise laugh. A regency-era girl direction AU

🎀 The Changer and the Changed by homosociallyyours @homosociallyyours (59k, M)

It’s the spring of 1977 and Harry Styles has just moved to New York City after graduating college. She knows she’s a lesbian. She just needs to figure out how to meet other lesbians. Louis Tomlinson works at a popular women’s bookstore in the Lower East Side, Womon’s Direction, where she spends her days reading feminist literature, writing poetry, exchanging friendly barbs with her boss Niall, and dreaming of finding someone to love. When Harry and Louis meet, their connection is instantaneous. Slowly but surely, Louis welcomes Harry into her community of women. Stonewall veteran and old school butch Niall; Liam, a land dyke who’s moved to the city for love; and Zayn, a lesbian musician who’s been ostracized by a vocal part of women’s community for being trans, welcome Harry with open arms, ready to help her find her place in New York City’s bustling lesbian scene. It’s a time of growth for everyone involved.

🎀 into the great wide open by mixedfandomfics @ficshl (69k, T)

It only took a week or so for Harry to truly get into the routine of life on the road. They woke before dawn each morning, ate a small meal, packed up the tent and rounded up the livestock, all before setting out. On a good day, they could make it twenty miles. There hadn’t been many bad ones, but Louis confessed that on a previous trip there had been a solid week where they hadn’t made it more than five miles a day. Soon, Louis promised, animals would start going lame, and wheels would start breaking, and people would start going hungry. The beginning was the easiest, and the end was doable only because the hope of finishing the trek fueled everyone. It was the middle bit, with the tedious marching hundreds of miles from any settlement, that people succumbed to the journey.

🎀 Among Lavender Fields by homosociallyyours @homosociallyyours (70k, E)

At twenty-one, Louis Tomlinson is more than ready to shed the girl next door image that's been with her since her entry into film in her childhood, but with a mother and father steeped in Hollywood tradition it's felt impossible. Meanwhile, Harry Styles is a young, struggling musician new to London, friendless yet eager for the next phase of her life to begin. When French director Marie Coutard casts the two of them in her film, it's a chance for both to break away from the people they've been. Together, they struggle through an acting process that's new and unfamiliar for both of them, learning more than they could've imagined about themselves along the way. As they spend long days picking lavender and long nights sharing the things they've never been able to tell anyone else, their love blooms. Will the flower fade, or will the love they make among lavender fields be one they carry with them to the end?

[jlf23tumble]

I was tagged by @haztobegood for my fave albums of 2023, and I'm so thrilled to share 'em! These random 9 absolutely cracked my 10//10 rating:

Andre 3000, New Blue Sun

Olivia Rodrigo, Guts

The Kills, God Games

Janelle Monae, The Age of Pleasure

Jenny Lewis, Joy'All

Lana Del Rey, Did You Know That There's a Tunnel Under Ocean Blvd

Be Your Own Pet, Mommy

Paris Texas, Mid Air

Sparks, The Girl Is Crying in Her Latte

I'll tag @ahurricanebehindthedoor, @alienfuckeronmain, @mollymorgansshovel, @kerasines, @scottspack, @dominokirke , @setsailtomorrow , but anyone, go for it, I wanna see what I missed!

[davinciae]

top 10 kpop songs january-june 2023, tagged by @nervousnotion

hall of fame - stray kids

bound - key

drowning - woodz

more - i.m

i don't understand but i luv u - seventeen (performance unit)

puzzle - sf9

seOul drift - onlyoneof

propose - dreamcatcher

this world - ateez

amygdala - agust d

tagging: @sandushengshou @centerhobi @yohanblr @kerasines @huangrenjuns @kinnsporsche

[dear-indies]

Please can you reblog some very very beginner kinda giffing tutorial where the author was kind enough to explain like they are to a child. I had a couple saved but lost it :(

hayaosmiyazaki

arianagrandre

rizahawkais

kerasines

magnusedom

millerbenny-moved

captainchilly

These are tutorials I could find for gif-making beginners but there are also tutorials HERE and HERE that might be of some help!

[georgiapeach30513]

https://www.tumblr.com/kerasines/128220883060/im-not-even-sorry-x?source=share

SO HE ADMITTED IT HIMSELF HELP ????

WBK THOUGH SIR #DOM 😩🔥

😂 he’s a tease

[zooblenation]

attack on kerasin !! ^_^

[wernerherzogs]

what is tatort and is it always queer subtext or does it ever become text. and compared to the treatment of destiel in spn how deranged would it make me to watch. if that’s a comparison u can make

tatort is like. a german tv show that has been on air for Years, and it has those different installments dedicated to different cities? and tatort saarbrucken is one of the newest installments, or the newest one? idk, it's probably on some wiki somewhere. :D a new episode per each installment comes out roughly once a year, from what i understand, and tatort in general is apparently that sunday dinner with your parents kind of show that basically each country has, and that you usually don't pay that much attention to and don't expect much of it ajjsjd (and those shows are typically kind of "safe" and family friendly in this part of europe). i honestly don't know much more beyond this, my friend @kerasines got me to watch it by suddenly posting about it one day and saying how surprised she was that TATORT, of all things, had kind of become gay all of a sudden, lmao. that got me interested!!!

and no, it's not text, and who knows if it'll ever be text, tbh. but the leads have lovely chemistry (that's being used to bait via the show's official social media like it's 2012 <3), and the relationship is definitely /the/ emotional centre of the show! they're the main draw for me, but beyond them, the show is a decent enough crime procedural. tragically, they're cops 😔 BUT IF YOU CAN GET PAST THAT....... they're FUN

[returning-spring]

vegas/kinn

you know, I don't think it's actually possible to make a bingo on these things because they put shit like "not my thing" next to positive boxes lmaoo, anyway

this is basically canon to me, but in a nebulously one-sided way. like absolutely Kinn and Vegas both have a thing about each other - that's what being raised to view your own worth and power in competition with your cousin will do to you, hence the "fated enemies" - but Vegas specifically has a sexual thing about Kinn. which, like we've talked about, manifests as Vegas trying to fuck his boyfriends and sometimes succeeding (Porsche and Tawan respectively)

also that's why I put them down as codependent bitches because really, what would they do if the other was really gone from the world? daddy can only be impressed with you if your cousin is there for you to play the one-upmanship game with

let's be real here, aside from their relationships with Porsche and Pete, and their fathers, this fucked up thing between them is the most important relationship in their lives, so that's why they also go under "in a relationship but not sure what type" :)

[recreationaldivorce]

kind of wild that european settlers + Black and indigenous people who may be usamerican citizens are lumped into the same category... yes if you are a white amerikan you undoubtedly benefit from amerikan imperialism. but amerika is a settler colony founded upon slavery and genocide, so no, the forcibly assimilated do not have "privilege", and neither do Black americans (esp those descended from slaves who are only there because their ancestors were TRAFFICKED and they have no idea of what their cultural ancestry even is bc all that was stripped from slaves when they were taken to amerika) hold anything resembling the power white amerikans have. the category of "american" is a deeply racially stratified category and amerikanness is and always will be white first and foremost.

also theres a reply to this post about how Black americans are privileged bc of the international coverage the george floyd uprising got like. omg do u hear yourself. if you really think that press coverage is a good measure of ""privilege"" rather than any actual material measure of the situation the people in question are in... do you also think palestinians are "privileged" bc israeli apartheid gets a lot more press coverage than saudi arabia's destruction in yemen? think before you mfing speak!!!

@binghsien @kerasines @samknitchester

[kae-karo]

YAY FUN @kerasines thank u thank u for the tag!!! fic trope tier list babeyyyyyy

here's the link (x) and tagging anyone who wants to do this!!!!

[imagek]

iPhone Tough Case - Palmipedes Murage Kerasin, Amplifiers Msi, Squares gradient, blocks, wavy, unclear, windy and many squares pale green, aquamarine and black shapes

Abstract designs challenge traditional notions of representation, inviting viewers to appreciate art in a more imaginative and non-literal manner. Abstract designs are artistic compositions that prioritize the use of shapes, lines, colors, and forms divorced from their representational or real-world references. Abstract art is a diverse and innovative artistic movement that prioritizes non-representational and non-figurative forms. Art allows you to explore and express their creativity beyond the constraints of depicting recognizable objects or scenes.

Palmipedes Murage Kerasin, iPhone Tough Case.

Order available in @Redbubble

[jlf23tumble]

@alienfuckeronmain, love it when you tag me!

Rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first 10 tracks, then tag 10 people

The Less I Know, the Better - Tame Impala ("Come on superman, say your stupid line," it gets me every time!)

F2F - SZA (song of the (last) year for me!)

Vampire - Olivia Rodrigo (it's not about Taylor Swift, you guys!)

New Romantics - Taylor Swift (eternally bummed this wasn't at my show, but forever indebted to live rips)

Sweatpants - Childish Gambino (this entire album, soundtrack to last month's roadtrip)

Joy'All - Jenny Lewis (underrated song on an underrated album)

Alright - Victoria Monet (feels like a fall album vs. summer one, but god, it's a grower of a song/album)

...Ready for It? - Taylor Swift (this is my fight song, etc.)

Coming of Age - Maisie Peters (anything on this album tho)

This Is Hardcore - Pulp (I re-fell in love with this video, ipso facto)

Rando all around! I'll tag @setsailtomorrow, @ahurricanebehindthedoor, @cloudslou, @kerasines, @scottspack, @wannaremember, @shark-myths, @uhoh-but-yeah-alright, @homosociallyyours, @aboutmetamorphosis, and anyone else who wants to!

[everyfandom-girl]

tags from @kerasines because

CHAPPELL ROAN - Casual (2023) dir. Hadley Hillel with MIKA LESHA as THE SIREN

[hayzannisa]

drama permasalahan adikku masih berlanjut, dari satu masalah kemasalah lainnya, masih mengesalkan, sangat mengesalkan. miris. menyedihkan. menyakitkan. ibuku masih menjadi korban terbesar dari semua drama ini, hartanya dirampas, hatinya dihancurkan, dan DISALAHKAN. seolah semua ini terjadi karna ibuku yang tidak pernah 'memahami' kondisinya. what the fuck. gak ada otaknya ini anak. ingin ku tampar mukanya. ingin ku benturkan kepalanya, ingin ku memaki didepannya. tapi sudah dapat dipastikan hasilnya akan memperburuk keadaan. dari kejadian sebelumnya ketika aku 'memarahinya' melalui WA, ia tidak pulang sama sekali ke rumah selama 2 minggu lebih. sampai - sampai dia lebih memilih untuk melaundry bajunya dari pada pulang, lebih memilih untuk membeli pakaian baru dari pada pulang, lebih memilih menjual ikan peliharaannya untuk membeli keperluan dan makan dari pada pulang. definisi pecundang sesungguhnya, bodoh. dia lebih memilih lari dari masalah yang telah dia perbuat sendiri dari pada menghadapinya, kemudian kembali untuk menyalahkan ibuku seolah akar masalahnya adalah ibuku, harus kusebut apa dia kalau bukan pecundang bodoh? . sekarang untungnya adikku sudah mau pulang ke rumah meski hanya sebentar kemudian berkeliaran lagi entah kemana.

saat ini aku sangat bingung bagaimana menghadapinya, karna tiap kali kami singgung tentang masalah yang dia buat moodnya akan langsung berubah 180 derajat. padahal itu masalah yang dia buat loh, aneh. dia kayak lebih sensi dari pada remaja wanita yang sedang datang bulan. tapi kalau tidak kami tanyakan tentang masalah yang dia buat ini dampaknya kena juga ke kita. see?? yang bikin masalah 1 makhluk ini yang kena ruginya 1 keluarga. cape. cape banget ngadepin mahkluk bodoh satu ini. masalah terakhir yang dia bikin adalah masalah mobil, mobil keluarga dia rentalin TAPI sampe sekarang belom balik, udah gitu, BPKB mobil itu dia gadai. di GADAI. holy fuck. itu mobil keluarga. bisa bisanya dia gadai BPKB itu mobil, udah gitu mobilnya di rental belom balik - balik lagi sampe sekarang. kepalaku udah pusing banget mikir gimana caranya ngadepin anak ini satu gimana. di kerasin dia kabur, dilembutin dia ngelunjak. emang dasarnya dia gak mau ngedengerin omongan kita mungkin jadi apapun yang kita omongin ke dia. mau sebaik apapun cara penyampaiannya gak akan sampe ke telinganya kalo dia gak mau dengerin.

dan lagi pusing pusingnya mikirin gimana cara ngadepin anak ini satu, bisa-bisanya anak orang lain ada yang bilang gini depan mukaku 'da yang berjuangnya cuman mamahnya aja, kakak - kakaknya pada diem, cuek' .... HELLO???? BISA GAK SIH DIEM AJA?? GAK USAH NAMBAH NAMBAH EMOSI DEH PLIS. AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

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[ipi25]

انزلوا الناس منازلهم.

posisikan org pada posisinya.

begitu sabda Rasulullah yg dituturkan oleh sayyidati aisyah ketika ditanya kenapa ia memperlakukan berbeda tiap org.

dan beberapa waktu lalu aku cukup naif.

karena kata org aku org yg jahat, akhirnya aku berusaha keras menjadi sosok 'orang baik' yg disukai masyarakat,

dibanding dibilang aku org gendut, sepertinya aku lebih sangat sakit hati ketika org bilang "mukaku judes" :(((

kyk aku dah usaha banyak senyum, berusaha mengekspresikan keramahan aku, tapi stigma itu. atau mungkin ciptaan Allah ini. aku kan ga bsa ubah. aku cukup sedih kecewa sama diri sendiri kenapa mukaku bukan muka org ramah? :((

dan aku melihat 'orang baik' ini adalah sosok yg ga pernah marah dalam keadaan apapun. tetep stay calm. yg selalu senyum dan meladenin semua org. di mataku baik itu adalah afifah, mbk syahma, mbak mim.

dan aku ngoyo buat jadi mereka. aku sama sekali tidak suka semua diriku. pokoknya aku mau jadi mbk syahma. akhirnya aku menolak semua emosi yang aku sangka 'itu sifat buruk' jadi aku tidak mau marah, menegur, bersedih. intinya aku mau tersenyum terus di depan semua org. dan ketika emosi 'buruk' itu muncul, aku cukup marah dan sangat kecewa kepada diri sendiri krna tidak bisa jadi 'orang baik'.

pun dampaknya, padahal aku sangat paham tiap org punya karakter beda-beda, karena aku suka mengikuti tes tes kepribadian,

tapi secara tidak langsung mungkin aku memupuk kecewa ketika secara tidak sadar aku juga mungkin berekspektasi besar soal org sekitar aku, kyk "kenapa mereka ga bisa memahami aku dan semua usaha aku sih?"

itu yg bikin aku cape bgt, tapi aku harus tetep berusaha jadi mbk syahma. jadi senangis apapun malemnya, paginya aku akan berusaha like nothing happened.

dan yahh cape itu ga ilang.

ketika usaha menjadi mbk syahma aku ngerasa aku harus memikul semua beban milik semua org

ofc itu makin2 bikin cape.

tapi kmrin gtw drimana, mungkin dri my bestie jg, kyk buat jadi org baik itu g perlu jadi naif dan memperlakukan org dengan sama lembutnya.

tapi, perlakukan sesuai karakter dy.

dan ketika kita keras ke org yg emg perlu dikerasin, ya udh kerasin aja.

ga perlu ga enakan.

ga perlu ngerasa bersalah.

mungkin klo di drama tuh y kyk good bad mother, yg kyk siapa sih ibu yg g sayang ke anak? tapi demi kebaikan si anak klo emg harus keras, y udh kerasin.

pun sama dalam bermasyarakat, bu nyai aku pernah pernah bilang ini santri ada ratusan, sya harus mengenal tiap karakter yang berbeda dan memperlakukan dgn berbeda.

jadi don't feel bad lah pokoknya if u think hal yg mungkin kelihatan buruk menurut km atau menurut org lain, tapi sebenarnya itu bawa maslahat.

pun juga belajar dri adek kelas ak yg kecelakaan kmrin, kyk ga perlu lah denger persepsi org lain yg padahal kita udh ngoyo, tapi tetep aja dipandang jelek. KITA TUH UDAH USAHA YG TERBAIK LOH. harusnya kita ga perlu terlalu peduli sama org yg menilai ini itu dri secuil yg dy lihat.